I feel happy that someone feels similar to what I feel, my friends think I’m crazy when I talk about it. Its impressive that the way you describe it is so close to my description of it.
Yesterday 'you' popped up in my TH-cam suggestions. This morning I watched this after my morning meditation. I am grateful that you took the time to share this, it was heartening.
While learning Hindu Philosophy at Ashram, the pandemic shutdown started, and I was forced to go home. I feel a big energy shift and wish I could feel the non-duality world like you. I started to watch your videos from the beginning. Thank you🙏💕💕💕
I will always treasure what therapy taught me about my dysfunctional family and shame-based parenting that set me up to finally become so emotionally ill that I had to get into group therapy to understand what happened to my parents and me and then fix it the best I could. Now I treasure what I am learning or seeing in nonduality that both explains all that APPARENTLY happened in my family and is opening some doors to a much better, happier NOW or HERE or whatever 'This' is called. There is a kind of satisfaction in knowing/seeing that there is only This, mysteriously happening on its own, by no one or no thing. [Sh*t happens.] Thank you for these clear, simple and uncluttered pointers. I hope you will continue to keep it simple and not "preachy".
Hello Suzzane. i just watched you after Tim Cliss today and deeply appreciate how you deliver this message simply, directly and HONESTLY - without millions of words and drama as so many nondual Speakers use for such a simple message. Thank you for these words. :) jim
Thank you for sharing the stories. That's a enormous help. Time is a concept in which sequencing past events works like cartoon animation where the interval of those works as gradition of time. Past events in memory are not real but just a record that says those were once real. Sensing time interval is like a frame rate adjustment which is infused by almost forcibly by education in the early stage of human life. Future is modifications of the past projected to unknown mental direction. I think therefore 'now' on the line between past and future is not real. So, Simply I say only experience in this moment is real but out of the way it adds to the vitual 'me' . This is also just a story. Thank you Suzanne. You are a huge insperation.
It was such a relief to find your channel, now a year ago. I'm not at all fully inside of this experience you describe here, but I did experience it years ago, and was so frightened by it, I clamped ever more fiercely back onto the illusion. Now I feel ready to allow it. Thank you for sharing your experience of this journey with us. :)
Excellent posting. As long as "ME" is there, all is a DAY DREAM. We can't get rid of "ME". "ME" is also a thought that come and go on its own. Many thanks.
Oh the 'me' is not a thought. The 'me' is a whole body contraction that you can't really tell was there until it's gone... it seems... perhaps it can vary for others, I have no idea. But this is a total energetic happening that doesn't really happen. The same thoughts keep arising as before... but no one is owning them. The stickiness seems to not be. Thanks for the comment!
Woow...explaining the unexplainable 💖 thank you for doing this ...beautiful..talking from emptiness...how it all happened ..how it started.. please make a video
Feels for deals... silly voice typing, anyway this video has me thinking ever more that we are in a simulation... No specific reason but the feeling is there...
A gentle reminder that life will be as we will be, and because existence operates like a self fulfilling prophecy, when you argue for your limitations you get to keep them! Life is not just a mental exercise. We have an entire physical body at our disposal. However we're normally taught to discount our body as a means of perceiving, and focus on the intellect instead. Perhaps this is why we get lost in the first energy field (the first attention), where self awareness is generated, and why we neglect the second field. The first field of awareness is often described as the physical world. The organ for perceiving this world is the physical body. The second field is a luminous, energetic world, and within this domain , the energy body is an individual's organ of perception. The third field (the unknowable), is temporarily dismissed as irrelevant. Tackling it too soon only interferes with learning the basics of handling the cornerstones of perception .
As someone who has gone through a long existential crisis I found it hard to describe what I was feeling. The lack of self, the unrealness of the world around me. I viewed it as the truth, more truthful than the normal everyday life I experienced, the illusion. After years of this denial, I had an opening in my mind and remembered what it was like when I felt real, to feel like a person. I had denied my life, my happiness. I was unable to accept the trauma that I had endured at different points of my life. I had to question and revisit pretty much every part of my mind, what my mind was protecting me from surfacing. It's strange but over years of therapy I have found that feeling in my life again. That connection to every being on earth and the universe around me. I still find it wild when practicing mindfulness to exist in this little illusion, but I find it much better to live my life with my own meaning and purpose. If you watch a movie, it'll be way more fun to get immersed in the story, rather than to point out that it's just a bunch of actors and special effects. Try and live a little, being neutral will always be there for you if you need it.
how deep do you want to immerse 'yourself' in the 'story'? You mean maybe like Jim Carrey? 🤣...or maybe even more dramatic like Robin Williams ? It's worth considering before the story consumes 'you' ! 😫
Hello Suzanne! I just found your channel. I love what you are saying, and I am on this journey too. How did you come to this understanding? I'm curious. Mine is through suffering and searching. I found Byron Katie and her 'Work' blew my mind. Also, I tend toward Buddhism, so it's a natural fit. I'd really like to know what brought you here!
Wow, was so immersed in this that I only just realised that I'm actually in a totally different part of the country right now. But I felt I was at home. Crazy.
Consciousness....No beginning. No end. 🤯🤯 Unexplainable. The great Mystery.....as long as there is Consciousness beyond the earthly temporary "illusion" physical identity experience....which I "believe" there is. There's nothing to gain in life....perhaps other than seeming "experience" and "contrast" Did you study and is your awakening based at all on CIM? I haven't studied CIM.
Hello - just subscribed to your channel and this seems to be the earliest video of yours I can find - is that correct? Do you have a “first” video where you kind of introduce yourself or where you’re coming from? I felt like I wanted to explore your videos chronologically…
How do people change if there's "no one there"? People DO change their behavior and improve ... they make decisions, stop bad habits, make plans ... it's all just stories/conclusions/meaning/narrative? Just to say we have an answer?
I think our minds work with electricity and our memory etc. is similar to an electrical circuit. The circuitry can be replicated as is shown in our schooling or conditioning for life within an infrastructure governed by something that may bring together opposites in its wholeness for the sake of coping with dualism - it could be stories.
How do you know this stuff? I thought I might be the only one who knows what your talking about in the way you talk about it. You use my words, you have my same stoic posture to this knowledge. I could show you my diaries and you would see we have both used the same words to describe this knowledge.
4:10. Not all baggage deals as heavy as other baggage despite the same mass think about trying to get uphill to Market with a backpack load of s*** say 50 kg is worth or 50 kg of gold would you be moving faster down the line if it was gold or up the hill?
Sometimes I wonder if "non-duality" was made up to solve the problem of dissatisfaction ... on what basis do we know it's more real or true as duality? Isn't it just another concept, another narrative?
Yeah, nothing will happen. because even the sense of a separate 'me' and the timeline of its apparent death is all just this appearing as that simultaneously, all at once. It's always infinity. Total unconditioned wholeness, can look like anything and everything. The 'me' or seeking energy believes in thoughts and believes it is 'my thoughts.' it takes ownership and claims them pretty much automatically, can't help it. So there can still be a lot of thoughts when the apparent sense of 'me' drops, they just won't stick to anything. It's nothing-ness thinking.
I'm really trying to understand. There is no me? How is this different from sociopathy? Is non dualism just empty shell body life? I'm brand new to this idea.
Keep questioning. Some answers will present themselves. But wait for the answer, don't expect it immediately. The pause in Suzanne's speaking is similar to the pause we need after we question something. It helps to listen closely, sometimes to silence. 🌍🌏🌎🕊️
Yeah it can feel like the 'me' sense or the person can be in the now, be present as opposed to in the past or future. But that's all within the dream. Nothing right or wrong with that. Without the sense of 'me,' time disappears. So the word 'now' doesn't resonate anymore.
@@suzanne-chang so, for you, the now is in between past and future which the person calls time.When the sense of me disappear, there wont be anytime, is that what you are saying?
This message is going to sound just as crazy as the message you are trying to convey to people that are stuck in an ego mind. Nonduality is ALSO a trap. I was where you are now and it’s actually a much bigger trap than being stuck in the ego mind mode. Unfortunately, unlike the ego mind, which is a result of conditioning and can be unconditioned, nonduality is problematic because it is an experiential understanding. It is so much harder to unlearn because it is so full proof. There is a truth to nonduality. That’s what makes it such a good trap. Everything can either be answered or dismissed as unknowable or a distraction through nonduality. The ironic part is that the only way out of the trap is nonduality itself. It is in realizing that everything is transient and nothing is permanent, not even the construct of nonduality. Nonduality is the truest form of ‘no self’. However, there also exists a ‘true self’. The problem is, once you find the ‘no self’, you are trapped because you see finding the ‘true self’ as a distraction. That fervor to know the truth that led to finding the ‘no self’ is just as necessary to find the ‘true self’ and it just dissipates once you are in nonduality mode. I don’t know how you will escape. For me it was a combination of psychedelics and understanding deeply what it means to suffer and love to find the ‘true self’ after being in ‘no self’ mode. Good luck.
Sorry to hear that you've been through that. This is a very dangerous message for the person. Because it's the complete end of the illusion. This isn't a 'me' believing that it's no-one. It's not a state or an experience. It's the complete end of the dream, the experiencer. And it can be really painful when the illusion is being dismantled. And sometimes the 'me' can run away from this which is also understandable. I did that at one point as well. I will post more videos about the dismantling process cause it can be painful and it was for the apparent 'me' that was here as well. It literally felt like it was going through a death process. Much love.
@@suzanne-chang There is no dismantling process. There is no process. The hardest part of the path is getting on it, and once you’re on the path you have to realize somehow that there is no destination, that you have always been at the destination and in fact there is no path. I already understand all of that experientially (yes, there is no experiencer but unfortunately words are limiting so I don’t want to get caught up in semantics). The point I’m trying to make is that the content you make does have value. But it’s important to realize that staring at a mountain or listening to the wind probably has just as much value if not more. Nothing you can say can actually do anything for the listener. They will just try to prescriptionize whatever you say. It’s a waste of time. What I was trying to tell you is that even though the experiencer itself seems to be gone (no self), that there is a true authentic self that is aware that it’s not the experiencer that you can also find. However it will be hard to even get yourself to look if your experience of reality is just things emerging. Edit: typos
@@sid7560 Perhaps... there's no knowing of that here. It does seem like the 'me' can subtly identify with an absolute or pure awareness or true self beyond all, but that seems like that's in the story. It's still a subtle holding on, maintaining. Not that there's anything wrong with that. It doesn't seem to really matter here if there is or isn't. :/ Yeah there's no point to talking at all! It seems to want to arise here anyway, just an enjoyment I guess.
@@suzanne-chang The true self is not that ground of awareness by the way, it is easy to confuse the true self with that. The true self is essentially becoming god-realized. It is not new information that is learned, rather a remembering or realization of what you were the entire time: everything. Not only are you nothing that has manifested into something that is experiencing everything, you are also everything that has manifested into something that is experiencing nothing. Ultimately there’s no point to any of it. Just as there is no point (practically) to achieve a non-dual lived experience where phenomena just emerge from the ego mind perspective, there is no point in someone who has achieved no self to pursue or even try to understand the true self. I just happened to have lived in all three states and think it is interesting, just as you do, to share and maybe spark curiosity. It really just doesn’t matter.
@@sid7560 I honestly don't see what u are trying to prove. Awakening experience can be as varied as the 6b inhabitants on this earth. Suzanne is telling us of her experience & it can't be the same as yours. Further, talk of "psychedelics" & therefore your change of paradigm could have been caused by a substance & thus the difference. My observation. Suzanne, pls upload more of your videos. It's not a waste of time. I personally I love your down to earth way of telling us your experience. I have been a seeker for almost 20 years & still feel am not there yet. Blessings to u all light workers.
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Great words... This is such a solo path when it happens. My girlfriend keeps asking me if I am ok. As I just kinda stare at everything being painted.
I feel happy that someone feels similar to what I feel, my friends think I’m crazy when I talk about it. Its impressive that the way you describe it is so close to my description of it.
Nice communication. I love hearing people talking about this. Nice silence too, thank you.
Yesterday 'you' popped up in my TH-cam suggestions. This morning I watched this after my morning meditation. I am grateful that you took the time to share this, it was heartening.
While learning Hindu Philosophy at Ashram, the pandemic shutdown started, and I was forced to go home. I feel a big energy shift and wish I could feel the non-duality world like you. I started to watch your videos from the beginning. Thank you🙏💕💕💕
I will always treasure what therapy taught me about my dysfunctional family and shame-based parenting that set me up to finally become so emotionally ill that I had to get into group therapy to understand what happened to my parents and me and then fix it the best I could. Now I treasure what I am learning or seeing in nonduality that both explains all that APPARENTLY happened in my family and is opening some doors to a much better, happier NOW or HERE or whatever 'This' is called. There is a kind of satisfaction in knowing/seeing that there is only This, mysteriously happening on its own, by no one or no thing. [Sh*t happens.]
Thank you for these clear, simple and uncluttered pointers. I hope you will continue to keep it simple and not "preachy".
Love the way you talk about this🌹
Hello Suzzane. i just watched you after Tim Cliss today and deeply appreciate how you deliver this message simply, directly and HONESTLY - without millions of words and drama as so many nondual Speakers use for such a simple message. Thank you for these words. :) jim
Thank you for sharing the stories. That's a enormous help. Time is a concept in which sequencing past events works like cartoon animation where the interval of those works as gradition of time. Past events in memory are not real but just a record that says those were once real. Sensing time interval is like a frame rate adjustment which is infused by almost forcibly by education in the early stage of human life. Future is modifications of the past projected to unknown mental direction. I think therefore 'now' on the line between past and future is not real. So, Simply I say only experience in this moment is real but out of the way it adds to the vitual 'me' . This is also just a story. Thank you Suzanne. You are a huge insperation.
Thanks so much for the comment. Much love, Suzanne
So clear. Thank you ☺️ Seems this was your first video on this channel. Going to watch them all (though not in a rush) 🙂
It was such a relief to find your channel, now a year ago. I'm not at all fully inside of this experience you describe here, but I did experience it years ago, and was so frightened by it, I clamped ever more fiercely back onto the illusion. Now I feel ready to allow it. Thank you for sharing your experience of this journey with us. :)
Beautiful msg Suzanne.
Excellent posting. As long as "ME" is there, all is a DAY DREAM. We can't get rid of "ME". "ME" is also a thought that come and go on its own. Many thanks.
Oh the 'me' is not a thought. The 'me' is a whole body contraction that you can't really tell was there until it's gone... it seems... perhaps it can vary for others, I have no idea. But this is a total energetic happening that doesn't really happen. The same thoughts keep arising as before... but no one is owning them. The stickiness seems to not be. Thanks for the comment!
@@suzanne-chang 👍
So clear! Thank you!!
I luv ur crazy message, Su - 10x 🙏 full on - just THIS - yesssssss 🎈
Woow...explaining the unexplainable 💖 thank you for doing this ...beautiful..talking from emptiness...how it all happened ..how it started.. please make a video
Feels for deals... silly voice typing, anyway this video has me thinking ever more that we are in a simulation...
No specific reason but the feeling is there...
Hi Suzanne. Love your videos. You’re awesome. Please keep posting them ❤️😁
Thank you Trent!
Beautiful message.
You’re awesome!
Sometimes I cry when I feel the unexplainable
A gentle reminder that life will be as we will be, and because existence operates like a self fulfilling prophecy, when you argue for your limitations
you get to keep them! Life is not just a mental exercise. We have an entire physical body at our disposal. However we're normally taught to
discount our body as a means of perceiving, and focus on the intellect instead. Perhaps this is why we get lost in the first energy field (the first
attention), where self awareness is generated, and why we neglect the second field. The first field of awareness is often described as the physical world. The organ for perceiving this world is the physical body. The second field is a luminous, energetic world, and within this domain
, the energy body is an individual's organ of perception. The third field (the unknowable), is temporarily dismissed as irrelevant. Tackling it too soon only interferes with learning the basics of handling the cornerstones of perception .
As someone who has gone through a long existential crisis I found it hard to describe what I was feeling. The lack of self, the unrealness of the world around me. I viewed it as the truth, more truthful than the normal everyday life I experienced, the illusion. After years of this denial, I had an opening in my mind and remembered what it was like when I felt real, to feel like a person. I had denied my life, my happiness. I was unable to accept the trauma that I had endured at different points of my life. I had to question and revisit pretty much every part of my mind, what my mind was protecting me from surfacing. It's strange but over years of therapy I have found that feeling in my life again. That connection to every being on earth and the universe around me. I still find it wild when practicing mindfulness to exist in this little illusion, but I find it much better to live my life with my own meaning and purpose. If you watch a movie, it'll be way more fun to get immersed in the story, rather than to point out that it's just a bunch of actors and special effects. Try and live a little, being neutral will always be there for you if you need it.
how deep do you want to immerse 'yourself' in the 'story'? You mean maybe like Jim Carrey? 🤣...or maybe even more dramatic like Robin Williams ? It's worth considering before the story consumes 'you' ! 😫
You could be the next Anna Akana! I love your videos. Keep it going. :)
Thanks for the video.
Dear Suzanne, how did you come to this understanding? Gratitude
Hello Suzanne! I just found your channel. I love what you are saying, and I am on this journey too. How did you come to this understanding? I'm curious. Mine is through suffering and searching. I found Byron Katie and her 'Work' blew my mind. Also, I tend toward Buddhism, so it's a natural fit. I'd really like to know what brought you here!
"There is no you there already." !!!
Thank you!
Thanks!
Thank you for your support :)
Halleluya
Mumbai : Jan 01, 2023.
00:01 This is it. :)
Wow, was so immersed in this that I only just realised that I'm actually in a totally different part of the country right now. But I felt I was at home. Crazy.
Consciousness....No beginning. No end. 🤯🤯 Unexplainable. The great Mystery.....as long as there is Consciousness beyond the earthly temporary "illusion" physical identity experience....which I "believe" there is.
There's nothing to gain in life....perhaps other than seeming "experience" and "contrast"
Did you study and is your awakening based at all on CIM? I haven't studied CIM.
Beautiful☀️ Appreciate you☀️
Have you ever used plant medicine?
Tried Ayahuasca one time, over 3 years ago
Hello - just subscribed to your channel and this seems to be the earliest video of yours I can find - is that correct? Do you have a “first” video where you kind of introduce yourself or where you’re coming from? I felt like I wanted to explore your videos chronologically…
Joyful chaos we are in the place to be which is the body
Had you been listening to any particular teachers when you had this shift? What was it like to have this shift?
Yup, I'll probably upload more videos about that :)
@@suzanne-chang, pls do. And thank u for your demeanor. I find u so clear & humbling. Thank u.
How do people change if there's "no one there"? People DO change their behavior and improve ... they make decisions, stop bad habits, make plans ... it's all just stories/conclusions/meaning/narrative? Just to say we have an answer?
I think our minds work with electricity and our memory etc. is similar to an electrical circuit. The circuitry can be replicated as is shown in our schooling or conditioning for life within an infrastructure governed by something that may bring together opposites in its wholeness for the sake of coping with dualism - it could be stories.
How do you know this stuff? I thought I might be the only one who knows what your talking about in the way you talk about it. You use my words, you have my same stoic posture to this knowledge. I could show you my diaries and you would see we have both used the same words to describe this knowledge.
4:10. Not all baggage deals as heavy as other baggage despite the same mass think about trying to get uphill to Market with a backpack load of s*** say 50 kg is worth or 50 kg of gold would you be moving faster down the line if it was gold or up the hill?
I keep hearing "non-duality" people state that "it's just this". Just this for whom?
To the same one who is asking this question
What happen to you months ago from the time you recorded this video that made all this so clear to you?
Sometimes I wonder if "non-duality" was made up to solve the problem of dissatisfaction ... on what basis do we know it's more real or true as duality?
Isn't it just another concept, another narrative?
i hope you're taking your journey with a therapist, sounds like a lot of cool thoughts
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Have you seen the reception creation story. That is in fact story of the bind 🔺🌈🕊. All creation story's are storys of the bind.
I feel like an energetic contraction. A separate entity in space. It’s quite weird! And painful too lmao what happened?
Yeah seems like that contraction starts really early on for every apparent person. Not weird.
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Isn't the quest to gain things a quest for SAFETY really.
Does it seem familiar?
If there is noone here, there is no me then who am I? Please explain. How can we say that everything is mysteriously happening?
You are you I am I
we are we
it depends on whether you are part of everything or separate from it
i dont understand. i want to know
So if there is no one here already, then there doesn't need to be an "event"?
Also what role do thoughts play in perpetuating the seeking energy?
Yeah, nothing will happen. because even the sense of a separate 'me' and the timeline of its apparent death is all just this appearing as that simultaneously, all at once. It's always infinity. Total unconditioned wholeness, can look like anything and everything.
The 'me' or seeking energy believes in thoughts and believes it is 'my thoughts.' it takes ownership and claims them pretty much automatically, can't help it. So there can still be a lot of thoughts when the apparent sense of 'me' drops, they just won't stick to anything. It's nothing-ness thinking.
I'm really trying to understand. There is no me? How is this different from sociopathy? Is non dualism just empty shell body life? I'm brand new to this idea.
Keep questioning. Some answers will present themselves. But wait for the answer, don't expect it immediately. The pause in Suzanne's speaking is similar to the pause we need after we question something. It helps to listen closely, sometimes to silence.
🌍🌏🌎🕊️
Can a person experience the now?
Yeah it can feel like the 'me' sense or the person can be in the now, be present as opposed to in the past or future. But that's all within the dream. Nothing right or wrong with that.
Without the sense of 'me,' time disappears. So the word 'now' doesn't resonate anymore.
@@suzanne-chang so, for you, the now is in between past and future which the person calls time.When the sense of me disappear, there wont be anytime, is that what you are saying?
This message is going to sound just as crazy as the message you are trying to convey to people that are stuck in an ego mind.
Nonduality is ALSO a trap.
I was where you are now and it’s actually a much bigger trap than being stuck in the ego mind mode. Unfortunately, unlike the ego mind, which is a result of conditioning and can be unconditioned, nonduality is problematic because it is an experiential understanding. It is so much harder to unlearn because it is so full proof.
There is a truth to nonduality. That’s what makes it such a good trap. Everything can either be answered or dismissed as unknowable or a distraction through nonduality. The ironic part is that the only way out of the trap is nonduality itself. It is in realizing that everything is transient and nothing is permanent, not even the construct of nonduality.
Nonduality is the truest form of ‘no self’. However, there also exists a ‘true self’. The problem is, once you find the ‘no self’, you are trapped because you see finding the ‘true self’ as a distraction. That fervor to know the truth that led to finding the ‘no self’ is just as necessary to find the ‘true self’ and it just dissipates once you are in nonduality mode.
I don’t know how you will escape. For me it was a combination of psychedelics and understanding deeply what it means to suffer and love to find the ‘true self’ after being in ‘no self’ mode. Good luck.
Sorry to hear that you've been through that. This is a very dangerous message for the person. Because it's the complete end of the illusion. This isn't a 'me' believing that it's no-one. It's not a state or an experience. It's the complete end of the dream, the experiencer. And it can be really painful when the illusion is being dismantled. And sometimes the 'me' can run away from this which is also understandable. I did that at one point as well.
I will post more videos about the dismantling process cause it can be painful and it was for the apparent 'me' that was here as well. It literally felt like it was going through a death process. Much love.
@@suzanne-chang There is no dismantling process. There is no process. The hardest part of the path is getting on it, and once you’re on the path you have to realize somehow that there is no destination, that you have always been at the destination and in fact there is no path.
I already understand all of that experientially (yes, there is no experiencer but unfortunately words are limiting so I don’t want to get caught up in semantics). The point I’m trying to make is that the content you make does have value. But it’s important to realize that staring at a mountain or listening to the wind probably has just as much value if not more. Nothing you can say can actually do anything for the listener. They will just try to prescriptionize whatever you say. It’s a waste of time.
What I was trying to tell you is that even though the experiencer itself seems to be gone (no self), that there is a true authentic self that is aware that it’s not the experiencer that you can also find. However it will be hard to even get yourself to look if your experience of reality is just things emerging.
Edit: typos
@@sid7560
Perhaps... there's no knowing of that here. It does seem like the 'me' can subtly identify with an absolute or pure awareness or true self beyond all, but that seems like that's in the story. It's still a subtle holding on, maintaining. Not that there's anything wrong with that. It doesn't seem to really matter here if there is or isn't. :/
Yeah there's no point to talking at all! It seems to want to arise here anyway, just an enjoyment I guess.
@@suzanne-chang The true self is not that ground of awareness by the way, it is easy to confuse the true self with that. The true self is essentially becoming god-realized. It is not new information that is learned, rather a remembering or realization of what you were the entire time: everything. Not only are you nothing that has manifested into something that is experiencing everything, you are also everything that has manifested into something that is experiencing nothing.
Ultimately there’s no point to any of it. Just as there is no point (practically) to achieve a non-dual lived experience where phenomena just emerge from the ego mind perspective, there is no point in someone who has achieved no self to pursue or even try to understand the true self.
I just happened to have lived in all three states and think it is interesting, just as you do, to share and maybe spark curiosity. It really just doesn’t matter.
@@sid7560 I honestly don't see what u are trying to prove. Awakening experience can be as varied as the 6b inhabitants on this earth. Suzanne is telling us of her experience & it can't be the same as yours. Further, talk of "psychedelics" & therefore your change of paradigm could have been caused by a substance & thus the difference. My observation.
Suzanne, pls upload more of your videos. It's not a waste of time. I personally I love your down to earth way of telling us your experience. I have been a seeker for almost 20 years & still feel am not there yet. Blessings to u all light workers.