Count me in..i will be turning 30 in october and yet im just at home doing the minimal of everything because of my lack of motivation, feeling lost and insecure where to go and what to do next after just lost my job by the end of march. So envy of people who have found their meaning in life or their passion what they love and enjoy doing and even more when they are such at young age..feeling even more useless and lost somehow at this stage of age..guess i still have a loooooooooooonnnnngggggg way to go. Good Luck to All of You who are in the same/similar situation *finger crossed*
I had an excellence scholarship in school, and I maintained it for fear of not being able to have an education and feed myself because my relationship with my dad was very volatile and I was always at the risk of being kicked out for no reason. After realizing this pattern and getting through uni, I realized I had no joy for anything. Even things that I knew I'd enjoy, like singing, were painful to do as in anything I did was a new task and a new responsibility, and nothing gave me peace and joy. I'm slowly healing that, ptsd, anxiety, not feeling capable or enough due to always being on my toes before, perfectionism, self-criticism, etc. Your videos are very soothing and comforting. Thank you ❤
I really relate to this- I dropped out of school my senior year and went into a depressive spell. I’m now 18 and have a small business. I also make ceramics and want to do that full time in the future. I finally have goals and aspirations and I feel so much better
You are soo young. That’s great that you are focusing on your own business!! I’m 27 & a part of me wishes I did that, but things work out in the end, so lessons are never wasted 😊. I’m about to start mine soon. Still in the building behind the scenes phase. You got this 💪. Keep exploring and keep improving day by day.
Im in a stage in my life where i cant quit what im doing... but i dont wanna do it anymore... ive never felt more useless as now.. and i wish i find my calling too one day
Hearing you say 'im one of the most hard working and passionate people i know' made me smile so hard ❤ i often struggle to give myself credit for things and i think its very beautiful to hear a young person who has something shes amazing at and is proud of it
Girl this is so relatable! I simply cannot do things I am not passionate about. The things that I am passionate about I will do without hesitation! I adore your content, love and blessings to you!
I had no passions either. 3 years later and I still don't have a passion lol. I'm deadass chillin' in my house just doing college and wondering wtf I wanna do or how I'm gonna survive
When you realize how freking awesome it is to be sensitive but that you need to learn to not be open with it With everyone or every place. Once you are able to create good conditions for yourself physically. You will connect to your inner self ..feel whole and through that the strength will rise to the surface . If not, you will suffer in the sensitivity or the non activity of being stuck on the path...Try always to improve physical..then the connection will come. Meditate, be still sit quietly for a while doing nothing but breathe. Walk in nature, or outdoor activity. Journal ..I hope this helps..your gift never leaves you. Its the best part of you that needs to be nurtured and supported. We learn to do it for ourself and have the right people in our life ..❤
@@LAgifts1 Thank you. I realize I'm the second paragraph: suffering and stuck. Automatically I put the emphasis on what others say and do, so putting my attention on creating good conditions for me and considering what I want and need would be so helpful. The physical is so important and I know now since I've been struggling to eat or cook for myself. It's literally everything you typed. And I think I don't want to embrace being sensitive since it's likely an effect of me being in fear all my life. I notice when someone's mood or habits change and I try to predict why or I basically connect it to something I did that they didn't like and that's not healthy. It's exhausting. Acceptance is really hard for me, too.
Nah seriously, I'm in my 20s and I've had many passions but never felt confident ig so I never thought of pursuing it. Now since I have confidence and have a different few on art completely, in all forms, I now have been rapidly learning different techniques in everything I love, music, writing, painting etc. I've already gotten asked how I can write beautifully everyday, and I think a lot of people assume it's something I've done and loved my entire life! Spoiler alert, not at all. I've definitely always had an interest in music writing and other forms of art, but I never was given the option to learn more and I wasn't automatically "talented" unlike photography, ofc I wasn't perfect but I definitely had the eye and enjoyed what I was doing, unlike everything else I felt stressed. Honestly I've learned to stop using my brain too hard in everything and start just letting my body take control with some inspo from my brain, but just go with the flow. That's who I am nowadays and honestly, all these art forms that everyone assumes I've done and loved my whole life? Well I'm loving them now even tho I didn't love them before! I wanted to love them, but didn't. And I'm glad I've finally had the time and space to learn more about myself in these techniques and be able to finally create and enjoy the process like I've always wanted💕🙌
Okay, I picked pile 3 and the synchronicities were already stacking up, but I randomly zoned out for a minute at about 1:48 because i was hit with a vision for a painting, a pretty visceral one mind you but it was an image of a woman sewing her tongue back on, and another of a woman removing stitches that were keeping her mouth closed. Her expression was strangely peaceful and a soft light was surrounding her, and in my head they felt almost like an angelic presence providing anesthesia for the surgery. THEN you mentioned the only weapon we would be able to hold from now on is a needle!? Like WHAT are the odds of that, holy smokes 🤯
A brick and mortar school is honestly just not for everyone, and I think if we as a society could realize that, we would be in a lot better of a place. I have adhd and for the longest time I struggled because homework outside of school was just so difficult. I didn’t understand why I couldn’t focus or get things done like others could. Then I got diagnosed and went on meds, and now I learn new things about my adhd every day! I would love to start my own business like this one day where I can just create mindlessly and make things I enjoy on my own schedule. Having a job like this means that I could wake up every day happy and not have to dread going into an office job or worry about being late to a meeting because my alarm didn’t go off.
thank you for sharing this, it's comforting knowing that you went through what i'm going through right now. i'm so happy you found your passion, and i hope one day i can find mine.
I always got angry at myself for not starting my m passion earlier in life. I always loved acting, but I put it off because I thought you had to be a doctor or teacher. The moment that I switched to wanting to professionally start acting, the pandemic hit… but in a way I think this helped because I was able to comfortably start without completely showing my body (I was struggling with BD issues at the time). I’m now in college for acting and I am a lot happier, but still working on myself.
i finally subscribed yesterday after casually watching your videos until i realized i actually sat down and drew something for the first time in a long time
i had a million passions, and i picked the one i was most passionate about to be my career- animation. now though i wish i had gone into my second best choice costume making! or cooking, or carpentry, or pottery... hmmm i still have a million passions, but I'm stuck for now doing just one as my 9-5. its annoying... i wish i could work a different job every day. one day i will
I just found out my passion when I found your channel 😊 I told my boyfriend yesterday that I finally know what I want to really do, make cute little items to sell like you 💕💕☺️ just starting out but trying to get experience to then start selling in the future ☺️
You know, everybody always thought I was lazy I'm not lazy. I just don't like to waste my time. Doing things that don't Inspire me or make me happy. The one I find something that does that then. Yes, I am all gung-ho right now. I own my own crochet business. I crochet 16 to 18 hours a day, I'm not lazy.
I havent done any schoolwork since freshman year and im supposed to be graduating 2024. I dont leave my room besides grabbing food, bathroom or doing laundry. I dont even have a learner permit. Im pretty sure my parents are going to kick me out soon if i dont do anything, and they can legally bc ill be 18 in a few weeks. I just dont see the point in finishing highschool if im not going to do anything afterwards.
I am in high school . 😅 And i havent found my passion like i have something i like to do but choosing that as a career in my country is just a big no. It really scares me out sometime😅😅
Happens to the best of us. I didn't wanna do my homework when I was in school. It felt boring and stressful. The added on stress was from the teachers and social workers, who would bully me and get a reaction from me, to fill their own 3ntitl3ment.
Any advice if I want to make ceramics but there are no ceramic kilns/workshops nearby? What other material do you recommend? Air clay? I live in a small town, like in a mountain 😅😓 Thanks ❤
Turning 30, still haven't found mine. Very happy for those that find their passions early on.
we are the same but it's okay i'm just trying to get by whether a hobby stuck or not :) i hope you find your passion someday!
Count me in..i will be turning 30 in october and yet im just at home doing the minimal of everything because of my lack of motivation, feeling lost and insecure where to go and what to do next after just lost my job by the end of march. So envy of people who have found their meaning in life or their passion what they love and enjoy doing and even more when they are such at young age..feeling even more useless and lost somehow at this stage of age..guess i still have a loooooooooooonnnnngggggg way to go. Good Luck to All of You who are in the same/similar situation *finger crossed*
I've just turnt 30 and I'm still lost. I've taken up crochet but I'm not very good 😅
@@alicewright8367 Sucking at something is the first step towards being sorta good at something.
@@cutehoney14
Happy late/early Birthday!
I had an excellence scholarship in school, and I maintained it for fear of not being able to have an education and feed myself because my relationship with my dad was very volatile and I was always at the risk of being kicked out for no reason.
After realizing this pattern and getting through uni, I realized I had no joy for anything. Even things that I knew I'd enjoy, like singing, were painful to do as in anything I did was a new task and a new responsibility, and nothing gave me peace and joy.
I'm slowly healing that, ptsd, anxiety, not feeling capable or enough due to always being on my toes before, perfectionism, self-criticism, etc.
Your videos are very soothing and comforting. Thank you ❤
i'm so glad ur healing :) stay strong! 💕 and im sure you'll find joy in things with time the more and more u come to peace w urself as well
I really relate to this- I dropped out of school my senior year and went into a depressive spell. I’m now 18 and have a small business. I also make ceramics and want to do that full time in the future. I finally have goals and aspirations and I feel so much better
this literally describes what I’m going through. Best of luck to you, we got this ❤
You are soo young. That’s great that you are focusing on your own business!! I’m 27 & a part of me wishes I did that, but things work out in the end, so lessons are never wasted 😊. I’m about to start mine soon. Still in the building behind the scenes phase.
You got this 💪. Keep exploring and keep improving day by day.
Im in a stage in my life where i cant quit what im doing... but i dont wanna do it anymore... ive never felt more useless as now.. and i wish i find my calling too one day
You will. God will show you.
Hearing you say 'im one of the most hard working and passionate people i know' made me smile so hard ❤ i often struggle to give myself credit for things and i think its very beautiful to hear a young person who has something shes amazing at and is proud of it
Girl this is so relatable! I simply cannot do things I am not passionate about. The things that I am passionate about I will do without hesitation! I adore your content, love and blessings to you!
The menu theme from Ocarina playing in the background 🤌
thank you.. I was like wheeere have I heard this..
people work hard when they do something they enjoy.
I had no passions either. 3 years later and I still don't have a passion lol. I'm deadass chillin' in my house just doing college and wondering wtf I wanna do or how I'm gonna survive
You’re young, you’ll figure it out. Also it’s ok to not have a passion. Interests and hobbies are just as important 🙂
You definitely found your passion early! I’m 52 and still haven’t found mine!
Sensitivity. 😮💨 Where do I begin to embrace mine??
I hate it here most days. 😅
When you realize how freking awesome it is to be sensitive but that you need to learn to not be open with it With everyone or every place. Once you are able to create good conditions for yourself physically. You will connect to your inner self ..feel whole and through that the strength will rise to the surface
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If not, you will suffer in the sensitivity or the non activity of being stuck on the path...Try always to improve physical..then the connection will come. Meditate, be still sit quietly for a while doing nothing but breathe. Walk in nature, or outdoor activity. Journal ..I hope this helps..your gift never leaves you. Its the best part of you that needs to be nurtured and supported. We learn to do it for ourself and have the right people in our life ..❤
@@LAgifts1 Thank you. I realize I'm the second paragraph: suffering and stuck. Automatically I put the emphasis on what others say and do, so putting my attention on creating good conditions for me and considering what I want and need would be so helpful. The physical is so important and I know now since I've been struggling to eat or cook for myself. It's literally everything you typed. And I think I don't want to embrace being sensitive since it's likely an effect of me being in fear all my life. I notice when someone's mood or habits change and I try to predict why or I basically connect it to something I did that they didn't like and that's not healthy. It's exhausting. Acceptance is really hard for me, too.
Very relatable, I’m happy you are living in your purpose now 🌅
I completely relate to this!
I hated highschool. College is where I blossomed.
I absolutely love following you! But to me you are sooo young and you’ve found your passion very young!! I’m happy for you ❤❤❤
Nah seriously, I'm in my 20s and I've had many passions but never felt confident ig so I never thought of pursuing it. Now since I have confidence and have a different few on art completely, in all forms, I now have been rapidly learning different techniques in everything I love, music, writing, painting etc. I've already gotten asked how I can write beautifully everyday, and I think a lot of people assume it's something I've done and loved my entire life! Spoiler alert, not at all. I've definitely always had an interest in music writing and other forms of art, but I never was given the option to learn more and I wasn't automatically "talented" unlike photography, ofc I wasn't perfect but I definitely had the eye and enjoyed what I was doing, unlike everything else I felt stressed. Honestly I've learned to stop using my brain too hard in everything and start just letting my body take control with some inspo from my brain, but just go with the flow. That's who I am nowadays and honestly, all these art forms that everyone assumes I've done and loved my whole life? Well I'm loving them now even tho I didn't love them before! I wanted to love them, but didn't. And I'm glad I've finally had the time and space to learn more about myself in these techniques and be able to finally create and enjoy the process like I've always wanted💕🙌
I can relate. So glad you found your passion!
Okay, I picked pile 3 and the synchronicities were already stacking up, but I randomly zoned out for a minute at about 1:48 because i was hit with a vision for a painting, a pretty visceral one mind you but it was an image of a woman sewing her tongue back on, and another of a woman removing stitches that were keeping her mouth closed. Her expression was strangely peaceful and a soft light was surrounding her, and in my head they felt almost like an angelic presence providing anesthesia for the surgery. THEN you mentioned the only weapon we would be able to hold from now on is a needle!? Like WHAT are the odds of that, holy smokes 🤯
Same here x) Best of luck to you in your work! :)
A brick and mortar school is honestly just not for everyone, and I think if we as a society could realize that, we would be in a lot better of a place. I have adhd and for the longest time I struggled because homework outside of school was just so difficult. I didn’t understand why I couldn’t focus or get things done like others could.
Then I got diagnosed and went on meds, and now I learn new things about my adhd every day! I would love to start my own business like this one day where I can just create mindlessly and make things I enjoy on my own schedule. Having a job like this means that I could wake up every day happy and not have to dread going into an office job or worry about being late to a meeting because my alarm didn’t go off.
YOU ARE SO INSPIRING!
needed this today. thank you for sharing 😊
Bro u inspired me to do a small clay business bc I have always wanted to do it but never had the inspiration to do it thank you ❤
I understand you! School was not for me
thank you for sharing this, it's comforting knowing that you went through what i'm going through right now. i'm so happy you found your passion, and i hope one day i can find mine.
I always got angry at myself for not starting my m passion earlier in life. I always loved acting, but I put it off because I thought you had to be a doctor or teacher. The moment that I switched to wanting to professionally start acting, the pandemic hit… but in a way I think this helped because I was able to comfortably start without completely showing my body (I was struggling with BD issues at the time). I’m now in college for acting and I am a lot happier, but still working on myself.
i finally subscribed yesterday after casually watching your videos until i realized i actually sat down and drew something for the first time in a long time
You are so passionate Tammy ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ you got gifted hands and I wish you good luck 🌷xx 💖
You have inspired me so much i have a good cute clay collection
Happy for you ❤
i had a million passions, and i picked the one i was most passionate about to be my career- animation. now though i wish i had gone into my second best choice costume making! or cooking, or carpentry, or pottery... hmmm i still have a million passions, but I'm stuck for now doing just one as my 9-5. its annoying... i wish i could work a different job every day. one day i will
Art finds you ❤
I just found out my passion when I found your channel 😊 I told my boyfriend yesterday that I finally know what I want to really do, make cute little items to sell like you 💕💕☺️ just starting out but trying to get experience to then start selling in the future ☺️
ok but those cows r so cute
You know, everybody always thought I was lazy I'm not lazy. I just don't like to waste my time. Doing things that don't Inspire me or make me happy. The one I find something that does that then. Yes, I am all gung-ho right now. I own my own crochet business. I crochet 16 to 18 hours a day, I'm not lazy.
i’m so glad you found your passion! do you think you could do the St Bernard ??
So relatable ❤❤❤
Hello What clay do u use And whats That thing That makes them shine
She used polymer clay and it’s UV resin to make it glossy. I hope this helps ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
I love art and m also very good at making things with clay...it's just that I am giving priorities to studies
School doesnt say or show what type of person you are. I was bad in school but not in life😊
Girly you are so gorgeous ❤
Could you please make a video of how you glaze? I can't get resin to behave, and I can't understand how people get it to stay where they put it
22isnt late! Come on!
So relatable
I havent done any schoolwork since freshman year and im supposed to be graduating 2024. I dont leave my room besides grabbing food, bathroom or doing laundry. I dont even have a learner permit. Im pretty sure my parents are going to kick me out soon if i dont do anything, and they can legally bc ill be 18 in a few weeks.
I just dont see the point in finishing highschool if im not going to do anything afterwards.
I am in high school .
😅 And i havent found my passion like i have something i like to do but choosing that as a career in my country is just a big no.
It really scares me out sometime😅😅
Happens to the best of us. I didn't wanna do my homework when I was in school. It felt boring and stressful. The added on stress was from the teachers and social workers, who would bully me and get a reaction from me, to fill their own 3ntitl3ment.
Your stuff is so cute and i have a question what thing do you use to make your stuff shiny
I have found mine to its what you do i got inspiration from you and im gonna make my first project tomorrow🤭😆
Best of Luck Tammy=))
I luv your work
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i'm just like you rn in my 2nd year of high school
I try to make coffeebara but is kinda not same 😢 you are so talented ❤❤❤
Any advice if I want to make ceramics but there are no ceramic kilns/workshops nearby? What other material do you recommend? Air clay? I live in a small town, like in a mountain 😅😓 Thanks ❤
Can you make your clay figures into boba!
Screw public school. The only thing good about it is learning how to have tough skin if you a victim of bullying.
beauty
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Please make more videos like this
You still found your passion pretty early in life. Thinking you found it "later" is probably part of toxic perfectionism
Ily💜
Does someone know what type of gloss finish she uses in the video? And does that airdry or do you have to put it in the oven?
Ur vibe is cute wgere to find inspo and be creative 🫐🌗🪶
What did you use at the end???
We need to normalize people finding themselves in their later adult years - theres so much guilt and shame around not being "successful" out the gate.
Can this clay air dry?
I saw your arts
What kind of burnish there?
I mean what brand of polish you put there?
@@albertbayani508it’s UV resin ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
I still searching😢
𝕊𝕝𝕒𝕪 𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕖𝕟
what is 156x357
Did I just spot Puppycat?
i have the same exact shorts ╰(*°▽°*)╯
Yes but what are you drinking