Every word of this resonated with me. The person who abused me was sooo similar to the kind of person you're describing. It's been 5 years, and I still have nightmares all the time. They're always in my head, and I don't know if they'll ever leave. I can only hope that I'll find somebody as amazing as you to be in a relationship with someday. Thank you for this! 💖
I’m so sorry you had to go through that. There is someone out there who will treat you like a treasure. I know it because I have met people like that, they are wonderful and I promise they are out there!!! 💕
I might not know you but I just want you to know that time makes us move on from things we never thought we can ever forget Am speaking out if expérience Wish you the best in life 🙏
Oh my god, I thought something was wrong with me for getting these sudden nightmares or wake up panicking thinking about my abusive ex, its honestly the worst thing I've dealt with so far in my dating life, especially as a guy, no other guy friend understands my pain from the abuse.
@@paytonroberts7975 then they aren’t your friends, it’s normal, I have had friends who went through abusive relationships and I became the shoulder they leaned upon not because I get it but because I needed to be there, a pillar a reminder that everything is gonna be okay, u will have dark days my friend, but those dark days won’t stay they have come to pass. You’ll be fine my friend, brighter days are waitin as long as you’re willing to go through the obstacles
The last relationship I had was really emotionally abusive and even almost two years later I still go through the remnants of the trauma, even when I'm completely over the person already. This video helps a lot, thank you 💕
This is something I could relate to (idk what you went through, but my first ex constantly gaslighted me, and my second ex constantly cheated on me and then accused me of cheating. Though they may not have physically hurt/abused me, but they've wrecked my mental and emotional health and/or maturity. I'm lucky I left those two, and im not looking for any romantic relationships 'till I graduate from my final year of H.S)
Damn I can really relate to things like flinching when someone puts your arm around you or this fear when you broke something, I even lost a tear because it was so realistic. Many people, atleast the people I know, think that tall guys can not be that intimidated by their girlfriends but it happens... The emotional dependance on your partner, the feeling of guilt when they tell you your not good enough, all that results that you just accept it when you get hit and you feel that you deserve that... Or that your maybe smaller girlfriend yelling at you is more scary then get knocked out by 10 dudes because you really believe this is the best you deserve in live... So please guys if a guy (or a girl of course) comes forward to you seeking help please dont ignore him. I hope all of you find someone like in this audio, and I hope I will find someone as loving as that too :D
I don’t usually comment on videos. But when you said ‘You’re allowed to think for yourself’….Thank you. Just, thank you. This video captured so much of what I recently went through; feeling like my voice and feelings don’t matter, that everything I do is wrong, and how I should change to be more like how my ex wanted me to be. This gave me a momentary feeling of safety and security….thank you so much.
After being attacked by my exes, they're actively attacking me, this is extremely helpful, they drove me to the edge and I've been trying to bring myself back up, thank you for making something so simple yet so powerful.
It's been almost 7 years. It wasn't even a relationship, it was just a "best friendship", but this really really resonates. I've grown so much since then: I have a mostly different friend group, I'm a trans lesbian now, I'm in therapy & working on figuring out the rest of myself, but I still feel so behind in life despite being the happiest I've ever been. Despite being over everything that happened my mind still wanders into the scars left behind because I can't help but feel like that situation is what set me behind. On a more positive note, my takeaway has been that one can only look forward. Look how far you've grown & healed since. Look at everyone who loves & cares about you. I truly don't know what I did to deserve where I am right now, but what I do know is that everyone who is a loving, caring, gentle soul deserves to be happy. Thank you for this audio, I needed it a lot tonight for whatever reason.
After relationships involving neglect, one-sided affection, being cheated on, lies, doubts and lies, as well as being basically used for money and being taken advantage of, this makes my heart warm. My friend once asked me if I'm used to the heartbreak and I said 'sadly yes', but deep inside it still hurts. This was nice to hear, thank you so much
Yeah… I’m definitely going to be watching this series like a million times, all the stuff that PineKat mentions in this is just so supportive and sweet and wonderful. If only I could give someone this comfort that would be the best. If I get a girlfriend (which probably impossible since no one would want to date dumb, weird, sad me) I hope I would be able to make them feel loved a lot. Thank you PineKat ❤️
this audio genuinely made me tear up , thank you for making this content for people who are hurt and want to maybe not be so hurt . Was constantly told i wasn't allowed to show any of my discomfort in relationships ( in life also tbh ) and that you should "man up , she is probably right either way" and this made me feel valid like someone actually cared for me and who i really was instead of a facade to please others
People say a lot of hurtful things that can take a long time to un-learn. I hope you are able to heal and I’m so glad you’re starting to see that you deserve better!
"I know that it's going to take some time getting used to, being loved, but I know you're going to like it." Man. Four years later, after therapy and even moving to another state and getting a whole new group of friends, plus still dealing with self-hatred after I left my ex, this quote gave me chills.
I recently watched it with my family, my mother always says she can't believe how amazing it still looks today for some of those scenes, especially that trex attack
"I made your favorite desert" Awww thx I like fish-flakes it nice to vibe in the bowl Have a great day everyone *blub* *blub* (Tbh great video and just nice and relaxing)
This hits hard because I just got out of a relationship where I spent many nights walking on eggshells and sometimes getting punched in the face and then blamed for it.
I dont dream I have nightmares every night I cry at night I want a new family I have anxiety always be hiding me People says things to me People bully me I'm scared at night I have noone to talk to I have flashbacks I think about nephew dying
my ex girlfriend was abusive. Mentally and physically. She tried to make me feel bad in every way I can think about and if I tried to go away or tell someone then she threatened me, once with a knife. This makes me feel better somehow. Thank you
Even though me and my “ex” weren’t really dating, she manipulated and backstabbed me and my close friends and made me feel like shit so when you talked about “working on yourself like you feel like something is wrong with you” I cried because this was my only relationship and now I think that this type of relationship happens
Wow, this kinda hurt to listen to this , the entire time I was thinking how perfect this fits the situation im in, just that the past is my present, and "they " is my family. Thank you for making this, it gave me hope that things can change 💜
I feel this one so much because I was in an abusive on again off again relationship with this girl and it was mental and emotional abuse for almost my whole high school career along with her sexual assaulting me, this makes me feel seen and heard because it feels like she lives in my mind rent free and it’s so hard to function sometimes and with the girl that I’m with now, she understands but I still have those moments of remembering they abnormal things I had to do to keep my ex happy and tone down my personality and be serious and to be masculine all the time or I’m not a “stud lesbian” and how I have to explain myself all the time. A lot of built up things that my baby and I are breaking down and with this video it helps me feel good about the fact that what happened to me actually happened, it’s not a fever dream or a thing I made up in my head
Before the love of my life came into my life I was in a super toxic and abusive relationship and this made me cry so much because my bf said all these things you did. Thank you.
I have an ex who was so...so abusive, mentally, physically, verbally and other..ways..she broke me down slowly, tested the waters, chipped away at my self esteem until I just accepted it. It took her threatening my sister to finally end things. I still recoil when people touch me, it still hurts when people touch me.
I was heavily played by someone and that made me develop severe trust issues, and kinda scared to love and be loved, because idk if the person I'll meet is real or not. She never truly loved me, the whole thing was a huge lie. It left a trauma behind afterwards. I was told that everything was my fault when I didn't do a thing wrong which fueled a thought I've had before of blaming it all on me. She has begged for me to come back but I know it's a trap, saying things like she misses me and that she hates the so called ex. I'm over her and have written her out of my life, its just... the trauma. I can't trust anyone and I used to trust anyone I talked to. Thank you for making this audio I really feel like I'm there in the moment. It's just the perfect things said and that I can take my situation and have that be in the audio indirectly. Thank you so much for making 3 parts, most 10 minute videos just don't cut it. A full half hour does wonders. I know that if I'm ever feeling the trauma, I've got these audios
I was in a long distance relationship with a girl, I broke up with her cause Jay so was “only a friend” kept popping up and it made me too uncomfortable. She also named a teddy after him. She was more enthusiastic about spending time in HIS bed in HIS clothes in HIS house instead of coming to see me in Glasgow for one fucking day! The worst part about it, is that I still want her, she made me feel loved for once but at the same time as if the gap between us would never close. Sorry, rant over 😂
This actually did happen to me back in October last year.. my ex did a prank about death and depression and sometimes even called me daddy. I was two grades younger then her and two years younger then her yet she was already calling me daddy. I felt super uncomfortable but then when she pulled the prank… I was heart broken… death and depression aren’t to be made a joke.. I felt like I was being torn apart at that very moment.. then a few weeks later. I made the choice to break up with her… still not over what she did to me…. But hearing this is gonna help me get through it 100%
I was once in a mentally abusive relationship the lies I heard and the promises broken I almost took my own life because of it I’m very glad I didn’t because now I can do so many other things I couldn’t do in the past and I’m grateful
Last relationship I was in I got beaten until I had to be hospitalised from the injuries I had broken ribs and jaw from being punched and kicked she didn’t apologise for it nor did she visit me after going under reconstruction surgery. After my surgery she scaled me for going to the hospital to get to the hospital I had to pretty much crawl to my phone that was on charge and call a friend to come take me I simply told him after the fact I’d fallen down the stairs badly and everyone still thinks that I legitimately fell down the stairs. I left my ex after getting out of the hospital but ever since I’ve had PTSD and been diagnosed with bipolar I have to take Mood stabilisers, anti psychotics and Lithium just to get through the day I literally haven’t talked to anyone other than my best friend over the last year as I don’t know who I can trust, I’m hardly seen out in public unless it’s absolutely necessary
i don't know why but when i heard "and if they try something there going to regret it" and i for some reasons thought "ha my ex is Jason born" for some reason
why doesnt a girl like this exist irl.. i.. i cant cope.. she keeps abandoning me.. ditching me.. saying hurtful things..but then she makes me feel bad when i breakdown and cry...
i cant stop crying now... i want someone who understands.. so many things in this are nearly perfectly accurate..idk what to do and now.. im a fucking mess.. why is this impossible.. i just wanted to be loved.. cared about... i wanted to matter to someone...i hold on and hold on for hope.. but.. im starting to think its a lie too...
My family used to drag me out and kick the crap out of me and beat me until they would start urinating blood for no apparent reason then they would criticize me for showing emotion like paying her fear I couldn't live with that and I had really no one
Been used and abused in every relationship I've ever mistakenly gotten myself into, it's my fault anyways because I'm the one that asked them out, I don't know if I'll heal from this but I don't care if I heal from this. I truly don't wanna be with anyone and I gotta let these audios and this idea of happiness with a partner go.
I have been hurt so much by one person.. the blood that runs through my veins feel like sewage or toxic poison and just thinking about my abuse i deal with all alone with nobody but myself i cant stop crying why was it me that had to deal with the pain while the other person can laugh and smile and have fun while i experience pain
Most of you said is plain out right true and I didn't even realise it that my mother was narsistic and toxic but my father could be better but I words are just a lost thing. I've been 14 years..yes..I can't even belive that much time of manupolation take me over and still have this but life somehow blessed me with a temp break so yea this is what I am and yes I'm still a child as a 14 year old half (forced by life) matured man. I wish all those people never even existed and makes me to not exist. I felt that they're just enemys all the time and I was the bait to use me as like that they even abused me a lot. I'm so injured inside that it even shows outside how I am. I'd suffer from C-PTSD and might dealing Axiety and likely to be Schizoaffective-dissorder so..life is already has bees a nightmare to me and I'm still looks that darkness has spread to long that light bearly reaches here now. There's going to be a police investigation I can't sleep for hours even before that and I feel that damage is pernament that they'll done. So I bless you with a better life if I can give that kind of power. Have a good happy life Edit: feel free to help me I really do want it..
I’m utterly destroyed and broken, have been for almost a decade now after I got out. I’m not who I once was anymore either which I’m sad about, it’s kind of like part of me died and there’s a void. Might need therapy again one day, because I’m unable or incapable of getting close to anyone but my kids because I firmly believe that I KNOW how it will all end so why bother? I’m lost and wandering, but I’m hoping I find “home” again one day.
TH-cam won't let me say what I feel about my last relationship. Still, I was desperate enough that I outlasted the other 4 husbands. Now I'm alone forever. I'm not worthy of friendship, companionship, touch, or affection. I never was. Before her I was alone for 18 years. Now I'm back in solitary confinement until I die. No one will ever care again. The people I live with hate it when I speak, and they dominate me or ignore me into silence. That's my entire world. I have no friends and there will be no more. This agony must stop. I just need to find the courage.
I’m in a really bad one right now, I dont know how to get out because I have the worst separation anxiety. He offers me security, not emotionally or on a loving level. On a financial level, Just a home where I can grow as a young adult without parental judgement and where I don’t have to think about my sick mother. (Yes that is one of the reasons I don’t want to go back home, seeing my mother sick and getting worse all the time is absolutely heartbreaking. Besides, I’ve got a busy life I want attention for my accomplishments sometimes as well. I don’t get that at home, I’m not mad about it, I totally understand, but I can’t carry someone when I’m slipping away myself) I really don’t know how to get out
That sounds really tough. There are many reasons people get trapped in abusive situations. What really helped me was searching online for other people’s stories. Reading about similar situations and how they got out gave me ideas and the strength to leave 💕
So my relationship wasn't exactly abusive, just one sided and out of pity. She "dated" me just so she could get to go to homecoming and prom. Then after that she just up and left me by myself We haven't talked to each other in 2 months
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Every word of this resonated with me. The person who abused me was sooo similar to the kind of person you're describing. It's been 5 years, and I still have nightmares all the time. They're always in my head, and I don't know if they'll ever leave. I can only hope that I'll find somebody as amazing as you to be in a relationship with someday. Thank you for this! 💖
I’m so sorry you had to go through that. There is someone out there who will treat you like a treasure. I know it because I have met people like that, they are wonderful and I promise they are out there!!! 💕
@@PineKatAudio Thank you. 💖
I might not know you but I just want you to know that time makes us move on from things we never thought we can ever forget
Am speaking out if expérience
Wish you the best in life 🙏
Oh my god, I thought something was wrong with me for getting these sudden nightmares or wake up panicking thinking about my abusive ex, its honestly the worst thing I've dealt with so far in my dating life, especially as a guy, no other guy friend understands my pain from the abuse.
@@paytonroberts7975 then they aren’t your friends, it’s normal, I have had friends who went through abusive relationships and I became the shoulder they leaned upon not because I get it but because I needed to be there, a pillar a reminder that everything is gonna be okay, u will have dark days my friend, but those dark days won’t stay they have come to pass. You’ll be fine my friend, brighter days are waitin as long as you’re willing to go through the obstacles
The last relationship I had was really emotionally abusive and even almost two years later I still go through the remnants of the trauma, even when I'm completely over the person already. This video helps a lot, thank you 💕
I’m sorry you had to go through that. But I’m glad you realize you deserve better! I’m glad it could help 💕
The how many people have told you I loved you before treating you like trash part instantly hit me in the feels real hard
Yeah..
Her: "I like hearing you talk about what you believe in"
Me: I believe in ROCK N ROLL!!!🤘🤘
Me too
ROCK 'N ROLL NEVER DIES!!!
*cue zitte e buoni*
“I believe in Joe Hendry “
When you’ve had two abusive girlfriends, this hits different.
Two?! Damn that's rough 😔
Seesh. That’s harsh dude. I thought my ex pulling a prank about death and depression was harsh but that?!? That’s just rough. Sorry to hear that
@@gmo53104
Well, I learned my lesson. As soon as the second one hit me, I bounced. Blocked her on everything and that was that.
Good I'm glad you got out of that situation 😁 hope your doing good nowadays ✌🤗
This is something I could relate to (idk what you went through, but my first ex constantly gaslighted me, and my second ex constantly cheated on me and then accused me of cheating. Though they may not have physically hurt/abused me, but they've wrecked my mental and emotional health and/or maturity. I'm lucky I left those two, and im not looking for any romantic relationships 'till I graduate from my final year of H.S)
Damn, this actually made me cry. Thanks for making this, it means a lot.
Of course. I’m glad it could resonate with you and I hope you feel safe 💕
Damn I can really relate to things like flinching when someone puts your arm around you or this fear when you broke something, I even lost a tear because it was so realistic.
Many people, atleast the people I know, think that tall guys can not be that intimidated by their girlfriends but it happens... The emotional dependance on your partner, the feeling of guilt when they tell you your not good enough, all that results that you just accept it when you get hit and you feel that you deserve that... Or that your maybe smaller girlfriend yelling at you is more scary then get knocked out by 10 dudes because you really believe this is the best you deserve in live... So please guys if a guy (or a girl of course) comes forward to you seeking help please dont ignore him. I hope all of you find someone like in this audio, and I hope I will find someone as loving as that too :D
I really wanna hug you right now😢
I'm 193cm tall and my 170cm ex gf did so much damage emotionally that I can't never fully recover from that
Chills all throughout. Thank you, miss Pine Kat.
Of course
I don’t usually comment on videos. But when you said ‘You’re allowed to think for yourself’….Thank you. Just, thank you. This video captured so much of what I recently went through; feeling like my voice and feelings don’t matter, that everything I do is wrong, and how I should change to be more like how my ex wanted me to be. This gave me a momentary feeling of safety and security….thank you so much.
After being attacked by my exes, they're actively attacking me, this is extremely helpful, they drove me to the edge and I've been trying to bring myself back up, thank you for making something so simple yet so powerful.
I really hope you're okay now! ❤️
I have every reason to be grateful this season ❤️ her audio is the best and she is the best girlfriend
A haiku about the past. Ahem:
A haunting banshee
Unforgettable nightmare
But I will break free
amen
@@nailbiter1 🙏
I recently got out of a abusive relationship. He's still after me. I'm scared but this gave me a temporary moment of comfort. Thank you.
Are you okay now?!
please tell me your alright now !! ❤️
It's been almost 7 years. It wasn't even a relationship, it was just a "best friendship", but this really really resonates. I've grown so much since then: I have a mostly different friend group, I'm a trans lesbian now, I'm in therapy & working on figuring out the rest of myself, but I still feel so behind in life despite being the happiest I've ever been. Despite being over everything that happened my mind still wanders into the scars left behind because I can't help but feel like that situation is what set me behind. On a more positive note, my takeaway has been that one can only look forward. Look how far you've grown & healed since. Look at everyone who loves & cares about you. I truly don't know what I did to deserve where I am right now, but what I do know is that everyone who is a loving, caring, gentle soul deserves to be happy. Thank you for this audio, I needed it a lot tonight for whatever reason.
Goose facts : Crows are mostly omnivores
bruh😳 i had no idea!... thanks goose!
Thank you emperor goose
*Mostly*
Be careful
@@keremgulbin9142of course comrade
human facts: you can't consume 27 elephant legs in 1 hour
After relationships involving neglect, one-sided affection, being cheated on, lies, doubts and lies, as well as being basically used for money and being taken advantage of, this makes my heart warm. My friend once asked me if I'm used to the heartbreak and I said 'sadly yes', but deep inside it still hurts. This was nice to hear, thank you so much
I have a difficult relationship with another car we're long distance and we barely get to talk to eachother
That sounds tough 🚘
I know what you going through
Kachow 😔
You’ve got a long road ahead of you don’t tire yourself out
@@swizzy6010 Kachigga my n_ _ _ a
Yeah… I’m definitely going to be watching this series like a million times, all the stuff that PineKat mentions in this is just so supportive and sweet and wonderful. If only I could give someone this comfort that would be the best. If I get a girlfriend (which probably impossible since no one would want to date dumb, weird, sad me) I hope I would be able to make them feel loved a lot. Thank you PineKat ❤️
this audio genuinely made me tear up , thank you for making this content for people who are hurt and want to maybe not be so hurt . Was constantly told i wasn't allowed to show any of my discomfort in relationships ( in life also tbh ) and that you should "man up , she is probably right either way" and this made me feel valid like someone actually cared for me and who i really was instead of a facade to please others
People say a lot of hurtful things that can take a long time to un-learn. I hope you are able to heal and I’m so glad you’re starting to see that you deserve better!
"I know that it's going to take some time getting used to, being loved, but I know you're going to like it."
Man. Four years later, after therapy and even moving to another state and getting a whole new group of friends, plus still dealing with self-hatred after I left my ex, this quote gave me chills.
Glad you made it out of there and have a new friend group
That quote is what my ex told me before making me feel worthless
It gives that feeling of being loved again.. 😇
Thank you.
Jurassic Park reference at the start of the audio?
I'm listening...
😂🦖
I recently watched it with my family, my mother always says she can't believe how amazing it still looks today for some of those scenes, especially that trex attack
Actually the single greatest movie
@@indosomni while debatable it’s up their
Thank you for this you’re helping so many people like this.
This help me some much thank you
Of course 💕
You have the best scripts ever :< plus the lovely voice 😌
Thank you so much! :D
god i needed this, thank you
You will make it 💕
You made me jump when you suddenly talked 😭
Honestly it's just lovely wake up to a new video from you Kat 🖤 fantastic work
Well thank you!
"I made your favorite desert"
Awww thx I like fish-flakes it nice to vibe in the bowl
Have a great day everyone *blub* *blub*
(Tbh great video and just nice and relaxing)
🧁🐠
Hey fish
Have a great day
This so perfectly captures everything. What a wonderful audio. I still come back to this one and enjoy. Thanks! 😊
Omg, I was hoping you'd make a video about this topic! I can't believe my wish was granted this quickly! Thank you so much! You're so amazing! 💕
Comfort will help after an Abusive Relationship
This hits hard because I just got out of a relationship where I spent many nights walking on eggshells and sometimes getting punched in the face and then blamed for it.
With me having 5 extremely bad PTSD attacks in the past 48 hours (all relationship related) this helped me IMMENSELY thank you!😌😌😌💜💜💜
I dont dream
I have nightmares every night
I cry at night
I want a new family
I have anxiety always be hiding me
People says things to me
People bully me
I'm scared at night
I have noone to talk to
I have flashbacks
I think about nephew dying
my ex girlfriend was abusive. Mentally and physically. She tried to make me feel bad in every way I can think about and if I tried to go away or tell someone then she threatened me, once with a knife. This makes me feel better somehow. Thank you
Even though me and my “ex” weren’t really dating, she manipulated and backstabbed me and my close friends and made me feel like shit so when you talked about “working on yourself like you feel like something is wrong with you” I cried because this was my only relationship and now I think that this type of relationship happens
Damn, never thought I would need these audios, but here we are ig
Wow, this kinda hurt to listen to this , the entire time I was thinking how perfect this fits the situation im in, just that the past is my present, and "they " is my family. Thank you for making this, it gave me hope that things can change 💜
I hope you're ok now💕
I feel this one so much because I was in an abusive on again off again relationship with this girl and it was mental and emotional abuse for almost my whole high school career along with her sexual assaulting me, this makes me feel seen and heard because it feels like she lives in my mind rent free and it’s so hard to function sometimes and with the girl that I’m with now, she understands but I still have those moments of remembering they abnormal things I had to do to keep my ex happy and tone down my personality and be serious and to be masculine all the time or I’m not a “stud lesbian” and how I have to explain myself all the time. A lot of built up things that my baby and I are breaking down and with this video it helps me feel good about the fact that what happened to me actually happened, it’s not a fever dream or a thing I made up in my head
Love that Jurassic park keeps getting mentioned in these. Best part 😁
Before the love of my life came into my life I was in a super toxic and abusive relationship and this made me cry so much because my bf said all these things you did. Thank you.
*hears T. rex* JURASSIC PARK?!! I LOVE THAT FRANCHISE
Keep up the amazing work ☺️
Thank you!
This was a good video. Thanks
Hits way too close to home
I needed this, i mean yeah it ended in april but still, i needed this. Also just my luck my favourite movie is in it, lets go jp franchise!.
I love your video it’s really emotional and really good ❤️😊👍😢
Thank you!
@@PineKatAudio your welcome 😊
I’m so late to this but this helps more than you could imagine. Thank you.
As sad as it may be to admit, I really needed to hear this from someone.
I have an ex who was so...so abusive, mentally, physically, verbally and other..ways..she broke me down slowly, tested the waters, chipped away at my self esteem until I just accepted it.
It took her threatening my sister to finally end things.
I still recoil when people touch me, it still hurts when people touch me.
I’m sorry you went through that
@@PineKatAudio I appreciate your compassion. This video was very nice and I know it's helping people.
It's so hard to sleep in a place where you don't feel safe.
My first boyfriend hit me and I'm so grateful mum raised me to not take thar crap. But I should have left before the physical stuff started.
I’m glad you left
I was heavily played by someone and that made me develop severe trust issues, and kinda scared to love and be loved, because idk if the person I'll meet is real or not. She never truly loved me, the whole thing was a huge lie. It left a trauma behind afterwards. I was told that everything was my fault when I didn't do a thing wrong which fueled a thought I've had before of blaming it all on me. She has begged for me to come back but I know it's a trap, saying things like she misses me and that she hates the so called ex. I'm over her and have written her out of my life, its just... the trauma. I can't trust anyone and I used to trust anyone I talked to. Thank you for making this audio I really feel like I'm there in the moment. It's just the perfect things said and that I can take my situation and have that be in the audio indirectly. Thank you so much for making 3 parts, most 10 minute videos just don't cut it. A full half hour does wonders. I know that if I'm ever feeling the trauma, I've got these audios
FUCK.. i cant trust anyone anymore either.. what i went through...
Thank you for making this, those are the words i exactly needed to hear...it helps me cope love yah 🙂
I was in a long distance relationship with a girl, I broke up with her cause Jay so was “only a friend” kept popping up and it made me too uncomfortable. She also named a teddy after him. She was more enthusiastic about spending time in HIS bed in HIS clothes in HIS house instead of coming to see me in Glasgow for one fucking day! The worst part about it, is that I still want her, she made me feel loved for once but at the same time as if the gap between us would never close. Sorry, rant over 😂
Ok...the beginning tho.... the first jurassic park is great and always will be great
Thank you for this
Of course 💕
This actually did happen to me back in October last year.. my ex did a prank about death and depression and sometimes even called me daddy. I was two grades younger then her and two years younger then her yet she was already calling me daddy. I felt super uncomfortable but then when she pulled the prank… I was heart broken… death and depression aren’t to be made a joke.. I felt like I was being torn apart at that very moment.. then a few weeks later. I made the choice to break up with her… still not over what she did to me…. But hearing this is gonna help me get through it 100%
I’m sorry you went through that, and I’m glad you left so you can start healing
@@PineKatAudio thanks. This is a step in helping that healing all the way
7:00 Hit me like a truck, I was really not expecting to be hit like that from this video
I was once in a mentally abusive relationship the lies I heard and the promises broken I almost took my own life because of it I’m very glad I didn’t because now I can do so many other things I couldn’t do in the past and I’m grateful
Did we just finish watching Jurassic park cuz she said I love it when the sign falls and the trex is the boss and voice of reason being Ian Malcolm
I'd go to the end of the Earth for a woman like this.
I was just focusing on the Jurassic Park reference, favorite movie fr
3:28. i thought i had to work on myself, got an anxiety attack when dating him 😓 i ignored the physical signs even wtf?!
Last relationship I was in I got beaten until I had to be hospitalised from the injuries I had broken ribs and jaw from being punched and kicked she didn’t apologise for it nor did she visit me after going under reconstruction surgery. After my surgery she scaled me for going to the hospital
to get to the hospital I had to pretty much crawl to my phone that was on charge and call a friend to come take me I simply told him after the fact I’d fallen down the stairs badly and everyone still thinks that I legitimately fell down the stairs. I left my ex after getting out of the hospital but ever since I’ve had PTSD and been diagnosed with bipolar I have to take
Mood stabilisers, anti psychotics and Lithium just to get through the day I literally haven’t talked to anyone other than my best friend over the last year as I don’t know who I can trust, I’m hardly seen out in public unless it’s absolutely necessary
i don't know why but when i heard "and if they try something there going to regret it" and i for some reasons thought "ha my ex is Jason born" for some reason
the movie being talked about was obviously jurassic park
bro I could picture the scene in Jurassic Park immediately, I hate that i’m a nerd sometimes
The relationship between him and his ex is my relationship between me and my mother
why doesnt a girl like this exist irl.. i.. i cant cope.. she keeps abandoning me.. ditching me.. saying hurtful things..but then she makes me feel bad when i breakdown and cry...
i cant stop crying now... i want someone who understands.. so many things in this are nearly perfectly accurate..idk what to do and now.. im a fucking mess.. why is this impossible.. i just wanted to be loved.. cared about... i wanted to matter to someone...i hold on and hold on for hope.. but.. im starting to think its a lie too...
thank you
God this hit me hard 😢
Thank you 🙏
To think that there’s people that actually like these kinda relationships
My family used to drag me out and kick the crap out of me and beat me until they would start urinating blood for no apparent reason then they would criticize me for showing emotion like paying her fear I couldn't live with that and I had really no one
God, this got me to tears near instantly, the story I mean. Great story! Uhm, no, I mean. Great roleplay/story, or what have you.
When Your Parents Don't Support You, Your Friends Forget About You, And You've Never Experienced Someone Truly Loving You Its Hard Passing Day By Day
I hear T-Rex I assume Jurassic park 😎 *true dino freak here man*
i couldnt stop crying
you're my favourite🌸
Been used and abused in every relationship I've ever mistakenly gotten myself into, it's my fault anyways because I'm the one that asked them out, I don't know if I'll heal from this but I don't care if I heal from this. I truly don't wanna be with anyone and I gotta let these audios and this idea of happiness with a partner go.
Im right there with you.
I have been hurt so much by one person.. the blood that runs through my veins feel like sewage or toxic poison and just thinking about my abuse i deal with all alone with nobody but myself i cant stop crying why was it me that had to deal with the pain while the other person can laugh and smile and have fun while i experience pain
I wish I knew if this was the way a relationship is supposed to be or just role play.
This what it supposed to be
I believe
A mic gets more kisses in one session than I got in my whole life, now how pathetic is that.
1:37 my favourite part 🥰🥰🥺🥺☺️☺️
Most of you said is plain out right true and I didn't even realise it that my mother was narsistic and toxic but my father could be better but I words are just a lost thing. I've been 14 years..yes..I can't even belive that much time of manupolation take me over and still have this but life somehow blessed me with a temp break so yea this is what I am and yes I'm still a child as a 14 year old half (forced by life) matured man. I wish all those people never even existed and makes me to not exist. I felt that they're just enemys all the time and I was the bait to use me as like that they even abused me a lot. I'm so injured inside that it even shows outside how I am. I'd suffer from C-PTSD and might dealing Axiety and likely to be Schizoaffective-dissorder so..life is already has bees a nightmare to me and I'm still looks that darkness has spread to long that light bearly reaches here now. There's going to be a police investigation I can't sleep for hours even before that and I feel that damage is pernament that they'll done. So I bless you with a better life if I can give that kind of power. Have a good happy life
Edit: feel free to help me I really do want it..
Coooool
I’m utterly destroyed and broken, have been for almost a decade now after I got out. I’m not who I once was anymore either which I’m sad about, it’s kind of like part of me died and there’s a void. Might need therapy again one day, because I’m unable or incapable of getting close to anyone but my kids because I firmly believe that I KNOW how it will all end so why bother? I’m lost and wandering, but I’m hoping I find “home” again one day.
TH-cam won't let me say what I feel about my last relationship. Still, I was desperate enough that I outlasted the other 4 husbands. Now I'm alone forever. I'm not worthy of friendship, companionship, touch, or affection. I never was. Before her I was alone for 18 years. Now I'm back in solitary confinement until I die. No one will ever care again. The people I live with hate it when I speak, and they dominate me or ignore me into silence. That's my entire world. I have no friends and there will be no more. This agony must stop. I just need to find the courage.
ACTUALLY she is Talking about ME
Thank you🤍
I found this and I'll be completely honest...I need a gf like this...
Dang like just so we are all clear on this this is wife material at it’s finest
I’m in a really bad one right now, I dont know how to get out because I have the worst separation anxiety.
He offers me security, not emotionally or on a loving level. On a financial level, Just a home where I can grow as a young adult without parental judgement and where I don’t have to think about my sick mother. (Yes that is one of the reasons I don’t want to go back home, seeing my mother sick and getting worse all the time is absolutely heartbreaking. Besides, I’ve got a busy life I want attention for my accomplishments sometimes as well. I don’t get that at home, I’m not mad about it, I totally understand, but I can’t carry someone when I’m slipping away myself)
I really don’t know how to get out
That sounds really tough. There are many reasons people get trapped in abusive situations. What really helped me was searching online for other people’s stories. Reading about similar situations and how they got out gave me ideas and the strength to leave 💕
So my relationship wasn't exactly abusive, just one sided and out of pity. She "dated" me just so she could get to go to homecoming and prom. Then after that she just up and left me by myself
We haven't talked to each other in 2 months
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YOU CAN HAVE ALL THE COOKIES I HAVE
becouse this is so sweet and yet so sad
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Enjoy please and thank you
I relate to the pain so much but sadly I have no one tho love me
I agree T-rex is boss
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Can someone please direct me to a (f4f) that's comforting and platonic?
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