From pile 2- thank you so much for this incredible reading. You asked us to share with you if we wanted to know more about 'Starseed'. Well, I do. So thank you so much for asking. I would like to know our purpose as a Starseed in this lifetime. Thank you again for the reading. Much love.
I am so grateful for your readings! They bring so much comfort to my soul. I don't usually comment, but I've watched many of your readings on both channels, and you are so gifted and full of wisdom. As a collective we are so blessed you are willing to share your gifts with us! Your readings mean so much to me. Please know your readings are like a hug to the heart. You are a blessing!
That is such a beautiful message. I am truly touched by it , thank you so much . I feel blessed to be able to do these readings and connect with you and others here . Much love and many blessings to you🙏❤️🫶🌷
Thank you Nana for the beautiful pile 2 reading 🌝💟💖💙🧡💚💟 P.S. I also love your display table (the color of the table and the crystals); they really complement your soothing voice and kind intentions so well.
Oh wow! This was something else! I watched all the piles and all of them FULLY resonated, like there wasn't a single thing that didn't apply. It's honestly so eerie (in a good way). I saw this video thumbnail in my suggested videos a few days ago but for some reason I didn't click on it until now. And I understand why because these messages wouldn't have made sense a few days ago, especially pile 1. I finally had this spiritual/mental breakthrough today that felt like I was done with some kind of "phase 1" of my life and the guidance about focusing on the next phase was exactly what I needed because I felt like now that I mastered phase 1, I should share it now. I didn't feel good about it and felt like I need to move on to phase 2, but at the same time I felt like it was my duty not to. So this message was quite a relief. Pile 2 also 100% resonated because recently, after a very long time, I managed to manifest someone back into my life which was nothing short of a miracle. This was especially weird because for a long time I felt so disconnected from my intuition and the signs from the universe seemed intentionally misleading. It was definitely a dark place that I'm now getting out of (this was all explained perfectly in pile 3). So I was surprised how suddenly this manifestation worked. And you are right that it happened right after I realized through introspection what I really wanted. I do worry about the rug being pulled out from underneath me, and I do have this problem of wanting things to move fast and not being grounded in reality, so I needed to hear the reminders about these possible pitfalls too. All in all, all three piles resonated so well that it felt like a really accurate personal reading. Thank you for channeling really particular stuff. I love your videos because they speak to aspects of life that are less generic and more "weird" so to speak. Grateful to have found your channels 🌹
That is so wonderful I love this and also what you mention about timing and how you didn’t feel called to click on it previously but watched today . Isn’t it wonderful when these things happen and time is actually one of the things I feel is being flagged at the moment and may come up in the next reading. Your intuition sounds beautiful and I agree that trusting it can be one of our most interesting Your intuition is powerful and it’s so wonderful having you here sharing this journey . 💙🩷💙🐝🫶
@@honeybeecauldron Thank you! You're very sweet! And yes, the intuition is quite an interesting thing. It's interesting how we are all connected somehow and share a universal mind. Still don't know how it works but I'm learning a lot and you have been a wonderful help on this journey. Bless 💜
Part 1…pile 1…In the beginning 😂 Good morning nana 🪆🐝💝. I LOVE the intro. The new deck and us getting to know it together. Wow! That felt amazing and so intimate. And I feel respected as well. Which is very interesting. When you spoke about the card in pile 1 and the maze with your granddaughter, I was so touched. I loved being on that journey with you. With her. I totally felt a return to innocence. The older woman guiding the younger who is guiding the older. I totally thought I’d pick pile 2 because you said “it wants to be upright” and this loving couple. Ummm yeah! So true. I’d like that to be upright. But then you got to the card selection in pile 3, “where are you pile 3…out to play”. And this energy felt emergent from the upright play from the card in pile 2. And then “there you are…no, that was a whole bunch.” Haha. Well yes! That resonates with me. Then I watched you turn pile 1 and commented on your granddaughter..geez! Is it all three? Well why not. Let’s just dive in with nana and see what 1) return to innocence has to say about 2) that wants to be upright and finally 3) no…that’s a whole bunch 😂 the theme running through these, as you noted, is insular. Ohhhh i absolutely loved the continuity of this “unplanned” flow. You let it keep rolling as you moved the cards to the side and moved into pile 1. That was so beautiful! I just checked the length of this video…1:24:19… and you also posted on tarot touches heart. Looks like I’m going to get a good chunk of time with you this morning. Thankfully I have no plans this morning. So like you, this “unplanned” morning will just move into a flow with you 💝 This new deck is stunning! Ohhhh wow. At this point I’m 10 minutes in and you’re talking about being misunderstood. As you were sharing this information I kept seeing your granddaughter walking the maze. Then it struck right as you said “galactic.” It’s this embodiment journey for star beings. To enter this realm with the intention of shifting collective consciousness and changing the conversation to love. And the physicality of that journey is necessary to fulfill that intention. So what I’m seeing now…at the beginning of this journey through this reading, is the beginning of the maze. The innocence as shown with your granddaughter as she follows her guide. Haha and now you just said “star seed” energy. Absolutely that! Wow! Oh boy…as you got to the page…”this is the key, you may feel you have gone right back to the beginning…” I sense at this point, the next piles are going to show me this journey. Wow! The dream protector. I was instantly filled with emotions. Like I know and I get it. As you dug deeper into the dream protector (emperor) the advisor I realized why the intuitive “I get it” came out. This just happened yesterday. I was “back to school” shopping with my daughter and her friend. Her friend was talking about a dream. That’s when I explained lucid dreaming (yup… just like you perceived in this card). As I was explaining how to explore this her friend was sooo excited. I said I had a book of she was interested in going deeper. She continued all day and into the night to ask questions. At one point she said to my daughter, “you know that show we watch on Netflix? That’s like your mom! She even sounds like her.” It’s called midnight gospel, “ Set in a dimension known as the Chromatic Ribbon, a spacecaster named Clancy Gilroy owns an unlicensed multiverse simulator. Through it, he travels through bizarre worlds on the brink of disaster, interviewing some of their residents for his spacecast.”😂 HAHA and now you’re talking about your spider dream because that was one of the dreams my daughter’s friend was processing. She dreamt of a huge spider. Larger than her hand. And I am of a shared mind with you about spiders. So we talked about how to work with spiders in the liminal space. Oh wow! I know what you mean by phase one! That is what I’ve called first stanza in the book. I use a poem that came to me in the liminal space to articulate these stanzas. I didn’t use levels or phases because these terms have connotations that trigger the defenses. I use stanzas because it is more neutral. The third stanza of this poem I see in that emperor card as you were describing “control”. That line of the poem is “ When you create you know life is happening because of you”. It’s knowing you are the creator. As you pulled the ant and cat I was brought back to your dream. And the mother spider in a chrysalis in your ear. She knew she would be safe in your ear. Like she’s whispering secrets to you. And you won’t crush her for making herself at home close to you. I’ve thought about sharing a reading with you, but it never felt right. But now, given this spider dream, I feel that’s spirits nudge to share this with you. The connection here, is the web card she pulls… th-cam.com/video/z5c5TguexLk/w-d-xo.html As you talked about the apparent paradox between the ant of the cat you said, “Walking that fine line” makes me think of the spider web. That ability to be both grounded and mysterious. This was such a delightful surprise! I love love this style of reading. But I love all your readings. I’m now moving pile 2…
Hi Kim 🫶 you really triggered something in me this morning, in a good way , when I read this comment. This reading was such a funny little thing to upload . It was like every time I would take it across to my computer I would check it to make sure I had the right file and it transferred ok and a part of it would remain sped up. I am not exaggerating when I say this happened at least five times . I think more actually. Then finally after I had mucked around with it and scanned through it checking and rechecking I put it on upload only to find out the entire segment at the end of pile 3 that I added was on double time 😂 As you may have noticed I released it into the world the minute it uploaded to rather than schedule it and it came out a few hours before my usual time of releasing a video So the whole process was … unusual , sped up , unpredictable . So back to the comment that really hit home . You mentioned feeling respected and it dawned on me that this has always been a key in the process . This is part of my journey . Ok time to bare a little soul here ☺️ when I read your words some of the things I’ve been grappling with over the last month hit me . Respect ( connection and a sense of collaborative union) is how I’d best describe it, has always felt like a goal here . Even if people don’t resonate with the message I want them to feel a sense of love and knowing they are not alone . There’s something much bigger and wonderful . With your words I suddenly considered the way I’d been spending my energy in trying to convey this message and how often it’s been met with rejection or worse . ( something I mentioned on Amanda’s channel recently ) . I started to wonder am I even making a difference, is this of value or worth it in a bigger sense . Being generous with our love cost so little …and yet it hadn’t always been met with the same energy. ( I don’t want to stay in this thought ) So respect yes , feels like I see you 🩷, you see me 🩷 but translating it is now what I am reflecting on . Hearing that inclusion and sharing processes can be another pathway is valuable but also understanding that perhaps spirit is asking me or maybe us to reassess the way we spend our energy and connect. Oh wow to this video . I am absolutely thrilled you are sharing this with me and what a beautiful reader she is . I can’t wait to dive into this.
@@honeybeecauldron ohhhh nana b❤️ what a gift for you to bare your soul. I’m not sure if you saw a recent conversation I had with Amanda on her channel. She was sharing her doubt about finishing her memoir. And her having mine in her hands reminded her, her story matters. It so so matters. As does yours. And this channel (both your channels actually) make the world of difference to me. You as well as Amanda have lifted me so much. In Amanda’s Friday reading I commented on the uncanny connection between the pile I chose, 1, and your collective reading released the same day, Friday. She rewatched your reading and compared it to hers and noted so many similarities in the cards pulled. More than I even noticed. It was too remarkable to miss. I had seen the connection in the message, but she brought it to a new level. Your channel is incredibly unique. And I’m glad the word respect came through loud and clear. Because I absolutely feel respect from and towards you. Reverence even. You are incredibly thoughtful and generous in what you share. And I’m so grateful for your granddaughter who could see the value of your guidance, just as the granddaughter (same or different granddaughter?) who followed the older woman through the maze, with reverence and respect. 🙏🏻🌻
I am not sure that I saw the conversation about Amanda’s memoir but I did see the connections in the readings conversation and want to go back and watch them together too . I love the connections you and Amanda found scattered throughout the readings. It seems like perhaps this is a little bit of a collective wondering that’s happening and I’m so glad we are all here making a difference for each other . Thank you for your support and kind words it really does mean a lot.💕 So wow I watched the link and that is quite an amazing reading. I love the link to the spider but so much in there feels like it links to the seer readings over on your channel which really felt so special. Thank you so so much for sharing this very powerful and special reading 🙏🫶
And ps this is a younger grandaughter who is now school age now and she is such a compassionate and kind girl💕 I’ve been out driving in the sun , thinking about insects 😂 Bees and their communities and spiders with their more solitary spaces . Not just out driving to think about those things 😂. I was going somewhere … the thinking was incidental . Anyway i also just wanted to express once again my gratitude for your message . It makes me so happy you feel respected here because you very much are 💕
@@honeybeecauldron I feel deeply respected but more. I feel cared for. I’m astonished how much you engage and tune in. You read my lengthy comments and follow the links. It’s such a gift to have your presence in my life! 🥰
Timestamps 00:00:00 Intro 00:05:30 P1 The Maze 00:31:21 P2 Lovers 00:51:44 P3 Page of Crystals Notes for This Reading 💚 For Those who had a note to check for the green heart, your pile was so interesting because throughout the whole reading I felt like I was talking with a friend , peppering in my own experiences and thoughts. I reflected on this afterwards and it felt like perhaps this is relating to the message for some of you where sharing your experiences , maybe through small groups , online, in small group settings and /or through storytelling of some form is being noted as a way to share the knowledge already gained. It feels like perhaps there is a message here about ''seeding'' and sharing your wisdom in ways that dont detract from your own personal journey. 🩷 For those asked to check the pink heart , your pile I did already step in with an alternate ending to explain the misread card description, however I do want to confirm that the first cards drawn were dog and dolphin. These energies may have personal meaning to you and may also connect with playfulness , friendship, joy, the ocean , living in the moment and joyfulness which I feel are all keys for what is coming towards you in this next stage . Thank you for watching . Like and Subscribe for more readings , Nana Bee 💕
Part 2…pile 2… Wow! The page! The connection between pile 1 and 2. And you marked this card in pile 1 as the key. I see this knight of wands as more than one person. Yes, for sure there was a man who literally came in from the side. Actually a couple literally came in from the side. Both I wrote about in the lovers section in the book. When I think of these connections I see them as comets in this reading: th-cam.com/video/GT-rD41VGtY/w-d-xo.htmlsi=KA07Wk7t9HRGKh0a These are the muses that inspire me to come out of my “study” as shown in this reading: th-cam.com/video/LMSQalLRvG0/w-d-xo.htmlsi=no51ZiXU3l521u1v It’s what I need to allow the wolf in me to explore. But explore in a world that sees wolves as a threat, and want to kill them. Or spiders that should be squished. Unless they create a chrysalis and hide in your ear😂 When I wrote the book I was using my ant (pile 1) perspective (it’s funny, I actually have a story in the strangers section about the ants) who work in collaboration with other Ants, which is why every story is about an intimate connection, the ant lens. While simultaneously conveying the cat lens. The mysteries. There is so much embedded mystery in the book I wanted to add the meaning behind the stories. But my writing instructor felt it became too reductionistic. I’ve been thinking a lot about how to reveal the depth of these stories. Did I write a manual to the book? Then I realized it’s happening in the comments section between you and Amanda. More knight of wands. I created a publishing company to launch the book. So I could “control” the emperor card in pile 1…the dream protector, because I did not want to publicize this the way a publisher would. I knew this was an underground book. And those who are meant to discover it would find it. It couldn’t be forced. Just like you mentioned as you looked into the knight of wands. For me, this is 100% a love connection. But it’s the love I present in the book. It’s how love is presenting in the 6 different aspects, like a rainbow. When I was pondering how to organize this book, I felt overwhelmed. For three years I’d been writing essays. I called the writing genre “chiption.” I had been trying to write something but frustrated because I knew what I was writing wasn’t it. Until I met my teacher, Chip. So I just put aside the book I was trying to write, and played. In his sandbox. He gave writing prompts and a story would just pop up. Typically in my between. Then in February this year I knew it was time. Time to gather all these pieces I’d created, like puzzle pieces, and see how it fit. And like a puzzle, without the lid, I wasn’t sure what to do. There was no obvious connection. I was just writing what Chip inspired. “Chiption.” The most obvious thread was the music. Every piece was connected to a song I had in my 2022 playlist. I created a spreadsheet and wrote down the details of what I did know. The song name, the artist who performed it, and who the “you” was in the story. I also noted the playlist, 2022. Because a few songs popped in from others. So I wanted to track, like an ethnographer, where it all came from. But the vast majority of the music came from my 2022 playlist. I had a 2023 and 2024 playlist. But the music was coming from 2022. That’s when I used numerology…it reduced to 6. Which is my soul path. The lovers. I wrote about the Tarot Handbook written by Angeles (Angel 😂) Arrien, in my book. It was her book that taught me this decoding process. When I did a deep dive into the lovers card as presented by Angeles who is an anthropologist, she described the 5 aspects of love embedded in the card. But that didn’t add up to me. There should be 6! 😂 And that’s when I saw the absence in her work to my own experience. Strangers. These are magical beings for me. They pass cledons to me constantly. That the became the 6 sections of my book. And the picture on the puzzle box appeared. In the span of a month, all this piecemeal stories, came together and I was stunned to have a 100,000 word book ready for review. It happened so fast. But also so slow. The high priestess standing between the two pillars. That brings me to the lovers card. Which is associated to Gemini. The two pillars. The twins. And there is the starseed! Yes yes. That resonates with me deeply. As you may remember from my part 1 comment, I thought this was going to be a linear message in this reading. But of course it’s not 😂. It’s very similar to pile 1. A recognition of what I’ve done and where I am. And there was that innocence again. And the snake! And spiders 😂 the fool card. Which was also conveyed in pile 1. That page standing on the edge. Yes, starseeds are here to turn things. To influence the shape of this world. A return to innocence. I loved your added text, “you may well be able to have and do all that you wish.” This made me think of one of the stories in the book. Where I start with, “I have the ability to make wishes come true.” The magician. But then I go into the true challenge of “manifestation” or wish fulfillment. It’s discovering what you really want. The first stanza lens will want or wish for something different than the third. It’s the lens used for wish fulfillment that determines the sustainability of manifestation. A shift from a personal desire to a symbiotic one. A lens of compromise, first stanza, or tit first tat or transactional to third stanza, negotiation and mutualism. I love the candle that spilled out onto the table. Like the cup runneth over 🤪 How interesting the karma card came out. This is the judgment card which came out in pile 1…the ascension card. Which is the indicator of a “level” or what I refer to as stanza, shift. Haha…the salamander and snake in this reading…both of these beings came out in a story in the lovers section. These last 4 cards really mirrored this stay grounded (salamander and chameleon) while connected to the unseen (butterfly, and crow). Onto pile 3… So so cool. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for spending this time with me! I love being in your home.
This is so beautiful , p2 wedged in the middle of two longer piles but felt like its message was straight to the point and direct , here it is , dreams, wishes and magic … all yours for the taking , is how that pile felt to me . It makes me so happy to hear that the Starseed message is resonating with you . It’s coming in hard and fast at my end. I laughed at your comet video being reference and loved rewatching it with its wisdom … how interesting that you just happened to put here it p2 for me hot in the heels of my last comment in p1 🩷
@@honeybeecauldron hot on the heels and wedged (in the US this is a style of shoe). Didn’t you say something Friday in the collective reading about shoes? 😂 I saw someone else commented on pile 2 and wanted more on starseeds. It’s so cool to feel welcome in your home ❤️
Is it really , I’ve never heard of them but that is very fun. You just reminded me of what my Grandma used to say to me ‘darling if youre going to invest money in something make it your shoes , they take you places and you need be comfortable ‘ 💝
Pile 3, thank you 💖🐦
Hi much love ❤️ 🙏
Love it! 💖🦋☀️
Thank you beautiful ❤️🧜♀️💙
@@honeybeecauldronof course! ❤🐝💖
Thank you Nana! Beautiful.
Thank you too for watching 💕
From pile 2- thank you so much for this incredible reading. You asked us to share with you if we wanted to know more about 'Starseed'. Well, I do. So thank you so much for asking. I would like to know our purpose as a Starseed in this lifetime. Thank you again for the reading. Much love.
Thank you yes I feel like a starseed reading is one I’d like to do very soon 💕🙏
@@honeybeecauldron Wonderful 🌝💟💖
I am so grateful for your readings! They bring so much comfort to my soul. I don't usually comment, but I've watched many of your readings on both channels, and you are so gifted and full of wisdom. As a collective we are so blessed you are willing to share your gifts with us! Your readings mean so much to me. Please know your readings are like a hug to the heart. You are a blessing!
That is such a beautiful message. I am truly touched by it , thank you so much . I feel blessed to be able to do these readings and connect with you and others here . Much love and many blessings to you🙏❤️🫶🌷
Thank you Nana for the beautiful pile 2 reading 🌝💟💖💙🧡💚💟 P.S. I also love your display table (the color of the table and the crystals); they really complement your soothing voice and kind intentions so well.
Thank you lovely friend 🙏 💖🦋
Oh wow! This was something else! I watched all the piles and all of them FULLY resonated, like there wasn't a single thing that didn't apply. It's honestly so eerie (in a good way). I saw this video thumbnail in my suggested videos a few days ago but for some reason I didn't click on it until now. And I understand why because these messages wouldn't have made sense a few days ago, especially pile 1. I finally had this spiritual/mental breakthrough today that felt like I was done with some kind of "phase 1" of my life and the guidance about focusing on the next phase was exactly what I needed because I felt like now that I mastered phase 1, I should share it now. I didn't feel good about it and felt like I need to move on to phase 2, but at the same time I felt like it was my duty not to. So this message was quite a relief. Pile 2 also 100% resonated because recently, after a very long time, I managed to manifest someone back into my life which was nothing short of a miracle. This was especially weird because for a long time I felt so disconnected from my intuition and the signs from the universe seemed intentionally misleading. It was definitely a dark place that I'm now getting out of (this was all explained perfectly in pile 3). So I was surprised how suddenly this manifestation worked. And you are right that it happened right after I realized through introspection what I really wanted. I do worry about the rug being pulled out from underneath me, and I do have this problem of wanting things to move fast and not being grounded in reality, so I needed to hear the reminders about these possible pitfalls too. All in all, all three piles resonated so well that it felt like a really accurate personal reading. Thank you for channeling really particular stuff. I love your videos because they speak to aspects of life that are less generic and more "weird" so to speak. Grateful to have found your channels 🌹
That is so wonderful I love this and also what you mention about timing and how you didn’t feel called to click on it previously but watched today . Isn’t it wonderful when these things happen and time is actually one of the things I feel is being flagged at the moment and may come up in the next reading. Your intuition sounds beautiful and I agree that trusting it can be one of our most interesting
Your intuition is powerful and it’s so wonderful having you here sharing this journey . 💙🩷💙🐝🫶
@@honeybeecauldron Thank you! You're very sweet! And yes, the intuition is quite an interesting thing. It's interesting how we are all connected somehow and share a universal mind. Still don't know how it works but I'm learning a lot and you have been a wonderful help on this journey. Bless 💜
@@AnaSnowWhite it is so interesting and I feel like it’s an endless journey of learning for us all if we are open to it bless you too Ana ❤️💙💫🫶🦋🐝
WOW, SO SPOT ON FOR ME. AMA,ZING pile 3!!
I’m so glad thank you for being here 🩷🙏
Part 1…pile 1…In the beginning 😂
Good morning nana 🪆🐝💝. I LOVE the intro. The new deck and us getting to know it together. Wow! That felt amazing and so intimate. And I feel respected as well. Which is very interesting.
When you spoke about the card in pile 1 and the maze with your granddaughter, I was so touched. I loved being on that journey with you. With her. I totally felt a return to innocence. The older woman guiding the younger who is guiding the older.
I totally thought I’d pick pile 2 because you said “it wants to be upright” and this loving couple. Ummm yeah! So true. I’d like that to be upright. But then you got to the card selection in pile 3, “where are you pile 3…out to play”. And this energy felt emergent from the upright play from the card in pile 2. And then “there you are…no, that was a whole bunch.” Haha. Well yes! That resonates with me.
Then I watched you turn pile 1 and commented on your granddaughter..geez! Is it all three?
Well why not. Let’s just dive in with nana and see what 1) return to innocence has to say about 2) that wants to be upright and finally 3) no…that’s a whole bunch 😂 the theme running through these, as you noted, is insular.
Ohhhh i absolutely loved the continuity of this “unplanned” flow. You let it keep rolling as you moved the cards to the side and moved into pile 1. That was so beautiful!
I just checked the length of this video…1:24:19… and you also posted on tarot touches heart. Looks like I’m going to get a good chunk of time with you this morning. Thankfully I have no plans this morning. So like you, this “unplanned” morning will just move into a flow with you 💝
This new deck is stunning!
Ohhhh wow. At this point I’m 10 minutes in and you’re talking about being misunderstood. As you were sharing this information I kept seeing your granddaughter walking the maze. Then it struck right as you said “galactic.”
It’s this embodiment journey for star beings. To enter this realm with the intention of shifting collective consciousness and changing the conversation to love. And the physicality of that journey is necessary to fulfill that intention.
So what I’m seeing now…at the beginning of this journey through this reading, is the beginning of the maze. The innocence as shown with your granddaughter as she follows her guide.
Haha and now you just said “star seed” energy. Absolutely that! Wow!
Oh boy…as you got to the page…”this is the key, you may feel you have gone right back to the beginning…” I sense at this point, the next piles are going to show me this journey.
Wow! The dream protector. I was instantly filled with emotions. Like I know and I get it.
As you dug deeper into the dream protector (emperor) the advisor I realized why the intuitive “I get it” came out. This just happened yesterday. I was “back to school” shopping with my daughter and her friend. Her friend was talking about a dream. That’s when I explained lucid dreaming (yup… just like you perceived in this card). As I was explaining how to explore this her friend was sooo excited. I said I had a book of she was interested in going deeper. She continued all day and into the night to ask questions. At one point she said to my daughter, “you know that show we watch on Netflix? That’s like your mom! She even sounds like her.” It’s called midnight gospel, “ Set in a dimension known as the Chromatic Ribbon, a spacecaster named Clancy Gilroy owns an unlicensed multiverse simulator. Through it, he travels through bizarre worlds on the brink of disaster, interviewing some of their residents for his spacecast.”😂
HAHA and now you’re talking about your spider dream because that was one of the dreams my daughter’s friend was processing. She dreamt of a huge spider. Larger than her hand. And I am of a shared mind with you about spiders. So we talked about how to work with spiders in the liminal space.
Oh wow! I know what you mean by phase one! That is what I’ve called first stanza in the book. I use a poem that came to me in the liminal space to articulate these stanzas. I didn’t use levels or phases because these terms have connotations that trigger the defenses. I use stanzas because it is more neutral. The third stanza of this poem I see in that emperor card as you were describing “control”. That line of the poem is “ When you create you know life is happening because of you”. It’s knowing you are the creator.
As you pulled the ant and cat I was brought back to your dream. And the mother spider in a chrysalis in your ear. She knew she would be safe in your ear. Like she’s whispering secrets to you. And you won’t crush her for making herself at home close to you.
I’ve thought about sharing a reading with you, but it never felt right. But now, given this spider dream, I feel that’s spirits nudge to share this with you. The connection here, is the web card she pulls…
th-cam.com/video/z5c5TguexLk/w-d-xo.html
As you talked about the apparent paradox between the ant of the cat you said, “Walking that fine line” makes me think of the spider web. That ability to be both grounded and mysterious.
This was such a delightful surprise! I love love this style of reading. But I love all your readings. I’m now moving pile 2…
Hi Kim 🫶 you really triggered something in me this morning, in a good way , when I read this comment.
This reading was such a funny little thing to upload . It was like every time I would take it across to my computer I would check it to make sure I had the right file and it transferred ok and a part of it would remain sped up. I am not exaggerating when I say this happened at least five times . I think more actually. Then finally after I had mucked around with it and scanned through it checking and rechecking I put it on upload only to find out the entire segment at the end of pile 3 that I added was on double time 😂
As you may have noticed I released it into the world the minute it uploaded to rather than schedule it and it came out a few hours before my usual time of releasing a video
So the whole process was … unusual , sped up , unpredictable .
So back to the comment that really hit home . You mentioned feeling respected and it dawned on me that this has always been a key in the process . This is part of my journey .
Ok time to bare a little soul here ☺️ when I read your words some of the things I’ve been grappling with over the last month hit me .
Respect ( connection and a sense of collaborative union) is how I’d best describe it, has always felt like a goal here . Even if people don’t resonate with the message I want them to feel a sense of love and knowing they are not alone . There’s something much bigger and wonderful .
With your words I suddenly considered the way I’d been spending my energy in trying to convey this message and how often it’s been met with rejection or worse . ( something I mentioned on Amanda’s channel recently ) . I started to wonder am I even making a difference, is this of value or worth it in a bigger sense .
Being generous with our love cost so little …and yet it hadn’t always been met with the same energy. ( I don’t want to stay in this thought )
So respect yes , feels like I see you 🩷, you see me 🩷 but translating it is now what I am reflecting on .
Hearing that inclusion and sharing processes can be another pathway is valuable but also understanding that perhaps spirit is asking me or maybe us to reassess the way we spend our energy and connect.
Oh wow to this video . I am absolutely thrilled you are sharing this with me and what a beautiful reader she is . I can’t wait to dive into this.
@@honeybeecauldron ohhhh nana b❤️ what a gift for you to bare your soul. I’m not sure if you saw a recent conversation I had with Amanda on her channel. She was sharing her doubt about finishing her memoir. And her having mine in her hands reminded her, her story matters. It so so matters. As does yours. And this channel (both your channels actually) make the world of difference to me. You as well as Amanda have lifted me so much.
In Amanda’s Friday reading I commented on the uncanny connection between the pile I chose, 1, and your collective reading released the same day, Friday. She rewatched your reading and compared it to hers and noted so many similarities in the cards pulled. More than I even noticed. It was too remarkable to miss. I had seen the connection in the message, but she brought it to a new level.
Your channel is incredibly unique. And I’m glad the word respect came through loud and clear. Because I absolutely feel respect from and towards you. Reverence even. You are incredibly thoughtful and generous in what you share. And I’m so grateful for your granddaughter who could see the value of your guidance, just as the granddaughter (same or different granddaughter?) who followed the older woman through the maze, with reverence and respect. 🙏🏻🌻
I am not sure that I saw the conversation about Amanda’s memoir but I did see the connections in the readings conversation and want to go back and watch them together too . I love the connections you and Amanda found scattered throughout the readings.
It seems like perhaps this is a little bit of a collective wondering that’s happening and I’m so glad we are all here making a difference for each other . Thank you for your support and kind words it really does mean a lot.💕
So wow I watched the link and that is quite an amazing reading. I love the link to the spider but so much in there feels like it links to the seer readings over on your channel which really felt so special. Thank you so so much for sharing this very powerful and special reading 🙏🫶
And ps this is a younger grandaughter who is now school age now and she is such a compassionate and kind girl💕
I’ve been out driving in the sun , thinking about insects 😂 Bees and their communities and spiders with their more solitary spaces . Not just out driving to think about those things 😂. I was going somewhere … the thinking was incidental .
Anyway i also just wanted to express once again my gratitude for your message . It makes me so happy you feel respected here because you very much are 💕
@@honeybeecauldron I feel deeply respected but more. I feel cared for. I’m astonished how much you engage and tune in. You read my lengthy comments and follow the links. It’s such a gift to have your presence in my life! 🥰
Timestamps
00:00:00 Intro
00:05:30 P1 The Maze
00:31:21 P2 Lovers
00:51:44 P3 Page of Crystals
Notes for This Reading
💚 For Those who had a note to check for the green heart, your pile was so interesting because throughout the whole reading I felt like I was talking with a friend , peppering in my own experiences and thoughts. I reflected on this afterwards and it felt like perhaps this is relating to the message for some of you where sharing your experiences , maybe through small groups , online, in small group settings and /or through storytelling of some form is being noted as a way to share the knowledge already gained. It feels like perhaps there is a message here about ''seeding'' and sharing your wisdom in ways that dont detract from your own personal journey.
🩷 For those asked to check the pink heart , your pile I did already step in with an alternate ending to explain the misread card description, however I do want to confirm that the first cards drawn were dog and dolphin. These energies may have personal meaning to you and may also connect with playfulness , friendship, joy, the ocean , living in the moment and joyfulness which I feel are all keys for what is coming towards you in this next stage .
Thank you for watching . Like and Subscribe for more readings , Nana Bee 💕
Part 2…pile 2…
Wow! The page! The connection between pile 1 and 2. And you marked this card in pile 1 as the key.
I see this knight of wands as more than one person.
Yes, for sure there was a man who literally came in from the side. Actually a couple literally came in from the side. Both I wrote about in the lovers section in the book.
When I think of these connections I see them as comets in this reading:
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These are the muses that inspire me to come out of my “study” as shown in this reading:
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It’s what I need to allow the wolf in me to explore. But explore in a world that sees wolves as a threat, and want to kill them. Or spiders that should be squished. Unless they create a chrysalis and hide in your ear😂
When I wrote the book I was using my ant (pile 1) perspective (it’s funny, I actually have a story in the strangers section about the ants) who work in collaboration with other
Ants, which is why every story is about an intimate connection, the ant lens. While simultaneously conveying the cat lens. The mysteries.
There is so much embedded mystery in the book I wanted to add the meaning behind the stories. But my writing instructor felt it became too reductionistic.
I’ve been thinking a lot about how to reveal the depth of these stories. Did I write a manual to the book?
Then I realized it’s happening in the comments section between you and Amanda. More knight of wands.
I created a publishing company to launch the book. So I could “control” the emperor card in pile 1…the dream protector, because I did not want to publicize this the way a publisher would. I knew this was an underground book. And those who are meant to discover it would find it. It couldn’t be forced. Just like you mentioned as you looked into the knight of wands.
For me, this is 100% a love connection. But it’s the love I present in the book. It’s how love is presenting in the 6 different aspects, like a rainbow.
When I was pondering how to organize this book, I felt overwhelmed. For three years I’d been writing essays. I called the writing genre “chiption.”
I had been trying to write something but frustrated because I knew what I was writing wasn’t it.
Until I met my teacher, Chip. So I just put aside the book I was trying to write, and played. In his sandbox. He gave writing prompts and a story would just pop up. Typically in my between.
Then in February this year I knew it was time. Time to gather all these pieces I’d created, like puzzle pieces, and see how it fit. And like a puzzle, without the lid, I wasn’t sure what to do.
There was no obvious connection. I was just writing what Chip inspired. “Chiption.”
The most obvious thread was the music. Every piece was connected to a song I had in my 2022 playlist.
I created a spreadsheet and wrote down the details of what I did know. The song name, the artist who performed it, and who the “you” was in the story.
I also noted the playlist, 2022. Because a few songs popped in from others. So I wanted to track, like an ethnographer, where it all came from.
But the vast majority of the music came from my 2022 playlist. I had a 2023 and 2024 playlist. But the music was coming from 2022.
That’s when I used numerology…it reduced to 6. Which is my soul path. The lovers. I wrote about the Tarot Handbook written by Angeles (Angel 😂) Arrien, in my book. It was her book that taught me this decoding process.
When I did a deep dive into the lovers card as presented by Angeles who is an anthropologist, she described the 5 aspects of love embedded in the card.
But that didn’t add up to me. There should be 6! 😂
And that’s when I saw the absence in her work to my own experience. Strangers. These are magical beings for me. They pass cledons to me constantly. That the became the 6 sections of my book. And the picture on the puzzle box appeared.
In the span of a month, all this piecemeal stories, came together and I was stunned to have a 100,000 word book ready for review. It happened so fast. But also so slow.
The high priestess standing between the two pillars. That brings me to the lovers card. Which is associated to Gemini. The two pillars. The twins.
And there is the starseed! Yes yes. That resonates with me deeply.
As you may remember from my part 1 comment, I thought this was going to be a linear message in this reading. But of course it’s not 😂. It’s very similar to pile 1. A recognition of what I’ve done and where I am.
And there was that innocence again. And the snake! And spiders 😂 the fool card. Which was also conveyed in pile 1. That page standing on the edge.
Yes, starseeds are here to turn things. To influence the shape of this world. A return to innocence.
I loved your added text, “you may well be able to have and do all that you wish.” This made me think of one of the stories in the book. Where I start with, “I have the ability to make wishes come true.” The magician. But then I go into the true challenge of “manifestation” or wish fulfillment. It’s discovering what you really want. The first stanza lens will want or wish for something different than the third. It’s the lens used for wish fulfillment that determines the sustainability of manifestation. A shift from a personal desire to a symbiotic one. A lens of compromise, first stanza, or tit first tat or transactional to third stanza, negotiation and mutualism.
I love the candle that spilled out onto the table. Like the cup runneth over 🤪
How interesting the karma card came out. This is the judgment card which came out in pile 1…the ascension card. Which is the indicator of a “level” or what I refer to as stanza, shift.
Haha…the salamander and snake in this reading…both of these beings came out in a story in the lovers section.
These last 4 cards really mirrored this stay grounded (salamander and chameleon) while connected to the unseen (butterfly, and crow).
Onto pile 3…
So so cool. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for spending this time with me! I love being in your home.
This is so beautiful , p2 wedged in the middle of two longer piles but felt like its message was straight to the point and direct , here it is , dreams, wishes and magic … all yours for the taking , is how that pile felt to me .
It makes me so happy to hear that the Starseed message is resonating with you . It’s coming in hard and fast at my end.
I laughed at your comet video being reference and loved rewatching it with its wisdom … how interesting that you just happened to put here it p2 for me hot in the heels of my last comment in p1 🩷
@@honeybeecauldron hot on the heels and wedged (in the US this is a style of shoe). Didn’t you say something Friday in the collective reading about shoes? 😂
I saw someone else commented on pile 2 and wanted more on starseeds. It’s so cool to feel welcome in your home ❤️
Is it really , I’ve never heard of them but that is very fun. You just reminded me of what my Grandma used to say to me ‘darling if youre going to invest money in something make it your shoes , they take you places and you need be comfortable ‘ 💝
@@honeybeecauldron ohhh I love what your grandma said! Hahaha
Me too and it’s actually been very good advice 👟 🫶