PANIC ATTACKS & ANTIDEPRESSANTS
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 7 พ.ย. 2024
- It has been a long time since i have uploaded a video here... Today i'd like to explain as best i can why.
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Cheers for being here mates! you are all well nice. Love Curtis xxx
Your videos always hit home man, but this one more than usual. I'm going through a rough period and I badly need some positive vibes. Stay strong! xx
Hello mate, We are all in this together. Thank you for being here and spreading the message! xxx
Sincere thank you, Curtis. Thanks for being you, and thanks for putting out something that most are shying away from. You're a big inspiration. I'm very damn serious on that one. I've been struggling with high functioning depression for many years now. It's been getting worse lately, but your content pushed me through many bad days. It's difficult to undo the damage, but gotta keep at it. Baby steps. Stay strong, mate! We all are not alone! All the best from a usually silent viewer! xxx
p.s. followed you on instagram recently and your art is sick! Hope to see more of it!
Hate that anyone has to go through this, I had about a 3-4 year period where I obsessed over my health thinking something was wrong, going in and out of the doctor for heart readings and blood tests clear up to the point I even wore a 24 hour holter monitor just to put my mind at ease and I was only 25. Those days are behind me, I still have my moments but im learning to control them. I wish you the best for your future man, much respect for sharing your story.
The only silver lining to going through something like this is that you’re never alone, even if it feels like it. There are so many people, whether it’s people in your personal life or strangers on the internet, that can relate to how you’re feeling and we’re all here for you!
Dude, I know that feeling. I abused alcohol for a good 17 years and have been sober now for 8 months. I thought that once I got sober all of my problems would be solved. Since giving up alcohol I’ve developed a pretty severe case of panic disorder which in turn led to depression. I know that feeling of terror. I have been to the ER thinking I was about to die. It’s an incredibly difficult thing to live with. That fear of not knowing when the panic will strike. People that have never experienced a panic attack, don’t really comprehend the nature of what you’re going through. I do, and I’m sorry that you are struggling with it as well. It is comforting to know that there are others out there who understand and I appreciate you taking the time to make this video. I’m with ya man.
-Cheers from the states
How r u now?
Dude im starting my new job tomorrow.. again.. my previous job i had a such a huge panic attack, i just wanted to call ambulance, or i thought maybe i shouldn't, maybe it will be better if i will suffocate and end it.. im starting new job tomorrow and i don't know how the fuxk will i survive. It never happened to me before and i fill like a pÚssy, like i shouldn't be so weak and yet I can't control it. Fxck!
Man I’m relating to this on an insane level - I’m just over a year sober now after a lot of alcohol abuse, and my panic disorder has gotten so much worse, can barely get buses or trains now and even at home I can’t sleep at night because I’ll have night time panic attacks unless I wait until it’s bright outside, panic attacks have gotten so bad, doctor just gave me sentranline if it’s spelt right, either way I’m absolutely mincing myself to take it just because I don’t want/I can’t have my panic get worse before it gets better
Hey Curtis, I am so sorry that you have had to experience that massive panic attack, that sounded so horrible, I got scared when you told about it. I hope you will get better soon and will take care of yourself. It is sometimes very hard to take out time, days...maybe even weeks or months to do nothing or almost nothing than taking care of yourself and especially of your mental health because most people won't understand this due to them never having to go through such stressfull situations which are caused by the own mind. I am happy that you are sharing with us and the world about these kinds of topics. It made me feel less strange in this world and less alone. Lots of love to you Curtis, take care of yourself
Just watched this video while I was having a slight panic attack and honestly I feel so much better knowing I’m not alone and hearing your story 👍🏻❤️ you made my night bro great video
I'm so glad you made this video - I've been having the worst anxiety ridden months and it's good to hear someone raise their voice about it. Usually takes going through the worst to get to the goodness. Glad you're doin' better
I’m really glad you’re back but most of all hope you’re doing well. I know from first hand experience that this is a horrible thing and time to go through but as you know and your rational side will tell you, it’s gonna change. So I wish you all the best man!
Hey, Thank you so much for this lovely message! I am also sure it's going to change! x
I’m sorry you had to go through all that...
I do struggle a lot with my social anxiety and there were some rough patches where my depression was really getting the hold of me but thankfully it’s getting better. My anxiety though, is a whole different story and my own timid and shy personality unconsciously just seems to “feed” it. But, last year, I made a lot of progress and I hope I can slowly continue to improve. Even though there’s a lot of ups and downs and it’s a very hard thing to do, I know that sometimes the “reward” is really worth it. Stay strong mate, we’re here for you!
So sorry to hear man. I have struggled for ages with mental illness and it definitely gets better. Taking meds is sometimes a necessary thing, especially when you're that out of it. Without medication I wouldn't be here so just remember that sometimes medication can be one tool of many to help you through your ordeal.
I've been dealing with this shit for years man. My best advice for the physical effects is to try to talk yourself down. I know that sounds too simple but if you can tell yourself that you're healthy and there is no reason for anything physically bad to happen to you it helps a lot, at least for me. It's a lot to deal with but you'll learn to manage it and talking to a therapist is also a good idea. If you ever need someone to talk to that might understand you can always message me brotha.
Thank you man. I am going through an awful lot of stuff right now and seeing someone else have struggle with the same kind of decisions about therapy and stuff and then verbalise it is really amazing.
Dude this literally happened to me tonight. Had an ambulance do an ecg too. Scary times brother, stay safe dude.
All the love for you! I’m glad you are getting help for your anxiety and panic attacks. I myself are anxious person too and have a history of panic attacks and I have to knock on the wood for not having them getting really bad. I love your videos because you are so relatable and having kinda same backgrounds. You don’t owe us fans anything and I think you don’t need to apologise for not uploding videos very often and I think many of the people who watches your videos are glad for these even if there is long pauses now and a then. Thank you alot!
Hey Kari! Awesome to see you again! It really is important to be real, There is no point in sugar coating stuff and making up a character of yourself right?? Thanks again for the message! x
Way to go man. It takes courage to be so transparent about hard issues like anxiety and depression. I suffer from both as well and don’t want to be on any medication. It’s definitely one day at a time. I wish you the very best and you are right....you are not alone! Also, I have recently begun to struggle with horrible insomnia, but I have started to drink real Chamomile tea and I started using a diffuser for Essential Oils, like Lavender and Peppermint, and Orange. I would highly recommend these to you as well as they have greatly lowered my stress, anxiety, etc and really help me to calm down and sleep. I truly hope that you are doing better and if you ever want to talk feel free to message me. Take care.
Honestly have been praying and thinking about how you’re doing. I’m glad the support is progressing.
If you need a chat I’m here, but wishing you all the best. PMA
The irrational thoughts are the worst - I used to get night terrors and night time panic attacks I’d wake up know where I was but then I’d look out the window and think I was in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean? Half my brain says I can see concrete and cars I know I’m not in the ocean but the other half of my brain was telling me I was in the ocean?? Was scary as fuck
Love your videos. Mental health and happiness are so hard to balance. Just know you are not alone and do what you need to do to find it. Much love.
Glad to hear you’re feeling better mate, my girlfriend suffers with panic attack’s so I can tell what you’re going through. It’ll get better mate don’t worry, big love x
Wow. Whenever you talk about this stuff it really hits home. It's so terrifying and awful. I haven't been well lately either. Stay strong and do what feels best when it comes to your medication. Take care of yourself ❤
I'm going through the same shit as you do right now, had a long time depression and since last year pretty bad panic attacks. The wait for a therapist im my city is ca. 6 month, so I'm pretty happy to have my first appointment in two weeks. Stay strong, all the best to you!
Hello, Thank you so much for talking about it! I wish you all the best with your ongoing journey through this! xxx
Damn Curtis thank you for sharing this. I've had anxiety, depression and panic attacks since 2015 when I went into severe heart failure and needed a heart transplant. I waited for 9 months and it was a tough time. I'm doing a lot better now and got my transplant but I still have my bad days. Thank you for sharing and making me not feel alone.
Glad your back! I understand exactly what your going through, and I hope everything gets better for you. Cheers!
Cheers Clayton!! xxx
Sorry to hear about all of that man! Take it easy, hope everything will be good.
Thank you mate! I will be doing everything that i love from now on. That's what is most important right?! Hope you are well bud! x
Man i was being reminded of the brake-downs i have when you were describing what ended up being a really bad panic attack for you. I also get those irrational "paranoid" thoughts you were describing as well, but a bit different way. I sincerely hope you can find a way past this, it can damage so much of your life, im so glad to hear your seeing professionals about it that are helping you. I don't have access to that or even the support group: family, friends, that you do. Stay strong dude, get healthy.
Also ive watched all your videos and some i even watch again and again, so i've definitely heard you "blabering" for well over ten minutes XD
Hey there! Nice to see you here again! I will be seeing someone on the 30th of this month to hopefully sort this out further. Thank you so much for sharing the message!! Take care and speak to you soon! x
How are you doing now, Curtis? That is a really scary episode. It's been a few months now, so I'm hoping your therapy has been helping. I've suffered from anxiety (and feeling down, but not real depression) for most of my adult life. Anxiety really sucks. I've been diagnosed with GAD. Which a whole ton of people have. But, it's always there. And then sometimes it gets into the real panic stage. Yesterday sucked, so seeing your video really helps. I hope you are doing better! I've found meditation helps.
Sorry to hear about this dude. Wishing you the best on the road to recovery.
Also great to see your videos again been missing them.
I’m sorry these experiences sound horrible, stay with it man and do what you think helps!
Glad you're back, and I hope that things get better for you. Have you been listening to new music lately? if so, what your fav album of 2017? Cheers
I L O V E Y O U ! ! !
You are one of the people that inspire me the most in my life, never giving up is one of the most important things that your videos taught me. Mate, I will be waiting for you in Portugal again and we will celebrate life then! PMA ALL THE WAY!!!
Know how you feel with intense worrying etc, glad you're doing better mate x
This sounds terrifying. I hope it never happens to you again. I had something similar happen two weeks ago. I'm not a big alcohol drinker but I was so stressed that I uncharacteristically bought a bottle of red wine, which is double stupid because I get these rare severe migraines called hemeopalegic migraine and the worst thing i can ingest is red wine. Anyway I drink the bottle of wine and many many cans of whiskey and coke. I then remember lying on a street with a puddle of vomit next to me and passersby feeling my neck pulse and asking if I was dead. The next morning I pick myself up feeling terribly hungover and go home. I remember sitting on the side of my bed hungover staring into space and then I felt very weird and lightheaded i jumped up to open a window and both my arms got pins and needles, more severe than I've ever had they felt like they were being shocked. I started to panic because i didn't know what was happening. Then my legs began to wobble and fail. I took out my phone to call an ambulance but my speech start slurring and my face went numb. I managed to call out my address with a lot of difficulty. I went to the hospital in a wheelchair because my legs lost all sensation and they tested me. They said I'm healthy but i had a migraine and a panic attack at the same time which was brought on by the red wine. I honestly thought it was a stroke and it was my last day alive. A truly horrible day.
Glad to see you back man! Wish nothing, but the best of luck with everything! 🖤
Actually like three days ago I was wondering why have not you updated your channel. Glad to know about you again, Curtis. Get well soon mate. Get well mate. Cheers from the very heart of Mexico.
I hope your feeling better dude was great to hear form you again
força força força! ♥
cheers from brazil, mate
glad you're back!
Cheers buddy! It's awesome to be back!
+Curtis Sunflower welcome back mate 👍❤
I been going through the same stuff old school Hardcore Guy.My parents are getting older been very depressed.I think been stressed haven't been to shows,Kind of been getting alot of Social Anixiety.
This is what I’m talking! Fire intro🔥
hey does skating help you feel better at all? i've been wanting to get back into skating
Wishing you the best road to recovery man! PMA
All the best for you Curtis!
I’ve had the Alice syndrome and violent heart palps in times of extreme stress since I was a child. My parents were not helpful. I’m still struggling but I’m a lot better, avoiding the stressors is the biggest thing. Looking for meds (or witch? I’m open to suggestions) that can help. I’m so scared meds will make it worse (that’s been my experience) or I’ll be addicted. Thanks for the story, subbing!
Does someone had the feeling like you want to fall? Like you can not keep your balance? Can you tell me if antidepressants helped you and the dose that you take? I want to know other peoples experiences.
Zoloft was the most commonly prescribed antidepressant in the USA in 2020 with over 38 million prescriptions.
get well soon Curtis keep staying positive please my friend!!!
Cheers David! :D xxx
Hey Curtis - not sure if it's your first time on medication, but the drowziness side effect usually fades away after a few weeks. Hoping everything is getting better :)
All the very best fella.
Thanks mate!
Hey Curtis, this sounds really hard. I hope you get well soon!
Hey hey! It's hard right now but i am doing everything in my power to get it to piss off out of my life, even if its just a little bit at a time. Thank you for watching!! x
hey i live with this shit (panic Attack anxiety) for exactly two years since yesterday. and it gets better. i mean not away but better. ther are two things i would
recommend you for this "journey". first breathing! two seconds in tree seconds out. chill s you the fuck out. your
concentration goes away from the panic (becours you need to
concentration on counting) and you cant start to hyperventilate, witch is the reasen for the wierd feeling in the body and the spasms and so on.
the second thing is Lasea. i hate pills two. so my doctor wich is a fan of alternativ medicin (not the
esoterik way, but the more natur way) gave me Lasea. its just lavender, but it works well your body responses with lavender tasting burp ^^ witch is a nice
haptic feedback and well....
no addiction possibilities. natur and stuff your breath will smell amazing... all you want... and it realy realy works and calms you down without feeling to tired ore anything all day.
i hope my english wanst to bad. so many foreign words.
I probably would have better written it in german. but to late. good luck and a nice day
oh and hot tea. when i feal a panic attack coming i drink hot Kakao or tea
Thanks for sharing mate.
That intro song you used is awesome! Can anyone help me with the ID? Thanks!
I'm on the second week of Prozac . I'm still anxious and have panic attacks every night and i can't sleep . I hate myself
How are you now?
@@LeonidSpartanKing I'm feeling great . I am able to sleep . At last lol. I'm doing CBT therapy and that also helped with managing my anxiety . Prozac definitely helped me but it got even worse before getting better
@@katianna7306 good to know, thank you :))
@@katianna7306 I'm going through this right now on Zoloft. I'm a week in and feel like a nervous anxious mess. Feeling fearful over nothing. How long before things got better for you? I'm really losing hope at the moment
@@kirloubur well , i felt a lot better after 3-4 weeks . Hang in there . It's going to get better
What movie is it at the beginning?
homeatlastph little miss sunshine
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Was this emergency medication called xanax lol?
Probably xanax. Xanax damaged me more. It works wonders until you build tolerance
Do you meditate? It's a bit hard to get into concentration meditation (you won't be able to stop your thoughts unless you realize that they are "produced" by your emotions), but it's totally worth the effort.