Wow, I resonate so hard with the majority of this. I am a Sag Sun and have Sag, Capricorn, and Neptune in my first house. I definitely have felt this way most of my life, and have a Father who struggles severely with depression and self worth. I was in a 15 year relationship with the WRONG person. I've personally struggled so much with my sense of identity. During my loveless marriage I had the time to truly spend on myself. I did a lot of internal healing and learned that I love to write and started writing a novel. I learned so much about myself and how to have confidence in what truly makes MY heart happy. I'm now with someone who treats me better than I have ever been treated and I am so so happy with the life I am creating.
Dellie, you just showed what resolving the square looks like. It's about doing that healing and not simply affecting one's fate! Congratulations! You reaped the rewards of it obviously.
@@lemurianchick I fixed it, but I accidentally clicked the stupid thumbs down at you, I'm so sorry 😅. Thank you so much!! I don't think I'll ever be able to explain how amazing it feels to be following where my soul wants to go.
@@pratik6342 I feel the urge though to get out of the Neptune influence because it makes me feel powerless, numb and illusion-drunk , I feel like I’m under water
@@neptunefog6082 I understand. If you wanna move towards external reality then get rid of it, if your goal is transcendence then allow neptune to do its work.
Sun Opposition Neptune . Mom died of cancer when I was 3 & 1/2. I think this is the reason for the poorly developed ego. I am just now healing this in my 40s, becoming more authentic, learning who I really am and what I really want. Great video. Thank you ❤️
Flip side is being good a lot of different things and never comitting to anything. I was a teacher i was good so good I was model classroom but soon just didnt like the job. I tried legal and loved it was good but hit a ceiling and no money for law school. I also think my voice is not that bad lol *shrugs
Oh I have this forming a Cardinal T Square with my Libra Sun at 19 Degrees, Mars in Cancer at 15 Degrees, Uranus in Capricorn at 14 Degrees & Neptune in Capricorn at 16 Degrees. However My Sun formed a Separating Aspect with all of them, so that explains why I can see affecting my early childhood and not so much throughout late teens
My husband has this aspect and my daughter has moon opposite Neptune. This feels like karma through their lineage but I would be devastated to perpetrate this cycle on my baby :(
I think the illusions of grandeur is not accurate for me. It more like Illusions of failure. I have a T-square (Aries Sun 10 opposite Libra Moon 4) Neptune in Sag is the apex at 29° in my 5H. I have never imagined that I was better or more "special" than everyone else but rather that I have no talent and am barely holding it together while others view me as extremely talented, creative, experienced and successful. I have no idea who they're referring to when I get those compliments but it certainly isn't me. I guess in some way...I am an illusion now🤷
Yes. Only i was peer pressured by other adults at the age of 25 who used me for sex. Smh i eventually dumped them. I had no idea honestly. I am currently married to a man who is ultimately using me for sex. Smh i still havent felt love yet I dont think...
Wow, I resonate so hard with the majority of this. I am a Sag Sun and have Sag, Capricorn, and Neptune in my first house. I definitely have felt this way most of my life, and have a Father who struggles severely with depression and self worth. I was in a 15 year relationship with the WRONG person. I've personally struggled so much with my sense of identity. During my loveless marriage I had the time to truly spend on myself. I did a lot of internal healing and learned that I love to write and started writing a novel. I learned so much about myself and how to have confidence in what truly makes MY heart happy. I'm now with someone who treats me better than I have ever been treated and I am so so happy with the life I am creating.
Dellie, you just showed what resolving the square looks like. It's about doing that healing and not simply affecting one's fate! Congratulations! You reaped the rewards of it obviously.
@@lemurianchick I fixed it, but I accidentally clicked the stupid thumbs down at you, I'm so sorry 😅. Thank you so much!! I don't think I'll ever be able to explain how amazing it feels to be following where my soul wants to go.
I would say, it's one of the best placement for Self realization or self Transcendence in this life time if capitalized properly.
I can see that 😊
How to capitalise properly? What does this mean?
@@neptunefog6082 Use your Neptunian abilities fod transcendence
@@pratik6342 I feel the urge though to get out of the Neptune influence because it makes me feel powerless, numb and illusion-drunk , I feel like I’m under water
@@neptunefog6082 I understand. If you wanna move towards external reality then get rid of it, if your goal is transcendence then allow neptune to do its work.
Sun Opposition Neptune . Mom died of cancer when I was 3 & 1/2. I think this is the reason for the poorly developed ego. I am just now healing this in my 40s, becoming more authentic, learning who I really am and what I really want. Great video. Thank you ❤️
Good for you!👍
Thank you @lemurian chick - makes a lot of sense now that I know I have this natal transit
Flip side is being good a lot of different things and never comitting to anything. I was a teacher i was good so good I was model classroom but soon just didnt like the job. I tried legal and loved it was good but hit a ceiling and no money for law school. I also think my voice is not that bad lol *shrugs
Oh I have this forming a Cardinal T Square with my Libra Sun at 19 Degrees, Mars in Cancer at 15 Degrees, Uranus in Capricorn at 14 Degrees & Neptune in Capricorn at 16 Degrees. However My Sun formed a Separating Aspect with all of them, so that explains why I can see affecting my early childhood and not so much throughout late teens
My husband has this aspect and my daughter has moon opposite Neptune. This feels like karma through their lineage but I would be devastated to perpetrate this cycle on my baby :(
I think the illusions of grandeur is not accurate for me. It more like Illusions of failure. I have a T-square (Aries Sun 10 opposite Libra Moon 4) Neptune in Sag is the apex at 29° in my 5H. I have never imagined that I was better or more "special" than everyone else but rather that I have no talent and am barely holding it together while others view me as extremely talented, creative, experienced and successful. I have no idea who they're referring to when I get those compliments but it certainly isn't me. I guess in some way...I am an illusion now🤷
I have sun in 12th house opposing Neptune, and a lot of this resonates with me…
Thank you!! Can you also Do Sun TRINE Neptune? Thank you!!!
Yes, I realized that I need to do that as well
Can you make for Transit Neptune square natal Sun
I can't promise that right now. I am planning on making transit videos but they will just be in the various houses.
Yes. Only i was peer pressured by other adults at the age of 25 who used me for sex. Smh i eventually dumped them. I had no idea honestly. I am currently married to a man who is ultimately using me for sex. Smh i still havent felt love yet I dont think...
Can be liers them selfes with this one....
Absolutely! Didn't I say that? 😆 Maybe I didn't want to insult anybody. 🤣
🤣@@lemurianchick