Pile 3 ❤ You’re vulnerability is beautifully moving and so very strong. I felt the energy in my room and in my mind change just as you began to cry to open up, and the energy became quiet and serene, my own ocd thoughts diminished, deeply moving. I am sending you a huge energetic hug filled with so much love and protection, and I pray for the angels that want for your highest and greatest good to surround you with impenetrable light and support whenever you require it. 🤍💜💚
Pile 2 and you nailed it! It’s a co-worker for me who love bombed me in a friendship way and now that I’ve set boundaries she’s being really nasty… she’s might end up as my supervisor and I do feel like she will attack my career reputation… thank you for letting me know she’s not an obstacle! I’ll start ignoring her and let it all go 😂 Thank You!
Jess, I just want to say that there's rarely a day that goes by where I don't watch or re-watch one of your videos because they are just that insightful and informative. It's way beyond a tarot reading. I log in and feel like class is in session. I never want you to feel as if your have to sacrifice yourself in order to do this work and it wouldn't even feel right knowing that putting up with people and things that harm you is the cost. Please always do what you need to do for yourself. You are beloved and respected in these spiritual spaces. Your light, your wisdom, your humor, and your depth is one of a kind. It's one of the main reasons I re-watch your videos so often. No one really articulates messages quite like you. Anyway, thank you a million times over for what you choose to share with us. We do not take it for granted 🥰🙏🏾
Jess, you're so human. And so intelligent and sensitive spiritually and emotionally. This was POWERFUL. So powerful. If you feel you need to take this video down later, then so be it, but you have nothing to be embarrassed about. Just by reading a few of the comments it's clear how many people connected with your vulnerability (me included). It's so hard for oneself to see the strengh in being vulnerable and actually sharing your heart this much, but there IS so much strengh in that. You are wonderful.
Jess… this video is an inspiration. Starting with your relationship with your husband, how supportive he is in your endeavours down to shuffling your cards and protecting you by blocking those you need blocked and listening to the conversations you two have as a couple. I have been in a relationship for 25 years and my spouse can’t tell me my biological fathers surname. Also, I am a medium, empath, tarot reader with access to the Akashic records and I know I am supposed to be doing more with these gifts but my fears of what is involved and doing it all alone tends to keep me at a stand still. I do readings for friends and family but despite people telling me I should do you tube etc I just haven’t. I am afraid that my OCD tendencies and my fears of making mistakes will impede my abilities even though my gifts are substantial. 😳 Long story short….you opening up showed me that my fears are very normal and I am not alone. I consider you to be a mentor of mine (hope that’s not weird lol) and even found myself adopting Bhagavan Sri Ramana Maharshi in my meditations as a result of your amazing advice. You are a true humble guiding light who I am certain has no idea the impact they are having on the world and people around them. Most certainly on me💕
Oh my gosh, I am SO grateful for your vulnerability. I can relate A LOT to what you shared in pile 3 and the final message. I want you to know that I’m grateful. Vulnerably sharing is a true strength. I believe and feel that we need more of it in this world. Your message relates so much to my current situation, and exactly what I needed to hear. You hit so many healing truths that I needed to receive at this time. Thank you! Much love and support to you. 🥰💜
Please leave this reading up. You tapped into pile 3 there at the end. I cried along with you... it was meaningful, helpful and beautiful. The stagnancy that is not for the greater good that you mentioned in pile 3 has a lot to do with the emotions you expressed... for me anyways. This reading was PERFECT...beginning to end. THANK YOU for being vulnerable and STILL putting yourself out there. You are an inspiration for me. xoxoxoxo
Oh Jess, Pile 3 and the general message was SO Helpful, I relate 100% with all of it!!! Please know that through your vulnerability and the work you do you are making a Huge difference in the lives of others!!! You are an Amazing human!!! Sending so much love and healing you way!!!🫶🫶🫶
You saying that you feel this whole reading was bad, me being ecstatic and feeling like this is one of the best readings I ever asisted. Not only because how incredible accurate the whole reading has being related to me and different situations in my life, but aswell for watching you actualy teaching the lesson, and being vulnerable and true, to yourself and to us. Thank you for sharing your unbelivable gift and your wisdom and knowlege with us.
Jess I can honestly say that I have not found another reader who can so completely describe an experience that is usually hard for me to describe and understand within myself with such accuracy- every reading I have felt called to watch of yours for the last 3 years has really hit home and given me access to deeper insight about things I’ve struggled with for a long time. Thank you so much for the work you do, INCLUDING the vulnerable moments like todays reading- i really connected with your story there- especially the OCD part (me too!) and feeling held to higher expectations to the point of detriment. I now have some more self archaeology to do 😂 (not at all complaining though). You’re the best 🎉
I loooove that you blocked it out. Specially after saying "Bully energy" losing words and then asking spirit what it is and they answer "Someone is watching you " plus "delusional idea about spirituallity". Well done Jess, Bravo. It is all about respecting and keeping our personal spaces. I love your program
Hi Jess. I'd so appreciate it if you left this video on your channel. It was sooooo special and I feel I need to revisit it. As I was watching I had a situation unfold in my home and it was as if you were coaching me through it in real time! By the end I also just wanted to have a good cry. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your readings. Lots of love from Africa. 🌸
Please don't take this down! Your freeing yourself seriously freed me! What you spoke so clearly of what you struggle with gave me such encouragement because those are all the things I'm afraid of and exactly what I keep allowing to hold me back. So that was the exact message. You were a light for the shadow I keep allowing to have control over me. You are amazing at what you do and I stop myself because I'll never be able to be like you. However that's nonsense. I don't need to be like you, I just need to be me and I'm gonna reach those I'm meant to just as you have me and so many others. Thank you so much for everything you do for us!
I just want to give you the biggest hug. Thank you for everything you do and for the beautiful ways you share yourself with us. I see you. You are so loved.
I cried along with you and applaud you for being so brave and open and raw. I truly think part of feminine leadership is displaying sensitivity and vulnerability. It's a strength that we feel so deeply and we need to allow ourselves to express it without shame. For so long we couldn't. It absolutely does make the world a better place when we allow each other to be real. Everything that just happened was beautiful and inspiring. You are one of my favorite tarot readers and the only one that I watch start to finish because I learn so much. I adore you, Jess ❤ stay genuine. We need you to.
thank you for allowing yourself to be vulnerable & human with us Jess. you're one of my favourite readers on YT, you have a reading style that stands out above the rest to me. you're eloquent, insightful, intelligent, caring & so real. thank you for being you ❤️
Oh Jess, you have helped me soooooo much! I can tell that this is one of the things you’re meant to do. I can feel the gust of energy that channels through you as you read. You have such a beautiful way of explaining the energy to us. You make it easy to open up with you and swim on the frequency that you bring forth. Soaking up soothing advice that both honors and supports where we currently are and helps us feel as though we have what it takes to make those shifts, leading us to learning our lessons in life with grace ❤
Big big hugs and tons of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ You’ve helped me and so many others more than you realize. Showing your vulnerability is the strongest thing you could do. You are such a healing light and you are so appreciated for sharing your energy and wisdom and love so openly with so many. Many blessings Much love ❤️
Jess you are so loved and have no idea how you have helped the collective. Thank you for being vulnerable and real. We are blessed to have your guidance. We cried with you. Thanks for your openess x
Awww, Jess, I feel you about the perfectionism for real!!! ❤ Thank you for being your authentic self and sharing it with us. You are amazing and human and we all got our stuff!
Ah babe you’re a star, especially when you show your own real life experiences. Loved pile 3! You’re readings are incredibly beautiful, and impactful. As a reader myself, I find my own stuff comes in too, which is probably why I resonate for my clients! We’re all are going to have more similarities in experiences I think, as we all realise our interconnectedness - so a reading about yourself is still probably a reading for all. It can’t not be really?! I’ve been picking up on this pile 3 energy so much, and so it really did resonate! Probably the most it ever has! ✨✨
I listened to Pile 3 and it was exactly what I needed to hear. We don't learn from others being perfect, we learn from people being real. I am in a very similar situation and have felt greedy for what I need. You really just showed me that is ridiculous and I am being too hard on myself. You have been one of my favorite readers for many years now ❤
Jess, I didn't feel drawn to the piles, but I felt drawn to the reading and remembered you tend to have a general message at the end. I went right to the point where you were getting vulnerable, and I just want to say that I have quite hefty load of mental and physical chronic conditions, some diagnosed and some undiagnosed, but obsessive episodes and perfectionism and self-harm in more non-typical ways are a part of all that and so much more and I just want to send you lots of love and hugs and thank you. It makes me feel seen and human because I feel invisible and anything but human kind of in the background of everything most of the time, like a regular part of me I have to manage and keep compartmentalized, despite being very cheerful and lighthearted in disposition in a general sense. And when I dip, I dip to that background part of me, and I dip to the lowest lows behind closed doors, a complete opposite of that regular cheeriness. And I deal with it in isolation because after parentification and narcissistic abuse both as a kid and then being with a narcissist partner long-term in my twenties, it's the only way I know how as a 30 year old hermit woman living with my two cats alone in isolation from any friends or family or coworkers, and healing mostly through spiritual practice and the craft after many years of therapy already.. If only you knew all the details -- I REALLY relate to what you talked about with posting the readings, etc. But I don't wanna leave an essay so I'll leave it at: you're always perfect exactly the way you are, crying or not, reading or not, making money or not, healthy or not. I love you. 💜
Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing with us how you feel. I really resonate with a lot of what you said. And I admire how brave you are in allowing yourself to be seen, regardless. You’re my favorite reader. You’ve cleared so much up for me. I’m happy you’re receding the support you deserve. Thank you for all you do. 💖
Pile 3: I feel like your energy was meant to be in this reading. As soon as I heard you say “block her” and then explained the back story… things started clicking for me. The past two days I had been feeling like I wanted to step down from a team lead position at work and I couldn’t figure out why. I just felt like why do I feel the need to give this up. The ladies on my team are so wonderful… my team members were telling me no don’t do it because I’m so good at it but I’ve been so off with my energy and I couldn’t figure it out. Then I saw you and it clicked. It’s because of my supervisor…. You are such a light Jess. Thank you so much for showing your vulnerability. It’s so beautiful to see this side of you. I idolize you even though I try not to lol but I can see you are human. You are like me. ❤ thank you. I needed to see this.
Omg… Jess!! We love you and appreciate you sharing this side of you! Do whatever you need to do in order to take care of yourself! You are human, vulnerability is strength. You are STRONG and LOVED!!
I am a big fan of yours!! Part of that is because you are so genuine 💙 I admire you for so many of your qualities! I’m a true believer that things happen for a reason. Speaking for myself… this reading has really helped me. I’m going to do my best to follow your example. It terrifies me to be vulnerable and to make mistakes as I constantly think of what others will think. Again thank you 🙏 for being the beautiful human that you are and sharing! Extremely grateful for you ❤️🩹
#1. Wow, I needed this. Inheritance issues are kicking my ass but you've given me a good kick in the pants to advocate for myself. Much gratitude to you for all your wisdom.
Such a beautiful soul. I feel you girl (pile 3) I’m so burdened by the impact of my own energetic space and output. This touched my heart so much and I feel so much love, learning and gratitude from this message. 🌱🌱
I aways felt that your readings are extremely accurate and blunt and if your words do cause me to react then I simply say to myself I am not ready to listen to your words yet. And come back another day when I am ready to hear. Like what you have said before your emotions are completely valid. It’s so hard these days to not say anything that could upset people. I haven’t done a reading in awhile because of my wanting it to be perfect and then it not turning out that way and my paranoia about what people think or say about them. Since 2020-2021 you have helped me a lot with your readings and I aways see that you try your best to say things as best you can and you are extremely knowledgeable about the topic which makes your readings more interesting to listen to. I would like to share a poem I wrote earlier this year about words. It’s called the Words That Are Said. Words are weapons they say. Some words are never forgotten. Some words are too positive. Some words are too negative and does not solve or help the situation. Some people are too positive Some people are too negative Actually all people are both. Some words are so funny you need to carry on the conversation. So rude yet so right in that situation. Inappropriate to others but down to earth to family, Friends and lovers. Some words or feelings you can’t easily express to anyone or yourself. Until you meet a person where it all naturally slips out. We all slip up with our words for sure it’s okay. As long as we forgive and lift each other back up when we or others can’t anymore. We speak or react without thinking, hurting each other’s feelings. Often because a lack of information. Some people don’t intentionally do it Some aren’t aware they do it Some people don’t know until soon after or hours after. Some people don’t care that they do it, unapologetically themselves, still something about them you can’t help but like until they give you a piece of their mind. And in other words, we are all of the above at certain points in our life. Just facing life on different timelines. Those words that are said to us do stay in our mind. Especially now when everyone’s opinions are now easier to find. The words that are said do impact us. More than we care to admit. The words that are said do influence us. More than we realise yet. At the end of the day. It’s really only up to you. If you want to hear, breathe and live the words that are said. It took so long for me to write this because of the potential to hurt someone’s feelings. That’s what it is about. And recently a co-worker opened up to me about saying something about someone that they felt ashamed about and I think I will send him this prom as well.
Sending you LOVE How many people here want to hug you? Because you help us know we are all vulnerable. I have so much respect for you and so proud & honored to have had PRIVATE READING FROM YOU - IT WAS so full OF WISDOM XXXXXXXX
I chose number 3 and it felt like I was seeing myself in you and so I cried with you the whole video because this is exactly how I feel, always trying my best, playing the role of a superhuman even though my feelings got hurt so much and I couldn’t let myself just be. Past couple of years were so hard for me and I had to stop the connection with two people who were very disrespectful to me. I got to the point where I realised that I also have my needs and they are as important as anybody else’s. Thank you so much Jess ! this is exactly what I needed to hear, very comforting and healing ❤
Jess Just know you are loved and appreciated . Your readings are guidance ro people like us. Well you acted like me in pile three this whole reading has resonated so much. I wish I can hug you and tell you everything. But just know your every effort and word is loved and appreciated ❤
Thank you so much for everything you do Jess. I resonate with everything you said in Pile 3, and face a lot of the same struggles. You being vulnerable and sharing means so much. Sending lots of love your way ✨
What a testimony to the transformational power of a question. I feel you stirred up sth deep and I was very happy to hear your perspective. I feel I needed to hear that. So thank you for your honesty
I appreciate you’re vulnerability, it really means a lot. You inspire me in so many ways, and I admire your strength you have been such an amazing teacher and big part of my personal/spiritual development. 💜
Omg Jess you’re absolutely incredible I’m so so grateful for you and your readings you’re so talented and your readings have helped me through so much in my life you’ve really been a guiding light. Thank you thank you thank you
You are so brave and you have no idea how much you have helped me with everything I have been going through this week - this is the exact situation I find myself as well and I have had so much trouble navigating it…thank you from the bottom of my heart. I was crying too and everything is coming out in the open for me and it is freeing me too…hugs. ❤
This whole reading resonated so well even at the end where you r me trying to heal the damage that was done onto by my sibling. You re so wonderful! I've come specifically to ur channel to get told what I need to hear, not what I wanna hear. I APPRECIATE that so much u have no idea. I love your work 😊
Jess, thank you so much for this reading today! It resonated on so many levels, more than you know. Your channel has been a huge inspiration for me and was part of what helped me muster up the courage to start expressing my spirituality publicly. I so admire the strength and vulnerability required to deliver this message in this way. This reading gave me HUGE insight as to what has been blocking me basically my entire life... I cannot tell you just how much receiving this message meant to me. Thank you for all that you do, you are ELITE💖
Jess I love you!! I learn so much empathy for my partner from you. He’s a gemini just like you. I don’t realize how hard it is for him to be in his mind. he’s just a human. I truly appreciate you
Pile 3 - powerful! Strength in vulnerability. Thank you, Jess! Please consider not taking down this video. It will help so many people, as it helped me.
Jess, you are so beautiful inside and out and your energy soothes me and your mind makes me think in a different way and your videos come to my feed when i ask for a specific kind of guidance. your vulnerability and authenticity inspires me to feel into mine so i'm crying here with you. so thank you so much, sending you so much love xx
I was pile 3. I make a pigs ear of a lot of things and worry about impact on others (anyone under 30 yrs old at work I call 'the children"). The biggest piece of advice I have finally given myself and the team; is protect yourself while offering the best care, love and attention they can for others (we are nurses). Keep a sense of humour. It goes a looooonnnggg way. At least you are brave enough to do readings and put yourself out there. I'm scared of doing readings in case I make a mistake! Give yourself a pat on the back girl (meant lovingly), you are doing great ❤
Aw. Jess. Don't cry. Hugs. Idk u IRL but based on your you tube videos u r a real one. A class act. A dope ass chick and reader. U do not have to explain urself for what makes u uncomfortable. I love ur energy and ur readings. I support u and ur channel 100. If there was any tarot readers patreon I would pay for it would be u. I just don't believe in paying for general readings. But trust I have considered it for you. Don't cry darling. And keep standing up for urself. Hugs. Lots of hugs.
Jess, your vulnerability comforts me and you have no obligation towards ever trying and fulfill that for everyone. It's like what I hear from tarot readers all the time, whoever was meant for the message will find it. I appreciate your messages always and I hope you hear that enough. Take your time, you're doing amazing. You have been, and we know you'll continue to do amazing.
Thank you for giving us the honour of seeing a more vulnerable side to you Jess, I'm sure the collective resonates❤. Sending you so much love, light and power. You truly are a symbol of sincere dedication, compassion and strength
Hi Jess, I don’t ever comment but you’re amazing and I always love your videos. We’re all human right… we’re just here learning to live this human experience. You’re so strong and such an inspiration. ❤️❤️❤️ we love you!
You handled pile 3 amazingly! Everything happens for a reason. I had just completed that similar experience on the phone with a friend right before I watch pile 3. It was a premonition. I took my power back and disengaged from the energy to watch pile 3.
I know perfect isn't a goal we should aim for, but this video is perfect. As someone who's neurodivergent who has a similar experience with my art and feels seen by your readings, this was such a reminder of how being on the other side is a whole different experience. Like I see nothing but real and amazing person and work. I've recognized how much you watch your phrasing and making sure you explained it well to avoid any inaccurate assumptions esp in your older readings. I noticed you may have also done it bc you didn't want some of the energies who's vibration came through a bit low to feel singled out or shamed (not referring to abuser energies). It's funny bc I've always subconsciously whispered or said in my head "it's ok" to be like 'I got it' & that you were understood whenever I caught you doing it haha. I know the feeling, my friends and I are working on that as well. So this was actually perfect, but I'm sorry it made you upset. Thank you for how you show up and all that you do
We are love you, Auntie J and every single reading is timeless and always finds its way to our hearts at the right time.. You have helped us so so much, your work is priceless and its juicy-healing energy!!
Awesome reading as always and seeing you let your emotions out is just a wonderful way to show all of us how strong and capable we all are in our own struggles. No one is immune from the insights you bring us, even you. I loved to see the humanity in even the most intelligent and inspiring person on tarot youtube (YOU!). NOBODY DOES IT BETTER! THANK YOU!
Oh wow, the 3rd pile really resonated with me. Ive been in a relationship, that for my safety I had to seperate from. For my health and safety. You being open about how you are doing the right thing for you. It was so helpful! Thank you so much for sharing and being open. I appreciate your words so much.
Wow Jess that was amazing as usual. I never would have guessed you had a hard time with communicating or worrying about saying things correctly. I've always had a hard time communicating myself verbally. Writing I got it down but I started a TH-cam and TikTok because I felt like I had a lot to say and I needed to learn how to communicate. I always admitted how words just flow out of your mouth. You're my absolutely favorite reader. I listen to all your readings all piles every time and are the only Patreon I subscribe too. So I hope that helps you in realizing how good and powerful your messages are. Anyway thank you for this. It was all spot on as usual and I really appreciate your vulnerability. ❤❤
I love you so much. You are my favourite. Your vulnerability ignited the strength in me, you make me think so much of my self and I don't know if I can be that strong❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥. I love the lives
You are so beautiful. Please leave it up. I chose pile3 and I needed it. You've no idea how i needed to hear this right. Now. You inspire as me to do a really dfficult thing I need to do soon. You are doing as God's children are meant to be doing, inspire and give courage thank you 🙏❤❤
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!! You're humannnnnn......don't ever feel bad. Alllllwayzzzzz protect your energy .....we all understand. Your tribe here loooves you. ❤
Wow Jess. The levels of these readings. They just hit me in such a quantum level. I feel so liberated. Thank you so very much for your energy and authenticity and power. It’s much appreciated and needed. Thank you thank you thank you 🙏🏼💜🌟
Pile 1 & yes ive been scapegoated my whole life and i just want to get along and be peaceful 😞 ive had toxic home dynamics where i instantly fawn if someone comes at me harshly and then it takes me time to process that i wasnt wrong - but also it can be difficult to make waves and directly speak when im disrespected
It’s crazy how your messages & experience always mirror my own. I deal with the same thing in my work. Struggling with people not viewing me how I really am. The ocd & the perfectionism. It can get to be too much at times. It’s so so so amazing to know it’s not just me.
I don’t know why I get so surprised….you kill it every time Jess 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 thank you. I was scared to watch this and I get why…. now I’m pumped like let’s gooooo
Also...I want you to know I really depend on comfort by hearing your messages...you read me or my SO in every reading I listen to. Every. Single. One. You are amazing. And I love you. You do your job better than any other I've heard. And I've heard many since 2019
Oh my good God, I have just watched the stream in its entirety. You brave girl. I'm a psychiatric nurse. Of all mental health issues, OCD is one of the most destructive conditions a human can have. Keep plugging away. I am not going to say go onto a tiny dose of meds as that is a personal decision. Looking at ways of not taking personal responsibility for the world is the way ahead. Do you know how much energy that takes up?! That is not yours to carry. Sending love❤
Pile number 2 reminds me of Jareth and Sarah in the Labrynth. He is love me worish me, I love you. And she simply says "my power is strong and my kingdom is just as great. You have no power over me" and his manipulations just crumble. You said snow owl and it reminded me of that
"Drug Lord" and bff (I didn't know about the drug Lord thing til after he was endeared to me due to taking in my brother years ago)...my fiancee and toddler and I had to move in with him due to a VERY serious series of unfortunate events that landed us evicted. I was around him often as was my fiancee(who has known him since diapers...their mothers, both self proclaimed witches...were besties)...my fiancee stayed 🏠 me with the baby while I was either driving him around, or giving people rides for money to pay the bills we still had. Me being gone all the time struggling was annoying to both of them though I wasn't really getting help financially and was fear frozen in going back to work as a nurse. I often spoke with the guy about changing paths from causing harm to others into helping them recover themselves. He took in "strays" letting them crash, shower, ear, cool off etc. that were mostly addicts. I thought he had a good heart and was just very lonely...I had brushed him off as teasing four times prior to us living there, and honestly had forgotten about him liking me "like that" thinking friends was good. And he loves my fiancee, at least I think. Like family. He often tried to help our relationship...or so I thought. I guess he got tired of me either being gone, or wouldn't break up with my man(we struggled badly at this point bc of our situation) and either he (or the evil hooker he was housing so as not to be lonely) set me up. Made it look like I was stealing from him. We got into it and he kicked me out...moved in yet another hooker he knew had the hots for my man ...last I heard, she and my fiancee are hooking up or were. The guy literally has gone way out of his way to destroy me. Way too far. My name's been run through the mud and the only place I had to go was the next state with my dad. So, my son and I are gone. My fiancee is broken and I think now strung out. I'm lost. Nothing is moving forward here as much as it wasn't there. I haven't heard from him. My son is crying for him in his sleep and he's two. My heart is broken but I know now it'll be ok. I just wish I knew what to do.
Omg pile 3 is the dance community I’m in treats me just like this! All just because I stay to myself. The way you were channeling is how I have been for 2 year straight! It has been the harshest energy! Omg the “ocd whole” is what I’ll call it for me as well! I want you to know you’re not alone. I am definitely going through this and you have helped me to see it’s okay to just be!!!!
Thank you Jess, I chose pile 3 and I’ve been terrified to be truly vulnerable and Ik a situation is coming up that requires me to do so and I’m terrified. I cried with you and I hope I can be courageous as you when the situation arises. Thank you for sharing with us
Jess I watch your videos every night. First time commenting and your heartfelt message touched my heart like usual. You do so good and are so powerful. Sending you love
Omg! This is my reading… I am part of a community of people that are rude and insensitive. But I cannot say anything because they will say that I play the victim mode . You are loved and thank you for Sharing. You are so sweet. 🤗💗🌟🏆🦋
Thank you so much for the confirmation angel. Strong karmic tie. I feel it when their psychic energy is leaning on the doorbell. I'll be leaving my spirit bouncer at the door. It's their problem if they break their own legs kicking the immovable wall. But yeah, dangerous manipulative. We all have to face our snakes 🐍 in the garden. Incredible reading full of wisdom 🙏 Thank you 🙏
Pile 3 ❤ You’re vulnerability is beautifully moving and so very strong. I felt the energy in my room and in my mind change just as you began to cry to open up, and the energy became quiet and serene, my own ocd thoughts diminished, deeply moving. I am sending you a huge energetic hug filled with so much love and protection, and I pray for the angels that want for your highest and greatest good to surround you with impenetrable light and support whenever you require it. 🤍💜💚
Pile 2 and you nailed it! It’s a co-worker for me who love bombed me in a friendship way and now that I’ve set boundaries she’s being really nasty… she’s might end up as my supervisor and I do feel like she will attack my career reputation… thank you for letting me know she’s not an obstacle! I’ll start ignoring her and let it all go 😂 Thank You!
OMG Jess please leave the video. You freed me by being this vulnerable.
Me too
Jess, I just want to say that there's rarely a day that goes by where I don't watch or re-watch one of your videos because they are just that insightful and informative. It's way beyond a tarot reading. I log in and feel like class is in session. I never want you to feel as if your have to sacrifice yourself in order to do this work and it wouldn't even feel right knowing that putting up with people and things that harm you is the cost. Please always do what you need to do for yourself. You are beloved and respected in these spiritual spaces. Your light, your wisdom, your humor, and your depth is one of a kind. It's one of the main reasons I re-watch your videos so often. No one really articulates messages quite like you. Anyway, thank you a million times over for what you choose to share with us. We do not take it for granted 🥰🙏🏾
P2❤ I SOOOOOOOO NEEDED THIS THANK YOU❤
Jess, you're so human. And so intelligent and sensitive spiritually and emotionally. This was POWERFUL. So powerful. If you feel you need to take this video down later, then so be it, but you have nothing to be embarrassed about. Just by reading a few of the comments it's clear how many people connected with your vulnerability (me included). It's so hard for oneself to see the strengh in being vulnerable and actually sharing your heart this much, but there IS so much strengh in that. You are wonderful.
Jess… this video is an inspiration. Starting with your relationship with your husband, how supportive he is in your endeavours down to shuffling your cards and protecting you by blocking those you need blocked and listening to the conversations you two have as a couple. I have been in a relationship for 25 years and my spouse can’t tell me my biological fathers surname. Also, I am a medium, empath, tarot reader with access to the Akashic records and I know I am supposed to be doing more with these gifts but my fears of what is involved and doing it all alone tends to keep me at a stand still. I do readings for friends and family but despite people telling me I should do you tube etc I just haven’t. I am afraid that my OCD tendencies and my fears of making mistakes will impede my abilities even though my gifts are substantial. 😳 Long story short….you opening up showed me that my fears are very normal and I am not alone. I consider you to be a mentor of mine (hope that’s not weird lol) and even found myself adopting Bhagavan Sri Ramana Maharshi in my meditations as a result of your amazing advice. You are a true humble guiding light who I am certain has no idea the impact they are having on the world and people around them. Most certainly on me💕
Oh my gosh, I am SO grateful for your vulnerability. I can relate A LOT to what you shared in pile 3 and the final message. I want you to know that I’m grateful. Vulnerably sharing is a true strength. I believe and feel that we need more of it in this world. Your message relates so much to my current situation, and exactly what I needed to hear. You hit so many healing truths that I needed to receive at this time. Thank you! Much love and support to you. 🥰💜
Please leave this reading up. You tapped into pile 3 there at the end. I cried along with you... it was meaningful, helpful and beautiful. The stagnancy that is not for the greater good that you mentioned in pile 3 has a lot to do with the emotions you expressed... for me anyways. This reading was PERFECT...beginning to end. THANK YOU for being vulnerable and STILL putting yourself out there. You are an inspiration for me. xoxoxoxo
Pile 2. Thank you 💜
Wow Jess!!! Pile 2. I wish I could keep this reading forever, this is my story.
Major beautiful breakthrough you’re right there with us babe we love you 🥰
#3 I felt that 😢 jess, you are not alone 🥹 you truly are gift, you are like a therapy for me! Sending you lots of love and light ❤
Pile 2 -33:00
Pick a Card: @3:33
Pile 1 - @4:30 🕯️
Pile 2 - @33:00 🪔
Pile 3 - @1:10:20 🔥
Thanks ❤
Oh Jess, Pile 3 and the general message was SO Helpful, I relate 100% with all of it!!! Please know that through your vulnerability and the work you do you are making a Huge difference in the lives of others!!! You are an Amazing human!!! Sending so much love and healing you way!!!🫶🫶🫶
You saying that you feel this whole reading was bad, me being ecstatic and feeling like this is one of the best readings I ever asisted. Not only because how incredible accurate the whole reading has being related to me and different situations in my life, but aswell for watching you actualy teaching the lesson, and being vulnerable and true, to yourself and to us. Thank you for sharing your unbelivable gift and your wisdom and knowlege with us.
Jess I can honestly say that I have not found another reader who can so completely describe an experience that is usually hard for me to describe and understand within myself with such accuracy- every reading I have felt called to watch of yours for the last 3 years has really hit home and given me access to deeper insight about things I’ve struggled with for a long time. Thank you so much for the work you do, INCLUDING the vulnerable moments like todays reading- i really connected with your story there- especially the OCD part (me too!) and feeling held to higher expectations to the point of detriment. I now have some more self archaeology to do 😂 (not at all complaining though). You’re the best 🎉
I loooove that you blocked it out. Specially after saying "Bully energy" losing words and then asking spirit what it is and they answer "Someone is watching you " plus "delusional idea about spirituallity". Well done Jess, Bravo. It is all about respecting and keeping our personal spaces.
I love your program
Hi Jess. I'd so appreciate it if you left this video on your channel. It was sooooo special and I feel I need to revisit it. As I was watching I had a situation unfold in my home and it was as if you were coaching me through it in real time! By the end I also just wanted to have a good cry. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your readings. Lots of love from Africa. 🌸
Please don't take this down! Your freeing yourself seriously freed me! What you spoke so clearly of what you struggle with gave me such encouragement because those are all the things I'm afraid of and exactly what I keep allowing to hold me back. So that was the exact message. You were a light for the shadow I keep allowing to have control over me. You are amazing at what you do and I stop myself because I'll never be able to be like you. However that's nonsense. I don't need to be like you, I just need to be me and I'm gonna reach those I'm meant to just as you have me and so many others. Thank you so much for everything you do for us!
I just want to give you the biggest hug. Thank you for everything you do and for the beautiful ways you share yourself with us. I see you. You are so loved.
I cried along with you and applaud you for being so brave and open and raw.
I truly think part of feminine leadership is displaying sensitivity and vulnerability. It's a strength that we feel so deeply and we need to allow ourselves to express it without shame. For so long we couldn't. It absolutely does make the world a better place when we allow each other to be real. Everything that just happened was beautiful and inspiring. You are one of my favorite tarot readers and the only one that I watch start to finish because I learn so much. I adore you, Jess ❤ stay genuine. We need you to.
thank you for allowing yourself to be vulnerable & human with us Jess. you're one of my favourite readers on YT, you have a reading style that stands out above the rest to me. you're eloquent, insightful, intelligent, caring & so real. thank you for being you ❤️
Oh Jess, you have helped me soooooo much! I can tell that this is one of the things you’re meant to do. I can feel the gust of energy that channels through you as you read. You have such a beautiful way of explaining the energy to us. You make it easy to open up with you and swim on the frequency that you bring forth. Soaking up soothing advice that both honors and supports where we currently are and helps us feel as though we have what it takes to make those shifts, leading us to learning our lessons in life with grace ❤
Big big hugs and tons of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You’ve helped me and so many others more than you realize. Showing your vulnerability is the strongest thing you could do. You are such a healing light and you are so appreciated for sharing your energy and wisdom and love so openly with so many.
Many blessings Much love ❤️
Well said!
Jess you are so loved and have no idea how you have helped the collective. Thank you for being vulnerable and real. We are blessed to have your guidance. We cried with you. Thanks for your openess x
Awww, Jess, I feel you about the perfectionism for real!!! ❤ Thank you for being your authentic self and sharing it with us. You are amazing and human and we all got our stuff!
Ah babe you’re a star, especially when you show your own real life experiences. Loved pile 3! You’re readings are incredibly beautiful, and impactful. As a reader myself, I find my own stuff comes in too, which is probably why I resonate for my clients!
We’re all are going to have more similarities in experiences I think, as we all realise our interconnectedness - so a reading about yourself is still probably a reading for all. It can’t not be really?!
I’ve been picking up on this pile 3 energy so much, and so it really did resonate! Probably the most it ever has! ✨✨
I listened to Pile 3 and it was exactly what I needed to hear. We don't learn from others being perfect, we learn from people being real. I am in a very similar situation and have felt greedy for what I need. You really just showed me that is ridiculous and I am being too hard on myself. You have been one of my favorite readers for many years now ❤
Jess, I didn't feel drawn to the piles, but I felt drawn to the reading and remembered you tend to have a general message at the end. I went right to the point where you were getting vulnerable, and I just want to say that I have quite hefty load of mental and physical chronic conditions, some diagnosed and some undiagnosed, but obsessive episodes and perfectionism and self-harm in more non-typical ways are a part of all that and so much more and I just want to send you lots of love and hugs and thank you. It makes me feel seen and human because I feel invisible and anything but human kind of in the background of everything most of the time, like a regular part of me I have to manage and keep compartmentalized, despite being very cheerful and lighthearted in disposition in a general sense. And when I dip, I dip to that background part of me, and I dip to the lowest lows behind closed doors, a complete opposite of that regular cheeriness. And I deal with it in isolation because after parentification and narcissistic abuse both as a kid and then being with a narcissist partner long-term in my twenties, it's the only way I know how as a 30 year old hermit woman living with my two cats alone in isolation from any friends or family or coworkers, and healing mostly through spiritual practice and the craft after many years of therapy already.. If only you knew all the details -- I REALLY relate to what you talked about with posting the readings, etc. But I don't wanna leave an essay so I'll leave it at: you're always perfect exactly the way you are, crying or not, reading or not, making money or not, healthy or not. I love you. 💜
Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing with us how you feel. I really resonate with a lot of what you said. And I admire how brave you are in allowing yourself to be seen, regardless. You’re my favorite reader. You’ve cleared so much up for me. I’m happy you’re receding the support you deserve. Thank you for all you do. 💖
Pile 3: I feel like your energy was meant to be in this reading. As soon as I heard you say “block her” and then explained the back story… things started clicking for me. The past two days I had been feeling like I wanted to step down from a team lead position at work and I couldn’t figure out why. I just felt like why do I feel the need to give this up. The ladies on my team are so wonderful… my team members were telling me no don’t do it because I’m so good at it but I’ve been so off with my energy and I couldn’t figure it out. Then I saw you and it clicked. It’s because of my supervisor….
You are such a light Jess. Thank you so much for showing your vulnerability. It’s so beautiful to see this side of you. I idolize you even though I try not to lol but I can see you are human. You are like me. ❤ thank you. I needed to see this.
I hope you know how much you're helping us ! ❤ i don't come to your readings for anyone else anymore, for myself and have never been disappointed.
Omg… Jess!! We love you and appreciate you sharing this side of you! Do whatever you need to do in order to take care of yourself! You are human, vulnerability is strength. You are STRONG and LOVED!!
I am a big fan of yours!! Part of that is because you are so genuine 💙
I admire you for so many of your qualities! I’m a true believer that things happen for a reason. Speaking for myself… this reading has really helped me. I’m going to do my best to follow your example. It terrifies me to be vulnerable and to make mistakes as I constantly think of what others will think.
Again thank you 🙏 for being the beautiful human that you are and sharing! Extremely grateful for you ❤️🩹
#1. Wow, I needed this. Inheritance issues are kicking my ass but you've given me a good kick in the pants to advocate for myself. Much gratitude to you for all your wisdom.
Such a beautiful soul. I feel you girl (pile 3) I’m so burdened by the impact of my own energetic space and output. This touched my heart so much and I feel so much love, learning and gratitude from this message. 🌱🌱
I aways felt that your readings are extremely accurate and blunt and if your words do cause me to react then I simply say to myself I am not ready to listen to your words yet. And come back another day when I am ready to hear. Like what you have said before your emotions are completely valid. It’s so hard these days to not say anything that could upset people. I haven’t done a reading in awhile because of my wanting it to be perfect and then it not turning out that way and my paranoia about what people think or say about them.
Since 2020-2021 you have helped me a lot with your readings and I aways see that you try your best to say things as best you can and you are extremely knowledgeable about the topic which makes your readings more interesting to listen to.
I would like to share a poem I wrote earlier this year about words. It’s called the Words That Are Said.
Words are weapons they say.
Some words are never forgotten.
Some words are too positive.
Some words are too negative and does not solve or help the situation.
Some people are too positive
Some people are too negative
Actually all people are both.
Some words are so funny you need to carry on the conversation.
So rude yet so right in that situation. Inappropriate to others but down to earth to family,
Friends and lovers.
Some words or feelings you can’t easily express to anyone or yourself. Until you meet a person where it all naturally slips out.
We all slip up with our words for sure it’s okay. As long as we forgive and lift each other back up when we or others can’t anymore.
We speak or react without thinking, hurting each other’s feelings.
Often because a lack of information.
Some people don’t intentionally do it
Some aren’t aware they do it
Some people don’t know until soon after or hours after.
Some people don’t care that they do it, unapologetically themselves, still something about them you can’t help but like until they give you a piece of their mind.
And in other words, we are all of the above at certain points in our life. Just facing life on different timelines. Those words that are said to us do stay in our mind. Especially now when everyone’s opinions are now easier to find.
The words that are said do impact us.
More than we care to admit.
The words that are said do influence us.
More than we realise yet.
At the end of the day. It’s really only up to you.
If you want to hear, breathe and live the words that are said.
It took so long for me to write this because of the potential to hurt someone’s feelings. That’s what it is about. And recently a co-worker opened up to me about saying something about someone that they felt ashamed about and I think I will send him this prom as well.
Sending you LOVE
How many people here want to hug you?
Because you help us know we are all vulnerable.
I have so much respect for you
and so proud & honored to have had PRIVATE READING FROM YOU - IT WAS so full OF WISDOM
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So beautiful thank you so much for being who you are! you are helping the world heal!
Sending so much love your way❤️
pile 3: 1:11:38 ❤
you have such a big impact in my life, I'm so grateful for all the wisdom. much love to you, jess💖
Thank you SOOO much for the reading and was so appreciative of your openness and vulnerability and AUTHENTICITY!! The wind IS IN your sails!!
I chose number 3 and it felt like I was seeing myself in you and so I cried with you the whole video because this is exactly how I feel, always trying my best, playing the role of a superhuman even though my feelings got hurt so much and I couldn’t let myself just be. Past couple of years were so hard for me and I had to stop the connection with two people who were very disrespectful to me. I got to the point where I realised that I also have my needs and they are as important as anybody else’s. Thank you so much Jess ! this is exactly what I needed to hear, very comforting and healing ❤
Jess Just know you are loved and appreciated . Your readings are guidance ro people like us. Well you acted like me in pile three this whole reading has resonated so much. I wish I can hug you and tell you everything. But just know your every effort and word is loved and appreciated ❤
Thank you so much for everything you do Jess. I resonate with everything you said in Pile 3, and face a lot of the same struggles.
You being vulnerable and sharing means so much.
Sending lots of love your way ✨
What a testimony to the transformational power of a question. I feel you stirred up sth deep and I was very happy to hear your perspective. I feel I needed to hear that. So thank you for your honesty
I appreciate you’re vulnerability, it really means a lot. You inspire me in so many ways, and I admire your strength you have been such an amazing teacher and big part of my personal/spiritual development. 💜
Omg Jess you’re absolutely incredible I’m so so grateful for you and your readings you’re so talented and your readings have helped me through so much in my life you’ve really been a guiding light. Thank you thank you thank you
pile 3 - is so on point. from the right to block.. to the reactions.. the fears.. and the crying
You are so brave and you have no idea how much you have helped me with everything I have been going through this week - this is the exact situation I find myself as well and I have had so much trouble navigating it…thank you from the bottom of my heart. I was crying too and everything is coming out in the open for me and it is freeing me too…hugs. ❤
This whole reading resonated so well even at the end where you r me trying to heal the damage that was done onto by my sibling.
You re so wonderful!
I've come specifically to ur channel to get told what I need to hear, not what I wanna hear. I APPRECIATE that so much u have no idea. I love your work 😊
Jess, thank you so much for this reading today! It resonated on so many levels, more than you know. Your channel has been a huge inspiration for me and was part of what helped me muster up the courage to start expressing my spirituality publicly. I so admire the strength and vulnerability required to deliver this message in this way. This reading gave me HUGE insight as to what has been blocking me basically my entire life... I cannot tell you just how much receiving this message meant to me. Thank you for all that you do, you are ELITE💖
love you so so much, you are so brave even showing this vulnerability. You are amazing Jess!
Jess I love you!! I learn so much empathy for my partner from you. He’s a gemini just like you. I don’t realize how hard it is for him to be in his mind. he’s just a human. I truly appreciate you
Pile 3 - powerful! Strength in vulnerability. Thank you, Jess! Please consider not taking down this video. It will help so many people, as it helped me.
Thank you Jess! Your truth and vulnerability is inspiring. Thank you for all that you do! ❤
Such a beautiful reading 💜
Jess, you are so beautiful inside and out and your energy soothes me and your mind makes me think in a different way and your videos come to my feed when i ask for a specific kind of guidance. your vulnerability and authenticity inspires me to feel into mine so i'm crying here with you. so thank you so much, sending you so much love xx
I was pile 3. I make a pigs ear of a lot of things and worry about impact on others (anyone under 30 yrs old at work I call 'the children"). The biggest piece of advice I have finally given myself and the team; is protect yourself while offering the best care, love and attention they can for others (we are nurses). Keep a sense of humour. It goes a looooonnnggg way. At least you are brave enough to do readings and put yourself out there. I'm scared of doing readings in case I make a mistake! Give yourself a pat on the back girl (meant lovingly), you are doing great ❤
This reading was exactly what I needed! The rawness did not just resonate it really made me believe more in the divine and its true guidance!
Aw. Jess. Don't cry. Hugs. Idk u IRL but based on your you tube videos u r a real one. A class act. A dope ass chick and reader. U do not have to explain urself for what makes u uncomfortable. I love ur energy and ur readings. I support u and ur channel 100. If there was any tarot readers patreon I would pay for it would be u. I just don't believe in paying for general readings. But trust I have considered it for you. Don't cry darling. And keep standing up for urself. Hugs. Lots of hugs.
Jess, your vulnerability comforts me and you have no obligation towards ever trying and fulfill that for everyone. It's like what I hear from tarot readers all the time, whoever was meant for the message will find it. I appreciate your messages always and I hope you hear that enough. Take your time, you're doing amazing. You have been, and we know you'll continue to do amazing.
Thank you for giving us the honour of seeing a more vulnerable side to you Jess, I'm sure the collective resonates❤. Sending you so much love, light and power. You truly are a symbol of sincere dedication, compassion and strength
I love who you are and your channel was literally God-sent so I definitely see you and I understand you. Thank you so much for sharing.
I cried with you. Can so relate. Sending so much love ♾️🕉️🤍🪬
Hi Jess, I don’t ever comment but you’re amazing and I always love your videos. We’re all human right… we’re just here learning to live this human experience. You’re so strong and such an inspiration. ❤️❤️❤️ we love you!
You handled pile 3 amazingly! Everything happens for a reason. I had just completed that similar experience on the phone with a friend right before I watch pile 3. It was a premonition. I took my power back and disengaged from the energy to watch pile 3.
And we are so freaking not disappointed in you 🤗💚💗❤🧡💛
Best advice ever! Thank you, Jess! You’re amazing!
I know perfect isn't a goal we should aim for, but this video is perfect. As someone who's neurodivergent who has a similar experience with my art and feels seen by your readings, this was such a reminder of how being on the other side is a whole different experience. Like I see nothing but real and amazing person and work. I've recognized how much you watch your phrasing and making sure you explained it well to avoid any inaccurate assumptions esp in your older readings. I noticed you may have also done it bc you didn't want some of the energies who's vibration came through a bit low to feel singled out or shamed (not referring to abuser energies). It's funny bc I've always subconsciously whispered or said in my head "it's ok" to be like 'I got it' & that you were understood whenever I caught you doing it haha. I know the feeling, my friends and I are working on that as well. So this was actually perfect, but I'm sorry it made you upset. Thank you for how you show up and all that you do
We are love you, Auntie J and every single reading is timeless and always finds its way to our hearts at the right time.. You have helped us so so much, your work is priceless and its juicy-healing energy!!
Awesome reading as always and seeing you let your emotions out is just a wonderful way to show all of us how strong and capable we all are in our own struggles. No one is immune from the insights you bring us, even you. I loved to see the humanity in even the most intelligent and inspiring person on tarot youtube (YOU!). NOBODY DOES IT BETTER! THANK YOU!
Oh wow, the 3rd pile really resonated with me. Ive been in a relationship, that for my safety I had to seperate from. For my health and safety. You being open about how you are doing the right thing for you. It was so helpful! Thank you so much for sharing and being open. I appreciate your words so much.
I just watched #3. Big hugs to you, Jess. I appreciate your vulnerability and openness. We are with you. ❤❤❤
Wow Jess that was amazing as usual. I never would have guessed you had a hard time with communicating or worrying about saying things correctly. I've always had a hard time communicating myself verbally. Writing I got it down but I started a TH-cam and TikTok because I felt like I had a lot to say and I needed to learn how to communicate. I always admitted how words just flow out of your mouth. You're my absolutely favorite reader. I listen to all your readings all piles every time and are the only Patreon I subscribe too. So I hope that helps you in realizing how good and powerful your messages are. Anyway thank you for this. It was all spot on as usual and I really appreciate your vulnerability. ❤❤
I love you so much. You are my favourite. Your vulnerability ignited the strength in me, you make me think so much of my self and I don't know if I can be that strong❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥. I love the lives
You are so beautiful. Please leave it up. I chose pile3 and I needed it. You've no idea how i needed to hear this right. Now. You inspire as me to do a really dfficult thing I need to do soon. You are doing as God's children are meant to be doing, inspire and give courage thank you 🙏❤❤
Oh wow Sis… I cried with you
You are so beautiful to me!
You are so courageous
This was so healing and incredible to watch. We are all human. I'm so grateful for your vulnerability.
Wow! You’re amazing Jess! So so Amazing!
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!! You're humannnnnn......don't ever feel bad. Alllllwayzzzzz protect your energy .....we all understand. Your tribe here loooves you. ❤
Wow Jess. The levels of these readings. They just hit me in such a quantum level. I feel so liberated. Thank you so very much for your energy and authenticity and power. It’s much appreciated and needed. Thank you thank you thank you 🙏🏼💜🌟
Pile 1 & yes ive been scapegoated my whole life and i just want to get along and be peaceful 😞 ive had toxic home dynamics where i instantly fawn if someone comes at me harshly and then it takes me time to process that i wasnt wrong - but also it can be difficult to make waves and directly speak when im disrespected
It’s crazy how your messages & experience always mirror my own. I deal with the same thing in my work. Struggling with people not viewing me how I really am. The ocd & the perfectionism. It can get to be too much at times. It’s so so so amazing to know it’s not just me.
I don’t know why I get so surprised….you kill it every time Jess 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 thank you. I was scared to watch this and I get why…. now I’m pumped like let’s gooooo
Also...I want you to know I really depend on comfort by hearing your messages...you read me or my SO in every reading I listen to. Every. Single. One. You are amazing. And I love you. You do your job better than any other I've heard. And I've heard many since 2019
Oh my good God, I have just watched the stream in its entirety. You brave girl. I'm a psychiatric nurse. Of all mental health issues, OCD is one of the most destructive conditions a human can have.
Keep plugging away. I am not going to say go onto a tiny dose of meds as that is a personal decision. Looking at ways of not taking personal responsibility for the world is the way ahead. Do you know how much energy that takes up?! That is not yours to carry. Sending love❤
Pile number 2 reminds me of Jareth and Sarah in the Labrynth. He is love me worish me, I love you. And she simply says "my power is strong and my kingdom is just as great. You have no power over me" and his manipulations just crumble. You said snow owl and it reminded me of that
"Drug Lord" and bff (I didn't know about the drug Lord thing til after he was endeared to me due to taking in my brother years ago)...my fiancee and toddler and I had to move in with him due to a VERY serious series of unfortunate events that landed us evicted. I was around him often as was my fiancee(who has known him since diapers...their mothers, both self proclaimed witches...were besties)...my fiancee stayed 🏠 me with the baby while I was either driving him around, or giving people rides for money to pay the bills we still had. Me being gone all the time struggling was annoying to both of them though I wasn't really getting help financially and was fear frozen in going back to work as a nurse. I often spoke with the guy about changing paths from causing harm to others into helping them recover themselves. He took in "strays" letting them crash, shower, ear, cool off etc. that were mostly addicts. I thought he had a good heart and was just very lonely...I had brushed him off as teasing four times prior to us living there, and honestly had forgotten about him liking me "like that" thinking friends was good. And he loves my fiancee, at least I think. Like family. He often tried to help our relationship...or so I thought. I guess he got tired of me either being gone, or wouldn't break up with my man(we struggled badly at this point bc of our situation) and either he (or the evil hooker he was housing so as not to be lonely) set me up. Made it look like I was stealing from him. We got into it and he kicked me out...moved in yet another hooker he knew had the hots for my man ...last I heard, she and my fiancee are hooking up or were. The guy literally has gone way out of his way to destroy me. Way too far. My name's been run through the mud and the only place I had to go was the next state with my dad. So, my son and I are gone. My fiancee is broken and I think now strung out. I'm lost. Nothing is moving forward here as much as it wasn't there. I haven't heard from him. My son is crying for him in his sleep and he's two. My heart is broken but I know now it'll be ok. I just wish I knew what to do.
Cryed with you 🥲 sooo good!
Omg pile 3 is the dance community I’m in treats me just like this! All just because I stay to myself. The way you were channeling is how I have been for 2 year straight! It has been the harshest energy! Omg the “ocd whole” is what I’ll call it for me as well! I want you to know you’re not alone. I am definitely going through this and you have helped me to see it’s okay to just be!!!!
Thank you Jess, I chose pile 3 and I’ve been terrified to be truly vulnerable and Ik a situation is coming up that requires me to do so and I’m terrified. I cried with you and I hope I can be courageous as you when the situation arises. Thank you for sharing with us
Not done listening but yes please leave this. Your videos are amazing and usually the most helpful think I listen to
Jess I watch your videos every night. First time commenting and your heartfelt message touched my heart like usual. You do so good and are so powerful. Sending you love
Omg! This is my reading… I am part of a community of people that are rude and insensitive. But I cannot say anything because they will say that I play the victim mode . You are loved and thank you for Sharing. You are so sweet. 🤗💗🌟🏆🦋
Thank you so much for the confirmation angel. Strong karmic tie. I feel it when their psychic energy is leaning on the doorbell. I'll be leaving my spirit bouncer at the door. It's their problem if they break their own legs kicking the immovable wall. But yeah, dangerous manipulative. We all have to face our snakes 🐍 in the garden. Incredible reading full of wisdom 🙏 Thank you 🙏
Pile 2. Thank you, Jess.
Now going to join your Patreon!!! You are so inspirational and bursting with love 💕
I wasn't expecting to cry either 😢