i almost died
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 30 ม.ค. 2022
- so scary 😔😔
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Benji fr be the only one that has survived the immortal snail 💀💀💀
YES I WAS WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO MAKE THIS REFERENCE HAHA
@@BenjiKrol wow hahah
It's okay
Ew snails nasty
Benji you liek snails gross
I’m glad you’re still here
love u nadine :)
@@BenjiKrol ahh helllloo benji. I literally love you so much. You made 2020-2021 so much better for me. You are the most creative, the bravest and the CUTEST person ever. I would love to meet you irl and just chat next to a coffee or something, to get to know your beautiful soul little better. Have a great day!!
hi
Hallo Nadine. Wie geht es dir? Ich bin euch beiden Benji und Nadine untergeordnet, ich wusste nicht, dass ihr alle redet oder rumhängt, aber ich liebe dieses Power-Duo
Me too ❤️😊
Seeing Benji crying made me cry 😢 So glad you're still here. ❤
SAME
I drowned while I was 2 and 8
When
sameee
@@Wilburrrfmok
Stop. He almost made me cry because I have thought about ending my life so many times, and I almost had the courage to do so. If it wasn't for my friends talking me out of it, I wouldn't be here today. Benji has been such an encouragement for me to keep going and stay here. I love you, Benji, and just know that your own experiences have encouraged me not to go off and leave this world behind! Thank you so so so so much for all that you do! It truly means a lot to me, and I'm sure you have inspired so many others as well! Have a good day!
cool flex!
@@lamp7766 what the hell is wrong with you
@@ElliDraws.15why the hello would you say that!!!
Omg are you ok u am so sorry for someone these replies.we really ran into the darkside of the I telnet here.please reply I am worried sick
@@hind4339bro What?
I'm so proud of you for surviving all of that and I'm so glad you're still with us. Your videos helped me go through alot which makes me feel like I owe you for it. I love you. Stay strong ❤
I could literally listen to you talk and tell stories for hours. I'm really proud of you for surviving through all of this. Ily Benji!
Elizabeth Blair me and my bffs name combined
Me too 😁
aw we love you Benji ❤ if you're ever feeling down just know we're all here for you and i hope you're doing well :) stay strong
we love you benji!! this is a personal topic for me because i had a close friend who would’ve made an attempt if i wouldn’t have said something to my mother and getting him help before it… thank you for being brave and sharing this important moment in your life and we are so glad you are still here with us today ❤
Never been so invested in someone's eternal expericnces of almost dying till now💀
Jokes aside, I'm glad you're here. We all are here for you, Benji. Always been always will
HE'S BACK
and also the fact that he got emotional just talking about it.. that's crazy. we are always here for you, ben.
Benji is a really really lucky person because the times he almost died a lot of people died from. I am really grateful that Benji is okay and i hope he will continue his life happily.Everyone love's Benji Krol no matter how old or how young everyone should show their care to Benji Krol. :)
keep on showing care to your friends and family everyone!!!
Aw Benji I'm so sry you have delt with that. I personally have been in the same situation you were in and I know we're your coming from, but we love and support you all the way. I know when your that far into your depression this means nothing but it's true never forget it❤️
Hey benji, I’m really glad your still here in 2022 with us.
It’s okay to not happy, Even if your still sad you still have us
HE LIKED
@@lunia3291 he liked because your a really sweet person💗
No one:
Benji: “tries to drink bubbles” ✌️😎
LMAO THIS IS WHY I LOVE THIS DUDE HES AMAZING
AHH OMG WAIT AHHH HE JUST LIKED THIS WAIT IM LITERALLY CRYING
LMAFO FR I LOVE HIM
9:15 benji i am so sorry. i hate seeing u sad, ik how hard it is to talk abt that, but i'm glad u are still here.
I just started watching your channel because I saw you on tiktok- and now I feel like I've known you on here for years your stories were very interesting and I loved to hear them BUT you are very blessed to still be here like it really is a blessing. And I am starting to love your channel, I am subscribing.😄 we love u benji😄 NO I WASNT SUBBED BUT NOW I AM. Yea.
You weren’t already subbed?😔
@@mzstefk I just found his TH-cam channel
i’m really glad you’re still here benji i wanted to let you know how much you helped me with my mental health. Even if it’s just little pieces of advice like you include in your videos it helped more than you know. Love ya benji 💕
agreed love u Benji!!!!!😍
he's brave speaking about his feelings and like what happened. he literally almost died so many times. I'm so glad you're here Benji, love you!
9:18 I just want to give Benji a hug 🥺🥺🥺🥺
I struggle with depression and I think about dying sometimes and then I imagine how much more there is to live and everyone else around me who loves me
I really missed you on TH-cam benji, I am very happy that you are back and also very excited for all the content!!
This time i'm here to stay!
@@BenjiKrol YES BESTIE SLAYY
@@BenjiKrol SLAAAAAAAAYYYYY
@@BenjiKrol make more recipe videos pleaaase, like the one “cake” you did. emphasis on the “”
@@BenjiKrol ❤️❤️
Seeing you tear up and your voice cracking literally broke me. Im so proud of you for overcoming any dark and negative thoughts you have had in the past just know we all care and love you so much Benji!!!❤❤💞
i’m actually crying right now from at the end of the video when benji was talking about mental health it really meant a lot to me that you are sharing about how you go through struggles too and when you said “it might feel like the world is crumbling against you but that doesn’t mean it’ll feel like that forever” it really meant so much to me.
also you are such a cool person like you have more than four near-death experiences 😂
thank you so much for yet another amazing video and keep up the Good work. i’m so happy you are doing better than you were before ❤ ilysm benji
Awwww benji the last ones made me tear up as when my mum got diagnosed with cancer I had thoughts like that 😢😢😢 I hope your mental health is better❤❤❤
Benji no olvides que todos tus fans te amamos y estamos acá para vos, sos muy fuerte y estoy muy orgullosa de vos
contexto?
ALO COMO ESTSA👁👁👅💟💌❤💋
Benji we are always going to be here for you whenever you need us and your not alone your never alone
For some reason you talking about how life is worth living is making me think of all my life and if I keep living I’ll see people I love die. This is making me cry so much right now. I’m happy you are still alive
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I’m glad the world did not lose you Benji. ❤️
I cried in the last part😭 im so glad you are happy now😁❤
same 😭
I love you, Benji! and don't worry if you ever feel depressed remember that there are many good things in the world that will help you get through a hard time. Everyone you know and your fans will be there for you and support you! I love you!
Yes!! We love you
Agreed! i love youuu ❤️
I’m glad that you’re still live! Cause your vid’s are amazing!❤️
I saw this abt a year later and this honestly just killed me (I ligit was in tears) seeing benji hurting and talking abt hurting so much. We love u benji❤️❤️
benji everytime i see you my day goes from terrible to perfect you have so many supportive fans and i love how brave you are if you ever feel like that just remember that there is so many of us here to help you xx
Hey Benji, so excited to watch the video!
I will post what I think of it, when I get out of work.
I’m sure it will be amazing!
You are so inspiring ❤️
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@@BenjiKrol I have just seen it! All I have to say, is that after all the laught, about the stories, because you are such a funny, happy person, and even though something bad could have happened to tou, you were okay with it, and grateful for being okay. But then…. At the end you showed a more vulnerable Benji, that I feel connected with! I’m so sorry that you and a lot of us that feel related to you, have passed through this mental thoughts, but life and people not always are beautiful and happy and sometimes we have this sad and bad moments. Of course you know that only you can fight over that! And I agree with you, first of all we need to search for help, because it’s not here, reading this coments that you will be 100% fine and happy! But even though that’s not the cure for your problems, I just want to say, that You are a good person Benji, you are inspiring to me, you have helped me so much, even though you don’t know me! You are true to yourself and others, you are kind, you are honest, you care about people, you share your life with us, not because of fame or money, but because inside you know that you matter to people! You have a purpose! You are funny, and you bring to the internet and the world a true person with true problems, with carisma and also happiness! At the end of my exhausting day, all I want is to sit down and watch your videos and tiktoks. I care about you and I know that you care about me and all of us! Sooo please love yourself the way I love you, and time. friends, and family will be always be there for you and you for them ❤️
I’m happy you’re alive and I was so scared when you talked about the drowning incident. Pls don’t try risks again❤
Benji 😢The end almost got me bursting into tears❤I’m so happy you dodged all the things you’ve dealed with❤❤❤❤
9:26
i rlly wanted to give benji a hug 🥺
I literally cried at the last part, we love u benji, We are all glad u are back
I’m so sorry you had gone through you know like ya you deserve better but just know that we love you ❤❤❤
Thr last part when benji was crying was so hard to see for me.since i have anxiety and depression and stress its so hard to see other ppl have issues too and i feel bad for them❤
I have genuinely been hyped all week about your comeback! Your video is very relatable at a part . Things have been tough personally and I wanna say you have been a huge inspiration for me with trying to find some optimism again in the world. Keep being you Benji, the passion you have, the good vibes all work in a very positive way. Can’t wait for the next uploads ✌️
Benji you should post more
You are my favorite TH-camr right now like I like you more than all the rest I watch and I’m really sorry that stuff happened to you
I personally have felt the same way like i didnt want to exist anymore and its a horrible feeling and im sorry you’ve felt like that Benji you’re amazing and dont deserve to feel that feeling
the drawings- *chefs kiss*
Benji, I guess you know but I still feel that I have to say it. You help to so many people just for being open about mental health. I'm currently struggling with an ED and see people talking and raising awareness about mental health just makes me want to keep fighting. Thank you and love you very much, you're very strong
I'm glad ur okay Benji and dont get emotional bc i dont like other ppl crying that care about sm ❤ hope ur doing well
You're so good in editing videos! I'm glad you survived all these experiences!
you've been through a lot and i'm really sorry that bad things happened to you, mental health is a very difficult thing, it's easy to get hurt and can hurt more than a real wound, take care of your mental health, never give up, you're strong, im glad to see you again, we love you, take care yourself, ilysm ❤❤
i can already tell this is gonna be an emotional rollercoaster, hope you’re doing well now!!!! sending love and well wishes
This is why I love Benji is so positive about things even the most tragic stories love u benji you have many more fun memories ahead of you ❤️
The end made me cry I hope your okay benji 💗
we have missed you so much, and it is great to see you in a great place mentally, i am so sorry to hear what you have been through.
The end definitely made me tear up. I'm so so proud of you (and everyone else who has gone through something like this)💕
You made me cry also😢 hope you feel better soon
Thank you so much for your videos, I really appreciate how open you are about your mental health, you have really helped me in my own little mental struggle and it means a lot
I'm so proud of you benji I know that it takes a lot of time to recover from something so traumatising and to have the courage to talk abt it ily and I always will
Benji, you are easily one of my favorite creators. I love watching your content, especially when I am feeling down. You are so brave to talk about the things you have talked about and to show your emotions, which I absolutely adore. I remember when I first came across one of your videos on Tik-Tok, I was like "wow, I love his makeup". Then I started watching you on Tik-Tok and TH-cam ever since. You have helped me through so many situations, and you don't even know. I have thought about taking my own life many times, but when I felt like this, I watched your videos and the mixture of entertainment and emotion in your videos made me feel so much better and took my mind off of what I was feeling. Obviously, this didn't stop the thoughts, but it really helped at the time, you encouraged to me to keep going. You have grown on social media and as a person so much. You're chaotic, funny, entertaining, emotional, great style, great content, and basically my non-licensed therapist😂. You have great friends, and I am so happy for you, you deserve all of it and all of them. I have always loved and will continue to love watching you grow and going through this journey with you. You are so talented and amazing, anyone who says otherwise is lying. I am so glad you are still here, and I wish the absolute best for you. Love you so much Benji, if you see this, I hope you have an amazing day❤.
I am not the best with handling my emotions but I’m so glad your still here cause every time you make a video it lights up my world
I feel bad for benji bcs he was getting so emotional and I’m so sorry benji for what happened🥺
I’m so glad that you are still here. I can’t imagine how that must have felt like but I’m really proud of you for trying so hard. Ily stay strong
Stay strong. No matter the situation or however you are feeling we will always be here to cheer you up and make you feel better. Because you do that for us and I can’t thank you enough for helping me this past year. Thank you ❤️
Beni, u always have my support and I love you and I have been through what you’ve been through with mental health
That last part really help me with my depression Benji ❤
Your amazing benji. Not only are your stories great but you have been through so much. Im so glad your still here.
Hi Benji! I think everyone is happy to see you here. You had an adventurous time: Indiana Krol. Apart from jokes, the last part is very touching. I believe that you are a hero: you didn't overcome your problems, just hiding them under the carpet; you learned from them, and you got the power to continue from them. Well, this is simply amazing. It's really hard to do that: hard, but not impossible. So guys and girls, if you ever feel down, remeber: a rainbow always comes after a storm. You simply have to want it: analyze what may make you feeling depressed and try to fix that problem. Of course, with the help of the people you love and trust. Just don't give up, everyone is special. ❤️❤️
I’m glad you are here you are amazing I’m just getting pushed away and stuff like that ❤❤
benji you got me tearing up, it really hurts to know that your idol and someone you really look up to most would like have tried to do that you know? But I literally love you benji so much and youve helped me through my recently hard times and I just want you to know that im so thankful for finding you and im so thankful to find someone that comforts me. I love you Benji
So proud of you Benji for surviving all of that remember that we love you and are always here for you
I am so proud of you, this video I can see was hard to do but thank you for being so honest with us ❤ you are so inspiring we love you
I hope your okay, tysm for the mental health carrd
I’m glad your doing better and that you’re still here
We're all very proud of u for still being here
So glad your back. Love your content and your personality. Can’t wait to see what you create. Love you xx ❤️👍
I’m so glad to have found this video. You made me feel better about my mental health issues especially because my cousin just passed away and we where really close but I hope your better now.❤❤❤❤
We all love you very much Benji and we are glad you are still here!❤
Hey Benji, I’m really proud of you and I’m glad you’re still here with us in 2022
5:54 Benji: so pls don’t drown maybe?😬
stop bc u got me crying . beji i love you alot please dont ever think that wau youre amazing . i really love u i honestly wouldnt be here without u
boy oh boy. i’m so happy you’re open to us. we all love you and will support you through everything. we love you💗
My respect for you went up 📈 ilysm and when u talked about drowning I was like omg me bc I almost drowned two times lmao aside from that I love that u shared even deep experiences and I hope you keep making content ur amazing and guys reading this who have had a near death experience take it as a sign ur meant to be here stay hydrated eat and have a great day or night 💕
WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH BENJI. UR SO SO SO SO KIND, YOU SHOULD NO ONE SHOULD EVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT
im so glad your still here, youve kept me going since i disscovered your channel, i had been struggling too.but having a smile on my face saved me.
benji i love how u are always open about mental health because there are so many people that aren’t and they really need help but are just scared to talk about it and you are always gonna be here for us. i’m glad you’re still here
FINALLY, THE MOMENT WE ALL WAITED FOR😭, THANK YOUU BENJI, ILYY
aww Genji I’m so glade you overcame those fears and that pain. May god bless you. life is truly worth living for. god bless you love you ❤️
Im glad your here benji i started getting emotional to 😭
You inspired me in so many ways and I’m beyond great full that you started social media and always spread positivity and you should always look at the bright side of things no matter how dark it gets we’ll always be here for you and I know this isn’t much but we’ll always be here for you whenever you feel sad
Im so glad I watched this, Benji we are always here for you ❤️
i didnt start crying- Benji i litteraly love you so much. I know you made this a year ago but i js recently found out about you. And im so glad i did, you make my days so much funner when i watch you 😚
You literally make me cry at the end love you Benji🥰😭
benji, i know im like super late, but i just want you to know that i love you. we are all here for you and care for you. i'm so glad that you're still here today, and i honestly don't know what i would do with myself if you werent. you are my comfort person. i know it can be so hard to talk about these things, but you are very brave. i'm so proud of you. you have absolutely no idea how much you mean to me.
I’m so proud of u for surviving all that ur like a hero and I would be like so sad if u weren’t with us now so try be careful and I love u so much and I hope u stay strong and amazing like u always have been and u have helped me go through sm which makes me feel like I owe u for it . Ur my fav Persian in the whole world Ily and have a great day.
But anyway thanks so much for the link and I hope you feel better soon even if there's tragic turns of Avents it always turns to the right place one way or another
I am just now seeing this video *sadly* BUT I AM SOOOOOOOOO GLAD your ok💗👌 Benji just know that I love you and YA SLAYYYY so have a great dayyyyy!!!
i am so so proud of you benji for surviving it all, we love you
We are all glad you’re still here❤️ looking forward to seeing more videos from you benji!🥳
I litteraly hugged my computer when he was talking about the more emotional near death experiences. You are super awesome and you are one of the best youtubers of all time keep goin! 👑👑👑👑
I’m so glad that I’m not the only one who almost died to-
but I’m glad your still here !!❤
gonna start solving math problems with benjis “this one is around 4 benjis”
lmao 😭
@@BenjiKrol instead of americans changing the fricking miles n stuff, just put benjis and bb benjis (meters and cm)