I've Got Something Important To Tell You | 2023 in Review
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 29 มิ.ย. 2024
- It's not been an easy year for me. Despite some high points in the first half of the year things have taken a turn for the worst and I'm left not knowing the way forward.
Please not that this video contains discussion of some topics you might find upsetting, like physical/mental health and weight gain/body image.
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00:00 What I Achieved 🥳
04:37 Discussion of Sensitive Topics
10:09 Where do we go from here?
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You have not and cannot "let us down", Claude. We're here because of you. When you can do, fine. When you can't, we'll wait for you. You're an inspiration to all, and you've given a lot of us a good kick in the stash. Whatever you decide to do, we'll happily support you. May 2024 be a better year for you.
Beautifully put.
Us nutters will wait patiently.
- Cathy (&, accidently, Steve), Ottawa/Bytown/Pimisi
Sending my love, as I too have health issues that cause me to not be able to do the things i love.
As a late 20s/ early 30s woman who is living with chronic illnesses this video was comforting to watch. It’s comforting to know that we are not alone. ❤thinking of you
This was the exact comment I was going to leave too ❤
same!!!!@@hannahmay11
I'm in my mid-70s and living with chronic illness, and greatly appreciate your honesty about life as it really is. I, too, find it comforting to know I am not alone.
❤
Claude is really comforting!
Even without sewing and knitting, I like hearing your thought process on things that interest you.
I think the several comments along these lines could make a good direction. You have lots to offer. Creating content needn’t require creating a product.
So true.
I'm currently going through my own disability trials of "well, that doesn't work so... what next" and hearing someone else talk about this just makes me feel less alone.
Me too
Me too. I'm in the process of totally cutting back and getting rid of craft stuff because it feels a burden and I need something different and to focus on how I can get better than I am. You're not alone. ❤
I've been doing the same thing.
Same ❤
Me too. I'm moving tomorrow (had to pay more to be able to move slowly and not a whirlwind all in one day) and my last resort to keep sewing is I'll have the chance to get a new table and put down soft flooring in a space that won't bother other people. If that doesn't work, I'll be trying crochet!
Unlurking lurker here! Thank you for being so honest in this update. I watch because I love your whole vibe, not any particular craft, so I'm looking forward to anything you upload in the new year. I hope 2024 is much, much easier on you!
Thank you so much for your honesty in sharing all you do with us. I've struggled to keep up with things I really enjoy. It can be tough even on good days. I'll let you in on a secret though, I didn't start following you because of the particular crafts or projects you have shared. I follow you, and support you, because of you. Your knowledge, your personality, your sense of humor, and yes your stubbornness. I have absolutely learned many new things from you (I think of you every time I use your precision pinning method), but my enjoyment here is much more than that. So yes, I would love to see you try new things, even if you think you are bad at them (I promise I will only laugh with you, not at you). I would also welcome videos where you are just discussing something (historical costuming details, picking yarns for different applications, favorite tea, favorite physics concept [mine is wave-particle duality]... ). I sincerely hope things improve with time, but I will be here rooting for you and enjoying what you can share. At the same time, please don't feel pressured to do more than you can. You will not let anyone down by being kind to yourself. Take care, and I will indeed see you next time.
Literally couldn’t have put it better myself!
Thank you for putting into words what I wanted to say ❤
Well said!
I agree 💯 and echo the encouragement given. 🌻🍄
Lovely words
You’re not letting anyone down. It’s so important to take care of yourself and put your health first. I don’t think anyone who watches your channel will not understand and respect that. We will just be delighted to get that next notification that signals the next video and whatever new craft or topic or reinvigorated interest that brings. And I think many of us will be delighted to know that, whenever you return to us, it’s because you want to and feel ready to. Mind yourself, and may 2024 bring you many good things.
I started following you because of how honest you were in your videos. About your disability, about your crafting, about your mood. As a fellow spoonie who crafts, I can say that it will all be there when you go back to it and decide you want to do it again, or not. I once took 10 years between knitting the first sock and the second sock of a pair. The socks didn't care. The yarn and needles were still just as nice. The short you made about disability being neutral really hit home for me. Thank you for making it. As to the crafting/hobbies, you are a good story teller in your videos. You can tell stories about whatever is interesting you and bringing you joy at the moment and I'd still watch. Bring yourself some joy!
Claude, this sums up the essence of your channel. Lots of room for new directions in that.
Well said, oh Soapy One.
The socks didn't care. I'll try to remember that one.
I very rarely comment on videos, but I wanted to let you know how much your videos have impacted me in my own craft journey, especially in allowing myself the same kindness toward my body and fluctuating health that I freely give to others. If I can happily wait for several months for a Retro Claude update, then I can give myself the same consideration when progressing my own projects.
Well said. I hope things become easier for you; whether that's grace for yourself (I struggle here too), or progress on projects. 😊
I had a time consuming successful business making fabric handbags. My sales slowed and I lost outlets. This coincided with the onset of severe mental issues for which I could get no help. Like you I became demotivated not wanting to get out of bed as i had nothing to do. I was horrified at the way I was behaving, I had always been able to cope with and resolve problems, no more. I started knitting, and gradually became absorbed in reading about and watching videos on vintage knitting. So for the last two months this is all I have done. I finally was able to accept this was OK. I was not wasting my life rather I was looking after myself. I am content to carry on and let things change if they will. As for your future you are a great communicator, have an appealing sense of humour and I think this is what you could consider working on. Think about topics you know about, your past work experiences your interests and just come on here and talk. I will listen to you and I am sure many others will.
I'm 57, and I live with fibromyagia that I've battled my entire adult life. Your words are very comforting and encouraging to me. I had to retire from my wage earning work 2 years ago, and I have struggled to find a new normal and figure out how to continue doing the sewing and crafting that I love. It looks a lot different from what I expected it to. I am learning to be okay with that. You will find your new normal and you'll have plenty of material to use for TH-cam if you want to do that. There are so many of us out here who can relate to your situation and would be thrilled to share in your process of finding that new normal...if you want to share it. I'm praying you will be able to do what's best for you, and I'll definitely be looking forward to seeing you next time!
Please look into the guaifenesin protocol from Dr St Amand. It's been a game changer for my fibro.
I am a massive theater fan. Do you think it would be possible for you to tell us about what goes on behind the scenes at the theater? Maybe you could select an aspect of the theater and tell about it possibly using vintage photos as illustrations. Each month, we could learn something new about the behind the scenes world of theater. No sewing involved, but still costume related. ❤ Whatever you produce for us, we will be happy. Most of us are here because we truly enjoy seeing you and whatever you are doing. Please take care of yourself first and foremost. It's not worth harming yourself to put out a video.
This is a really interesting idea!
I was thinking something similar too, just talking about things or sharing her knowledge on sewing/etc without actually sewing.
Love the idea on theater and costume making! 😊
Ooo sounds interesting!!
Came here to suggest this, but with an addition:
Maybe Claude could draw out what she would design for a particular character, if she were to costume that character. There could be an analysis bit of why 'x' doesn't work in this production's costume for a character, but 'y' in another production's does.
@_KarenS oh, I love that idea! Yes, please, can we see that?
I also am a massive fan who's never left a comment. I follow a few channels suffering similarly since 2020. Some have transitioned temporarily into a talking head channel like this video. I was honestly just glad to see you!
As a fellow stubborn disabled person, I am so proud of you for making it through the year. It's an accomplishment that a lot of people take for granted, but it does deserve to be celebrated. You're here, you got some answers, and you're figuring out a new stage in your life. That can be incredibly scary, but it can also be exciting. I will be here no matter what because I think you have a great personality and, honestly, your videos make me feel a lot less alone. As my own health has worsened, a lot of people have left my life because it's too hard for them. And while I get it, your videos always bring me hope. I originally came for your knitting content, but I've since started learning how to sew because of your videos. I'm sure there are plenty of people like me that you've helped simply by being yourself and putting up content that is honest and heartfelt while still being witty. You are my favorite channel to watch and I am more than happy to wait for whatever you want to put out. I hope you find some joy in exploring new possibilities for yourself.
As a multicrafter who does half a dozen crafts regularly and is often trying new things, I hope you can find some new things to explore that work for you and bring you joy. You have honestly become my favorite youtuber, and it's not because of your knitting videos, and it's not because of your sewing videos. It's because of who you are. Your demeanor and charm, your wit and candor, you could probably narrate watching paint dry and it would be enjoyable. Your videos feel like a friend coming for a visit. You do you and we'll be here whenever you're able to stop by.
I absolutely get where you’re coming from with all of this, including the medication causing weight gain. Equally in terms of costuming. On the back of a migraine today, I’m watching this. It’s absolutely fair to put yourself first and blog whatever you can, whether it’s craft related or not. Take the time you need. We will all be here. I definitely think you’ve got this. There’s always BookTube? A book club based on perhaps novels or writers of the period you most like? What about a very infrequent podcast? A fellow LC pal and I are thinking about setting one up about chronic illness and all manner of things…
I watch all of your videos and I would be happy to watch anything you do, but your health is the most important thing. I also have chronic illness and go through phases where I just can't do what I love to do. It can be depressing. I just want you to know that you are a great inspiration and an wonderful artist. I look forward to whatever you feel like doing. Take care of yourself.
I started watching you when I was able-bodied because I like your videos. Suprisingly I became disabled, and then took comfort in how you live. 2023 has been an incredibly hard year for me too. I hung on your every word. Please take care Claude, I’ll see you next time.
That evening dress was so special. It’s very interesting to see how these dresses look in real life. So often we only see them in movies.
Gentle hugs from a fellow migraine sufferer and chronic illness crafter. We have had an exceptionally rainy year since June here in the Northeast USA, and I've also barely been able to craft at all. I am so grateful for the videos you are able to post, and i know i will enjoy any you are able to post in the future, whenever that may be. You don't owe us any personal medical details, but thank you for sharing your journey. I know we aren't the only ones who have had a rough health year.
Thank you thank you thank you for all your hard work! Gentle hugs!! ❤❤❤
Yes, the weather here in New England has been terrible this year! I feel like I need to double up on my vitamin D because I've gotten so little sunlight because of all the rain. I hope you feel better soon and that the weather turns for all our sakes!
I live with migraine and wonder if you know about the Migraine World Summit, which is coming up in March. I found out about it in 2020 and learned a ton of lifestyle management, supplement, diet, and new medication. Google it. You can attend for free or if you buy a registration, you can download the workshops to listen again.
❤ I know this feeling so well, and it sucks. My chronic illness took away biking, then long walks, then everything I knew about my body. It is so hard.
Oh girl! I am mesmerized by your charm! I have recently learned at my age (55), that you need to look out for yourself. Do what you want, feel, need. No regrets! Take care of you. I will certainly be here waiting!❤
I'm here for you and your cozy, gentle vibe. I'm confident that none of us want you harming yourself for content.
Oh I came back to add...you can review patterns and other sewing needs, and even other sewing channels...U got this!
Chronic illness is so much more challenging than folks realize. Taking care of yourself is always the most important job. Cheering you on from the pacific northwest - see you next time.
Honestly, I'm staying subbed and have my notifications on. I discovered this channel last year. I barely knit and I'm maybe going to try sewing this year. This has become one of my favorite vlog channels. I like listening to your voice. I like the way you think and the things you say.
You could do other crafts. You could do videos on the new things you try, whether or not they become a long term passion. Diamond painting, needle felting, loom weaving, travel, painting, puzzles, Legos.
Or you could talk about historical costuming w/o making new things. Share your knowledge and passions about things you know.
I'll be here if you are.
As a fabric/fiber artist, there are a great many other ways to use what you know to produce amazing things. Mixed media shadowbox canvases that utilize fibers, fabric and bits and pieces from your world can keep your "maker heart" engaged without (hopefully) aggravating your pain points. It's just an idea but it may help.
Honestly, I'd watch you talk about the weather if you felt like it. I love your videos! Wishing you health and clarity in the next year ❤
Lurker here, just wanted to let you know that you inspired me to finally learn how to knit this year! I'm very grateful for all the ups and downs you've shown us since starting the stash busting series. And I hope you are able to rest and find passion elsewhere as you pause your knitting journey 💜
Whatever Retro Claude looks like in the future, I’m here for it! Your honesty and openness is so inspiring. I know personally how chronic pain can suck the enjoyment out of things. I hope you get into physio soon and it helps! Take all the time you need, don’t worry about us, we’ll be here when you get back.
As for content suggestions, maybe just sharing your vast knowledge of historical fashion and costuming over a cup of tea? Or you could give tips and tricks for sewing or yarn craft issues you’ve encountered in the past and how you’ve fixed them?
Take good care of yourself!
You'll find your new niche, and we'll be here when you come back. Chin up, as long as that doesn't hurt your neck!
Wishing you good days, good answers to your migraines, and all the positive things
First time viewer and new subscriber.
On top of Fibro and Parkinson’s, I had my gallbladder removed in Oct 2022 and am *still* struggling with that recovery. My sewing/quilting in 2023 was very near zero much of the year. Now depression and anxiety have decided (after over 30yrs of being managed well) to act up. I get it.
I really enjoy your knowledge about historical fashion as much as watching you sew. I look forward to hearing about your next steps.
I think as disabled folks we have to be or become stubborn AF to continue on with all these things.
Thank you for being so honest and up front.
Sweet sweet Claude. As someone with disability myself, and someone who has not been able to craft much the last few months, you are not alone. Crafts will wait for you, and I will wait for you. Your perspective is so valuable to me. It makes me feel less alone, and more accomplished about what I CAN do!
As for new crafts, I crochet. I have limited use of one hand, and I am doing more than ok with crochet, even intricated designs. The most important thing is posture, I am careful to have my arms rest comfortably on pillows to avoid any tension in my neck and shoulders. My work is raised up in order to not strain my neck. I cross-stitch the same way. I have a hoop stand that I raise to a comfortable level, and I rest my elbows on pillows to not strain my shoulders.
Whatever you do, whatever you find, I hope you enjoy it. See you next time, and all my best wishes for the New Year to you and yours!
I'm a crafty woman nearing 30 with ME/CFS, moderate-severe, and it's a big part of the reason I'm drawn to your content. It's been morbidly nice to see someone with almost my exact interests going through the same struggles.
I've also had to give up sewing in the last few years. I can usually pace out the sewing portion over days or weeks, but it's the fitting that does me in every time. Then I'll inevitably fatten out of my lovely garment and have to start the whole process again when I've recovered, it's just not worth the exertion. My shawls and cardigans have never done me dirty like that, and I can knit/crochet in whatever sofa position I've scrunched myself into.
Please don't feel like you have to keep producing for our sakes. The last thing any of us want is to see you overworking yourself into being housebound or on permanent bedrest. If you need to make fewer, shorter videos, do that. If you need to quit youtube or crafting for a while, do that. If you need to let it go forever, I know from experience how much that hurts, but do it.
Taking care of your health is the most important thing you can do right now. You have our support, whatever you decide.
Morbidly nice. That exactly it.
Please check out the Perrin Technique for CFS. Ive just being doing it by myself but already noticed a difference.
Wow. No idea why you popped up on my feed. I’m humbled by your resilience, your fight. You have the most amazing voice. Do voiceovers. I’d listen to you reading the info off the back of a cereal box!
Please take care of yourself. Your health has to come first. As a disabled crafter, I'm here for whatever direction you choose.
Youre one of my favorite creators. You provide unmeasurable help through your tutorials and stash busting challenge. Im always thrilled for a new post. your transparency with your condition has made me more forgiving on myself when i am inflamed and prevented from crafting. I also have size fluctuations with my body so perhaps in the future you could suggest ideas for dressing? Im here to hear your thoughts even without needles in hand
This is the first of your vlogs I’ve watched, and I just wanted to say “thank you” for giving voice to so much of what I’ve been struggling with, as someone who is also aging, with multiple disabilities (and has new boobs too, to figure out what to do with lol). Just seeing you thoughtfully addressing and contemplating how to move forward is really comforting, inspiring, and so helpful. I’ve been working to accept that I can no longer knit up a project until it’s done, or sew up a garment in one go without debilitating pain, or even cross-stitch for extended periods of time. One thing your video made me think of is to work on better organizing my various WIPs, as more of them are going to hang around a lot longer than they used to. Watching videos of how to make organizational items (project bags for cross-stitch) was what led me into clothes sewing last year. Now I’m thinking maybe I might be able to find some smaller, less taxing projects to help with better organizing my WIPs, supplies, and stashes, which might also make me feel better about having things there, waiting to be worked on. Anyways, just wanted to share the positive impact your video had on me, in case it helped brighten your day a bit to know.
I love your response and the idea of engaging with your WIPs in a way that you can. I think I could take a lesson or two from you and Claude. I also have ME and have gained weight in new places.
Dear Claude, I could listen to you for hours, you have a soothing voice and I follow along while knitting, it could be about knitting or sewing or historical costumes or yarn organization .... As long as you speak in your wonderful voice I'm happy!
Thank you for being so open about your journey, sending hugs from Chișinău Moldova!
Another of the silent watchers here (well does that sound creepy or what? But I’m not sure I’ve watched enough videos to be a lurker…)
Started watching you with your 1930’s dress video and stayed for your down-to-earth attitude. It’s easy with crafting when things don’t go to plan to spiral a little (lot) into an emotional free fall. To me, you are like the Marcus Aurelius Stoic Master of the knitting/crochet/sewing community. When things go wrong, it’s a problem but it can probably be dealt with and you tell us your plan for dealing with it. No fuss. No mess. A breath of fresh air. Even if that isn’t something you always felt/feel (with the magic of editing etc), your videos were comforting to watch because of this.
Thank you for everything that goes into making them.
This IS the representation that we want and need. The visibility of someone who is going through the same thing, not necessarily the same way or struggling with the same things, but seeing that and knowing I'm not alone and those words already spoken makes it easier for me and us to say it too. So. Thank you ❤ So very much!
A thought: I really enjoyed and appreciated your tips video on making with disability. Grouping, modifications, the spring loaded scissors have been an absolute game changer for my hypermobile hands! When it's neck/migraine related, it's harder to find ways to work around, but until then, or in prevention of "until then", having work arounds is really nice. A series of just trying little craft kits to see how you like it might bring some play to you as well 😊
You're an excellent storyteller and I really enjoy the education aspect of your retro videos. The end piece is really cool but learning about the construction and the "make do and mend"/historical context, how even just the yarns are different, it's very interesting!
Mostly, I just enjoy listening to you talk about things. It feels like a penpal or very snail mail, we'll see it whenever we see it, and we enjoy it because it's something you created. ❤
Bestest of wishes for the year ahead! May our collective health be improved, and if not, may our curiosity and community help us continue to create to bear it. ❤
Cluad, as someone who also suffers from a chronic migraine condition and loves to craft, as well as you and your videos, I just want to say thank you! And we'll be here when you get back no matter what content you may bring us! ✨️
Thank you for helping me to get my crochet mojo back! Your videos make me feel better about not getting anything accomplished on bad day! You could be making videos rating different teas and I would still watch it and I don't even drink tea!😅
We are a loving, patient bunch. Stop by to share your thoughts, insights, observations and dreams with us anytime you are ready. We’ll all be here eager to cheer you on & share some time with you. Thanks for being you.
As a costume designer, you can have colleagues to sew what you design, but for your own projects it would be more difficult.
As a someone who is also disabled, thank you for sharing. I'm a serial lurker but have come out to chime in and say I'm looking forward to whatever you bring next ❤
I can't think of any eloquent words of encouragement at the moment but the rest of the comment section is so lovely. The community here is filled with caring and compassionate people and I hope we can all take strength from each other to get to better days. Big hugs to everyone going through more difficult times than usual. See you next time.💜
As an invalid bedridden most of the time for a decade, I empathize. I am permanently on oxygen, and have progressive paralysis from the waist down, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue, etc.
1. Immediate things you can try: for your neck pain, one of those "facial tightening" electromagnetic things with red light has helped me enormously. It has such light currents you almost dont feel them. I run mine, with the red light on and the ems on, over my painful neck and face areas. 10-20 minutes makes a huge difference. Far fewer migraines.
2. Change the chair you sit in. Change the sewing table height if you use a machine. If you are sitting while hand sewing, try reclining in a reclining chair with multiple angle positions, or an adjustable bed. Try different angles. Adjust frequently to avoid fatigue in any one position.
3. Change tools. I used to knit with standard needles. That doesnt work in bed in the positions I must be in for my lungs and back. Switched to circular needles even for non-round knitting, and prop arms where I can rest them with very little muscle use or strain. It works amazingly. Find what works for you in the moment, and adapt as necessary.
4. Give yourself permission to rest when you need to or want to. Toss out feelings of guilt about it. I literally picture myself in my head kicking those feelings away. :)
5. Dont pressure yourself to do what you dont want to do, or that you feel others want you to do. You are in charge. No one else. Projects can wait till if and when you feel like doing them.
6. Its ok to add or subtract things from the focus of your channel. Cant do something physical? Review things connected to it. Yarn, thread, fabric, patterns, etc. Review things from history that people used for, or made, in your favorite interests.
Accept, adapt, change. You dont need to fit into anyone elses mold. Make your own. You dont need to represent a community. :) You dont need to be a representative for anyone else. That puts pressure on yourself, which doesnt help. Share your experiences if you want, and others will find they are not alone in how they feel. Others can find out how it is to live with chronic conditions.
Be yourself. People like you for who you are, not what you do. What you do is a part of you, not vice versa.
Intense, unrelenting pain is emotionally and mentally tougher than the physical. Our brain responds to stimuli, good, bad, indifferent. If every time you do something you like,your body responds with intense pain, your brain says okay, I dont want to do that anymore. It hurts. Negative feelings build up around those things. Sadness builds at what we cant do anymore. Rather than forcing it, take time off, then adapt conditions to see if you can avoid the pain triggers and the negative thoughts and emotions.
Accept your body as it is, not how it was or how it may be in the future. It is what it is right now, so learn to be as comfortable in it as you can be in the moment. If you do sew something, make things that adjust to many shapes of body. Loose unfitted working class or peasant style clothes, perhaps, with adjustable lace up non-rigid corsets that shape the dress but can be comfortable in any position and adapt to a changing shape.
Look for online resources to help you release your physical pain as much as possible while you await seeing a physical therapist. There are many online professionals who make and share videos on various therapies, with demonstrations on how to do it. If something hurts, stop. If it feels better, do it.
There can be nutritional deficiencies that increase your pain or exhaustion. Look for these and address them through intake or supplementation. It can make a big difference. Something so simple as a glass of orange juice every morning or vitamin B12 shots can make quite a difference.
These are things that help me in my severe disabilities, some of which are the same as yours.
Accept. Adapt. Change. Repeat. ;) You can do this.
My wonderful Grandma always said that in times of stress, RETURN TO NATURE....perhaps these words can also inspire you, as they have for me throughout my life. Thank you for your beautiful work!
Whatever you make videos about, I will watch them. I enjoy every video you’ve made, even about crafts that I don’t enjoy or do myself.
You’ve also inspired me to try some things I hadn’t considered before (as someone with a degenerative disease) and that I can find ways to make a difference, so from someone who has a lot of migraines and is currently in a lot of pain lying on a bed right now, thank you.
I personally would love to see some design videos from you, like how you design your historical outfits in the first place, even if you don’t make them. Also I would love to know more about how you source your vintage patterns/designs.
I just finished PT for my cervicogenic headaches! It was miraculously helpful for a 2 month headache when neither medication nor rest made a dent. I hope it works as well for you as it did for me. I also have ME and you inspired me to get a wheelchair this year. And to be brave enough to actually use it in public (at work!!) when I needed it to recover. Similarly I also have lost the joy of knitting and sewing (and some other activities too) this year and it's been really hard. I'm trying water aerobics in the new year (there's a study about how it can increase exercise tolerance in people with ME) so maybe that'll be my new thing 😂🎉❤
As a "lurker" I don't come here for the crafting, I come here for the conversation. You may not be able to craft but you can chat and talking is healing. When you talk about your pain, restrictions and obstacles, I don't feel alone. I appreciate that more than you can know. Just talk and be you. No tricks needed, just the stubborn girl who won't give up. Here for you!
Nothing, absolutely nothing is worth damaging your health. Take all the time you need to heal and feel better and be happy.
Sending love & support from a sort-of-lurker & fellow chronic illness person (not sure if sufferer or survivor - like you alluded to, it depends on the day!) I'm really sorry to hear you've had such a shit time of it with your migraines this year, it's so disheartening when your condition stops you from doing what you love. I hope your physio appointment is helpful, mainly for the sake of you being able to continue doing something you clearly enjoy & have a great interest in! This comment section really passes the vibe check (what an excellent group of people you've amassed!) & I hope this all reassures you that you don't HAVE to do something you're not enjoying just for us. For the past few years you've been a huge source of inspiration & learning to me across all of your crafts - I really appreciate your dry sense of humour about things, your realism, & your self forgiveness when things aren't "as they should be" (as a perfectionist, that last one in particular has been really helpful for me). Whatever you go on to do on this channel, I for one will be here to support you - almost certainly with a steady stream of increasingly complex knitting projects that you've inspired me to have a go at! Wishing you the happiest of New Year's, Claude, & here's hoping your 2024 will bring you better health xx
Long time lurker here! Thank you for all the videos you’ve shared - I obviously can’t speak for anyone else, but I will be here wherever you’re ready and able to come back ❤ Take care of yourself!
I totally understand.!! I crocheted and sewed, Sewing stopped first then my hands just stopped working whilst I was crocheting.I have enough stash to have a shop lol Anyone Warrington U.K hahaha
You made those BEAUTIFUL outfits AND went to a gala celebrating that era?! That's not a "failure" no matter how you measure it! Look at what you HAVE DONE, not what you didn't do.
Hope 2024 is better for you (and all of us)! 🙂
Don’t apologize for taking care of yourself, heath takes priority over everything. Use this as an opportunity to explore what does make you happy. I would love to know more about disability through history. How did individuals solve mobility problems and occupational devices, work, not to mention the quackery that revolved around certain conditions. My husband and I visited the museum of all works in Bat, it was fascinating to see all the gadgets, if you have a collection of some sort, share that with us.
Thank you for the update, Claude! I'm sorry that you're going through this and I hope the PT helps! I think that in addition to trying to find your new even keel, you've been grieving the loss of things that bring you joy. It's ok to grieve, give yourself all the time and space you need. We'll still be here for wherever this channel goes. 💜
Please never feel like you need to apologize to us for taking care of yourself. Perhaps you can take up some design projects. Like, showing sketches of outfit ideas and/or accessories and jewelry.
I am one of those people who have been lurking, a massive fan who never comments haha. Just here to say thank you, and PLEASE take care of yourself and chase your joy. I'll be here when you're ready
I'm so happy you feel comfortable sharing this with us! I'll keep watching anything you post, be it sewing, knitting, or whatever else you find you want to get into in the future. I really appreciate you, and I hope you feel better! Much love from Norway.
Very difficult video for me to watch as many of my personal struggles mirror yours. I'm so sorry you're going through this. One of my resolutions for 2024 is to stop pushing myself so hard, I'm glad you're taking time to regroup as well.
Can so relate....I have Lupus & RA and many times I just hurt too much...I use to make wedding gowns...now its just veils and ring pillows, flower girl baskets are much less weight to deal with and still keeps me happy...I sew fancy infant outfits too...
I use Voltaren gel on my neck before I so...I get it by prescription is free for me...Diclofenac gel 1% WORKS for hours to take away nerve pain
I know what it is like to live with chronic health issues. Doing art, crafts and knitting have become my go-to for both therapy and feeling productive in the midst of the hardships. I hope and pray you find the right help and treatment for your health. God bless and keep you!
You have to put yourself and your health first. You are not letting anyone down - don't even think it! I come back to your channel because I enjoy watching anything you're working on. Doesn't matter what the craft, project, or topic is. I'm so sorry to hear you've had a rough year and however your content will change as a result will not change whether your loyal fans come back when you post a new video. Don't worry about us - and, once again, you're not letting anyone down. I know you'll come up with some awesome new things to do/try in 2024. I hope you're feeling better and have a happy new year! 😊
Hope an easier period is just round the corner ❤ you don't necessarily have to make things on the channel, chatting about the crafts is just as interesting and possibly easier to record when making is not possible.
Reminds me of 2014... I had finally started college and I was doing so great, so happy, then the pain started, the cramping, till the point I couldn't keep up, stopped college, stopped kendo, stopped even working... It took me 6 years to find out I had lupus. Last year I restarted college, the rhythm is different, I'm not young or healthy enough for that, but I'm moving forward. When you're disabled, specially when a new symptom appears, is so difficult to see options, solutions... It takes time and perseverance. Take care of yourself, be patient with your body and don't stop trying to find ways to work around your disability. I'll be here, we'll be here, whenever you turn the camera on. ❤
I'm 30's, disabled, chronic pain & illness, and here for your experiences and doing what makes you happy, I don't consider anything you do (or don't do) a failure.
I've just started my fibre arts journey and I've discovered so many interesting tangents! Sashiko, friendships bracelet knotted tapestry work, embroidery, cross stitch.. and those are just the things using embroidery floss! Punch rug wall art, latch hook rugs, amigurumi, crochet, Tunisian crochet, weaving, tie dye, there are a plethora of cool and interesting skills and crafts to delve into. I'm a newer viewer but have you tried blackwork?
❤ As a woman going through a similar thing (disability, changing figure) I just want to laud you for doing what you need to do to get better. That has been the hardest part for me. Its not my fiber crafts ive had to take a back seat from, but the gardening, home projects etc but this is so relatable and so welcome.
As a project manager my best advice is to set goals for the year you expect to complete in the first or second quarter! Its the best little cheat in the book and it staves off that risk of misalignment, since human people are alive and changing. Fixed long term goals just dont work for us
You are probably my favorite TH-camr. I have a chronic illness too and I love seeing what you can do on good days, and I feel better when I see you struggle too. You’ve gotten me into vintage and historical stuff, convinced me to do some stashbusting, and even made me want to learn to sew better than a 2nd grader. I’d get into whatever hobby you went to next, just to keep watching your videos. They are the highlight of my month, and I go back and rewatch older ones. You could talk about books, or tea, or shows, or your historical interests for just a couple suggestions. You are a delightful person and Im sure that we would enjoy watching and listening to whatever you want to show us.
I watch your videos because of you. You don't pretend to be anything else, but yourself. This is very refreshing. Take care of yourself and we will see you when you are ready. No pressure.
on behalf of all the lurkers, I would like to say that I really appreciate your videos. I am not much for commenting, but the lurkers are here ;)
I really relate to losing the joy for a hobby. I have ADHD and can get easily bored with hobbies so I mix and match. I love to knit, crochet, embroider and cross stitch. Cross stitching especially is my new favourite thing ever.
Honestly I think I would watch you do anything. I'd be very interested in a series where you try different things.
Thank you for sharing your struggles. Living with a chronic illness is hard, and those around us are not always understanding of it (especially if it's an "invisible" disability I find people think you look ok so you must be ok or faking it or exaggerating) I hope your break gives you the peace and inspiration you need to continue forward. Who knows, perhaps a break is all you need to restart your knitting mojo, or you'll find another hobby that gives you even greater joy. Enjoy your time off, I hope your migraines improve, and I look forward to anything you come back doing!
I'm a lurker😂. I'm excited to see what comes next, even if it take a while. Be well
I am another who comes here because I enjoy your company and take on life. I will keep watching whatever content you feel happy and healthy making! Strength to you Claude ❤
Thank you for your honest sensibility, i would love to watch any content you create, your witty humor, the minute details, your outlook on life! Thank you for being who you are. I will follow and be here for you.❤
Thinking of you. Wish I had half of your gumption; you have achieved something this year despite what you're going through. Can't imagine dealing with migrains on top of everything else.
I don't have a disability but I relate so much to the struggle that is to keep up with things you once enjoyed. The moment it starts to feel like a chore it becomes something you "should" do and not what you "want" to do. I'm happy for you that you're taking the steps to feel better
Video suggestions: where you recommend other TH-cam channels in your genre; you review vintage magazines or patterns; you talk about the history of fabric designs etc. I feel like you have so many interesting things to say that do not require you to make projects that take so much out of you. Good luck!
Thank you for sharing with us, I’ve never left a comment before, but I’ve been watching your videos since near the start of your stash busting adventures and you’ve always been a really calming presence on TH-cam for me. I am also a crafter who’s repeatedly had problems with chronic pain forcing me to take breaks or change what I can do, so I very much understand and hope you can take all of the time you need to take care of yourself. I’ll also be happy to watch anything you put out, and I’m wishing you a happy new year.
You have an awesome wit and humor and I truly enjoy listening to you talk over video. I think I’d enjoy commentary videos from you, either on other creators, films, or really anything! Can’t wait to see what you come up with in the new year 🎉
Idk if video essays are of interest or in capacity but I would enjoy learning about historical fashion trends from you! Or even like how to read vimtage patterns, picking fabric/yarn consistent with the time period, etc
my bestie loves you and your channel, too, and, as she listened to your sign-off, she said you should rename your channel "future claude." :)
I found your channel because of your knitting and sewing - and love watching your videos about them since they're a shared interest - but I've stayed at your channel because of your warmth, humor, creativity, and your realness, and those things won't go away if you take a break from sewing and knitting and make content about something else!
What a very mature way of framing all this in your mind! You have taught me so much about ordering my priorities, taking care of myself, and that sometimes, that one "goal" was simply an interesting vision - a thought - that I don't care enough to put the time into and I will absolutely survive if it never comes to fruition. I'm so proud of you for taking care of yourself so well! One thing I learned (in therapy haha) is to have my "to do" list, of course, but also to have my "ta da" list. There are so many accomplishments that were not on my to-do list that I am still proud of. So I hope you can focus more on your "ta-das" rather than what you didn't accomplish from your "to-dos"
I wish you the very best. Even if you cannot sew anymore, I hope that you find something that makes you happy and fulfilled. Be blessed!
Your health is most important. Take as long as you need. Slow down, relax and heal.
2023 was a huge ME relapse year for me, so I'm with you on a lot of these feelings. Maybe content around disability and chronic illness, or trying new crafts like sprang, nalbinding, whatever strikes your fancy!
Lurker coming out of the shadows. Thank you for your honesty; I also have ME (and its various comorbidities and mental health struggles, and still living with family as an adult) and I can fully empathise with what you're going through. It means a lot that you're willing to talk about it in such a public sphere, and any time you've mentioned it in previous videos I've felt Seen. The way that you've treated yourself with your expectations towards projects given your illness limitations has really influenced my perfectionism towards my own crafting. You're not alone, and neither are we. I know I'll keep watching your videos regardless of what you post, whether that's sewing or trying new crafts or just chatting, and I look forward to the next time you pop up in my subscriptions regardless of how long it'll be. Looking after yourself is far more important, and thank you.
No, you haven't let me down, Claude. You have to do what is best for you and your health. I will watch your videos when they come out. Thank you for being real about your struggles.
I have chronic pain and totally get it. I love to sew but cant because I cant crawl on the floor to cut the fabric and have no room for a cutting table. Ive started making clothes for my blythe doll instead. Its also why I love knitting. ❤️ sending gentle hugs. X
I found watercolor or painting to be a nice replacement for knitting. It’s instant gratification, low stakes, I can sit and bend over or work at an easel. It’s creative and less reliant on patterns.
I suffer from migraines too and they are horrific, please don't feel guilty, take care of yourself. :) I also enjoy videos that don't have tons of finished objects and stuff but just the thoughts of the creator, so that might be something you could do? Wishing you all the best.
I can so relate to this video. I was recently (early 2023) diagnosed with Charcot Marie Tooth - and there have been many things that I have had to stop. Because I have to prioritize activities. Know that you're not alone and that as you learn what your body CAN do, the balance will get easier.
I have CMT, too! Isn’t it wonderful? I’ve had surgery to correct one of my gnarly feet. It was so awful that I haven’t had the other foot done. Now the disease is starting to affect my hands, which is even more frustrating. No more chopsticks for me and recently discovered I can’t crochet anymore, either. Recently had genetic testing and they’ve discovered I have a never before seen variant. So special. My disease is progressing slowly and I am grateful for that, but I’m also pissed off at having to accommodate my lifestyle to my disabilities even more. Sick of it!!! ❤️🇨🇦
@loiscassels8966 Wow. I didn't know they were still finding new variants. I'm so sorry. I've had to make accommodations, have afos, am losing muscle in legs & hands. Me feet aren't deformed yet, but can't feel em. I'm doing as much crochet & diamond painting as I can, while I can. I know what's coming and it scares the crap out of me.
@@TheWolfwife My neuro was tickled pink. He’s going to write it up for a journal. At least maybe I’ll contribute something to science. Good health to you. ❤️🇨🇦
Grappling with the impact of my own disability on employment and hobbies. So sorry you are also in this boat and thank you for sharing your story. I feel less alone.
I'd be happy seeing anything that brings you joy. All the best to you ❤