I miss my brother, he hung himself 2 years ago and even though it was two years ago I still cry myself to sleep every night knowing he's not with us anymore he was my reason for living. It feels like he died yesterday I miss him so so much I wish I could have talked to him but I was to late I was the one who found him :'( that's something I can never un see
+WeezerTv GameTalk Im sorry man that must be tough to see and experience I hope you are doing alright and all I can say is just do better in life man and achieve for him
I know how you feel. Last year my boyfriend texted me during class saying he loves me and goodbye. I called him 6 times then ran to his house. i ran upstairs and looked for him, he was in the guest bathroom. He'd filled the tub halfway and slit his wrists deep. I pulled him out of the tub and held him crying saying he was gonna make it, that WE were going to be okay. He said to me and i will never forget, "Lauren, Goodbye I love you and never forget that." I felt his body go limp and I called he cops. I still cry every night, I wake up in the middle of the night crying or screaming. Hotel Books was his favorite artist, And every night i sleep to this song hoping it will get better.
Losing a loved one alone is hard, being the one to find them when they have harmed themselves is even harder. I did it. I found my boyfriend at the time hanging in his mom's barn. I walked in and saw him there. I'll never be the same.
I wake up angry everyday that I’m alive and spend the day debating on taking my life. This has been going on for over a year now so Maybe your brother is finally at peace.
Hotel Brooks, you are one of the most beautiful bands I have ever been able to have the gift of getting to hear. I may not know you. But I feel you more than you'll ever understand. Thank you for making this song and never lose your flames. You are beautiful in every viable way possible. Thank you for making music for you to share.
The song is about a friend that Cam had in church. His friend was a cross dressing boy who was rejected by the pastor and the church body and one day while his friend was walking home from a church service he was texting Cam about how he felt rejected while he was walking and was murdered.
Brings back the memories of when this came out. I was right there experiencing the same type of pain. Hotel books was my therapy. Brought me alot of tears.
It’s hard to put into words my appreciation for a gift such as Cam’s way with words. Especially because nothing I can say or type will ever give proper justice to the amount of clarity his words have given me. Reading these comments below about pain, tragedy and growth has and will always be my motivation to do my part of adding some love to this world of uncertainty. Thank you all to those who have helped me see this so clear. At least clear at times. Live
I watched my friend die in a car accident and this is the only song that genuinely captures how feels. It makes me you’re not alone and all alone at the same time.
too many times car crashes take so many loved ones from us, usually way too soon. it's heart wrenching. Rest in peace to ALL of the angels God needed back.
“Because you were the first person that loved me in any real way. And now I stand six feet above where you lay. And if I get one thing right in this life, I pray, that it'll be sharing love with everybody. The same love that you shared with me” I miss you....
I discovered this band a couple months ago, and I really love them! I was surprised to find a band with a similar BAAO sound and that their "songs" are really all spoken words. Which is very unique and amazing! I hope you guys tour and come to Reading, Pa!
Who ever you are reading this. Cheer up! U are special . One day you will find peace with someone who is truly love you. So smile! Something will happen really nice for you no matter how u think the world hate you today ❤❤❤
my best friend just died in a car accident. she was driving. she was turning onto a dirt road and lost control. flipped numerous times. she was wearing her seatbelt yet still she left. the other 2 girls lived. my heart hurts and i'm in pain. i have cried myself to sleep these past 2 nights. i have stopped trying. i wake up, lay in my bed, get dressed, pull my hair up, and leave. i don't brush my hair or put on any makeup. i sit at my school desk holding back tears all day. i've lost all motivation to live and to even try.
Annabelle Mick It's been 6 months, I hope you're feeling better. Don't go down without a fight, man. Your friend wouldn't want you to be depressed about her passing. So carry her memory wherever you go and keep it and yourself safe!
I really wanna know if there's a story behind this song. If not, then I still love how his voice held so much emotion in it that it made us actually believe that there was a story behind this.
This... this is how it happened. this is exactly how it went. when I lost you. when I held your head in my lap and stroked your head. when I knew, somehow, that you were already gone... my love... My Paradise C.L.T.
lost a few friends good friends and even my cousin to street racing and now I'm 18 and started racing and when people ask me why I say cos I love my friends who are now somewhere else then with us and my cousin and I know if they were there with me they would say "don't be a bitch down shift and show him what fast is" and that's exactly what I do if it kills me I'll die with a smile on my face when I go down I'll tell you that much RIP Chris and Luke I love you bro's
+Cole Leaker (Vinylography) i was focusing on the postive until ur dumbass had to pointlessly add ur dumbass comment. shit... nice try with ur comeback though it was cute
+InsidAero yeah, they got keyboard too im pretty sure. i know they use a couple pedals on the guitars. and most of their songs have 2 guitars over each other. its pretty average equipment wise, but the way they play is unique in multiple ways
this is the band that i would listen to at 2 in the morning when i can't sleep
Everday man..
Same.
lol what I'm doing right now
it's 1:36, i'm a little early.
4:17am, hello
I have terrible anxiety, and most of the time I can't sleep. This band helps calm me down so much, sometimes even helps me sleep. Thank you.
DGL's3rdGen 🙏💙
I didn't know I had a heart until I heard this
Same
+tay styles 💕
what. same, fammmm
I only embraced my heart when I listen to cam, (hotel books).
I miss my brother, he hung himself 2 years ago and even though it was two years ago I still cry myself to sleep every night knowing he's not with us anymore he was my reason for living. It feels like he died yesterday I miss him so so much I wish I could have talked to him but I was to late I was the one who found him :'( that's something I can never un see
+WeezerTv GameTalk Im sorry man that must be tough to see and experience I hope you are doing alright and all I can say is just do better in life man and achieve for him
I'm so sorry ): Just do your best, I know its hard, do your best for him, he'll always be looking over you
I know how you feel. Last year my boyfriend texted me during class saying he loves me and goodbye. I called him 6 times then ran to his house. i ran upstairs and looked for him, he was in the guest bathroom. He'd filled the tub halfway and slit his wrists deep. I pulled him out of the tub and held him crying saying he was gonna make it, that WE were going to be okay. He said to me and i will never forget, "Lauren, Goodbye I love you and never forget that." I felt his body go limp and I called he cops. I still cry every night, I wake up in the middle of the night crying or screaming. Hotel Books was his favorite artist, And every night i sleep to this song hoping it will get better.
Losing a loved one alone is hard, being the one to find them when they have harmed themselves is even harder. I did it. I found my boyfriend at the time hanging in his mom's barn. I walked in and saw him there. I'll never be the same.
I wake up angry everyday that I’m alive and spend the day debating on taking my life. This has been going on for over a year now so Maybe your brother is finally at peace.
My heart shattered hearing his powerful words mixed in with the sad tone in his voice....
Hotel Brooks, you are one of the most beautiful bands I have ever been able to have the gift of getting to hear. I may not know you. But I feel you more than you'll ever understand. Thank you for making this song and never lose your flames. You are beautiful in every viable way possible. Thank you for making music for you to share.
la dispute is so much better
***** fuck them. Their time is over. BAOO and hotel books if where it's at.
Are you a guy?
@@ryangski22 really hope that isn’t you in your pfp 💀💀💀
Hotel Books, delivering the ultimate feels fresh and warm to your front door since 2011.
so much emotion in each and every word
this song makes me cry
every lyric hits my heart so sharply
The song is about a friend that Cam had in church. His friend was a cross dressing boy who was rejected by the pastor and the church body and one day while his friend was walking home from a church service he was texting Cam about how he felt rejected while he was walking and was murdered.
Lots of sad people in the comments. Stay positive, stay hopeful.
I'm speechless, I can only say a big and powerful thank you, Hotel Books. For everything, every word, every emotion. Thank you.
I inhaled this world for so long i tore out my lungs
This makes my heart heavy.
I still remember listeing to this when it came out, and all the feelings that it brought... like every each one of their songs... i love this band.
Mario Garofano NE GEIA SAS
psyxh mou..
Brings back the memories of when this came out. I was right there experiencing the same type of pain. Hotel books was my therapy. Brought me alot of tears.
Man, never gets old. 🙏🏻 Hotel books. Can’t have dry eyes with this band
incredibly moving and powerful..
Cam, thank you for your voice and your words. You soothe and fill the hollowness.
It’s hard to put into words my appreciation for a gift such as Cam’s way with words. Especially because nothing I can say or type will ever give proper justice to the amount of clarity his words have given me. Reading these comments below about pain, tragedy and growth has and will always be my motivation to do my part of adding some love to this world of uncertainty. Thank you all to those who have helped me see this so clear. At least clear at times. Live
I'd love to hear a Hotel Books / BAAO Collab.
I wholeheartedly agree with you!!! This is soo amazing
Hotel Books + Listener.
There, that's better ;)
Or Hotel Books and La Dispute. Seems like that would fit better.
or a hotel books, flatsound, and dandelion hands massive collab. im ready.
sOMeBoDy important Yes!
Hotel Books always delivers.
r.i.p taylor. my best friend you were taken from me just at 14 in a car crash. I miss you every day.
this is the greatest thing I've heard all year
Loads of emotion in this
The end kills me..
I watched my friend die in a car accident and this is the only song that genuinely captures how feels. It makes me you’re not alone and all alone at the same time.
I have never found comfort in words as easily as these have…
this song makes me cry so hard
This song inspired my best receive poem I had a crowd in tears I’ll forever love this song
The ending is actually "scream hallelujah until you 'cough up blood'." It's from another song of theirs.
Cevannanana so is “because you beckoned me and you lessened me and no other life could accommodate my blindfold so easily”
This is one of my favourite set of lyrics from Hotel Books :3
I can't begin to explain what Hotel Books has done for me. I haven't connected with lyrics like this in a very, very long time.
his voice.
I guess knowing that im not the only one in such a shiity place in life that it shows the light on whats to come...
They are so underrated I wish more people knew about them, and his talent 😩❤️💯
This song kills me every time.
I first listened to this a few years ago and now I'm back again :")
Love this band sooo much also if you like them I recommend sleeping at last
Rest in Peace Toby.
I will forever love and miss you.
Scream hallelujah until you come alive, the devil came for our lungs but he left with our love.
Anybody still here listening in 2022… it’s what keeps me going each day.. didn’t know if anybody else felt the same way.
Man , goosebumps.
Saw this band at soma San Diego . Cried like a baby. Been in love ever since.
RIP Cameron. He was too young to die. Way too young. He had such a future ahead of you.
This band, gets me so emotional. It's so powerful, and just wow. ; o ; It's really good, and so meaningful.
too many times car crashes take so many loved ones from us, usually way too soon. it's heart wrenching. Rest in peace to ALL of the angels God needed back.
I miss you more then anything cody. Please come back. you're all i think about and I wish you were here still.
“Because you were the first person that loved me in any real way. And now I stand six feet above where you lay. And if I get one thing right in this life, I pray, that it'll be sharing love with everybody. The same love that you shared with me”
I miss you....
I discovered this band a couple months ago, and I really love them! I was surprised to find a band with a similar BAAO sound and that their "songs" are really all spoken words. Which is very unique and amazing! I hope you guys tour and come to Reading, Pa!
THE TEARS ARE REALLL!
yes
please invouge youtube channel
please write lyrics in the description in every video
Who ever you are reading this. Cheer up! U are special . One day you will find peace with someone who is truly love you. So smile! Something will happen really nice for you no matter how u think the world hate you today ❤❤❤
Miss u dad.
Beautiful.
Cold chills
Being as an ocean had a baby with la dispute and this is the product
just found this guys! so true! amazing...
Personally, Hotel Books is much better.
These guys are AMAZING
R.I.P Jon Herb 🙏👼
Hope you know I still love you💕
my best friend just died in a car accident. she was driving. she was turning onto a dirt road and lost control. flipped numerous times. she was wearing her seatbelt yet still she left. the other 2 girls lived. my heart hurts and i'm in pain. i have cried myself to sleep these past 2 nights. i have stopped trying. i wake up, lay in my bed, get dressed, pull my hair up, and leave. i don't brush my hair or put on any makeup. i sit at my school desk holding back tears all day. i've lost all motivation to live and to even try.
Annabelle Mick It's been 6 months, I hope you're feeling better. Don't go down without a fight, man. Your friend wouldn't want you to be depressed about her passing. So carry her memory wherever you go and keep it and yourself safe!
Rip Karlton Robert Browning I love you dad and I miss you every day
i was afraid to change, but i was afraid of not changing💔
This is sooo good.
Rest in peace little sister... 11/13/19...
Gem from 10th grade, blessed that I came across this again
I really wanna know if there's a story behind this song. If not, then I still love how his voice held so much emotion in it that it made us actually believe that there was a story behind this.
This... this is how it happened. this is exactly how it went. when I lost you. when I held your head in my lap and stroked your head. when I knew, somehow, that you were already gone... my love...
My Paradise C.L.T.
I love how he changed the song up from is other album "Everything we could have done differently"
I heard this on 8tracks and I just fell in love with it oh my god
Fly high Elise
R.I.P Allan, R.I.P TJ.
R.I.P Timmy,
Hope you guys are all smiling down on us.
This whole album speaks to me describes everything that im going through minus the last song
This... Ahg. YES! So Good.
So good ♥
this song describes my life i am working on doing a cover just because i love HOTEL BOOKS
lost a few friends good friends and even my cousin to street racing and now I'm 18 and started racing and when people ask me why I say cos I love my friends who are now somewhere else then with us and my cousin and I know if they were there with me they would say "don't be a bitch down shift and show him what fast is" and that's exactly what I do if it kills me I'll die with a smile on my face when I go down I'll tell you that much
RIP Chris and Luke I love you bro's
Rip Corey La Barrie fly high love💙🌹
One day, I would love Hotel book and flatsound to collaborate.
Has anybody got an instrumental or background song for this? I love this too much i wanted to do something similar
this song made my cry when I saw you
holy fuck i am crying wtf
Who is the boy in the photo with cam ?
every day i wish we could trade places
Although I like this, it isn't really a song, it's more a poem with some music thrown in
yeah, like a less crazy dan smith (listener)
Yes. It's called Spoken Word. lol
A song about before and after a car crash holy isrjugnirpgn
Just fucking amazing
so he lost a girlfriend in a wreck that he caused? or is it all metaphorically? sorry new to this band
Could be interpreted both ways; but since he's a poet, most likely metaphorically; in speaking in terms of their relationship.
so fucking good
this.
God I miss you... Why wasn't it me?..
or why neither of you??? just instead of you or else the other one would hurt . Dumbass
+FACILITATE300 don't be rude to ppl you don't know you may not know what they have gone trough and your probably gunna make it worse
+Brydon Carter if u actually read my comment im focusing on the positive besides the "Dumbass comment"
+Cole Leaker (Vinylography) i was focusing on the postive until ur dumbass had to pointlessly add ur dumbass comment. shit... nice try with ur comeback though it was cute
+Cole Leaker (Vinylography) thats all u got to say??? haha ur so weak on comebacks? u dident even answer my question ur the "dumbass"
What are the backing instruments used in this? Like, what exactly do they use to make their music?
Guitar, bass, drums.
Kameron Korom That's all? There seems to be an ambience to it.
+InsidAero at least live that's all they use. Haha.
+InsidAero yeah, they got keyboard too im pretty sure. i know they use a couple pedals on the guitars. and most of their songs have 2 guitars over each other. its pretty average equipment wise, but the way they play is unique in multiple ways
HaiL Phoenix That's more of what I was looking for. Thanks!
first time I'm listening what is this genre
Raspy scream + acoustics. HNNNG
emo relapse commence
Got it to 700! Fucking amazing song...😞
listeners exploading in the sky
And everyday I wish we could trade places
We need the lyrics!!!
This song... It reminds me of my boyfriend who was hit by a car 3 years ago
this fucking song.
I'm in love with you....