All By Myself Agoraphobia Vlog.. FML

I haven't felt this overwhelmed in about 4 years. I know this video is all over the place..but it's how I feel ..all over the place. If anyone is or has gone through any of what I'm going through please leave a comment. It always helps to read that people understand.

[@_RocketQueen_]

I love the little bursts of feistiness you have, it really made me smile, you definitely have a fire in you. :) And I completely agree with you on doctors, my mom has been taking (complete crap) advice from our family doctor on my anxiety/depression and it's just making things between us worse.

[@_RocketQueen_]

I also wanted to thank you for this, today was my 19th birthday and I'm currently still awake at 7AM because I have been overcome with anxiety all night. It's on occasions like this that I realize how alone I am and how messed up my life is. I know people expect more from me now, I should be getting a job and moving on like other people but I can't, and it's crushing. But watching this really helped to make me feel a little better, it's so nice to know you're not alone.

[@anxietychick1]

I know the feeling that your feeling. I only go to Restaurants but like in corners or there has to be little bit of people, if theres alot of ppl then Ill just leave. Of course Ill have to take like 3 klonopin for panic attacks and anxiety. But Nons please hang in there. I have lots of friends and few close family but I just cant seem to get out of my house I miss my dad and friends and family I just feel like giving up sometimes. Blessings and be strong Love u girl!

[@shimmercoconut]

Hey there, yes I know how you feel, I also suffer from this and I can't even be alone so when I think about the future I get very depressed b/c Idk how the hell I will live life with not only agoraphobia but the fear of being alone which brings on intense panic, its pure hell and I don't understand why we have to be cursed with this disorder. Hold onto hope and remember you are a capable, strong, intelligent and beautiful woman and every little thing you can do to help yourself is a step in

[@kellafornia1964kellybots]

I Agree,& i honestly think no one really understands Agoraphobia or anxiety disorders unless they go thru it. There is someone out there for you, even if it is just a friend, never give up, your an awesome woman & just never give up hope. And i feel the same way, I always ask myself how much more can i take??? And as long as the Good Lord allows i will keep on keeping on. it hurts when my 3 yr old tells me she wants a new mommy because i never go any where with her :( never give up!!!

[@_RocketQueen_]

Sorry to leave yet another comment, but I wanted to add that you look gorgeous!

[@kellafornia1964kellybots]

I as well have a 20 yr old daughter, a 19 yr old son and a 16 yr old son, i am sure they have wanted to say the same but they never have, they do remember when ii used to take them places back in the day. We have to just keep on keeping on, it is a daily struggle for us but we have to do it. I am here for you as a friend. Stay as strong & positive as you can, things will work out fine.

[@shimmercoconut]

the right direction.