Maybe play it again, listen to an audio book or something while you do, think about your future and reflect on your past. I like to do that some times.
Heavy chronic depression is a hole with no bottom, you keep falling and falling, you can't reach out to anything to hang on, got no one to pull you out of it. It's like having your consciousness bleached clean & body nailed to bed... All I can do is pray, hope in me is last thing alive & last thing to die alongside with me. To whomever comes across this comment, I pray you never experience this.. I wish you best in life 🖤
When you’re in a place that dark no words could ever really help or make things right, I’ve been there and I know that, but nevertheless I’m wishing you the best ♥️.
Sometimes and not enough, I remember that my belief in “experience is the best and reasonable for me to move ahead with” falters as I remember, I can be taught how to experience as well. This taught me something extreme, something I’ve known but doubted because it was against my current experience. Thank you
Yes definitely, experience is the greatest teacher and source of all wisdom but outside perspectives can still help us become wiser, more fulfilled people through our experiences.
This one was relatable, i have always been very creative and when i was young i was bullied a lot, i didnt have friends because i didnt know how to talk with people and i looked quite bad, i generic nerd boy from 2008. Back in 2013 i met a girl who got me out of my shell, she really pushed me into being myslef, and i felt like i was living a high 24/7, everything felt good as i got a sense of style and i turned out to be quite a good looking guy. But that was part of my problem, i indulged in relationships and affection and i feel like i have had so good and easy life for a decade now that i have lost the appreciation, i dont remember being bullied and hated so vividly. At the moment im feeling a bit down from time to time but i feel more like im adrift, like i have nothing to go towards. Women dont seem to interest me anymore, i just broke up with my gf of three years and i just dont find the same satisfaction from flirting and such. Im 31 years old right now, i make clothes as a hobby and im a part time timberman to my friend who owns land. I dont know if this is just something that comes with my age but whatever it is, i wish to find something surprising in my life so i dont stay stagnant for long! Anyways, youre a bright guy and you are totally onto something with your thoughts!
@@anttitheinternetguy3213 that’s very interesting and something I’ll have to reflect on and think about in my own life, thanks for sharing your perspective.
bro just watching the skyrim background gameplay makes me wanna play it again its a curse really
Maybe play it again, listen to an audio book or something while you do, think about your future and reflect on your past. I like to do that some times.
Lol me too hahaha
I am playing Skyrim tomorrow because of this video haha
I've downloaded and uninstalled Skyrim more then 50 times , its like drugs idk...
Heavy chronic depression is a hole with no bottom, you keep falling and falling, you can't reach out to anything to hang on, got no one to pull you out of it. It's like having your consciousness bleached clean & body nailed to bed... All I can do is pray, hope in me is last thing alive & last thing to die alongside with me. To whomever comes across this comment, I pray you never experience this.. I wish you best in life 🖤
When you’re in a place that dark no words could ever really help or make things right, I’ve been there and I know that, but nevertheless I’m wishing you the best ♥️.
I was telling my friend earlier "you know it's bad when your playing skyrim again".
Bad times for me, time to grind once again until winters up
Skyrim is the type of nostalgic beautiful game that’s seen me through some hard times, i always love to come back to it when I feel lost.
Sometimes and not enough, I remember that my belief in “experience is the best and reasonable for me to move ahead with” falters as I remember, I can be taught how to experience as well. This taught me something extreme, something I’ve known but doubted because it was against my current experience. Thank you
Yes definitely, experience is the greatest teacher and source of all wisdom but outside perspectives can still help us become wiser, more fulfilled people through our experiences.
Kid: "When I was a kid.."
Haha well I’m 18 now so I guess I meant when I was like a child, like 5.
The last little bit with the Dragonborn theme is the backround was TOUGH👑🔥
Fr, thought that went hard, hope it hyped you up.
This one was relatable, i have always been very creative and when i was young i was bullied a lot, i didnt have friends because i didnt know how to talk with people and i looked quite bad, i generic nerd boy from 2008.
Back in 2013 i met a girl who got me out of my shell, she really pushed me into being myslef, and i felt like i was living a high 24/7, everything felt good as i got a sense of style and i turned out to be quite a good looking guy. But that was part of my problem, i indulged in relationships and affection and i feel like i have had so good and easy life for a decade now that i have lost the appreciation, i dont remember being bullied and hated so vividly.
At the moment im feeling a bit down from time to time but i feel more like im adrift, like i have nothing to go towards. Women dont seem to interest me anymore, i just broke up with my gf of three years and i just dont find the same satisfaction from flirting and such.
Im 31 years old right now, i make clothes as a hobby and im a part time timberman to my friend who owns land. I dont know if this is just something that comes with my age but whatever it is, i wish to find something surprising in my life so i dont stay stagnant for long!
Anyways, youre a bright guy and you are totally onto something with your thoughts!
@@anttitheinternetguy3213 that’s very interesting and something I’ll have to reflect on and think about in my own life, thanks for sharing your perspective.
Beautiful video homie, thank you for making this
whoa my guy arent you the person that makes those what you missed in ti
Thank you and I’m glad you enjoyed 🙏
Bros thumbnail is the same image i took yesterday when i restarted playing skyrim
Absolutely Iconic scene
@@RawLensGaming truly is and I will always love it
Keep it up man!🙏🏼
Will do, thank you. 🙏
well said
Thanks
Bro wtf I saw Skyrim and thought this was a Skyrim thing not the best fucking TED talk I have ever heard in my life…
Hahaha thanks so much man, high praise, I love Ted talks.
That intro hit way too hard man 😢
The start of Skyrim is always wild
God
@@joshuapinkley8562 🐐
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Nope 😂 maybe some day 🤞