Lyrics: I don't feel real and the world around me keeps reshaping. The memories still stay burned in my mind, I ain't escaping. I don't feel save in my own skin, think I'm my own worst enemy. I just down the Hennessy, I know I got that tendency. It feels like I now lost the loose connection to affection. Oh I dread the cost of all the drugs, but with no plugs, it won't turn action. The only shit I take is tons of booze, that I abuse. Jacky is my best friend, in times of need, yeah near the end, my only muse. The funeral was hard for me, too hard to see, my eyes turned into oceans. Filled with hate and sorrow, part of me flowed through emotions. I don't ever felt the same, since you were taken from us all. I always feel the pain, I wasn't there to help you, now I always recall. Nowadays I always drown myself in all the booze. One day imma grab the rope and tie the noose. It feels like every glimmer of hope I had, is loose. Remember being paranoid, always checked the news. It feels like I now lost the loose connection to affection. Oh I dread the cost of all the drugs, but with no plugs, it won't turn action. The only shit I take is tons of booze, that I abuse. Jacky is my best friend, in times of need, yeah near the end, my only muse. I had many traumas before, but this one is bound to get the best of me. This one rips old scars open, and reveals the rest of me. If there was a higher power, is this you testing me? I don't stand for all this bullshit, I don't believe in your existence you see. Fuck all of this, I can't internally realize all this can be. I've went through pain too many times, Lost loved ones and friends too many times. Just want the rain to wash away the blood of my decaying body. Hope it'll all end, I hope it's very soon. Don't want life, can't cope, I'm stuck in a monsoon. I don't feel real and the world around me keeps reshaping. The memories still stay burned in my mind, I ain't escaping. I don't feel save in my own skin, think I'm my own worst enemy. I just down the Hennessy, I know I got that tendency.(x2)
Lyrics:
I don't feel real and the world around me keeps reshaping.
The memories still stay burned in my mind,
I ain't escaping.
I don't feel save in my own skin, think I'm my own worst enemy.
I just down the Hennessy, I know I got that tendency.
It feels like I now lost the loose connection to affection.
Oh I dread the cost of all the drugs, but with no plugs, it won't turn action.
The only shit I take is tons of booze, that I abuse.
Jacky is my best friend, in times of need, yeah near the end, my only muse.
The funeral was hard for me, too hard to see, my eyes turned into oceans.
Filled with hate and sorrow, part of me flowed through emotions.
I don't ever felt the same, since you were taken from us all.
I always feel the pain, I wasn't there to help you, now I always recall.
Nowadays I always drown myself in all the booze.
One day imma grab the rope and tie the noose.
It feels like every glimmer of hope I had, is loose.
Remember being paranoid, always checked the news.
It feels like I now lost the loose connection to affection.
Oh I dread the cost of all the drugs, but with no plugs, it won't turn action.
The only shit I take is tons of booze, that I abuse.
Jacky is my best friend, in times of need, yeah near the end, my only muse.
I had many traumas before, but this one is bound to get the best of me.
This one rips old scars open, and reveals the rest of me.
If there was a higher power, is this you testing me?
I don't stand for all this bullshit, I don't believe in your existence you see.
Fuck all of this, I can't internally realize all this can be.
I've went through pain too many times,
Lost loved ones and friends too many times.
Just want the rain to wash away the blood of my decaying body.
Hope it'll all end, I hope it's very soon.
Don't want life, can't cope, I'm stuck in a monsoon.
I don't feel real and the world around me keeps reshaping.
The memories still stay burned in my mind,
I ain't escaping.
I don't feel save in my own skin, think I'm my own worst enemy.
I just down the Hennessy, I know I got that tendency.(x2)