Welcome to today's video! Literally filled with highs and lows. This is a lot! We're so glad you're here with us as we go through this. We hope you have a wonderful day =)
I’ve always thought that scheduled pain is worse. Even without the emotional aspect, scheduled pain comes with an added layer of nerves and expectations. You have my heart with you and I hope the lining is a stupendous gold
Oh Ellie. I’m so sorry you’re having to go through all of that. But I’m also glad you’re brave enough to document everything for the world to see. We have been trying for 5 years for our 3rd with no luck. I don’t know why it’s taken me so long but I think I’m finally going to get serious, start testing and go see a specialist. I’m so anxious about it but seeing videos like this really help to get an idea of what to expect so thank you.
Ellie my heart is with you. Thank you for sharing your journey because this is the exact same journey I had been doing monthly for over 13 rounds. I’m finally pregnant with my rainbow baby after my secondary infertility issues. Keep your chin up and thank you again for sharing it’s so nice to know we aren’t alone in this world x
I swear my heart is with you Ellie!! And Jared too! I’m praying for you both, & for good results. I think so many people have missed the human connection the last year or two. I know I have. I don’t have many friends and it’s really hard sometimes because I tend to feel so alone. Even tho you all are through my phone and not in my everyday life I still connect with you. It means so much that y’all share your journey and my heart is truly going out to y’all. Praying for better days ahead and a healthy happy pregnancy/baby for you 🤍
I’m so glad I’m not the only one who had an emotional roller coaster when I had my HSG done. It’s like it shakes up all of your emotions and you can’t control them!
I had an hsg test back in 2019 I think and for me personally, it legit felt like I was in labor again at 9-10 cm. We have been ttc for 4+ years now (for my 3rd baby) and have secondary infertility. Good luck with your infertility journey this round @ellie
Ellie i cried like a baby. We are trying for a baby too And you sharing the expiriance means zo much to me Thank you Thank you so much I don't feel alone Thank you
I am so emotional with you Ellie, seeing you having to go through all this again just makes my heart tender for you guys. Freaking Jared always makes me cry . Sending you all so much love
I'm so, so sorry you're going through this again, Ellie. I chose not to have children, but to see you as such an amazing mother, is just so lovely. You'll get there eventually. You never know, you might even have twins! The whole process must be so painful, and emotionally painful too. ❤️ I'm thinking of you, and send lots of love from Sheffield, England. 💜
Started watching you guys since Jackson was a baby, when you guys lived by the train tracks. Honeslty I’ve loved watching your family grow, Ellie you’re so strong and I hope all goes well 💕
My husband and I have had a similar infertility journey. The song Together by Steven Curtis Chapman makes me emotional every time I listen to it but it really speaks to our hearts and reminds us of God’s presence in every step of the process. Praying for comfort and reassurance for your family ❤️
Also, I literally saw God when I had the HSG. So painful but it’ll be worth it one day. Maybe? Hopefully? I’m praying so hard for y’all and for us. We’ve been trying for 4 years.
Oh bless you Ellie infertile and fertile problems are always emotional but just remember the end goal, I never thought I was going to be a mum but have 2 boys 1 girl I’m so blessed, And Jared is so sweet he put in a lot of thought what to get u for afterwords I wishes u both lots of luck and hope to hear soon abt a new addition to your family, Love from Edinburgh x
Big prayers for you all. Thank you for showing your vulnerable/emotional side. I love watching videos where I can relate to people when I’m having crappy days too. Can’t wait to continue watching you guys this month. ❤️
Ellie, you have got this, you are a Mama Bear and your next kiddo will be just as blessed as your three boys. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a girl. :) HSG procedures are not fun at all but such an important procedure for fertility treatment. Be super kind to yourself when you are done and rest. I also have zero doubt that Jared will take such good care of you.
Love you Ellie and Jared ❤️ praying for a smooth and successful pregnancy for you. So glad you had a sweet nurse, sometimes it’s the small things that mean the world. Stay strong, we are all praying and rooting for you . ❤️❤️
I think I needed this video today. I had a really rough morning too and seeing that I wasn’t alone and the sweet relationship between you guys made me emotional, but it also gave me emotional, a sense of solidarity and hope. I had a really difficult conversation with my partner last night where we agreed that some pretty big changes needed to be made for the sake of our relationship. But you guys have given me hope that things will get better even when it doesn’t seem like it.
Recently scheduled an appointment to go back to the infertility Dr after 3 years. So many emotions remembering what we went through last time. I love being able to see someone going through the same things. Even if it is suoer crappy. Right there with ya girl! ❤
Lots of positive thoughts and prayers for you and your family. Thanks for sharing these videos. You are helping so many people going through the same thing.
I just got the HSG done last week, I know how you feel Ellie. We've been TTC for over a year now. It's such an emotional thing to deal with. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Aww you guys are one of my favourite families to watch! So supportive and loving to each other sending you huge hugs and lots of positive vibes for this journey ❤️❤️
Jared you are just the best husband to Ellie! You and my hubby have so much in common in the way you both take care of your wives. It’s just so heartwarming to see you go above and beyond to support her in the best way you can!
Thank you sooo much for sharing your journey. I’ve been with you since the very beginning and I enjoy those daily vlogs soooo much. I am sending you all my prayers from Germany and I am sure everything will go well. I love you guys!
I had an HSG exam a month ago. It was such a hard exam. It was so incredibly painful. Our results werent conclusive and not great but we have hope and know that gods plan will give us a family. My thoughts and prayers go out to you
Ellie, here I am ready to start 2nd round of letrozole. Super emotional and cried during the entire blog. The desire to have that baby is so strong and I just wanted you to know. I feel that pain, and I’m thinking about you guys. Hardest battle. ❤️❤️
I had an hsg about 4 or 5 years ago after a ruptured ectopic that almost killed me. Only to find out I have what they call a bicornuate uterus and my only way to have kids is ivf. Talk abut soul crushing. I feel for you.
I have not had to deal with anything like this as apart of getting pregnant and I was still crying along with you. I can’t imagine. I am so sorry Ellie. I love you and your family.
Ellie you and Jared are in my thoughts and prayers for the new baby and I know we don’t know each other personally but I can’t explain it I just love you all
Hi ellie Jared from ENGLAND...sending lots of luck to you both ..Jared you are such a caring person and that goes along way..take care lovely family xx👍🎄🎅
I have to get the HSG exam done to find out if I have PCOS. I’m not ready for it, I am not emotionally or mentally ready for it. I completely backed out of the appointment because I couldn’t do it. Do you Any advise for any of us who are going in a similar path? Praying for your Family!!
Ellie, the makeup that you did reminded me of you, when you started vlogging😀 Then I felt in love with you and started to learn how to do makeup myself 💄. With this makeup and color choice you look so fresh and young 🌹
Ellie! You're makeup look was stunning. You look so young, literally reminds me of how you looked when you were first trying to get pregnant with Jackson, I love it.
Welcome to today's video! Literally filled with highs and lows. This is a lot! We're so glad you're here with us as we go through this. We hope you have a wonderful day =)
I cried with you, I remember how all that feels. ((Hugs))
Heavenly Father is going to bless you with another baby Ellie . Praying for you both your strong 💪🏻
Love you all I cried with you
Love you guys
It feels unreal that we can chat here again! ❤️
The flowers, chocolate, bath bombs etc. literally made me cry. Jared is so thoughtful and I just hope to find someone who loves me that much someday!!
Hello how are you doing👋👋
I’ve always thought that scheduled pain is worse. Even without the emotional aspect, scheduled pain comes with an added layer of nerves and expectations. You have my heart with you and I hope the lining is a stupendous gold
Sending hugs Ellie! I had my HSG ultrasound at the hospital and shed a few tears when I got to my car because of the pain. We’re in this together ❤️
Oh Ellie. I’m so sorry you’re having to go through all of that. But I’m also glad you’re brave enough to document everything for the world to see. We have been trying for 5 years for our 3rd with no luck. I don’t know why it’s taken me so long but I think I’m finally going to get serious, start testing and go see a specialist. I’m so anxious about it but seeing videos like this really help to get an idea of what to expect so thank you.
Ellie my heart is with you. Thank you for sharing your journey because this is the exact same journey I had been doing monthly for over 13 rounds. I’m finally pregnant with my rainbow baby after my secondary infertility issues. Keep your chin up and thank you again for sharing it’s so nice to know we aren’t alone in this world x
Thank you for opening the comment section again. My thoughts and prayers are with you ❤️ Hugs and kisses all the way from Holland 🌷
I swear my heart is with you Ellie!! And Jared too! I’m praying for you both, & for good results. I think so many people have missed the human connection the last year or two. I know I have. I don’t have many friends and it’s really hard sometimes because I tend to feel so alone. Even tho you all are through my phone and not in my everyday life I still connect with you. It means so much that y’all share your journey and my heart is truly going out to y’all. Praying for better days ahead and a healthy happy pregnancy/baby for you 🤍
I’m so glad I’m not the only one who had an emotional roller coaster when I had my HSG done. It’s like it shakes up all of your emotions and you can’t control them!
Comments!!! I'm so happy you have comments back! Love you guys.
Infertility problems are so stressful. The medications and all the tests are harrowing. Ellie, I pray everything works out well for you.
I had an hsg test back in 2019 I think and for me personally, it legit felt like I was in labor again at 9-10 cm. We have been ttc for 4+ years now (for my 3rd baby) and have secondary infertility. Good luck with your infertility journey this round @ellie
Ellie i cried like a baby.
We are trying for a baby too
And you sharing the expiriance means zo much to me
Thank you
Thank you so much
I don't feel alone
Thank you
Having a ttc community and family helps sooo much through all of this!
I am so emotional with you Ellie, seeing you having to go through all this again just makes my heart tender for you guys. Freaking Jared always makes me cry . Sending you all so much love
I'm so, so sorry you're going through this again, Ellie. I chose not to have children, but to see you as such an amazing mother, is just so lovely. You'll get there eventually. You never know, you might even have twins! The whole process must be so painful, and emotionally painful too. ❤️
I'm thinking of you, and send lots of love from Sheffield, England. 💜
Started watching you guys since Jackson was a baby, when you guys lived by the train tracks. Honeslty I’ve loved watching your family grow, Ellie you’re so strong and I hope all goes well 💕
Oh Ellie and Jared, my heart goes out to you during this process and my prayers are with you. Sending love from Wilsonville Oregon.
In the dark is so amazing. One of my favorite shows. There’s a show called Raising Dion you can watch with Jackson, Calvin and Tommy.
My husband and I have had a similar infertility journey. The song Together by Steven Curtis Chapman makes me emotional every time I listen to it but it really speaks to our hearts and reminds us of God’s presence in every step of the process. Praying for comfort and reassurance for your family ❤️
I feel your pain, Ellie. I've had that HSG exam and it hurt a lot. My prayers are with you that this will work and help you get a sweet new munchkin.
I can’t imagine going through all of this! Physically and mentally! I’m praying for you 💕 🤟🏼 *Hugs* Ellie you’re beautiful! Jared you’re the sweetest!
You’re both such sweet people. Jared, glad to see you doing a workout, and hoping your hip is doing well.
I’ve had the HSG, the SHG and had surgery for endometriosis. I totally feel all of this.
Also, I literally saw God when I had the HSG. So painful but it’ll be worth it one day. Maybe? Hopefully? I’m praying so hard for y’all and for us. We’ve been trying for 4 years.
@@ashleyschiek3757 Praying for you!!
I’m sorry you’re having to go through all that my heart goes out to you both. I pray for your family ❤️
Sending you both lots of love and prayers as you go through this journey!❤🙏✝️
I've loved this family since day one ! I'm rooting for you Ellie 😚 ❤️❤️🥰🥰
Aww Ellie I just wanted to give you a hug! Hoping everything works out for you guys, sending prayers ❤️
Ellie im so proud of u and jared that u guys dont hide any like these other you tubers!! You're strong U GOT THIS! baby dusssst alll over you
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I so missed the comment section. 😭 Thank you for sharing your journey.
Dear Ellie, I know what you're going through and my heart goes out to you. Sending love, prayers and positive thoughts 🙏🏼
Oh bless you Ellie infertile and fertile problems are always emotional but just remember the end goal, I never thought I was going to be a mum but have 2 boys 1 girl I’m so blessed, And Jared is so sweet he put in a lot of thought what to get u for afterwords I wishes u both lots of luck and hope to hear soon abt a new addition to your family, Love from Edinburgh x
Jared is the sweetest the way he looked after Ellie buying her things she likes.. I love you guys xx
Big prayers for you all. Thank you for showing your vulnerable/emotional side. I love watching videos where I can relate to people when I’m having crappy days too. Can’t wait to continue watching you guys this month. ❤️
I will pray for you,You guys are genuinely kind people and I can feel your pain. Love from 🇮🇳
Wishing you the best. You guys have been in my thoughts alot lately.. Tyfs God bless you
You can do it Ellie. You are a strong woman.
Ellie, you have got this, you are a Mama Bear and your next kiddo will be just as blessed as your three boys. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a girl. :) HSG procedures are not fun at all but such an important procedure for fertility treatment. Be super kind to yourself when you are done and rest. I also have zero doubt that Jared will take such good care of you.
I'm hoping and praying for you and your family💕
You're so brave and remember that you don't have to always be strong!!
Love you Ellie and Jared ❤️ praying for a smooth and successful pregnancy for you. So glad you had a sweet nurse, sometimes it’s the small things that mean the world. Stay strong, we are all praying and rooting for you . ❤️❤️
Oh man I hated my HSG. So painful. Love to you Ellie ♥️
I had the HSG and I feel like that kick started things, even though I had a few miserable days after. Hugs. Hugs and more hugs.
You got this! Sending prayers and hugs!
I think I needed this video today. I had a really rough morning too and seeing that I wasn’t alone and the sweet relationship between you guys made me emotional, but it also gave me emotional, a sense of solidarity and hope. I had a really difficult conversation with my partner last night where we agreed that some pretty big changes needed to be made for the sake of our relationship. But you guys have given me hope that things will get better even when it doesn’t seem like it.
Recently scheduled an appointment to go back to the infertility Dr after 3 years. So many emotions remembering what we went through last time. I love being able to see someone going through the same things. Even if it is suoer crappy. Right there with ya girl! ❤
Lots of positive thoughts and prayers for you and your family. Thanks for sharing these videos. You are helping so many people going through the same thing.
I just got the HSG done last week, I know how you feel Ellie. We've been TTC for over a year now. It's such an emotional thing to deal with. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Love you guys and your videos! Praying for y’all and sending good thoughts!
Ellie, even though you felt miserable, you looked beautiful.
You look stunning with your makeup done I. Love that you go natural
You are so strong. My heart goes out to you guys!
In The Dark is so good! I've been binging it!
You got this Ellie stay positive
Hello how are you doing??
Sending all my love and prayers! I know this is so hard for you. You got this! 💕🙏
Aww you guys are one of my favourite families to watch! So supportive and loving to each other sending you huge hugs and lots of positive vibes for this journey ❤️❤️
Sending baby sprinkles! The most high is in control!
I’m loving the daily videos! It’s like the old days of E +J. 😀
Jared you are just the best husband to Ellie! You and my hubby have so much in common in the way you both take care of your wives. It’s just so heartwarming to see you go above and beyond to support her in the best way you can!
I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness for it shows me the stars.
-Og Mandino
How sweet of you Jared! We all need partners as thoughtful as you💕
You’re so freaking brave! Thank you for taking us along with you for this journey! ♥️ sending all my love!
Jared you are one of the best husbands I’ve ever seen. You’re so good to Ellie .
Thank you sooo much for sharing your journey. I’ve been with you since the very beginning and I enjoy those daily vlogs soooo much. I am sending you all my prayers from Germany and I am sure everything will go well. I love you guys!
Ellie you're added to my prayer list!! I truly hope you guys are able to get a healthy baby! Sending so much love & big hugs to you guys!!
Watching from Ga. I’m 33ks🤰🏼 wishing you guys the best outcome !
Congratulations!! Thank you, and a healthy journey for you!
Jared, you are so thoughtful!!!
Thank you for sharing your journey with us!
Praying that things go well for you Ellie.
I feel in my heart that you will become a mother without fertility help. Continued prayers for you both.
Super strong Ellie!!! You’ve got this 🤍
where is your pink sweater from? your beautiful Ellie! Thank you for sharing your life❤️ Happy Holidays
I had an HSG exam a month ago. It was such a hard exam. It was so incredibly painful. Our results werent conclusive and not great but we have hope and know that gods plan will give us a family. My thoughts and prayers go out to you
Awww Ellie I’m crying with you ❤️
God is always in control.
Praying for peace.
Have a good day everyone. From Southern California
Your new makeup is beautiful Ellie!
Ellie, here I am ready to start 2nd round of letrozole. Super emotional and cried during the entire blog. The desire to have that baby is so strong and I just wanted you to know. I feel that pain, and I’m thinking about you guys. Hardest battle. ❤️❤️
Happy Holidays. Glad things are going good for You Guys So Far.
What a sweet husband you are Jared. Love you guys and your family. Sending love and support to you!
Thank you so much! I'll pass that to Jared, too 😘
I had an hsg about 4 or 5 years ago after a ruptured ectopic that almost killed me. Only to find out I have what they call a bicornuate uterus and my only way to have kids is ivf. Talk abut soul crushing. I feel for you.
Hsg.. man that was the worst, i hated that test. It was horrible. I’m so sorry you had to do it again😭
In the dark was a great show! I recently just watched season 3 it was great!!
I have not had to deal with anything like this as apart of getting pregnant and I was still crying along with you. I can’t imagine. I am so sorry Ellie. I love you and your family.
Ellie you and Jared are in my thoughts and prayers for the new baby and I know we don’t know each other personally but I can’t explain it I just love you all
I’m praying for you guys!!
Ellie we r praying for u .....stay strong ...😇
Sending love and so many prayers❤️ Love you guys!!
Hi ellie Jared from ENGLAND...sending lots of luck to you both ..Jared you are such a caring person and that goes along way..take care lovely family xx👍🎄🎅
I am saying a lot of prays for the two of you
love you guys so much and yeah comments are back
That’s how I feel about my pain tolerance.
At 10:28 you look adorable Ellie, I love your sweater....😊☺ you and jared are so cute together....
Ellie + Jared, hello! Best of luck to you two(and the sibling craving boys!). Fingers crossed!!!
I have to get the HSG exam done to find out if I have PCOS. I’m not ready for it, I am not emotionally or mentally ready for it. I completely backed out of the appointment because I couldn’t do it. Do you Any advise for any of us who are going in a similar path? Praying for your Family!!
I love your videos ellie and jared
Ellie, the makeup that you did reminded me of you, when you started vlogging😀 Then I felt in love with you and started to learn how to do makeup myself 💄. With this makeup and color choice you look so fresh and young 🌹
I’m so sorry your going through this. Thoughts & prayers
Yay Ellie I'm glad ur hsg results were good , my prayers are with u guys moving forward with insemination ❤❤❤
Prayer s for you and everyone else going through this💖
Love and hugs to you all!!
Ellie! You're makeup look was stunning. You look so young, literally reminds me of how you looked when you were first trying to get pregnant with Jackson, I love it.