It is amazing how much of this WHOLE reading is my story. I had no intention of blocking them. But I just couldn't take it Amy more. I don't know if I will ever be able to trust her after everything. She is a wonderful person. And I will always love her. But I can not convince myself that she is able to change. Every time I have tried. I have ended up with at least one knife in my back. I know that she want to communicate with me. I am just struggling with the idea of the way she has decided to be. I know that it's not her problem. The way I have decided to protect myself and to try and heal from the past. But at the same time. It has taken me a long time to get to the point I am now. I have been trying to figure things out for years (at least 4) and since we divorced she has made a point to put me through anything she thought would cause me to hurt. So I am not trying to be angry any longer. I'm not trying to be sad any longer. I. Just tired of having to fight someone to love them. And I am not looking for a reconnection. She had had 7 separate times to Change her Outlook. And every time I have allowed her to come back into my life. Disrupt my intire life. Only to receive the Same exact thing from her. In fact it has gradually gotten worse each time. And this last time showed me. I'm not interested in doing the same thing over and over again. I have a lovely lady in my life who has stood up and by me for a while now. And while she isn't perfect. Neither am I. And I refuse to allow myself to hurt her again because of someone who has not ever given any thought as to what she was putting me and others through just so she could be the center of attention. Get whatever she wanted . Whenever she wanted. And never gave it a second thought. Until it was time for her to come back asking for another chance. It took me doing this, allowing her to near distroy me completely to finally get to the point I am now. And I am not giving her the opportunity to cause me any more hurt, heartache,or any other negativity. as I said. She is a beautiful person inside and out. It's just that she was raised to believe she would it ever find love. And that it didn't exist. Even after showing her in every single way I could think of year after year. She seemed to be determined to self sabotage our connection.camd I could see the old me in her actions time and again. Would even tell her that she was doing this or that.cwhen she knew that I had no way of knowing. I have already been through all of that. So when emer her I tried to protect her from having to feel like I had to and to go through the things I had been through. But in the end. She had to find out for herself. So now with a heavy heart I have released her and begun to move forward with a beautiful lady who is not only incredible in the way she treats me.. bit is just a pleasure to be around. Give me the strength and determination to fight for a future with her. One filled with abundance and love .and while I am sorry for the things that the past is putting the other lady from my past through. And I hope she is able to heal faster than it took me to. I will always love her. Just will never trust her again. And without trust. You can not have a meaningful relationship with anyone.
Took all my money, had no food, got terribly ill. Damn near lost my apartment. Fought my way back. I could care less about apologies. He best keep his distance because I will not be responsible for my actions. Yes, I am a very damaged individual. I sense him sometimes. No dreams, thank the universe. How do I feel now? Come at me bro, not my first rodeo. Defeated better than this. This is not the person I wanted to be but this is what the world turned me into. I am, however, content.
I believe a lot of Pisces are going thru this DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL. meaning not resonating with whom you used to be but haven't stepped into your true self yet make peace with where u are IN THIS MOMENT 🤪🤘❤️ AND LET WHAT DAMAGED YOU GO KEEP YOUR FOCUS ON HEALING AND MAKE EVERY INTENTION YOU HAVE WITH LOVE ❤
Im not resentful actually more like curious as to what his intentions are .cause its all about the intentions ... so i attempted to contact thru messenger on one of his many accounts and left him my number let me just say this. ILL GIVE YOU ONE SHOT.. YOU GOT ONE SHOT TO MAKE THIS KILL ONE SHOT ONE KILL IF YOU CANT COME WITH PURE INTENTIONS YOU WILL NOT HIT YOUR TARGET AND YOU WILL MISS IT AGAIN .. LAST TIME ..AND STILL. SHOWING PERFECT LOVE. IM HERE. ❤️🔥
Why do you confuse the issue ? Always The reading is for Pisces yet throughout you say You could be a libra you could be a Sagittarius...etc the signs are sooo sooo different. Pisces has all elements of all of the signs.
I am not sure However I think she is referring to the energies that she is picking up on. As a pieces your right, we have all 12 sighns within. However all Pisces are not equal. Some are Pisces are rising and some are north knod. Im just saying there are wide veritables when refiring to Any sighn. Nevertheless Pisces is the most complicated I believe. I am double Pisces..with leo and aquarius in my chart. I'm sure you have many different placement as well . We all do. So I am going to say that as a intuitive reader she is just picking up on the energies as the card are only thing to help with the reading. It's the readers intuition and the messages from spirit that she is channeling. Not sure if that helps explain it. Bit I hope it gives you a insight into the process of tarot readings.
@@KeithHubbard-y7b Thank you for your kindness. I am a reader, an empath and an Empress. I understand the course. If we could see the cards that she is using it would make it easier and we could also see for ourselves and not wonder. It is very confusing when you are deeply connected and trying to decipher the message. I am a triple Pisces in that my father grandfather and I were all born on 3.3 even years. And yes, Pisceans are the most complicated. I am praying that this is my last incarnation as I am now operation out of North Node. I wish you well on your journey fellow fish.
Awesome reading. Definately resinates. 😊❤❤❤
So greatful for your gift ❤ respect..with perfect love
I like you ...seems you are very familiar to me 😊❤ thank you my sister of the moon 🌙
It is amazing how much of this WHOLE reading is my story. I had no intention of blocking them. But I just couldn't take it Amy more. I don't know if I will ever be able to trust her after everything. She is a wonderful person. And I will always love her. But I can not convince myself that she is able to change. Every time I have tried. I have ended up with at least one knife in my back. I know that she want to communicate with me. I am just struggling with the idea of the way she has decided to be. I know that it's not her problem. The way I have decided to protect myself and to try and heal from the past. But at the same time. It has taken me a long time to get to the point I am now. I have been trying to figure things out for years (at least 4) and since we divorced she has made a point to put me through anything she thought would cause me to hurt. So I am not trying to be angry any longer. I'm not trying to be sad any longer. I. Just tired of having to fight someone to love them. And I am not looking for a reconnection. She had had 7 separate times to Change her Outlook. And every time I have allowed her to come back into my life. Disrupt my intire life. Only to receive the Same exact thing from her. In fact it has gradually gotten worse each time. And this last time showed me. I'm not interested in doing the same thing over and over again. I have a lovely lady in my life who has stood up and by me for a while now. And while she isn't perfect. Neither am I. And I refuse to allow myself to hurt her again because of someone who has not ever given any thought as to what she was putting me and others through just so she could be the center of attention. Get whatever she wanted . Whenever she wanted. And never gave it a second thought. Until it was time for her to come back asking for another chance. It took me doing this, allowing her to near distroy me completely to finally get to the point I am now. And I am not giving her the opportunity to cause me any more hurt, heartache,or any other negativity. as I said. She is a beautiful person inside and out. It's just that she was raised to believe she would it ever find love. And that it didn't exist. Even after showing her in every single way I could think of year after year. She seemed to be determined to self sabotage our connection.camd I could see the old me in her actions time and again. Would even tell her that she was doing this or that.cwhen she knew that I had no way of knowing. I have already been through all of that. So when emer her I tried to protect her from having to feel like I had to and to go through the things I had been through. But in the end. She had to find out for herself. So now with a heavy heart I have released her and begun to move forward with a beautiful lady who is not only incredible in the way she treats me.. bit is just a pleasure to be around. Give me the strength and determination to fight for a future with her. One filled with abundance and love .and while I am sorry for the things that the past is putting the other lady from my past through. And I hope she is able to heal faster than it took me to. I will always love her. Just will never trust her again. And without trust. You can not have a meaningful relationship with anyone.
Took all my money, had no food, got terribly ill. Damn near lost my apartment. Fought my way back. I could care less about apologies. He best keep his distance because I will not be responsible for my actions. Yes, I am a very damaged individual. I sense him sometimes. No dreams, thank the universe. How do I feel now? Come at me bro, not my first rodeo. Defeated better than this. This is not the person I wanted to be but this is what the world turned me into. I am, however, content.
Shame thats so sad
I believe a lot of Pisces are going thru this DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL. meaning not resonating with whom you used to be but haven't stepped into your true self yet make peace with where u are IN THIS MOMENT 🤪🤘❤️ AND LET WHAT DAMAGED YOU GO KEEP YOUR FOCUS ON HEALING AND MAKE EVERY INTENTION YOU HAVE WITH LOVE ❤
And eventually you'll step into your full power and then your true self
What are the cards displayed? They aren’t the ones you’re reading???
Im not resentful actually more like curious as to what his intentions are .cause its all about the intentions ... so i attempted to contact thru messenger on one of his many accounts and left him my number let me just say this. ILL GIVE YOU ONE SHOT.. YOU GOT ONE SHOT TO MAKE THIS KILL
ONE SHOT ONE KILL IF YOU CANT COME WITH PURE INTENTIONS YOU WILL NOT HIT YOUR TARGET AND YOU WILL MISS IT AGAIN .. LAST TIME ..AND STILL. SHOWING PERFECT LOVE. IM HERE. ❤️🔥
So very tired with what I've put through...
No he left me homeless broke took my car and went to a different state. I hope all the karma gets him. He can go back to his wife
Not caliming
Why do you confuse the issue ? Always The reading is for Pisces yet throughout you say You could be a libra you could be a Sagittarius...etc the signs are sooo sooo different. Pisces has all elements of all of the signs.
I am not sure
However I think she is referring to the energies that she is picking up on. As a pieces your right, we have all 12 sighns within. However all Pisces are not equal. Some are Pisces are rising and some are north knod. Im just saying there are wide veritables when refiring to Any sighn. Nevertheless Pisces is the most complicated I believe. I am double Pisces..with leo and aquarius in my chart. I'm sure you have many different placement as well . We all do. So I am going to say that as a intuitive reader she is just picking up on the energies as the card are only thing to help with the reading. It's the readers intuition and the messages from spirit that she is channeling. Not sure if that helps explain it. Bit I hope it gives you a insight into the process of tarot readings.
@@KeithHubbard-y7b Thank you for your kindness. I am a reader, an empath and an Empress. I understand the course. If we could see the cards that she is using it would make it easier and we could also see for ourselves and not wonder. It is very confusing when you are deeply connected and trying to decipher the message. I am a triple Pisces in that my father grandfather and I were all born on 3.3 even years. And yes, Pisceans are the most complicated. I am praying that this is my last incarnation as I am now operation out of North Node. I wish you well on your journey fellow fish.