I completely feel you in the anxiety and depression and commend you for carefully considering parenting. I too do not want to pass down certain genes and most likely won't be having children of my own. For this reason and many others.
Okay, I stumbled across your page about 2 months ago when I first discovered ASMR... fell in love with those videos and now I started watching your older videos... I absolutely feel like I vibe with you and I don’t even know you!! I love your content! Thank you 🙏🏼
I've chosen to never have kids because of my depression and anxiety. Knowing how horrible I feel most of the time, I could never pass this on to a child.
It's amazing what can be passed on to your children. My daughter is so much like myself . It's terrifying. She has a fear of death like cannot even talk or think about it. She gets so anxious and struggles to believe she has the correct answer , always needing approval. All the things I was as a child. I'm so scared for how she will feel throughout her life.
@@sophw8780 Have you read about epigenetics? Essentially, "Epigenetics is showing that your perceptions and thoughts control your biology, which places you in the driver's seat. By changing your thoughts, you can influence and shape your own genetic readout. You have a choice in determining what input your genes receive." Also, I so know first hand how much easier it is to say than do, but, DON'T BE AFRAID. As your daughter grows and goes through different challenges, there's some things that she'll be afraid of but if she sees that you're not afraid, that'll give her some confidence to charge forward. I work with kids and some will look to me for reassurance and if I give them confident reassurance, they're more likely to succeed in what they're trying to accomplish. Sorry this is so long lol but lastly, it is also never too late to work through your own fears and get breakthrough from that. I'm a full grown adult who has realized that for the rest of my life I'll probably be learning to let go of beliefs and thoughts that simply aren't helpful or true. I'm wishing the best for you and your family!
I do respect your choice, but I like to think a child would have probably changed you and your life. Maybe it would have been the cure for your depression and anxiety. I for one have seen a lot of people saying they were not ready to be parents and ending up making an excellent job
Thankfully! There are enuf already. Instead, very few girls are so eclectic and creative like she is. If she had to stay on a runway or posing for photoshoots, we would not benefit from her creativity and positive work.
I hear you about the coffee. I get severe anxiety when I have one as well. I can't even have decaffeinated tea even lol. But I do have the odd small latte I make at home with half an espresso with oat milk and honey. But I make sure I drink electrolytes for sure that day to keep my anxiety to a minimal.
I love your asmr vids, recently discovered this type of content on your channel and i am looooooving it! Love your personality and realness, and i definitely encourage you to make more of this type of content! 🌼🌼🌼🌼
Authentic, sweet & kind, weird, funny, strong, wicked smart, intriguing & beautiful - all in the best possible ways! How fortunate we all are to get to know this human! I definitely think so! 🧐😊❣
My favorite Christmas movie is A Christmas Story (the movie). ;) Watching that and Scrooge is my annual Christmas ritual. I suffer from depression, so I drink Italian espresso to keep me from sleeping all the time and drink herbal teas and watch ASMR videos to keep my anxiety in check. I am half Korean. I was adopted at 10. I take 5 hour naps or nothing; it is my anti-aging beauty secret. I’ve been married and divorced 3 times. Never wanted kids but love them. I dream of running an animal sanctuary. I like rescuing bugs. I think you are amazing.
ASMR helps me keep my anxiety in check as well. I've also had multiple marriages & am recently divorced. Were it not for ASMR -- & particularly Julia -- I have no idea how I'd deal with life right now because of the anxiety &.depression.
Fact: I, too, sleep with 3 pillows. Well...technically 4 if you count the one I place behind me if my husband isn't sleeping too :P But really though, I sleep with my pillows the same way you do! One under my head, one between my knees, and my favorite is my 'squeezy pillow' lol. No joke. I'm 31 and my squeezy pillow is literally my blankie. Yep, I'm a child lol
@@itsblitzzz I also sleep with a "snuggle pillow" that I hug & hold all night. I can't sleep without it. I'm in my 50s & SOOOO proud of my inner child! 😁🙂😉♥️
you are so inspiring! Could you make a video on how you cope with your fear of death? My boyfriend also suffers from this in a way, that it is difficult to actually live carefree...
That was actually really cool! Thanks for sharing. I have the same situation with coffee (and black tea) (and some green teas, actually...), it makes my heart pound and my stress levels go way up.
Hi Julia, I’m a new subscriber from your ASMR videos! We’re so much alike, I’m an Air sign too (Aquarius ♒️) one of my goals this year is actually to learn Korean too! I really love this language and their culture. I know you already said you weren’t part of the tattoo culture, but I think it goes great with your style (rocker/grunge like me), I don’t have them yet but I’d like a couple. I’ve also suffered from anxiety and depression since as long as I remember. I really appreciate your openness and vibe in general. Looking forward to know you better through your videos 🖤
11 facts about me I'm a lefty I have green eyes I'm a brunette I have never eaten a fruit I'm Irish I can speak two languages I have 14 cousins I can do a cartwheel I can do a handstand I hate cats I love dogs :3 My favourite colour is black
I whole heartily agree with other commenters that you have beautiful bone structure. You are everything I ever wanted to be but I have F*@$ed up everything in my life. Somewhere in the middle of nowhere in NY State is me wishing in every way I could be like you.... in no sexual way you are my dream girl.
U seem really down to earth and cool. I enjoy your face and back massage asmr vids that u have done on sum of your gal pals. Look forward to many more. Cheers. :-)
Ditto to everything with a few exceptions. I still eat meat. Not nearly as much as my friends but still some. I'd say maybe 2 or 3 meals a week. Of course I could probably give it up and not miss most of it. I don't drink regular milk mostly almond milk which my guy friends refer to as nut juice. Lol You are very beautiful and could easily model but I understand. Coffee is a part of most days for me but only one or 2 cups in the morning that are caffeinated. Anymore and it's not good for me. Some days I go without it and beyond the morning if I drink coffee its decaf. I drink tea, juice or water mostly cause they are life #icedtealove #antioxidants Everything else generally the same. Love fleece pajamas they feel so good on my skin and would love to have a farm with animals. I have 3 dogs and 2 cats right now so why not more? lol Sorry so long I ramble but all these details of you just makes me love you more. Not meaning for that to sound strange. 😘😍
Looking back, why do you think you friend committed suicide? You mentioned you're analytical, so you may have picked up on her signs and not realized it. All of us are aware, but some of us don't know that.
You know, it's a little bit strange. You say you have anxiety but watching yourvideos I wouldn't say you have. Besides, your massage sessions are the most realaxing ones I 've ever seen.
Im any overanalyzer too. I have no idea if monogamy is ideal either. What is your myers briggs personality type? We should be friends. Let's go to the doctor together! Lolol
Which home alone??? Home alone 2 in New York or home alone 3 with a different kid but with 4 bad guys and one of them is a girl. Home alone 3 I really liked…..
I don't know your sign but you Definitely sound like a Cancer..Feel like I'm hearing myself speak.I can not believe your answers. I'm in total shock that is absolutely every single thing that I like.lol.Scary
i don't think you can truly inherit depression. at least not genetically. almost anyone, if they've gone through enough shit can develop mental illness. it just depends on the environment you're in and your circumstances. if you grow up in a loving, supportive environment and don't experience any trauma, then you're most likely to not develop depression or anything like that. so don't let that fear deter you from having kids one day, you can only do your best - that's what everyone who wants to be good parents have done.
There is a lot of evidence that depression, as well as other mental disorders and disease, can be genetically inherited. Environmental factors and lifestyle also play a large role. There are a lot of people who have grown up in a loving, supportive environment (myself included) who still suffer badly from anxiety and depression. I agree that we all want to do the best we can no matter what - thank you for the kind words.
yes, i agree that some people may be more genetically susceptible to mental illness, but just because it's in their genetics, it doesn't mean they will develop it, that's what i meant to say. it has more to do with epigenetics which is how the environment affects your genes. your environment decides which genes will be expressed. Like yes, you can be genetically more likely to get something, but it's not the end-all be-all deciding factor, if you get what i mean.
Most American are fat, and out of shape. You are not. Why? Could it be what you eat? I mean, you could pass for ten years younger than you are. I bet, knock on wood, you're going live a long time too.
Nothing unusual here. A city girl with a lot of neurosises. Maybe don't take everything so serious. Also I've noticed you don't seem to smile very often. Not saying you should if you don't feel like it. Love the videos, keep up the good work.
I completely feel you in the anxiety and depression and commend you for carefully considering parenting. I too do not want to pass down certain genes and most likely won't be having children of my own. For this reason and many others.
Okay, I stumbled across your page about 2 months ago when I first discovered ASMR... fell in love with those videos and now I started watching your older videos... I absolutely feel like I vibe with you and I don’t even know you!! I love your content! Thank you 🙏🏼
be my fake mom, my real mom is amazing I don't need emotional support like that, but be my creative guide mom
Nani lol. Deal
I've chosen to never have kids because of my depression and anxiety. Knowing how horrible I feel most of the time, I could never pass this on to a child.
it's honorable but maybe time will change your behavior, happy will be the one who wants to be. I send you all my happiness from my distant country
It's amazing what can be passed on to your children. My daughter is so much like myself . It's terrifying. She has a fear of death like cannot even talk or think about it. She gets so anxious and struggles to believe she has the correct answer , always needing approval. All the things I was as a child. I'm so scared for how she will feel throughout her life.
Same. I don’t want children ( naturally ). I didn’t want to have children at all but I’m starting to be open to adopting.
@@sophw8780 Have you read about epigenetics? Essentially, "Epigenetics is showing that your perceptions and thoughts control your biology, which places you in the driver's seat. By changing your thoughts, you can influence and shape your own genetic readout. You have a choice in determining what input your genes receive." Also, I so know first hand how much easier it is to say than do, but, DON'T BE AFRAID. As your daughter grows and goes through different challenges, there's some things that she'll be afraid of but if she sees that you're not afraid, that'll give her some confidence to charge forward. I work with kids and some will look to me for reassurance and if I give them confident reassurance, they're more likely to succeed in what they're trying to accomplish. Sorry this is so long lol but lastly, it is also never too late to work through your own fears and get breakthrough from that. I'm a full grown adult who has realized that for the rest of my life I'll probably be learning to let go of beliefs and thoughts that simply aren't helpful or true. I'm wishing the best for you and your family!
I do respect your choice, but I like to think a child would have probably changed you and your life. Maybe it would have been the cure for your depression and anxiety. I for one have seen a lot of people saying they were not ready to be parents and ending up making an excellent job
This is actually a great way to get to know someone. 50 facts! I like it. Awesome video :)
Ryan Little Hey! I love your music, Ryan!
Thank you!!!! :D
That bone structure though. You'd be an amazing model. Interesting that you didn't want to do it.
@Ice she's 5'11 or almost 6 feet so she's actually taller than an average model or for that matter, woman
Thankfully! There are enuf already. Instead, very few girls are so eclectic and creative like she is. If she had to stay on a runway or posing for photoshoots, we would not benefit from her creativity and positive work.
I hear you about the coffee. I get severe anxiety when I have one as well. I can't even have decaffeinated tea even lol. But I do have the odd small latte I make at home with half an espresso with oat milk and honey. But I make sure I drink electrolytes for sure that day to keep my anxiety to a minimal.
Aw in this video Julia says she wishes she could quit her job and do you tube videos full time & now she does!!!!! I love that for her✨
So cool! Animal sanctuary and growing your own food.....ditto that girl!!
Thats my dream as well
My dream too! When Julia said that, I was like “jinx!”
same!! huuge animal and nature lover...cats, pitties, horses..elephants, wolves..
I love your asmr vids, recently discovered this type of content on your channel and i am looooooving it! Love your personality and realness, and i definitely encourage you to make more of this type of content! 🌼🌼🌼🌼
Authentic, sweet & kind, weird, funny, strong, wicked smart, intriguing & beautiful - all in the best possible ways! How fortunate we all are to get to know this human! I definitely think so! 🧐😊❣
My favorite Christmas movie is A Christmas Story (the movie). ;)
Watching that and Scrooge is my annual Christmas ritual. I suffer from depression, so I drink Italian espresso to keep me from sleeping all the time and drink herbal teas and watch ASMR videos to keep my anxiety in check. I am half Korean. I was adopted at 10. I take 5 hour naps or nothing; it is my anti-aging beauty secret. I’ve been married and divorced 3 times. Never wanted kids but love them. I dream of running an animal sanctuary. I like rescuing bugs. I think you are amazing.
Thank you for sharing and for the kind words, Stacy! 🙂
ASMR helps me keep my anxiety in check as well. I've also had multiple marriages & am recently divorced. Were it not for ASMR -- & particularly Julia -- I have no idea how I'd deal with life right now because of the anxiety &.depression.
Fact: I, too, sleep with 3 pillows. Well...technically 4 if you count the one I place behind me if my husband isn't sleeping too :P
But really though, I sleep with my pillows the same way you do! One under my head, one between my knees, and my favorite is my 'squeezy pillow' lol. No joke. I'm 31 and my squeezy pillow is literally my blankie. Yep, I'm a child lol
I also (still) sleep with my two baby blankets...29 years and counting 🤥
@@itsblitzzz I also sleep with a "snuggle pillow" that I hug & hold all night. I can't sleep without it. I'm in my 50s & SOOOO proud of my inner child! 😁🙂😉♥️
Oh yea & having an animal sanctuary & growing my own food 🙌🏼💯💯💯
Many things you said hit home with me and I am a 66 year old guy from the UK. I suffer People badly, but You can stay.
Also yes to homebodying and opening a tiny animal rescue!
Like your hair color and cut the best here. Bring it back for 2021.
you are so inspiring! Could you make a video on how you cope with your fear of death? My boyfriend also suffers from this in a way, that it is difficult to actually live carefree...
Thank you julia, i loved this. I wanna say that i too am “bad at taking naps” as you put it haha i can’t do a nap thats under 2 hours 🤷🏻♀️
I AM THE SAME WITH COFFEE!! and it makes me restless and I struggle with depression and it adds to my depression. My mood just plummets :(
That was actually really cool! Thanks for sharing. I have the same situation with coffee (and black tea) (and some green teas, actually...), it makes my heart pound and my stress levels go way up.
Girl, same about coffee - makes me way too anxious😭
Heather Olgin try decaff ;) works for me
Hi Julia, I’m a new subscriber from your ASMR videos! We’re so much alike, I’m an Air sign too (Aquarius ♒️) one of my goals this year is actually to learn Korean too! I really love this language and their culture. I know you already said you weren’t part of the tattoo culture, but I think it goes great with your style (rocker/grunge like me), I don’t have them yet but I’d like a couple. I’ve also suffered from anxiety and depression since as long as I remember. I really appreciate your openness and vibe in general. Looking forward to know you better through your videos 🖤
Coffee makes me anxious too
"I finally feel comfortable talking about it because of the support I have gotten from you guys on TH-cam."
Coffee doesn’t make me anxious, it just makes me SUPER twitchy
We are literally so similar. The fact that both our names are Julia just solidifies that we’re soulmates😂😂
Based on some of your symptoms and problems with coffee, it sounds like your adrenals are shot!
I cannot have coffee cause of my anxiety too. But I can have decaff :)
loved getting to know you better
Can we do a 2021 version of this please 😍😍
You're just simply the best.
You’re very similar to me in some ways . I’d love to be friends with you because we could relate so much
Have you experimented with L-theanine yet?
For anxiety and depression?
I love you i feel like you have just spoke about myself, most of the things you have just said about yourself is me haha 😂
11 facts about me
I'm a lefty
I have green eyes
I'm a brunette
I have never eaten a fruit
I'm Irish
I can speak two languages
I have 14 cousins
I can do a cartwheel
I can do a handstand
I hate cats
I love dogs :3
My favourite colour is black
Takes courage to make such a video. Kisses from Paris
I love your channel 🖤😭😭
I cannot believe your friend committed suicide at 9 years old. I cannot imagine how that could happen so awful
I whole heartily agree with other commenters that you have beautiful bone structure. You are everything I ever wanted to be but I have F*@$ed up everything in my life. Somewhere in the middle of nowhere in NY State is me wishing in every way I could be like you.... in no sexual way you are my dream girl.
Just love you Julia💕
U seem really down to earth and cool. I enjoy your face and back massage asmr vids that u have done on sum of your gal pals. Look forward to many more. Cheers. :-)
We have a lot in common! Love your videos 😘
Ok soooo many things you said, I’m like yes yes, me tooooo🧡🖤
Next time you come to Europe! Come to Latvia 🇱🇻 will show you around 👌🏻🤩
I am following you since the t shirt shredding videos. It would be really interesting to know which myer briggs personality type you are.
I'm guessing INFJ, like me. Or INFP.
Love u Xo 💜
Ditto to everything with a few exceptions. I still eat meat. Not nearly as much as my friends but still some. I'd say maybe 2 or 3 meals a week. Of course I could probably give it up and not miss most of it. I don't drink regular milk mostly almond milk which my guy friends refer to as nut juice. Lol You are very beautiful and could easily model but I understand. Coffee is a part of most days for me but only one or 2 cups in the morning that are caffeinated. Anymore and it's not good for me. Some days I go without it and beyond the morning if I drink coffee its decaf. I drink tea, juice or water mostly cause they are life #icedtealove #antioxidants
Everything else generally the same. Love fleece pajamas they feel so good on my skin and would love to have a farm with animals. I have 3 dogs and 2 cats right now so why not more? lol
Sorry so long I ramble but all these details of you just makes me love you more. Not meaning for that to sound strange. 😘😍
Please teach us Korean!
انتي عملتي الفورمه دي ازاي اخدت وقت قد ايه
I felt that 3 pillow fact I sleep the same way
Looking back, why do you think you friend committed suicide? You mentioned you're analytical, so you may have picked up on her signs and not realized it. All of us are aware, but some of us don't know that.
You know, it's a little bit strange. You say you have anxiety but watching yourvideos I wouldn't say you have. Besides, your massage sessions are the most realaxing ones I 've ever seen.
which place are you taking korean classes at? I'm actually taking them in ktown in January as well haha
Elizabeth Hatke i bet it's the same ! Message me on insta
I'm a Tyrannosaurus Rex
I missing the same tooth, mines on my left side. When’s your birthday
Kay-lee Pearce i dont know why I was gonna ask the same question.
wow. the tooth thing, SAME. i have same exact tooth missing 😂
Im any overanalyzer too. I have no idea if monogamy is ideal either. What is your myers briggs personality type? We should be friends. Let's go to the doctor together! Lolol
I think this girl is my soulmate im being so fr.
You are super gorgeous.😍😍😍😍
Like 50 facts that you said like half of them I have or am : ooooo ;) soulmate
Which home alone??? Home alone 2 in New York or home alone 3 with a different kid but with 4 bad guys and one of them is a girl. Home alone 3 I really liked…..
you should do a similar video ASMR style!!
❤️❤️❤️
What's your zodiac sign? Sorry for the awkward question, I'm curious 😅
probably virgo
@@NicNiKuletASMR you think? I was getting sag vibes
She’s a Gemini
@@kitssch oh really?
your awesome :)
Ok influencers are humans too
What is your sign??
Omg I was thinking you where Jewish and bam! You are! Called it!
my dude
Neat lady!
Would love to know your astrologie Singh?
Love her lots
Hi there, when is your birthday?
Stupify8 www.famousbirthdays.com/people/julia-itsblitzzz.html
Can I send you fan mail (aka fan tea)?
Hi, what's your zodiac sign?
Saska Radovanovic Gemini www.famousbirthdays.com/people/julia-itsblitzzz.html
Hey girl Korean subscriber here :) yes lets be friendssss
I don't know your sign but you Definitely sound like a Cancer..Feel like I'm hearing myself speak.I can not believe your answers. I'm in total shock that is absolutely every single thing that I like.lol.Scary
Shes such a picses
I.... I love you :D
i don't think you can truly inherit depression. at least not genetically. almost anyone, if they've gone through enough shit can develop mental illness. it just depends on the environment you're in and your circumstances. if you grow up in a loving, supportive environment and don't experience any trauma, then you're most likely to not develop depression or anything like that. so don't let that fear deter you from having kids one day, you can only do your best - that's what everyone who wants to be good parents have done.
There is a lot of evidence that depression, as well as other mental disorders and disease, can be genetically inherited. Environmental factors and lifestyle also play a large role. There are a lot of people who have grown up in a loving, supportive environment (myself included) who still suffer badly from anxiety and depression. I agree that we all want to do the best we can no matter what - thank you for the kind words.
yes, i agree that some people may be more genetically susceptible to mental illness, but just because it's in their genetics, it doesn't mean they will develop it, that's what i meant to say. it has more to do with epigenetics which is how the environment affects your genes. your environment decides which genes will be expressed. Like yes, you can be genetically more likely to get something, but it's not the end-all be-all deciding factor, if you get what i mean.
Go back to college and graduate, and direct films
Are you a virgo??
Yocelyn Gonzalez She’s a Gemini
Alaya Jordan whaaatttttttt
Onyung ha sayo
Overanalyzing forever!
See people, this is what not eating meat does for you. Think about it.
You forgot the fact that you have a widow's peak.
Kiki Lang what ?
Most American are fat, and out of shape. You are not. Why? Could it be what you eat? I mean, you could pass for ten years younger than you are. I bet, knock on wood, you're going live a long time too.
Omg you are jewish??? You have to visit us in Israel!!
Nice clickbait thumbnail.
You look like Angelina Jolie
You’re an exotic dancer now right ??
She said in the video she stopped at 23. She's around 30 now.
Maybe when your ready, you could consider adoption
Nothing unusual here. A city girl with a lot of neurosises.
Maybe don't take everything so serious. Also I've noticed you don't seem to smile very often. Not saying you should if you don't feel like it.
Love the videos, keep up the good work.