"No matter how far you manage to go, distance will never be able to erase those beautiful memories. There is so much goodness that we shared together."
Sometimes being alone makes me feel better and more comfortable in my own skin because I can express my emotions without anyone being there to do absolutely anything. I prefer not being talked to or comforted when I'm feeling emotional but I also feel like no one likes me when they do that... I'm so confusing I even confuse myself sometimes. I hate that part of me.
SONG LIST 0:00 Jealous - Eyedress 1:44 Inside Out - Duster 3:44 Ciggaretes out the Window - TV Girl 6:33 Not Allowed - TV Girl 8:55 Treehouse - Alex G 11:10 Untrust Us - Crystal Castles 13:48 Little Bit - Lykke Li (AutoErotique Bootleg Remix) Thanks Mia for telling the names of the last two songs!
"just leave me alone" ,, people at school are calling me names and threatening to hurt me , and I really relate to that lyric. I just want to rest in peace.
I just want him to listen. every time I try to hint I need or want to vent he just brings something else up like I didnt just say I was going to relapse. now fucking strangers on the internet are more comfort than any irl friends
Hey, if you wanna share who “he” is, im curious but also you dont have to, and no matter who is, I will listen to you, i understand what it is like to have someone shut your feelings down, of course we are all different, i dont know exactly what you are going through, i cant say i completely understand, but i can say that i have been in similar situations, and trust me, things will get better for us, it may be a while but it will, i know it will, and you know it will too, you may be loosing hope, but the reason you are still here is because deep down, even if you dont notice it, you still are hanging on in hopes things will get better, they will
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
omg thank you this is so underrated i realy needed this. this made my day i have been feeling so lonely lately and i have the contstan feeling that nobody acualy cares about me. from now on when i feel lonely i will look at this to make me feel better. THANK YOU SO MUCH THIS IS MY FAVORATE COMMENT EVER amen🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍
“Cigarettes out the window” is what my friend said I was if I was a song when we were doing “me if I was…” I’m still recovering on how true it is because she knows everything.
if you’re reading this i want you to know you’re so strong and amazing, life is literally so tough and hard just breathing can be so hard but you’re still here like you made it this far and i just want to tell you i’m super duper mega proud of you and i’m cheering you on sm because i know you can keep on going❤️. no matter what’s going on just know everything will be alright soon, you will find a way out of that bad hole eventually and you’ll be happy
to anyone who has ate, drank, changed, got clean, etc. im so proud of you! life is tough and you got this! i believe in you, no matter whats happening, stuff will get better soon! you got this! i love you so so so so much! just always know i will be proud of you! dont listen to what other people say abt you. you are gorgeous. always believe in urself. love you
Hey, I may just be any ordinary stranger but I know that you’re going through stuff and I know it’s hard but I know that you’ll get through it and sooner or later you’ll find your happiness and freedom it just takes time and I believe in you. And parent will always be parents and not listen to their kids when they are hurting but don’t worry cause you’ll find happiness.
To everyone who's studying with this music: Checklist: • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧 • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋 • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧 • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕ • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨ •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈 Reminder:After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me. You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸
я чувствую себя ужасно, ребят, я каждый день слушаю подобные песни и плачу. я рада, что хотя бы могу плакать, но у меня совершенно нет сил, я ненавижу всё, что окружает меня, я хочу убежать, но мне некуда спрятаться. все ненавидят меня...? ну.. или.. у меня такое ощущение. я хочу чтобы всё поскорее закончилось
i was 9 years old..when it all started i started to feel different i felt that i couldnt be happy anymore i always faked a smile pretend to be a chaotic energy kid, but when i was alone i always cried wishing to be like other kids happy im currently 11 i see a psycologist every month and im kinda getting better but i still cry a lot and think: “ its so unfair why cant i be happy,what did i do wrong?” ( sorry for bad grammarly im mexican )
i have a good life wit good parents and stuff but these playlists make me cry for some reason. thinking about things that happened to me when i was really young... makes me feel sad. these playlists are my favorite type of music. thank you.
screaming, crying, smashing my head against the wall, wailing at the fact that he will never know how much my heart twisted itself everytime i passed him to the point where him staring at me and giving me the slightest smile could lift me up out of the pits of hell. i will never love anybody like him. we were supposed to be together. it was supposed to be us. not me, and then him and her. *me.* why was i not good enough? i did everything he asked. what could i have possibly have done wrong. what did i do wrong. why can't he love *me?*
just wanted to vent anonymously i feel like a failure to myself, i’ve never felt more insecure, i’m making up excuses for myself, i’ve been so aggressive to everyone and i just want to say sorry to everyone for being there i have nothing to contribute to their lives, i’m so average, with my looks, my fitness, my personality, my intelligence i feel like i have no right to be angry, sad or cry i want to wallow alone, go for a walk somewhere one day and just cry for a bit alone i feel selfish for wanting someone to find me if that does ever happen i want people to be with me but i have nothing to give im so sorry, i hate me too i feel so sensitive, one comment makes me spiral, why can’t i just take a joke anymore i’m the joke here
I’m so sorry love. Things will get better. But they won’t get better on their own, you need to work to get to your goal. Taking care of yourself is a great way to start. Drink some water, eat whatever you want, sleep. You deserve it.
its 10:48pm and im listening to this playlist reading throught the comments.. i relate to most of them, im still young, but i feel the pain, i wish people knew that.
i can't believe i made them cry, i loved and appreciated them so much and i just absent-mindedly screamed at them. They won't talk to me. Please, I'm so.. so sorry.
It isn't your fault. If you have anger issues, you can't control them. You should probably confront them in person (if you live in the same city/state). Talking to them over texts will make them ignore you. So its better to let them know that you didn't mean to over call or in person.
i get sad days everyday and ive been looking for vent playlists like this. this may be the only way to clear out my sadness and hop onto music i love. thank you.
i am that desperate to just try and have a conversation between myself since no one wants to talk to me. but fr music is the only thing that can comfort me anymore, i just feel numb or deluded when someone irl tries to do it. like they aren’t good enough. or am i just the one overthinking here? idk i just want to be truly loved by someone. i don’t have true friends since last year and i don’t even understand anymore how to push away the fake ones. it’s not like i can’t but i won’t do it. i simply want some affection or friendship. i just want to remind anyone that if your passing thru types of situations like mine they will somehow get better, trust me. love y’all out there
Vent [I don't really know if its a vent though]: I don't know how to smile. everyone else does it perfectly. I just have terrible smiles or I just aren't built for happiness. Am I ugly or stupid? Am I dumb or do I just don't know? I guess we will never know.
It's not your fault Your not a problem You are perfect You aren't fat You aren't skinny You aren't the problem You aren't a bad person You are wonderful You aren't a crybaby Your don't deserve them You love yourself You are clean You are kind Your are the person that everyone wants Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it Your size isn't a book... don't judge it Your life isn't a movie... don't end it Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it
Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do. The past of you suffering will end Your suffering will end Don't c^t your body your hair Don't kill your self yet. If you have a pet it will make your problem go away They get mad at you for being soo perfect They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning You are brighting the world.. you are a true star Keep going.. it will past. We love you don't stop being kind to everyone The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back. They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous Give everyone a second chance not too many tho your eyes is perfect your nose is perfect your height is perfect your skin is perfect your mouth is perfect your hair is perfect your face is perfect your body is perfect your hands is perfect your fingers is perfect your teeth is perfect your waist is perfect Your torso is perfect your legs are perfect your thighs are perfect your tounge and everything is perfect YOU are perfect love your body and everything You are so greatful for what you have. Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you And leave your fake friends You deserve better. Don't give up Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person. We are proud to see you alive. We are so proud We love your smile We love your laugh We love your personality So don't give up We love you. We love you so much Don't end it too fast. Don't commit Don't get controled Don't make them control you like a puppet Do your own way Do everthing you like Ignore the rude people Ignore the hate Ignore getting yelled There's people by your side and always be. We love you no matter what you do to yourself. They don't know what your been through They ain't been in your shoes Don't belive them they are liars Love youself. We are proud of you existing here We love you so much.. NEVER GIVE UP You're precious You made it this far. And it's so amazing that you are still here
this isn't a vent, but i just wanted to thank all my current friends for helping me out. they're everything for me. they helped me with some of my classmates, some of my problems and i'm really grateful to have them. i wish you the best guys
@@Pinkyminchild he/she did had bad times. just bc she get happy times doesn't mean he/she is Lucky, and no this is not a hate comment im just telling you! :)
Idk why I am telling this to a youtube comment section but I decided to anyways, i feel like i can express this since it’s a vent playlist. I’ve always been better at a lot of things than my sister, It sucks to say since I hate talking highly of myself to bring others down but it’s the truth. However theres been a few things she’s been better at that I can never be good at. Looks, popularity and having true friend, the three things i’ve always wanted. She’s always been prettier than me to the point that not one guy I have been with or even guys that i’ve been attracted to have thought I was prettier than her or have been as attracted to me as they were to her. I always have a lot of friends because I try to talk to everyone, half the people I consider friends consider me as nobody anyways whereas she’s so effortlessly popular and people want to talk to her, nobody ever WANTS to talk to me to the point it’s such a one sided conversation or I even just shut up sometimes because I’m clearly just talking to myself. She also has these few friends that she can really trust and rely on that she’s known forever, I don’t have friends like that, I have maybe 2 friends I could trust but not the way she can trust these friends. I’ve had so many people come and go in my life where she’s only had one friend group like that. And whenever I express that lots of people i’m friends with suddenly stop talking to me and including me than i i’m asked if it’s my fault, maybe it is idk. I’ve never been one of those girls that walk into a room and everyone wants to talk to or wants to be, my sister has though and will always be and i’ll always be jealous of her. Sometimes I feel like she’s well aware of this as she often rubs it in my face in a way, like how she knew I was so happy for someone to be attracted to me only for her to tell me that he was attracted to her, i’d honestly prefer if she didnt tell me. I feel like all my efforts to come to acceptancew with this and building my self confidence has been destroyed after she informed me of this, she knew how happy I was about it. I just wanted to let everyone who is experiencing something similar that you are unique and gorgeous in your own way and that you don’t need to feel jealous of someone as no one looks the same therefore there shouldn’t be such a thing as “ugly” and “pretty”, everyone is human in the end, our looks is just what defines us as an individual person.
this was a while ago but i hope it's a lot better now. don't compare yourself to other people. no one's "better" than anybody, there's things that people are good at and some aren't. it's always going to be like that no matter what. don't force yourself on to other people and if you be yourself, people will come to you. friends aren't too important as long as you know there is someone that loves you just as much as you love them. i love you and i hope you built you self confidence and started feeling better about yourself
я никогда не страдал от одиночества, и не мог понять людей, которые готовы разбиться в лепешку, лишь бытие упустить от себя других, дорогих им людей. но только сейчас я осознаю, что делал и думал так только из-за того, что все время окружал себя людьми, с которыми мог поговорить. никогда не мог пожаловаться на отсутствие собеседника - всегда было как минимум три человека, и оттого острой нехватки общения тоже не было. только сейчас, когда по какой-то глупой случайности у меня не осталось никого, кроме пары людей, которых я ужасно не хочу загружать проблемами, и которые появляются в моей жизни крайне редко, я понимаю, что просто намеренно сбегал от признания, что тоже боюсь быть одиноким. мне ужасно плохо. но весь мой максимум - говорить об этом в пустоту в интернете, зная, что никто из моих реальных знакомых никогда не прочитает это. не поймёт, что это я, и я не нагружу их тем самым.
"Do the wires in your mind get sewn together Rubbed and severed by the heat You don't know how long I could stare into your picture And wish that it was me I guess it's different 'cause you love him But I've got an interactive Sick and twisted imagination And that's gotta count for something." most relatable lyrics.
I'm trying my best, stop yelling at me please, I am really doing my best. I just don't understand why you don't like me anymore. Is it because I'm annoying? Are you bored of me? Do you think I'm annoying? You can tell me the reason, I can change for you! I can do anything for you! Please don't leave me with everyone else! I don't wanna be alone! I don't wanna be alone..
Me listening to this. Knowing it's 3 am,laying in bed, my little brother sleeping next to me, I have 2 exams today. But I just can't stop crying and idk why anymore. I just feel empty and that's it.
These playlists are the ones that make me bawl every once in a while but thats good because i keep everything bottled up and then eventually cry it all out
I really am the family screw up. I have so many missing assignments, straight F’s and am packed with anxiety and mental health issues. I don’t see the point in going on much longer
You are not it may seem like that but you are not and it’s okay i know it’s hard with school but you gotta keep going。 it’s okay ok people love you so much they would cry if u left this world.
TW!! - Suicidal Thoughts and Uncontrollable ME in my head I talk to. After being diagnosed with Depression and BPD. Im just so impulsive and everything is so loud. Im so upset with myself, I want to die. I dont know why though... I hate myself. I hate people. I want everyone to die... "Do I?" I keep asking myself. Why am I depressed? I cant even figure that out. Maybe this is all a dream, right? Why do I hate people. What did they do to me... They did everything to me. I dont know. I stumble on everything.. I hate everyone Im just so confused.. with everything. Why me!? But why not me.. right. I really am just a walkway. I pretend to be all happy but I dont know? Maybe I was happy in the moment.. No, you were always sad. "Its because im ugly isnt it?" I had asked someone who had beat me up. No.. No it wasnt. It was because everyone already hated me and why not? "Everyone wants to blend in.. So when someones hated. Your supposed to follow." He told me. Your right, he was right. Infact, I already knew that myself. I was so OBSESSED with being somebody. Someone who wasnt me. I continue to hate myself. Why am I depressed? BPD? Thats bullshit. I... I never know do I? Why me? Why does everyone hate me. This ugly scarred face of mines.. thats why isnt it. I just want to die. I want to live, I want to... I think. No, kill me. Huh? Im confused... me too. I hate you. I hate.. things. I cant deal with myself. Fuck this. Why do I think this way? There is NO fixing me, is there? :D
this is the playlist of my winter..my hardest winter it hurts me so much to listen to all these songs, they just devastate me and I'm dying inside again But despite all this, I can't stop listening to them.
for all those amazing people out there please dont hurt yourself please try to enjoy everything i know its hard for you guys you all are loved please dont harm yourself you matter and for those how have s*cid*l friends please check up on them they could have been harming thereself you all matter to me you guys have amazzing personalitys and for those who think there ugly your. not, your just used to yourself thats all you all matr
" They leave me out so much, why do i have to keep going near them, when im just standing there for nothing? Why do i have to play the role of someone, who is trying to be a good friend? Friendship isn't just about forcing people to like me, it is about happiness and love. Friendship is like a boat. A boat, that's strong. A boat, where the pirate feels safe. But why did this boat drown? What was the reason?What is the reason for trying, when they don't want me there. Summer will be whitout calling they said, same as next year. What is this friendship about? What is friendship whitout meeting? Nothing like that exists. If it was by them, they wouldn't meet me anymore. What did i do wrong? Why me?"
i just want to change my character, my myself, my style of talking with friends, i just can't i want to say sorry but i become too protective so i just swallow my apologies and get quiet i was funny, i was the center of the group, but something changed, someone appeared, and i was forgotten and i didn't care about it at first, but now i for real don't understand what's happening with my friend group and with me i also was loved by someone now i can't tell if i'm still loved at least by anyone and it prob my fault because i threw it all away by talking trash, like "idc", "ok" "damn" "cry about it", but i think the only one crying now is me?
As soon as everything is going good it like it just collapses. Times like this make me want to relapse so badly but I don’t wanna make my parents upset especially because it’s summer and they know how much I use to love to swim and I just can’t tell them no
Today I had a fight with my boyfriend, with whom we have been together for five years. Lately he's been suffering a lot from parental issues and gender dysphoria, but when I try to help him he pushes me away and ignores all my suggestions to go to a psychologist. I have exams and this quarrel has drained all my emotions and I can't concentrate on preparing for the exam. My mother demands that I should help my younger brother with english, my only close friend is going leave the country, as a head girl I have to help my classmates. It all came so suddenly and I don't have the strength to deal with it all. I really don't know what to do
this isn't much of a vent, but my one friend group with me and my bf are in means the world to me, i love that friend group sm. they make me feel so safe, and welcomed and we all respect each others triggers. i wanna make this group last forever.
SLAY MIA SLAY U MADE THIS PLAYLIST FOR UR SELF AND OTHER PEOPLE THAT FEEL LIKE VENTING RN THATS ME RN MY PARENTS ALWAYS CHOOSE MY LITTLE SIS AND BRO OVER ME SO THIS IS ACTUALLY THE MOST PERFECT PLAYLIST THANK YOU MIA! - XOXO, ARI UR BIGGEST FAN LIKE FR
Always when i feel left out. When i feel unwanted When i feel insecure When i feel sad When i want to cry When i want to be wanted When i want to be loved When i want to vibe When i want to cry hard that my eyes fall out.. I listen to music..it's funny how Music can understand you more than anyone more than even a family member..
I sometimes feel so fucking lonely.. Even if everyone around me I still feel so fucking lost, I am so lost of time, days and myself. I wish I could bring back my happy old self that don't care about the world think of me.. I can pretend that I'm okay but I'm not it's already been 3 years I've been so fucking messed up
you know those people that are skinny but then when you look to the side they have a lower stomach? or if that’s you, you’ll probably relate to me. i started looking at my body and I gained weight over the year. it wasn’t that much but i though i looked fat. so I started exercising in private and starving myself, and other things for a few months. over time I did loose weight and the pooch went down but not fully. now I can feel my muscle where it was and the pooch is still noticeable. so I hated myself for the longest time and kept starving myself thinking i wasn’t enough. my stepsisters are born skinny and me wearing a 2 piece makes me feel so insecure compared to them. but now in the present, my pooch is still there and it makes me insecure about myself and I still try to get rid of it. i hate my body and I always will.
At this point, my dreams and real life are starting to melt together. I'm on summer break, which is nice but.....Now I don't have a distraction from my thoughts anymore. There's no classwork to get done, no people to talk with, no teachers to talk for hours....Sure, it was boring, but at least it kept my mind off things. Now, I barely have a reason to wake up.
life is at its hardest rn...i dont know what im gonna do. My mom has faforatism and always targets me. My friends are fake. i hate my body so much. i like him but he dosent see it. i have no good outfits. i i just wanna cry but i cant.
she cheated she left me for him she made me feel loved but she left me anyways i loved her alot i sacrificed everything for her i wasted money for her i lost a spot in my dream highschool for her i tried to run away with her i bought us necklaces i bought us earphones so that we can share i saw the messages i saw the way she texted her ex i saw the way she fell in love with him again i hate myself i was so useless is it my fault for not loving her? she even cheated during our relationship what did i do wrong? what did i do to make it all fall apart i cant believe her i cant at all she hurt my feelings she hurt my heart im so useless she was the only one who lighten up my days she made me feel wanted but now.. she makes me feel useless and stupid i was so stupid to even believe her confession i saw the screenshots i saw it all i saw EVERYTHING why why did i love her? why did i choose her? i should trusted that feeling when she "confessed" i hate myself im so stupid its all my fault no its HER fault.
Honey dont worry if you're feeling sad come here let's hug and watch movies together . Live together. Have fun. Spend the last of our days together. Having fun together. Dont worry hun its gonna be okay. Dont cry because no kind of creature or human diserves your lovely diamond tears. You are a person to die for. They don't deserve you. Hunny go wash your face and let me fix your feelings up a little. Talk to me. Im here for you. I know im not the best person. But i promise i'll protect u and i'll do whatever it costs to make you smile again💗. Come on wipe these tears. Come with me and i'll show you the best moments you ever seen. I know life must've been very trauamtic and i completely understand what you feel. I cry when you cry. I laugh when you laugh.i live when you live. Honey come on lets go to our imaginary tree house and our little pet and create a new life for us. Let's go explore the forests and collect mushrooms and sleep in sleepingbags. Let's have fun. Even if it's our last days. I'll still be there for you💟. I know this life has been stressful and traumatic and alot more. I completely understand you. Honey please don't cry i'll cry too :( cmon wipe your tears hun. You are so amazing my eyes got blinded when i first seen you. You are so beautiful i can't even speak. You are so majestic that nobody can ever try to even explain how beautiful you are nobody ever nobody ever... Feel free to talk if you're sad. I'll be the best comfort freind . I promise. -me
Lil vent because I don’t feel real. Why am I not perfect for my parents, they want the best for me so I should repay them, but it feels wrong but they’re my parents, is anything real anymore…?
vent- at school literally im losing all my friends beacause of ONE person. its stupid bc it makes me feel like shit and my life is just going down hill and im tired of pretending to have sm energy and be happy. i just wish i was over with highschool. i literally only have online friends that care about me and i love them sm, they always make my day
Read this if your here. You're special, Your perfect and always will be through the darkest times in the brightest terms. If you ever need someone to vent to I will always be here because I understand what pain can feel like. Maybe not yours because everyone's pain is different, but remember your feeling matter even if its something small or big, it matters!
I want to hug someone but I also know they will ask me what's wrong when I cry. I don't want that. I just want to hug. No need to be worried. Dont give me attention when I'm sad. I dont like that. I only want to hug.
Vent: ive always been the happy type. calm. smart. good. obedient. none of it is true. im always unhappy and this is why. my family mistreats me a lot physically and mentally. my siblings sometimes fight me or just taunt me. call me fat. call me carefree. call me this and that all because im the youngest child. same with my parents. they dont fight me but they always taunt me and say that im too young to feel like this. i got diagnosed with anxiety and my dad said the doctor was being over dramatic and i was fine. at school, im a therapist. everyone comes at me with their dumb problems (mostly studies) although i struggled with studying and was stressed out, everyone always assume i was perfect because of my grades. sorry for making you read my dumb sob story.
My best friend just got grounded. He really did nothing wrong. All because of his mom and my friends mom. They ruined our lives, they made lies, hate us, and treat us like shit. They talk bad about us. Why? Why me and him??? Also not to mention the on going drama in our lives already. ....stop
if you readin this,i js want to let ya know that everythings hpn is not ur fault okay ur not the problem,it js ur thought it not true at all,it alr meant to be:) stop blaming urself! its okay right
I'm tired think too much about what i eat. Calories , calories, calories it made my head exploded. Sometimes, i vomit my food bcs of feeling guilty after eating. Calculate my calories, eating once a day, tried calorie defisit, work out, im so so so tired of this shit. At this point i start binging and then regret it. And repeat. Today i'm binging a lil bit too much i really sad about it but i dont hv someone to talk to. So i ended up venting this on comment section.
Saturday,I come home after a week at my parent’s …no money left,no food in the fridge,nothing of nothing…i don’t even have words to describe the feeling of anger and sadness inside of me,how selfish and cruel someone can be
Hello sweetie! Please remember that you deserve so so much better and you are worthy of love and please don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise because you are a powerful and a fantastic person no matter what others say! And you are allowed to have an opinion or interest because it's uniquely you! Everything will be okay I promise. I will always be here for you and you can tell me anything you're comfortable with telling me! You should never be so hard on yourself for being you! You are so much more than that! And you are not a waste of space! You are a living organism that us people need! I love you all have a great day or night! Ilysm
I want to feel like the world is burning around me but its ok i want to feel like my troubles will never end but its fine I want to feel like the world isnt real but someone out there is waiting for me I want to feel like even though im supposed to be grown i can still feel like i did as a child I want to feel like the thoughts are swirling again but my body is empty i want to feel confined but free I want to feel like Even though im trapped im ok with where i am I want to feel the void consume me as i think of everything that hurts but I feel like I dont care I want to feel like the fear is sinking in while the world closes in and the eyes stare at me but im staring back I want to feel like all the sadness is something i can smile at even though it hurts so much I want to be able to let the thoughts consume me Feeling empty but content Feeling Lost but not caring to find my way feeling scared but empowered by the fear Feeling sad but in control I want it to be different from my reality but i know i cant have everything i want so i will compromise though i know joy isn’t an option i want to feel content i want to feel whole
I'm meant to be the silly, upbeat, happy, crazy, unhinged, funny friend but I can't ever talk about the fact I'm extremely insecure about my body weight, about me being abused by my parents in a couple ways, not feeling like I'm real, not feeling ok and just how life is going because no one will ever. ever. Take me seriously.
"I need to cry, but I can't get anything out of my eyes", is one of the most relatable sentence ive ever heard
( From a Song)
"the hero always becomes the villian." - cyborg teen titans 🫤
Exactly
Yes
i actually got scared when that happened to me. SIKE! ALL I FEEL IS NOTHINGNESS HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!! ahah.. aha
@@pinkstarrypetals I know-
"No matter how far you manage to go, distance will never be able to erase those beautiful memories. There is so much goodness that we shared together."
Absolutely love your coments bro
Your comments are always super cool
This comment.
@@alex_pueringer n lol. I
Buy u u I hyhyhyh
@@Sl4asher and qqatu7n
its funny how music can understand you so much better than any friend or family
fr
This is so true
ikr
real.
ikr its so true
"While I was growing up, I was completely lost, and then after I met you guys I was still lost, but at least we got lost together."
''I just wanna be alone.''
most relatable line i've ever heard in my life.
SAMEEEE
same.
Sometimes being alone makes me feel better and more comfortable in my own skin because I can express my emotions without anyone being there to do absolutely anything. I prefer not being talked to or comforted when I'm feeling emotional but I also feel like no one likes me when they do that... I'm so confusing I even confuse myself sometimes. I hate that part of me.
SONG LIST
0:00 Jealous - Eyedress
1:44 Inside Out - Duster
3:44 Ciggaretes out the Window - TV Girl
6:33 Not Allowed - TV Girl
8:55 Treehouse - Alex G
11:10 Untrust Us - Crystal Castles
13:48 Little Bit - Lykke Li (AutoErotique Bootleg Remix)
Thanks Mia for telling the names of the last two songs!
untrust us, little bit remix
@@miasocringe ay thank you for telling the names! really love your playlist videos btw!
nice bruhh
tysm
Thanks
"just leave me alone" ,, people at school are calling me names and threatening to hurt me , and I really relate to that lyric. I just want to rest in peace.
I am so sorry for that just know that they r assholes.
i hope everything gets better
i really hope it gets better
donald trump said hes gonna bomb you
I just want him to listen. every time I try to hint I need or want to vent he just brings something else up like I didnt just say I was going to relapse. now fucking strangers on the internet are more comfort than any irl friends
Hey, if you wanna share who “he” is, im curious but also you dont have to, and no matter who is, I will listen to you, i understand what it is like to have someone shut your feelings down, of course we are all different, i dont know exactly what you are going through, i cant say i completely understand, but i can say that i have been in similar situations, and trust me, things will get better for us, it may be a while but it will, i know it will, and you know it will too, you may be loosing hope, but the reason you are still here is because deep down, even if you dont notice it, you still are hanging on in hopes things will get better, they will
I can relate.
Talk to him if he doesn’t listen then well that’s your choice from then on
real
everythings gnna be alright
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
very very underrated man, im struggling, thanks for this, even if you c & p'd it, atleast you posted it.
i don't deserve it
omg thank you this is so underrated i realy needed this. this made my day i have been feeling so lonely lately and i have the contstan feeling that nobody acualy cares about me. from now on when i feel lonely i will look at this to make me feel better. THANK YOU SO MUCH THIS IS MY FAVORATE COMMENT EVER amen🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍
@@stanislavskiy18 agreed
@@stanislavskiy18 no one deserves to suffer🫶🏽
“Oh your crying? I’ll give you something to cry about!!”
Relatable. :(
Litterly my dad in two sentences
my parents say thet to me so much that its all i hear when they speak to me.
fr......
“Cigarettes out the window” is what my friend said I was if I was a song when we were doing “me if I was…” I’m still recovering on how true it is because she knows everything.
if you’re reading this i want you to know you’re so strong and amazing, life is literally so tough and hard just breathing can be so hard but you’re still here like you made it this far and i just want to tell you i’m super duper mega proud of you and i’m cheering you on sm because i know you can keep on going❤️. no matter what’s going on just know everything will be alright soon, you will find a way out of that bad hole eventually and you’ll be happy
Thank you for the loving words 💙
@@MCHLvisual do not thank me because everybody deserves to hear this ❤️
bro you don't even know how much that helped thanks
I needed this so badly omg ty
I STARTED CRYING, I was on the edge of doing horrible things, this helped so much, I am so happy abt this rn, I am tryna get better
to anyone who has ate, drank, changed, got clean, etc. im so proud of you! life is tough and you got this! i believe in you, no matter whats happening, stuff will get better soon! you got this! i love you so so so so much! just always know i will be proud of you! dont listen to what other people say abt you. you are gorgeous. always believe in urself. love you
ooga! hi my name os Grug the caveman and I like to wat blueberries. Do you like to eat blueberries?
@@magnumfetus3830 i personally prefer strawberries ^-^
@@seungminkimm Me too !
awww, ily sm
i love you so much ur a precious perosn
the fact that i need a someone who doesnt even know i exist to comfort me and not my parents and siblings is just truly sad :/
Hey, I may just be any ordinary stranger but I know that you’re going through stuff and I know it’s hard but I know that you’ll get through it and sooner or later you’ll find your happiness and freedom it just takes time and I believe in you. And parent will always be parents and not listen to their kids when they are hurting but don’t worry cause you’ll find happiness.
Frl… people on social media comfort me and let me vent to them all the time… but my own family can’t?
real. random people often from games mean everything to me, but my family cant mean anything to me..
To everyone who's studying with this music:
Checklist:
• A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧
• Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋
• Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧
• a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕
• Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨
•Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈
Reminder:After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me.
You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book.
I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸
Thank you
@@meoqqi
thanks :)
ty
@@emomiku3480 ♥♥♥
It's actually funny how music can describe our life so easily and make us understand our stress unlike anyone we talk to
я чувствую себя ужасно, ребят, я каждый день слушаю подобные песни и плачу. я рада, что хотя бы могу плакать, но у меня совершенно нет сил, я ненавижу всё, что окружает меня, я хочу убежать, но мне некуда спрятаться. все ненавидят меня...? ну.. или.. у меня такое ощущение. я хочу чтобы всё поскорее закончилось
у меня тоже самое)
бля сочувствую тебе надеюсь это будет всего лишь один раз :)
Все имеет свой конец. И однажды, ты обретёшь покой в своей душе. Обязательно. Сил тебе, солнце, держись на плаву!!!!
@@whoookie_ спасибо, милашик, на самом деле мне уже намного лучше и я смогла стать гораздо счастливее!!
@@tiahoky бесконечно рада это слышать, котёнок!!! Продолжай в том же духе, верю в тебя ;333
i was 9 years old..when it all started i started to feel different i felt that i couldnt be happy anymore i always faked a smile pretend to be a chaotic energy kid, but when i was alone i always cried wishing to be like other kids happy im currently 11 i see a psycologist every month and im kinda getting better but i still cry a lot and think: “ its so unfair why cant i be happy,what did i do wrong?” ( sorry for bad grammarly im mexican )
Same as u , But I don't have anyone to Express my feelings and my pain with , no one listens to me
im 13 but same
i have a good life wit good parents and stuff but these playlists make me cry for some reason. thinking about things that happened to me when i was really young... makes me feel sad. these playlists are my favorite type of music. thank you.
I judge people by music taste and ur taste is so GOOOD OH MY GOD I LOVE U
honestly, music just rlly helps me to cope. hope everything gets better for everyone
same it's really comforting
yes same,and hope the best of you too
screaming, crying, smashing my head against the wall, wailing at the fact that he will never know how much my heart twisted itself everytime i passed him to the point where him staring at me and giving me the slightest smile could lift me up out of the pits of hell. i will never love anybody like him. we were supposed to be together. it was supposed to be us. not me, and then him and her. *me.* why was i not good enough? i did everything he asked. what could i have possibly have done wrong. what did i do wrong. why can't he love *me?*
just wanted to vent anonymously
i feel like a failure to myself, i’ve never felt more insecure, i’m making up excuses for myself, i’ve been so aggressive to everyone and i just want to say sorry to everyone for being there
i have nothing to contribute to their lives, i’m so average, with my looks, my fitness, my personality, my intelligence
i feel like i have no right to be angry, sad or cry
i want to wallow alone, go for a walk somewhere one day and just cry for a bit alone
i feel selfish for wanting someone to find me if that does ever happen
i want people to be with me but i have nothing to give
im so sorry, i hate me too
i feel so sensitive, one comment makes me spiral, why can’t i just take a joke anymore
i’m the joke here
I can already tell you’re a good person
Same
I hope your ok though
i kin you
I’m so sorry love. Things will get better. But they won’t get better on their own, you need to work to get to your goal. Taking care of yourself is a great way to start. Drink some water, eat whatever you want, sleep. You deserve it.
its 10:48pm and im listening to this playlist reading throught the comments.. i relate to most of them,
im still young, but i feel the pain, i wish people knew that.
i feel you my friend. it will get better. its all good if you need someone to vent to. im here x
real except its 11:48 pm for me
i can't believe i made them cry, i loved and appreciated them so much and i just absent-mindedly screamed at them. They won't talk to me. Please, I'm so.. so sorry.
It isn't your fault. If you have anger issues, you can't control them. You should probably confront them in person (if you live in the same city/state). Talking to them over texts will make them ignore you. So its better to let them know that you didn't mean to over call or in person.
This will always be my favorite playlist, thank you Mia.
i get sad days everyday and ive been looking for vent playlists like this. this may be the only way to clear out my sadness and hop onto music i love. thank you.
i cant even cry anymore i’m so numb and used to this pain
i am that desperate to just try and have a conversation between myself since no one wants to talk to me.
but fr music is the only thing that can comfort me anymore, i just feel numb or deluded when someone irl tries to do it. like they aren’t good enough.
or am i just the one overthinking here?
idk i just want to be truly loved by someone.
i don’t have true friends since last year and i don’t even understand anymore how to push away the fake ones. it’s not like i can’t but i won’t do it. i simply want some affection or friendship.
i just want to remind anyone that if your passing thru types of situations like mine they will somehow get better, trust me. love y’all out there
Vent [I don't really know if its a vent though]:
I don't know how to smile. everyone else does it perfectly.
I just have terrible smiles or I just aren't built for happiness.
Am I ugly or stupid?
Am I dumb or do I just don't know?
I guess we will never know.
ur perfect the way u are dont listen to what others say abt u I love you and only listen to positive people. We love you
Hey, look, you're not alone. I seriously understand what is going on
you r not ugly
U are perfect when you're smiling
It's not your fault
Your not a problem
You are perfect
You aren't fat
You aren't skinny
You aren't the problem
You aren't a bad person
You are wonderful
You aren't a crybaby
Your don't deserve them
You love yourself
You are clean
You are kind
Your are the person that everyone wants
Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it
Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it
Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it
Your size isn't a book... don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie... don't end it
Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it
Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it
Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it
Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it
Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do.
The past of you suffering will end
Your suffering will end
Don't c^t your body your hair
Don't kill your self yet.
If you have a pet it will make your problem go away
They get mad at you for being soo perfect
They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning
You are brighting the world.. you are a true star
Keep going.. it will past.
We love you don't stop being kind to everyone
The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back.
They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you
You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous
Give everyone a second chance not too many tho
your eyes is perfect
your nose is perfect
your height is perfect
your skin is perfect
your mouth is perfect
your hair is perfect
your face is perfect
your body is perfect
your hands is perfect
your fingers is perfect
your teeth is perfect
your waist is perfect
Your torso is perfect
your legs are perfect
your thighs are perfect
your tounge and everything is perfect
YOU are perfect love your body and everything
You are so greatful for what you have.
Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you
And leave your fake friends
You deserve better.
Don't give up
Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person.
We are proud to see you alive.
We are so proud
We love your smile
We love your laugh
We love your personality
So don't give up
We love you.
We love you so much
Don't end it too fast.
Don't commit
Don't get controled
Don't make them control you like a puppet
Do your own way
Do everthing you like
Ignore the rude people
Ignore the hate
Ignore getting yelled
There's people by your side and always be.
We love you no matter what you do to yourself.
They don't know what your been through
They ain't been in your shoes
Don't belive them they are liars
Love youself.
We are proud of you existing here
We love you so much..
NEVER GIVE UP
You're precious
You made it this far.
And it's so amazing that you are still here
''Life is like climbing a mountain you may tumble down , but eventually you'll reach the top.''
Yay. Who still listens to this?
this song came into the right moment when i was lost in my emotions and needed to vent
Same.
this isn't a vent, but i just wanted to thank all my current friends for helping me out. they're everything for me. they helped me with some of my classmates, some of my problems and i'm really grateful to have them. i wish you the best guys
hope you guys stay by each other's sides forever ; . )
Wish I could relate but happy 4 you
Lucky
@@Pinkyminchild he/she did had bad times. just bc she get happy times doesn't mean he/she is Lucky,
and no this is not a hate comment im just telling you! :)
I wish i could relate as someone who's in a inescapable very toxic friendship
music understands me more than life does :/
When they say "I do care." But you know they don't, never have, and never will.
Idk why I am telling this to a youtube comment section but I decided to anyways, i feel like i can express this since it’s a vent playlist. I’ve always been better at a lot of things than my sister, It sucks to say since I hate talking highly of myself to bring others down but it’s the truth. However theres been a few things she’s been better at that I can never be good at. Looks, popularity and having true friend, the three things i’ve always wanted. She’s always been prettier than me to the point that not one guy I have been with or even guys that i’ve been attracted to have thought I was prettier than her or have been as attracted to me as they were to her. I always have a lot of friends because I try to talk to everyone, half the people I consider friends consider me as nobody anyways whereas she’s so effortlessly popular and people want to talk to her, nobody ever WANTS to talk to me to the point it’s such a one sided conversation or I even just shut up sometimes because I’m clearly just talking to myself. She also has these few friends that she can really trust and rely on that she’s known forever, I don’t have friends like that, I have maybe 2 friends I could trust but not the way she can trust these friends. I’ve had so many people come and go in my life where she’s only had one friend group like that. And whenever I express that lots of people i’m friends with suddenly stop talking to me and including me than i i’m asked if it’s my fault, maybe it is idk. I’ve never been one of those girls that walk into a room and everyone wants to talk to or wants to be, my sister has though and will always be and i’ll always be jealous of her. Sometimes I feel like she’s well aware of this as she often rubs it in my face in a way, like how she knew I was so happy for someone to be attracted to me only for her to tell me that he was attracted to her, i’d honestly prefer if she didnt tell me. I feel like all my efforts to come to acceptancew with this and building my self confidence has been destroyed after she informed me of this, she knew how happy I was about it.
I just wanted to let everyone who is experiencing something similar that you are unique and gorgeous in your own way and that you don’t need to feel jealous of someone as no one looks the same therefore there shouldn’t be such a thing as “ugly” and “pretty”, everyone is human in the end, our looks is just what defines us as an individual person.
I hope your okay now and ignore your stupid sister and focus on your life .
this was a while ago but i hope it's a lot better now. don't compare yourself to other people. no one's "better" than anybody, there's things that people are good at and some aren't. it's always going to be like that no matter what. don't force yourself on to other people and if you be yourself, people will come to you. friends aren't too important as long as you know there is someone that loves you just as much as you love them. i love you and i hope you built you self confidence and started feeling better about yourself
when I be kind to people they think I'm a weak person, but they don't know, strong people are the kindest
Facts
я никогда не страдал от одиночества, и не мог понять людей, которые готовы разбиться в лепешку, лишь бытие упустить от себя других, дорогих им людей. но только сейчас я осознаю, что делал и думал так только из-за того, что все время окружал себя людьми, с которыми мог поговорить. никогда не мог пожаловаться на отсутствие собеседника - всегда было как минимум три человека, и оттого острой нехватки общения тоже не было. только сейчас, когда по какой-то глупой случайности у меня не осталось никого, кроме пары людей, которых я ужасно не хочу загружать проблемами, и которые появляются в моей жизни крайне редко, я понимаю, что просто намеренно сбегал от признания, что тоже боюсь быть одиноким. мне ужасно плохо. но весь мой максимум - говорить об этом в пустоту в интернете, зная, что никто из моих реальных знакомых никогда не прочитает это. не поймёт, что это я, и я не нагружу их тем самым.
"Do the wires in your mind get sewn together
Rubbed and severed by the heat
You don't know how long I could stare into your picture
And wish that it was me
I guess it's different 'cause you love him
But I've got an interactive
Sick and twisted imagination
And that's gotta count for something."
most relatable lyrics.
hope ur doing okay bby
I'm trying my best, stop yelling at me please, I am really doing my best. I just don't understand why you don't like me anymore. Is it because I'm annoying? Are you bored of me? Do you think I'm annoying? You can tell me the reason, I can change for you! I can do anything for you! Please don't leave me with everyone else! I don't wanna be alone! I don't wanna be alone..
Was here for a bad reason, now after one year, its just nostalgia.
I hope everyones doing okay tho! I believe in uu‼️‼️💪💪
Love your profile picture bro. Mmm~
Me listening to this. Knowing it's 3 am,laying in bed, my little brother sleeping next to me, I have 2 exams today. But I just can't stop crying and idk why anymore. I just feel empty and that's it.
These playlists are the ones that make me bawl every once in a while but thats good because i keep everything bottled up and then eventually cry it all out
Funny how music and random strangers on the internet understand us all better than anyone..
just sitting there and knowing I'm not important to anyone
i really hope things get better bc im at my lowest rn
“Remember your memories” they said.
I listened and now I'd do anything to rid my mind of them.
I really am the family screw up. I have so many missing assignments, straight F’s and am packed with anxiety and mental health issues. I don’t see the point in going on much longer
You are not it may seem like that but you are not and it’s okay i know it’s hard with school but you gotta keep going。 it’s okay ok people love you so much they would cry if u left this world.
*poor little lady used to always quit*
*but she never really quit*
*she’d just say she did.*
It says Liddy btw :3
"our child photos were ugly but at least our smiles were not fake."
Crazy how people on the internet know me better/understand me better than my own dad that's disappointing
realising that nobody cares about me and that the only thing that makes me happy anymore is my favourite book
i do. i care about everybody who feels like they are sinking in a hole, with nobody to help, because i am in that hole too, i want to help you
"usely im all by my self,i relate to that because nobody knows what im going though
no matter how you always think "he's just sleeping" you know your lying to your self to stop the tears
-me a message to myself
TW!! - Suicidal Thoughts and Uncontrollable ME in my head I talk to.
After being diagnosed with Depression and BPD. Im just so impulsive and everything is so loud.
Im so upset with myself, I want to die. I dont know why though... I hate myself. I hate people. I want everyone to die... "Do I?" I keep asking myself.
Why am I depressed? I cant even figure that out. Maybe this is all a dream, right? Why do I hate people. What did they do to me... They did everything to me. I dont know.
I stumble on everything.. I hate everyone Im just so confused.. with everything. Why me!? But why not me.. right. I really am just a walkway. I pretend to be all happy but I dont know? Maybe I was happy in the moment.. No, you were always sad. "Its because im ugly isnt it?" I had asked someone who had beat me up. No.. No it wasnt. It was because everyone already hated me and why not?
"Everyone wants to blend in.. So when someones hated. Your supposed to follow." He told me.
Your right, he was right. Infact, I already knew that myself. I was so OBSESSED with being somebody. Someone who wasnt me. I continue to hate myself. Why am I depressed? BPD? Thats bullshit.
I... I never know do I? Why me? Why does everyone hate me. This ugly scarred face of mines.. thats why isnt it. I just want to die.
I want to live, I want to... I think. No, kill me. Huh? Im confused... me too. I hate you. I hate.. things. I cant deal with myself. Fuck this. Why do I think this way? There is NO fixing me, is there? :D
this is the playlist of my winter..my hardest winter it hurts me so much to listen to all these songs, they just devastate me and I'm dying inside again But despite all this, I can't stop listening to them.
for all those amazing people out there please dont hurt yourself please try to enjoy everything i know its hard for you guys you all are loved please dont harm yourself you matter and for those how have s*cid*l friends please check up on them they could have been harming thereself you all matter to me you guys have amazzing personalitys and for those who think there ugly your. not, your just used to yourself thats all you all matr
" They leave me out so much, why do i have to keep going near them, when im just standing there for nothing? Why do i have to play the role of someone, who is trying to be a good friend? Friendship isn't just about forcing people to like me, it is about happiness and love. Friendship is like a boat. A boat, that's strong. A boat, where the pirate feels safe. But why did this boat drown? What was the reason?What is the reason for trying, when they don't want me there. Summer will be whitout calling they said, same as next year. What is this friendship about? What is friendship whitout meeting? Nothing like that exists. If it was by them, they wouldn't meet me anymore. What did i do wrong? Why me?"
im sorry
О БОЖЕЕ, ЭТО САМЫЙ ПРЕКРАСНЫЙ ПЛЕЙЛИСТ, Я ИСКАЛА ИМЕННО ЕГО
СПАСИБО ТЕБЕ 😭😭😭😭
Жиз
@@Rioneccc бахаха
даже не зная что значит vent ахэахэхахаэ
@@мяу-ю3н8ч вентиляция
@@civiocra че. именно в этом смысле это так не переводится))
"no matter what you do they don't believe you,if you fail they see your future failure."
i just want to change my character, my myself, my style of talking with friends, i just can't
i want to say sorry but i become too protective so i just swallow my apologies and get quiet
i was funny, i was the center of the group, but something changed, someone appeared, and i was forgotten and i didn't care about it at first, but now i for real don't understand what's happening with my friend group and with me
i also was loved by someone
now i can't tell if i'm still loved at least by anyone
and it prob my fault because i threw it all away by talking trash, like "idc", "ok" "damn" "cry about it", but i think the only one crying now is me?
Are you okay? :'(
As soon as everything is going good it like it just collapses. Times like this make me want to relapse so badly but I don’t wanna make my parents upset especially because it’s summer and they know how much I use to love to swim and I just can’t tell them no
Today I had a fight with my boyfriend, with whom we have been together for five years. Lately he's been suffering a lot from parental issues and gender dysphoria, but when I try to help him he pushes me away and ignores all my suggestions to go to a psychologist. I have exams and this quarrel has drained all my emotions and I can't concentrate on preparing for the exam. My mother demands that I should help my younger brother with english, my only close friend is going leave the country, as a head girl I have to help my classmates. It all came so suddenly and I don't have the strength to deal with it all. I really don't know what to do
It’s me
this isn't much of a vent, but my one friend group with me and my bf are in means the world to me, i love that friend group sm. they make me feel so safe, and welcomed and we all respect each others triggers. i wanna make this group last forever.
i hope the best for u and ur group, i used to b in a group like that they made me so happy!!
This playlist understands me more than anyone I know or care about
no cause at this point idk what to do with myself. this whole playlist feels like a fever dream
SLAY MIA SLAY U MADE THIS PLAYLIST FOR UR SELF AND OTHER PEOPLE THAT FEEL LIKE VENTING RN THATS ME RN MY PARENTS ALWAYS CHOOSE MY LITTLE SIS AND BRO OVER ME SO THIS IS ACTUALLY THE MOST PERFECT PLAYLIST THANK YOU MIA! - XOXO, ARI UR BIGGEST FAN LIKE FR
Always when i feel left out.
When i feel unwanted
When i feel insecure
When i feel sad
When i want to cry
When i want to be wanted
When i want to be loved
When i want to vibe
When i want to cry hard that my eyes fall out..
I listen to music..it's funny how Music can understand you more than anyone more than even a family member..
this was written 3 MONTHS AGO but like fr
I sometimes feel so fucking lonely.. Even if everyone around me I still feel so fucking lost, I am so lost of time, days and myself. I wish I could bring back my happy old self that don't care about the world think of me.. I can pretend that I'm okay but I'm not it's already been 3 years I've been so fucking messed up
you know those people that are skinny but then when you look to the side they have a lower stomach? or if that’s you, you’ll probably relate to me. i started looking at my body and I gained weight over the year. it wasn’t that much but i though i looked fat. so I started exercising in private and starving myself, and other things for a few months. over time I did loose weight and the pooch went down but not fully. now I can feel my muscle where it was and the pooch is still noticeable. so I hated myself for the longest time and kept starving myself thinking i wasn’t enough. my stepsisters are born skinny and me wearing a 2 piece makes me feel so insecure compared to them. but now in the present, my pooch is still there and it makes me insecure about myself and I still try to get rid of it. i hate my body and I always will.
At this point, my dreams and real life are starting to melt together. I'm on summer break, which is nice but.....Now I don't have a distraction from my thoughts anymore. There's no classwork to get done, no people to talk with, no teachers to talk for hours....Sure, it was boring, but at least it kept my mind off things. Now, I barely have a reason to wake up.
Omg finally someone agrees. I hate school but it’s better than “home”
TIMESTAMPS:
Jealous: 0:00 - 1:44 📜🧸🧺
Inside Out: 1:44 - 3:44 💌🤍🗒️
Cigarettes Out The Window: 3:44 - 6:33 🧪🦠📗
Not Allowed: 6:33 - 8:55 🌡️🩸💊
Treehouse: 8:55 - 11:10 🪵☕️🤎
Untrust Us: 11:10 - 13:48 💛📒🔑
Little Bit: 13:48 - 17:10 🔮💟🍇
life is at its hardest rn...i dont know what im gonna do. My mom has faforatism and always targets me. My friends are fake. i hate my body so much. i like him but he dosent see it. i have no good outfits. i i just wanna cry but i cant.
hi !! tysm for making this i cried while listening to this i rlly needed this
she cheated
she left me for him
she made me feel loved but she left me anyways
i loved her alot
i sacrificed everything for her
i wasted money for her
i lost a spot in my dream highschool for her
i tried to run away with her
i bought us necklaces
i bought us earphones so that we can share
i saw the messages
i saw the way she texted her ex
i saw the way she fell in love with him again
i hate myself
i was so useless
is it my fault for not loving her?
she even cheated during our relationship
what did i do wrong?
what did i do to make it all fall apart
i cant believe her
i cant at all
she hurt my feelings
she hurt my heart
im so useless
she was the only one who lighten up my days
she made me feel wanted
but now..
she makes me feel useless and stupid
i was so stupid to even believe her confession
i saw the screenshots
i saw it all
i saw EVERYTHING
why
why did i love her?
why did i choose her?
i should trusted that feeling when she "confessed"
i hate myself
im so stupid
its all my fault
no
its HER fault.
For the ones venting in the comments I hope you get better I hope you heal I'm here for you ❤️
Honey dont worry if you're feeling sad come here let's hug and watch movies together . Live together. Have fun. Spend the last of our days together. Having fun together. Dont worry hun its gonna be okay. Dont cry because no kind of creature or human diserves your lovely diamond tears. You are a person to die for. They don't deserve you. Hunny go wash your face and let me fix your feelings up a little. Talk to me. Im here for you. I know im not the best person. But i promise i'll protect u and i'll do whatever it costs to make you smile again💗. Come on wipe these tears. Come with me and i'll show you the best moments you ever seen. I know life must've been very trauamtic and i completely understand what you feel. I cry when you cry. I laugh when you laugh.i live when you live.
Honey come on lets go to our imaginary tree house and our little pet and create a new life for us. Let's go explore the forests and collect mushrooms and sleep in sleepingbags. Let's have fun. Even if it's our last days. I'll still be there for you💟. I know this life has been stressful and traumatic and alot more. I completely understand you. Honey please don't cry i'll cry too :( cmon wipe your tears hun. You are so amazing my eyes got blinded when i first seen you. You are so beautiful i can't even speak. You are so majestic that nobody can ever try to even explain how beautiful you are nobody ever nobody ever...
Feel free to talk if you're sad. I'll be the best comfort freind . I promise.
-me
Lil vent because I don’t feel real.
Why am I not perfect for my parents, they want the best for me so I should repay them, but it feels wrong but they’re my parents, is anything real anymore…?
vent- at school literally im losing all my friends beacause of ONE person. its stupid bc it makes me feel like shit and my life is just going down hill and im tired of pretending to have sm energy and be happy. i just wish i was over with highschool. i literally only have online friends that care about me and i love them sm, they always make my day
Read this if your here.
You're special, Your perfect and always will be through the darkest times in the brightest terms. If you ever need someone to vent to I will always be here because I understand what pain can feel like. Maybe not yours because everyone's pain is different, but remember your feeling matter even if its something small or big, it matters!
I want to hug someone but I also know they will ask me what's wrong when I cry. I don't want that. I just want to hug. No need to be worried. Dont give me attention when I'm sad. I dont like that. I only want to hug.
Something attempted Something done..
You are right
Vent: ive always been the happy type. calm. smart. good. obedient. none of it is true. im always unhappy and this is why. my family mistreats me a lot physically and mentally. my siblings sometimes fight me or just taunt me. call me fat. call me carefree. call me this and that all because im the youngest child. same with my parents. they dont fight me but they always taunt me and say that im too young to feel like this. i got diagnosed with anxiety and my dad said the doctor was being over dramatic and i was fine. at school, im a therapist. everyone comes at me with their dumb problems (mostly studies) although i struggled with studying and was stressed out, everyone always assume i was perfect because of my grades. sorry for making you read my dumb sob story.
It hurts to turn the page when you know someone isn't going to be in the next chapter...
But the story must go on...
My best friend just got grounded. He really did nothing wrong. All because of his mom and my friends mom. They ruined our lives, they made lies, hate us, and treat us like shit. They talk bad about us. Why? Why me and him??? Also not to mention the on going drama in our lives already.
....stop
if you readin this,i js want to let ya know that everythings hpn is not ur fault okay ur not the problem,it js ur thought it not true at all,it alr meant to be:) stop blaming urself! its okay right
Thank you sm for this, I just really can’t deal with live rn and you helped me sm
@@AGthePunk_Possum glad it helps you !
@@springg1008
I'm tired think too much about what i eat. Calories , calories, calories it made my head exploded. Sometimes, i vomit my food bcs of feeling guilty after eating. Calculate my calories, eating once a day, tried calorie defisit, work out, im so so so tired of this shit. At this point i start binging and then regret it. And repeat. Today i'm binging a lil bit too much i really sad about it but i dont hv someone to talk to. So i ended up venting this on comment section.
i had a therapist for 4 years. i stopped needing to go, but I never told them a lot. I couldn't trust them.
lmao love it im cutting to it rn
When some random strangers are better therapist than your friends and family>>>>>>>>>
Saturday,I come home after a week at my parent’s …no money left,no food in the fridge,nothing of nothing…i don’t even have words to describe the feeling of anger and sadness inside of me,how selfish and cruel someone can be
Hello sweetie! Please remember that you deserve so so much better and you are worthy of love and please don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise because you are a powerful and a fantastic person no matter what others say! And you are allowed to have an opinion or interest because it's uniquely you! Everything will be okay I promise. I will always be here for you and you can tell me anything you're comfortable with telling me! You should never be so hard on yourself for being you! You are so much more than that! And you are not a waste of space! You are a living organism that us people need! I love you all have a great day or night! Ilysm
Honestly i needed this
This could be traumatic vent so if u had something bad bad dont read this
And my mental health is going down badly i just want to die 😶
I introduced my gf and bff now theyre attached i feel like they dont want me anymore considering theyre online they could leave me at any moment
"I remember you" "you d-do?" "Ofc not silly" "oh." "IM JOKING IK YOU LMAOO" "haha.."
8:56 and 11:11 is my favorite song
I want to feel like the world is burning around me but its ok i want to feel like my troubles will never end but its fine I want to feel like the world isnt real but someone out there is waiting for me I want to feel like even though im supposed to be grown i can still feel like i did as a child I want to feel like the thoughts are swirling again but my body is empty i want to feel confined but free I want to feel like Even though im trapped im ok with where i am I want to feel the void consume me as i think of everything that hurts but I feel like I dont care I want to feel like the fear is sinking in while the world closes in and the eyes stare at me but im staring back I want to feel like all the sadness is something i can smile at even though it hurts so much I want to be able to let the thoughts consume me Feeling empty but content Feeling Lost but not caring to find my way feeling scared but empowered by the fear Feeling sad but in control I want it to be different from my reality but i know i cant have everything i want so i will compromise though i know joy isn’t an option i want to feel content i want to feel whole
彼らはあなたが泣いていることに気づかなかった
彼らはあなたが悲しんでいることに気づかなかった
彼らはあなたが疲れていることに気づかなかった
彼らはあなたが一人であることに気づかなかった
彼らはあなたがどれほど気を配っていたかに気づきませんでした
彼らはあなたの本当の優しさに気づいていませんでした...
あなたが実際にどのように他の人を笑顔にしようとしているかに彼らは気づきませんでした (また、鼻からランダムに出血しますが、これは正常ですか?)
I'm meant to be the silly, upbeat, happy, crazy, unhinged, funny friend but I can't ever talk about the fact I'm extremely insecure about my body weight, about me being abused by my parents in a couple ways, not feeling like I'm real, not feeling ok and just how life is going because no one will ever. ever. Take me seriously.
this is everything.