I've been dealing with my family holding the post against me. Something that had happened twenty-five years ago. It's just dumb for them to do this. I can't change the past only learn from it.
Nope not in my or my families lives. None of us knew guilt...e v e r. Some of us use innate intelligence. Just not my life's experience, my family's, my kids
6:39 My GUILT & REGET are so extremely bad,... and there is no way now, to make amends, or say im sorry. And, it WAS my fault, i am to blame. To just say. " its in the past, let ut go -move on", ... if was that simple. Ive since lost my career job that i loved. I' went into depression with anxiety, Guilt and shame. Unable to want to enjoy anything or go anywhere. I've lost all interests , hobbies, friends, neighbors, even family & self. I cannot understand WHY!, WHYi cannot just let it all go.!!, and find a way to move on, and be grateful for what I have?.. it doesn't make sense.... i should. Im not homeless., haven't died yet, ( though my mental/physical health is declining). Why am i Unable to see my situation as others?, and move on? If there is help for me, and my situation...... Pls help me 🙏
I think you need to see maybe a thriepst with out taking medicine affcors and to try to tell your self diffrent things, every one makes mistakes the best we can do is to move on and not do them anymore whice will make us a better person Its easy to say hard to belive but with repettion you will start to belive it
as I watch this video, I try to focus on what is being said... but, I can't. because I'm desperately, painfully lonely. drowning and suffocating in grief and in loneliness... today's a significant-important day for me. I should be out celebrating... but anything celebratory I could think to do, only sounds horrifically-awfully lonely. there's a person in my life... I cling to this person desperately, because they are all that I've got. they provide me with the *illusion* of love and friendship, but that's all it really is: an illusion. I want them to want me, to need me, to love me, to desire me, to ache for me, to long for me. and they don't. and I'm all alone. perpetually alone and single and in poverty, my whole damn life. I wish to die...
Bro, your death isn't a solution. Try to do something new in your life, like dance, play soccer ⚽, etc. It will bring new people to your life and you will let go old crap.
Dear Friend... We are unique and children of god..... We should love ourselves and detached from other people/circumstances ...... I pray for all the Goodness of life to you..... Great things are on the way...
I'm with you, I'm unable to pretend happiness, no matter what I, or family say to me. Depression is horrible,.. and when you loose your partner [ my wife], my mother & grandmother,... then your career job,.. then your health.... With GUILT , how is happiness attainable?... I hope you!, can somehow get the love you seek, and happiness and joy comes your way. 🙏
You are loved and missed Wayne - love this message
So so good!!🙏🌻💙
Love.
Thank you for the video 😊
I've been dealing with my family holding the post against me. Something that had happened twenty-five years ago. It's just dumb for them to do this. I can't change the past only learn from it.
Thanks a lot sir,
this is trillion dollars worth lesson to me.
yup,parents dont even know that they condition their children to be manipulated by others through guilt
Nope not in my or my families lives. None of us knew guilt...e v e r. Some of us use innate intelligence. Just not my life's experience, my family's, my kids
6:39
My GUILT & REGET are so extremely bad,... and there is no way now, to make amends, or say im sorry. And, it WAS my fault, i am to blame. To just say. " its in the past, let ut go -move on", ... if was that simple. Ive since lost my career job that i loved. I' went into depression with anxiety, Guilt and shame. Unable to want to enjoy anything or go anywhere. I've lost all interests , hobbies, friends, neighbors, even family & self. I cannot understand WHY!, WHYi cannot just let it all go.!!, and find a way to move on, and be grateful for what I have?.. it doesn't make sense.... i should. Im not homeless., haven't died yet, ( though my mental/physical health is declining). Why am i Unable to see my situation as others?, and move on? If there is help for me, and my situation...... Pls help me 🙏
I think you need to see maybe a thriepst with out taking medicine affcors and to try to tell your self diffrent things, every one makes mistakes the best we can do is to move on and not do them anymore whice will make us a better person
Its easy to say hard to belive but with repettion you will start to belive it
SUFFER NO MORE
as I watch this video,
I try to focus on what is being said...
but, I can't.
because I'm desperately,
painfully lonely.
drowning and suffocating
in grief and in loneliness...
today's a significant-important day for me.
I should be out celebrating...
but anything celebratory I could think to do,
only sounds horrifically-awfully lonely.
there's a person in my life...
I cling to this person desperately,
because they are all that I've got.
they provide me with the *illusion*
of love and friendship, but that's all it really is:
an illusion. I want them to want me,
to need me, to love me, to desire me,
to ache for me, to long for me.
and they don't. and I'm all alone.
perpetually alone and single and in poverty,
my whole damn life. I wish to die...
Bro, your death isn't a solution. Try to do something new in your life, like dance, play soccer ⚽, etc. It will bring new people to your life and you will let go old crap.
🥲
Dear Friend... We are unique and children of god..... We should love ourselves and detached from other people/circumstances ...... I pray for all the Goodness of life to you..... Great things are on the way...
I'm with you, I'm unable to pretend happiness, no matter what I, or family say to me. Depression is horrible,.. and when you loose your partner [ my wife], my mother & grandmother,... then your career job,.. then your health.... With GUILT , how is happiness attainable?... I hope you!, can somehow get the love you seek, and happiness and joy comes your way. 🙏
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