Under The Rug :: NO, I'M FINE!! :: Live In The Living Room
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 18 ม.ค. 2023
- so it was like this: eleven-year-old me stood on a two-story roof at zac brammel’s birthday party with a lattice of friend’s hands ready to catch me on the lawn.
“stop being a p*ssy!” matt barkley shouted from below (this is how kids talked).
i was terrified so i was bouncing up and down on my knees, hoping zac’s mom would happen to come out and “make” me come down.
but she didn’t.
instead, i jumped. . .
and as their fingers were all spreading apart, i realized something very important about the way the world works:
people can totally suck.
rug rats, i’ve been trudging through the mental mud lately, wrestling with something i hope i can tell you about at some point soon. . .
. . .but for the time being, i wanted to send you this song, which is kind of about being “strong,” whatever that means.
it’s so easy to clam, bury it, lock it up, and isolate from the people who matter most.
every one of us has a signed cast from zac brammel’s birthday party in an attic somewhere. . .
. . . but what we do with that memory, at least in my experience, matters more than the moment itself.
to my surprise, when i told the people in my life what was going on with me, their fingers latticed so hard, they could’ve caught an elephant.
anyways, give it a listen if you’d like.
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Lyrics
I don't know what I should tell you but
I feel like I'm losing my mind
and sure I'll find a way to help myself
but it sure is lonely inside
If you ask how I'm doing
there's a part of me that isn't what I say-
I know I have the tools to do it
but there's a struggle in my head
it's a struggle in my head
If you ask me how I'm doing
I want to tell you that I'm not okay
I know I'll find my way through it
this is less about the outcome
than the path along the way
Falling asleep
in your arms
in your arms
I want to say something weak
but instead
I just lay there in the dark - บันเทิง
"I want to say something weak, but instead, I just lay there in the dark..."
As always, Under the Rug says the quiet part out loud, shining the light on truths we wish weren't so, and in such a simple, yet brilliant manner.
Thanks fellas! Keep up the great art!
Keepsake comment 💀🖤🤍🖤
I think we can all relate to this song. I went through a rough patch recently, and I can say that I came out stronger and wiser on the other side. But part of me is still broken, and I’m not always fine.
Woohoo I love this one (I love all of them but especially this one), and some great faces made in this video
oh my gosh, I have BPD and this song just nails it. thank you guys, amazing as always 💕💕
What a jam! I gotta go move now, such great energy!
post UTR tour blues have me coming back through these videos. forgot how much you can hear brendan in this one and it's so lovely.
You guys are the absolute masters of what I like to call dual tones, 2 different sounds that compliment each other and tell a story and give meaning like no other, all in the same 4 minutes. This one, almost every song in dear adeline, Lonesome and Mad. I fucking love it!
I'm so happy that y'all are coming to Charlotte, see you guys in April!!!
That bridge / ending part is so beautiful!! ❤️ Hang in there dude! Tim Brammel has crabs!!
Absolutely love you guys 💖💖 hope to see you live soon !!!!😍
Of all the things I've ever lost....
I miss my mind the most. 😶🌫😶🌫😶🌫
Love it!!! Some parts make me think of the Beatles and The Clash, that's a huge compliment, just in case you didn't know ;) xo
❤ I haven’t been this excited about new music since the G note days, honestly.
Absolutely awesome.
Love love love!!
Coooool, wicked tune 👌
You get it.
Love it.
Ya tickled my brain boys.... 😎✌️🖤🖤🖤
🔥🔥🔥
So delicious 💛