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  • @helpme.x
    @helpme.x  3 หลายเดือนก่อน +501

    Thank everyone
    Listen & follow on Spotify: spoti.fi/47ykcQP

    • @billlobo
      @billlobo 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Nice video❤

    • @evylinredwood
      @evylinredwood 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Every night, this is the tool I've used to overcome my insomnia. Thank you ❤
      I do want to ask: Do you happen to have uploaded the track that starts at 24:00? The tune is mesmerizing, the ambiance is astonishingly beautiful, and it helps me clear my mind. I wish to hear more. Please.

    • @Explosive_Pyro
      @Explosive_Pyro 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Are there mid roll ads

    • @Koolshrek-dh4ec
      @Koolshrek-dh4ec 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Is there an arg or some shit? Do u need help?

    • @CrystalHisaw
      @CrystalHisaw 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      God bless you ❤✝️🙏

  • @luigipeirano2741
    @luigipeirano2741 หลายเดือนก่อน +3113

    For the guy with 4 stage cancer, I'll pray for you and your family.
    I hope you get better

    • @Persona_5b
      @Persona_5b หลายเดือนก่อน +72

      I bet he he's in another life already, may his soul rest in peace 🕊️

    • @Psr-sp6so
      @Psr-sp6so หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      oh man i hope u will be fine man

    • @justapanpirate
      @justapanpirate หลายเดือนก่อน +20

      @@TrumpetandSword Read the room

    • @ADR69
      @ADR69 หลายเดือนก่อน +34

      I read another comment that said they passed about 2 months after their comment 😢

    • @AlexanderDRamos
      @AlexanderDRamos หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      that guy xd

  • @YouAreTrash.
    @YouAreTrash. 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5402

    To the stage IV cancer guy. Im going to pull myself out of depression and find myself a job tomorrow. Im going to change my life for the better because of you, thank you for your words.
    "Even just to feel the rain one more time." I will never see the rain as bad again.

    • @dbeme07
      @dbeme07 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +67

      Hey man, how did it go?

    • @A_Professional422
      @A_Professional422 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +44

      @YouAreTrash. How's it going?

    • @dbeme07
      @dbeme07 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +61

      @@A_Professional422 since he really didn’t respond, how’s it going with you?

    • @A_Professional422
      @A_Professional422 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +62

      @@dbeme07 I'm alright man, thanks for asking. You?

    • @dbeme07
      @dbeme07 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +48

      @@A_Professional422 I’m doing good as well! Good to hear that.

  • @Aiden77700
    @Aiden77700 หลายเดือนก่อน +1094

    For the guy with stage 4 cancer, uf you're still out there just know I'm praying for you ❤. Thank you. I know your family is proud of you whether you made it or not

    • @Kittiiiiiii
      @Kittiiiiiii 19 วันที่ผ่านมา +22

      I love how the comments here connect to each other

    • @Fluxo-j2d
      @Fluxo-j2d 11 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@Kittiiiiiii fr

    • @Karan186-u
      @Karan186-u 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      His comment got me tears 😭
      I pray for him/her

    • @Offroad_customs
      @Offroad_customs 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ​@@Karan186-uSame here

    • @SquishedAdam533
      @SquishedAdam533 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      I'm not sure if this is true but I think their brother said they died. rest in peace.

  • @therealone_20
    @therealone_20 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +449

    The most beautiful side of the Internet. To the guy with stage 4 cancer, I pray that you're doing well and is living a healthy life with your loved ones, if not I pray you're in a better place now and your family is doing well, and thank you so much for giving so many people hope and for shining a bright light at this side of the Internet

    • @indiaharris367
      @indiaharris367 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    • @aquarianwarrior77
      @aquarianwarrior77 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I want to tell that person that I am thinking about them and I care

    • @Wow88z
      @Wow88z วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Unfortunately it seems his brother said he passed on in the comments. Rest in peace.

    • @aquarianwarrior77
      @aquarianwarrior77 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @ rest in peace

  • @exaltedpeach5318
    @exaltedpeach5318 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +192

    to the stage 4 cancer person, and to all of you here: i'm tearing up just typing this but whatever you are going through, it WILL get better at some point. i know i could have it a lot worse but we all have our own battles right? i believe in all of you. i'm spending today (christmas) alone for various reasons but for whatever holidays you all celebrate, i'm here for you

    • @illmetbymoonlight3318
      @illmetbymoonlight3318 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      With deep regrets to inform you he's unfortunately passed on

    • @Octomaggot
      @Octomaggot 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      There’s gotta be another world that’s better than this one. This cannot be our home.

    • @Lxuvity
      @Lxuvity วันที่ผ่านมา

      ​@@illmetbymoonlight3318 no way who told you that??

    • @illmetbymoonlight3318
      @illmetbymoonlight3318 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      @@Lxuvity his brother left comments explaining and other people have also confirmed

    • @GrudgesXYZ101
      @GrudgesXYZ101 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      ​@illmetbymoonlight3318 This can't be real. The fact that the guy passed on and knowing it is very hard. Do I know him? No. Do I feel empty knowing he died? Yes. Why does cancer exist and take the lives of people who don't even deserve it.

  • @TheBlackDork
    @TheBlackDork 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +72315

    I have stage 4 cancer... I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. My chance of survival is low and I'm scared. I'm scared of what will happen to my sister. Scared that one day I won't wake up and I'll never see her beautiful eyes again. I want to fall asleep to never wake up so the pain can end, but I also want to live, to travel, to hug the people I love. Probably no one will read this, but I just needed to get it off my chest. If someone does, please know that I believe in you! I know you can do it! You are stronger than you think! I know the pain is a lot, but give yourself a reason to live every day, even if it's just feeling the rain one more time. You are given a choice, please choose to not give up.

    • @1confusedkitty745
      @1confusedkitty745 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4766

      You’re amazing

    • @agentx8440
      @agentx8440 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4295

      I hope you are doing okay 🙏

    • @feniraken
      @feniraken 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3766

      Buddy, hang in there.

    • @3RR0R666
      @3RR0R666 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3100

      Don't you dare give up hope on what's next to come, stay strong and stay resilient!

    • @Y0UR4J3RK
      @Y0UR4J3RK 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1948

      Stay strong! Stay strong! You’ve got this. I pray, you will get out of this mess. And I can’t promise you will, but don’t be scared. You’re amazing, I don’t know who you are, how old you are, how perfect you are, but you should know that God loves you. He will help you through this mess, this sickness. 🙏❤️

  • @mr.c2886
    @mr.c2886 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1195

    So this is where all the good people go on the internet! Lots of love here. Amazing to see. Take care everyone!

    • @cantsleep463
      @cantsleep463 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

      Looks like the channel owner likes to scroll this comment section too, even though this was posted 5 months ago they come back to this one, I wonder why.

    • @doafan455
      @doafan455 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      Take care as well man, my best wishes to you and everybody from México

    • @SIGMADATINGX
      @SIGMADATINGX หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      It’s an interesting phenomenon

    • @Ianlmss3554
      @Ianlmss3554 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Hi it's no me

  • @SHEHABAHMEDAMRMOHAMEDSHEHAB
    @SHEHABAHMEDAMRMOHAMEDSHEHAB 11 วันที่ผ่านมา +55

    For the person with stage 4 cancer I want to tell u this
    Life is a maze your stuck in and can't find the exit but
    We learn that sharing moments and happiness to others
    Will make u find true peace if your out there be careful
    I really found it lovely how people reacted to your message😢

  • @Zack_Axel
    @Zack_Axel 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +10123

    This feels like a secret checkpoint you reach only if you’ve procrastinated your sleep and now it’s 3am. Good on the devs for considering this portion of players.

    • @Doggenwaffe
      @Doggenwaffe 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +99

      i saw this at 3:33

    • @Mooshkajoe
      @Mooshkajoe 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +146

      It's 9:30 am. I'm really messed up. I have to work in 4 hours. Why am I like this?
      What's wrong with me?

    • @J1407b-butdifferent
      @J1407b-butdifferent 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +125

      @@Mooshkajoenothing’s wrong with you. Sleep schedules are just kinda weird sometimes. Like when I try to wake up on time for school by going to sleep early, but then I just end up not sleeping. Kinda sad but it is what it is. There’s always tomorrow where you can try again

    • @Mooshkajoe
      @Mooshkajoe 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +42

      @@J1407b-butdifferent
      Thanks, bud.

    • @AcidHotpocket
      @AcidHotpocket 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +64

      it's true. I clicked on this at 5:30am. didn't even really see the title before I started, but it was quite the punch to the gut. I've preferred being up at night since I was a preteen. it's the time I've always felt most comfortable and I can really let go as myself

  • @lukas5022
    @lukas5022 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5425

    I work in Oncology and Haematology Nursing. I was working a night shift a few months ago and i walked into a patient's room and she was just sat in her chair, looking out the window. No rain, no wind, just barely the light shone through, and onto the street outside. I stood at the door for a moment and she didn't turn around. Her prognosis was poor, and the doctor's had just done imaging that day before to confirm it. They had the conversation with her and her husband of course. So i just stood there for a moment.
    After a few seconds i said "what are you up to over there?" As i've found often the least offensive way to broach someone in the recesses of their thoughts is with a very light attempt at humour. She turned to me with her reddened eyes and just held eye contact for a moment, as if she was wondering what to say. She said "i grew up on a farm as a child. I never had the opportunity to look out my window and see all these buildings like i've done this morning. It's nice to watch the world wake up, for once." And so i asked if i could just sit and watch with her. She said yes. And so there we sat, watching the world wake up. We didn't share a word after that initial contact. I left her that morning after saying goodbye, knowing that i would never see her again. I said i was glad that i got the opportunity to meet her, and that i was a better man for her presence in my life. I drove home in silence, as if also in reverence for a life not over yet. Pulled into my driveway, got out and had a shower. Waited for my wife to leave the house and sobbed into my pillow.
    I often still think of her, and she reminds me to enjoy my life, as challenging as it may be sometimes. As short a time as i knew her, i miss her. I'm writing this after reading the comments for 10 minutes knowing that she is surely dead at this point. I suppose my message is to cherish people while you have them. You never know how long.

    • @AdrianDeer
      @AdrianDeer 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +161

      I love your comment. You are a good man for giving her some company. Many are too afraid to ask someone if they need some company. But i tell you it helps.
      You are brave and nice for doing it~

    • @MikeRotch2020
      @MikeRotch2020 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +56

      Thank you for sharing this, bud. I hope you're ok.

    • @linkdark9794
      @linkdark9794 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

      ❤God bless you 🎉 thank you

    • @SMH-v1q
      @SMH-v1q 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +45

      You seem like a wonderful man. I hope your life is happy and blessed with wonderful days.
      Also, may the woman in your story rest in peace.

    • @DragoStourm
      @DragoStourm 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

      Hallmark movie interaction. You're a good man

  • @ImjustanInternetuser
    @ImjustanInternetuser 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2206

    For the guy with stage 4 cancer. I'm sorry. Thank you for still encouraging us when you were struggling. Although you might never read or see this, or you never could. I love you. Keep fighting everyone.

    • @Bea-Nuh-Luh
      @Bea-Nuh-Luh 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +142

      I read comment after I blubbered for 30 minutes... his brother said he passed 4 days ago. That was 2 months ago. OP posted 2 months ago. I hope he was able to feel this love and support.

    • @sarahericson1530
      @sarahericson1530 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +57

      ​@@Bea-Nuh-Luh Ohh man, My heart just sank when reading Your update. Hope he moved along in peace and isn't scared anymore...Seemed such a lovely person. Life is such a strange thing we all do. Much love to You and Yours. To better days ahead. 😌

    • @Dr.Snooze-gt5yg
      @Dr.Snooze-gt5yg 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hope you get to go peacefully when you want and escape any pain.
      3 billion people don't even want to be here and they're doing war
      At the end of the world in a hot dry aired environment they're would be opium poppies everyone would eat when they're was no food. Why make people go to war when maybe 3,000,000,000 people are waiting to leave instead. Keep your legs on your boys and you'll have enough food on the planet
      Best of luck to you all
      Grass needs to go through a chewer to tear it up before it gets sprayed with water and put in coolers for cows.
      Also Grass could be made humanely digestible with unpasteurized cow protein, and cow enzymes, maybe needs lemon and cane sugar then fermented and pasteurized and lawns we mow 16x a year can feed the world in a soup salad, or grass smoothies. Grass have everything you need for a cow to make a calf that becomes a bull. : )
      You mow the entire world and throw away the grass, you need mow human and cow food, but you already do, the world's biggest crop
      : )
      Might have to blend it with milk before it freezes slowly for more cell rupture and makes crystals maybe

    • @maxynofrz1869
      @maxynofrz1869 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      ⁠@@Bea-Nuh-Luh rip😭😭😞

    • @Bronzonbacsi
      @Bronzonbacsi 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      ​​@@Bea-Nuh-Luh I am so sorry to hear that. I saw that comment and teared up from it. I hoped that he would get better but, now i know he is not with us anymore. 🙁

  • @nickle-
    @nickle- หลายเดือนก่อน +119

    I'm proud of you, if youre alive reading this today im proud of you, you've made it this far so please continue to make it, I love you and there will never be another you

    • @btsgirl734
      @btsgirl734 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thank u so much been dealing ending me and depression alot this made me cry so much I needed to hear those words 😢❤

    • @nickle-
      @nickle- หลายเดือนก่อน

      @btsgirl734
      I'm proud of you, please know that youre worth everything good in your life and that you are here for a reason, you matter and im so glad you're here today

  • @harbilu
    @harbilu 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5361

    Hey, today was no cake walk. You did good.

    • @cos-sin-tan-std-dui-fbi-uti-hi
      @cos-sin-tan-std-dui-fbi-uti-hi 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +43

      Thank you man

    • @AmelieIrwin
      @AmelieIrwin 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +27

      Thank you. I hope you know that you're doing great

    • @twistedlight3432
      @twistedlight3432 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

      But I just didn’t do anything today

    • @evoliteeverstone41
      @evoliteeverstone41 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      Please know, that goes both ways kind stranger. You did good too.

    • @1xenno449
      @1xenno449 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +23

      I am writing this ten minutes to one in the morning. Today I asked out my crush. It is the last day of school. I currently cannot sleep, and have not slept at all.
      ...
      I think she likes me back.

  • @emberw2022
    @emberw2022 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3446

    I've never felt more connected to humanity through a YT comment section.
    It's nice.

    • @Sketchguy1248
      @Sketchguy1248 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +33

      It is. Though I found a lot it bittersweet. I wish I could help each and every person here who's going through things. But my options are limited. I hope I can make positive changes in ppls' lives here. Love you friend.

    • @maeannaconover4558
      @maeannaconover4558 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Truely, I was just chilling when I saw this

    • @WhereIsTheBananaHotdog
      @WhereIsTheBananaHotdog 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Sketchguy1248 Thank you for this. I also hope that I can be that catalyst for positive changes in the lives of others (one day). For me this past year or so, it has been amazing people like yourself who have guided me through so many obstacles, helped make and nurture positive changes in my life, and now I'm lucky enough to have a second shot at this game of life. For that, I am so grateful.
      One day, I hope I can be that same person for others. I know I have a lot of work to do, but I also know it's possible for me to get there. Let's just say it's a work in progress at this point in time lol.
      Thanks again.

    • @slipperyspider3897
      @slipperyspider3897 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      It always will be in the end we all just have to appreciate what we have now life can be beautiful and it is but the people in it are the ugly part and while many things go wrong you have to push on and see the greatest parts of life

    • @SamuraiX61968
      @SamuraiX61968 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@Sketchguy1248 Samee

  • @thesusgod1691
    @thesusgod1691 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +11128

    im happiest at night when nothing but me is awake. its silent.

    • @F21_332
      @F21_332 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +194

      You aren't alone. That is for sure. 👽❤️

    • @call_me_bakugou8360
      @call_me_bakugou8360 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +92

      Exact thoughts, bud.

    • @Bis3xual._.w3irdo
      @Bis3xual._.w3irdo 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +68

      @@F21_332 now thats just scary being in a house at like 2am with everyone but you alseep 💀💀

    • @cokeinsideabagofcoke
      @cokeinsideabagofcoke 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      real

    • @artmy3045
      @artmy3045 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      yeah! is claming too!

  • @bchunguslasagna9872
    @bchunguslasagna9872 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

    My mother was abused almost her entire life by her parents, and then later her husband. Although she currently seems better, I know she is constantly fighting her emotions regarding her past. Whenever I think about this, it always brings me to tears knowing that when she passes in the future, all in all, she didn't have the life she deserved. She is kind, strong, and always knows what to do when I'm down. To anyone dealing with a loss, I pray that you get through it, and know that whatever you put your mind to, you can always do. You are strong and can get through anything when you push yourself to succeed.

    • @Nicola92800
      @Nicola92800 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I hope you're feeling okay😁
      God bless you 🩷

    • @Farfaroot
      @Farfaroot 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      espero tu madre tenga fuerzas para continuar, yo viví cosas parecidas y se que es duro continuar después de eso

    • @Robotic_Overseer_TBZ
      @Robotic_Overseer_TBZ 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Hope You are doing good in life

  • @tylera4114
    @tylera4114 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7023

    This comment section seems so cozy and sad at the same time. I wish you all the best.

    • @Skiddytoed
      @Skiddytoed 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

      Skibidi

    • @babyj1493
      @babyj1493 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      Cant sleep family and I won't get along.. night all. 😢

    • @Nick_Lima954
      @Nick_Lima954 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      John 3:16 🕊(New King James Version)
      16 "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." ✝️

    • @Sillysillythesilly
      @Sillysillythesilly 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@Skiddytoednah nah, you got a point Sal.

    • @nope.6848
      @nope.6848 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@Skiddytoedsame bro 😢

  • @josetomascamposrobledano4618
    @josetomascamposrobledano4618 หลายเดือนก่อน +320

    Wait. WAIT!
    Not only did we find a safe heaven of good people. But we are also the awake people of 3 AM.
    THIS IS A REVELATION!
    LET US ENJOY THIS GLORIOUS MOMENT TOGETHER!
    I’m not down and certainly hope mine and many other comments keep everyone else UP!

    • @SIGMADATINGX
      @SIGMADATINGX หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Exactly how I was thinking. Thank you for this comment

    • @jonathancoderre5057
      @jonathancoderre5057 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      To stage4 guy I used to have burketts lymphoma in my spine 6yrs ago after chemo and a long operation I've been cancer free for 6yrs hang in there my friend miracles happen

    • @私は聖なる魂への道を見つけた
      @私は聖なる魂への道を見つけた 21 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Insomnia

  • @dancastleberry5089
    @dancastleberry5089 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2843

    My cat died last night. He was a good cat. 11 years old. I remember cuddling with him in cold, rainy nights. It hurts, but i know he's waiting in the world beyond. He's had a good, spoiled life. I miss you, kinder, my baby boy ❤

    • @MadGrubble
      @MadGrubble 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

      That’s awful:( I’m sorry

    • @Asian_uncle_Hui
      @Asian_uncle_Hui 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

      now i think about it. im dreading the day my little one passes, 17 years old recently, i hear your sadness and hope you find sollace in you memories of him, stay strong mate.

    • @mistermisfortune13
      @mistermisfortune13 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

      I've been there too. Bradley was my first cat, and we shared a birthday. He was my first best friend and the sweetest cat I've ever met. He died eleven years ago, a couple weeks after our 14th birthday. He was living with a friend of my uncle's but he never let me visit him.
      I never got to say goodbye. I just hope that one day I'll see him again on the other side.

    • @linkdark9794
      @linkdark9794 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      They are going on now but u can use the time to build your sw😢 memory 😅❤🎉 I know it seems like a loss lowest places but I can promise you you will see them again I like you think better just remember to enjoy it more next time and anything that you can remember em make new memories with them happy your own mind and your own kingdom and forgive yourself I can promise you I the love that they had for you will always

    • @everlasting9292
      @everlasting9292 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Hugs to you from an internet stranger. I know what you’re going through and I know nothing will help but time. Hold on tight to your memories of your sweet baby.

  • @ohioplayer132
    @ohioplayer132 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

    to the stage four cancer guy you are my idol i look up to you even if your not alive your alive in this comment thank you for the motivation love you and i deeply respect you

  • @2smg
    @2smg 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1862

    Been reading comments for the past 30 minutes, most time I’ve ever spent on a comment section. I’ve found people I actually relate to and it’s crazy because this is probably the first time ever, as I was homeschooled and don’t have friends,
    whoever you are reading this and going to share, I just want to say thank you, thanks for making me realize I’m not the only one in mental pain and stuck.

    • @IkeTannerXO
      @IkeTannerXO 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      I was as well homeschooled my last couple years of school and well didn't haven't many friends to begin with I know how you feel
      love you stranger I wish you the best out in this large beautiful difficult world..❤

    • @KenSpassione
      @KenSpassione 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      My love to all of you, dear strangers. 💜💜💜

    • @thereal4815
      @thereal4815 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      God bless you, ❤

    • @bertmullineaux7652
      @bertmullineaux7652 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      The only outside contanct with peolpe as a kid was going to School for me

    • @Sillysillythesilly
      @Sillysillythesilly 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      For reals

  • @ScorAXE007
    @ScorAXE007 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +767

    For the guy with Stage 4 cancer made me feel more hopeful, I wish him my well and hope he's in better place now.
    I don't have much purpose in my life, but I wait for the right time and until then, I'm there to support any of the vulnerable moments. it makes me happy to see people who isn't scared of expressing themselves here.
    Thank you all for being brave.

    • @NotWubber
      @NotWubber 16 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      You can reply to comments so they get a noti

  • @yumisherry8121
    @yumisherry8121 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1427

    this comment section is the first place where i see so much humanity, there is still hope
    you deserve the universe and peace

    • @KieranHunter
      @KieranHunter 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      It's only fake humanity. People say nice things because that's what they feel they have to do. People forcing themselves to belong to a community, however positive, is still just as sad as the reason they came here in the first place.

    • @The_trash_content
      @The_trash_content 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      ​@@KieranHunter haha humans are interesting

    • @KieranHunter
      @KieranHunter 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      @@The_trash_content and stupid, but that's what makes us interesting

    • @trosebud223
      @trosebud223 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Its pretty common in sleepy playlists

    • @blad...
      @blad... 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      This comment section is lame as hell.

  • @wyrox1898
    @wyrox1898 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    To each one of you guys, you all are a breath of fresh air by showing how caring you are. I wouldn't believe to see someone transcend death this way. The person who fought against this cancer, as evidenced by the lack of response, surely passed through the barrier you can't return from. However, one of his last act gathered thousands of people through likes and comments. This person managed to share love and life lessons through experience and there will be newcomers everyday to learn about him and us. The pinnacle of kindness in Humanity.
    Even when my words will not reach you, they'll respond to the intention you put in your message, and I'm deeply grateful.
    I hope it'll continue to reach people when they'll be ready.

    • @besides360
      @besides360 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      ❤❤

  • @starrystarrynight6281
    @starrystarrynight6281 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6255

    I stumbled over this and for some reason started reading the comments. It made my heart happy. I am 70 years old. My 2 sons have died and I am in poor heath. Please remember this…God is good and your life will fly by and before you know it you will be look back and wish you had done things differently. You young people…you still have a chance to make good choices and enjoy your days instead of dreading them. There are so many comments, that this will probably never get read by anyone, but I am praying for all of you!

    • @Skullfurious
      @Skullfurious 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +257

      Everyone has their regrets. Reading your comment isn't one of mine. I hope you can find some happiness in the memories you hold of your children.

    • @bambammc-tickles9877
      @bambammc-tickles9877 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +72

      You can have regrets but not live regretfully. Life is about the teachable moments. Learning what really matters instead of worshipping material items. I've never seen an ocean or sky that I didn't appreciate. Life is a pace and not a sprint. Learning to be the best version of you. Your best version benefits your loved ones so much more than you realize. So to be cliche, with age comes wisdom.

    • @justingumlgtt7401
      @justingumlgtt7401 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +51

      Sorry for your lost and hope you spend the rest of your life in peace

    • @MrCCLLC
      @MrCCLLC 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      You still got time left and when reading this I seen the replies; everything in life that comes and goes is a new thing we come into contact with in life it’s something that we cannot stop but it’s something we can look upon and get a better understanding of how beautiful life can be for the rest of humankind so don’t regret nothing just be mindful and love yourself for who you are. god bless you; Jesus loves you🙏💙💜

    • @maplispro9384
      @maplispro9384 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

      I appreciate your words and wisdom in them. I will do my best and keep these thoughts with me best I can. :)
      Goodnight, good luck and thank you. 😊

  • @ShadowKing-error404
    @ShadowKing-error404 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1595

    It feels so strange how everyone in a TH-cam comment section is peaceful and actually accepting here. There's still hope in humanity, and it's proven. *To whoever reading this, you are loved. You matter. You aren't ugly, you're beautiful in your own very special way. If you're going through a tough time right now, it'll eventually get better no matter what. If... One of your loved ones is no longer here, then that just means they're in a better place... They're watching your journey from the skies as you progress throughout your life. Everything will get better, trust me. Thank you to whoever was reading this, and remember, you're loved, you matter. Have a good day/night/afternoon.❤️*
    *(i genuinely cried while typing this out)*

    • @bry1848
      @bry1848 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      This reminds me of that check point video as

    • @brandonmunson9781
      @brandonmunson9781 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      how would you know though

    • @AnomalocarisIsStillHere
      @AnomalocarisIsStillHere 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Am I, as an extinct species, also beautiful?

    • @ShadowKing-error404
      @ShadowKing-error404 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@AnomalocarisIsStillHere Yes, you are. :)

    • @AnomalocarisIsStillHere
      @AnomalocarisIsStillHere 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@ShadowKing-error404 yippee

  • @plutoniumP
    @plutoniumP 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6513

    You've survived 100% of your bad days. You're doing great.
    I love you.

    • @simp_person
      @simp_person 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +43

      But what if one day, I don't survive? What then?

    • @Plone890
      @Plone890 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +117

      ​@@simp_personEventually everyone comes to that day, it's about celebrating when you can and what you can. But when we all reach that day, think back to all you've done, think about how many days you survived against the only one you couldn't, that's so many days compared to just the one. But until then, cherish the days you do survive, and strive for more.

    • @mosubekore78
      @mosubekore78 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      It's called survivorship bias.

    • @D4EMONSH4NK
      @D4EMONSH4NK 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      you dont have to lie

    • @MohammedSelimec-xb9rh
      @MohammedSelimec-xb9rh 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Thank you ❤

  • @imosskito3011
    @imosskito3011 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    For the guy with stage four cancer: you will now be a part of my reason to live. You have my respect, and your words have helped clear my vision a bit more. Don't give up, man.

  • @Palash__r07
    @Palash__r07 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1188

    The comment section is actually better than 90% of the motivational videos out there in the Internet

    • @AshenNova
      @AshenNova 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      That's sure, these late night checkpoint are safe haven of the internet

    • @mikulascernohorsky1154
      @mikulascernohorsky1154 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      I love all of you ❤

    • @NotRtg
      @NotRtg 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      thats so true :)

    • @Lamb-ep9no
      @Lamb-ep9no 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    • @__redcat___7066
      @__redcat___7066 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      ❤Yall don't deserve a bad life, live in the moment, because THIS is the moment❤

  • @Eternacus
    @Eternacus 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1547

    This place feels like a checkpoint.
    Stay strong. You are loved, you are important. Keep your head up.

    • @lyndislegion287
      @lyndislegion287 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      I am loved? I doubt it. Liked, at most. The only person who I assume loved me (she never once told me she did) died years ago. My sisters sure don't love me.
      I am important? I mean, yeah, I guess on an objective level that is true. I have a job, I pay taxes, I consume so my money benefits other people. Other than that, I doubt people would care for more than a month if I disappeared.

    • @Michael_MW
      @Michael_MW 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You too brother.

    • @Michael_MW
      @Michael_MW 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@lyndislegion287 If any of us disappear eventually no one will care. But while we are here we can make a positive impact in people's lives. Eventually you will find certain people have come to love you, and maybe you love them. Happiness will sneak up on you. Just don't give up, and don't despair. You are more important than you know, because there is more to your story.
      Aaaand this is might sound really lame but it's the truth so screw it- if I found out you disappeared or died I would genuinely care. I know I don't know you on a personal level but I care about you as my fellow human. I hope you are doing okay. We are basically one big distant family after all. :)
      Be well lyndislegion.

    • @jenniferquidetto102
      @jenniferquidetto102 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I hope you're ok.

    • @That_Random_User
      @That_Random_User 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@lyndislegion287 Some random user loves you.
      Well two if you read in on Michael_MW
      I'd say "you're not alone, BELIEVE in yourself" but og, that's probably the most basic line you'll ever hear and only take at surface-level. I'm not the best conveying emotion but I know how solitary and isolating it feels when someone doesn't have anyone to "go to" or rely on emotionally nor on a relationship level after losing the most trusted, idolized, and loved for person in your life. I mean maybe there's friends, associates, or co-workers around but could anyone really tell anyone else how they felt without putting their emotional wellbeing in jeopardy? Or at the very least, having the false hope someone cares until realizing shortly thereafter they don't? Loss is common, to me at least, yet every time it feels like an alien concept to me. Might be ranting here, it's late. [2:59 EST]
      I'll remember you. Maybe not personally and I'll never know your name but I will remember the feeling felt reading and typing (source: trust me bro) but in all honesty, I never forget a way someone makes me feel.
      Why else do you think people cherish memories so much
      Anyhow, this has been some random user having a semi-deep moment on an already depressing comment section. Have a good 24-hour session pal! Reach out to someone if you feel the need, even if it is a fellow internet stranger.

  • @Snickerslovervr
    @Snickerslovervr 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +425

    You are not ugly
    You are caring
    You are loved
    you are not alone
    You are inspiring
    You are pretty
    You are nice
    Loved ones that have passed are still here in your heart
    🙂
    You probably won’t see this tho

    • @_b.m.o_
      @_b.m.o_ 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      i saw it. thank u

    • @alemahn
      @alemahn 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Thank you

    • @alemahn
      @alemahn 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thank you

    • @Teo9946
      @Teo9946 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thank you❤

    • @Whatisthissuhvs
      @Whatisthissuhvs 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Im none of these things sorry to point that out

  • @keiraw8135
    @keiraw8135 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    It feels..strange, seeing no arguments, no toxic people. I feel like I’ve finally found the people I’ve been looking for. The people I’ve been seeking. I hope that guy with stage 4 cancer lives ❤ he/she is a warrior. I have nothing bad going in my life. Well, nothing that I would use to seek attention for, so I will not mention it. I am proud of you all. Keep going. The fact that you’ve fought to this day shows how powerful you are. You’ve probably gone through so many tough times, but you pushed through it. I don’t think you realized how powerful you are. Keep fighting, and I’m proud of all of you.

  • @ShiveringDova
    @ShiveringDova 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1556

    I lost my dad eight months ago. Six days ago I turned 27 and I miss him so much.
    He'd always sing and make a racket with all his tools when coming from work. I've always preferred silence but since he's not around I've been dreading it. I just miss his smell and his laugh so much and how he would complain about everything and tell me to help him in the kitchen again...
    I miss you dad. I love you.

    • @Misha-fm5he
      @Misha-fm5he 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

      I'm so sorry for your lose, i lost my father in May 2022, and in my experience, the silence is sometimes there just so you have space to remember the noise, if that makes sense

    • @bajatruckguy
      @bajatruckguy 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

      Love ya, man. Life is never fair. We all lose loved ones before their time and some after. It's never easy to let go. You got this.

    • @chrisevans7368
      @chrisevans7368 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      I'm sorry for your loss, I know how you feel though, my dad is on his way out. He's pretty much accepted he's gonna die soon, it's heartbreaking to watch it wither away a once great man.

    • @KarianDespri
      @KarianDespri 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      I just turned 27 this past January, and I don't know if this would help, but... I've lost a lotta people in my life (genetic cancer that specifically strikes early), and one of the best ways I've found to cope, is to celebrate and carry on the things you miss about them. If you miss the sound of a racket in the garage and singing, maybe go teach yourself to build a shelf while you rock out to your favorite jams (or whatever his tools were for and his music was, idk lol I'm working with what I got)
      My uncle used to stay up all night playing video games in the other room (he was like a big brother to me), so I put on Game Grumps to kinda simulate that. And my grandpa (basically my dad cuz my dad took off early), well he would always have a pet bird and would always feed the squirrels, so we put up owl decorations everywhere and put up bird feeders and keep a bag of peanuts handy for the squirrels. And whenever we see a Robin (his name), we like to think it's him checkin' in on us. That kinda stuff. My mom's currently stage 4 (terminal) as well. Her big thing was always taking photos and making photo albums for people so that's gonna be the tradition I carry on from her--hopefully not too soon yet tho :')
      I don't know. Food for thought. Hope you can sleep better soon. And don't forget to let yourself cry, it's really good for your brain (at least up to a point). And hug the people you have left and let them help you if they say they want to--respect that they mean it. All that jazz

    • @MrMudslap
      @MrMudslap 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Ah hell man, I'm sorry. I remember when I lost my old man, it's been 6 years now, he was a painter, so whenever I smell a freshly painted room or house I feel sad, but it will get better you'll move on and it won't hurt so bad

  • @asdr222n
    @asdr222n 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2299

    I was trying to listen to some music not speedrun depression. Don't give up, everyone. Sending you love

    • @ILove20PieceNuggets
      @ILove20PieceNuggets 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +47

      Came here to vibe, left after trying to encourage people

    • @Raysul15
      @Raysul15 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      @@ILove20PieceNuggets I came cuz it is literally me rn, not leaving til daybreak

    • @AceMacNCh33se
      @AceMacNCh33se 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Love received❤

    • @jaspyjiindust.9227
      @jaspyjiindust.9227 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Thank you for that laugh i needed a bit of dark humor!

    • @Sketchguy1248
      @Sketchguy1248 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for the moment of levity. Love you bud.

  • @MrsPlaster
    @MrsPlaster หลายเดือนก่อน +380

    I never comment on YT. But you made me do it. I want to be a part of your story. It's not that late in France, but sleeping is always difficult and, this place, this check-point makes me feel less alone, less scared. Thank you all for building this little castle of love. Come back here when you're lost

    • @mokakohi6107
      @mokakohi6107 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      I never comment too and I'm French. The author of this comment and you all, I hope you'll find people, friends, a lover, who will cure your loneliness. This comment section making you emotional is the proof that you're a good person and you deserve the better ❤ Maybe try to get out of your comfort zone and met people thanks to your hobbies... I know it's not easy and ask more than a "petit coup de pied au derrière" but you can do it.

    • @justinvesty
      @justinvesty หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@mokakohi6107we all have to love each other, more than we have in the recent past

    • @erdbu
      @erdbu หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      That's what i was just doing man, this place always helps because of people like you. Those who choose to comment, for the ones that can't

  • @tylerbrooks9360
    @tylerbrooks9360 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    This video has really done something for me. I'm 17, and have been going through the worst few years of my life. I went through parents splitting up a second time (he remarried), me having to help pick back up the pieces of what was left, see my dad get better, but.....
    I'm still suffering.
    As a young kid, i had anger issues. So i was taught to supress my emotions, and to calm down. But I've done that for so long, its hard for me to convey my emotions into words.
    Thank you for reading this. These comments with the background music made me cry for the first time in months. I really needed this.

    • @ROBBRO_
      @ROBBRO_ หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hey man for what it's worth. My parents spilt up when I was 10 or 11. Having parents in your life do not define you as a person. I wasn't close to my dad but I leaned on him from time to time, he cared for me but we never had a close relationship. I never speak to my mum. I feel like I have a closer relationship to my now parents in law than my own parents. It would be nice to be more close to family but it has made me stronger knowing what family means and I have a son now, and for my son family comes first. Be the change you want to see in the world and you receive great joy in it! Don't be angry, you make your own life

  • @Lucain24
    @Lucain24 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6029

    For those people reading the comments, hope your days gets better homie. Call a loved one and just say hello, they've been missing you.

    • @kralekis
      @kralekis 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +39

      You deserve some hugs, thanks.

    • @COKE424
      @COKE424 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      ❤😭

    • @TylerArmyLeader
      @TylerArmyLeader 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

      Nobody misses me

    • @COKE424
      @COKE424 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

      @@TylerArmyLeader I miss you

    • @skyfallen2775
      @skyfallen2775 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      No he doesn’t. The last thing he said to me he sees me as a friend but hasn’t messaged me in almost two months. What does that suppose to mean? What am I supposed to interpret by that?

  • @bexabunny674
    @bexabunny674 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1065

    Today I received a gift from my Veterinarian. Last week my heart broke in half as I said goodbye to my 16 year old goodest girl. Today I received her paw prints and nose print. It was such a bittersweet moment. People can be so kind when you least expect it.

    • @awitchnamedchloe
      @awitchnamedchloe 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

      I lost my 2 year old cockatiel on the 11th. She meant the world to me but in the end I couldn’t help her when she was hurting. I hope the 2 years she was with me were good. My condolences to you and your girl.

    • @bexabunny674
      @bexabunny674 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      @@awitchnamedchloe same to you. I understand and hope you can heal soon

    • @melissacavanaugh3073
      @melissacavanaugh3073 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Oh my a nose print, that's so special! May u find peace in fond memories of her🤗

    • @humanbeing384
      @humanbeing384 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sorry for your loss, I lost my dog when she was only a year old. She was a purebred Labrador we got for free, as a puppy she was small enough to fit in our limited space but once she got too big we only let her in when the temperature got to cold/hot. While she was waiting for us to come back home near the edge of the road some people ran her over and when my dad said she was dead I walked back inside and felt nothing, it only hit me that she was gone when my sister walked in crying. At the very least she has a successor and while he might not be the brightest at least he's alive. His leg got messed up from his leash getting stuck on it, he got ran over, and he lost an eye on one of his trips and didn't come back for a week, but even then he still came back. I know I still haven't fully recovered from her death yet because I have night mares about her, the most recent one was seeing her having a fancy little grave, nothing bad at all yet it made me cry all the same. I hope you and your loved ones can make it through whatever comes your way.

    • @darken27
      @darken27 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      The final boop

  • @Barushia
    @Barushia 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2334

    I just fed my four month old baby since my wife has postpartum depression i take the baby at night so she can get some sleep. Its about 3.30 and i havent slept one bit since i went to bed. Everything is so quite, all i hear is my babys soft breathing. It feels like me and him are, at these moments, all alone in the universe. I think back to when me and my little brother would stay up all night trying to spot UFOs in the vast northern sky. Even though i love being a dad i miss those simpler days sometimes.
    Edit: thank you all for your kind words!
    My baby is now 7 month and nowadays he sleeps like a baby so to speak☺️
    My wife is still struggling but she has made a lot of progress❤️

    • @mugibestwaifuforever
      @mugibestwaifuforever 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +114

      This comment is literally so beautiful you sound like a lovely dad and nice husband please have a great night!

    • @Barushia
      @Barushia 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +49

      @@mugibestwaifuforever thank you for your kind comment! I did have a good night eventually☺️ I hope you did too.

    • @flazada
      @flazada 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +23

      That was the sweetest little back & fourth . .bless you both

    • @PartyBeetlefan
      @PartyBeetlefan 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      This is too wholesome for me I got a wholesomeness overload

    • @GammerGurten
      @GammerGurten 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

      I wish I had a baby in my life. They are wonderful. I pray your wife gets help. There are some effective medications available for ppd. Take good care of your child.

  • @hazelnut_pawz
    @hazelnut_pawz 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +19

    To the stage 4 cancer guy, you probably wont see this and never will, but thank you, i realized every detail in life is important even if you have to experience certain things every day until you cant experience it anymore, makes me feel wholesome and accepting of myself for a very long time after being trapped in my depression and my negative side. I notice things now because of you, and one day we all wont be able to see the world as beautiful and unpredictable as it is. Fly high, we love you.. ❤❤

  • @AkiraTorque
    @AkiraTorque 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +703

    Man, depression sucks, doesn't it? Having friends around me, call, text, chat with me and more, yet I still feel alone, feeling so empty but so full of emotions. Wanting to speak on how i truly feel, but i just cant yet. To those who are dealing with even the slightest bit of depression, we're in this together, we all made it this far. Lets enjoy our quiet "me" time and also enjoy the soothing yet hollow track.

    • @simplygunner
      @simplygunner 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      Man that “quiet me time” really got to me, most nights I’m up thinking about what’s going to happen in my life and i really just need to take this time for myself and breathe. Everything will be okay

    • @AkiraTorque
      @AkiraTorque 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@simplygunner Honestly, you and me both, but we made it this far, right? I'm sure we got this

    • @osteohiveporosis6882
      @osteohiveporosis6882 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Remember that there will be light again. It may not be permanent, and it may not be immediate. Hell, it might not even be soon, but the light will shine on you again.
      I've felt hopelessness and despair, and that's what I wished people would've told me.

    • @mugibestwaifuforever
      @mugibestwaifuforever 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Oh tell me something I don't know xD at this point Im just gonna have to embrace it but hey, its nice to know people feel the same :)

    • @entrr2482
      @entrr2482 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Talking from the perspective of the friends that "chat call text" you mentioned. It's kinda heartbreaking, watching someone spiral down into a well of sadness. Wish we could make it stop any more than you can. Seeing therapy and medicine fail the way it did killed me. I'm not friends with that person anymore, hope he's doing alright. :)

  • @alchothestranger370
    @alchothestranger370 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9229

    I knew a girl growing up. She had no other friends but me. I bullied her sometimes but he always stuck by me. She always hung around me. She was a true and honest friend.
    On our last day of school, she was crying and said she was afraid she'd never see me again. I told her that wasn't true and said that id always be her friend. I drew a little flower on her Jansport zip-up binder and she gave me a hug that felt like it had more love in it than I had ever had in my life.
    I never saw her again.
    Its those memories that are buried under years of trauma and hidden behind feelings on insecurity that keep me up on late night like this.
    That I'll never have moments like that again, but it brings me peace that the years of pain haven't dulled my heart yet.
    I miss her. A lot.
    I hope she's okay.

    • @Themaskededitor4
      @Themaskededitor4 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +671

      Trust me she misses you and really wants to see you again and I’ll bet one day you’ll see her again and I had the same experience I had a beautiful friend but she got a boyfriend and after that for about 10 years sense kindergarten she never spoke to me in person only on text messages and even then it mostly was just “hi how are you” and “I’m ok” and she never says anything else after one day she had a falling out with him and came to my house in that climb through the window style entrance and we started talking about what happened and she broke up with him because he was very controlling and he was the reason we never spoke because he didn’t like how I looked because apparently to him I was the better looking man and I was a very big person (I have always been a big person in size and weight) and he just didn’t like how I used to hang out with her and when he became her boyfriend he just became so mean to her and forced her to like him or he would beat me up beyond recognition (I was her best and only friend at that time) and I told her that she can stay with me and my parents for a bit (her parents left her with a babysitter because of work) and tell her babysitter that she going to be staying at a friends for the night and that stay home from school because I was going to handle it so me and my GF at the time who’s now my ex but on good terms kinda came up with an idea (we were both juniors then) she would lead him to the back of the school with the promise of a “good time” and him being the person that he was took it up and when he got there I just let him have it and I just saw red I couldn’t hold back and I got in trouble but not serious trouble and eventually my friend broke up with him and after my senior year I broke up with my girlfriend for personal reasons I don’t want to say and my friend comforted me through out the tough times and in the early months of college and eventually I started having feelings and when I figured out she also had feelings for me sense the break up we just sticked together and just clicked she’s basically like me but a girl and when she started dating my god I was the happiest man on earth and we did the thing together and now are expecting but then I got a knee injury and now the world is just slowed down and I just want to be back in the days where I was happy and not laying down depressed I wish you the best on finding her and I hope you can be happy like I once was as for what I look like in my edits I just use old photos of myself now I don’t look much different just older and more scares and not as cheerful I hope you wake up and feel amazing cause I know I’m not

    • @manishouldstop4263
      @manishouldstop4263 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +193

      @@Themaskededitor4 Thats a great story and i hope you get better with your knee injury so you can enjoy your time with them even more (im not saying that you dont enjoy your time with them but you get what i mean)

    • @Themaskededitor4
      @Themaskededitor4 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +82

      @@manishouldstop4263 thank you really it means a lot

    • @noahhoover7518
      @noahhoover7518 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +200

      Y’all over here making me cry and shit lol y’all both seem to have beautiful souls and I wish y’all nothing but the best in your future endeavors

    • @Themaskededitor4
      @Themaskededitor4 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

      @@noahhoover7518 thank you and you too I hope you will enjoy your day/night

  • @moonshroomz._
    @moonshroomz._ 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +991

    Everyone in this comment section deserves peace and love. Reading such real stories reminded me what it is to feel and be human.

    • @nk3943s
      @nk3943s 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Fr

    • @emilyr2560
      @emilyr2560 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hope the same for you and your loved ones ❤

    • @slave_of_Allah001
      @slave_of_Allah001 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Believe in one god Allah for when you stand before him know that is the day when you realise what your true purpose in life really was.

    • @nadt0
      @nadt0 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Love

    • @The.deadpool420
      @The.deadpool420 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I love your pfp

  • @Blank_account.
    @Blank_account. หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    This comment section makes me feel alive again, I have trouble believing that I’m real sometimes that causes me to breakdown often but this is the most realist thing I’ve seen that make me feel real. I pray that the person with stage 4 cancer is alive and well and knows that they are loved and supported by family, friends, even strangers. Reality isn’t negative, reality is just a path we take that leads to our outcome. Most people believe that reality is that theirs no hope or possibility but there is, it doesn’t have to be an exaggerated miracle it can just be the smallest thing that can make someone feel alive and welcomed. I believe everyone has a life that is valuable of its own, I hope you do too. Goodnight.

  • @AngryBones692
    @AngryBones692 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1638

    You did it. Today was a real challenge. Give yourself a pat on the back, take some deep breaths, and know that it will all be okay with some more hard work and willpower. People love you, never forget that.
    Oh, and one more thing...
    Thank you for not giving up! Stay strong, stranger!

    • @jacobharris7288
      @jacobharris7288 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      we got this!!!

    • @ChickenLORD-
      @ChickenLORD- 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      Most importantly the Lord loves you (here’s a lil teddy bear for comfort) ->🧸

    • @Ramon609
      @Ramon609 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      @@gutturalslug2184 Sometimes people are born that are incapable to do anything major or are not meant to do that.. and that is fine.. go about on your own pace and things will get better as time goes by.. forcing yourself to do things or feel guilty about it does nothing for you or anyone else.. take time to heal and take time to rest and you can start picking up where you left off another time.. i am in the same boat.. wish you good luck stranger

    • @luke670
      @luke670 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      WHAT IS BLUD YAPPIN ABOUT

    • @jimbobjoe9950
      @jimbobjoe9950 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      to be honest, i am giving up. My applications to jobs that i need to fund my college are getting turned down left and right. i keep a smile on my face for my mother and brother but every night i stay up till 4 in the morning doing nothing to better my self.
      Im losing hope in myself and in humanity. We are killing the planet and each other and for what? Cash gain? I find it more pitiful than i find myself.
      I lie to myself daily. "youll work off the weight" "she will actually show up" "Your doing your best" the lies get more complex day after day. it wont stop anymore.
      I cried when i read your comment. sorry for dumping this on anyone who reads.

  • @fizziefishie1930
    @fizziefishie1930 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3770

    I miss my mom. She's not passed. But sometimes i think about how she won't be around forever and i get a deep feeling of guilt that I don't live with her. I know that's part of growing up but i genuinely cannot imagine a world without my mother. I'm so terrified of her going before i can say goodbye.
    Edit: thank you for all the kind comments. I'm planning on calling her when I wake up tomorrow! I hope I can get to see her soon. Thank you all for being so supportive and relating with your own stories

    • @janskeet1382
      @janskeet1382 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +58

      Go well darling. Feeling like this is all part of the process. You have a kind heart. Blessed be. 💕

    • @tbhby4toraa
      @tbhby4toraa 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +74

      thats why you say everything before the day it does happen, death is a common thing, everyone experiences it, just in diffrent ways. People usally take advantage of what they have so they never get over it when its gone, What i want you to do is say everything to your mom, it doesn't matter if its worth talking to her about or not. you only live once, then your life on earth is over, So say everything, tell her everything.

    • @rxsieexxx
      @rxsieexxx 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Omg I feel u 😢 this is exactly why I moved back to my country after living in Europe for 10yrs...I felt like I needed to spend more time with my parents before they got too old 😞❤️ luckily I got admitted to my 1st choice school which at the same time is located in the same city my parents live, and now I'm back home with my parents 🥰🥰

    • @katarzynakrzak8789
      @katarzynakrzak8789 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +47

      Damn i got this feeling too. Like how I am supposed to live without her? What about house? What about Bills? She always cook something for dinner for us. How to live without this one person that love you no metter what you do?

    • @garywilloughby6893
      @garywilloughby6893 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

      I know what you mean, I wish I could see my Mother one more time and tell her how much she meant to me she passed in 1993 at the age of 69..

  • @whizzburgers_7373
    @whizzburgers_7373 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1032

    I was suicidal and even had a date set for it. I didn't go through with it, maybe I was scared or I didn't even care to do it. Now sometimes I stay up late to think about all the amazing things I would miss if I wasn't around anymore. Everyday you live is a gift. Hang in there. It will be better someday.

    • @alleykat90
      @alleykat90 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

      I'm glad you're still here

    • @Arizo029
      @Arizo029 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      god bless you my friend. may you never lose hope, and i wish you well, no matter what, no matter where.

    • @BoyKizzler
      @BoyKizzler 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      womp to the wompisest of womps

    • @Yura-_-777
      @Yura-_-777 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +34

      @user-co5hp7cy3e Being kind is very important. May you get through the struggles you're trying to hide beneath your hard shell. Spread positivity ok.

    • @whizzburgers_7373
      @whizzburgers_7373 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@BoyKizzler you are so cool and edgy man. Keep this attitude up. It will get you to the top!

  • @valtraven9675
    @valtraven9675 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +266

    I work in pharmacy, and i had a patient a couple of years back, looked me dead in the eyes, and said, "Hey, remember that every day is a good day. Some are just better." He smiled and put his hand on my shoulder before walking away with his hunched old man walk he always had. Idk if he looked at me and somehow noticed the deep depression and the sheer loniness I've been feeling for ages, but it's a line i think to myself daily. Weirdly, it helps kinda.
    Just in case no one's told you today yet, but thank you, all of you. Everything you do, no matter how small, is seen by someone. We appreciate all you've given us. Remember to rest, but also remember to keep going. You've got this. You aren't alone out here.

    • @Teo9946
      @Teo9946 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Thank you❤

    • @Nicola92800
      @Nicola92800 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      🩷🩷🩷

  • @russelstudios2187
    @russelstudios2187 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +729

    It’s truly amazing how a 12 hour abstract video of a window with ambient music can bring out so much love and compassion from everyone in the comments

    • @codytheemeraldminecart3313
      @codytheemeraldminecart3313 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      I think the title helped… I clicked on it because it felt relatable in the moment. I’m guessing you did, too. I kind of wonder if the reason we’re all talking like this is because we’re all a little sad and are trying to get through our problems, and thus want to help others get through theirs as well. I dunno, though.

    • @russelstudios2187
      @russelstudios2187 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@codytheemeraldminecart3313 Aw that’s a nice take on it

    • @Bee-eautiful
      @Bee-eautiful 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@codytheemeraldminecart3313i think it's a perfectly valid theory
      i don't even know why i clicked on here, i just felt like it, but i don't regret it, and even if i probably won't read every comment as it's quite late and i still need to sleep, i'll still read as much as i can

  • @Sunnfjordingen
    @Sunnfjordingen 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +674

    I'm Norwegian and I'm told it's one of the best countries in the world to live in. I turned 39 years old today, have two children and a spouse and a steady and good job. I should be happy...but I'm not.
    I'm diagnosed with severe PTSD and dissociative identity disorder. Every day is a massive struggle.
    I'm afraid and lonely, and I cry a lot alone in the dark some days
    But long relaxing videos like these help me go to sleep, relax and keep my mind at a calm state.
    Not every pain is visible and loneliness can happen to anyone.
    Thank you for uploading this video. It has helped me through a lot more than you can imagine.

    • @void5239
      @void5239 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      happy birthday @sunnfjordingen
      🖤

    • @Sunnfjordingen
      @Sunnfjordingen 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you ​@@void5239

    • @Sunnfjordingen
      @Sunnfjordingen 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@void5239 Thank you

    • @lepilotedusamedisoir
      @lepilotedusamedisoir 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      I understand, it's really dificult wen your suffering but you cannot show it, when everybodie think that you are allright but it isn't the case.
      I hope that thing get better for us all
      Sorry for the misteak I am french

    • @wolfbyt3356
      @wolfbyt3356 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      23 åring her som også sliter mye med ensomhet. Ønsker deg alt vel:)

  • @nihluvs
    @nihluvs หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    onww people making comments to the guy with stage 4 cancer 😭💞💞
    this is so beautiful to see, he thought no one would see his comment, now over 60 thousand strangers are paying tribute to him, and I hope he is well, wherever he is! 🙃

  • @thenameiwantedwasgone
    @thenameiwantedwasgone 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1736

    It's 3:00 am right now, and I need to be up early tomorrow morning. I'm tired, and I'll be tired tomorrow. Sometimes I think I'll never be not tired, and it's my own fault. Sometimes, I take a nap and ignore the world for a bit. Sometimes, I can't fall asleep, and stay up wondering.
    People grow up, and they change. It's nice to have places like this where people can come and leave a snapshot of where they are in life, so they can come back and see how far they've come. Some people won't come back, and this will be one more thing they leave behind.
    (I get far too introspective when I'm tired. If you're reading this, thank you.)
    Edit: It’s been 2 weeks since I wrote this, and I just came back to check on it since I was getting some notifications about it. I never expected 900 people to like this. Thank all of you for your kind words in the comments.
    It’s only been 2 weeks, and not a lot has changed. But optimism is always something I can at least pretend to have. I’m sure things will get better, and to everyone feeling the same way I am, I’m sure we’ll all get to a better point one day.
    Once again, a huge thank you to everyone in the replies. All your words mean a lot and I wish everyone a good night.

    • @littleballofdarknessTM
      @littleballofdarknessTM 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

      sleep well man

    • @tätt_ninjahr
      @tätt_ninjahr 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +27

      Tired people are nice. So honest, no fake emotions... 🫂

    • @Playlets
      @Playlets 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Me too :(

    • @chriskeagle6660
      @chriskeagle6660 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Sleep my friend

    • @yfpalli8899
      @yfpalli8899 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Bro what

  • @adiam9090
    @adiam9090 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1502

    Life is hard right now. It’s 2:56am in the UK, and I’m crying reading all these comments.
    You’re all such beautiful souls. Humanity can be so cruel, so it warmed my heart to find such kindness here when I wasn’t expecting it ❤

    • @FuNoK83
      @FuNoK83 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      Exact 4 days later, I am in the same position as you ❤

    • @GustavoMerieux
      @GustavoMerieux 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Cool songs on your profile bro!​@@FuNoK83

    • @caxthealpha1
      @caxthealpha1 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      ​@@FuNoK83we all are brotha...we all are...

    • @Lemantra
      @Lemantra 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Grow up men, this is nothing over the hardships that are yet to come

    • @caxthealpha1
      @caxthealpha1 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@Lemantra ye, ww2 was nothing

  • @TheOnlyGhxst
    @TheOnlyGhxst 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +558

    To anyone that finds themselves here at 3am, and thinks "What am I doing? Why am I wasting time?", just remember: You are you, and your life is yours and yours alone. Just because others sleep at a certain time, or do things a certain way, does not mean you are wrong for doing it differently. We are born alone in darkness, and we will return, alone, to darkness someday soon. Be happy living your life as YOU, in your unique way, rather than feeling inadequate because of how others say you SHOULD live. Us humans, we're funny creatures. We forget how short our lives actually are, and treat life as if it will be forever. Becoming anxious over things that will end sooner than we know.
    If everything is to end within the span of a flash of light (as compared to the length of the universe itself), then why not enjoy every moment that we have, rather than spend that time anxious and in despair? There are no "good" or "bad" events... only our perceptions of them. You are alive, you are breathing, you are joy. That is yours and yours alone, something that no one else can ever experience in the same way.

    • @Zensura08
      @Zensura08 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Your words are soothing me bro.. thank you , may god bless you and lead you to the right ways always 🙏🏻🤍

    • @svrldsmntlsfan1
      @svrldsmntlsfan1 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      This is so beautiful..thank you friend. Wherever you are in your life journey I hope you are happy.

    • @petrallepostia
      @petrallepostia 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Your commenr made me feel so much better about my situation, you have done a good deed by helping people with your words ❤

    • @Notmyproblemxoxo
      @Notmyproblemxoxo 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Are u a mind reader or smth it's litch 3: 35 am for my bro

    • @slipperyspider3897
      @slipperyspider3897 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Thank you bro it is literally 3am for me right now and tbh i struggle to sleep im an insomniac and struggling but i appreciate running into people on the internet who just say things like this

  • @eller3050
    @eller3050 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    My bunny passed away this Christmas morning. Beautiful baby girl, taught me so much about love. We opened presents in the morning and we were all smiling. Then my mom says to check in on her. We all knew what that meant. But my mom, she knew the whole time we were enjoying our presents that Luna passed. She stayed strong for us, just for that moment to see us smile. I love you mom, thanks dad, and Luna, go play with Star up there. Maybe now you two will get along. 💕 Jesus keeps me on His firm foundation. He is with you ☀️

    • @tifanymyaumi
      @tifanymyaumi 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      im sorry 4 ur loss 💔💔💔💔💔💔☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹

    • @Dazai_OsamuIrl
      @Dazai_OsamuIrl วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      That sucks man I really am sorry for your loss. I have a dog named Luna and she is my everything. I love that little shit.

  • @adamfox7071
    @adamfox7071 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +364

    I stumbled across this at 2:37 am and was completely taken off guard by the overwhelmingly encouraging comment section. I find it wild that we all are mutually sharing the same feelings and compassion. I wasn't planning to comment but felt compelled to after reading. I wish everyone here good luck, we're all here to strengthen each other.

    • @skye7396
      @skye7396 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      For some reason i also stumbled across this video at 2:37, may the universe treat you kindly tomorrow 🤍

    • @Mrkrabs42069
      @Mrkrabs42069 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I found this at a time but my dumbass doesn't know how to tell the time so I can not tell you when I found this but for anyone who reads this just know that even if life feels like hell just know it will get better as long as you believe in yourself,stay strong

    • @islyknight
      @islyknight 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@Mrkrabs42069good message and all but how can you not tell the time 😭

    • @cactusking4045
      @cactusking4045 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I came across this video at 1:05am, hope you have a wonderful, happy, and healthy life. We may never interact with each other again, but may the contact our souls have shared in this moment be remembered for many years.

    • @good4gaby
      @good4gaby 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      2:37am for me too 👀

  • @juannumerocinco
    @juannumerocinco 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +559

    Two years ago, my best friend took his own life. He was active on Steam the night before, and I saw him online. To this day, I still wonder if I had messaged him, would he still be alive now? There was no way for me to know, but I still blame myself. For anyone out there who feels alone or like the world wouldn't be different without them, please know that life gets better. Please know that no matter what you think, someone will be up at 1 in the morning sobbing their eyes out because they miss you. Do me a favor and keep living. Do it for yourself. Do it for my dear friend Evan. I miss you, buddy. See you some day.

    • @twicelver
      @twicelver 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

      It's not your fault my guy🩷

    • @Smartyvoy
      @Smartyvoy 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      Do you not blame yourself. You did what you could, and you were not aware of his struggles. You tried your best, and that's all that one asks for you. I just hope your buddy found peace, and I am sorry for your loss.

    • @BaBa-yoda-ee2cg
      @BaBa-yoda-ee2cg 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      My name is Evan.. I know I don't believe in reincarnation and stuff like that but what if?

    • @BaBa-yoda-ee2cg
      @BaBa-yoda-ee2cg 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      This is the most incredible thing I've ever seen

    • @Laurent-Ginat
      @Laurent-Ginat 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I gonna say it in French : Ce n’est pas avec des « si » que l’on refait un monde. Garde ton ami dans ton cœur et retrouve le jeu en jeu chaque fois que tu fermes les yeux en repensant à toutes ces soirée à jouer avec lui ! Je te souhaites que tout aille bien et que tu reste fort à te relever . 💪🏻
      Pensée à ton ami. Si seulement on pouvais lire dans la tête de nos proches cela serait tellement bien plus simple 💫❤️..
      Peace & honor 4 u

  • @techman9514
    @techman9514 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +626

    People always say “don’t cry because it’s over. smile because it happened.” But sometimes it’s good to reminisce. To cry a little. To allow yourself time to appreciate what was. To make peace with what is. And then to move on. Move on, but never forget.

    • @kevinwillems8720
      @kevinwillems8720 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      SOPHIE told us that It's OK to Cry. Sometimes that's what you need.

    • @chriskh-studentoflight217
      @chriskh-studentoflight217 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Dang......that's deep

    • @entrr2482
      @entrr2482 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Naah look to the future man. Fully and completely, it's the only part of your life you can affect in a meaningful capacity so what's the point of looking towards the past? Live laugh and love (today, not yesterday)

    • @thereal4815
      @thereal4815 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I needed to see this. Thank you.

    • @eringreyplays
      @eringreyplays 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Saw this and instantly got choked up. I've been grieving the sudden end of my senior year of college four years ago because of COVID. Before it all happened, I was looking forward to my 'last' everything - concerts in various ensembles, club meetings, galas and banquets before beginning grad school. And it all got...ripped away. Fortunately, I got to still partake in some of those activities during grad school, but it wasn't the same. And then when I officially graduated and moved for work, I remember waking up crying from dreams of just ACHING to be back in those ensembles, doing the grind of being stressed in a practice room, or being silly with small groups. The grief is more subtle now, I don't cry for it as much. I still find myself longing for it on the more 'still' days, and...here, crying to reminisce on the 'good ol' days'.
      Thank you for this reminder, you're appreciated.

  • @BevonBrian
    @BevonBrian หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    To the guy with stage four cancer stay strong buddy we are all here for you❤

    • @FrostedD2
      @FrostedD2 28 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I’m sorry that i have to keep typing this to people, but somewhere in these comments his brother mentioned that he passed a few months ago, not long after his comment. May he rest in peace.

  • @cryingcat557
    @cryingcat557 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +382

    Dear Michael. After primary school, I thought it would get better. It didn’t. And still hasn’t after moving between new schools twice. I remember our business idea we created for our future. Our plans to become rich and famous. I remember playing dungeons and dragons with you and your father helping.
    To be honest, I don’t really know what’s going on right now. I feel like im being dragged along in life, and I don’t know whether to feel happy or sad. You’ll never see this, I’m certain, but I miss those days so much. I hold them in the deepest part of my heart, and I never intend to let them go as long as I breath. You will always be my one and true best friend. Our time was cut too short.
    Thank you so much Michael, for everything.

    • @e.r.3820
      @e.r.3820 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

      He would be honored to have someone cherish those memories like you are. Thoughtful and empathetic. Take that honesty and let it grow your future relationships.

    • @pablorocky6064
      @pablorocky6064 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      I also lost someone named Michael who loved dungeons and dragons. We met in middle school and I lost him in highschool. Never met his family but I'm sad that they are all gone now. I remember crying in the school library asking people if they knew him or his brother Adam. Never got closure to what happened. I hope you recover. I know it's never easy and you are amazing with how strong you are. If you still plan to do the business idea I wish you the best.

    • @LogicallyExists
      @LogicallyExists 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@pablorocky6064Sad..

    • @dan-ee3we
      @dan-ee3we 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      gay?

    • @jessed9811
      @jessed9811 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@dan-ee3we hahahahahaha

  • @117_ScaleneMean
    @117_ScaleneMean 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1143

    I wish I could go back in time. To the simpler times, where it was only me and my litle brother, sitting in the floor and playing Minecraft. We used to build a city, which we never finished.
    He grew up, I grew up. From a little boy who used to invite me to play with him, to an almost teenager, who doesn't invite me to play with him anymore. Since my grandpa died and I grew up, I've been feeling lonely and lost. Life's just not the same anymore.
    The worst part of growing up is realizing that life wasn't happier, it was just SIMPLER.
    I miss you grandpa.
    Sorry for any english mistakes, I'm not a native english speaker.

    • @Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot
      @Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

      Hi there! Jesus says to you today: "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." -Matthew 11:28
      May God bless you! 😊

    • @Disrup7or
      @Disrup7or 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +27

      I just wanted to say that I didn’t notice a single mistake in your writing. I actually found it quite beautiful ❤

    • @117_ScaleneMean
      @117_ScaleneMean 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot I'll look for him. Thank you

    • @117_ScaleneMean
      @117_ScaleneMean 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      ​@@Disrup7orThank you! That means a lot to me :)

    • @117_ScaleneMean
      @117_ScaleneMean 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      ​@@Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot I looked for him, and I am already feeling quite better. Thanks :)

  • @kaleb7556
    @kaleb7556 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1743

    Yknow i hardly ever come to these videos for the music. But the comment sections are always the most wholesome things ever. If you’re here and reading this than here’s what I say.
    I know almost everything sucks nowadays. But think of anything good. Not just things good for you but the good you do. Do you work in fast food? Then you make people happy. You work in healthcare? You make people feel not so alone when they are at their lowest. Don’t do things because you have to. Bring purpose to what you do. No matter how small the task someone somewhere is happier because of you. And if you don’t think anyone is happy because of you. Then know I am. Keep going friends,find good and spread it

    • @atiredprsn
      @atiredprsn 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

      This comment made me cry. I remember my friend chose to call me when she was crying, when she was feeling at her lowest, she chose to call me. There is always someone in the world that cares about us. Even if they have passed, they never forget.

    • @sarbloom1221
      @sarbloom1221 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      i'm sure she didn't forgot you and probably think of you like you do. who knows maybe you'll end up seeing her again you never know what might happen in the futur

    • @zachdass1261
      @zachdass1261 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Elden ring is cool

    • @danithedumbass
      @danithedumbass 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      "Then know I am." thank you dude.. i needed that today. reading that line is the closest ive come to breaking in a long time..

    • @krimimimiminalkommissar1011
      @krimimimiminalkommissar1011 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thanks Kaleb. Take care of you please

  • @Kaz_Terumi
    @Kaz_Terumi หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    This feels like the vibe of a Post apocalyptic setting. You’re the last one everyone else is already gone to bed but you got to keep on going because maybe you’re not.

    • @Kaz_Terumi
      @Kaz_Terumi หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      (Short story, bad punctuation 7 AM haven’t gone to bed writing.)
      There I sat 600 feet off the ground, in some blasted out skyscraper. In the tallest skyscraper in the city, but nowhere close to the top, I was too scared of heights. The wind from the shattered window hit my back. It was cold and inviting. I sat on the damp couch wrapped in my jacket. I could feel it soaking through to my pants. I looked out on the city that would never have lights again. The only noise was the rain and the creaking of the building. I was unconscious of the noise until I realized I’ve been taking deeper and deeper breaths. Once I became aware it became deliberate. Every breath with it meaning every breath with its purpose. I took in the air slowly through my nose. The cold air was rough against my dried out throat. It’s filled my lungs with strain against the strap that held on my backpack. I close my eyes keeping up the deliberate breaths. I breathe, so it was a homemade meal that I had to remember the flavor of the feeling of the memory of. For a moment time slipped away, and I was there again. On some hiking trail on a mountain in some forest with my father. I looked up at him, not knowing the words he was saying. Other kids and adults running around being loud, drowning out his voice. I tried my best to listen but I couldn’t get any closer. I couldn’t turn around until the others to shut up. I stood on my toes. I put my head back as I leaned up to hear him. Then I was brought back as my head hit the glass with it’s cold and sudden touch. I sat there, breathing, looking at the stars that I have never witnessed with such beauty in the city before out of the corner of my eye. I went to stand up, but couldn’t. Something about this damp couch and the starry night kept me here. I walked so many steps and knew I was tried. I took my hat off and rested against the arm of the couch to provide a little comfort. I laid there with my eyes open the only sound, the creaking of the building, wind. I realized everyone is asleep except me.

  • @tracelennon9470
    @tracelennon9470 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +701

    I ran away from an abusive household and wound up living the early years of my adulthood wandering a city I had no context for. I made a lot of friends along the way, and they helped me to realize that my problems run deeper than I can ignore. My father left my narcissistic mother, so I moved in with him. He's no picnic, but I manage much better with him. Today, I'm still working on giving structure to my life, but I'm taking it one step at a time, day by day. I think that some day soon I'll find a more peaceful life than the turbulent one I have now. Blessed be.

    • @spooderman_the_femboy
      @spooderman_the_femboy 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      you are strong and centered beyond belief. you can complete any given task, and any challenge

    • @KijoSamhain
      @KijoSamhain 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Blessed be. From one truly spiritually open as you are. 🙂‍↕️🖤

    • @skypanther604
      @skypanther604 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Nothing but good vibes. I hope all is well ❤

    • @voxstulti6262
      @voxstulti6262 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      The path of peace that you walk will show you the value of your hard work. Keep at it, find what you love most and follow it to glory. Let your love and the love from your family guide you. You can do this.

    • @ninatilley2718
      @ninatilley2718 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I pray God works in your life and u continue to thrive despite your environment❤ you got this my friend

  • @Sakura-The-Femboy
    @Sakura-The-Femboy 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1462

    This is making me cry, all the comments here are peaceful souls wandering on in life and it really warms my heart to see that i am not alone to see that people like all of you are experiencing the same troubles... And we will all pass through it, together.

    • @SpiritualDoves
      @SpiritualDoves 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

      We will by the grace of God, big hug

    • @Br1anwastaken
      @Br1anwastaken 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      U good?

    • @EATBnose
      @EATBnose 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      ​​@@Br1anwastaken hope him/her be ok

    • @Br1anwastaken
      @Br1anwastaken 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@EATBnose same

    • @Mulejaw
      @Mulejaw 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@Sakura-The-Femboy we are all the same sometimes lonely sometimes scared sometimes broken child looking for comfort and much love and always be kind.

  • @dylanras5542
    @dylanras5542 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +197

    When I was 15, I held my dad in my arms as he passed. It was very sudden since it was a pulmonary embolism. 2 years later, my best friend lost his life climbing a mountain. I was in a very dark place for a long time. Im 24 now and have managed to travel to a few places and meet some amazing people along the way. I've come to realize that I'm now living for both of them. I know that for some of you, it may seem dark and gloomy now, but trust me, things do get better. I am living proof of this. Know that you are loved and you are much stronger than you think. Whatever you are going through, you've got this.

    • @apenaseu7588
      @apenaseu7588 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      😭😭😭😭

    • @Jane12037
      @Jane12037 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      God bless you bro… have a happy life, don’t take it for granted and I hope you never see something as heartbreaking as what you saw when your dad died 😞

    • @Smartyvoy
      @Smartyvoy 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Is it truly living if you are simply around so others won't be sad if you are gone? It's honorable to keep going for the sake of your father and friend, who must have meant a lot to you.

    • @btsgirl734
      @btsgirl734 หลายเดือนก่อน

      This made me cry I can relate because I'm struggling with this still😢

  • @OscarArciaa
    @OscarArciaa 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    For the man with stage 4 cancer, my grandpa died with stage 4 so I understand your pain. I was the one in the room with him holding his hand as he drew his last breath. In that moment time froze and everything crumble but grandpa looked at peace, his soul was free, knowing he was not in pain no more! I felt calm. If you are not here with us anymore, know that you are in my thoughts and may your soul be at peace. You are blessed and remember nothing ends, it's just another phase of your soul continuing it's journey!!!🙌 ❤ Love you all

  • @mickeyhoque
    @mickeyhoque 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +933

    I don’t wanna grow up. I just want to be a kid forever. I cling to those old memories and wish I could relive them. The nostalgia is hurting me. I am scared of getting older. I want to go back to simpler times before all this stuff happened. I just wanna be a kid again

    • @entrr2482
      @entrr2482 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +48

      Want and will don't coincide for a reason. The faster you stop clinging to the past the faster you can take the reigns of your own life and liiveee ^_^
      Do that darling you'll do great. Surely

    • @Private_Investigations4hire
      @Private_Investigations4hire 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      A lot of us try to cling to those simple times before responsibilities, bills, relationships etc etc, it's only natural. Especially even we remember the idyllic moments from our childhood when we felt truly happy, peaceful and relaxed.
      Unfortunately we all have to grow up and the sooner you let go the sooner you can move on and make your life your own. Live it one day at a time, you'll get there eventually, I did, although I still make many mistakes. Keep at it

    • @XJ9sodypop
      @XJ9sodypop 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      i understand. i wish i could play gamecube with my brother again. i miss those days

    • @AlliedMastercomputer_109
      @AlliedMastercomputer_109 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

      Yeah dude. Every year goes by I realize I’m getting old as shit. My mind is still set in late 2019, yet it’s mid to late 2024. Only thing we can do is accept that those times are over know, and it’s now time to go to a new chapter.

    • @parkercorbitt8810
      @parkercorbitt8810 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Responsibility sucks, but that doesn't mean you have to go and give up on what makes life fun. It's your life, and you must live it the way you see fit. You are in total control, and I know you can make of yourself whatever you want.

  • @OIeka
    @OIeka 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +486

    Ironically, this made me stay up longer reading the comments and seeing people’s stories.
    I’m going into college and I’m terrified. I don’t feel like an adult, I hardly feel like myself most days but every day I try to set small goals; get up out of bed, eat something healthy and at least 2 meals a day, go on a walk around the neighborhood. Some days I can’t manage to move, and some days it’s better than others. I know that I personally have a lot of privileges I’m grateful for, a loving family, friends and financial stability but I feel like it’s me. I don’t know why I can’t take advantage of the opportunities in front of me when so many others with less can. My mother is the strongest person I know, my brother is the funniest and most social person I know, my sister is the hardest working and most committed person I know, my father is the most supportive and actionable person I know. I know I am talented, I know I’m funny, and kind, and beautiful but some days I can’t see it. I just can’t and I know it’s delusional. I’m terrified of failing everyone. I’m terrified of failing myself. Some days I really hate myself.
    But some days I really love myself, because I’m still here and I’m still trying.
    To anyone who needs to hear it, you don’t have to be as good or better than the people around you, you should try to be the best at being you. It’s okay to fail, it’s okay to take two steps forward and one step back. You’re one step closer than you were before.
    Thank you to anyone who read this.

    • @muslimaswrld
      @muslimaswrld 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      It’s totally normal to feel that way especially in ur teenage years just make sure to hang in there don’t have any negative thoughts about yourself or about anything that effects you, you’re not behind, you’re not disappointing anyone you’re good enough just the way you are and god has planned out everything for you, there’s literally no need to worry about anything just have discipline, take a break when you need it and don’t give up that’s all ♥️🫂

    • @ILove20PieceNuggets
      @ILove20PieceNuggets 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I've been reading these comments for about an hour while trying to encourage and support others. I hope I managed to at least bring some positivity with my not so good advice.
      Now I just need to learn to take my own advice

    • @DrAmithBhat
      @DrAmithBhat 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Thanks for sharing this because every word I read made me feel like I was looking at myself in a mirror. But how long can I live taking two steps back for every one step forward, only god can tell.

    • @boots6305
      @boots6305 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I felt this on a molecular level 😭 I am going through the exact same thing

    • @lisakoerth1125
      @lisakoerth1125 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Ur not alone we as man women 7yo 20yo feel the same way.thank you

  • @ForumArcade
    @ForumArcade 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +714

    I wish I had friends like you guys growing up.

    • @drrisen-9442
      @drrisen-9442 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

      You still are growing up. We all are.

    • @Truthful_One
      @Truthful_One 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      All of us is still growing up, we still have something to see, feels, and learn

    • @snowing_egg
      @snowing_egg 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@drrisen-9442 how do you know if hes 18?

    • @THAPOKEPINBALLER
      @THAPOKEPINBALLER 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Subscribed man. We here for you

    • @shlimbop
      @shlimbop 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      i wish i had friends growing up too, i had fihting parents maybe that close enough lmao

  • @ilikepancakesandwaffles
    @ilikepancakesandwaffles 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Around 2 years ago, my dog died. I wasn't there when he died, as a matter of fact i was states away. And it was such a shock getting the news from my dad, when he called me. It was just a chill friday afternoon, and my heart dropped in disbelief. I miss him so much to this day, but ik he is in a better place now. Ik he if happily waiting for us to come back to him and give him tones of pets and kisses.
    I just wanna say, to anyone who may be suffering from any type of loss rn, I wish you luck and hope you feel better soon. Something I've learned is that time heals everything, and it really does. Even though sometimes more time is needed to get through certain things. I believe in you, and you can get through it. You will get through it.

  • @dannyboi9607
    @dannyboi9607 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +924

    I lost my mom a month ago. She was always in her happy place sitting on our porch watching the rain hit the blades of grass. The pitter patter in this video has brought me to tears. I miss her so much

    • @OhSoUnderground
      @OhSoUnderground 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Pitter patter.... its the best. She's a grrrl after my own ❤

    • @mandero88NAFO
      @mandero88NAFO 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

      I'm so sorry for your loss internet friend. I'm 36 and absolutely broken, fully at rock bottom with multiple addictions and severe depression and anxiety through the roof. The only thing keeping me alive on this plane of existence is my mother, who is everything to me. Ive always told her id never ever do anything to myself because I've caused her enough grief as it is but she's in her 70s now....I think about if and when she dies and I honestly can't see myself lasting even an hour when it comes. I'm terrified. I cry my eyes out most nights. I try put a cheery face on for her so not to worry her even more but a mother is only as happy as her saddest child someone once said, so my mam can see through my fake smile and it breaks me. I really really don't want to be here any more but I'm just hanging on for her. I can't imagine how you must feel, I am so so sorry for your loss.....I'm so scared and broken. Love - Liam from England

    • @EmmanuelCortes-vl4ur
      @EmmanuelCortes-vl4ur 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I'm sorry to hear that

    • @Ball_shlopper
      @Ball_shlopper 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I lost my mom about a year ago. I know the pain of losing someone like that. You’re not alone.

    • @venixed184
      @venixed184 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Damn Danny, I'm sorry for your loss, I hope eventually you'll be okay, wish you all the best stranger

  • @twotoned_echos
    @twotoned_echos 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +572

    I'm at rock bottom trying to get back on my feet instead of letting years of trauma, depression, and isolation ruin me. Whenever I manage to stand on my own two feet again, I'll remember nights like these and the comfort they bring. God bless you all. Better days are ahead, though it might not seem like that at first. o7

    • @ChickenLORD-
      @ChickenLORD- 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      I suggest maybe giving the lord a chance? Finding a purpose is impossible without him, and with him you’ll have the hope of heaven; a perfect landscape for us believers.

    • @justapersonthistime
      @justapersonthistime 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hope you succeed o7

    • @elizabethmatthews4142
      @elizabethmatthews4142 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Whatever battles you face, you never truely face them alone. You will stand on those feet of yours and you’ll do one better, you get up and walk away from the battles you faced with pride - always remember you are loved, even if that love is hidden somewhere deep inside where only you can find it, but a love for yourself that has kept you here every minute of everyday

    • @Ultraysss
      @Ultraysss 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hey, just saying something that helped me specifically. Happy music. Stuff from bands like Surfaces. They always get a smile on my face and some energy for life. If you aren’t feeling it, though, that’s ok.
      Also getting outside, if you can help it. The sun feels great when it’s not baking you entirely.
      I made it. I was coming off one of the roughest years ever and this summer changed it all.
      Behind every cloud is the shining sun. Keep your head high king

    • @twotoned_echos
      @twotoned_echos 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@Ultraysss I actually do go outside to relax- err- try to relax and clear my head, but I do it at night when it's quieter and cooler outside. Gives me the opportunity to stargaze and take my mind away from everything else haha.
      Glad to see at least one of us is starting to see some good in life though!

  • @erdbu
    @erdbu 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +594

    I am going through the worst year of my life so far. Multiple deaths around me, a failed relationship due to all the years of trauma and stress I've neglected. Almost feel like losing touch with my profession which was always a safe haven for me when things got though.
    Questioning a lot of stuff at 3 am in a place that is thousands of miles away from my home.
    Finding this corner of the internet with all of you lovely people... Makes it feel a bit warmer.
    I hope the road ahead is straight and with less trouble for all of us. I hope we get nights where we sleep early and long.
    I hope none of you give up.

    • @osteohiveporosis6882
      @osteohiveporosis6882 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      By the grace of God we won't brother. The burdens on our shoulders may be heavy, but so long as we all have each other, we can shoulder them. I know we can.

    • @erickrojas301
      @erickrojas301 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      This is all part of the process, if we can, don't be discouraged and stay strong

    • @TheNPCwhoasked
      @TheNPCwhoasked 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Heh.. Thanks

    • @TeamMysticStorm
      @TeamMysticStorm 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      God is watching us even when we're in the wilderness. You will one day reach your Jericho, the unconquerable mass in your life that seems so much bigger than you. But know and rejoice, my friend. God has set this before you as a stepping stone so you, yes you, may reach your land of milk and honey. Seek the Lord through all of this, my friend. And yes, never give up because victory is already yours. In Jesus, you are more than a conqueror. Amen 🙏.

    • @Thread_not_mutex_owner
      @Thread_not_mutex_owner 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Bro, it's happening to me too 😭
      I've almost got the brain damage, almost committed suicide, got 2 nerve breakdowns in a row, got the biggest depression ever, felt useless not once but 6 times, almost died from car crash 2 times. Even my relationship with my gf almost ended cuz of nerve issues. I don't have a saviour, even i can't defend myself from that pain. I hope my life will turn better, i hope 😭

  • @brown1364
    @brown1364 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    To the beautiful human who wants to just have some relief from the stage 4 cancer. I hope that you experience a miracle that cures you. I had cancer least year and into the first few months of this year. You have inspired so many people with you words. You are an exceptional human being. I hope this will help with the pain knowing that you are great. Know that you are loved by us. Thank you! 😊 ❤

  • @justarandomminecraftplayer3867
    @justarandomminecraftplayer3867 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +306

    I don’t think much will read this, but seeing others write down their stuff inspires me.
    I have severe anxiety and depression.
    It’s hard for me to want to live when I know every day for me is going to be the same. I don’t want to wake up every day to just go through it like always.
    I hate my life.
    But that doesn’t mean you should.
    Find your reason to get up, it could be something big like a pet, or something small like a walk. Find your reason, and then you can get through basically anything.

    • @shinyhalo
      @shinyhalo 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      everything will be okay in the end, if it’s not okay it’s not the end. hope you’re well

    • @heavyion
      @heavyion 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      It's the same with me and many, many others... I hope this will end and our lives will regain colors.

    • @corathemoth
      @corathemoth 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      i hope you find something that helps you, something to break that constant loop from day to day. you are just as special as those you surround yourself with, and i hope you can find some semblance of hope and happiness in the smallest things, exactly what you want for us x

    •  3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I get it man, I’ve been in the dark abyss a few times in my life so far and it can feel harder the next time it comes, but it is possible to and you feel stronger when you get through it. I hope you do yourself the favor like I did of seeking out a doctor to try medication, it’s helping me some. There’s also ECT and group therapy, but because I’m introverted I think I might reach out to someone about trying ECT for myself. And I like to think that I’m regaining a little control over myself by DOING something.
      Lastly, for all those who don’t know depression very well, DOING anything is the complete opposite of where your mind is. You can be completely aware of how you feel and what you’d actually like to do, but instead your brain is depleted of energy to care to act and you feel tired and want to go to bed but also you don’t want to go to bed and be sad and alone. It’s torture, and for complex reasons not fully understood, a lot of humans go through mental suffering like this.
      There is hope and beauty in becoming aware that beauty can exist outside of your mind. Try to remember you don’t have to do anything- that anything you do, you do for yourself; and you deserve good.

    • @BikerGirlZ5
      @BikerGirlZ5 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      If we can find a reason to get up everyday, so do you, mate. Try find something to love or I don't know... Try to prove to yourself isn't that bad... Anyways, I wish you all best and take care, man 🤝

  • @AkiisuAlora
    @AkiisuAlora 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +136

    I'm actually tearing up because of these comments, not because of sadness or anything, they're just all so lovely. To anyone reading this, thank you and just know that there is something that you can hope to everyday and that even if somebody doesn't love you as you think they do, there's more reasons to live and love than relationships like that.

  • @caspianmorris1053
    @caspianmorris1053 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1876

    For the guy with stage four cancer it won't let me comment on your comment so i sincerely pray to the lord you live for your sister mate❤. I lost my grandpa and grandma recently and I thought it was bad till i lost my friend so i just hope you survive man I can't imagine how it is having cancer but reading your comment made me cry so hard 😢😢😢 god will help all who truly pray for his saving i love you mate please be safe❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @MuhammedRivaz
      @MuhammedRivaz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    • @SSuzukii
      @SSuzukii 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

      I hope they're doing well. At least wherever they are, hope their sister is doing good too!

    • @anatovar6800
      @anatovar6800 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I never met my grandpa I miss him

    • @anatovar6800
      @anatovar6800 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      You lost your friend!? I lost my dog and my grandpa it was heartbreaking to see them go💔

    • @anatovar6800
      @anatovar6800 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      ​@@SSuzukiiI wish I was in good condition I'm always hated

  • @sbtopzzzlg7098
    @sbtopzzzlg7098 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    To the stage 4 cancer guy, I will fix my life problems, lose weight, start exercising, stop eating junk food, start exploring different places (I never did because I am overly critical about how others would look at me, who is overweight and slightly obese) and most importantly, learn to be happy. Thank you for triggering this feeling inside me.

    • @F3rum
      @F3rum หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Heyho, just wanted to tell you that I'm proud of you for deciding to find your happiness.
      Sending you energy and love.
      May we all find our way and peace.

  • @YoutubeSupremeMod
    @YoutubeSupremeMod 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +483

    Today is my 24th birthday. I have achieved much less than I could have in life all this time. But I do not feel worried. Ahead of me I see a blank canvas, for the first time in many years I feel inspired. I wished to be a better version of me next year this time around. For me and for my loved ones, I must push forward and be successful. Even if I don’t fulfill my dreams, i will be satisfied with helping the people I love fulfill their dreams. I do not feel old, but I do not feel young either. God bless everyone

    • @ILove20PieceNuggets
      @ILove20PieceNuggets 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Im glad that you're deciding to take matters into your own hands. You have many great years ahead, I'm sure of it

    • @YoutubeSupremeMod
      @YoutubeSupremeMod 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@ILove20PieceNuggets Hopefully so, healthy and happy years for us all

    • @SciFiRo
      @SciFiRo 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Just make sure you live your life and you enjoy every opportunity that arises. Help those in need of support but do not lose yourself in the proces!

    • @ITSSMILEYGUYS
      @ITSSMILEYGUYS 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      The years ahead of you will be bright and jovial, I know it.💛

    • @FVS_SHA
      @FVS_SHA 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Happy belated birthday Mr.ShaoKahn

  • @Koharu_Karma
    @Koharu_Karma 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +460

    My Mom passed away from stage 4 Cancer in May. It was probably around the time where I found this TH-cam channel and decided to give it a shot... Now I can't sleep without it.. to the guy who mentioned 2 months ago about having stage 4 Cancer; My mother was told she'd have 1 year to live. She battled for 6 years with it. Just because you're given a deadline, doesn't mean you can't push it back. Make every last second count. Fix the wrongs you've had with enemies. It haunts me till this day that I never got to apologise to my Mom. Don't make the same mistakes I did. ❤

    • @Dpw._milkmarie
      @Dpw._milkmarie 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Bless your heart and I’m deeply sorry for your loss❤️🙏🏾but remember she is with you!! She may not be here on this earth but listen to me…she’s somewhere where the light continues to shine bright with the memories of you and whoever else that has had an impact in her life replaying. She’s smiling at you right now beautiful so keep a calm mind and a lifted spirit,Im prod of you. 💕

    • @endoslayton335
      @endoslayton335 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      🫢

    • @camdengrohs4661
      @camdengrohs4661 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Im sorry for your loss friend. Just remember that in this cruel world, you arent alone. Theres always people who care about you and want to see you at your best. Keep being an amazing person, and dont forget that you are loved ❤️

    • @__redcat___7066
      @__redcat___7066 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hey..hang in here...things might get better, I don't know you but wish you a prosperous life.

    • @Stxxr_l1ght
      @Stxxr_l1ght 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Dang, made me tear up fr. I hope you're doing good.

  • @andiXD1990
    @andiXD1990 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +237

    Hey,
    I just need to vent somewhere. As a child, I always was a littl "awkward". "Too sensitive","too hyperactive". I got surpressed by family and caretakers growing up. Never could let my real self show. I experienced so much pain in my teens. Bullying, rejection and unhealthy coping with binge eating and drugs in my early adulthood. I´m 26 now, recently diagnosed with Borderline. As a male I always got told to "control my feelings" and never let them show. So i just retreat sometimes and cry my soul out to let off some steam. This comment section is a good reminder that im not alone in my suffering. I am going to change things, become better, work on my BPD and my physical health, maybe even start a social media channel. Just to keep up with my hobbies and give myself a reason to stay with ya´ll for the long run. I know this world has so much to give but the pain is insufferable sometimes. But you know what? I survived so long, made it that far. If i can do it so you can do to!
    I don´t feel it right now but
    I am worthy of love
    and so are you.
    Love you

    • @thereal4815
      @thereal4815 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Thank you for sharing. You aren’t alone, and I’m very glad you know that.
      Keep your determination, build discipline, and be the best you that you can be.
      God will be with you every step of the way. I love you ❤

    • @hollisticc
      @hollisticc 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I also recently was diagnosed with BPD and my emotions were treated the same way by my family growing up. It makes it hard to even identify my feelings sometimes because all I was taught how to do was ignore them. Your feelings are valid, you're not too sensitive or awkward or hyperactive. Our families didn't know any better and they probably didn't mean to hurt us on purpose, but it still hurts and that's okay. We'll make it through friend. There are greener pastures for us out there :)

    • @andiXD1990
      @andiXD1990 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thanks for the support guys :3 you don't know how much a kind word from a stranger can do ❤️ may God bless your souls 🙌

    • @p3talsdotpng
      @p3talsdotpng 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      BPD here, you are loved and deserve it wholeheartedly, our minds just make us hate ourselves. Stay strong and don't give in.

    • @damri_notfound
      @damri_notfound 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      we all need to vent
      and it's ok i don't know you but i'll listen to you vent all day long
      i love you too, you're someone who i believe can try and succeed to get their life back in check. and i love youfor it.
      keep going. i love you. ❤

  • @Spierthewolf
    @Spierthewolf หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    To the person who has cancer I hope you get better and that you'll have good life full of love and happiness and you will make it through ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Trad-Mom
    @Trad-Mom 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +275

    My health is failing me. My kidneys, my heart... auto immune... thyroid nodules that might be cancer... I'm a mess. I have two children ages 10 and 6... I just want to be in thier lives long term. I lost my father to terrible pancreatic, brain, and lung cancer at age 21 and while I am lucky to have that many years, it was far too soon. I miss him every damn day since Oct of 2006 but I fear joining his soul far too soon. I hope that someone prays for me as I am praying for those in these comments I am reading. The earth has become a hostile place full of hatred... I pray for peace to all our souls and a love that cannot be imagined to envelop us all on this planet. God we need you 🙏🏽

    • @Sh4rkb0yy
      @Sh4rkb0yy 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I’m not religious but I believe in god and I will pray for you ❤❤ your time on this planet is so special

    • @Mulejaw
      @Mulejaw 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I’m sorry for the difficulties that beset you. From all the lost children, lonely hearts and ghosts that inhabit this space, you are loved. Be good, stay safe, be kind.

    • @Trad-Mom
      @Trad-Mom 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      @4ngel.f1sh while I do believe in God I'm not religious either, I am very spiritual though so I totally get it ❤️ thank you so much darlin!

    • @Trad-Mom
      @Trad-Mom 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @Mulejaw ❤️ thank you so very much

    • @worldofroblox6175
      @worldofroblox6175 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I hope you are ok and will heal from this. I am only 13 but i understand how you feel. Get well soon. ❤️

  • @candescence
    @candescence 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +74

    Comment section gave me so much peace I finally stopped fighting myself about going to sleep just because I dread waking up tomorrow. Goodnight everyone! Tomorrow will have new opportunities for little joys.

    • @DustinDarko99
      @DustinDarko99 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Likewise, we can all finally get some rest.
      Goodnight, fellow friend.

  • @Aceshigh4221
    @Aceshigh4221 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +633

    Just got out of an abusive relationship a few months back. We bonded over traumatic experiences and I thought she was a prayer answered. I got her to stop smoking, and saved her from a self-harm instance.
    But all she wanted was to play victim. She distanced herself, manipulated me into intimate acts that I regret, and I still feel like I messed up, and I could’ve done something different.
    I look at her, and my abusive mother, and they’re one and the same. My dad tells me I didn’t fall for the same mistake he did, but that was the closest to love I’ve ever been. I know it’s just the feeling she brought and not her herself, but it haunts my dreams at night, and every quiet moment when I’m alone. Thank God for my friends. They were there, and because they were there I’m starting to be able to sleep again.
    Thank you. For everything.

    • @osteohiveporosis6882
      @osteohiveporosis6882 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      You deserve so much more man. Remember that God always loves you and so do we, the sleepless, troubled men of this modern world.
      Remember that real is action, not feeling. When the time truly comes, you will know.

    • @EmmanuelCortes-vl4ur
      @EmmanuelCortes-vl4ur 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      You're just in need of some real love and I believe friends are showing you that people who care about you and real you love yourself man if your trying am too

    • @yaninox
      @yaninox 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Hey buddy, you'll get through this. Stay strong 💪

    • @haydenblack5648
      @haydenblack5648 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      The boys will always be there is what I’ve come to find. 😎we don’t want anything from you. We just want to spend time with you and enjoy your company.

    • @equiloa6740
      @equiloa6740 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I went through the same exact thing 4 years back. It gets better, trust me. You are worth something to somebody, but most importantly you are worth everything to yourself, and that is all that matters.

  • @timescore5916
    @timescore5916 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Its so nice to be on a more calm side of comments. Everything can be just too much and it's hard staying positive when readin all of that stuff.
    I love those playlists...
    Rest in peace to the guy who commented and was suffering from Stage 4 cancer. This person seemed to change some peoples lives for the better...
    Take care guys, drink water, enjoy the sun if you can or even the rain.

  • @Hattori_Orion
    @Hattori_Orion 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +512

    Its crazy. Sometimes, a comment section like this, is the place full of people you relate to the most. And thats actually nice. To see others do their best. Be strong. Helping others. Right now, at this very moment. Theres nowhere else I rather be, than with all of you. I hope everyone ia doing good. And thank you for enjoying this with me. I really needed the company tonight.

    • @Anonymous1048-h3i
      @Anonymous1048-h3i 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Hope everything works out for u too ❤

    • @The_NPCCW
      @The_NPCCW 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I like the company too. Good Bless. Sleep Well. I love y’all.

    • @sycofreake1
      @sycofreake1 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      🫡

    • @elwoldgrimnir6964
      @elwoldgrimnir6964 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’ve seen more genuine kindness and love between strangers here than ever before, and I kinda don’t want to leave. But comes the morning on the horizon, and it draws a wakefulness back to the forefront of all our minds. Savor this time we’ve got. Goodnight

  • @tacticalterry5824
    @tacticalterry5824 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +676

    Lost someone who was very close to me today. My great grandmother who always stood by me in my lowest points. She will never get to see me at my best in the flesh. I’m gonna miss her in this life, but I can’t wait to tell her all that I accomplished.

    • @icespicecovers
      @icespicecovers 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Im so sorry for your loss❤

    • @japanquakeytp
      @japanquakeytp 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      im so sorry for your loss. if you ever need to talk im here.

    • @CrispyCreamyCrepe
      @CrispyCreamyCrepe 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I'm sorry for your loss ❤️ I'm sure she will see all you accomplish, and she will be so proud. ❤️

    • @chloenorton8613
      @chloenorton8613 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I'm so sorry ❤ losing someone you love is not an easy thing to handle.

    • @PeytonRoach686
      @PeytonRoach686 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Sorry for your loss, I hope you recover as smooth as can be possible

  • @s1llyg00b3rz
    @s1llyg00b3rz 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1149

    i miss my family and my friends. none of them are dead, i just feel like i've lost them.

    • @Bballer9123
      @Bballer9123 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

      im rooting for you

    • @kadile9357
      @kadile9357 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      don't give up,soldier, you have other ways to recover the things your lost. Just keep figthing.

    • @ShadeeDraws
      @ShadeeDraws 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

      I'm pretty sure many of them feel the same way. You might need to take the first step however, because most people hesitate to do so.

    • @FiveMinuteTrash
      @FiveMinuteTrash 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      That's the realest thing I've read in a while... You're not alone in this, just know that. 💜

    • @PawsOfJupiter-ef4zh
      @PawsOfJupiter-ef4zh 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I relate..

  • @LibertyPrime-e4v
    @LibertyPrime-e4v หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    To the person that has stage 4 cancer God bless you and we will all pray for you and your family and we will pray for your survival God bless you Amen

  • @lazylad3496
    @lazylad3496 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +360

    You all deserve to be loved and cared for. Every single one of you.

    • @Yuu_Touko
      @Yuu_Touko 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      And yet I don't have anyone. Nobody wants me, no one needs me.
      No friends at all, no special someone. Just cold, tears, darkness and more tears. I am alone, and I am very scared.

    • @lazylad3496
      @lazylad3496 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@Yuu_Touko You make yourself believe that. The only person that'll change your outlook on yourself is you. I'm sorry things are going the way they are but nothing's gonna change if you accept how your life is. I promise things will get better if you make an effort to make change. I promise there a people who care, If a random stranger cares that's gotta mean something.

    • @Fresh_sans123
      @Fresh_sans123 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@Yuu_Touko u have me I know we don't know each other but I'm sure it a good person ^^

    • @Fresh_sans123
      @Fresh_sans123 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thank u I needed this also same to u

    • @lazylad3496
      @lazylad3496 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@Fresh_sans123 of course man, have a good day/night you deserve it

  • @tazsb129
    @tazsb129 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +140

    To anyone reading this:
    You are strong, and whatever struggle you're facing, know you're about to make a breakthrough as you're closer to success than you think. A smile is contagious, so never stop smiling while seeing the good in everything. For anyone who has illness, stress, frustration, or being alone, im hear to tell ya you're not alone. You are loved. We as humans are like diamonds. In order to become stronger, we must endure the pressure life throws at us.

    • @NiTeLightYears
      @NiTeLightYears 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Not just endure, but get stronger, thrive in chaos, and antifragile

    • @PietroColombo-em5mz
      @PietroColombo-em5mz 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I would like to see all these "lovers" of mine. Even only one. Humans are mostly as hard as diamonds and like diamonds cut deeply and have many faces. But thanks for the sweet lies.

  • @Team__Bacon
    @Team__Bacon 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +314

    I’m now 14 going to high school, 9th grade. I was up last night thinking about my second grade teacher, and how much fun I had in her class. I smiled, and laughed at the fun times where my friends and I sometimes got in trouble, or when we danced on the carpet, or when I had to write “I will not talk” 100 times for my teacher. I can’t ever forget how much of a good person she was. Ms. Butler had to be the best teacher I’ve ever had. Unfortunately, she passed away in 2023, June 1st at around 5:30 in the evening. I miss her a lot, I miss the memories in class, and I miss her personality. She had a true heart of gold.
    R.I.P, Ms. Butler… 🪦

    • @nemakanezer9638
      @nemakanezer9638 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      I'm sorry to hear about your teacher, I hope she's proud of you and the little man you became. As for highschool, I'm graduating this year; expect many hardships and especially the unexpected, keep your friends close to you and if you get in a relationship with a girl, cherish it, because you never know what could happen between the two of you. And don't be too clingy(it doesn't always end well hehehe) Good luck with highschool, little man, don't slack off, it'll bite you in the future.

    • @linalfernando
      @linalfernando 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Rip Ms butler

    • @Templar07
      @Templar07 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Rest in peace good teacher ❤
      Good luck on the highschool dude...cant believe im gonna finish this year

    • @IWantToEatRodyaFromLimbus
      @IWantToEatRodyaFromLimbus 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      rest in peace. i hope wherever she is, she’s happy.

    • @Joescrazypants
      @Joescrazypants 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hey man enjoy highschool, it may seem daunting and impossible to deal with but you will survive

  • @Joypthatsme
    @Joypthatsme วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    You are so strong. You have survived all of your bad days, and I am so proud of you! Even just getting up today, getting yourself dressed, getting something to eat, and stepping foot out into the world today is something you should be proud of yourself for! I pray that no matter what is going on in your lives right now, you will get through this! God loves you!!! I love you!!! And I hope you have a blessed day/life!!! You can do whatever you put your mind to!!! “I can do all this through Him who gives me strength” Philippians 4:13 ❤️❤️❤️

  • @stromboney
    @stromboney 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +211

    i have been drinking myself to sleep every night for weeks. tonight it didn’t work and i found this video, after reading all of these stories and seeing the humanity that is left in the world it inspired me to dump my remaining alchohol down the drain, it’s time to start fresh. thank you all for the new start
    edit: thank you all for the kind words and advice, i’m happy to say that i have not had a drop of alchohol since i posted this a month ago, keep being great, thank you

    • @nod-
      @nod- 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Hemp derived CBD which is mostly legal across the USA and is all natural can help soothe the headaches that alcohol withdrawal brings and even some of the nausea. I wish you good luck on this journey of healing, it was a long but important journey that took me years. usually edibles are the most healthy method.

    • @nod-
      @nod- 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      hemp derived CBD also can help you sleep if you need it. I also take magnesium citrate as a sleeping supplement but you might want to ask a pharmacist before taking it. usually pharmacies sell them in 150 mg capsules that are relatively big but still easy enough to swallow.

    • @nod-
      @nod- 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      also finally, this is the hardest part. resist any urges to replace your alcohol supply because the urge to drink decreases significantly over time if you deny yourself access to it. if you relapse just get back on the saddle and keep riding (I know this is a lot easier said than done as a former drug addict) and you can only go onwards and upwards from there.

    • @dinobert06
      @dinobert06 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      You made such an amazing choice, no matter the choices you make in the future or have made in the past, I (random 32 year old Australian girl coming off night shift) am SO proud of you for that one! You are strong, and your desire to be well is so clear in this comment. You've got this, can't wait to wonder about you in 3 years and sincerely, truly hope you're doing well ❤

    • @Airborne2xx2
      @Airborne2xx2 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I believe in you, thank you for the inspiration we’ve got this. Life is far too short to let alcohol drown out the light

  • @Schlottathjotta
    @Schlottathjotta 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +48

    To the person reading this: You're a bright and shining star! I believe in you and everything you do 🌟

  • @aprilmcd
    @aprilmcd 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +206

    I first visited this video before my surgery. The procedure was very intense, similar to open heart surgery. I ended up with a collasped lung and so much pain an epidural hardly helped. Two months later and the pain has only subsided, not left. I'm thinking of a guy who was the only person I've felt that kind of genuine love for, who I kissed for the last time one year before that surgery, not knowing it would be the last time I ever saw him. That relationship was the best, most traumatizing thing to happen to me. Now I feel broken in both body and spirit, but I'm not giving up. I've tried to take my own life twice before, but not again. I'm not finished yet. Neither are you. So we're in this together.
    ❤ April

    • @AshenNova
      @AshenNova 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Hope it's get better for you. I can't feel your pain like you felt it, but you have all of my support. Please don't give up, they are still people caring about you. We are in this together. You can do it ❤

    • @chibicos_art
      @chibicos_art 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Take care of yourself, you will be fine! I'm sure of it!

    • @kozigreek
      @kozigreek 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      😢🥲❤️

    • @tonyawad8201
      @tonyawad8201 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Keep going, April. The sun will be up for you in the morning.
      You’ll do great.

    • @themostepic0162
      @themostepic0162 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Fight. Kick. Scream. Anything. You're winning. So don't let the pain get the upper hand. Beat the sadness back, and recover. Then go find someone who makes your heart feel like it'll explode all over again. I don't know you, yet I just feel like I believe in you. Crazy isn't it?
      I wish you luck

  • @Gpanagiotis0027
    @Gpanagiotis0027 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    To the person with stage IV cancer: Being in this much pain but still encouraging others is just something only someone with a massive heart would do. I love you, and actually, no i dont love you... Everyone in here reading your encouraging message loves you. *We* love you ❤️. God will make this work. Keep fighting, stay strong