a meditation for the soul
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 19 ก.ย. 2024
- I wrote this meditation with the purpose of instilling calm and reassurance by reminding you of the truths of your eternal soul. as humans we fall victim to stress because we sweat the petty things and get caught up in all the messages we receive of how we're not enough and we're doing everything wrong and it's all our fault if we fail to cope with an inherently overwhelming existence. so by taking you out of that perspective I hope your mind can return to peace and the unshakeable knowing that you belong on this earth and are allowed to exist in your own right.
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AND WHEN THE WORLD NEEDED HER MOST... SHE CAME BACK!
Actually, we needed her months ago. Let's be honest about that. Though admittedly she owes us nothing.
A hundred years passed and my brother and I discovered the new Avata… oh wait she came back. Nvm we’re all good.
The best comment
And the soy Boy simps are not far away 😂
😂
It's been 80 years... but I can still smell the incense like it was yesterday...
More like 84
Funny, to me, it is like a 1,000 distance.
interesting name
@@Cro1232cro name? That's just a handle I use.
Time to transcend this mortal plane for the next 16 minutes, what a blessing 🙌
16 minutes is a blessing for you? Well, as Jesus said "You will always have the poor (in spirit) amongst you"
@@mikaelthompson8477what
@@mikaelthompson8477 bro chill, it's because of the video time limit
@@Zelda2829 bruh bro bruhhhhh chill. If I was your brother I'd be intently disappointed. I'm just glad I don't know you, and you didn't receive the message, guy
@@mikaelthompson8477 lmao, I'm sorry for you, must have been through something, I hope you can recover soon, stay strong bro 😀🙏
Will have to listen to this more often given my current circumstances. Been homeless since mid March, which has made my already fragile mental health come close to shattering more times that I would care to admit. I've gotten some help here and there, and despite my best efforts to find work while I wait to get on disability, it's been anything but easy. I know people say anything worth doing is never easy, and I do believe that. But given I'm starting from nothing, while unlearning a crap ton of things my toxic parents shoved into my head (I.e. Everyone else comes first and you come a distant second or not at all, and the only reason why you were brought into this world was to take care of your parents and nothing else), I can't help but feel that no matter what I do, I'm not going to come out on top.
It takes a lot of bravery to write this out. I empathize with not being able to be a kid in childhood. Believe it works out even just for today because I hope one day it will make sense to you. Be the adult you needed when you were a kid and you will always be in the right place.
Hoping for the best for you. May you find your way soon.
I hope things get better for you soon💜
I wish the best for you. I commend you for holding onto hope in such a situation. I believe you will succeed.
I too was homeless after being a married. Stay at home mom raising three children for 24 years…In a state that we had just moved to, so I didn’t know anybody! We got divorced and he refused to pay his monthly support and it left me homeless and therefore he got custody of our children that he wasn’t even paying on grrr! I was homeless for approximately two years and the winters we got snow. I was completely alone and very depressed and hopeless as well… you just can’t give up Hope! You just need to remind yourself how resilient and strong you are and you’ll get through it and yes, there’s many ways that you can go up from where you are now!❤️🫶🏼 Heck start an ASMR channel when you have those empty moments to work on it! When I was homeless, I almost started an ASMR channel and was going to call it “ASMR in my car” So now you can use it instead.🤗
Dude this is so crazy, I was literally JUST rewatching Ozark Tales thinking "esc reality hasn't posted in a min..." AND THEN THE NEW MIXTAPE LITERALLY DROPS!!! qwom,g m,ust be that cosmic eneryg i been hearing about
I listened to this late at night, and eventually drifted into shallow sleep. I felt like I was tripping out without being under the influence of anything. I thought to myself…I’m 30 with no husband, no kids, no house of my own, no college degree or high status anything…but it was fine because I felt more of a soul than a body. I even envisioned passing away peacefully in my sleep, and was ready to accept it. Maybe that sounds a bit weird or morbid, but I wanna say it’s a good thing. I am learning to try to detach from my hurts and past, and guided meditations/hypnosis/ subliminals helps me. I like that yours has a bit of a gothic asmr feel.
It's a hell of a thing living under the expectations of having life solved by the age of 30, but times have changed and have become more challenging and it's understandable if you don't have all of those things yet. Don't lose yourself in the middle of the muddy waters, you'll eventually reach the shore and you'll be in a better place in your life.
Love from Gallifrey ❤❤
It sounds like a Buddhist death meditation. Cool stuff
I have literally checked her channel so many times over the last few months waiting for a new video!
You always go back to her. She's the incarnation of the mysticism.
The Queen returned to the throne once again
Thank you, sincerely. This is so incredibly gentle.
I hope you never again sprain an ankle, never again get a paper cut, never again stub your toe. I hope you always have an umbrella for when it rains ❤️
I know you understand synchronisity so perhaps you'll belive me when I say this feels like it was so perfectly timed. I'm sat here in the shattered remains of a world I belonged to for 5+ years (or longer by some definitions). All my waypoints by which I navigate the world no longer exist but I still feel trapped by their after-image. I've been subscribed to you since the early coffee-awakening days but nothing you've ever done has seemed so perfectly timed or relevent to me as this does right now. Thank you. You might've saved me doing something stupid tonight.
things must first leave your life in order for new things to enter. center yourself, pick up the pieces and clean up the mess. better things are coming
someday everything will work out for you
I am literally flipping back and forth between pissed and depressed all day, then, Behold! 🙏
Deprissed.
@@whimsybomb7929self-pissed
@@whimsybomb7929 Pissessed!
"are allowed to exist in your own right" that gives me comfort
"Don't judge yourself too harshly," with a kind smile...
I needed this today... Thank you
I'm so glad to see you back!
Hell yeah, glad to see you’re back!
I cannot express how thankful I am for your efforts, your care, your entire existence. It really is a blessing to me and by the looks of it, others here as well. Thank you for being you. Thank you for this ♥️.
🙏🏻
put this on at work and for a short burst of time all was right with the world
The sleepy queen has returned 🖤
I always find darker, deeper sounds/music more relaxing, i can never relax to the higher pitch ones in some meditation vids, so thnx so much these background meditation sounds/music are very comforting and more in tune with my emotions, its low dremy and comforting ❤️
I haven't watched yet but commenting for the algi, just in the time I've been writing this I'm massively relaxed. This is what I'm sleeping to tonight! Can't wait!
.... It's been 84 years..
Very glad to see a new video on here❤
i'm not convinced this had any further planning than just stepping in front of the camera and straight channeling... beautiful work as always ❤
The legend returns
I’ve been listening to your audios for years. Fallen asleep to your videos hundreds of times. Incredibly blessed to have your art in my life
I really needed this. Thank you for coming back.
My dad will be gone two years come the 26th, i can't tell you how much i appreciate this and at no better time.
don't think I've ever genuinely been brimming with excitement for an upload before. Thank god
This has got to be the greatest moment of my Life. WELCOME BACK!!!
perfect voice !!!
Wow, this was amazing. Really thought you were actually speaking to me due to how accurate all of the comments you made were for me. Thank you, great video!
return of the queen
I haven’t even watched this yet but I wanted to say how excited I am to see it here! Thank you!
I've been looking forward to this. Been a hectic month, and August only just started lol
welcome back!
So sorely needed and so otherworldly comforting as usual!!! Thank you
And when the world needed her most, she appeared!!!! Always love your videos - my insomnia is no match for your voice 🥰
So happy to see you post
the mystic lady returns
So happy she's back, I really needed this. Esc's content always helped me through crappy times where I needed to escape (pun intended). If I was ever struggling to sleep, I knew two of her vids was all I needed. I've just happened upon some bad times again, and just like the universe willed it, a new video. I hope she knows how much she's helped me
Oddly enough I had just been thinking about you and wondering how you and your kitty were doing. I remember that she had been sick and I hope all is well. Thank you for bringing us a beautiful healing session.🖤
This helped me. I'm glad to see a video from you. I hope the nights have been gentle to you 🖤
One of the best asmr channels out there, I'm so happy you're posting again 🥹
I'm glad to hear you again, I hope you're doing well !
OMG you’re back tysmmm!❤❤
You have been missed, always happy to see a new video from you 🖤
This music in the background is just amazing! Such Morton Feldman vibes for me, could just listen to this music for days! Thank you!
oooooh shes back!! ❤❤
This can only be the greatest treat since months.
Edit: Confirmed this was wonderful, gave me excat the soul core deep going serene relieve & relxation i needed to don't get crazy again today, thank you Ally you gem!
return of a legend!! 🖤
Pure relaxation I love it, thank youuu 🖤
The background music is sooooo good!!! It’s simple and rhythmic but the chords are very interesting compositions; sometimes they’re almost dissonant which makes the music a little more complex. Fun and interesting to listen to but still calm and relaxing, such a perfect choice!
I found this very relaxing.
I listened to it multiple times.
Thank you.
☮
Another inspiring meditation. Thank you Ally ❤
Very happy that you're still around!
i love her eyes
I didn't knew you until I've found this video, but it felt like destiny. My entire being feels out of place and everything feels so chaotic in my life, so it was very healing finding a place and a moment to focus on your peaceful and graceful words. Thank you so much 😊
I SAW THE NOTIF AND I COULDNT BELIEVE IT! GLAD TO SEE YOUR BACK QUEEN
I hope you're doing well! Really happy to see a new video from you ☺️
The dark Queen of asmr si back !!
Welcome back. I love the mood of your videos they're haunting in a good way.
love it, one of my first asmr ever saw
GOAT standing on business with another banger.
We missed you! This was so needed! Thank you!
Thank you 💜
so great to see new work of yours. So very great.
Delightful and insightful. Intuitive as always. I am lucky to have listened.
I spent so long the other night searching for this channel. What I was much younger I fell asleep to your singing videos for months straight and they were the only thing that helped my insomnia
Yay she back again. for a other ASMR session. Let's begin start with meditation. ❤😊
The aura is strong with this one
Thank you for posting a new video!
Nice to have you back
Always the best...
Omggggg... I was just watching some of your old videos last night! This has me feeling so 🥰🥰🥰
Thank you for this rejuvenating session.
I love this so much. Everyone tells me to go easier on myself and I just don't know how. This is perfect. Thank you so much.
queen is back
You’re back! You were missed ❤️
Oh my gosh you really do come back when the world needs you the most. I just vented to my friends about slipping back into depression but I'm at work so breakdown has to wait, went to search for something comforting to listen to, for which your videos are often my go-to, and I can't believe my eyes, there's a new one! Bless you ♥️
Glad to have you back!! Missed you so much!!
This is perfect. Thank you.
this is really relaxing and calming and much needed. you are one of my favorite youtubers. thanks for all you do. you are much appreciated.
wake up yall the queen posted!!!
The moon queen is back.
I know you’ve done a fair amount of these and I’ve enjoyed them in the past but WOW this one was effective at knocking me out. Exactly what I needed last night, thank you
Youknowhowlongivebeenwaitingforthis
Super glad you're back!!! Btw, the background music gives me Silent Hill 2 vibes but MUCH more relaxing. 😅😂😂
The master has returned. You are the benchmark I judge everyone else's videos against. No one has ever come near. Nothing more to say.
I don't know what but something in your voice is so calming and ageless❤
Oh my god. She's back.
I had to put my furbaby down yesterday out of nowhere, I really needed this, ty.
sorry for your loss. been there in april
@Escreality thank you, I appreciate it
You're back 😭🖤 my year has officially reached its peak, thank you for blessing us .
Thank you so much for coming back!
You have been missed.
Yay! I am so happy right now! Thank you for uploading a video! You are the best!
Thank you for coming back, I've watched your old asmrs like 10 times each
So happy to see another video from you , ive been a long time follower , the vibe and calm your uploads bring is perfect , thank you for the work you put in each one.
Hail to the Queen
One of the most underrated ASMR channels
A blessing desperately needed, thank you.
Thank you for the new video. I needed this more than I realized. You are an amazing person, and I am forever grateful for the work you do.
Welcome back! She's my favorite Goth ASMRtist!