my 20 yr old only daughter dies on Oct. 31 1997 of a brain Glioblastoma. This was so sad for me to listen to as I have spent the last 21 yrs missing her so much. My heart goes out to you
my only son died of bone cancer on the 14th August 1995, it will be 24 years without him this year. The missing never stops, but he is at peace after a difficult battle with pain and suffering. Charlotte and all those young people who battle such an evil disease are no longer suffering. But it is just so sad and you never get over it, you just learn to live alongside the loss.
I watched in floods of tears, I'm a mummy, and no mummy should ever have to go through what you & Charlotte went through. From the bottom of my heart, I'm so sorry. Much love xxx
Charlotte was definitely a trooper and wanted so much to live. She put up a hell of a fight against Glioblastoma. As pain staking as this was for you. I just want to say thank you for sharing this with us. Much love to you Alex, take care :)
Hello Alex I too have been following Charlotte's struggle. What a lovely young lady Alex your Beautiful Daughter Charlotte was. I am so sad for you all and know how you feel unfortunately and my heart goes out to you all. Please remember out of all the people all around the world..Charolette picked you to love her and be her family..I know that _that sounds silly and like something you would tell a little child to make them feel better...BUT IT IS TRUE if you believe in God or not we were all picked for each other and our family members were picked too...so Charlotte won the Big Lucky Dip when she was given to you all to love...the same as you were all lucky to have Charlotte. In her short years she was here...I bet she thought she was loved so much by you all...because believe me when I tell you all that not everyone has a family or someone to care about them. That long drive home from the Doctor's or Hospital...after just finding out the terrible sad news she knew you all were heart broken just like she was..but she had you 24 /7 to love and care for her. I lost my only Sister in 2009...we were so close..but a falling out with my Brother in law over the way he treated my sister June...when the time came I rushed to the hospital only to be pushed away by security and Nurses that had been told by my Sister's Husband that if they let me in I would hit my beautiful Sister...and of course that was a lie...I was devastated broken hearted..and was not allowed to go see my Sister even after she passed.My Brother inlaw..stopped that and banned me from the funeral.....and all this time while my poor sister was dying he had a new woman lined up already...anyway my sister fought for 11 years after they gave her 5 years to live.June had 2 beautiful boy's always wanted a girl and whilst having Radiation therepy which I went in with her to have each day for some weeks.. June fell pregnant and had a beautiful baby girl .I have long red hair and June wanted to cut hers so it could not fall out...and I insisted on having mine cut off too I loved her so much and miss her so much and to this day from 2009 when she passed to 2017 I am still suffering and broken hearted. After a couple of years i was at a friends house and she had photos up everyehere...and I picked up was of a very old sick lady...and after asking my friend who is this old lady? my friend fell to the ground not realising that I did not recognise my Sister June. I collapsedonto the floor and got up crying and screaming and thought I was having a heart attack..after 2 hours of crying screaming and throwing myself around all over the place..I finally calmed down..the last time I saw June she was beautiful but seeing her so thin no hair and bones sticking out everywhere...It almost killed me and i am still sick to this day I just can't get over it . I am so sorry to get on here and tell you my awful story but I wanted to tell you your beautiful daughter will always be with you she had your blood..and it still runs in you till the end xxx
Stella Orvad Your heartbreaking story touched me so deeply. I am so very sorry. It seems like you were estranged from your sister for quite some time? How Sad is that? I also lost my sister to cancer. And I miss her terribly every day. It's been several years now and the pain never goes away or really gets any better. We just learn *coping mechanisms* in order to be able to deal with it. People sometimes ask, what to me, is a strange question..."What do you miss most about her?" My answer is ..."I miss Everything about her!" You were so right when you said that not everyone has a family to love and care about them. I am so happy that this lovely young girl, Charlotte, certainly Did!! Sending you warm wishes and hugs and putting you in my prayers, Stella.
I have only just discovered Charlotte's channel. I have been watching her videos and she was such a strong and beautiful lovely young woman. Even though it is now 2020, I would like to extend my heart and prayers and love to your family. I can understand that it's not easy to lose a loved one especially when they are so young. God bless you Alex and your family✨💫🙏❤🌟
I am so sorry for your loss. My brother died from a glioblastoma, located in the left frontal lobe of his brain. He was diagnosed in August 1990 and died on March 26, 1991 just 4 months short of his 36th birthday. I still feel haunted at times. I pray you can find strength and peace.
Oh, darling, I am so sorry. Charlotte held on for a very long time, 5th to 24th (in a coma). Especially at 4 breaths a minute. That's very unusual. Maybe she wanted you all to grieve and heal a little to then go onto the next stage. She was strong, even in death. You had an amazing girl. She will always be alive, in your heart and memories. Treasure the good memories. My heart goes out to you and your family, even though I am writing this and it's nearly 2020.
Such a beautiful strong daughter you have. so strong, I lost a sister also to pancreatic cancer and my mom of cancer, so devastating cancer leaves our loved ones with nothing, I feel your pain, and I lost my oldest daughter tragedy event so for the last 8 years, it has been heart ache, I got to hang on to good memories of my loved ones and so do you, and when I thing of them and the good times we had, I smile, because they want us to continue to live, but it is hard
I feel like I know Charlotte from watching her videos. What a lovely young lady you raised. And what a strong and brave warrior. I see much of you in Charlotte. And please never apologize for your tears. You are helping many people by sharing Charlotte’s story.
I'm watching this 3 years later and I'm sorry that your family had to go through all of this... She was such a beautiful girl and she left memories by sharing with all of us, her bravery & honesty.
Thank you for sharing Charlotte's journey with us. She came across as a beautiful person which is a credit to you and her whole family. Take care Alex.
Meeting and hearing from quite a few people who have known someone with Glioblastoma. Maybe not as rare as everyone thinks. Thank you for thinking of us.
@@alexeades8246 I heard about Glioblastoma Multiforme for the first time when Dr Greene ("ER") passed away from it...that was years ago though...Although it was only a fictional show I felt for him...😔 Have only discovered Charlotte's vlogs recently...💔🕊 it breaks my heart knowing she is not longer with us and also, how little research is done on that type of carcinoma...😓😞 May your beautiful sister rest in peace ! Ena from Brighton x
You are a wonderful person and a beautiful lady ,,I’m very sorry for your loss of your beautiful daughter...she is your angel for sure ...thank you for sharing these very difficult memories
Alexandra Eades I think maybe during the first year, our mind intervenes and keeps us from absorbing it all by becoming somewhat numb...in order to preserve our sanity. Comes year two, and the realization that this much loved person is gone forever, settles down on us like a too heavy blanket. That's the best way I can describe it. So yes, I know what you are saying and I agree. Thank you, Alex, for your brave and continued effort of honoring your daughter by sharing her experience with us, and bringing this terrible brain cancer to the forefront. Prayers and warm wishes for you.
My condolences. She was a very bright and lively young woman. One positive note is that she made this channel and reaches out to people long after she left.
Charlotte really looked like you Hun, I really hope you have all the loved ones around you I lost my sis at 2 and my bro I know that that doesn't compensate but I do somewhat know your strong lady and Charlotte would be so proud of you, you are helping her legacy go on xxxxxxx
To re-live Charlottes last days has to feel so traumatic for you. I sincerely hope it is therapeutic for you as well. It breaks me into that such a beautiful life force as was Charlotte, is no longer in our world. I recently found Charlottes channel and watched her first video of her telling of being diagnosed with this terrible brain cancer. She was so optimistic and full of hope that she would be around for a long time. And then I watched the video that you had discovered once Charlotte had passed. Dear lord....What a difference. Though she still tried to remain positive, you could see how much and how quickly this horrible disease had already claimed of her life. Her frustration and physical deterioration just gutted me. Such an awful shame that this lovely young girl had to experience, and try to deal with this. And as her mother, my heart bleeds for you that you had to witness your child dying in this fashion. You are both truly inspiring angels. Thank you and your precious daughter for sharing her life with us. I'm sure her story will leave an indelible imprint on so many lives, as it has mine.
Modern technology absolutely staggers me. This woman, whom most of us have never met, dignified us by sharing the most intimate, excruciatingly pain imaginable. Brava to you Alex, for the empathy and encouragement you've provided, not just to other heartbroken mothers, but to relatives and sufferers all around the world. I've outlived my mom, as it should be in the 'settled order of nature' but what a comfort it must have been to that lovely daughter of yours to have you caring for her to the end.
I am so incredibly moved by Charlotte's journey. She was a fighter and will always be a bright beautiful light in the sky. Her star will never burn out. She carries that courageous flame in everyone who's had the privelage of hearing and feeling her voice. To Charlotte's family - You are not alone, we ALL feel her growing strong in our hearts. Much love and many hugs to you and yours!!!
So heartbreaking... thank you for sharing Charlottes story. I am nikita from new zealand and my wife is dying from GBM... this is the hardest journey i think ill ever go on. Watching her mind be taken away piece by piece is breaking my spirit. Im so afraid of the end, and so is she. GBM has to be the most horrible disease ive ever witnessed.. Sending you and your family so much love. Love always, NIKITA FROM CHRISTCHURCH, NEW ZEALAND ❤❤❤❤❤
My heart goes out to you as a mum it has to be so so difficult to lose a child. I;m so glad to see youve get her channel alive she would have loved that. Much love to you.
Firstly I am sorry for your loss, losing a child is unbearably difficult, but choosing to share your story and heartfelt feelings so openly is incredibly brave, I can see where Charlotte got her courage from, you are all wonderful special people. I lost my cousin to secondary lung cancer 7 years ago and the family kept her Facebook page open and we use it to share thoughts, feelings and special moments with her. I hope in some way using this channel also brings you some comfort too. I found your page because of the channel 4 documentary last night. I have shed tears watching Charlottes and your videos but I am sure this channel will help the many many people out there who are affected by this horrible, cruel disease. RIP Charlotte, I hope you are having a wonderful party up there with the other beautiful angels. 👼🏻❤️❤️ xx
Big hugs to you and your family! I just came across these videos today and it's heart breaking what Charlotte had to endure ! I will definitely be passing on video to bring light to this deadly disease!
Just watched Stand up to cancer documentary, RIP Charlotte what a beautiful strong girl. I wish you were still here, Alex you are so brave and strong Carrying Charlottes channel on to help others Xxx 💕
So very sorry for your loss she has no more pain now and although she misses you terribly her soul is in a calm and serene place where nothing is bothering her .God Bless
I have only just come across Charlotte's videos and her amazing story but listening to your words I can definitely see where she got her strength and resolve to go on. She is at peace now and I absolutely believe that she heard your words to her in hospital. Stay strong and although the memories of those last days will always be with you the pain you feel from them will fade and the memories of Charlotte as a child and the valiant fight she had will come to the forefront. Much love xx
You are a very brave family to do these videos, particularly as it is very painful for you. I am sure you will have helped many people through difficult times, sharing your experiences. thank you.
I have only just discovered your channel but i just want to say that Charlotte has left a courageous footprint and was so brave. You are also brave and inspiring for sharing your experience.
I came across this channel yesterday, randomly. I saw the video where Charlotte was worried about the weight she'd put on. She still looked beautiful, but I understand it wasn't 'her'. I subscribed and just watched this video. I have tears streaming down my face! It's wonderful that you kept the youtube channel open so that people can see what a beatiful soul Charlotte was (and is)...that it may bring comfort to those in a similar situation. Wishing you all the best for the charity! What a truly wonderful family you are!
this is so awful. i hope you and your family recover from your loss. i also lost a loved one recently to a rare form of cancer, and i have missed her so much over the past few years.
I was diagnosed with glioblastoma on April 1st and underwent emergency brain surgery on April 3rd,2019. I'm so thankful for you sharing your testimony which is giving me courage in the most difficult time of my life. May the Lord Jesus Christ grant you a peace that passes all understanding and thank you for for helping those of us who're newly diagnosed words aren't sufficient to express my gratitude.
Im so sorry for your loss. Charlotte was a beautiful girl with such maturity for her age. I never knew her but I could tell she was a sweet and caring soul. Hugs from FL, USA
Charlotte and Dan are together now. So very difficult for a Mom, I am sorry. But she is in a happy place. She is always near you. God bless you for your difficult work. She is safe, healthy, happy! Much 💕
I feel greed is a major road block in the path of a cure, it's much more lucrative to keep people in expensive treatment for a long period of time with no guarantee that they will actually recover.
@@GIitchclan12 I'm sorry to revive an old comment. Yes, the privatised nature of healthcare and drugs is really bad. But a cancer cure would be a trillion pound discovery. It would be more profitable than hiding it.
I'm so very sorry and mad that this happened to Charlotte. As extremely hard it is to watch these videos, I feel its all I can do for her now; hear her story and become an aware person of this cancer. I hope I can soon donate to her charity!
I lost my friend to glioblastoma. It's a very wicked cancer. My thoughts go out to you. I wish there was any word I could utter to take away a second of your pain
your daughter is a inspiration beautiful thank you so much for your hard efforts so so so so sorry for your temporary loss u will unite one beautiful day god always picks the best some are to good for this world xxxxx
My heart breaks for you and your family. No parent should ever have to lose a child. I spent hours by my mothers bed last year as she lost her fight with colorectal cancer.
My prayers to every patient/ family/ friend dealing with this cross daily. It is gut wrenching to hear this mother's grief. Listening to her brings back memories of my grief when our 24 yr old athletic son died of a grade 4 glioblastoma multiforme in 1995. (He lived 18 months with radiation, chemo, and NO surgery.) Generally speaking, when he finished his treatment and came home the quality of his life was 'good', for a while, next to his 2 brothers and 2 parents caring for him round the clock..with friends making short visits. Towards the end he became blind and paralysed. I think a little more often now about the tragedy...our son...our family..but my focus is limited...my mind conveniently bans the gruesome details.. I'm able now to weep which I couldn't do then. It took me 5 years to come back into this world. Nature soothes, heals and protects us.. You cannot know the depth of grief with such an illness unless you have lived through it, first hand, with a terminally ill loved one. My husband and me survived with God's help. He brought us sleep + peace. There are, apparently, survivors of this tumor, and we mustn't give up hope. Also, we should not confuse brain tumors; there are many types that mean something very different.
i watched the documentary last night with Charlotte in.It was very Sade we all lost Charlotte. but she as done more in her short time with use than a lot of use do in a full life time. she is an amazing lady and so brave RIP " i would like to thank you for putting this FINALLY WON video up you have an amazing lady in Charlotte and she will never be forgotten" sending my love and thoughts to you xx
It shouldn't be happening they need to find a cure I'm so sorry for your loss don't comment often but I have been watching Charlotte for a while now she was a very brave and inspirational young lady 🙏
That is a good mentality to have, loss is very difficult but it gets much easier when you can put them in a better place. Who's to know what awaits us after this arduous journey called life, but it's important to realize that they're no longer suffering no matter what awaits us on the other side.
Примите глубочайшие соболезнования по поводу смерти такого ангела как Шарлота я верю что она в раю с Господом и ей там хорошо мы обижаемся почему Господь забирает хороших людей на небо к себе наверное ему они тоже нужны
Charlotte's videos made me ache. She has touched my heart forever! I too had a brain tumor, had the double vision and my legs would just collapse under me. Now I'm a 30 year brain tumor survivor. MOM I hope you see this. Your daughter impacted my life all the way in Texas. I'll never forget her.
My heartfelt sympathies to you and your family. May Charlotte be with God and His Angels and Rest In Peace. I’m so sorry. Her strength I’m sure helped others with the same illness. ❤️
My mum who worked in the NHS for a long while said that hearing is the last sense to go, I can bet she heard you. RIP xxxxx I'm very sorry for your loss, she was too young
I’m so sorry for your lost, my mother has a Glioblastoma the surgeon said no surgery to remove it. Did she have surgery? I’m devastated they only gave her 3 months.
Charlotte could not have surgery as her original diagnosis of Anaplastic Astrocytoma was on her brain stem. Glioblastoma was inoperable too. I am sorry to hear about your mother. My thoughts are with you.
my 20 yr old only daughter dies on Oct. 31 1997 of a brain Glioblastoma. This was so sad for me to listen to as I have spent the last 21 yrs missing her so much. My heart goes out to you
joy jones Im so terribly for your loss. How very tragic x
She died on the year charlotte was born.
my only son died of bone cancer on the 14th August 1995, it will be 24 years without him this year. The missing never stops, but he is at peace after a difficult battle with pain and suffering. Charlotte and all those young people who battle such an evil disease are no longer suffering. But it is just so sad and you never get over it, you just learn to live alongside the loss.
Im sorry. Im really sorry. hope all of us find peace.
I am sorry for all of you 🙏
I watched in floods of tears, I'm a mummy, and no mummy should ever have to go through what you & Charlotte went through. From the bottom of my heart, I'm so sorry. Much love xxx
Im also a mummy, someone took me out of my pyramid ToT
You fr£@ks need to stop referring to yourselves as “Mummy”
Charlotte was definitely a trooper and wanted so much to live. She put up a hell of a fight against Glioblastoma. As pain staking as this was for you. I just want to say thank you for sharing this with us. Much love to you Alex, take care :)
Thank you Lady B. What we will do is post maybe very two weeks. xx
Hello Alex I too have been following Charlotte's struggle.
What a lovely young lady Alex your Beautiful Daughter Charlotte was.
I am so sad for you all and know how you feel unfortunately and my heart goes out to you all.
Please remember out of all the people all around the world..Charolette picked you to love her and be her family..I know that _that sounds silly and like something you would tell a little child to make them feel better...BUT IT IS TRUE if you believe in God or not we were all picked for each other and our family members were picked too...so Charlotte won the Big Lucky Dip when she was given to you all to love...the same as you were all lucky to have Charlotte.
In her short years she was here...I bet she thought she was loved so much by you all...because believe me when I tell you all that not everyone has a family or someone to care about them.
That long drive home from the Doctor's or Hospital...after just finding out the terrible sad news she knew you all were heart broken just like she was..but she had you 24 /7 to love and care for her.
I lost my only Sister in 2009...we were so close..but a falling out with my Brother in law over the way he treated my sister June...when the time came I rushed to the hospital only to be pushed away by security and Nurses that had been told by my Sister's Husband that if they let me in I would hit my beautiful Sister...and of course that was a lie...I was devastated broken hearted..and was not allowed to go see my Sister even after she passed.My Brother inlaw..stopped that and banned me from the funeral.....and all this time while my poor sister was dying he had a new woman lined up already...anyway my sister fought for 11 years after they gave her 5 years to live.June had 2 beautiful boy's always wanted a girl and whilst having Radiation therepy which I went in with her to have each day for some weeks.. June fell pregnant and had a beautiful baby girl .I have long red hair and June wanted to cut hers so it could not fall out...and I insisted on having mine cut off too I loved her so much and miss her so much and to this day from 2009 when she passed to 2017 I am still suffering and broken hearted.
After a couple of years i was at a friends house and she had photos up everyehere...and I picked up was of a very old sick lady...and after asking my friend who is this old lady? my friend fell to the ground not realising that I did not recognise my Sister June. I collapsedonto the floor and got up crying and screaming and thought I was having a heart attack..after 2 hours of crying screaming and throwing myself around all over the place..I finally calmed down..the last time I saw June she was beautiful but seeing her so thin no hair and bones sticking out everywhere...It almost killed me and i am still sick to this day I just can't get over it .
I am so sorry to get on here and tell you my awful story but I wanted to tell you your beautiful daughter will always be with you she had your blood..and it still runs in you till the end xxx
Stella Orvad Your heartbreaking story touched me so deeply. I am so very sorry. It seems like you were estranged from your sister for quite some time? How Sad is that? I also lost my sister to cancer. And I miss her terribly every day. It's been several years now and the pain never goes away or really gets any better. We just learn *coping mechanisms* in order to be able to deal with it. People sometimes ask, what to me, is a strange question..."What do you miss most about her?" My answer is ..."I miss Everything about her!" You were so right when you said that not everyone has a family to love and care about them. I am so happy that this lovely young girl, Charlotte, certainly Did!!
Sending you warm wishes and hugs and putting you in my prayers, Stella.
I have only just discovered Charlotte's channel. I have been watching her videos and she was such a strong and beautiful lovely young woman. Even though it is now 2020, I would like to extend my heart and prayers and love to your family.
I can understand that it's not easy to lose a loved one especially when they are so young. God bless you Alex and your family✨💫🙏❤🌟
as a mother, i find this excruciating to watch, i can only hope and pray your heart heals
I am so sorry for your loss. My brother died from a glioblastoma, located in the left frontal lobe of his brain. He was diagnosed in August 1990 and died on March 26, 1991 just 4 months short of his 36th birthday. I still feel haunted at times. I pray you can find strength and peace.
Im so sorry, rest in peace to your brother😞❤️
Oh, darling, I am so sorry. Charlotte held on for a very long time, 5th to 24th (in a coma). Especially at 4 breaths a minute. That's very unusual. Maybe she wanted you all to grieve and heal a little to then go onto the next stage. She was strong, even in death. You had an amazing girl. She will always be alive, in your heart and memories. Treasure the good memories. My heart goes out to you and your family, even though I am writing this and it's nearly 2020.
Thank you for sharing Charlotte with us, she will never be forgotten.
Such a beautiful strong daughter you have. so strong, I lost a sister also to
pancreatic cancer and my mom of cancer, so devastating cancer leaves our loved ones with nothing, I feel your pain, and I lost my oldest daughter tragedy event so for the last 8 years, it has been heart ache, I got to hang on to good memories of my loved ones and so do you, and when I thing of them and the good times we had, I smile, because they want us to continue to live, but it is hard
I feel like I know Charlotte from watching her videos. What a lovely young lady you raised. And what a strong and brave warrior. I see much of you in Charlotte. And please never apologize for your tears. You are helping many people by sharing Charlotte’s story.
I'm watching this 3 years later and I'm sorry that your family had to go through all of this... She was such a beautiful girl and she left memories by sharing with all of us, her bravery & honesty.
Thank you for sharing Charlotte's journey with us. She came across as a beautiful person which is a credit to you and her whole family. Take care Alex.
Thank you
I hope her family are doing as well as possible with their unimaginable loss. I do understand how that feels..
My father and Aunt also passed away from Glioblastoma this is a horrible disease . Sending you hugs and prayers for healing.
Meeting and hearing from quite a few people who have known someone with Glioblastoma. Maybe not as rare as everyone thinks. Thank you for thinking of us.
Im so sorry, rest in peace to your father and aunt 😞❤️
@@alexeades8246 I heard about Glioblastoma Multiforme for the first time when Dr Greene ("ER") passed away from it...that was years ago though...Although it was only a fictional show I felt for him...😔
Have only discovered Charlotte's vlogs recently...💔🕊 it breaks my heart knowing she is not longer with us and also, how little research is done on that type of carcinoma...😓😞
May your beautiful sister rest in peace !
Ena from Brighton x
My friend's husband died of Glioblastoma 15 years ago. I watched their journey, it was relentlessly difficult.
Im so sorry, rest in peace to your husband😞❤️
Charlotte really looked like you,pretty and brave...RIP with peace,love and treasured memories😘🙏😍💓
Truly wonderful mum .... !! My heart goes out to you an Charlotte will never be forgotten .... never !💕xx
My husband has just died of this it’s heartbreaking and cruel.
Extremely sorry to hear this Sarah. I lost a good friend of mine to this.
Im so sorry, rest in peace to your husband😞❤️
You are a wonderful person and a beautiful lady ,,I’m very sorry for your loss of your beautiful daughter...she is your angel for sure ...thank you for sharing these very difficult memories
Thank you. The second year is far worse than the first but I keep going.
Alexandra Eades I think maybe during the first year, our mind intervenes and keeps us from absorbing it all by becoming somewhat numb...in order to preserve our sanity. Comes year two, and the realization that this much loved person is gone forever, settles down on us like a too heavy blanket. That's the best way I can describe it. So yes, I know what you are saying and I agree.
Thank you, Alex, for your brave and continued effort of honoring your daughter by sharing her experience with us, and bringing this terrible brain cancer to the forefront. Prayers and warm wishes for you.
My condolences. She was a very bright and lively young woman.
One positive note is that she made this channel and reaches out to people long after she left.
Charlotte really looked like you Hun, I really hope you have all the loved ones around you I lost my sis at 2 and my bro I know that that doesn't compensate but I do somewhat know your strong lady and Charlotte would be so proud of you, you are helping her legacy go on xxxxxxx
Stephen Blake
It's 'hon', Stephen. I wouldn't call this lovely woman a 'hun'.
@@Toffee146 Seriously?
To re-live Charlottes last days has to feel so traumatic for you. I sincerely hope it is therapeutic for you as well. It breaks me into that such a beautiful life force as was Charlotte, is no longer in our world. I recently found Charlottes channel and watched her first video of her telling of being diagnosed with this terrible brain cancer. She was so optimistic and full of hope that she would be around for a long time. And then I watched the video that you had discovered once Charlotte had passed. Dear lord....What a difference. Though she still tried to remain positive, you could see how much and how quickly this horrible disease had already claimed of her life. Her frustration and physical deterioration just gutted me. Such an awful shame that this lovely young girl had to experience, and try to deal with this. And as her mother, my heart bleeds for you that you had to witness your child dying in this fashion. You are both truly inspiring angels. Thank you and your precious daughter for sharing her life with us. I'm sure her story will leave an indelible imprint on so many lives, as it has mine.
Modern technology absolutely staggers me. This woman, whom most of us have never met, dignified us by sharing the most intimate, excruciatingly pain imaginable. Brava to you Alex, for the empathy and encouragement you've provided, not just to other heartbroken mothers, but to relatives and sufferers all around the world. I've outlived my mom, as it should be in the 'settled order of nature' but what a comfort it must have been to that lovely daughter of yours to have you caring for her to the end.
So so very sad. My heart aches for you and your family.
I am so incredibly moved by Charlotte's journey. She was a fighter and will always be a bright beautiful light in the sky. Her star will never burn out. She carries that courageous flame in everyone who's had the privelage of hearing and feeling her voice. To Charlotte's family - You are not alone, we ALL feel her growing strong in our hearts. Much love and many hugs to you and yours!!!
I’m so very sorry for your loss. No Mother should have to lose a child. ❤️
Thank you for telling Charlottes story. I know how painful it is for you to relive the agony of her final time here. *hugs*
So heartbreaking... thank you for sharing Charlottes story.
I am nikita from new zealand and my wife is dying from GBM... this is the hardest journey i think ill ever go on. Watching her mind be taken away piece by piece is breaking my spirit. Im so afraid of the end, and so is she.
GBM has to be the most horrible disease ive ever witnessed..
Sending you and your family so much love.
Love always,
NIKITA FROM CHRISTCHURCH, NEW ZEALAND ❤❤❤❤❤
I am so sorry to read this. My thoughts are very much with you. If I can do anything to support you please contact our website. www.charlottebag.com x
Alexandra Eades thank you so much.... i went to your website but it says it doesnt exist??
Sorry left out the s try www.charlottesbag.com
Sorry to hear that Nikita. It must be devastating. Im a kiwi also. Sending you strength xx
Praying for you
My heart goes out to you as a mum it has to be so so difficult to lose a child. I;m so glad to see youve get her channel alive she would have loved that. Much love to you.
Charlotte's Mum's grief and heartache is heartbreaking. No mother or daughter should ever have to endure this. Sending love and light to the family.
I can't imagine the devastation of Miles being told that he had to say goodbye to Charlotte. She deserved a beautiful long fruitful life!
Firstly I am sorry for your loss, losing a child is unbearably difficult, but choosing to share your story and heartfelt feelings so openly is incredibly brave, I can see where Charlotte got her courage from, you are all wonderful special people. I lost my cousin to secondary lung cancer 7 years ago and the family kept her Facebook page open and we use it to share thoughts, feelings and special moments with her. I hope in some way using this channel also brings you some comfort too. I found your page because of the channel 4 documentary last night. I have shed tears watching Charlottes and your videos but I am sure this channel will help the many many people out there who are affected by this horrible, cruel disease. RIP Charlotte, I hope you are having a wonderful party up there with the other beautiful angels. 👼🏻❤️❤️ xx
Big hugs to you and your family! I just came across these videos today and it's heart breaking what Charlotte had to endure ! I will definitely be passing on video to bring light to this deadly disease!
Just watched Stand up to cancer documentary, RIP Charlotte what a beautiful strong girl. I wish you were still here, Alex you are so brave and strong Carrying Charlottes channel on to help others Xxx 💕
So very sorry for your loss she has no more pain now and although she misses you terribly her soul is in a calm and serene place where nothing is bothering her .God Bless
My sincere condolences to you and your loved ones.
I have only just come across Charlotte's videos and her amazing story but listening to your words I can definitely see where she got her strength and resolve to go on. She is at peace now and I absolutely believe that she heard your words to her in hospital. Stay strong and although the memories of those last days will always be with you the pain you feel from them will fade and the memories of Charlotte as a child and the valiant fight she had will come to the forefront.
Much love xx
I lost my mother who was only 61 to a Gliomablastoma Multiforme III. My heart goes out to you.
You are a very brave family to do these videos, particularly as it is very painful for you. I am sure you will have helped many people through difficult times, sharing your experiences. thank you.
This is so moving and Charlotte was a brave young lady RIP 🙏🏻💗🙏🏻💗🙏🏻💗
I'm so sorry for your immense loss. You are so kind to share your journey with others who may be suffering.
My mother have the same type of cancer, I don't wanna lose her....
Hi! I hope she is doing fine.
I hope you, your mom, and your family are doing well.
Whenever i need to be grateful i watch Charlotte's videos she inspires
I am so sorry.....you are an exceptional family. Thank you for your family example of true love.
I'm sorry for your lost, I lost my mom to brain cancer 8 months ago. God bless you.
I have only just discovered your channel but i just want to say that Charlotte has left a courageous footprint and was so brave. You are also brave and inspiring for sharing your experience.
What an incredibly courageous woman you are Charlotte was blessed to be loved by you. 💓
I came across this channel yesterday, randomly. I saw the video where Charlotte was worried about the weight she'd put on. She still looked beautiful, but I understand it wasn't 'her'. I subscribed and just watched this video. I have tears streaming down my face! It's wonderful that you kept the youtube channel open so that people can see what a beatiful soul Charlotte was (and is)...that it may bring comfort to those in a similar situation.
Wishing you all the best for the charity! What a truly wonderful family you are!
What a beautiful young lady, such a brave family sending my love. Xxxx
So so so sorry to hear this. There are no words i have to ease your pain, just sending through lots and lots of love.
this is so awful. i hope you and your family recover from your loss. i also lost a loved one recently to a rare form of cancer, and i have missed her so much over the past few years.
I was diagnosed with glioblastoma on April 1st and underwent emergency brain surgery on April 3rd,2019. I'm so thankful for you sharing your testimony which is giving me courage in the most difficult time of my life. May the Lord Jesus Christ grant you a peace that passes all understanding and thank you for for helping those of us who're newly diagnosed words aren't sufficient to express my gratitude.
I hope you are well, Wayne.
@@logiman I highly doubt he is still alive tbh...
Im so sorry for your loss. Charlotte was a beautiful girl with such maturity for her age. I never knew her but I could tell she was a sweet and caring soul. Hugs from FL, USA
I am so sorry...I watched the videos and my heart dropped...She was such a brave woman...She is an inspiration...Prayers to her family...❤❤❤❤
May God Bless Charlotte and her family. Rest in peace my beautiful angel 👼🏻
I'm very very sorry for your pain, and the loss of dear Charlotte.
Charlotte and Dan are together now. So very difficult for a Mom, I am sorry. But she is in a happy place. She is always near you. God bless you for your difficult work. She is safe, healthy, happy! Much 💕
I’m so sorry , I remember when this happened . Rip Charlotte ❤
so hard to watch, so much harder to live through. we WILL beat this, and hopefully sooner rather than later, given a fair wind and enough money xx
I feel greed is a major road block in the path of a cure, it's much more lucrative to keep people in expensive treatment for a long period of time with no guarantee that they will actually recover.
@@GIitchclan12
I'm sorry to revive an old comment.
Yes, the privatised nature of healthcare and drugs is really bad. But a cancer cure would be a trillion pound discovery. It would be more profitable than hiding it.
I'm so very sorry and mad that this happened to Charlotte. As extremely hard it is to watch these videos, I feel its all I can do for her now; hear her story and become an aware person of this cancer. I hope I can soon donate to her charity!
I'm so sorry for your loss... it breaks my heart! Going through this with my mother, currently. (She has Glioblastoma as well)
What a beautiful sweet soul…
I lost my brother through this terrible disease 4 years ago.
My heart goes out to you all.
😢
I lost my friend to glioblastoma. It's a very wicked cancer. My thoughts go out to you. I wish there was any word I could utter to take away a second of your pain
your daughter is a inspiration beautiful thank you so much for your hard efforts so so so so sorry for your temporary loss u will unite one beautiful day god always picks the best some are to good for this world xxxxx
My mother was gave a no resuscitate order as well, Very strange thing to comprehend in a terrible situation. RIP Charlotte.
My heart breaks for you and your family. No parent should ever have to lose a child. I spent hours by my mothers bed last year as she lost her fight with colorectal cancer.
Hope y’all all can still feel the love and support even over a year after losing. She was amazing and will have always been the champ in this
My prayers to every patient/ family/ friend dealing with this cross daily. It is gut wrenching to hear this mother's grief. Listening to her brings back memories of my grief when our 24 yr old athletic son died of a grade 4 glioblastoma multiforme in 1995. (He lived 18 months with radiation, chemo, and NO surgery.) Generally speaking, when he finished his treatment and came home the quality of his life was 'good', for a while, next to his 2 brothers and 2 parents caring for him round the clock..with friends making short visits. Towards the end he became blind and paralysed. I think a little more often now about the tragedy...our son...our family..but my focus is limited...my mind conveniently bans the gruesome details.. I'm able now to weep which I couldn't do then. It took me 5 years to come back into this world. Nature soothes, heals and protects us.. You cannot know the depth of grief with such an illness unless you have lived through it, first hand, with a terminally ill loved one. My husband and me survived with God's help. He brought us sleep + peace. There are, apparently, survivors of this tumor, and we mustn't give up hope. Also, we should not confuse brain tumors; there are many types that mean something very different.
My mind also bans the last few weeks before Charlotte went into a coma.
i watched the documentary last night with Charlotte in.It was very Sade we all lost Charlotte. but she as done more in her short time with use than a lot of use do in a full life time. she is an amazing lady and so brave RIP " i would like to thank you for putting this FINALLY WON video up you have an amazing lady in Charlotte and she will never be forgotten" sending my love and thoughts to you xx
Many thanks for you support it is very much appreciated.
sorry about your loss my moms fighting also
Wish I could hug you I,would
Even in 2019 this is too sad!! I been trying to catch up on her vlog. Sorry mom for your daughters passing then. May she still Rest In Peace
I am so sorry for your loss. I don't know what else to say. Jasmin Reynolds.
I survived occipital lobe GBM stay strong my fellow fighters we got this my condolences to you hugs
Im so sorry 😞❤️ charlotte, rest in peace
I've only just read Charlotte's story. I am so sorry for your loss. Please accept this faraway hug from me, with love.
It shouldn't be happening they need to find a cure I'm so sorry for your loss don't comment often but I have been watching Charlotte for a while now she was a very brave and inspirational young lady 🙏
Stay strong. We love you and Charlotte. I know she is watching over you and you will reunite again.
That is a good mentality to have, loss is very difficult but it gets much easier when you can put them in a better place. Who's to know what awaits us after this arduous journey called life, but it's important to realize that they're no longer suffering no matter what awaits us on the other side.
You are so incredibly brave- thank you.
Thank you for your support.
God be with you. I am dying as well... leaving behind a wife and girl.... I am devastated.
Are you still with us? If so I'm proud of you, Truly. If not I can't begin to imagine how much you suffered
I hope you’ve won your battle and still fighting. Update us with good news if you see this. God speed 👍
She heard you, she heard her mummy xxxxxx
I have all the admiration in the world for you and Charlotte. I really do. 💔
Примите глубочайшие соболезнования по поводу смерти такого ангела как Шарлота я верю что она в раю с Господом и ей там хорошо мы обижаемся почему Господь забирает хороших людей на небо к себе наверное ему они тоже нужны
Charlotte knew you were there for her.
Very sorry for your loss...thank you very much...
So so SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. BLESS YOU.💛🙏💛
So sorry for your loss. I lost my nan to cancer last year 😭. X
Charlotte's videos made me ache. She has touched my heart forever! I too had a brain tumor, had the double vision and my legs would just collapse under me. Now I'm a 30 year brain tumor survivor. MOM I hope you see this. Your daughter impacted my life all the way in Texas. I'll never forget her.
Thank you for your support I read every comment
@@alexeades8246 Sure, I miss her too.
I'm so sorry for your loss and heartache
My heartfelt sympathies to you and your family. May Charlotte be with God and His Angels and Rest In Peace. I’m so sorry. Her strength I’m sure helped others with the same illness. ❤️
Terribly sorry for your loss ❤️
Bless your heart , my prayers are with you .
My mum who worked in the NHS for a long while said that hearing is the last sense to go, I can bet she heard you. RIP xxxxx
I'm very sorry for your loss, she was too young
Oh my God I'm so sorry for you and your lovely daughter xx
I'm so sorry and thank you so much has for sharing how hard ito must be is imaginable my deepest sympathys and lots of love sent xxx
I’m so sorry for your lost, my mother has a Glioblastoma the surgeon said no surgery to remove it. Did she have surgery? I’m devastated they only gave her 3 months.
Charlotte could not have surgery as her original diagnosis of Anaplastic Astrocytoma was on her brain stem. Glioblastoma was inoperable too. I am sorry to hear about your mother. My thoughts are with you.
God bless you
You and Charlotte have such a beautiful bond. You'll have a magical reunion one day
I'm so sorry for your loss😢
I can’t hear anything on any of these videos. Makes me kind of sad because i would love to learn more about charlotte. My condolences