HOW I'M COPING WITH LOSS AND EVERYTHING GOING ON RIGHT NOW - VLOGTOBER DAY 1
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- Today is Day 1 of Vlogtober where I share a video every day for the month of October 2024. This one starts off a little different with me getting very vulnerable and letting you all know how I am doing after everything that happened this summer. While I am doing better, I am still healing but being here and sharing all of our progress is what keeps me going.
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Jeremiah 29:11 - For I know the plans that I have for you says the Lord. They are plans for good and not evil, to give you a future and a hope.
My favorite verse. ❤. Thank you for sharing…
I am so very sorry for your loss 💔 I don't receive your notifications all the time so I had no idea you were going threw all of this. Tragedy and loss takes time and every one is different. Go your own speed. Keep praying and moving forward even if it's inches at a time. Don't hurry because if you rush it you might skip an important step to moving forward and you could be thrown backward. 🙏🙏🙏
You are a strong and beautiful woman. We will be here for you to vent,cry,or laugh. Just fo at your own pace. You are blessed to have a loving family,and friends. Prayers for you all.🙏🙏
Dear Yami, I am here crying with you. 35 years ago I lost my baby at 22 weeks. I feel like I didn’t fully recover for a very long time. I still tear up thinking about that baby. Give yourself time, there is no time limit on grief. May the love of your family and friends help you through this sad time. God bless
Dear Jesus in your precious name bless Yami and her family. Give them your strength, peace and grace they need for each day. Guide and protect them. Ask this in Jesus Christ name. Amen
I have to say I wouldn’t want to piss Nelson off! I’m the same, fine until you do something to my kids or family then beware!!
I am so so very sorry u r going thru this but u r 💯 right on everything u said. God has a big plan for u and ur family. Get ready Yami God is getting ready to bless u and ur family in a big way! Take care my friend !
You are so beautiful, healing takes time. This kind of healing takes LOTS of time, it won't be fast but you will heal. I am so sorry you and your family had to live through this. God is good and he will walk you through this however his plan in his time. Love to all of you:)
I'm so sorry for your loss! 😢
Numbers 6:24-26 ESV
[24] The Lord bless you and keep you; [25] the Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you; [26] the Lord lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace.
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May God bless, comfort and heal you.
Praying for you, Yami and your entire family.
Yami, love you and your family so much!!!! You do what's best for you. We'll be here for y'all. Love and prayers. 😪😀❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you Yami for this video, you are amazing🥰 I remember last year when you did vlogtober, you were such a trooper with “cottage life”. I can’t wait til you get into your dream farmhouse it will help your heart to heal🙏🏻💕💕💕💕💕💕
The Lord is near the broken hearted & saves the crushed in Spirit. Ps 34:18 My beautiful friend I am so very sorry! I know your pain, lost one at 22 wks. It is crushing! Please reach out to me if you want to talk, cry, scream, chop a tree down with an ax... haha it helps... and you have so much on your plate! I'm so sorry I haven't been able to watch to help your Algorithms any. I am praying for you my friend!! I know it is hard to talk about bc others (except us women) understand loosing one in the womb! Even 20 yrs later I cry on my due date and wonder but then I hear the Small voice that comforts me "For I know the plans I have for you" Jeremiah 29:11 the house is looking so good!! I wish you 10k blessings! Keep us in prayer as well, my family is right outside of Maggie Valley NC and the devastation is overwhelming. Prayers are the only answer!!
Blessings & Friendship ❤, Erica
Hi hi from Johannesburg south Africa. You look so sad. Sending good vibes and hugs. I love your channel.
I'm so very sorry for the loss of your baby girl. It will take a long time to heal but you have a wonderful husband by your side. X
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. God Bless
You are an amazing woman. Sending love, prayers and wishes for healing. ❤️🩹
You have no clue of how much I wish I could have just hugged you and let you cry. I know this is stranger hearing this from a stranger, but my heart was praying for you. Please know as you sit their God is right there with you and He never left. You will see your babies again. and when you get up there you will get the answers you need. I am praying that you continue to heal. That the Holy Spirit continues to protect, and you are able to feel God's love. Oh and btw I know you don't feel like it but you look beautiful.
You are beautiful inside and out. Stay strong!
Prayers for you and your beautiful family ❤
WOW!!! So, So, Sorry about your loss !!!! i’ve been watching your recent videos and never realized something was wrong!! My deepest, deepest sympathy for your loss but, God’s gain! so bitter sweet ( i hope i’m not offending you and your family by saying that) but, now you have another angel in your midst!! i’m 69 but, when i miscarried i also was a little over 20 weeks and no one came to my bedside to offer services and any type of compassion. this was back in 74 so i suffered it practically alone! but, one beautiful thing did happened when i was discharged 4 or 5 days later my fiancé arranged a small at home wedding which was such a blessing!! i still remember it like it was yesterday bittersweet! sorry just rambling on about me ! just hearing about your loss just flooded me with those memories!!!! i will keep you and your beautiful family in prayer always!!!
OH Yami, I am so sorry for your loss. I don't know if this helps but I believe that things happen for a reason. I lost my Mother, Sister and Nephew within 8 months. I couldn't cry . Listening to you now, has me crying as I write. I feel relieved. Thank you.
You and your family are in my prayers. This Vlog is a good thing. It'll help us all in one way or another. 🥰🙏🙏
I am so sorry for your loss. How heartbreaking! May God's peace enfold you....On a lighter note: Love your hat! “A hat is an expression of a woman’s soul. It is something that she wears on her head, but it belongs to her heart. It is the keynote of her personality, the finishing touch that makes her look beautiful, smart, and sure of herself.” - Lilly Dache, French-born American milliner 1892-1989
I didn’t know about this and I will definitely pray for you. I want to say I’m so sorry, which I know you have heard so many times. I can’t even imagine. My mom had 2 miscarriages, lost a baby at 6 months. And 2 children 1 drowned at 2 and my brother in a gun accident at age 27. I’m not telling you this to compare this to anything please know we can never do that to each other. I asked my mom how she got through it all. She said when she lost the baby and Carolyn 2 months apart. She had 10 month old twins to love and take care of. She did have3 other children also. Plus she had4 more. And her faith. Her faith was so important to her. You are so beautiful. Take care. Know you are loved and appreciated because you help us. The Lord knows our path, not that makes it any easier. I just don’t know where I or anyone would be without my Heavenly Father and Savior helping us through life. You have helped me this morning because I have someone I’ve never met before of service to by praying for you and your beautiful family. Take care care my friend. Your friend from Idaho.
I knew when I found your videos, and after this video I wholeheartedly know I’m glad I found you. I am so sorry for your loss and what you’re going through really impacted me. There is nothing like the loss of someone you loved deeply. That numbness, wow, that was me too. Everyone was telling me how to feel and handle this, but I learned I have to do it my way. Unfortunately everyone isn’t accepting to it, but I knew this had happen this way and I’m definitely a different person from it. I know for sure, God is here with me and he is there with you and your family. I love your videos, you are such a sweet family and I love your journey. You are an amazing woman, wife and mom. Keeping busy is the way through it. I can promise you, there will be a time when you will slow down and rest. Have an awesome day! Can’t wait to see what’s next on the agenda. ❤
I understand what you mean about staying busy ! I would suggest, from personal experience, that each time you speak about the loss, a grain of the grief is decreased.If you can't speak out loud, try just a journal to the baby or the universe or God.
Your emotion shutdown because you needed to deal with the grief in "grains". Love, healing and prayers.
I’m am so sorry for your loss, this is never easy, but God will bring you through this. You are an amazing lady and you do not have to apologize to your viewers, we understand, and support you fully. Do what ever helps you to heal and don’t worry about anything else. It’s impossible to be your best self for you , your family, friends or viewers without allowing yourself to grieve and heal. Keeping you in my prayers 🙏
Ah, honey, I'm so very sorry for your loss. You have been through so much in a short period of time that it sounds like your body and mind has just been on overload. Each thing would be a lot to handle and all together, it is understandable how hard it has been. A woman's body goes through so many changes even from one pregnancy. We all love You and your family, no matter what! We are here. I wish I could just give you a big HUG and help, but of course that is not possible. But know that my love and prayers are with you. 🥰💔🙏❤
I always enjoy your vlogtober videos, and I know this was something difficult for you to talk about. Made me tear up but the Bible says to mourn with those who mourn. We are still here for you and praying for your physical healing, and also for your grieving process. You are beautiful Yami, and Jesus loves you don’t you forget that! 🙏🏼🫶🏻
Thank you for sharing I’m sure it isnt easy I’m a Virgo and emotional but I’m the same way and I agree keeping busy and surrounding yourself with people who love you helps. I love your family. And enjoy watching every single video. 🤗 I can’t wait till see how the house turns out.
God bless you for acknowledging and understanding that your pre-born daughter had life and a soul….which lives in Heaven for eternity……I plan to spend each day in October WITH YOU ❤❤❤❤
Yami, I am so very sorry to hear about your baby girl. I didn’t see you on here since the summer,and couldn’t find you, so I thought you were just so busy with the build and preparing. I am so grateful that you were able to come on today and express all that you have been bottling up inside. I do understand so much of the experience of losing a baby..and feeling numb. Not wanting to feel but needing to. This process will be good for you to find some peace and hope as you look forward to finishing your new home.
Just spend time with God each and everyday so that He can fill you up to over flowing with His love and goodness. You are a beautiful woman of God and very precious to Him who created you. You’re blessed , highly favored and deeply loved. Prayers for you, you husband and those wonderful children…🙏🏻🕊💕
Oh Yami, I'm so sorry for your loss. May the Lord wrap his arms around you and your family and you find comfort in him. I do understand how you feel. I lost my only son at 22 weeks. He would be 40 this year, and the pain doesn't go away. I don't mean this in a negative way, and everyone is different. Time helps, but the pain is still there. I had to go through labor as you did. My husband was very sick and in the same hospital, so I was alone, as they wouldn't allow anyone in the room. One day I believe we will see our babies and they will be "perfect" because they are with God. Big hugs to you and your family Yami! Your Georgia friend, Nancy❤❤
Oh my goodness, I’m SO sorry for your loss! Thank you for sharing. May God hold you in His arms as you heal. God bless your family. ❤️🙏 Joanne
I live in NC, got hit really hard here. It’s been very devastating, loss of lives, homes, complete towns, no power, no cell service. I’ve never witnessed anything like it, ever! Please continue to pray for us as most are still without all luxuries people take for granted. Prayers for you and your family and a smooth transition into your new home 🫶🏻
First of all Yami and Nelson, i feel heart broken for you both, i am crying writing this message to you both. Feeling the way you do i think working is better than just sitting there thinking about the loss and the feeling of being robbed of the life inside of you, Its Gods way of saying with another baby and the house and the stresses of every day happening with your other children and the life that was also taken from them as they are feeling the loss of the baby too they were looking forward to meeting her as you both were. You are a tight knit family and family is so important to you both, I know what it is like to loose your baby but to have to bring her into the world is devastating to say the least, i lost my baby early on in my pregnancy and i almost lost my life in the process too i had twins not sure what the other baby was because of being early loss but 7 months later i had a baby boy, I had an ectopic pregnancy the one in my tube was the one i lost but my son managed to make it to my uterus. My Son is my Miracle from God and i truly believe that. Your baby will always be a part of the family in spirit more than anything else and she will always be loved even though she was gone when you had her. it breaks my heart seeing you pour your heart and soul out on your channel but you have a great family support behind you and with you during this time, you also have us here in the comment section your friend virtual and there with you. I wish there was something i could do or say to make that pain go away, the sense of loss is something that not everyone deals with in the same way. I am sure they offered you some professional help while you were still in the hospital, it maybe something to make the time for Yami, I am saying this as a friend now, but it is something to consider as a family dealing with this loss. I am not sure how you think about mental health and your personal well being, we all deal with loss differently so what you are feeling maybe not the same as i felt with my loss. the fact you managed to speak about this in this video is a testament to your strength and willingness to keep going but you also need to make time for just you and your family too, to cry as a family and to heal as a family. I think i can say with all honesty here that we will be here if you want to take a break even for a couple of days. you have been through a major trauma in your life that almost costed your own life as well. throwing yourself into the work and the building of a house and looking after your children you have in your presence is not always recommended but for some it helps to keep your mind off of thinking about her every day but the fact is you do still think about her and the new nursery and all the things you had planned for your little Girl, when she came home. May God bless her and keep her safe in Eternal peace. The one thing you have is each other and i am so sorry for your loss Yami and Nelson, As for your dog people view dogs as just dogs to guard the house and your family but the fact is to dog owners the majority of us anyways think of them as another family member they can have fun with and to keep you positive even when your sad, they have a way to put that smile back on your face. Some people are just mean spirited and those sort of people have no heart in my mind to kick a family when they are down like that was brutal to say the least and possibly the final straw for Nelson. He is always so pleasant and funny at times and you both make a wonderful combination. and a wonderful support to each other. You say you don't feel anything Yami, in this video your emotions are telling you otherwise, You are feeling the loss just take time to cry when you need too Yami. I have been watching your channel for a long time now and you are very creative and a very talented woman but you are also a mother and a wife and a daughter. You are a very nice person and you give time to others now its your time to reap some of that love and support Please take time to mourn your precious little girl. You have a lot of things on your plate right now and rushing into things will only have consequences in the long run. There is no shame in grieving we don't all get up and put our game face on in the morning and just go and get things done sometimes you need to make time. I hope my advice isn't too hard on you but your emotions are justified. Dear sweet Yami you have a right to grieve. Loosing a child is never easy, for any family to bare. So please take time if there is anything i can do for you i would in a heart beat as a friend from Ontario Canada Maybe plan a vacation somewhere warm for a week or two You tube and the community of friends you have are going to be right here when you are ready, Vlog make videos decorate make plans you are a great person Yami and Nelson and you have wonderful children that need their mumma and Papa right now. I am sincerely sorry for your loss. I will Pray for your little Girl. It is a beautiful name you gave her. God Bless you both and your families too.
I pray that every time you look in the mirror you will see what I see a strong beautiful courageous woman who loves herself as much as her husband children family and friends.
I agree staying busy helps but during your busy time if grief slips in let it out don't push it down let it out. It will help I promise speaking from experience 37 years ago.. it still sneaks in at times but that's ok. Sending you a great big hug from SC.. I'll see you tomorrow and by the way I love the hat..
I'm so so sorry..I didn't know you where expecting after the birth of you baby...so so sorry...I pray The Lord will help you through this time of sorry...so so sorry...
Yam, I am so sorry for yours & Nelsons loss, With God's strength you and your family will be stronger getting through this. God bless you & your family!!!
Condolences, Prayers & many Blessings to you & yours. Yes, you are correct, talk, talk, talk helps healing ❤️🩹 in JESUS name AMEN 🩷✝️
Wow what a video….you show such courage and bravery discussing your loss with us…..god bless you and your family.I know people say time is s great healer not sure if that is correct or is it your memories fade with time.
Don’t want too make this about me but I understand the numbness feeling think it’s part of the healing process. Both my parents died within three months of each other not natural circumstances I was twenty six at the time just found out I was pregnant and had a two year old to look after. So I felt like a zombie and just operated like a robot….but like you you have to keep going for the family around you, on a better note forty years later I’m still here my baby survived my grieving and the pain now is not as raw.
So keep moving on as you are and have the breakdown days if that’s how you feel or hideaway for a few hours to focus on what has happened…..don’t force yourself to keep going if you need that break….as I was told one day at a time.
Love your videos and don’t worry about what you look like which is beautiful by the way. ❤🙏 ❤
Big hugs and kisses to you and your family, Love 🥰😘. You are a very blessed and strong young lady. You didn't feel anything because God was fighting your battles at that time. Like you said, He was protecting you. No weapons formed against me. You WILL continue to heal and live a full life. I have been in your shoes, trust me and I am still going through. My husband is Type 1 diabetic, has been diagnosed with stage 2 proatate cancer, Kidney disease, just had a stroke and i am the only working income in the home at this time. I lost my son 10 years ago at the age of 21. It still hurts and brings me down, but we have to keep going because it's what our loved ones would want. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your story. One day at a time. Let go and let God 😘
I just heard of your loss this morning and I am so sorry that you and your family were given so little time with the newest member who is now in heaven. On September 30, 1967, my little sister, Elizabeth Marie, was stillborn-we are 11 months apart. I must remember the funeral because I can’t look upon a child’s casket without balling my head off. May God bless you and your family.
Thank you for sharing your life and the good, bad, and ugly. I feel that it’s so important to share our stories with each other. You are so beautiful- yes, you’re a gorgeous woman, but your beautiful soul shines so brightly. Watching you and the LE interact makes me so happy. May the angels support and uplift you. ❤
I'm so, so terribly sorry about y'all's loss. I had no idea this had happened and that you were going through all of this. I can only imagine how extremely difficult this has been, and continues to be for all of you. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers and will continue to be. I completely understand your importance on staying busy with things you enjoy, and on caring for your family and the cottage every day. Despite it not changing anything it allows you to keep going and functioning which is very important, for you and your family as a whole. Please though, don't push yourself too far physically because doing so could set you back.
Sending you hugs. I'm so sorry that you have been going through all of this. Take care of yourself and your heart. And good on you for doing what is best for you - whatever that looks like. Love to you all ♥
Sorry you've gone through all of that. Talking about things when you're ready is very helpful. Staying busy helped when during my losses. Helping others during grief is a great coping mechanism. Those who endure win the race.
I'm so glad you posted this. I had no idea. Yours is the first TH-cam channel I ever subscribed to. I've followed you through houses! I'm a 67-year-old Texas woman who should have nothing in common with you but I found your channel endearing and creative and I loved watching your young family grow. Yes, I've come to love you all! Take care of you. I know that's hard but you have to in order to have anything to give to those you love. Nelson and your precious kids need you. Cry when you want, scream when you want. Rail at God if you want. He's big enough to take it. Hang on, girlfriend. Major blessings are coming. Hugz!
Oh, Yami, I didnt realize all this was happening to you. Just remember God does have plans for you. Nelson will ALWAYS be there for you. I know you said you have to do this, for your own sanity for one, just dont rush it. Everything will come together. I know how devastating losing a child can be. I lost my son 20 years ago in August he was 19 and his girlfriend did take his life, by driving like mad woman. Any who, just know that this horrible thing that has happened to you, does not define, the love that surrounds you does. Dont overdo it, give your body time to heal and grieve this loss. Sad thing is I still grieve for my son. I am so sorry for your loss.
Praying for you and your family, so sorry for your loss! I couldn’t imagine the hurt but just know God will get you through it all!! Things we think are impossible but gets it and makes it possible.. Hope you have a Blessed week my friend!!🙏🏻
I was not aware of your loss. I an truly very sorry. I know what it is to lose a baby. I too, was about that far along with my pregnancy. It is the hardest thing I had ever experience. I wanted a little boy so bad, I had two daughters already. A son would make my family perfect, but as it turn out, it didn't happen. I went thur alot myself, depression it me hard. It took me awhile until I finally came to realize it was not my fault. It has been 10 yrs since that happen. And it is ALWAYS in my heart. Its the hardest thing any mother has to go thur. I am very sorry and my heart hurts for u. God bless u and take care of yourself. 💚💚💚🙏🙏🙏
I'm with you Yami, I like dressing up when I'm out even if I'm just wearing jeans. I'm so very sorry about the loss of your little one. I lost my mom 2 years ago and I still miss her face so very much. What I would do to hear her call me "mija" one more time. I understand needing to stay busy during the mourning period, it allows you to numb the pain, even if it's just for a little while. My thoughts and prayers are with you, Nelson and kids. I pray that God's face shines upon you ALL.
I can very much relate to your situation. I had a set of twin boys when I was in my thirties. One did not survive. Every time I look at my son I know there is some sadness there. I wonder how much they would have looked and acted alike. I also know where my son is. God has him and is watching over all the children. I feel these babies that don't survive here are special and have a special purpose we don't understand. I also know I will see him again. I am in my seventies now and I still think about him but I don't have the sadness I once carried. He is busy doing God's work and I can be happy about that.
Wow! You are a strong and beautiful person! God will get you and your family through this! I will keep all of you in my prayers!❤️❤️
God bless you and your family!! My prayers goes out to you for strength to complete the house as soon as possible. I lost my 1st child at 27weeks and it was extremely painful. She would’ve been 30yrs old this year and your video just hit home for me😢. Wish I can hug you, Cuidate mucho❤❤❤
Yami,I'm here with you crying at your loss.I lost a baby at birth and it's something that hurts so much every year. I no longer dwell on particulars because those memories are just mine and a lot of people don't understand unless they've experienced it. They don't really know what to say......
But I do...
I KNOW THE PAIN...HUGS DEAR YAMI,THERE ARE MANY WHO UNDERSTAND THE PAIN.KNOW THAT IT DOES GET EASIER AS TIME PASSES 😢😢😢😢😢
Yami you are strong and Nelson is your rock. God Bless your family. Sometimes we let go to keep from going crazy. Our minds are so strong when needed
I am so very sorry for your family's loss. Such a difficult time and you have my love and respect for baring your soul in this video. 😢❤
My daughter was born at 25 weeks and we were definitely not expecting it. They took her away to another hospital as soon as I gave birth and when I got there later that day, they told me to name her because she wasn't gonna make it through the night she did surviving and she is 13 now, but I was just as numb as you were. It's like I wouldn't care either way what happened and I was numb until she came home from the hospital. Maybe it is God's way of protecting us so we don't have to feel that amount of pain.
Bonjour from Quebec, Canada. I knew something was not right, but I had no idea what you went through. I am so sorry for your loss. I cried with you while listening to your story. Thank you so much for being you and for opening your heart to us. Although you and Nelson will never forget your baby girl, give yourselves time as it is a great healer. You are doing the right thing in keeping your mind busy while allowing your emotions to come out once in a while. My thoughts are with your family. Sending you my best wishes and good health. xx
Oh sweetie, I'm very sorry for your loss. God always protects us. I do understand. God gave me my son but lost 4 other children around my six months of gestation. In the 70's if the child took a breath then a funeral was required
We understand your feelings. You have us as friends and can speak your heart any time.
You are loved.
Yami, I am so sorry for your loss. You are a strong woman with a very strong husband. You all will be back to normal in time, no need to rush anything.....except the house so you can get your space. :) May you find a place in your heart, and mind of peace, and serenity through this difficult time. Place it all in God's hands and pray for that peace and serenity you desire. Dios nunca nos abandona. Nelson keep being the great man, husband, and father you are. You also take the healing process and put it in God's hands as you also need the support of our savior. Que Diosito me los bendiga siempre. Yami you may think you don't look as good as you would like on screen, but you look gorgeous 😍. You are beautiful believe it.
Thank you for sharing this video. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that you find peace and comfort. Sending you big hugs.
So sad for you and your family. I did not realize you had lost this baby. Please take some private time to grieve. We love you and your whole family, you guys have so much on your plate. Gold be with you. I love your videos and your talent. I am wondering if it was that mean guy on one of the crews? People in today’s world are so hateful and cruel. There are many times I am glad I am getting old. I don’t know how much hate I can take. Keep up what you can I love all you do.😍
Sorry for the loss of your precious gift. I loss a daughter over 45 yrs and still think about her.Being busy I know helps. May God watch over you and your family.
I know how you feel and you may be feeling numb for awhile.. it’s been 40 years since I lost my son and it was traumatic as he lived for 5 and 1/2 hours and passed in my arms.. I was numb for a few months and just walked around like I wanted to feel nothing… grief is hard and it comes and it goes and it can be tough to navigate.. some therapy or a grief group might help.. know how it feels to not burden others with how much it hurts
I have prayed for you and your family. Our family went through the same loss. My niece (like a daughter to me) lost our Elly Camille at 7 months. That Saturday morning she noticed Elly was not moving so a call to her doctor and she was headed to ER by herself about an hour away. They had a three year old and were new to their area and were an hour from our family. Her husband waited for grandma and grandpa to arrive to take care of the three year old. My nephew headed to the hospital with my nieces mother as soon as they arrived. Unfortunately they didn’t arrive at the hospital in time and my niece was alone when she got the news Elly had passed. A trouble free pregnancy. She too was admitted to the hospital to give birth. Our family was there when Elly was born. A perfect little girl. We all were allowed to love on her and tell her how much we loved her. Such a traumatic experience. An autopsy was done since she was so far along but no reason could be found for her death. We had to accept that Jesus had His reasons and was in control. I took that loss so hard. I had suffered a miscarriage very early when I was a young professional working woman and I never really grieved because my job kept me so busy traveling. I have always heard you have to grieve every loss. I was no longer working after the marriage to my second husband so I believe I grieved my own loss from years earlier as well as my great niece. It was a very, very hard time for me. It was harder for my niece. She was unable to function for weeks and her mother stayed with her during that time, she didn’t want to see visitors. Loss is so hard, especially children. Never apologize for grieving, you have to in order to move forward. ❤️. You are such a strong woman. Take time to grieve even if you have to walk to your new house and sit and cry by yourself. You need that healing. Love and prayers to you and your family. ❤️🙏
I have not received notifications for a while. I am truly sorry for all you have gone through. I do understand about going numb. Take care of yourself, Be strong when you need to. The best to you and your family. Love and light always
I am so sorry that you are going through this heartbreaking time in your life.😢 I will pray for you and your family🙏🏼. You’re in a emotional shock physically and mentally, but you are strong and will continue to receive all the blessings that come your way.
My condolences to you and your family. You are a strong beautiful women and you will heal and for now enjoy your kids and your blessed to have such a wonderful husband. God bless you all.
I’m so sorry you’re going through all of this. I guess I didn’t realize this happened. I will certainly be praying for you and your family and for complete healing and restoration of your body.
Dear Yami, today's video is a soul deposition, it takes a lot of courage to open your soul publicly. You are undergoing a great and difficult trial, only time will heal the wounds. Keep busy and stay focused because I think that's the antidote at this stage. With God's help, the long-awaited moment will come when your house will be finished. this will take a huge burden off of you. Keep smiling, take care of yourself and your beautiful family and remember that difficult trials make us stronger in the end. 🙏💐😘😘
Praying for all of you. It's just a hard season of life right now. God is protecting you and brighter days are definitely ahead!!! I think you are very brave for expressing your feelings with us. God Bless You!!!!
Oh my beautiful Latina friend it’s going to be a difficult and painful journey ahead but with the grace of God and the help/strength of your family you and Nelson can get through this together. Take your time healing is a very personal thing and everyone gets to a place of peace and comfort in their own time. I found speaking to my husband when I went through this was the best way for me to come to terms with it. Wherever and whenever you’re ready just speak to whoever you’re comfortable speaking to about it. Try not to bottle it up inside that’s just not good for you or your family. Much love, hugs and prayers to you all. ❤🤲🏼✌🏼
God Bless you sweet sweet heart. My heart is breaking for you and your family. I’ve been where you are and yes you can feel numb. But you are as you know in the Heavenly Father up above. I hate it when people will say it gets better, it will but you just don’t want to hear that. Know what I mean 😭. Love you and your family so very much. It’s like you’re part of our family and I just want to give you a big hug. Go with God always. He’s right there with you. He never puts more on us than we can handle. It feels like it sometimes but he’s with you. Fan forever Northeast Alabama. ❤❤❤.
God Bless you sweet sweet heart. My heart is breaking for you and your family. I’ve been where you are and yes you can feel numb. But you are as you know in the Heavenly Father up above. I hate it when people will say it gets better, it will but you just don’t want to hear that. Know what I mean 😭. Love you and your family so very much. It’s like you’re part of our family and I just want to give you a big hug. Go with God always. He’s right there with you. He never puts more on us than we can handle. It feels like it sometimes but he’s with you. Fan forever Northeast Alabama. ❤❤❤.
So sorry for the loss of your baby girl. I do believe God is with you, I pray for comfort and peace. Talking is healing so talk. And staying busy helps. God Bless your precious family. ❤
Prayers for your Sweet Family! Stay strong and focus on what makes you happy. Love and hugs Sweet Yami!
This is the first time that I heard about you and your family’s loss. I’m so sorry but just always remember that you put ALL your Trust and Faith in God but also remember that God does not give us any more than we can handle. Stay focus on the Lord he will get you through it all in time. Take care ❤.
I’m crying for you. I lost four babies myself although I wasn’t as far along as you were. Those babies would now be in their late thirties to early forties and I’m 70 now and I still tear up just thinking about the babies I lost. I had my daughter after all that and of course I was extremely high risk and I never stopped worrying about that pregnancy plus I went into labor about five weeks early and I was really fearful what would happen but she was born perfect fortunately for us. But still I’m so so so very sorry for your loss!😢
Life is so hard sometimes, but please remember that is walking with you all the way. Hug each other. Take it minute by minute, step by step. Know that your family is loved and you will make it. My favorite verse and what God gave me to hold on to is " I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me " . I know he will do the same for your family.❤❤❤❤
Hi Yami, im sorry to hear about your loss sending you hugs and prayers. Talking about the loss with your husband or therapy and it will help you a lot. From experience going on survival mode doesnt last long and the numbness wears off. When you hide your grief then your kids wont learn to coping with their own emotions or Express. Blessings to you and your family❤🙏🙏🙏
The numbness was depression but you didn't know. Your body and mind went through tragedy quickly so your brain shut off for a while. Once you get into the house Yami expect a breakdown. It will be grief and relief at the same time. Then within a few days you will come out of it.
I am so sorry for your loss! I lost twin girls, lost the first one and two weeks later lost the second one. Then lost another one at another time. Know one knows what it is like, until you have gone through this! Yami, I am so sorry! Much love and prayers for you all! ❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
What kind of doggy do you have?
You and your husband are so sweet. I am sorry you lost your baby. My daughter lost a baby right around the same time. I’m glad you’re physically ok. I will pray for your emotional, mental and spiritual healing. No quick or easy human answers. God bless.
So sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family. I know the feeling of losing a baby. Everything you’re feeling is normal.
Dear Yami, My sincerest condolences on the loss of your baby girl. You brought me to tears, and I'm up there in age. I totally understand your need to do your blog and post on the build! My heart aches for you. God will see you through this chapter of your life. You are truly blessed with a good husband, and a family that loves you. God will see you through all of this!🙏🙏
Just know her little life mattered, and she will be waiting for you in heaven on the lap of Jesus when it's your time. BIG HUGS and continued prayers from Missouri.
As I have always said. This to shall pass.
I am so very sorry for your loss. Time can be very healing but it takes a lot of time. A day will come when you can tuck her memory in the back of your heart and bring it out when you choose. Love and hugs to you and your husband. Remember he has lost a child as well and cling to one another. Share those memories together. Praying for comfort and peace for you both.
You and your family are in my prayers 🙏
My numbness and sadness turned to anger. I was angry with God. I was to ashamed to tell anyone that at the time. Even after 14 years I do not have the words to say to make it better.
Believe in the power of prayer. God loves all of his children and he will protect you. I believe my daughter Samantha is watching over me and I will be by her side when my time comes.
Your baby girl is your angel watching over you.
Oh Yami, I had no idea that you had lost your baby. I’m so very sorry. My heart is breaking as you share with us. I will be praying for you all. I’m glad that you have faith in the Lord, he does see us through the most difficult of times. You are beautiful, and I agree about getting back to dressing better. I was a teenager in the seventies and always wore a hat. Take care and God bless you 💜💕🙏🏻
I lost 2 babies one was at 22 weeks and the other was at 24 weeks, all in the span of two years, I understand. exactly what your feeling, just know our babies will be waiting for us someday when we go Home to Jesus, stay strong we are blessed in many ways
Ive been watching you for years but I never comment on anything . All is great that you do i'm just a comnent person
I just wan you to know you have been in my thoughts & prayers. You are a strong family & yes, we all get what wer're going thru with prayers & faith in God. Remember he's got you this far. May he protect you all.
Oh Yami, my heart aches for you. You need to get it out and I’m sorry you had to endure this. Life does throw some terrible curve balls but by hanging on to God we make it through. I was sitting here thinking about Nelson and the puppy incident and thought “ that Latino Engineer went ballistic”. Papa Bear was in a world of hurt to begin with, worried about you and losing his baby girl, I would not have wanted to go up against him. He was right. Gentle hugs and use this blog to let out the hurt, grieve and use us as your life support. Kelly Barlow, another crafter TH-camr lost her grown son, 29 yrs old to cancer,so watching her deal has been a help to me. I shut down due to losing 3 sisters, husband and a nephew in less than a year. I can relate to you more stories but just know there are so many of us that can understand what you are dealing with. Much love and respect to you guys.😊❤
Still praying for you and your family! ❤ you are beautiful in this video just as always! I homer feel that it does help to talk about once in a while and we are happy to listen…❤🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏
My heart is broken and breaking for you Yami. I understand the feeling of being numb and feeling nothing. I have experienced that before and I also had other kids depending on me also. Continued prayers for you and your beautiful family. God bless you all. Much love ❤️ .
Yami I’m so sorry for your loss my condolences and prayers are with you and your family. With god’s grace everything will be as it should please take care of yourself I love your family y qué Dios te bendiga a ti y a tu familia muchas bendiciones
Dear Yami. Watching your video today, was a privilege. Thank you for your openness regarding your loss, your feelings, and the negative things that have happened to you. I really feel for you and understand your loss. We lost a baby too, albeit it over 40 years ago. She was a twin. We were blessed to have her sister survive and join our little family - a daughter who was 4 at the time, and a son of 18 months. It was a blessing to be so busy with 3 kids who were so young. While it can’t replace the baby lost, it is a solace to the soul to be needed. I understand how you need the normality of caring for your family, your house and your business. they are all things to hold onto. Your little baby will always be with you in that special place in your heart. I still cry for our little one, Alana, and she is with us in our house. My husband and I have planned that her ashes will be mixed with ours in the fullness of time, so that we’ll always be together. I know that your faith will be standing you in good stead and giving you strength to carry on with your life as you would normally do. But your little one will always be there with you. Don’t forget to let yourself grieve as often as you need. It is OK. Lean into the love of your family and the people who don’t know you personally but love who you are. You are amazing, and with your beloved Nelson by your side, you can keep the memory of your baby girl safe. Your sharing of your grief and overwhelm will no doubt help others who are going through something similar. From the other side of the world, from someone old enough to be your mother, I send my love and prayers to you today and always. X
Thank you for sharing your true feelings. I wondered how you were handling the loss of baby girl, but never asked because I felt it was too hard for you all. Keep smiling through those tears, it shall be well. When you look back to when you started this new home you faced many challenges and God gave you strength to get through it and He will not let you down. Look how far you have come and your house is looking beautiful.❤🙏🏼🫶🏼