This video is a bit of a rant, but also a sincere question to you the viewer. I dont know where to best serve Christ at this point. I feel a like a bit of a relic. But I want to do the most good I can in this life.
The litmus test is simple and universal to all endeavors, brother. Don't ask us. Ask the Lord and discern His answer. Fruit bearing is His business not yours or ours. Stay in prayer and we will pray with you.
You have great knowledge of the Traditional Catholic Faith and, in the times we're in now, I feel this is extremely important for the salvation of souls. I recommend you continue to provide content for those still in doubt or have questions about the Traditional Catholics who are standing for this faith. Consider having interviews with others as you have on other podcasts, to get other opinions of Catholic Traditionalists and to demonstrate a union with those as well. If you need a break, take one, but please continue with something. Hope to see you in St. Marys, KS, sometime in the future.
Your program in youtube if you don't see fruits today but truly but surely is of great help far and wide including me in the Philippines. I live in a small island with a small traditional community served by SSPX adhoc missions in monthly basis only during weekdays since our priests can't make Sunday Mass in our place because he has main missions during Sundays. What we did was organized the Legion of Mary. The Legion of Mary was organized in 1921 and have a good history worldwide. The legion have works (general works, substantial works, special works) for Christ thru Mary. Helping the parish priest, facilitating the sick to receive sacraments, catechism class to children and adults are some of legion works. All performed assigned-works from the meeting have great merits. Your blog can be a legion's substantial work and can be assigned and be reported to the meetings. Fr. Daniel Couture, SSPX was once the spiritual director in the Philippines for many years and now he continued to serve as legion's director in his new assignment. I hope the Blessed Virgin calls her children to her noble service.
I’m a diocesan TLM priest from Oviedo (Asturias) Spain🇪🇸. I discovered your channel and applaud any initiative to help spread the true Catholic faith. So naturally, you have always had my blessing and support as well. Like you, I also support the SSPX whose priests are based in Madrid and travel about the country, celebrating Holy Mass and tending to the faithful. I would tell you something that you most probably already know: while it is understandably human to want to see the fruits of our labours, God may prefer that in this life we not see them so much. It’s better for our humility. Of course, it is ultimately you, after a careful discernment of many factors, who must make the decision to continue or not, with this TH-cam apostolate. Whatever path you take, your sincerity will be for the good of souls and Holy Mother Church, in these absolutely dire ecclesial times we live in. As for whether or not it’s worth the time and effort to continue with this channel, it may be better to not think so much in these terms, and know that you are merely working in the Lord’s vineyard, and that it will be the angels who will do the harvesting of good fruits for eternal life. As an example, in my home diocese we host extraordinarily beautiful annual TLM pilgrimages in July from Oviedo to Marian Covadonga (based on the Paris-Chartres TLM pilgrimages). This year’s will be the Fifth edition, doubtless we’ll reach 2,000 pilgrims, mostly families, children, adolescents and young people, and more than 50 priests. From all over Spain and numerous other countries, including the United States. After working to preserve the diocesan TLM since 2008 under difficult times… That I should live to see such magnificent pilgrimages in my diocese, is an enormous grace I never thought to witness. So, my young Traditionalist Thomist, you never know how our good Lord takes our modest but sincere efforts-as well as our frustrations-to help his Church grow, and multiply the fruits so graciously. And then, like Tolkien in “Leaf, by Niggle”, we too should look awed at the blossoming tree and humbly say: “It’s a gift!”
Thank you, Father, for your sacrifice. I hope to bring a group from England again this year for the Covodonga pilgrimage. It is truly inspiring. God bless you.
@ , splendid! Last year I met a priest from England. Yes, these TLM pilgrimages are tremendously beneficial. Such a pious and wholesome Catholic atmosphere! Bring with you all you can! The warmest of welcomes! Maybe The Traditionalist Thomist can go on this year’s pilgrimage… 😌
Thank you, Father. Your uplifting message is exactly what Our Thomist needs to hear. It has also bore fruit in me. 🙏. I love your response. Perfectly Catholic. To God be all the Glory!!
You're saving more souls than you know Nicholas, your videos are very much needed. You are a light to guide young Catholics to the truth of the faith. Please don't stop. You're in my prayers
Old lady here. My experience is that God put me on random paths that would start or stop suddenly and it seemed nothing had a purpose. Then one traumatic year, I saw all the random knowledge and experience come to together and found my unique purpose. So be encouraged that if you want to be lead, you are being lead, and it's OK to not know to where. Store up the lessons learned, enjoy the present, and trust God.
Nick, you are one of the definite rising stars on the Catholic YT. Please know that your work has been instrumental in helping us navigate this confusing post concilliar era, especially in light of understanding the role of the SSPX in the Church. On that alone, we need you and others like you. Your work is very important, even if it seems like you're speaking into a void. You're not. You matter, and I hope we'll continue to hear from you. Thank you for everything you've done so far.
Well, considering I’m a Gen Z Baptist who’s closer than ever to considering Catholicism thanks to you (particularly on Avoiding Babylon), yes, I think your channel is worthwhile. Perhaps it might take longer than you’d like/expect, but I think TH-cam is the new public square. “For who hath despised little days? and they shall rejoice, and shall see the tin plummet in the hand of Zorobabel.” Zechariah 4:10
Whatever path you choose. I hope God bless your journey. You certainly convinced me that the SSPX is not what people say and it is a godly society. God bless you Nicholas.
We need the series on the New Mass! Let’s put the Novus Ordo to sleep. You’re the only one who can make that video. You’re level headed and clear in your analysis. We need someone like that who can defend Tradition
I am an old man and have just started following you and I am so appreciative of work you do .I wish I was in a better financial place that I could help if things change I would, that aside you have been a tremendous help. Not one of us can tell you what to do but it is obvious that God will direct you and has so far.The Catholic Church is going through a tough time and the need of a well educated man that can inspire and instruct people in pursuit of the truth within the Church Jesus gave us and I believe you are more than capable .I promise I will say Rosary's for you God Bless young man.
Nick, I have been watching your content for awhile. If you had the time, I could recount the numerous times that your content and faith have greatly shaped my prayers, my faith and my ideas. I sometimes hear things you have said uttered as I speak to my wife, friends, and priests. Your content is greatly appreciated. I am not usually a big commenter. However, I do want to say for me, it would be my pleasure to sit and take the time to know you and hear your ideas regularly. I am a father of 7. I understand the idea of loneliness I have heard the same from my sons. Just know the work you are doing is appreciated and would love to have more especially the catechetical instruction because at 55 I realized that I was poorly instructed in the faith and am only now tapping into the richness of faith. Thanks again.
There isn’t much of this content out there. Really helpful for Catholics, especially for men although I’m a woman. But yea, anything traditional Catholicism is good..and probably would be great, may be in a professional education setting. May Our Lord guide you… Thank you 🙏 From Australia
My opinion is that your posts are extremely valuable. I detect a slight degree of defeatism in your voice and demeanor. Stay strong and keep up the good fight! Btw read this month’s Atlantic Monthly Magazine cover story about solitude and modern America. I believe that you are leading a lot of people to Our Lord. Regarding your future plans and career path--if you’re single you could consider joining the SSPX seminary in Virginia. If you don’t want to pursue a vocation to the priesthood--being a tenured professor would offer you tremendous autonomy and freedom.
The internet has warped our perseption of numbers, even this video, for youtube numbers is small with 3000 views, but imagine speaking in front of 3000 people irl! 3000 souls! You can reach more souls than possible before in history with this medium. Don't let the present discourage you, maybe your family haven't watched your videos now, or you might not get as many views now, but that can change in the future! A video could go viral in some months or years and help convert many souls. You are an excellent creator and your effort is much appreciated by people around the world. God bless! I reccomend you the book Uniformity with God's will by Saint Alphonsus -- SSPX here in Italy love him very much
I'm looking forward to this too! I was totally excited! He is totally the future of the faith. This must be some demonic dark days of the soul! Praying for him.🙏
Well I'll tell you right now man its certainly helped me as someone who's gonna be coming into the Church at Easter. So I definitely think you should continue TH-cam at least for now and see where it goes. But what I think doesn't matter in the long run. You should certainly pray on it though.
As a member of clergy I think you should keep on doing content. You"re a voice for your generation. If you only reach one person even if you don't know them it"s worth it. And I have to ask you if you've considered a vocation? That may be your calling. God Bless
Nicholas, My ability to use the right words to describe your incredible and positive influence toward helping me to understand our beautiful faith is difficult. You are an incredible force for me and clearly for others. God has brought me to your channel. I feel blessed to have this opportunity to tell you the importance of your theological teachings. It took you opening up about what you are thinking for me to reach out to you right now.God has worked through you. Thank you for bringing your feelings and doubts to our attention. Your work is incredibly helpful. Your spiritual direction has helped me tremendously! The positive influence you have for all who listen to you is a true blessing . Please know you are needed. May our Blessed and loving Mother hold you close to her heart.
From what I can see, you are set apart. I find that you are between of the top content creators like Fr. Ripperger and Peter Kwasniewski and then the others like Kennedy Hall, Taylor Marshall etc. You are kinda in a class by yourself. Your knowledge and delivery is way above the style of You Tube creators that include gossip, the latest trivia and personal opinions. I personally see you in teaching. Teaching Seminarians, College Professor etc. Your noble character stands in contradiction with the likes of You Tube where everyone wants the latest gossip. Pray to Our Lady of Sorrows. She will direct you. May God Bless you and bring light to his plan for you. 🙏
Accurate description - I must admit I’ve forgetting to watch TTT recently (been on holiday in Ireland), but I’m back, and I VERY much appreciate the ‘noble’ and honest tone of this channel.
P.S. - you aren’t making videos for your parish; you’re making them for the whole world… and it’s reaching us! I would like you to go into films or become a canon lawyer please 😂 2 areas that sorely need your influence 👍
Hi Nick, as a content creator myself I totally hear you. . . I think you are a very smart guy with a lot potential (not just here on TH-cam but as a teacher). Have you thought about making more LIVE videos? I think LIVE videos are more popular (and rewarding) and they can offer a greater sense of community with those who you are actually helping, and on top of that you can address the people's doubts and concerns about the current events. I'll keep you in my prayers brother and please pray for me too since I'm struggling myself🙏
I agree. I am embarrassed to recall all the times I have omitted to like or subscribe or share even though I truly valued the content. Even in daily life we so often forget to show appreciation for the efforts of others & one day we find them gone. This has been a wake-up call for me 🤦♀️
I am a "silent" follower of yours. I have watched you from the beginning. With that said, I have been a catechist and taught our children in formation at our parish. It is a thankless vocation. You almost never see the results of your work. If you are not being fulfilled think about the "dark night of the soul" type of situation and apply that to what's going on in your vocation with this channel. I watch your content and sometimes it strikes deeply, other times it is informative but not applying to my situation or current life experience....that doesn't mean that it's unimportant to me...just that I have to hold it in the landing pattern of useful tools. (Analogy is my vice 😂) . Anyways, ultimately you should pray and then do what you think is best for you and to accomplish God's will for you. God bless you and keep you. Love from the silent area of watchers.
I left the church at the age of 16 , became a hasdic jew I live in Jerusalem Israel I am originally from London England married with 8 children and 13 grandchildren, but I can truly say I have not had a happy day since I left ,life with out the sacraments and the church, is not a life ,because of family bonds I can not go back ,but you and your channel have helped me tremendously so you are helping people even if you don't see them thanks and God bless you and your important work
Love your content. You are a wonderful teacher. So easy to listen to. If you continue i will try to remember to like comment share and support you ( i dont do much in general). Lovong the counsel of Trent series. Love you on AB too. Many of us are lonely these days because it's had to find people who are in your same state in life amd have strong faoth amd know whats going on. Good luck with discerning your path.
I wanna tell you, you and the other traditional podcasters have helped me grow a lot in my faith, I pray for you all every day. I personally feel you bring balance to the conversation, class and sophistication. You know whats best for you in your life, if you wanna quit doing it do it,but you will be very missed. Still praying for you.
PLEASE keep doing this. You’re helping priests, me included. Also, trust me, I understand, “a prophet is not accepted in his own land.” My family doesn’t listen to me much or nor do friends of many years.
Something to consider is that the TH-cam algorithm masks real lasting impact. Straightforward answers on moral topics with significant citation and justifications will be a source of help for years to come.
I just came across this channel today, and went through your Council of Trent videos, and I learnt a lot about my faith in a day than I have known in my entire life. Please do not consider leaving, because people like us, who lead professional lives need someone like you to guide us in the knowledge of our faith. I will pray for you 🙏
Nick, you and other humble Traditionalists you have collaborated with have brought me to the TLM and authentic Catholicism. I remember going to St. Mary’s Cathedral, and now I’m going to Dripping Springs. I saw you there yesterday and wanted to meet you! You’re a beautiful humble soul. You need to continue this. Spreading true Catholicism is exactly what all of us are called to. You have touched many hearts. God’s Will be done.
Brother, I hear you. For what it’s worth, there is a need within and without the church for Thomistic witness. Ultimately you have to do what’s right for you, but don’t underestimate the effect your expertise can have on others. I’ve struggled for years in music, which I always believed was my calling. After nearly quitting, God made me a professor of music at my alma mater. I now find myself applying my skills in a way that serves my community. I’ve learned that perseverance is a grace that bears much fruit if you can just be patient. Pax Christi
Just subbed to your channel after seeing you on AB, you offer a great deal of value with your way of communicating the traditional Catholic faith. Please keep it going!
First time I watched you was a video with Pints and Aquinas. I just loved what you shared about your conversion about the Blessed Mother and not eating for 3 days because the thought of food repulsed you. I just literally mentioned you in a comment on a Catholic video. I have a brother who just monetized his Facebook account. Much as I love my brother I didn't see any point watching the videos he makes. My point is please think of your subscribers numbering to about 10K. Did you know the maximum crowd the largest Mega Church has gathered is 40K? Your practically just a few people away. Please keep going. We love the contents you're making.
Nick, I care. You have taught me so much. I wish I could give back to you more than just my prayers, but sadly, it is all I can give. You deserve so much more for all you do. Even though you can not see the fruits of your labor, they are there. You have watered the seeds in so many hearts, I am sure. In time, I think you will see this. You seem to be struggling and at a crossroad. Life gives us so many of those. Ask me how I know. You are young. I am old. Hindsight is always 20/20, as they say. Pray. Sit before the Blessed Sacrament and just listen. He will lead you to your next step. Now, if you want my opinion, I say continue to reach out into the deep for souls through YT. You may have no idea who you are reaching, but He does. You reached me! And I am forever grateful. ❤ God bless you, my friend, and be at peace. All will be well.
Oh my goodness! You will never know the rewards of what you have done until you reach heaven n then you will see all the fruits of your labor. So, it seems fruitless now, but it’s very fruitful. I see you pursuing Dr. of theology. God bless your friend 🙏🏼JMJ
Brother, I definitely understand where you’re coming from. I ask this same question of my own channel about every 3 weeks haha. I’ve made peace so far by continuing to make videos on topics I’m personally, as a former Baptist pastor and fairly recent revert to the Church, working through. I just make videos cause I’m addicted to reading and learning and that’s the way I assimilate a lot of what I’m learning. If that works for you as well, just keep making videos or other content. Peace to you.
Nick: I'm 30, a father of two amazing toddlers, a working man with a military career in my rear-view mirror. I hope you'll appreciate that I'm 110% honest with you, and I'm not going to give the kind of "pep-talk" comments we often see on these kinds of "should I continue youtube?"-style videos. I've long been subscribed to your channel, and I've watched you a ton on AB, and I like a lot of what you share there. That said, I think I've only watched only 1-2 videos of yours on this channel. You are asking the right questions. I've asked this kind of question to myself many times before. In our hyper-online era, it is a gift to live in relative obscurity. Become a good man, become a good husband, become a good father, and change the world (unto Christ) by what's closest to your everyday life. The old addage of "How can you change the world if you cna't clean your room? Get your house in order before trying to re-order the world." I trust that in the interior space, you've been doing that. So of course I'm broadening "your room" to mean your parish, your neighborhood and your neighbors, your local community, your future family, your daily work and place of employment, and so on.... rather than going after the entire globe with an internet connection. Even small online followings have ruined many a good man; obscurity to the masses is a gift. Look to make a good name for yourself among those from whom it really truly matters: your family, your neighbors, your parishioners, your coworkers. You're great, you're smart, you're well-presented, AND I still don't watch your videos tbh. I say move on, from cyberspace to your local space. Leave the channel behind. Pax Benedicti.
I really enjoy watching you on AB and was looking forward to watching the series you teased. Many people are like a voice crying in the desert in their own homes. I’ll pray for you. Do what makes you holy. Love your content though!
"No one is interested, no one ask questions, or brings it up. You feel irrelevant" A summary of being a teacher, especially a theology teacher. Feeling lonely? Maybe intellectual starvation? No connection with like-minded men? Welcome to MY life! When i was in seminary, I had a community. Even the crazy lefties you could at least convers with. That lessened at major seminary. Then about 5seconds after leaving...all gone. The more traditional I became the less options for fraternal community. Especially with Francis constantly doing or speaking nonsense. I wish I could offer some positivity, but I'm pretty demoralized as well. So long as the church is the way it is, there is little to no hope for positive change in secular or church life. Anyway, if you continue, I'll tune in. If you don't, God bless. I am sure God will lead you to what you seek.
You are very effective at catechizing and illuminating people, including myself of course, to how the magisterium works and Thomistic methods. You ARE doing significant good, more than you realize!
Francisco, from Portugal 🇵🇹 I think you should continue with The channel. I think that the Lord is purifying your heart, by letting all this thoughts appear to you, so you can discern what are your true intentions. At the same time, don’t forget that the Enemy, is lurking in; when a soul is preaching the Gospel,he will try everything to stop you, even to instil in you certain thoughts. I will pray for you . 🙏🏼
Nick. The only thing I can tell you is that in my vocation as a father and husband nobody asks me how my day at work was or what happened today at work. I just keep going because my family needs me. Maybe mix it up a little try some different things and see what sticks. Always check for feedback. I wish you the best whatever you do. May God bless you.
There are many false teachers preaching false Gospels both in The Clergy, The Hierarchy and in general these days. It is important that we have people in this time of crises in The Catholic Church who preach The Truth. I'm sure GOD has a plan for you in these times. Take the time that you need to reflect on what that mission may be. It could be that with the diserment of The Holy Spirit that you will come back with a renewed fire and zeal a different way. Thank you for what you have done in your mission for Christ.🙏🙋
I know you put your heart and soul into this. I for one appreciate your content. Not enough Traditional Catholic sources on line. We live in a highly atomized society where it is difficult to establish genuine personal relations. Christ will bless you whatever you decide to do. Continue to proclaim the Gospel good and faithful servant.
Canadian here, just so you know someone outside the US watches your channel. I 💯 get that it’s hard when you get no recognition. Absolutely it hurts, that’s human! Definitely pray about it Nick. Maybe make some 45 minute series, not to long. Keep going for now while you discern. God bless. Love your honesty.
I am 63 and have learned much from you. I understand what you are saying. I care. I appreciate you. It really takes the wind out of your sails when you work hard and it seems no one cares. I left Dr Taylor Marshalls channel and came here because I learn. You aren't trashing people. Money, likes and such may be important but helping to save souls means so much more. I was born in 61 . By the time I was in 2 nd grade everything had changed. I want to learn Catholicism the way I should have been taught. You reading the council of Trent is amazing. I want more!
Same. I left Dr. Marshall's channel also, right around the time I found this channel, several months ago, because I was tired of all the videos exclusively trashing people and highlighting certain scandalous things (not that they don't deserve to be trashed) but Nick's channel simply talks about the Catholic Faith and I believe his primary objective *is* to educate us fully and help people learn about God and get to heaven. That's why I appreciate him.
Your work on The Catechism of Trent and how you connect it to the Sunday liturgy is outstanding. I very much appreciate it. You explain everything so well. You may not see the fruits of your work in this life but I’ve heard it said that God does not call us to be “successful “ only faithful.
You do a great job. My own channel has less than half the amount of subscribers, but I have been doing my channel for a couple of years. I also have almost no one that I know personally who watches, but the ones who do, through the midst of all the crappy comments, there are those who get ministered to, and really benefit from what I do, including converstions to the Faith. I know of your channel mostly from the AvoidingBablyon channel, but you have so many excellent insights, and are truly a blessing to the faithful. Thanks for what you do, brother, please keep it going. God Bless you and our Blessed Mother pray for you. 🙏
I really appreciated your video on practicing Lent the traditional way and inspired me to take that on this year. I'm a new catholic about 6 months in and it's been a massive undertaking to piece together what was lost since Vatican 2.. I think that's many people's experience even cradle catholics. Would love a series or course on how to live the faith day to day the way Christ intended for his church. How to understand and participate in the TLM. My family and I go every Sunday but it's overwhelming. Wishing I had a coach that could train me up to speed. Was assigned a sponsor when I joined but he's mia. Hope u find the path that suits u best. You've got an amazing wealth of the Knowledge Catholics desperately need. God Bless!!!
I think you are a wonderful teacher and enjoy learning from you not every one can get the message across but for me you can. I enjoy the lighter side of you on AB I think you are very funny and I pray you receive from God peace in whatever you decide to do. Thanks for all you do.😊
I have found that since I finished my traditional Catholic Master's degree, that family and friends tend to judge me harshly because of my faith, which is very isolating and can be lonely. I think this is a cross given to those who cling to the perennial faith of our fathers. Maybe social media is not the primary way that God wants you to serve Him. Maybe you could serve Him best in a religious vocation, where you know you would suffer for the faith! Even if you desire a home and family, doing God's will oftentimes requires us to set aside our own desires and accept what He wants of us. Just a thought.
I think you're doing an amazing job, Nick. You may not think you're doing much, but we're here watching your videos - and it sustains me in the faith. I help out my friend who has just started his own Catholic podcast channel, sit for hours and edit his videos and notes. He doesn't have the number of viewers and subscribers you have, but he knows, even if nobody watches a single one of his videos; knows it for the glory of God. I sometimes wish God gave me the ability and money for equipment to sit and record myself on subjects I know about (like you), it would be everything.
Dude, your 10 videos on the problems with the new mass, I watch once a month. And I only watch Avoiding Babylon when you are on. I would join your patron but I'm currently working 2 full time jobs from 2am to 6pm Monday through Saturday just to scrape by supporting my wife and 4 kids. You are by far my favorite TH-camr you can't quit!
Hi Nicholas, I met you when you visited Corpus Christi when we used to have our Diocesan TLM. I enjoy your channel, and I especially enjoy your contribution to Avoiding Babylon, I think you with Anthony and Rob have amazing chemistry and the three of you make that show exponentially better than when you are not there. Your personal channel is great, and I enjoy it as well. I think for your personal channel if you upped the "entertainment" knob - if you'll indulge me - I think that would grow your viewership: cracked some jokes, added some satire, added a catchphrase (Like TM's "got out there and Be Salty"), anything along those lines, it might improve your reach. It sounds cheesy I know, but things like that if they are done genuinely are effective, and I think if you go into teaching, you will find that those sorts of things make for a better and more memorable teacher. And I hear you on the loneliness part, I was that way for quite a while before I met my wife and got married. I'm still lonely for Catholic friends often. It seems it is simply lonely being a faithful Catholic sometimes, but hang in there! Just some constructive suggestions for you. May God Bless you, Christian brother!
I have never heard of you until I watched this podcast at 4 IN THE MORNING. I just read a lot of comments. They are letters of thankyous. You have certainly touched people. Keep up the good work. 🙏
I live in Boston and I am a traditional Roman Catholic.I appreciate you and your channel inspires me to follow the traditional faith and to seek out the SSPX and the TLM.
Your experience and feelings now could be spiritual attack. I also produce content on TH-cam and find it frustrating. My family doesn’t watch my content either and I don’t get a lot of support from my parish. But I find your content edifying and if your channel is growing, even if slowly, then that’s a good sign. You can also still do this while discerning if there is something else you should be doing more full time. Hang in there. I’m quite a bit older than you and have the exact same uncertainties lately. I’m beginning to think it’s spiritual attack and it could be for you too.
Nick, I always look forward to your talks. I can relate to your dilemma. When you become a traditional Catholic, then friends and family will distance themselves. They like the current relativism that everyone goes to heaven, and anyone who pinches their conscience must be avoided. You have taught me a lot from the other side of the Atlantic anyway, so whatever you decide to do, I think you will always have an impact on those you interact with. May God help you in this discernment.
I will pray for you and your discernment. I am learning about the CC. I work as a moderator for CALive. I am discerning the CC, and I appreciate your input and support, but it’s your decision, your life and your family. I can see you haven’t sold your soul for the $$$. I’m 68 years old and needed a purpose. I was disabled from age 36, so I know what you are talking about. Only people who can afford to or don’t care about their conscience are the people who are going to financially profit. I’m proud of you and sadly some take their faith for granted. God bless you young man.
I was looking forward to your videos on the New Mass. I think I’d watch more of your videos if they were shorter to make them more consumable and shareable. That being said, if you leave TH-cam, then I’m happy for you because you will have detached and made room for something better. When I think that we have to account for every word we’ve ever said, it makes me never want to run a channel or podcast.
Hey Nick. Not sure if you'll see this. I'm not a traditionalist, just a married dad in small town USA trying to make sense of things (though I do appreciate a traditional liturgy). But I want to say off the bat, your online content is really cool, and your presence on Avoiding Babylon is what really makes the podcast imo. You buck the stereotype of the "prideful traditionalist", whether that stereotype is fair or not. I'm so sorry you are feeling lonely. That is a very hard thing to deal with, especially today. I will remember you in our prayers tonight. You've gotten a lot of folks in the comments telling you to continue, and their reasonings are quite fair. Here's the other side of the coin: there are many spiritual pitfalls to being a public figure. It's very easy to become wrapped up in "am I getting views, are my subscribers growing, are people viewing me." I notice seeds of this thinking in many online Catholic personalities. It's no knock on any of you. It's part of the game when you're trying to grow an online podcast business, because ultimately podcasting is a business. We viewers don't expect you to put in all this time for free! But perhaps you're being called to something else, something where you can focus your efforts on the real people in front of you rather than the virtual people on the internet. You say you have the heart of a teacher. But maybe the fact that the real people in your life aren't noticing your online content is a sign from God that He wants you to change things up, to make a concerted effort to reach them rather than people online. I'll leave you with the best quote from the best movie of all time. It's become something of a life philosophy for me. Perhaps it can be for you too. St. Thomas More: Why not be a teacher? You'd be a fine teacher; perhaps a great one. Richard Rich: If I was, who would know it? St. Thomas More: You; your pupils; your friends; God. Not a bad public, that.
Thank you for your honestly… I love your insights and have had similar feelings about my work also… I will pray for you as you discern and follow God’s path for you. Nothing that you have done is ever wasted… perhaps a stepping stone to your next adventure. Perhaps it’s time to take a break and hike the Camino!! 📚 🥾🙏🌱
I like your videos, they've helped me out of the diocesan TLM to the SSPX. Obviously if this channel is keeping you from starting a family then just take a break, you don't need to end it for good.
I love you, right here by myself in my room in Chino (nowhere) CA. I'd be bummed if you went away. As far as fruit, you'll only really know after you die. Your reward will be great in Heaven. Hang in there brother,
I am 74. I loved it when you talked about films because you said it was a dream. At the end of my life I am still following my dreams and I hope you will do that. But don’t stop your podcasts. If you land a good guest make an episode. As you progress in films share your journey. If you meet someone share your romantic progress. Your honesty and vulnerability make you very special. Don’t give up until you are certain of a better path. Offer your best and don’t force yourself to be anything other than who you are. You are more successful already than you realize.
Just stumbled on this video and presenter. I’m not a tlm person but am catholic. I’d say having listened reasonably attentively that rather than immerse yourself in tlm culture and broadcasting to a narrow section of catholics…..drop it, go out into the world, mix with differing varieties of people a lot more. Help where you can , be considerate and kind where you can and see what it brings you.
🦋They say that a teacher affects eternity ~ nobody knows where his influence begins or ends. I’m thinking you have influenced many to a better way of thinking and will influence many more in the future. On or off TH-cam. Blessings sent. 🌹
The internet is filthy, I do enjoy you on AB 1000%. I have to admit, I love your love for the faith, I enjoy the knowledge you share. Personally I’d like books on say your series on V2, I have a hard time watching hours and hours of videos, I have to listen to AB on podcasts because I’m not a fan of video at the end of my day. I really feel for you in your position.
I watch you on Avoiding Babylon. You seem happy there but sad on The Traditional Thomist. You work best when with the AB guys. Stay there. You are a true Catholic scholar and you would make an excellent Catholic educator at the higher levels. Canon lawyers seem to get bogged down with a lot of negative stuff like annulments. Choose a path that you find joy in and God will guide you to make an impact on converting souls.
Nick, Your videos are very good and productive. You have a lot of knowledge and love for our church, and for this reason, you should consider continuing with this channel. Praying for you🙏🙌
I say keep it up. You obviously are much better at making information more accessible than i or many others could make it. Also remember, this content will be available to people who may need it, just at the right time, long after you have moved on to something else. Still, you and your priest can discern your path much better than I, a stranger, can. Just keep your heart open for Jesus to fill it. God bless!
Keep it going even one soul you help is worth it , and we need more Sspx apologist and thomist TH-camrs that can make us understand better this theology that will always be the best
I believe this channel is very helpful to me. Your an honest soul that doesn't lie and seeks truth. I love this but if you feel it is better to just be an RCIA instructor or something different I am believe you will do great there as well. Will be missed if you leave.
The lack of relevance you express is something you no doubt share with many of the missionaries of the Faith in the Church's history. From the first apostles to the priest serving in our urban wastelands, the temptation is to measure success by fruitful consolations. In reality, the Church owes its success to those who percivered even when it appeared that their efforts were a waste of time.
Dear Traditional Thomist, please just keep going. We don't know the fruit while we are living in this world. But we will get to know when we are in the heaven. Moreover, we don't need to know the fruit here below. Only God knows and that's enough.
God bless you Nicholas! Do what you feel is best. Viewers cannot tell you what to do with your life. It seems like you’re at a crossroads. The podcasts can be an outlet for your creativity if you continue. That doesn’t mean that God doesn’t have more plans for you. Pray, discern, and, most of all, offer up all your suffering for poor souls. God bless you!
I feel you. I came into the Church Easter of 21. I've been teaching RCIA at my parish ever since. I'm involved in a men's group (younger dad's like myself in their mid 30's). And I ask myself what actually is the fruit of it. For lack of a better word, Karens are still in charge of the RCIA class. The older generation is still "spirit of V2-ish" although not near as bad as in the coasts (I'm in Kansas). We cannot hope to know what God has planned. Reminds me of God responding to Job in Job 38 "“Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge? 3 Gird up your loins like a man, I will question you, and you shall declare to me. 4 “Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth? Tell me, if you have understanding. 5 Who determined its measurements-surely you know! Or who stretched the line upon it? 6 On what were its bases sunk, or who laid its cornerstone, 7 when the morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God shouted for joy?" His ways are not our ways. Let us seek to be faithful servants.
I think you should continue, you're doing a great job and are a refreshing alternative to the other Catholic channels, youve made a big impact on my views, and I am really looking forward to the videos going through Work of Human Hands that you mentioned on AB
Try meditating on the value of one single soul- do everything for the glory of God and take the ignoring of people in your parish towards you as a practice of humility, even if you helped save one single soul, every moment you spent working on this was worth it and invaluable!!! hugs
That feeling of irrelevancy and loneliness may well be God leading you to a closer union with Him, through trials. I personally think you are called to something else, perhaps even priesthood. You know to leave it in His hands, and I pray that you will suffer this trial well, and listen to that small still voice within. Trust in Him. And as long as you are here, be like St. Joseph and do what you do with great love and devotion. God be with you, Nick.
I think Kennedy Hall was saying for those that are *truly* interested, writing a book is the best way to reach those that care more than watching a 19 minute and saying to themselves "well that settles that question!". Perhaps you should go down the route he has: have a Substack account, partially monetize content behind a paywall and otherwise write articles and books (for One Peter Five etc and TAN for example) - that way you reach people with real interest in the subjects you're talking about. Your Catechism of the Council of Trent series is really good so I would continue that if you can. I get a lot more benefit from this channel than, say, Timothy Gordon flexing his ego over TH-cam. God bless.
This video is a bit of a rant, but also a sincere question to you the viewer. I dont know where to best serve Christ at this point. I feel a like a bit of a relic. But I want to do the most good I can in this life.
The litmus test is simple and universal to all endeavors, brother. Don't ask us. Ask the Lord and discern His answer. Fruit bearing is His business not yours or ours. Stay in prayer and we will pray with you.
You have great knowledge of the Traditional Catholic Faith and, in the times we're in now, I feel this is extremely important for the salvation of souls. I recommend you continue to provide content for those still in doubt or have questions about the Traditional Catholics who are standing for this faith. Consider having interviews with others as you have on other podcasts, to get other opinions of Catholic Traditionalists and to demonstrate a union with those as well. If you need a break, take one, but please continue with something. Hope to see you in St. Marys, KS, sometime in the future.
I hope you keep going. I am looking forward to the Baltimore Catechism series you spoke about recently.
Nick are you depressed?
Your program in youtube if you don't see fruits today but truly but surely is of great help far and wide including me in the Philippines. I live in a small island with a small traditional community served by SSPX adhoc missions in monthly basis only during weekdays since our priests can't make Sunday Mass in our place because he has main missions during Sundays.
What we did was organized the Legion of Mary. The Legion of Mary was organized in 1921 and have a good history worldwide. The legion have works (general works, substantial works, special works) for Christ thru Mary. Helping the parish priest, facilitating the sick to receive sacraments, catechism class to children and adults are some of legion works. All performed assigned-works from the meeting have great merits. Your blog can be a legion's substantial work and can be assigned and be reported to the meetings. Fr. Daniel Couture, SSPX was once the spiritual director in the Philippines for many years and now he continued to serve as legion's director in his new assignment. I hope the Blessed Virgin calls her children to her noble service.
I’m a diocesan TLM priest from Oviedo (Asturias) Spain🇪🇸. I discovered your channel and applaud any initiative to help spread the true Catholic faith. So naturally, you have always had my blessing and support as well.
Like you, I also support the SSPX whose priests are based in Madrid and travel about the country, celebrating Holy Mass and tending to the faithful.
I would tell you something that you most probably already know: while it is understandably human to want to see the fruits of our labours, God may prefer that in this life we not see them so much. It’s better for our humility.
Of course, it is ultimately you, after a careful discernment of many factors, who must make the decision to continue or not, with this TH-cam apostolate.
Whatever path you take, your sincerity will be for the good of souls and Holy Mother Church, in these absolutely dire ecclesial times we live in.
As for whether or not it’s worth the time and effort to continue with this channel, it may be better to not think so much in these terms, and know that you are merely working in the Lord’s vineyard, and that it will be the angels who will do the harvesting of good fruits for eternal life.
As an example, in my home diocese we host extraordinarily beautiful annual TLM pilgrimages in July from Oviedo to Marian Covadonga (based on the Paris-Chartres TLM pilgrimages).
This year’s will be the Fifth edition, doubtless we’ll reach 2,000 pilgrims, mostly families, children, adolescents and young people, and more than 50 priests. From all over Spain and numerous other countries, including the United States.
After working to preserve the diocesan TLM since 2008 under difficult times… That I should live to see such magnificent pilgrimages in my diocese, is an enormous grace I never thought to witness.
So, my young Traditionalist Thomist, you never know how our good Lord takes our modest but sincere efforts-as well as our frustrations-to help his Church grow, and multiply the fruits so graciously.
And then, like Tolkien in “Leaf, by Niggle”, we too should look awed at the blossoming tree and humbly say: “It’s a gift!”
@ thank you very much! My blessing to all of you over there! And my heartfelt greetings to your SSPX priests! 🇪🇸
@ Excellent, you are most warmly welcomed!
Thank you, Father, for your sacrifice. I hope to bring a group from England again this year for the Covodonga pilgrimage. It is truly inspiring. God bless you.
@ , splendid! Last year I met a priest from England. Yes, these TLM pilgrimages are tremendously beneficial. Such a pious and wholesome Catholic atmosphere! Bring with you all you can! The warmest of welcomes!
Maybe The Traditionalist Thomist can go on this year’s pilgrimage… 😌
Thank you, Father. Your uplifting message is exactly what Our Thomist needs to hear. It has also bore fruit in me. 🙏. I love your response. Perfectly Catholic. To God be all the Glory!!
I see you at mass every Sunday man, and I’ve been wanting to greet you for longest, you made me attend the Latin mass exclusively!!
Go up and talk to him. Build a community. Propagate the Faith & support one another.
You're saving more souls than you know Nicholas, your videos are very much needed. You are a light to guide young Catholics to the truth of the faith. Please don't stop. You're in my prayers
Everyone pray 3 Hail Marys for this incredible young Thomist! 🛐💗✝️💞🕊🤍🙏
Someone who is providing traditional catholic education by any means is a net positive.
Old lady here. My experience is that God put me on random paths that would start or stop suddenly and it seemed nothing had a purpose. Then one traumatic year, I saw all the random knowledge and experience come to together and found my unique purpose. So be encouraged that if you want to be lead, you are being lead, and it's OK to not know to where. Store up the lessons learned, enjoy the present, and trust God.
Just keep going! You are a good teacher in our faith…. Deo gratias!
You’re a solid Catholic teacher. This fallen world needs more of you. Thanks for all you’ve shared.
Nick, you are one of the definite rising stars on the Catholic YT. Please know that your work has been instrumental in helping us navigate this confusing post concilliar era, especially in light of understanding the role of the SSPX in the Church. On that alone, we need you and others like you. Your work is very important, even if it seems like you're speaking into a void. You're not. You matter, and I hope we'll continue to hear from you. Thank you for everything you've done so far.
Well, considering I’m a Gen Z Baptist who’s closer than ever to considering Catholicism thanks to you (particularly on Avoiding Babylon), yes, I think your channel is worthwhile. Perhaps it might take longer than you’d like/expect, but I think TH-cam is the new public square. “For who hath despised little days? and they shall rejoice, and shall see the tin plummet in the hand of Zorobabel.” Zechariah 4:10
Im from Portugal and i watch everything you teach and i learn a lot! Thank you Nick!
Whatever path you choose. I hope God bless your journey. You certainly convinced me that the SSPX is not what people say and it is a godly society.
God bless you Nicholas.
We need the series on the New Mass! Let’s put the Novus Ordo to sleep. You’re the only one who can make that video. You’re level headed and clear in your analysis. We need someone like that who can defend Tradition
I am an old man and have just started following you and I am so appreciative of work you do .I wish I was in a better financial place that I could help if things change I would, that aside you have been a tremendous help. Not one of us can tell you what to do but it is obvious that God will direct you and has so far.The Catholic Church is going through a tough time and the need of a well educated man that can inspire and instruct people in pursuit of the truth within the Church Jesus gave us and I believe you are more than capable .I promise I will say Rosary's for you God Bless young man.
Pray for resources to make their way to Nick. That’s an immeasurable blessing.
Nick, I have been watching your content for awhile. If you had the time, I could recount the numerous times that your content and faith have greatly shaped my prayers, my faith and my ideas. I sometimes hear things you have said uttered as I speak to my wife, friends, and priests. Your content is greatly appreciated. I am not usually a big commenter. However, I do want to say for me, it would be my pleasure to sit and take the time to know you and hear your ideas regularly. I am a father of 7. I understand the idea of loneliness I have heard the same from my sons. Just know the work you are doing is appreciated and would love to have more especially the catechetical instruction because at 55 I realized that I was poorly instructed in the faith and am only now tapping into the richness of faith. Thanks again.
It's hard. But if only one man on the other side of the world benefits (me - in Australia!) it has been worthwhile.
There isn’t much of this content out there. Really helpful for Catholics, especially for men although I’m a woman. But yea, anything traditional Catholicism is good..and probably would be great, may be in a professional education setting.
May Our Lord guide you…
Thank you 🙏
From Australia
My opinion is that your posts are extremely valuable. I detect a slight degree of defeatism in your voice and demeanor.
Stay strong and keep up the good fight!
Btw read this month’s Atlantic Monthly Magazine cover story about solitude and modern America.
I believe that you are leading a lot of people to Our Lord.
Regarding your future plans and career path--if you’re single you could consider joining the SSPX seminary in Virginia.
If you don’t want to pursue a vocation to the priesthood--being a tenured professor would offer you tremendous autonomy and freedom.
The internet has warped our perseption of numbers, even this video, for youtube numbers is small with 3000 views, but imagine speaking in front of 3000 people irl! 3000 souls! You can reach more souls than possible before in history with this medium. Don't let the present discourage you, maybe your family haven't watched your videos now, or you might not get as many views now, but that can change in the future! A video could go viral in some months or years and help convert many souls. You are an excellent creator and your effort is much appreciated by people around the world. God bless! I reccomend you the book Uniformity with God's will by Saint Alphonsus -- SSPX here in Italy love him very much
You have greatly benefitted many of us trust me. you educate and bring hope.
You said on AB you were about to launch a major series with guests ect. I was looking forward to that 😢
I'm looking forward to this too! I was totally excited! He is totally the future of the faith. This must be some demonic dark days of the soul! Praying for him.🙏
Me too
Me too!
Well I'll tell you right now man its certainly helped me as someone who's gonna be coming into the Church at Easter. So I definitely think you should continue TH-cam at least for now and see where it goes. But what I think doesn't matter in the long run. You should certainly pray on it though.
Don't stop brother Don't give up. Your Catholic brother Robert from Puerto Rico 🇵🇷
Boricua! Didn’t know we had Trads in PR. 🙏
As a member of clergy I think you should keep on doing content. You"re a voice for your generation. If you only reach one person even if you don't know them it"s worth it. And I have to ask you if you've considered a vocation? That may be your calling. God Bless
He says he is called to the married life
@jamie7880 Well that to is a vocation. Always keep the one true faith and let the Holy Spirit guide you. God Bless
@jamie7880 A lot priests thought that too :)
@@daricehenriques1200 I did as well. I dated for several years before realizing my vocation was to the clerical state
Nicholas,
My ability to use the right words to describe your incredible and positive influence toward helping me to understand
our beautiful faith is difficult. You are an incredible force for me and clearly for others. God has brought me to your channel. I feel blessed to have this opportunity to tell you the importance of your theological teachings. It took you opening up about what you are thinking for me to reach out to you right now.God has worked through you. Thank you for bringing your feelings and doubts to our attention. Your work is incredibly helpful. Your spiritual direction has helped me tremendously! The positive influence you have for all who listen to you is a true blessing . Please know you are needed. May our Blessed and loving Mother hold you close to her heart.
From what I can see, you are set apart. I find that you are between of the top content creators like Fr. Ripperger and Peter Kwasniewski and then the others like Kennedy Hall, Taylor Marshall etc. You are kinda in a class by yourself. Your knowledge and delivery is way above the style of You Tube creators that include gossip, the latest trivia and personal opinions. I personally see you in teaching. Teaching Seminarians, College Professor etc. Your noble character stands in contradiction with the likes of You Tube where everyone wants the latest gossip. Pray to Our Lady of Sorrows. She will direct you. May God Bless you and bring light to his plan for you. 🙏
Accurate description - I must admit I’ve forgetting to watch TTT recently (been on holiday in Ireland), but I’m back, and I VERY much appreciate the ‘noble’ and honest tone of this channel.
P.S. - you aren’t making videos for your parish; you’re making them for the whole world… and it’s reaching us!
I would like you to go into films or become a canon lawyer please 😂 2 areas that sorely need your influence 👍
Hi Nick, as a content creator myself I totally hear you. . . I think you are a very smart guy with a lot potential (not just here on TH-cam but as a teacher). Have you thought about making more LIVE videos? I think LIVE videos are more popular (and rewarding) and they can offer a greater sense of community with those who you are actually helping, and on top of that you can address the people's doubts and concerns about the current events. I'll keep you in my prayers brother and please pray for me too since I'm struggling myself🙏
Hello Plasencia your videos are great 👍
@@Mariasol07 Thank you! God bless!
10.4k subs is not "nothing to show for it". God Bless.
I agree. I am embarrassed to recall all the times I have omitted to like or subscribe or share even though I truly valued the content. Even in daily life we so often forget to show appreciation for the efforts of others & one day we find them gone. This has been a wake-up call for me 🤦♀️
Spend time before the Blessed Sacrament, Our Lord will lead you to where you will serve Him best!
I learned a lot about the theology of the old Mass from one of your video series.
I am a "silent" follower of yours. I have watched you from the beginning.
With that said, I have been a catechist and taught our children in formation at our parish. It is a thankless vocation. You almost never see the results of your work. If you are not being fulfilled think about the "dark night of the soul" type of situation and apply that to what's going on in your vocation with this channel.
I watch your content and sometimes it strikes deeply, other times it is informative but not applying to my situation or current life experience....that doesn't mean that it's unimportant to me...just that I have to hold it in the landing pattern of useful tools. (Analogy is my vice 😂) . Anyways, ultimately you should pray and then do what you think is best for you and to accomplish God's will for you.
God bless you and keep you. Love from the silent area of watchers.
I left the church at the age of 16 , became a hasdic jew I live in Jerusalem Israel I am originally from London England married with 8 children and 13 grandchildren, but I can truly say I have not had a happy day since I left ,life with out the sacraments and the church, is not a life ,because of family bonds I can not go back ,but you and your channel have helped me tremendously so you are helping people even if you don't see them thanks and God bless you and your important work
Love your content. You are a wonderful teacher. So easy to listen to. If you continue i will try to remember to like comment share and support you ( i dont do much in general). Lovong the counsel of Trent series. Love you on AB too. Many of us are lonely these days because it's had to find people who are in your same state in life amd have strong faoth amd know whats going on. Good luck with discerning your path.
I wanna tell you, you and the other traditional podcasters have helped me grow a lot in my faith, I pray for you all every day. I personally feel you bring balance to the conversation, class and sophistication. You know whats best for you in your life, if you wanna quit doing it do it,but you will be very missed. Still praying for you.
PLEASE keep doing this. You’re helping priests, me included.
Also, trust me, I understand, “a prophet is not accepted in his own land.” My family doesn’t listen to me much or nor do friends of many years.
Something to consider is that the TH-cam algorithm masks real lasting impact. Straightforward answers on moral topics with significant citation and justifications will be a source of help for years to come.
I just came across this channel today, and went through your Council of Trent videos, and I learnt a lot about my faith in a day than I have known in my entire life. Please do not consider leaving, because people like us, who lead professional lives need someone like you to guide us in the knowledge of our faith. I will pray for you 🙏
Nick, you and other humble Traditionalists you have collaborated with have brought me to the TLM and authentic Catholicism. I remember going to St. Mary’s Cathedral, and now I’m going to Dripping Springs. I saw you there yesterday and wanted to meet you! You’re a beautiful humble soul. You need to continue this. Spreading true Catholicism is exactly what all of us are called to. You have touched many hearts. God’s Will be done.
Brother, I hear you. For what it’s worth, there is a need within and without the church for Thomistic witness. Ultimately you have to do what’s right for you, but don’t underestimate the effect your expertise can have on others. I’ve struggled for years in music, which I always believed was my calling. After nearly quitting, God made me a professor of music at my alma mater. I now find myself applying my skills in a way that serves my community. I’ve learned that perseverance is a grace that bears much fruit if you can just be patient. Pax Christi
Just subbed to your channel after seeing you on AB, you offer a great deal of value with your way of communicating the traditional Catholic faith. Please keep it going!
Greetings from Romania! For what it's worth, your videos have been very enlightening and it would be sad to see you go.
First time I watched you was a video with Pints and Aquinas. I just loved what you shared about your conversion about the Blessed Mother and not eating for 3 days because the thought of food repulsed you. I just literally mentioned you in a comment on a Catholic video. I have a brother who just monetized his Facebook account. Much as I love my brother I didn't see any point watching the videos he makes. My point is please think of your subscribers numbering to about 10K. Did you know the maximum crowd the largest Mega Church has gathered is 40K? Your practically just a few people away. Please keep going. We love the contents you're making.
Nick, I care. You have taught me so much. I wish I could give back to you more than just my prayers, but sadly, it is all I can give. You deserve so much more for all you do. Even though you can not see the fruits of your labor, they are there. You have watered the seeds in so many hearts, I am sure. In time, I think you will see this. You seem to be struggling and at a crossroad. Life gives us so many of those. Ask me how I know. You are young. I am old. Hindsight is always 20/20, as they say. Pray. Sit before the Blessed Sacrament and just listen. He will lead you to your next step. Now, if you want my opinion, I say continue to reach out into the deep for souls through YT. You may have no idea who you are reaching, but He does. You reached me! And I am forever grateful. ❤
God bless you, my friend, and be at peace. All will be well.
Oh my goodness! You will never know the rewards of what you have done until you reach heaven n then you will see all the fruits of your labor. So, it seems fruitless now, but it’s very fruitful. I see you pursuing Dr. of theology. God bless your friend 🙏🏼JMJ
Brother, I definitely understand where you’re coming from. I ask this same question of my own channel about every 3 weeks haha. I’ve made peace so far by continuing to make videos on topics I’m personally, as a former Baptist pastor and fairly recent revert to the Church, working through. I just make videos cause I’m addicted to reading and learning and that’s the way I assimilate a lot of what I’m learning. If that works for you as well, just keep making videos or other content. Peace to you.
What's your channel?
@ midairfortress
Nick: I'm 30, a father of two amazing toddlers, a working man with a military career in my rear-view mirror.
I hope you'll appreciate that I'm 110% honest with you, and I'm not going to give the kind of "pep-talk" comments we often see on these kinds of "should I continue youtube?"-style videos.
I've long been subscribed to your channel, and I've watched you a ton on AB, and I like a lot of what you share there. That said, I think I've only watched only 1-2 videos of yours on this channel.
You are asking the right questions. I've asked this kind of question to myself many times before.
In our hyper-online era, it is a gift to live in relative obscurity.
Become a good man, become a good husband, become a good father, and change the world (unto Christ) by what's closest to your everyday life. The old addage of "How can you change the world if you cna't clean your room? Get your house in order before trying to re-order the world." I trust that in the interior space, you've been doing that. So of course I'm broadening "your room" to mean your parish, your neighborhood and your neighbors, your local community, your future family, your daily work and place of employment, and so on.... rather than going after the entire globe with an internet connection.
Even small online followings have ruined many a good man; obscurity to the masses is a gift.
Look to make a good name for yourself among those from whom it really truly matters: your family, your neighbors, your parishioners, your coworkers.
You're great, you're smart, you're well-presented, AND I still don't watch your videos tbh.
I say move on, from cyberspace to your local space. Leave the channel behind. Pax Benedicti.
I really enjoy watching you on AB and was looking forward to watching the series you teased.
Many people are like a voice crying in the desert in their own homes.
I’ll pray for you. Do what makes you holy. Love your content though!
"No one is interested, no one ask questions, or brings it up. You feel irrelevant"
A summary of being a teacher, especially a theology teacher.
Feeling lonely? Maybe intellectual starvation? No connection with like-minded men?
Welcome to MY life!
When i was in seminary, I had a community. Even the crazy lefties you could at least convers with.
That lessened at major seminary. Then about 5seconds after leaving...all gone. The more traditional I became the less options for fraternal community. Especially with Francis constantly doing or speaking nonsense.
I wish I could offer some positivity, but I'm pretty demoralized as well.
So long as the church is the way it is, there is little to no hope for positive change in secular or church life.
Anyway, if you continue, I'll tune in. If you don't, God bless. I am sure God will lead you to what you seek.
You are very effective at catechizing and illuminating people, including myself of course, to how the magisterium works and Thomistic methods. You ARE doing significant good, more than you realize!
Francisco, from Portugal 🇵🇹 I think you should continue with The channel. I think that the Lord is purifying your heart, by letting all this thoughts appear to you, so you can discern what are your true intentions. At the same time, don’t forget that the Enemy, is lurking in; when a soul is preaching the Gospel,he will try everything to stop you, even to instil in you certain thoughts. I will pray for you . 🙏🏼
Nick. The only thing I can tell you is that in my vocation as a father and husband nobody asks me how my day at work was or what happened today at work. I just keep going because my family needs me. Maybe mix it up a little try some different things and see what sticks. Always check for feedback. I wish you the best whatever you do. May God bless you.
There are many false teachers preaching false Gospels both in The Clergy, The Hierarchy and in general these days.
It is important that we have people in this time of crises in The Catholic Church who preach The Truth.
I'm sure GOD has a plan for you in these times. Take the time that you need to reflect on what that mission may be.
It could be that with the diserment of The Holy Spirit that you will come back with a renewed fire and zeal a different way.
Thank you for what you have done in your mission for Christ.🙏🙋
I know you put your heart and soul into this. I for one appreciate your content. Not enough Traditional Catholic sources on line. We live in a highly atomized society where it is difficult to establish genuine personal relations. Christ will bless you whatever you decide to do. Continue to proclaim the Gospel good and faithful servant.
Canadian here, just so you know someone outside the US watches your channel. I 💯 get that it’s hard when you get no recognition. Absolutely it hurts, that’s human! Definitely pray about it Nick. Maybe make some 45 minute series, not to long. Keep going for now while you discern. God bless. Love your honesty.
I am 63 and have learned much from you. I understand what you are saying. I care. I appreciate you. It really takes the wind out of your sails when you work hard and it seems no one cares. I left Dr Taylor Marshalls channel and came here because I learn. You aren't trashing people. Money, likes and such may be important but helping to save souls means so much more. I was born in 61 . By the time I was in 2 nd grade everything had changed.
I want to learn Catholicism the way I should have been taught. You reading the council of Trent is amazing. I want more!
Same. I left Dr. Marshall's channel also, right around the time I found this channel, several months ago, because I was tired of all the videos exclusively trashing people and highlighting certain scandalous things (not that they don't deserve to be trashed) but Nick's channel simply talks about the Catholic Faith and I believe his primary objective *is* to educate us fully and help people learn about God and get to heaven. That's why I appreciate him.
Your work on The Catechism of Trent and how you connect it to the Sunday liturgy is outstanding. I very much appreciate it. You explain everything so well. You may not see the fruits of your work in this life but I’ve heard it said that God does not call us to be “successful “ only faithful.
You do a great job. My own channel has less than half the amount of subscribers, but I have been doing my channel for a couple of years. I also have almost no one that I know personally who watches, but the ones who do, through the midst of all the crappy comments, there are those who get ministered to, and really benefit from what I do, including converstions to the Faith. I know of your channel mostly from the AvoidingBablyon channel, but you have so many excellent insights, and are truly a blessing to the faithful. Thanks for what you do, brother, please keep it going. God Bless you and our Blessed Mother pray for you. 🙏
I really appreciated your video on practicing Lent the traditional way and inspired me to take that on this year. I'm a new catholic about 6 months in and it's been a massive undertaking to piece together what was lost since Vatican 2.. I think that's many people's experience even cradle catholics. Would love a series or course on how to live the faith day to day the way Christ intended for his church. How to understand and participate in the TLM. My family and I go every Sunday but it's overwhelming. Wishing I had a coach that could train me up to speed. Was assigned a sponsor when I joined but he's mia. Hope u find the path that suits u best. You've got an amazing wealth of the Knowledge Catholics desperately need. God Bless!!!
I think you are a wonderful teacher and enjoy learning from you not every one can get the message across but for me you can. I enjoy the lighter side of you on AB I think you are very funny and I pray you receive from God peace in whatever you decide to do. Thanks for all you do.😊
I have found that since I finished my traditional Catholic Master's degree, that family and friends tend to judge me harshly because of my faith, which is very isolating and can be lonely. I think this is a cross given to those who cling to the perennial faith of our fathers. Maybe social media is not the primary way that God wants you to serve Him. Maybe you could serve Him best in a religious vocation, where you know you would suffer for the faith! Even if you desire a home and family, doing God's will oftentimes requires us to set aside our own desires and accept what He wants of us. Just a thought.
I think you're doing an amazing job, Nick. You may not think you're doing much, but we're here watching your videos - and it sustains me in the faith. I help out my friend who has just started his own Catholic podcast channel, sit for hours and edit his videos and notes. He doesn't have the number of viewers and subscribers you have, but he knows, even if nobody watches a single one of his videos; knows it for the glory of God. I sometimes wish God gave me the ability and money for equipment to sit and record myself on subjects I know about (like you), it would be everything.
Dude, your 10 videos on the problems with the new mass, I watch once a month. And I only watch Avoiding Babylon when you are on. I would join your patron but I'm currently working 2 full time jobs from 2am to 6pm Monday through Saturday just to scrape by supporting my wife and 4 kids. You are by far my favorite TH-camr you can't quit!
I wish you all of life’s successes!! May all of your dreams come true!! God love you Nick!! 🙏
Hi Nicholas, I met you when you visited Corpus Christi when we used to have our Diocesan TLM. I enjoy your channel, and I especially enjoy your contribution to Avoiding Babylon, I think you with Anthony and Rob have amazing chemistry and the three of you make that show exponentially better than when you are not there. Your personal channel is great, and I enjoy it as well. I think for your personal channel if you upped the "entertainment" knob - if you'll indulge me - I think that would grow your viewership: cracked some jokes, added some satire, added a catchphrase (Like TM's "got out there and Be Salty"), anything along those lines, it might improve your reach. It sounds cheesy I know, but things like that if they are done genuinely are effective, and I think if you go into teaching, you will find that those sorts of things make for a better and more memorable teacher. And I hear you on the loneliness part, I was that way for quite a while before I met my wife and got married. I'm still lonely for Catholic friends often. It seems it is simply lonely being a faithful Catholic sometimes, but hang in there! Just some constructive suggestions for you. May God Bless you, Christian brother!
I have never heard of you until I watched this podcast at 4 IN THE MORNING. I just read a lot of comments. They are letters of thankyous. You have certainly touched people.
Keep up the good work. 🙏
I live in Boston and I am a traditional Roman Catholic.I appreciate you and your channel inspires me to follow the traditional faith and to seek out the SSPX and the TLM.
Your experience and feelings now could be spiritual attack. I also produce content on TH-cam and find it frustrating. My family doesn’t watch my content either and I don’t get a lot of support from my parish. But I find your content edifying and if your channel is growing, even if slowly, then that’s a good sign. You can also still do this while discerning if there is something else you should be doing more full time. Hang in there. I’m quite a bit older than you and have the exact same uncertainties lately. I’m beginning to think it’s spiritual attack and it could be for you too.
I'm subbed to your channel. Please don't go away either. I learn from you as well.
Nick, I always look forward to your talks. I can relate to your dilemma. When you become a traditional Catholic, then friends and family will distance themselves. They like the current relativism that everyone goes to heaven, and anyone who pinches their conscience must be avoided. You have taught me a lot from the other side of the Atlantic anyway, so whatever you decide to do, I think you will always have an impact on those you interact with. May God help you in this discernment.
I will pray for you and your discernment. I am learning about the CC. I work as a moderator for CALive. I am discerning the CC, and I appreciate your input and support, but it’s your decision, your life and your family. I can see you haven’t sold your soul for the $$$. I’m 68 years old and needed a purpose. I was disabled from age 36, so I know what you are talking about. Only people who can afford to or don’t care about their conscience are the people who are going to financially profit. I’m proud of you and sadly some take their faith for granted. God bless you young man.
I was looking forward to your videos on the New Mass. I think I’d watch more of your videos if they were shorter to make them more consumable and shareable. That being said, if you leave TH-cam, then I’m happy for you because you will have detached and made room for something better. When I think that we have to account for every word we’ve ever said, it makes me never want to run a channel or podcast.
Hey Nick. Not sure if you'll see this. I'm not a traditionalist, just a married dad in small town USA trying to make sense of things (though I do appreciate a traditional liturgy). But I want to say off the bat, your online content is really cool, and your presence on Avoiding Babylon is what really makes the podcast imo. You buck the stereotype of the "prideful traditionalist", whether that stereotype is fair or not. I'm so sorry you are feeling lonely. That is a very hard thing to deal with, especially today. I will remember you in our prayers tonight.
You've gotten a lot of folks in the comments telling you to continue, and their reasonings are quite fair. Here's the other side of the coin: there are many spiritual pitfalls to being a public figure. It's very easy to become wrapped up in "am I getting views, are my subscribers growing, are people viewing me." I notice seeds of this thinking in many online Catholic personalities. It's no knock on any of you. It's part of the game when you're trying to grow an online podcast business, because ultimately podcasting is a business. We viewers don't expect you to put in all this time for free! But perhaps you're being called to something else, something where you can focus your efforts on the real people in front of you rather than the virtual people on the internet. You say you have the heart of a teacher. But maybe the fact that the real people in your life aren't noticing your online content is a sign from God that He wants you to change things up, to make a concerted effort to reach them rather than people online. I'll leave you with the best quote from the best movie of all time. It's become something of a life philosophy for me. Perhaps it can be for you too.
St. Thomas More: Why not be a teacher? You'd be a fine teacher; perhaps a great one.
Richard Rich: If I was, who would know it?
St. Thomas More: You; your pupils; your friends; God. Not a bad public, that.
Thank you for your honestly… I love your insights and have had similar feelings about my work also… I will pray for you as you discern and follow God’s path for you. Nothing that you have done is ever wasted… perhaps a stepping stone to your next adventure. Perhaps it’s time to take a break and hike the Camino!! 📚 🥾🙏🌱
I like your videos, they've helped me out of the diocesan TLM to the SSPX. Obviously if this channel is keeping you from starting a family then just take a break, you don't need to end it for good.
I love you, right here by myself in my room in Chino (nowhere) CA. I'd be bummed if you went away. As far as fruit, you'll only really know after you die. Your reward will be great in Heaven. Hang in there brother,
I am 74. I loved it when you talked about films because you said it was a dream. At the end of my life I am still following my dreams and I hope you will do that. But don’t stop your podcasts. If you land a good guest make an episode. As you progress in films share your journey. If you meet someone share your romantic progress. Your honesty and vulnerability make you very special. Don’t give up until you are certain of a better path. Offer your best and don’t force yourself to be anything other than who you are. You are more successful already than you realize.
Be more (and less) in yourself. If you flourish in the faith you won’t flourish in skepticism
Just stumbled on this video and presenter. I’m not a tlm person but am catholic. I’d say having listened reasonably attentively that rather than immerse yourself in tlm culture and broadcasting to a narrow section of catholics…..drop it, go out into the world, mix with differing varieties of people a lot more. Help where you can , be considerate and kind where you can and see what it brings you.
New sub from Canada. YT muzzles content like yours.. don’t let discouragement speak louder than God.
🦋They say that a teacher affects eternity ~ nobody knows where his influence begins or ends. I’m thinking you have influenced many to a better way of thinking and will influence many more in the future. On or off TH-cam. Blessings sent. 🌹
The internet is filthy, I do enjoy you on AB 1000%. I have to admit, I love your love for the faith, I enjoy the knowledge you share. Personally I’d like books on say your series on V2, I have a hard time watching hours and hours of videos, I have to listen to AB on podcasts because I’m not a fan of video at the end of my day. I really feel for you in your position.
I watch you on Avoiding Babylon. You seem happy there but sad on The Traditional Thomist. You work best when with the AB guys. Stay there. You are a true Catholic scholar and you would make an excellent Catholic educator at the higher levels. Canon lawyers seem to get bogged down with a lot of negative stuff like annulments. Choose a path that you find joy in and God will guide you to make an impact on converting souls.
Nick,
Your videos are very good and productive.
You have a lot of knowledge and love for our church, and for this reason, you should consider continuing with this channel.
Praying for you🙏🙌
I say keep it up. You obviously are much better at making information more accessible than i or many others could make it. Also remember, this content will be available to people who may need it, just at the right time, long after you have moved on to something else. Still, you and your priest can discern your path much better than I, a stranger, can. Just keep your heart open for Jesus to fill it. God bless!
Keep it going even one soul you help is worth it , and we need more Sspx apologist and thomist TH-camrs that can make us understand better this theology that will always be the best
You've helped me in my faith very much! Prayers from Italy!
I believe this channel is very helpful to me. Your an honest soul that doesn't lie and seeks truth. I love this but if you feel it is better to just be an RCIA instructor or something different I am believe you will do great there as well. Will be missed if you leave.
The lack of relevance you express is something you no doubt share with many of the missionaries of the Faith in the Church's history. From the first apostles to the priest serving in our urban wastelands, the temptation is to measure success by fruitful consolations. In reality, the Church owes its success to those who percivered even when it appeared that their efforts were a waste of time.
Dear Traditional Thomist, please just keep going. We don't know the fruit while we are living in this world. But we will get to know when we are in the heaven. Moreover, we don't need to know the fruit here below. Only God knows and that's enough.
Don't stop. Ask Jesus to help you know what to do. Spend time with him in the Blessed Sacrament and tell him about it.
I highly value your insights and have learned a great deal from you. I will pray for you to find the best path forward.
God bless you Nicholas! Do what you feel is best. Viewers cannot tell you what to do with your life. It seems like you’re at a crossroads. The podcasts can be an outlet for your creativity if you continue. That doesn’t mean that God doesn’t have more plans for you. Pray, discern, and, most of all, offer up all your suffering for poor souls. God bless you!
I feel you. I came into the Church Easter of 21. I've been teaching RCIA at my parish ever since. I'm involved in a men's group (younger dad's like myself in their mid 30's). And I ask myself what actually is the fruit of it.
For lack of a better word, Karens are still in charge of the RCIA class. The older generation is still "spirit of V2-ish" although not near as bad as in the coasts (I'm in Kansas).
We cannot hope to know what God has planned. Reminds me of God responding to Job in Job 38 "“Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge?
3 Gird up your loins like a man,
I will question you, and you shall declare to me.
4 “Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth?
Tell me, if you have understanding.
5 Who determined its measurements-surely you know!
Or who stretched the line upon it?
6 On what were its bases sunk,
or who laid its cornerstone,
7 when the morning stars sang together,
and all the sons of God shouted for joy?"
His ways are not our ways. Let us seek to be faithful servants.
Carry on, young man. These moments of doubt are your forty days in the desert. Battle through 'em.
Im gonna be honest brother, i dont know what you should do. But i will say this, that i enjoy watching your videos
I think you should continue, you're doing a great job and are a refreshing alternative to the other Catholic channels, youve made a big impact on my views, and I am really looking forward to the videos going through Work of Human Hands that you mentioned on AB
Try meditating on the value of one single soul- do everything for the glory of God and take the ignoring of people in your parish towards you as a practice of humility, even if you helped save one single soul, every moment you spent working on this was worth it and invaluable!!! hugs
Thank you for what you have done with your channel so far! I think it is awesome!
That feeling of irrelevancy and loneliness may well be God leading you to a closer union with Him, through trials. I personally think you are called to something else, perhaps even priesthood. You know to leave it in His hands, and I pray that you will suffer this trial well, and listen to that small still voice within. Trust in Him.
And as long as you are here, be like St. Joseph and do what you do with great love and devotion.
God be with you, Nick.
I think Kennedy Hall was saying for those that are *truly* interested, writing a book is the best way to reach those that care more than watching a 19 minute and saying to themselves "well that settles that question!". Perhaps you should go down the route he has: have a Substack account, partially monetize content behind a paywall and otherwise write articles and books (for One Peter Five etc and TAN for example) - that way you reach people with real interest in the subjects you're talking about. Your Catechism of the Council of Trent series is really good so I would continue that if you can. I get a lot more benefit from this channel than, say, Timothy Gordon flexing his ego over TH-cam. God bless.
Keep going young man. We sometimes need the catechism explained for those of us who don't have easy access to a good teacher.