When I was 13, these kids in Middle School have been bullying me for a few years at this point, nothing special. However, when we entered our last year, the three kids, these near-strangers, followed me out of the school back entrance I always took to escape them and they somehow found it. They began chasing me down the road, screaming and throwing rocks and shit. I will NEVER forget the first rock they threw at me. It hit me right in the back of the head and it all quickly blurred together and even now, it scares the shit out of me, I start breathing too fast, I hyperventilate, I have intense anxiety attacks, but the rock sent me to the ground. Within what I think was literal seconds, they started beating me. I lost several teeth, my nose was broken, my left eye was really fucked up, they fractured a small piece of my skull, they were banging on these metal pans or something, I remember being so disoriented by all of the action, the noises, the pain. It all happened so fast, it felt like it ended two seconds after it began, but I lied there for what felt like hours; My entire body was numb, my arms were noodles, my legs felt shattered, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't see worth a shit, I didn't know where I was when this lady -- i think she woke me up. I was in the back of an ambulance and where it was day before, it was now night. This lady, roughly early 20s, brushed my hair a very specific way and any time I get home, my cousin demands we sit down, watch TV for 30 minutes at least, and she brushes my hair the same way she did. I will never forget the way that lady moved my hair, the only thing I could even barely feel, the way she talked to me, she sang to me, she was asking me super simple questions like my name, my favorite color, my favorite food, letters, places, etc. I still have markings all over my body and recently I found this horrible scar on my left upper back, behind my shoulder. Just wanted to share this small tale with the world- or well, whatever part of the world that sees this -- Bullying is real. It can lead to murder. If not for that random lady who I did not even know existed until that day / night, I would not be here, developing games, animating others' videos, and telling you this true story. This video has brought this to my thoughts once again and it made me tear up and while yes, the start of this video gave me a huge anxiety attack, I finished the video and not mere moments after the attack, as the video continued playing, it brought me back. Your voice is soothing... I think I needed to have that attack, I needed to hear this video. To those with horrible happenings like this one, please know, you are not alone. The true strength is that you are here, moving on, living your best life, or so I hope aha, and making friends, making connections. I love you, reader. And thank you for this amazing video, Ichigo.
I know how that feels, my Older Brother hurt me... And Suffocated me, to this Day he still Mocks me... And I had to Leave mainstream school from pain and bullying, the Memories stuck with me as Flashbacks... It's truly hard... I truly hope your doing ok now, Ichigo's voice is sooooo Comforting, Soothing, Relaxing, and Calming, I love her so much, her Content really help~^^ 🍓🥰❤️
I have gone through something similar and my experience is traumatic and painful to deal directly with but my story is I was 14-16 I think and I was running from the ppl that bullying me ”I don’t remember there names” and I ran for a while but they didn’t stop chasing me they caught up with me and started to beat me and they broke my legs and arms and were beating me with a metal baseball bat and broke almost every one of my bones and cut me and stabbed me and they took me to a abandoned house and chained me to a bed and I guess you know what happened next but if you don’t then rapped me and they chained so I was hanging and beat me more and more and I was there for a week I think and over that time my wounds were infected and I was skinny and I was skin and blood ant that point so that’s why I have ptsd
I can relate. My brother’s nearly killed me twice and my parents did nothing. I’ve nearly had my arm broken twice at school. And guess what. Both times, the teachers did nothing. My fucking friends had to save me the first time. If they didn’t, my arm would’ve been broken.
My stepmother abused me in ways that I don't remember clearly, I was in the army, airborne infantry and I got stabbed during a barfight outside of ft bragg, I almost bled out and that's what my therapist hung onto
5:44 That would make my night, though. That what everyone wishes for when they get comforted by their girlfriends when they sleep with you. We all wish for girls to step into our bad dreams and make them better by fighting off against all the bad memories to protect us. That warms my heart so much.
It was truly so needed, as someone that gets Flashbacks... This really helped me, I'm so thankful for this Gentle and Kind Audio that Ichigo made, along with so many of her other Audios~ 🍓🍓🍓🥹🥹🥹
Things used to be pretty bad, i wish id found things like this significantly sooner. The nightmares stopped mostly a few months ago, though sudden flashbacks are still semi frequent. It was 10 years roughly of hell, and the past couple have started to really help fix the damage. The best feeling here is that instead of being alone crying and shaking during the experience, for once there is someone there who cares :)
Ichigos Content really helps, she’s sooooo comforting, and I rewatch her Audios, they help that much, I’m honestly soooo thankful I found her Channel… She really helps, and I can’t thank her enough~ :) 🍓🍓🍓🥹🥹🥹
0:07 Me singing: **You spend your life making memories, I thought the fun would never end… Now it’s so quiet… All I want is to play again with you, my friends.**
The Dommy behavior you displayed in the video at 3:35, 1:00, and the rest of your soft, strong, and protective traits and words (Both of praise, safety, telling us we are loved. pet names like "sweetness", and the attentiveness and affection you give) help Immensely, in ways no other ASMR has come remotely close (And after reading the comments, it is crystal clear I am not the only one), it feels like a breath of fresh air and something a genuine person in the speaker (In this case you in the video) would say/do, even down to the kisses, squeezes, cuddles, ect. (I have never shared this online before but I want you to know the impact of the beautiful work you do has) I myself have PTSD from multiple events like being raped last year from someone impersonating my doctor. Pain from my ex-step mother to things at a lesser (but by no means minimal) degree from abusive EX GFs, and other tragic experiences. C-PTSD from my birth vessel (biological "mother") abusing the ever living fuck out of my siblings and I with Verbal, physical, emotional, and other forms of abuse. While Karma is working her justice, this content, especially this video (and I am sure others I will find on your channel or that you will release in the future) has helped so much. Beginning to heal me and others in ways we did not know were possible or that we deserved. From the core of my heart and soul, thank you. Thank you for this and similar content as such, it helps much more than you think, doing more help and healing each time we listen to it.
For me, it's less PTSD, more insomnia and Night terrors from past traumas. Dealt with it years ago. Admittedly, it would still be nice to get this kind of comfort, verbally and physically. Thanks for the soothing efforts.
Same, I appreciate it to, I'm not diagnosed with PTSD, but I get Flashbacks... From bad memories in my Past... So this was really needed, it was so Comforting~ 🍓🍓🍓🥰🥰🥰
@@mr.vesper5659 doing ok, thank you for asking, I do go through Transphobia and Acephobia from Family, as an Asexual, Closeted Trans, Lesbian, which is difficult... And do get bad Thought's... But I'm doing ok, thank you for the kindness, I hope your doing ok now to~ 🍓🍓🍓😊😊😊
Sorry for the trauma dump, skip if you're sensitive to that, but I wanted to thank you Ichigo for this audio, I spent most of my childhood abused and even tortured by my dad, I'm nearly 30 and it still follows me almost every days or night, I've also sadly went through a 6+ year long abusive and toxic relationship that I only could leave recently, and it's all just... a lot. This helps, you help, thank you.
Even though it’s been a while since I’ve gotten my PTSD diagnosis, audios like these still surprise me with how much I’d want this sort of comfort Edit: Also if you feel like recording/editing it, could you maybe do a 1-2 hr audio of you (pretend) sleeping? Your breathing at the end was pretty calming and it might be good studying background noise/audio
Same here, I wasn't Diagnosed, but I feel like I have either PTSD or CPTSD, I have Flashbacks... These Audios really help me through pain, I'm so thankful for Ichigo, I hope your doing ok~ 🍓🍓🍓🥰🥰🥰
The main difference between the two is one is from single events and the other is from events that repeat through a period in your life. (For example In my case it is PTSD from a rape and C-PTSD from my childhood abuse)@@MollyDollyy774
Had a scary PTSD dream that took the form of me as a soldier in some scary situations for a while and within the dream I had a flashback of something that happened earlier in the dream. Never been in the military or anything but that’s how the dream manifested the PTSD
The only abuse I've ever gone through is emotional and mental abuse. Doesn't really give me PTSD but I hate talking or thinking about it. I hate it so much. Love ur audios, Ichigo. U da best❤ 🌹
I feel that, I might have it, just not Diagnosed, I get Flashbacks, of bad past experiences, of Emotional and Mental, Abuse... {Whenever I bring it up, it gets denied...} I might have Undiagnosed PTSD {mabey CPTSD} I hate talking and thinking about it to, honestly... I hate it so much... But Ichigo Really helps, I love her Audios, they really help, she really is the best~ ❤️ I hope your doing alright 🍓🍓🍓🥰🥰🥰
@izaacpower9969 Hey, have you spoken to a therapist or a GP to seek their opinion or guidance? It took me years to get a response and help from them(long story), but I eventually got a proper diagnosis and help. If you can get help, then throw yourself into it with all you've got, and I promise it'll get better
@@xandyreoch8d874 Actually went to a GP recently, I get Councilling, which helps, bringing up the Flashbacks, and Dysphoria… As an Asexual, Closeted Trans, Lesbian, in a Transphobic, Acephobic, Family, which is difficult… It’s… Again… Hard, I have to sort things out… Thank you for asking, I am getting help, things like getting Diagnosed, eventually, I mean I was Diagnosed with Autism really young, I really must… Talk about this stuff to a Professional, again, thank you for asking, it was nice~ 🍓🍓🍓🥰🥰🥰 🙏🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈🙏
@lizmorettiart Same here, I feel the same way, from the bottom of my {UNDIAGNOSED} ptsd heart~^^ Ichigos voice really helps, her voice is soooooo relaxing and calming !! 🍓🥰❤️
this helps alot for me. Had a situation where an ex and I had a bad split. I still have episodes and freak out, primarily because she has the kiddo. I still get nightmares, this helps me alot. Thank you so much for this!
Awwww, thank you so much Mama Ichi, I get Flashbacks… From my past… It’s scary… I really needed this, thank you… Thank you so much, I’m adding this to my Playlist, this helps me feel safe, thank you again~ 🍓🍓🍓🥰🥰🥰
Found this by accident, and while my issues are from Iraq rather than abuse this still helped a lot. Wasn't expecting that, just gave it a listen on a lark, but yeah. Helped a great deal
The sad part is people who suffer ptsd or abusive relationships are scared to make others sad or angry if they feel bad. That's why they always wanna hide it or need to apologize.
No need to apologise, I feel the same way about this Audio, it's sooooo good, Ichigo is really Comforting, I have sooooooo Thankful for her, the Comfort is really needed~ 🍓😭
I have almost detrimental ptsd from my aunts Husband he beat me when I was younger and nobody found out because I was too scared to say it, and due to seeing it happen when I was only in 4th grade I am detrimentally afraid of fire if anything in a somewhat hit tempurature and this really helped me and I listen to it on loop everyday to calm down thank you
Thank you for taking care of me… something new happened today… and I’ve been triggered ever since… my dad almost hit me bc I set a boundary for myself that I wouldn’t talk to him when he was down talking me and yelling at me…
When I was younger my brother had tied me to a chair and interrogated me on my connections to the nova 6 project and he fed me broken glass until mom came home
I’m a English femboy so I’m not gonna find a partner, this made me happy for a second and, I thank you for letting feel bliss for one second, Altho I will never find it for myslef
My step mom, my bio dad and bio mom are all verbally and emotionally abusive, and 15% of the time physically and my older brothers (2) are physically, emotionally, and verbally abusive (all only to me) this helped me so so much. Thank you...
You dont have to suffer alone, what you go through is wrong, and no one ever shall experience it I can just say taht im sorry, and that i know a thing or two about abuse, it always comes from generations, everyone is a victim of a victim. Jesus loves you brother, stay strong, Love the God that Loves you
When I was little a pre-school teacher sexually and physically abused me. Sometimes I don’t want advice or anything. I just want someone to protect me and comfort me
I sadly suffer from ptsd because when my mom would work the late shift my stepdad would get wasted and hurt me and eventually locking me outside for hours and didn't matter what season it was very rainy. Hot. Even winter it lasted for about a year because we couldn't move because we didn't have. nowhere to go i was 10 at the time now 21 and still have nightmares about that man i slashed his truck tires before officially leaving
Needed to hear this about PDST, my past still haunts me to this day. Thank you ichigo, idk what we do without you. You’re an angel from heaven. I’m so grateful, we’re all grateful. 🙏🤍🙏🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️
I'm so grateful for Ichigo to, My past Haunts me still... I know how it feels... I don't know what we would do without Ichigo, she is truly an Angel from Heaven, Ichigo is a sweet, soft voiced angel, she is so Comforting, I get Flashbacks... I might have Undiagnosed PTSD or CPTSD, I hope your doing ok, we are all so thankful for Ichigo~ 🙏🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️ 🍓🍓🍓🥰🥰🥰
@stevenislas6459 *Hug* 🫂 Thank you, that's really needed, because of alot of things, from Flashbacks of my past, to my Dysphoria, and Transphobic, Acephobic, Family, as an Asexual, Closeted Trans, Lesbian, That hurts, and again the Flashbacks of those painful times... Thank you so much, I needed that... *Hugs* 🫂
How did you do that. I have severe PTSD, to the point I have actually hyperventilated and fainted. I feel like a failure bc I can't really calm myself down, but somehow...I am calmer now. Thanks so much omg 😭😭😭♥️
As someone who sturggles with ptsd i do appreciate this,but i would like to see what the soft dom gf would do if i was having adhd and coulsnt focus on anything
Same, I'm not Diagnosed, but I get Flashbacks... So... Yeah... Scary, this PTSD Comfort Audio really helps. And yeah, An ADHD one would be cool~ 🍓🥹 {Hope your doing well}
Same here, really can't thank her enough, this was so good, she probably doesn't know how much this means to us, it means so much, I'm so thankful for Ichigo, we both are, and many others to~ 🙏❤️🍓🥹
Should the Lake of Fire ever run cold and a woman take interest in me, Lord help her in dealing with the baggage I carry from an abusive relationship with another VA and also attempts on my life--
Oh, you have DID, I at least feel like I have 1 other person in me... But that's it, whichever personality sees this text, you and the other Personalities you have, you're all Respected and I hope you're all doing well !! 🍓🥰❤️
@@plasmasnake2984 last thing i will say and wont bother you anymore Dont follow religion, follow him this videos are temporal, they last for a time and end, but jesus is eternal, may seem surreal for some people, may seem like im just blowing smoke, but once you truly have faith and experience Jesus in your life, you realise that he is more real than anyone I love you bro, thanks for talking to me respectfully God bless
Nah. It was considered discipline. I was legit abused. Like, stepped on, slapped, left abandoned on a highway abused. She was my TH-camr girlfriend who thought these kind of "pranks" were funny. Welp! I have since had her arrested for domestic abuse and two years later I'm gay and happily married to my teddy bear of a husband
@@criminallyautistic8372 "Considered discipline" does NOT mean it wasn't abuse. I very much care that you were abused but I do *NOT* care *HOW* abused you or anyone else were, don't you *DARE* try to gatekeep abuse. Child psychologists have already confirmed it is a negative thing and that inflicting fear and pain on a child is *NOT OKAY.* How dare you go around telling others what they went through isn't abuse because you had it worse????? How dare you use that flimsy, fake, harmful "discipline" excuse????? There's a *REASON* it's not considered an okay thing to do anymore by *PROFESIONALS THEMSELVES.* Being hit with a belt was never and will *NEVER* be okay.
That is abuse, I don't care how minor people think it is. It was confirmed to be a bad, irresponsible, and damaging thing that parents thought was "okay". Yet, it's not okay and should *NEVER* be considered okay. Don't let anyone put you down because they had it worse, it's not an excuse. There's *ALWAYS* someone who has it worse, but that doesn't just negate everyone else's suffering. Kids are *STILL* being whipped today because of people calling it "not abuse" and that's awful.
@criminallyautistic8372 It can be considered XYZ, doesn't matter. It's abuse, has been and always will be. Sorry to hear you went through that, but it doesn't mean others can't be going through stuff because someone else has it worse
@@MidlandML_HST Well, I myself wonder whether it can really be called abuse sometimes. It's not nearly as bad as what other people go through, and my parents only did it when I was being a little shit.
Have autism and this helps. Feeling broken inside but having the right person to hold me tightly as I cry into their shoulder would definitely put me back together to where I don't bleed from my emotional scars anymore because they'll possibly be gone to where I don't have to burden myself anymore I'd reach out to that only one when I need cuddles for emotional stress relief. Love this audio nice and gentle to where it feels like a hug to melt my burdens away. This means alot thank you. 💧💧💧💧💧🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
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When I was 13, these kids in Middle School have been bullying me for a few years at this point, nothing special. However, when we entered our last year, the three kids, these near-strangers, followed me out of the school back entrance I always took to escape them and they somehow found it. They began chasing me down the road, screaming and throwing rocks and shit. I will NEVER forget the first rock they threw at me. It hit me right in the back of the head and it all quickly blurred together and even now, it scares the shit out of me, I start breathing too fast, I hyperventilate, I have intense anxiety attacks, but the rock sent me to the ground. Within what I think was literal seconds, they started beating me. I lost several teeth, my nose was broken, my left eye was really fucked up, they fractured a small piece of my skull, they were banging on these metal pans or something, I remember being so disoriented by all of the action, the noises, the pain. It all happened so fast, it felt like it ended two seconds after it began, but I lied there for what felt like hours; My entire body was numb, my arms were noodles, my legs felt shattered, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't see worth a shit, I didn't know where I was when this lady -- i think she woke me up. I was in the back of an ambulance and where it was day before, it was now night. This lady, roughly early 20s, brushed my hair a very specific way and any time I get home, my cousin demands we sit down, watch TV for 30 minutes at least, and she brushes my hair the same way she did. I will never forget the way that lady moved my hair, the only thing I could even barely feel, the way she talked to me, she sang to me, she was asking me super simple questions like my name, my favorite color, my favorite food, letters, places, etc. I still have markings all over my body and recently I found this horrible scar on my left upper back, behind my shoulder. Just wanted to share this small tale with the world- or well, whatever part of the world that sees this -- Bullying is real. It can lead to murder. If not for that random lady who I did not even know existed until that day / night, I would not be here, developing games, animating others' videos, and telling you this true story. This video has brought this to my thoughts once again and it made me tear up and while yes, the start of this video gave me a huge anxiety attack, I finished the video and not mere moments after the attack, as the video continued playing, it brought me back. Your voice is soothing... I think I needed to have that attack, I needed to hear this video. To those with horrible happenings like this one, please know, you are not alone. The true strength is that you are here, moving on, living your best life, or so I hope aha, and making friends, making connections. I love you, reader. And thank you for this amazing video, Ichigo.
I know how that feels, my Older Brother hurt me... And Suffocated me, to this Day he still Mocks me... And I had to Leave mainstream school from pain and bullying, the Memories stuck with me as Flashbacks... It's truly hard... I truly hope your doing ok now, Ichigo's voice is sooooo Comforting, Soothing, Relaxing, and Calming, I love her so much, her Content really help~^^ 🍓🥰❤️
I have gone through something similar and my experience is traumatic and painful to deal directly with but my story is
I was 14-16 I think and I was running from the ppl that bullying me ”I don’t remember there names” and I ran for a while but they didn’t stop chasing me they caught up with me and started to beat me and they broke my legs and arms and were beating me with a metal baseball bat and broke almost every one of my bones and cut me and stabbed me and they took me to a abandoned house and chained me to a bed and I guess you know what happened next but if you don’t then rapped me and they chained so I was hanging and beat me more and more and I was there for a week I think and over that time my wounds were infected and I was skinny and I was skin and blood ant that point so that’s why I have ptsd
I can relate. My brother’s nearly killed me twice and my parents did nothing. I’ve nearly had my arm broken twice at school. And guess what. Both times, the teachers did nothing. My fucking friends had to save me the first time. If they didn’t, my arm would’ve been broken.
My stepmother abused me in ways that I don't remember clearly, I was in the army, airborne infantry and I got stabbed during a barfight outside of ft bragg, I almost bled out and that's what my therapist hung onto
That lady was an angel, i have no otehr explanation for this
God bless you brother, keep helping the comunity, im sorry you have to go through that
I don’t have PTSD, but you’re audios always help me with my anxiety.
Also I love strawberries
Same 👍
me too man
Strawberries are dope. Especially in cheesecake🤤
Me too lol
Stwaberry
Hey, thank you. I've been having a ptsd episode for the past 2 weeks, and this helped me to slowly start to calm down. I needed this desperately.
Thanks for taking care of me
what.
Thank you
That comment broke me
5:44 That would make my night, though. That what everyone wishes for when they get comforted by their girlfriends when they sleep with you. We all wish for girls to step into our bad dreams and make them better by fighting off against all the bad memories to protect us. That warms my heart so much.
I wish PTSD support was this easy. Thank you Ichigo for the very gentle and kind audio ❤
It was truly so needed, as someone that gets Flashbacks... This really helped me,
I'm so thankful for this Gentle and Kind Audio that Ichigo made, along with so many of her other Audios~
🍓🍓🍓🥹🥹🥹
@MollyDollyy Same here, every time I get a flashback I listen to this as a way of comforting myself. Brilliant audios lol
Things used to be pretty bad, i wish id found things like this significantly sooner.
The nightmares stopped mostly a few months ago, though sudden flashbacks are still semi frequent. It was 10 years roughly of hell, and the past couple have started to really help fix the damage.
The best feeling here is that instead of being alone crying and shaking during the experience, for once there is someone there who cares :)
Ichigos Content really helps, she’s sooooo comforting,
and I rewatch her Audios, they help that much, I’m honestly
soooo thankful I found her Channel… She really helps,
and I can’t thank her enough~ :) 🍓🍓🍓🥹🥹🥹
This gave me so much comfort, I was having flashbacks to my childhood trauma and this really helped. Thank you!
"Sharkboy and Lavagirl" Dang Ichigo!!! I didn't think you were gonna call out my age. Lol
0:07 Me singing: **You spend your life making memories, I thought the fun would never end… Now it’s so quiet… All I want is to play again with you, my friends.**
That toned silky voice just hit different with the rain sound
I love me a good Ichigo audio
this helps me with past traumas and helps with my anxiety
The Dommy behavior you displayed in the video at 3:35, 1:00, and the rest of your soft, strong, and protective traits and words (Both of praise, safety, telling us we are loved. pet names like "sweetness", and the attentiveness and affection you give) help Immensely, in ways no other ASMR has come remotely close (And after reading the comments, it is crystal clear I am not the only one), it feels like a breath of fresh air and something a genuine person in the speaker (In this case you in the video) would say/do, even down to the kisses, squeezes, cuddles, ect.
(I have never shared this online before but I want you to know the impact of the beautiful work you do has) I myself have PTSD from multiple events like being raped last year from someone impersonating my doctor. Pain from my ex-step mother to things at a lesser (but by no means minimal) degree from abusive EX GFs, and other tragic experiences.
C-PTSD from my birth vessel (biological "mother") abusing the ever living fuck out of my siblings and I with Verbal, physical, emotional, and other forms of abuse.
While Karma is working her justice, this content, especially this video (and I am sure others I will find on your channel or that you will release in the future) has helped so much. Beginning to heal me and others in ways we did not know were possible or that we deserved.
From the core of my heart and soul, thank you. Thank you for this and similar content as such, it helps much more than you think, doing more help and healing each time we listen to it.
As someone who suffers from PTSD, asmrs help out a lot 💖💖💖
For me, it's less PTSD, more insomnia and Night terrors from past traumas. Dealt with it years ago. Admittedly, it would still be nice to get this kind of comfort, verbally and physically. Thanks for the soothing efforts.
Thanks for the comfort ❤
You know I remember when I was diagnosed with PTSD and it really affected, not only me, but people around me. I really appreciate you doing this
Same, I appreciate it to,
I'm not diagnosed with PTSD,
but I get Flashbacks... From bad
memories in my Past...
So this was really needed,
it was so Comforting~
🍓🍓🍓🥰🥰🥰
@@MollyDollyy774 I hope you're doing well tho
@@mr.vesper5659 doing ok, thank you for asking, I do go through Transphobia and Acephobia from Family, as an Asexual, Closeted Trans, Lesbian, which is difficult... And do get bad Thought's...
But I'm doing ok, thank you for
the kindness, I hope your doing
ok now to~ 🍓🍓🍓😊😊😊
@izaacpower9969 stay strong ok. You got this
@@mr.vesper5659 Thank youuu~ 🍓🥹🫂
Sorry for the trauma dump, skip if you're sensitive to that, but I wanted to thank you Ichigo for this audio, I spent most of my childhood abused and even tortured by my dad, I'm nearly 30 and it still follows me almost every days or night, I've also sadly went through a 6+ year long abusive and toxic relationship that I only could leave recently, and it's all just... a lot. This helps, you help, thank you.
Even though it’s been a while since I’ve gotten my PTSD diagnosis, audios like these still surprise me with how much I’d want this sort of comfort
Edit: Also if you feel like recording/editing it, could you maybe do a 1-2 hr audio of you (pretend) sleeping? Your breathing at the end was pretty calming and it might be good studying background noise/audio
Same here, I wasn't Diagnosed, but I feel
like I have either PTSD or CPTSD,
I have Flashbacks... These Audios
really help me through pain,
I'm so thankful for Ichigo,
I hope your doing ok~
🍓🍓🍓🥰🥰🥰
The main difference between the two is one is from single events and the other is from events that repeat through a period in your life. (For example In my case it is PTSD from a rape and C-PTSD from my childhood abuse)@@MollyDollyy774
I have ptsd form a past relationship so thank you for making this
You’re videos are legit amazing ❤️
❤❤❤
Had a scary PTSD dream that took the form of me as a soldier in some scary situations for a while and within the dream I had a flashback of something that happened earlier in the dream. Never been in the military or anything but that’s how the dream manifested the PTSD
I just found your channel and I think I binged all your videos your voice is so lovely and you make me feel safe 🥰
The only abuse I've ever gone through is emotional and mental abuse. Doesn't really give me PTSD but I hate talking or thinking about it. I hate it so much.
Love ur audios, Ichigo. U da best❤
🌹
I feel that, I might have it, just not Diagnosed, I get Flashbacks, of bad past experiences, of Emotional and Mental,
Abuse... {Whenever I bring it up, it gets denied...} I might have Undiagnosed PTSD {mabey CPTSD} I hate talking and thinking about it to, honestly...
I hate it so much... But Ichigo Really
helps, I love her Audios, they really
help, she really is the best~ ❤️
I hope your doing alright
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Hey, have you spoken to a therapist or a GP to seek their opinion or guidance? It took me years to get a response and help from them(long story), but I eventually got a proper diagnosis and help.
If you can get help, then throw yourself into it with all you've got, and I promise it'll get better
@@xandyreoch8d874 Actually went to a GP recently, I get Councilling,
which helps, bringing up the Flashbacks, and Dysphoria…
As an Asexual, Closeted Trans, Lesbian, in a Transphobic, Acephobic,
Family, which is difficult… It’s… Again… Hard, I have to sort things out…
Thank you for asking, I am getting help, things like getting Diagnosed,
eventually, I mean I was Diagnosed with Autism really young,
I really must… Talk about this stuff to a Professional,
again, thank you for asking, it was nice~
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I appreciate this beyond words. I find your voice is very, very calming. Thank you from the bottom of my ptsd heart ❤
@lizmorettiart Same here, I feel the same way, from the bottom of my {UNDIAGNOSED} ptsd heart~^^
Ichigos voice really helps, her voice is soooooo relaxing and calming !! 🍓🥰❤️
this helps alot for me. Had a situation where an ex and I had a bad split. I still have episodes and freak out, primarily because she has the kiddo. I still get nightmares, this helps me alot. Thank you so much for this!
You’re a natural 🥰
So comforting. 🥰
I had a horrible ptsd nightmare and this helped sooooo much beyond words!! Thx so so much 😢
Thank you so much, I have having a lot of recent trauma lately.
Awwww, thank you so much Mama Ichi,
I get Flashbacks… From my past… It’s scary…
I really needed this, thank you… Thank you so much,
I’m adding this to my Playlist, this helps me feel
safe, thank you again~ 🍓🍓🍓🥰🥰🥰
I have really bad trauma as a child and this helped a lot thank you so much
Found this by accident, and while my issues are from Iraq rather than abuse this still helped a lot. Wasn't expecting that, just gave it a listen on a lark, but yeah. Helped a great deal
I don’t care what other roles he’s had. Taylor Lautner will always be Sharkboy to me.
The sad part is people who suffer ptsd or abusive relationships are scared to make others sad or angry if they feel bad. That's why they always wanna hide it or need to apologize.
I love everything about this audio and all of your videos they're so amazing!!! You're honestly the best
Ily
No need to apologise, I feel the same way about this Audio, it's sooooo good, Ichigo is really Comforting, I have sooooooo Thankful for her, the Comfort is really needed~ 🍓😭
I have almost detrimental ptsd from my aunts Husband he beat me when I was younger and nobody found out because I was too scared to say it, and due to seeing it happen when I was only in 4th grade I am detrimentally afraid of fire if anything in a somewhat hit tempurature and this really helped me and I listen to it on loop everyday to calm down thank you
Thank you for taking care of me… something new happened today… and I’ve been triggered ever since… my dad almost hit me bc I set a boundary for myself that I wouldn’t talk to him when he was down talking me and yelling at me…
Thnk chu, ths one was rly needed
Never knew I needed this
Jesus Christ your voice is mesmerizing
Very calming
When I was younger my brother had tied me to a chair and interrogated me on my connections to the nova 6 project and he fed me broken glass until mom came home
I’m a English femboy so I’m not gonna find a partner, this made me happy for a second and, I thank you for letting feel bliss for one second, Altho I will never find it for myslef
My step mom, my bio dad and bio mom are all verbally and emotionally abusive, and 15% of the time physically and my older brothers (2) are physically, emotionally, and verbally abusive (all only to me) this helped me so so much. Thank you...
You dont have to suffer alone, what you go through is wrong, and no one ever shall experience it
I can just say taht im sorry, and that i know a thing or two about abuse, it always comes from generations, everyone is a victim of a victim.
Jesus loves you brother, stay strong, Love the God that Loves you
Really helps me forget
I have intense anxiety attacks that no one can see in my head from time to time
I can relate... I hope your doing ok !! 🍓🥰❤️
the perfect audio for a tough day ugh i love your audios Ichigo
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It truly is, as someone that gets
Flashbacks... It really helps,
Ichigo really help, it was
such a nice soothing video~
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Vent so if you aren’t comfy then pls skip!!
Thank you
When I was little a pre-school teacher sexually and physically abused me. Sometimes I don’t want advice or anything. I just want someone to protect me and comfort me
Im sorry you went through that, i just want to say that Jesus loves you, and cares about you
The perfect gf rp doesn’t exi-
This really helpt me deal with my PTSD
I went to csl charter school i need this
Your the best
If only this were real. God please take me
I DID NOT! MR. ELECTRIC, SEND HIM TO THE PRINCIPALS OFFICE ANS HAVE HIM EXPELLED!
I sadly suffer from ptsd because when my mom would work the late shift my stepdad would get wasted and hurt me and eventually locking me outside for hours and didn't matter what season it was very rainy. Hot. Even winter it lasted for about a year because we couldn't move because we didn't have. nowhere to go i was 10 at the time now 21 and still have nightmares about that man i slashed his truck tires before officially leaving
Needed to hear this about PDST, my past still haunts me to this day. Thank you ichigo, idk what we do without you. You’re an angel from heaven. I’m so grateful, we’re all grateful. 🙏🤍🙏🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️
I'm so grateful for Ichigo to, My past Haunts me still... I know how it feels...
I don't know what we would do without Ichigo, she is truly an Angel from Heaven, Ichigo is a sweet, soft voiced angel, she is so Comforting,
I get Flashbacks... I might have Undiagnosed PTSD or CPTSD,
I hope your doing ok, we are all
so thankful for Ichigo~
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@@MollyDollyy774 *hug* 🫂
@stevenislas6459 *Hug* 🫂
Thank you, that's really needed,
because of alot of things, from Flashbacks of my past,
to my Dysphoria, and Transphobic, Acephobic, Family, as an Asexual, Closeted Trans, Lesbian, That hurts,
and again the Flashbacks of those painful times... Thank you so
much, I needed that...
*Hugs* 🫂
thank you so much
There too many people who don’t realize how serious ptsd actually is. I wouldn’t know personally, but read a lot of articles.
I hope I find a domme as good with words as you :)
Same... I need that to... :)
We all do ;-;
How did you do that. I have severe PTSD, to the point I have actually hyperventilated and fainted. I feel like a failure bc I can't really calm myself down, but somehow...I am calmer now. Thanks so much omg 😭😭😭♥️
Thankyou my love
As someone who sturggles with ptsd i do appreciate this,but i would like to see what the soft dom gf would do if i was having adhd and coulsnt focus on anything
Same, I'm not Diagnosed, but I get Flashbacks... So... Yeah... Scary, this PTSD Comfort Audio really helps. And yeah, An ADHD one would be cool~ 🍓🥹 {Hope your doing well}
@@MollyDollyy774 update,my PTSD got worse so there's that and I agree this comfort audio actually really helps
I've suffered severe ptsd from trauma and former boxer/mma
Ive had moments like this and my actual ex's tell me to grow a spine and go back to bed or sleep on the couch
This is why i stopped dating for now
It’s sad because I’m going through the same thing 😔🥹😭
I have so many issues, I still flinch away from my wife,when she reaches out to pat or scratch my head
I love your audios but i also love the fact that u sound like Kafka from Honkai star rail
Thank you so much, you don’t know how much this means to me. I cant thank you enough🙏❤️🥹
Same here, really can't thank her enough,
this was so good, she probably doesn't
know how much this means to us,
it means so much, I'm so thankful
for Ichigo, we both are,
and many others to~
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Should the Lake of Fire ever run cold and a woman take interest in me, Lord help her in dealing with the baggage I carry from an abusive relationship with another VA and also attempts on my life--
so you take requests?
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Growing up I had a "friend" who would hit me for fun did anyone else have that IDK if it's just me.
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I've had ptsd since I was a baby
I don't have PTSD but does psychically hard relationship count?
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Can I comment a request? If so can you make an audio for DID/OSDD/UDD systems? As a DID system we would love that -Battery
Oh, you have DID, I at least feel like I have 1 other person in me... But that's it, whichever personality sees this text, you and the other Personalities you have, you're all Respected and I hope you're all doing well !! 🍓🥰❤️
what is that?
Is that a fucking Beyblade burst og spriggan in the corner
Remember if someone who's abusing you in any terrible way talk to an adult you trust
To many people fucked me up man, way to goddam many.
I know how you feel... Same here...
Hope your doing ok though, just know there are people that care about you~ 🍓😊🫂
i have bad ptsd and it hurt me alont..
I watched this after listening to Daddy by Korn
Quick reminder that Jesus Loves you, and wants you to have a relationship with him
@@MaximilianoSanabria-b9v No, I'm not gay.
@@plasmasnake2984 Frienship with Jesus is not gay
@@MaximilianoSanabria-b9v Either way, religion is not for me. And besides, I've already felt better after listening to this video.
@@plasmasnake2984 last thing i will say and wont bother you anymore
Dont follow religion, follow him
this videos are temporal, they last for a time and end, but jesus is eternal, may seem surreal for some people, may seem like im just blowing smoke, but once you truly have faith and experience Jesus in your life, you realise that he is more real than anyone
I love you bro, thanks for talking to me respectfully
God bless
I may have left Iraq but Iraq didn’t leave me
I was spanked with a belt as a kid. I know that's nowhere near as bad as some things that other people have suffered, but does it count as abuse?
Nah. It was considered discipline. I was legit abused. Like, stepped on, slapped, left abandoned on a highway abused. She was my TH-camr girlfriend who thought these kind of "pranks" were funny. Welp! I have since had her arrested for domestic abuse and two years later I'm gay and happily married to my teddy bear of a husband
@@criminallyautistic8372 "Considered discipline" does NOT mean it wasn't abuse. I very much care that you were abused but I do *NOT* care *HOW* abused you or anyone else were, don't you *DARE* try to gatekeep abuse.
Child psychologists have already confirmed it is a negative thing and that inflicting fear and pain on a child is *NOT OKAY.*
How dare you go around telling others what they went through isn't abuse because you had it worse????? How dare you use that flimsy, fake, harmful "discipline" excuse????? There's a *REASON* it's not considered an okay thing to do anymore by *PROFESIONALS THEMSELVES.*
Being hit with a belt was never and will *NEVER* be okay.
That is abuse, I don't care how minor people think it is. It was confirmed to be a bad, irresponsible, and damaging thing that parents thought was "okay".
Yet, it's not okay and should *NEVER* be considered okay. Don't let anyone put you down because they had it worse, it's not an excuse.
There's *ALWAYS* someone who has it worse, but that doesn't just negate everyone else's suffering. Kids are *STILL* being whipped today because of people calling it "not abuse" and that's awful.
@criminallyautistic8372 It can be considered XYZ, doesn't matter. It's abuse, has been and always will be. Sorry to hear you went through that, but it doesn't mean others can't be going through stuff because someone else has it worse
@@MidlandML_HST Well, I myself wonder whether it can really be called abuse sometimes. It's not nearly as bad as what other people go through, and my parents only did it when I was being a little shit.
why does this remind me of ellie and dina from tlou😭😭
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Have autism and this helps. Feeling broken inside but having the right person to hold me tightly as I cry into their shoulder would definitely put me back together to where I don't bleed from my emotional scars anymore because they'll possibly be gone to where I don't have to burden myself anymore I'd reach out to that only one when I need cuddles for emotional stress relief. Love this audio nice and gentle to where it feels like a hug to melt my burdens away. This means alot thank you. 💧💧💧💧💧🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹