I don’t think I have did but I just wanted to say this I age regress, and when I do, I have no memory of it like my parents tell me, I act different when I age regress and I don’t know how to explain it, but I feel like my little me is different than me like when not the same person
dude the amount of system comps are few and far in between and a lot of them are either full of ableist stuff or like, "cringe comps" thank u so so much
1:47 is hilarious to me because this exact thing happened with my brother. He said to me, “Good night, Alex” (not my birth name but the name of the alter in front at the time) and gave us all a heart attack.
It’s so nice seeing did NOT being demonized and just showing it. I knew I had a system at the age of 17 (I’m 30 now) and it was hard going through this without any representation.
@@glagglelandian we currently have beetle, paintbrush ii (I think idfk if they’re actually here or not) and then there’s harry. Idk why his name is harry but he’s here ig AND SEE I CANT EVEN TELL WHOS TALKING LOKE WHAT
@@Localweirdkid DUDE I KEEP THINKIBG IM FAKING BECAUSE I DISCOVERED 15 ALTERS...at the start it was only 2 BUT THEN I JUST KEPT DISCOVERING MORE?? I CANT TELL IF MY BRAIN IS LYING TO ME AND MAKING ALL THIS UP + I FEEL LIKE WHAT I WENT THROUGH ISNT EVEN BAD ENOUGH TO BE CONSIDERED TRAUMA BECAUSE I KNOW PEOPLE HAVE BEEN THROUGH WAY WORSE
If you have to question it you aren’t faking, you are however, considering, I figure you should find some official sources of DID diagnosis material that licensed professionals use, because if you could afford to go to a licensed professional you would’ve already
Yall ever feel like your brain is made of putty that is so ready to become another person and it is so hard not to split into another fictive or create another alter? Ive got 12 and I had 10 two days ago! A thirteenth is well on his way! Help!
we have a lot of introjects (mainly factives) and our most popular ones are CCs and the 1975 lol- we do feel a bit validated however as im an introject host of james marriott so again tysm :] -otto n healy (the 1975)
i clicked on this video wanting to know more about this and now i feel like a whole new planet has opened up. it doesn't apply to me, but i'm so glad i know this now. :)))))
In my system I have an alter named Akio who is dating my best friend (a singlet) and another alter named Koidye dating my other best friends (the host of a system) I’m grayromantic so it’s kinda weird but as long as they are happy whatever-
1:32 Im pretty sure this happened to 🦊 (not a DSP alter, but same concept) at the time when she was fronting, there were way too many of us in the front and that overwhelmed her lol 🐉
I only just realized this stuff wasn’t normal to experience?? I heavily suspect I have osdd (or atleast REALLY REALLY bad derealization/depersonalization, but I’m in a terrible situation right now and won’t be able to go for a professional diagnosis even if I wanted to for a VERY long time. Which means I can’t validate myself in my head because I’m probably just making all of this up. I genuinely have such bad memory problems when it comes to anything with time or my abusers, and I’ve never felt like I’m real. Like I cannot wrap my head around existing physically like this. I don’t think I’m supposed to be here. I don’t feel feelings correctly anymore, I don’t think I ever have, and I don’t know what to do because I’m probably just faking it but like idk man. If I am I think we’re very fictive heavy bc of the autism
this seems like an older video but aspenfrosten being included in this compilation makes me feel unsafe as a system whos experiences differ from the norm. a lot of their (recent) videos are really hostile to anyone who doesnt choose to label their plurality as disordered and they have fostered a really unsafe community.
Oh dear i did not know that, i apologise for adding them in thank you for informing me, if i make any other compilations like this in the future i'll make sure to exclude them from it
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As a system that is Introject/Fictive heavy this is actually really calming for us :D- /gen
Real like for me THERES SO MUCH TTYD
I don’t think I have did but I just wanted to say this
I age regress, and when I do, I have no memory of it like my parents tell me, I act different when I age regress and I don’t know how to explain it, but I feel like my little me is different than me like when not the same person
dude the amount of system comps are few and far in between and a lot of them are either full of ableist stuff or like, "cringe comps" thank u so so much
1:47 is hilarious to me because this exact thing happened with my brother. He said to me, “Good night, Alex” (not my birth name but the name of the alter in front at the time) and gave us all a heart attack.
It’s so nice seeing did NOT being demonized and just showing it. I knew I had a system at the age of 17 (I’m 30 now) and it was hard going through this without any representation.
wake up babe, new sys comp just dropped
yoooooooo
I GENUINELY CAN'T TELL IF IM FAKING OR NOT 😭😭😭😭
REAL LIKE WAGT THE FUCK………
ITS SO EUGHHH LIKE BUD I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF IM FAKING OR NOT
@@glagglelandian we currently have beetle, paintbrush ii (I think idfk if they’re actually here or not) and then there’s harry. Idk why his name is harry but he’s here ig AND SEE I CANT EVEN TELL WHOS TALKING LOKE WHAT
@@Localweirdkid DUDE I KEEP THINKIBG IM FAKING BECAUSE I DISCOVERED 15 ALTERS...at the start it was only 2 BUT THEN I JUST KEPT DISCOVERING MORE?? I CANT TELL IF MY BRAIN IS LYING TO ME AND MAKING ALL THIS UP + I FEEL LIKE WHAT I WENT THROUGH ISNT EVEN BAD ENOUGH TO BE CONSIDERED TRAUMA BECAUSE I KNOW PEOPLE HAVE BEEN THROUGH WAY WORSE
If you have to question it you aren’t faking, you are however, considering, I figure you should find some official sources of DID diagnosis material that licensed professionals use, because if you could afford to go to a licensed professional you would’ve already
Yall ever feel like your brain is made of putty that is so ready to become another person and it is so hard not to split into another fictive or create another alter? Ive got 12 and I had 10 two days ago! A thirteenth is well on his way! Help!
We're at like 30 now y'all
we have a lot of introjects (mainly factives) and our most popular ones are CCs and the 1975 lol- we do feel a bit validated however as im an introject host of james marriott so again tysm :] -otto n healy (the 1975)
8:40 I thought this was about dating IN headspace because my partner who's also a system has two headmates who are dating in their headspace 😭
i clicked on this video wanting to know more about this and now i feel like a whole new planet has opened up. it doesn't apply to me, but i'm so glad i know this now. :)))))
1:35 Oh gods, it’s even more embarrassing when youre one of the ones arguing.-💛
In my system I have an alter named Akio who is dating my best friend (a singlet) and another alter named Koidye dating my other best friends
(the host of a system)
I’m grayromantic so it’s kinda weird but as long as they are happy whatever-
This is nice i haven’t been able to unmask for about a year now -Russet (the college singlesona )
1:32 Im pretty sure this happened to 🦊 (not a DSP alter, but same concept) at the time when she was fronting, there were way too many of us in the front and that overwhelmed her lol
🐉
I only just realized this stuff wasn’t normal to experience?? I heavily suspect I have osdd (or atleast REALLY REALLY bad derealization/depersonalization, but I’m in a terrible situation right now and won’t be able to go for a professional diagnosis even if I wanted to for a VERY long time. Which means I can’t validate myself in my head because I’m probably just making all of this up. I genuinely have such bad memory problems when it comes to anything with time or my abusers, and I’ve never felt like I’m real. Like I cannot wrap my head around existing physically like this. I don’t think I’m supposed to be here. I don’t feel feelings correctly anymore, I don’t think I ever have, and I don’t know what to do because I’m probably just faking it but like idk man. If I am I think we’re very fictive heavy bc of the autism
this seems like an older video but aspenfrosten being included in this compilation makes me feel unsafe as a system whos experiences differ from the norm. a lot of their (recent) videos are really hostile to anyone who doesnt choose to label their plurality as disordered and they have fostered a really unsafe community.
Oh dear i did not know that, i apologise for adding them in thank you for informing me, if i make any other compilations like this in the future i'll make sure to exclude them from it
@@wemissedyouhissed thank you so so much!!
Guys should I change back aurea's pfp .. I like the pink amoeba tho (・・;)
-🔬 or Sakura ^_^