Listening to this at work and I feel like crying, feel so seen :( I was parentified and had to be both my parent's parents. My father was mostly emotionally absent. This explanation makes me think perhaps he was jealous of me that he didn't get to finish school, fulfill his creativity, so he didn't really support me in my creativity. He always pushed for higher education but at the expense of everything else, I couldn't play, have fun or relax (if he saw me doing so he'd always make a critical comment about why I wasn't studying or helping serve my mother). I resented him so much. In retrospect I feel like me achieving higher education was always mostly for his sake so I could be the vessel of his own unfulfilled dreams, and so he could brag to others about it. He acted like he was supportive but I fell into a depression in my early 20s when I wanted to go off a path to do something and he deterred me from it...which showed me that he was never truly supportive of whatever I wanted to do. I don't think I will have children. I am 28 but have no desire...I have a love for animals though that surpasses the love of children and I would like to have many animals one day in the place of children. I do want to be seen and express my art and talent, i feel like i have so much unfulfilled creative potential, raw talent but never honed or practiced enough so it never got to flourish. I've begun to explore it little by little on my own but I ultimately still feel pretty trapped in my own little world.
I FEEL CONNECTED TO YOU IN A SOUL LEVEL! I relate to everything oh my gosh. exept for the children part. I want children but first i wanna fulfill my inner child like ness first before having them
With 🪐 in the 5th house, parents often would discourage your creativity, it causes delay and/or restrictions, but on the other hand these people take sports and games very seriously even if it’s just for fun. People with this placement don’t have kids until after the age of 30.
My father was a huge narcissist and he died 3 years ago, i really needed like everyone a father figure as a kid. He never showed interest in me or my brother
Saturn in Gemini in the 5th. This is so true Barbara. I also have Sun square Saturn. My dad was very strict and authoritative. I wasn't allowed to date until my late teens, not allowed to have many friends over. Not allowed to truly express myself or just be a normal kid. His style of parenting really dimmed my identity and self worth. It gave me such a fear of having children, until I just didn't want any. Feeling that I would repeat his parenting style and have children that truly despised me. Relationships are super hard for me. I wonder if I'll ever remarry. I've learned to overcome a lot of that, but even now it's still hard at times.
@@HeavenAngelof2001 No, my Sun is in the 8th house. If it were in the 11th it would be in opposition to my Saturn. Angles are houses 1, 4, 7 and 10. Anything sitting on an angle is extremely karmic. Degree's 1-12 follow Aries-Pisces then degree's 13-24 the same. Degree's 25-29 are Aries-Leo. Gemini NN is really good. You're here to be a public figure. Expressing your creativity, ideas and dispensing information are paramount to your soul growth.
Everything you said is true 🥲. Dad died when I was 7, I didn't have any fun or joy after. I had to grow up immediately. I didn't date, didn't party till now I am 28. Just realizing after years of self-healing that I am allowed to express myself and have fun. I appreciate how you put said abt allowing yourself to shine, that's exactly what I understood after watching videos abt my personality type INFJ. It's like all the puzzles finally add up and I know why I felt so much emptiness and sadness - because my energy was surpressed all that time.
You have a lot of insights I'd never heard or read before. I always think of Saturn in the 5th means there isn't enough LEO fun/joy. I've had to take responsibility for making my own fun, which I do! You've found your gift! Congratulations.
Saturn Pisces 5th house Thank you so much for these videos :) I love the way you speak and explain things it helps me so much ❤️ my bf showed me you and now I’m binging my placements and his 😂❤ everything so on point. I was just telling him on ft how I have so many fears of being seen and ppl misinterpreting my energy or intentions. My fears stop me from shining and sharing my gifts with the world bc I’m so scared of my messages being misunderstood but that’s my lesson to work through in this life. I have to let myself shine.
Saturn in Virgo in the 5th house and your description around this nailed it for me 🙌🏼 (also have the moon, mercury, Pluto, and Lilith all in libra in 5th house 😅) Father was belittling, critical, and competitive. In reflection, he was like a teenage bully. The world was his stage and we were never allowed on it. I’ve struggled with allowing myself to creatively express and be seen my whole life. I’ve had three children in my late 30’s and whew 😅the responsibility …and taking it so seriously …and the restrictive freedom is a deep struggle for me. But it’s also allowed healing as I lean into it and embrace it all ✨🙏🏼
this is the crazyiest accurate astrology video I have ever watched!!! subscribed. I always wanted to be an actor. but always been put on the sidelines. jealous of other people that gets attention. inner child healing
I’m thinking about changing my profession as it does not really resonate with me anymore, and instead i wanna start working with children. Considering what you said here about this placement i think this might be a great way to heal or express my inner child, or even heal any karma (brought from past lives) surrounding children.
You are 100% on point. Natal Saturn Rx 5H, even down to the absence of the father. My father wasn't present during the first half of my childhood, and it created a psychological wound. The fear of rejection superseding my inner desire for recognition. My practically non-existent ego... Being DEEPLY creative as well. Watching this as I turn 27 this year, and I while idk what Saturn has in store for me, I want to address this area of my life during my upcoming return. It is the only placement that I feel contention with.
This is crazy. My son's father is so self centered that I notice he tries to outshine our son. He is very critical of him. My son loves him so much. What would saturn in 5th leo trine pluto 8th house sag mean?
Ignore Pluto, Neptune and Uranus. Given how slow they are in their revolutions, They are pretty much useless for astrological purposes. All these are from Indian Vedic astrology. None of the other countries ever researched or discovered these. Your son will be shy till 25 ~33 (Saturn sees 2nd house, house of voice, speech etc). Though Saturn is the son of Sun they both are not in good terms. Sun being the ruler of Leo, Saturn will feel a bit uncomfortable in 5th house for few decades. Later in life it will get adjusted. 3rd aspect of Saturn on 7th house of typical means delayed marriage. If there is an early marriage it might lead to separation. Saturn seeing house of relationships typically means, you are not ready for it yet, have patience. 5th house is house of children. Will have to look at placement of Jupiter(natural planet for granting children) and Sun( 5th lord), but in general it will be slightly delayed. On the bright side, Saturn being 8th lord, in 5th house is pretty strong(would have to look at shdbala) would have good longevity.
saturn transiting my 5th for the next 3 years and this is basically all me. its like im working hard to build myself up to express myself in this grandiose way after dimming my light. venus is there natally. scorpio rising.
My children came to me very easily. However, they have 9,5 years age difference. If I had to give my life a title, that would be "the pursuit of happiness and self - expression".
Thanks a lot for this fabulous video! 💗🤗 My father was absent due to divorce. And I guess my mother has narcissistic tendencies. Could both things be represented by saturn in the 5th house simultaneously?
Nope, only father (Partially). In reality you will have to look at 9th house, 9th lord, aspects to it and Sun(natural representative of father like figure) You will have to look at 4th house and placement of moon ( natural representative for mother like figure) for mother. And 2nd house for early childhood.
It’s the masculine energy at home. In your case it may be your mother who is strict, disciplinarian and dominating i.e exhibiting mostly masculine traits since your father was absent. So yeah!!! It may be possible in your case it’s your mother. Do watch out for jealousy and competitive nature of your mother, if its present then definitely in your case its your mother. However, this also is the case with moon square venus.
@@reshmasharma4842 Thank you very much! 🥰 It's definitely my mother. I could figure it out in the meantime. Btw: On top my Saturn is retrograde and conjunct Lilith.
i have a stellium in my 5 th house including saturn in capricorn. i had my daughter age 19. she’s 12 now and i’m 31! just witnessed my first saturn return! i do not want any more kids lol
I don't like karma concept. It feels like i'm defficient and need to constantly improve myself to have a chance to get some joy and happiness. Like i'm a puppet of my soul. It's a really disturbing concept.
First, thank you for your explanation of Saturn in the fifth house,i do like your channel,This video gave me a lot of information that I did not know about. Second, I have a question if you will allow me. My question is my partner is 29 years old and has Saturn in the fifth house in Pisces, his degree is zero, and when we entered into a relationship, it was in the year 2021 specifically January 15, and he was 27 at the time, and he had a Saturn return, and our relationship was going up and down and communication problems “but we never decided to leave the relationship” just a short break that lasts for a few weeks and the passion returns stronger and he wants the relationship seriously And he wants to marry me, all this explanation to make you understand the situation... My question is, are the relationships in the return of Saturn breakup? Or the partners who want each other never leave ? Really, I'm very scared.. Notice: We are all AC Scorpios, and I'm Scorpio, and my partner is Cancer, and my Pisces moon is in conjunction with Saturn Pisces.
@@barbarajsc Yes, this is my question... But my partner in the next Pisces season will end his Saturn return..and we didn’t break up but have some communication issues
@@queenf5220 I would wait to see how things are until after both of your SR because you go through a lot of changes during it. Doesn’t necessarily mean a break up will happen - there are a lot of things to look at within two people’s charts - the synastry, the transits, etc. At the end of the day you have free will & always listen to your intuition. 😊
Do you do chart readings at all? I’ve been looking for the right person for a few years .. something about your understanding or the way the deep astrological info flows thru you is amazing n seems so effortless.. I don’t know the best way to explain it but your info always resonates whether it’s mine or I’m looking at someone’s aspects, trying to understand them better..
This the placement that’s killing me inside
Same lol
Me too😢
This and Pluto 12H conjunct asc🫠
Listening to this at work and I feel like crying, feel so seen :( I was parentified and had to be both my parent's parents. My father was mostly emotionally absent. This explanation makes me think perhaps he was jealous of me that he didn't get to finish school, fulfill his creativity, so he didn't really support me in my creativity. He always pushed for higher education but at the expense of everything else, I couldn't play, have fun or relax (if he saw me doing so he'd always make a critical comment about why I wasn't studying or helping serve my mother). I resented him so much. In retrospect I feel like me achieving higher education was always mostly for his sake so I could be the vessel of his own unfulfilled dreams, and so he could brag to others about it. He acted like he was supportive but I fell into a depression in my early 20s when I wanted to go off a path to do something and he deterred me from it...which showed me that he was never truly supportive of whatever I wanted to do. I don't think I will have children. I am 28 but have no desire...I have a love for animals though that surpasses the love of children and I would like to have many animals one day in the place of children. I do want to be seen and express my art and talent, i feel like i have so much unfulfilled creative potential, raw talent but never honed or practiced enough so it never got to flourish. I've begun to explore it little by little on my own but I ultimately still feel pretty trapped in my own little world.
I FEEL CONNECTED TO YOU IN A SOUL LEVEL! I relate to everything oh my gosh. exept for the children part. I want children but first i wanna fulfill my inner child like ness first before having them
Similar. But this is probably cause of our previous lives, so stop crying and deal with that
How to dl @@moonbay5285
You're so beautiful dear
💞💖🫶💞💖
Nicely said all of those parameters
GOD Bless ✍️
With 🪐 in the 5th house, parents often would discourage your creativity, it causes delay and/or restrictions, but on the other hand these people take sports and games very seriously even if it’s just for fun. People with this placement don’t have kids until after the age of 30.
Or don't have kids at all
Omg it was like my therapist saying all my issues. lol
My father was a huge narcissist and he died 3 years ago, i really needed like everyone a father figure as a kid. He never showed interest in me or my brother
Saturn in Gemini in the 5th. This is so true Barbara. I also have Sun square Saturn. My dad was very strict and authoritative. I wasn't allowed to date until my late teens, not allowed to have many friends over. Not allowed to truly express myself or just be a normal kid. His style of parenting really dimmed my identity and self worth. It gave me such a fear of having children, until I just didn't want any. Feeling that I would repeat his parenting style and have children that truly despised me. Relationships are super hard for me. I wonder if I'll ever remarry. I've learned to overcome a lot of that, but even now it's still hard at times.
Saturn in 5H with North Node in Gemini. And I’m assuming your sun is in the 10th house ? I’m still trying to learn my angles and degrees.
@@HeavenAngelof2001 No, my Sun is in the 8th house. If it were in the 11th it would be in opposition to my Saturn. Angles are houses 1, 4, 7 and 10. Anything sitting on an angle is extremely karmic. Degree's 1-12 follow Aries-Pisces then degree's 13-24 the same. Degree's 25-29 are Aries-Leo.
Gemini NN is really good. You're here to be a public figure. Expressing your creativity, ideas and dispensing information are paramount to your soul growth.
totally resonate girl 🧡
Whewww this is a tough one but resonates for sure.
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Everything you said is true 🥲. Dad died when I was 7, I didn't have any fun or joy after. I had to grow up immediately. I didn't date, didn't party till now I am 28.
Just realizing after years of self-healing that I am allowed to express myself and have fun. I appreciate how you put said abt allowing yourself to shine, that's exactly what I understood after watching videos abt my personality type INFJ. It's like all the puzzles finally add up and I know why I felt so much emptiness and sadness - because my energy was surpressed all that time.
You have a lot of insights I'd never heard or read before. I always think of Saturn in the 5th means there isn't enough LEO fun/joy. I've had to take responsibility for making my own fun, which I do! You've found your gift! Congratulations.
Thank you ♥️♥️
Thank you came here to look up my Scorpio moon and subscribed.💐💐💐🎯🎯🎯Yep my daddy was GONE in the military 🎃
what house and degrees? :)
Saturn Pisces 5th house Thank you so much for these videos :) I love the way you speak and explain things it helps me so much ❤️ my bf showed me you and now I’m binging my placements and his 😂❤ everything so on point. I was just telling him on ft how I have so many fears of being seen and ppl misinterpreting my energy or intentions. My fears stop me from shining and sharing my gifts with the world bc I’m so scared of my messages being misunderstood but that’s my lesson to work through in this life. I have to let myself shine.
Thank you !! Glad you enjoyed it ♥️♥️
I have this same placement and sign!
Saturn in Virgo in the 5th house and your description around this nailed it for me 🙌🏼 (also have the moon, mercury, Pluto, and Lilith all in libra in 5th house 😅)
Father was belittling, critical, and competitive. In reflection, he was like a teenage bully. The world was his stage and we were never allowed on it. I’ve struggled with allowing myself to creatively express and be seen my whole life. I’ve had three children in my late 30’s and whew 😅the responsibility …and taking it so seriously …and the restrictive freedom is a deep struggle for me. But it’s also allowed healing as I lean into it and embrace it all ✨🙏🏼
I have never felt so seen in my life. Subscribed! Great content thank you so much!!
Thank you !! & Welcome !! 😊♥️
This placement single handedly messed up my childhood so no thanks saturn😔
Im a 30+ year young women watching , youre soo on point! Goodness
Basically a messed up life !!!
I have retrograde saturn in Capricorn sitting in 5th house. It will Break the relationship before happening.
Same here! Capricorn in the 5th house 🥲 life has been rough!
In the past I have tried to understand this placement BUT this video does such a great job of explaining it - thank you SO much! :)
this is the crazyiest accurate astrology video I have ever watched!!! subscribed. I always wanted to be an actor. but always been put on the sidelines. jealous of other people that gets attention. inner child healing
I’m thinking about changing my profession as it does not really resonate with me anymore, and instead i wanna start working with children. Considering what you said here about this placement i think this might be a great way to heal or express my inner child, or even heal any karma (brought from past lives) surrounding children.
You are 100% on point. Natal Saturn Rx 5H, even down to the absence of the father. My father wasn't present during the first half of my childhood, and it created a psychological wound. The fear of rejection superseding my inner desire for recognition. My practically non-existent ego... Being DEEPLY creative as well. Watching this as I turn 27 this year, and I while idk what Saturn has in store for me, I want to address this area of my life during my upcoming return. It is the only placement that I feel contention with.
This placement is very difficult... It seems like there is a carefree inner child who wants to express his/herself but is being locked away...
❤ so on point 🪐 in my 5th house in Cancer
it really feels so good to be seen, thanks a lot for putting your practice out there
I didn't start having children until I turned 29 and I have been healing through them
My husband has this placement in Aries, he’s a Sagittarius Rising
I have same Saturn in 5th Saggitarius Assendent how is Marries life??
Your perspectives are on point
Thank you !! 🥰♥️
my father died when i was 10 years old and i have a huge fear of rejection 😭
This is crazy. My son's father is so self centered that I notice he tries to outshine our son. He is very critical of him. My son loves him so much. What would saturn in 5th leo trine pluto 8th house sag mean?
Ignore Pluto, Neptune and Uranus. Given how slow they are in their revolutions, They are pretty much useless for astrological purposes.
All these are from Indian Vedic astrology. None of the other countries ever researched or discovered these.
Your son will be shy till 25 ~33 (Saturn sees 2nd house, house of voice, speech etc).
Though Saturn is the son of Sun they both are not in good terms. Sun being the ruler of Leo, Saturn will feel a bit uncomfortable in 5th house for few decades. Later in life it will get adjusted.
3rd aspect of Saturn on 7th house of typical means delayed marriage. If there is an early marriage it might lead to separation. Saturn seeing house of relationships typically means, you are not ready for it yet, have patience. 5th house is house of children. Will have to look at placement of Jupiter(natural planet for granting children) and Sun( 5th lord), but in general it will be slightly delayed.
On the bright side, Saturn being 8th lord, in 5th house is pretty strong(would have to look at shdbala) would have good longevity.
saturn transiting my 5th for the next 3 years and this is basically all me. its like im working hard to build myself up to express myself in this grandiose way after dimming my light. venus is there natally. scorpio rising.
My children came to me very easily. However, they have 9,5 years age difference. If I had to give my life a title, that would be "the pursuit of happiness and self - expression".
Thanks a lot for this fabulous video! 💗🤗
My father was absent due to divorce. And I guess my mother has narcissistic tendencies. Could both things be represented by saturn in the 5th house simultaneously?
Nope, only father (Partially). In reality you will have to look at 9th house, 9th lord, aspects to it and Sun(natural representative of father like figure)
You will have to look at 4th house and placement of moon ( natural representative for mother like figure) for mother.
And 2nd house for early childhood.
It’s the masculine energy at home. In your case it may be your mother who is strict, disciplinarian and dominating i.e exhibiting mostly masculine traits since your father was absent. So yeah!!! It may be possible in your case it’s your mother. Do watch out for jealousy and competitive nature of your mother, if its present then definitely in your case its your mother. However, this also is the case with moon square venus.
@@reshmasharma4842 Thank you very much! 🥰 It's definitely my mother. I could figure it out in the meantime. Btw: On top my Saturn is retrograde and conjunct Lilith.
You're really good at explaining things.
all true and my father is a leo sun i also have Saturn in Scorpio
My father was an alcoholic died young. My daughter got disgnosed with acute leukemia at 23. So much fear and anxiety.
Holy shit! Everything is on the point! 😅🎉 Thanks for your work ❤
Thank you. This resonated deeply 😢
Saturn in the 5th no kids but was a caregiver to great and grand parents basically until my saturn return. So that's another manifestation.
Thank you for this info ✨☀️✨
Each and every line is true !
Mine is a part of a stellium in Capricorn, oh goodie!
My Saturn is in the 7th house Taurus and exactly quindeciles my TF's Saturn. Very intense!
i have a stellium in my 5 th house including saturn in capricorn. i had my daughter age 19. she’s 12 now and i’m 31! just witnessed my first saturn return! i do not want any more kids lol
❤❤❤thank you for this informative vid❤❤❤
I don't like karma concept. It feels like i'm defficient and need to constantly improve myself to have a chance to get some joy and happiness. Like i'm a puppet of my soul. It's a really disturbing concept.
The best explanation!
First, thank you for your explanation of Saturn in the fifth house,i do like your channel,This video gave me a lot of information that I did not know about. Second, I have a question if you will allow me. My question is my partner is 29 years old and has Saturn in the fifth house in Pisces, his degree is zero, and when we entered into a relationship, it was in the year 2021 specifically January 15, and he was 27 at the time, and he had a Saturn return, and our relationship was going up and down and communication problems “but we never decided to leave the relationship” just a short break that lasts for a few weeks and the passion returns stronger and he wants the relationship seriously And he wants to marry me, all this explanation to make you understand the situation... My question is, are the relationships in the return of Saturn breakup? Or the partners who want each other never leave ? Really, I'm very scared.. Notice: We are all AC Scorpios, and I'm Scorpio, and my partner is Cancer, and my Pisces moon is in conjunction with Saturn Pisces.
Hi Queen - thanks for the msg! Are you asking if relationships that start during a SR end up breaking up?
@@barbarajsc Yes, this is my question... But my partner in the next Pisces season will end his Saturn return..and we didn’t break up but have some communication issues
@@queenf5220 I would wait to see how things are until after both of your SR because you go through a lot of changes during it. Doesn’t necessarily mean a break up will happen - there are a lot of things to look at within two people’s charts - the synastry, the transits, etc. At the end of the day you have free will & always listen to your intuition. 😊
I’ve got Venus and Saturn in the 5th house
Speaking Facts🔥thanx🖤
Saturn and lilith in the 5th house, chiron in leo (in the 10th)...😅😂🦁
Love you ❤
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lol my kids are 11yrs apart 😅
dad was gone 10-23
Lack of father Im Taurus
Mc Leo
Not really had a authoritive thing
i dont know if someone ever told you but you kinda look like Lana del Rey
I get this a lot !!! Thank youuu ♥️
@@barbarajsc oh haha! You’re welcome and great video!
Hello
Spoke too fast making it very hard to listen to and understand
Do you do chart readings at all? I’ve been looking for the right person for a few years .. something about your understanding or the way the deep astrological info flows thru you is amazing n seems so effortless.. I don’t know the best way to explain it but your info always resonates whether it’s mine or I’m looking at someone’s aspects, trying to understand them better..
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