I Struggled With Porn Addiction & Depression, Until Jesus Did this...
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"Binge watching sermons and podcast having knowledge from another person's relationship and not building a relationship with God"..this got me cause I fall in that trap alot ...Lord help me
So good
Me!
Sister or brother, you are in a relationship with God. That you are not conscious of it it's something else. Who do you think put those thoughts in your head? Just keep going and sooner than later you will have a conscious relationship with the Lord that's going to be wonderful and amazing and you will never ever want to let go. It happened to me and it's wonderful, I literally have no words to express my gratitude and sense of love and respect for our Lord and Savior.
This is also me right now and i never even realised until she said that.
This got me too!!!
The disappointment that comes after porn\masturbation is no joke
Yeah, it's what led to depression.
But God is good all the time.
It’s officially called Post Nut Clarity in male circles.
From a male standpoint, releasing semen is like releasing internal spiritual energy.
@@maryazaelledevy
Hello Mary sis I read your comment up there, me here struck in the hell I wanted to become good person but I failed so many time like Thomas Edison but this time I am different so can I get some inspiring words from you like I never been talked any girls since so many years, and
Do girls also watch porn like we do?
@@franklucas3963
Yes girls do watch pornographie.
My inspiring words for you: Satan will temp you to despair, he won't stop. Remember that whenever you are praying for forgiveness, he will be the first one to remind you of your sin and make you feel guilty. You would never listen to someone who puts you in danger, leaves you there and makes you feel guilty about it.
If you can remember these words, it will help you to always chose God over temporary pleasure.
God is awesome I struggled with pornography for 25 plus yrs..almost 3yrs clean praise God for deliverance
THATS AMAZING🔥🔥🔥Praise be to god!!!!
Hail Satan
We are not alone
It weird how when women open about porn addiction, people are all supportive, but when men open about it, men got condemned
You have some stats. to back this up? @@nani_bow3489
I never knew that I was making Christianity my idol when I'm watching pastors and testimonies for my "devotion" instead of reading the word for myself. Wow, thank you for this.
Same! I thought that by me spending time listening to sermons was my time with God!
"Jesus came and took me out of the box, looked me in the face and said: 'You are not alone, you were never alone, and you will never be alone'."
How true that is... You've always been there... Even when I didn't want you to be there. Your faithfulness and love have always covered me.
🎀I can relate to you So much!! I remember when I was so addicted to porn I started doing it as a "job" , I was heavy into drinking and drugs....I rejected God All the time and made a mockery of Christians.... There was So many times people tried sharing the gospel with me and I rejected them time and time again, I had so much anger, so much darkness within me, I was a slave to the enemy and I didn't even know it, I thought I was living "free".... Long story short , it took me to be at my Lowest when I was more suicidal then ever before, I was crying out to my dad on the phone and he begged me to pray, I was angry at his response and hung up....moments letter I fell to my knees and was So desperate and cried out to God.....not even knowing if I was being heard or not.....SO much poured out of my spirit, I don't even remember half of what I said....all I know is after that moment, something hit me, I felt something I never felt before....I was Never the same again, I felt God....I didn't even know what that meant, but now I know it was fully God, I felt a sense of peace and like I wasn't alone ... I felt in my heart that God was really true....he was really....Real....I couldn't explain it, but from that day forward I have Never been the same, over time I gave up all of my addictions and repented for all of my ways ... I now have been completely sober for 3 years and stopped doing / watching porn for over 5....God IS TRUE he IS, the GOD OF MIRACLES!!!!!!!!! If he could change me from the wicked woman I once was...I'm telling you, he can do a mighty work in ANYONE!!!!! I thank the Lord everyday that I'm Not who I used to be, ALL GLORY TO GOD!!!!!🙏💜
Thanks for the testimony. 🛐💟✝️
Amen! God bless you!!
❤️ that's awesome!
then JESUS SAID : Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
- Matthew 11:28-29
Don't forget when people give up, HE NEVER WILL as illustrated by the following prayer using caps as emphasis to communicate GOD KNOWS HOW AND WHEN TO MEND a broken heart TO REASSURE someone based on faith alone in JESUS CHRIST.
On a balcony of space STEPPED A PURE AND HOLY GOD. IN AWESOME SOLITUDE YOU STOOD ALONE. Not one faint star to give YOU light; just endless darkness, it was blackest night. But somehow in the darkness YOU COULD SEE.
YOU SAW mountains high and lofty, YOU SAW valleys lush and green. YOU SAW babbling brooks, and wildflowers grow, YOU EVEN HEARD a robin sing. Then through YOUR COMPASSION STANDING OUT THERE IN YOUR TOMORROW, YOU SAW forum's visitors, their families and friends. 🥰
YOU SAW them as sinners (missing the mark resulting in their weaknesses prevailing causing guilt of wrong doing) because there is no intrinsic righteousness in any of us due to Adam’s sin. YOU SAW them as they grew from a baby into adulthood due to YOUR HANDS OF MERCY. 🥰 YOU SAW them pursuing a career path for the purpose of obtaining the gains of the world not realizing that it is a loss compared to what YOU DID on the cross. YOU SAW them working long and laboring hard to receive the grace by justification even though YOU stated, "This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent."(John 6:29 KJV) YOU SAW the unwillingness to accept YOUR PLAN OF SALVATION THROUGH YOUR SON JESUS CHRIST. YOU SAW them living with the guilt of committing crimes to the heart. YOU SAW them enduring personal crisis. YOU SAW the weight of the burden on their hearts with each tribulation. YOU SAW them seeking comfort from the above mentioned topography, ONE OF THE MANY MARVELS YOUR PERFECT HANDS HAVE MADE. 👏👏👏 YOU SAW their worries about tomorrow.
If their hearts were a window that they could look through, oh the pains and scars they would see. What a cruel fate the skin gives as a mask to the inward pain. But the skin couldn’t cover THE SUFFERING YOUR ONE AND ONLY SON BORED on the cross as PAYMENT for all our sins because HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS ALONE HAD THE MERIT TO MEET THE REQUIREMENTS OF YOUR HOLINESS. Indeed, ONLY HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS IS SUFFICIENT TO SAVE us from this present evil world as evidenced by Mary's song of praise. "And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord, And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour." (Luke 1:46-47 KJV) Awesome thanks to YOUR GREAT PARDON for being easy on the heart. 🥰
They have seen a lot of crazy things done in YOUR NAME. For example, the father of lies futile attempts to make crooked the right ways of the LORD to turn people away from faith in the WORKS OF JESUS CHRIST ALONE. How can anyone bear the thought of his or her life story detracting from the GLORY AND HONOR KNOWN TO BELONG TO CHRIST ALONE? As a consequence, YOU ARE A MYSTERY OF GREAT MYSTERY to them. Despite this conviction, YOU ARE MINDFUL of them as evidenced by the fact that YOUR JUDGEMENT is not speedy, allowing them to pursue the desires of the flesh.
They are aware of hypocrisy in religious assemblies that like to be seen and heard. In addition, secular education teaches that there is no right and wrong, if GOD exists there is no way of relating to HIM, and moral standards shift according to the whims of fashion. Therefore, their minds are conditioned to question everything this world has to offer including “THY POWER THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE DISPLAYED.” They have accepted the heavy burden of dealing with the troubles of this life and seek to know another way, YOU THE GREAT COMFORTER TO ALL who did receive YOU as their personal SAVIOR. Still, YOU have shown them NEW MERCY every day with each thought they make and each breath they take.
Unfortunately, like the prodigal son, we are all guilty of wandering far from YOU LORD because the negative experiences of our lives tend to build roadblocks to the TRUTH. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them to identify the way, truth, and eternal life (that is YOU). Since to know and follow your SPIRIT is more exciting than any 007 movies, and YOU DELIGHT MAKING the ordinary into extraordinary. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST MAKE them understand that there is no way around YOUR TRUTH, and that there is something about YOUR NAME. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them defeat in their minds what is false in YOUR EYES.
LORD GUIDE their thoughts to know that the path of sin is hard on their hearts for the purpose of crying out to YOU to know the joy, peace of having the heavy burden LIFTED by THE GOD OF PEACE I AM, and ANCHOR their souls in THE HAVEN OF REST. In other words, LORD use the storms in their lives to get a hold of them to trust YOU and believe. In truth, YOU ARE THE JOY that seekest them through pain.
LORD HELP their fainting hearts to believe that YOU, who was slain on the cross over 2000 years ago has the POWER TO CHANGE lives today through the INSTANTANEOUS GREAT FAVOR from GOD to the house of Israel made known in believers by YOU to make YOUR NAME EVERLASTING. 🥰 For as the statue liberates the citizens so the cross liberates the soul. ONLY YOU can calm the trouble waters of the mind when one admits to wanting salvation from one’s sinful nature, JESUS IS LORD, and believes in the heart that GOD RAISED HIM from the dead TO LIFT the heavy burden of sin's guilt away from the heart in accordance to YOUR WORD found in Psalm 51:1-10 KJV. 👏👏👏👏👏👏 O, the wonder of it all to experience within the flesh the feeling of a tree being cut back/pruned in order for it to grow stronger and more beautiful after meditating on the words of said Psalm. 🥰🙌
LORD MAKE them know that ONLY YOUR HOLY SPIRIT, through the experience of a new birth within believers, can prevent the family circle from being broken because THE HOPE OF ETERNAL LIFE YOU HAVE GRANTED means a chapter of their lives is decided. Creation sings the rebirth song for them yearly, through YOUR PROMISE of springtime, giving rise to the idea that by the mention of YOUR NAME flowers grow, and the desert blooms again. 🥰
LORD GUIDE their understanding of words to use to come into YOUR PRESENCE with an honest reverence of WHO YOU ARE to experience the beauty that time can't erase YOUR WISDOM resting on their faces. LORD STRENGTHEN their determination to never waiver in efforts to search for YOU because the wages of sin is too high for anyone to pay. Additionally, THE KING OF KINGS is needed in their hearts to learn how to expand their capacity to love for YOU are LOVE in any language. 🥰 Once they learn to speak it with boldness through YOUR WONDERFUL COUNSELING all the world will hear, and know that LOVE is the language of their hearts. So LORD, KEEP KNOCKING on their door until they let YOU in to know hardships and struggles will end with a GREAT CELEBRATION WITH YOU. 🥰🙌
If one believes faith cannot be forced, YOU WILL GIVE that individual over to the stubborn heart to follow own counsel which will surely fail him or her to the extent that the punishment will last forever found in Psalms 81 NIV. Given this, I pray that YOU WILL MAKE that person see that this feeling is wasted for a world in which we become strangers as we age, gives us thrills instead of peace, aims to solve a problem but creates another, and unrest surges with each passing generation. Shed some light into their broken hearts for YOU ARE THE GREAT JEHOVAH, THE GOD THAT HEALETH thee.
Lastly, LORD when they call on YOU in earnest prayer to come into their hearts to be born again (repentance manifesting itself in a changed life), I pray that YOU WILL GIVE them the blessed assurance of their salvation because nothing breaks YOUR HEART, or tears YOU apart like when they cry from the trials of the devil who comes to slander, falsely accuse, steal, kill & destroy. Only by drawing nearer to YOU LORD will put them on a path to a glorious one way trip winding upward to YOU where pain is not welcome because the heart will never break anymore. For ONLY YOU UNDERSTANDS our tears since YOU LOOK at the heart, while humans look at the flesh.
O LOVE that will not let them go. When they don't have the strength to try, and have cried all they can cry hear their hearts that need YOU more today than yesterday. Many thanks LORD for speaking TRUTH in our lives TO BLESS those who are not offended by THEE. LET YOUR WILL BE DONE because YOUR LOVE ALONE CONQUERS everything by WAITING for them to cease struggling, and finally surrender to YOUR EMBRACE to learn about YOUR LOVE AND PROMISE TO TAKE CARE of your children exquisitely. 🥰 Since... "at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"... (Psalms 16:11 KJV), and the nail print for them to know YOU by answering the following question. How did CHRIST LOVE people into a relationship with HIM? 🥰
Wow. This was an extremely powerful testimony. I thank God I came across this. Her words triggered so many feeling and emotions that I’m experiencing. I could relate to the binge watching of TV, obsessively watching porn, and being lost in a virtual reality. I never equated to a depression, but I’m feeling that’s what it might be. I do feel alone even within the friendships and relationships I’ve built with friends and family. I do feel that because I’m not working I’m not doing anything and I’m falling behind in life. I do thank God for helping me though my cancer journey. It’s been 6 months from my transplant , and I’m still recovering. All has been well 😃Please anyone who my come across and read this, pray for me. 🤲🏾🤲🏾🤲🏾
Praying for your recovery 😊 hoping that all is well
This is interesting because it's so real. So many people now grow up with overstimulation and pornography accessible at all times. It's really easy to get caught up in destructive behavior. I love that today's newest generation of Christians are so much less judgmental. It seems like people understand that young people are born into an entirely different world and that they're depressed because they long for a relationship with God. It's so inspirational to hear someone admit the struggles they have in modern life and how they never gave up on finding a meaningful happiness through connecting to God.
This story was so relatable! Starting from baptism and believing some big change will happen but it happens gradually. Mine happened 5 years after my baptism. Where I fell into a depression and half of my family was gone. I see it now God wanted me to distance so that I can connect with the Holy Spirit. Sometimes it takes moments of pain to finally surrender to Gods life and purpose for you. I love how you mentioned you tried to fill in the void when you could only fill it in with God. I am in the same path right now. Not prioritizing my relationship with him but am listening to worship music, attending church, and listening to sermons as well. But I need to make that relationship with God my priority. I fasted for a few hours just now and I asked HIM to reveal whatever was not dead but dormant in my life. This video shared that revelation for me. Thank you so much.
I’m so grateful the editing for these videos has changed. I get more drawn into testimonies when the speaker is the only voice speaking. I’m not big on hearing the producer ask questions. The editing out of these questions make the video flow better imo. ty!!
The editing must be amazing bc this is the first video I have ever watched from this channel and I didn’t even realize anything was missing. The story flowed so nicely I thought she was talking to the camera without anyone else in the room for 25 minutes. Was wondering how she spoke so eloquently and purposefully for so long
“You never were alone”!
Hallelujah! Jesus Christ was there all along, even when we didn’t know it!
Praise God!
Wow the “binge watching sermons “ 😩🙏🏼 Lord give us the desire to serve you in spirit and in truth
I relate too. Amen 🙏🏿
For what ever reason it never occurred to me that just listening to sermons all day wasn't good enough. I, too, have struggled with a porn addiction. I replaced it with college, now when I go to bed at midnight to one in the morning it is because of studying, not hiding in the bathroom watching porn. There are things I've done in the past that I should never be forgiven for, and yet my wife and God have both forgiven me and love me dearly. Even now there are times when I am studying that I think about looking at it, but then I turn my thoughts away and focus even more on my studying; it has been hard at times.
Thank you for this video it opened my eyes to see I need to seek God in my own way and not just listen to other peoples findings in the bible.
I felt like this comment section is a safe place. So, I struggled the same stupid addiction. from growin up in a Christian home, leading worship and youth groups to no longer going to church or even pray for the last 6 years and it just about 3 months now since I decided to go back to church and accepted Jesus again in my heart and is slowly trying to accept and believe that Jesus still loves me despite the filthiness, studpidity I think about myself from what I did. From being molested as a minor, to being addicted to porn to going out with men Im not n a relationship with to drinking to partying. Nobody from my past church back in the province knows what Ive been through and I have no long time Christian friends here where I live now but I met new ones from this new church community i decided to be a part of from now on. I am so desperate to giving and serving my life back to the Lord and now its going well so far by Gods Grace. I'm in a discipleship small group right now and my leader asked me if theres still anything that Im struggling with. she wants me to tell her even tho I already confessed my sins to the Lord. I only knew her for almost 3 months and from what I know she had no experience like mine. I opened up already about my drinking my partying and stuff, the not going to church or praying but this porn and masturbating addiction ive been thru I havent told her.( which by the way i last did it last month 🥲) Do you guys think thats okay and really necessary to share? I knew I needed help but I really not comftble even tho I believe she can be trusted. She has a very strong intimidating kind of personality but really sweet the same time lol. Hellllpp.
You should only share it if you feel comfortable. Could you talk with a Christian counselor?
@@WmofGd Thank you soooo much 😭😇
@@sonflowerday I will ! Thank youuu🥰😇
you don't gotta tell anybody anything you don't want to
@@traveler4043 I appreciate it 😊
She is such a sweet young lady. I'm so thankful she truly accepted Jesus.
God bless you, and this interview, I can’t put into words, what this interview is done for me. One thing I recognize, is that you’re not alone, I struggled with that for so many years, lost relationships with great people great women, lost so many friendships. Because I was in this box. Thank you for sharing.. so much. it’s meant a lot to me. I need help, and one thing after giving my life over to Jesus Christ, unfortunately admitting to slipping, I can feel, when things just aren’t right. Because he is letting me know that you have slipped off track. I’m going through a hard time. And anyone that reads this just know that you’re not alone you can always reach out to Jesus Christ.
i cant believe how vulnerable she is - at such a young age -
Ms. Eva. Thank you for sharing your very intimate details and early struggles. It is so amazing that from the horrific abuse you experienced and the first unthinkable porn images you were exposed to, you have turned to Jesus and found salvation. A salvation that has not only brought you out of those dark places, but is now enabling you to publicly share your testimony. It takes a very brave, healed, God-loving person to be able to do this.
@7:46 The Holy Spirit was already strong in you. So awesome. If only I listened to the Holy Spirit speaking to me in times of temptation and the subsequent sins, I wouldn't be in the mess I'm in right now!!
It is so true that Jesus saves us. He is now using you as a disciple to lead others to Jesus. And to help the healing process to those of us suffering from these same issues of porn addiction to come out of the darkness and into the light. Amen Ms. Eva, Amen 🙏🏽🌹
Your testimony speaks for so many. God bless you and your family. He's been with you all your life and has been guiding you.
Watching this has caused me to seek God further I have fallen into a depression and I want out I want to know true joy
Please make sure you approach God the way He expects you to with the right mindset.
You must submit to God. That is essential:
James 4:7-8
7 Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. 8 Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded.
If you do what Jesus says, that will lead you to your deliverance. You must obey God.
Hebrews 5:9
And having been made perfect, He [Jesus] became the author of *eternal salvation to all those who obey Him [...].*
Luke 6:46
Why do you call me ‘Lord, Lord,’ and do not do the things I say?
Luke 9:23
And he [Jesus] said to all, "If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and 👉 follow me."
John 8:31-36
31 Then Jesus said to those Jews who believed Him, “If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples. 32 *And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”* 33 They answered Him, “We are Abraham’s descendants, and have never been in bondage to anyone. How can You say, ‘You will be made free’?” 34 Jesus answered them, “Most assuredly, I say to you, *whoever commits sin is a slave of sin.* 35 And a slave does not abide in the house forever, but a son abides forever. 36 Therefore *if the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed.*
Awesome to see someone fight their fight. Warrior heart! God’s blessing will be renewed upon you every day.
Quitting porn is really hard. I tried to stop watching it so many times but I couldn't. But I believe this is the sign for me and I can do it this year.
I’m praying for you and know you will be free soon 🙏
@@HannahJoy333 Thank you so much!! God bless you!
I had that addiction as well but God set me free after regular prayer and fasting, Engage in prayer and fasting I believe God will set you free remember Jesus said some demons only leave through prayer and fasting. And with your own strength you cannot beat an addiction you need the power of the holy spirit. So please engage in Fasting, seek God and ask him to baptize you with the holy spirit and disconect you from everything of darkness in your life.❤❤
Been! there! After deliverance I did not fall back or watch again!
I tried everything fasting, memory verse, accountability, etc etc but the solution is temporary I still fall back again to sin.
Until i watched a sermon by John ramirez on hungry generation church!
I was delivered! and have self control! No more porn or lust!
I AM JUST FLORRED I THOUGHT I WAS ALONE IN THIS BUT I THANK YOU AND IM LOOKING TO JESUS FOR HELP BUT I STILL FEEL UNWORTHY AND AT TIMES LOST.....
It’s sobering to be a man who has struggled with porn addiction to hear such a beautiful testimony from a young beautiful women. It seriously is life changing for me because it reminds me that women involved in porn or producing porn are just like me. Broken, and lost. Thank you for your boldness. You break that lie I believe that women are willful objects 😢
Not everyone is broken and lost. Not everyone feels shame and depression because of porn. In fact it's not the porn that's making you depressed at all it's the mentality that religious people indoctrinated you with to feel ashamed of anything sexual and you've been convinced masturbation is a sexual sin. I recommend seeing a therapist, not falling further into cult mentality.
@Newnhim1- hopefully you know to reject the lies of the other person who responded to you. Continue to look to Jesus and walk in the truth he has given you.
@@monember2722 it's not a lie that all pornstars are not broken and lost. It's also not a lie that the shame comes directly from being told that it's sinful. The Bible itself is full of lies.
@@fitgiddlin21 Surrender he is coming soon
@@omoade4364 "he is coming soon" has been said for thousands of years. How soon is soon? Or is it yet another lie?
Thank you for sharing your story. I believe many people are going through the things that you have mentioned.
One thing that came to me as I was listening to your story there is the possibility that you are being tormented by a demon. The thing that put the nail in the coffin is that you mentioned those negative thoughts which I can assure you are not your own. Many Christians don't realize that a demon can enter one's life through pornography, abuse, additions even though you have repented from these things the demon can still remain dormant in you unless you cast it out. Otherwise you will find yourself in the same cycle.
I will pray that God will lead someone to you to cast out these evil spirits.
Yes, self deliverance works for the stubborn demons and the demons that have been hiding in us, rotting away in the cracks where they think they won't be exposed. I do it regularly when I feel like something unclean is still lurking in me and has been life changing. Noah Hines Deliverance channel has been life changer. He touches on sooo many demons and he has a video for almost every kind of unclean spirit. God bless you brothers and sisters on your journey. May the Good Lord continue to guide you to complete deliverance and sanctification. You will claim victory in Jesus name 🙏🏾
Thank you for sharing that Denis. I appreciate you and your prayers 🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing this. Very powerful testimony.
Thank you Eva for this beautiful story of your life. This is Priceless.
I'm so grateful for the honest testimonies from people. The traps of this world are real and not many people would understand the spiritual dangers unless a regular real person can tell their honest story. The road to finding Yahuah can take a long time and much pain before we finally see we really do need Him. Thank you so much for sharing. 💜🌹💜
Such a beautiful testimony. So many layers to your story but if anything it teaches us that this life is a journey and we have to walk it with Christ. When we fall down we gotta run to Him.
My Father died when I was 1 1/2 years old. I am now 56 years old. I have been saved for 28 years.
For my entire life, until very recently, I saw myself as fatherless. One day, the Holy Spirit told me “God did not come in to your life when you got saved. He has been there all those years from the time you were little until now”.
That really took my relationship with God to a different level. The Holy Spirit reminded me of all the very hard times that I have been through and survived with God’s help. It gave me a deep sense of security that I thought I couldn’t have because my father died.
Natalie you are a very strong woman anyway i'm george it's nice meeting you
Where are You from?
That is beautiful natalie! I can relate because my dad died when I was five and I always envied people who had a father and a mother. But God it has healed me of a lot of those emotions and is still healing me because sometimes I still feel really sad about it.
@@somethinggood9267 I can understand your feeling sad. It’s still hard for me to not feel like I’m missing out on so much because I’m not married.
You are very brave and strong May God bless you more.
What a testimony! Thank you so much for being vulnerable with your testimony. I am so proud of you, praise God. This testimony will help a lot of people.
114k views and this testimony was only uploaded 2 weeks ago, powerful and mighty Holy Spirit filled testimony.
Glory to God for your courage to testify is helping so many brothers and sisters in Christ Jesus throughout the world who are undergoing the same sufferings.
Don't look back. Your past is over. God's word is a light to shine in this dark world
Amen to God be the glory hallelujah 🙌 🙏 ❤️ ✨️ ♥️ 💖 🙌
I believe in you, Love from a small TH-camr! 🖤
I never related to sumbody so much God bless her soul seriously I’m really glad I stayed to listen ❤️
Thank you for sharing your testimony. God is using you for His glory and your blessing!
God is a God of salvation, not condemnation. He calls us to repent which doesn’t mean we don’t sin, it means we turn from loving sin to loving God. It means we trust him to remove our sin and to rely on his grace and not the law to justify and sanctify us. Praise Jesus, amen 🙏
What an incredible testimony she described everything very well
Amen ! Thank you for sharing your testamony Eva. You're such a brave person. I could really relate to you. It's so helpful to me. Wishing you the best, God bless you ✝🙏🏾💟
Thankyou for your testimony, God is good , all powerful, and all thing can be done through Christ.
Thank you for facing giants and being bold enough to be honest. these are things only a giant can speak.
I was fighting this alone but not alone anymore. I said my problem to my parents, close friends about my slightest details what I'm dealing with and through the Bible I will be free in the Jesus name I believe.
Please make sure you approach God the way He expects you to with the right mindset.
You must submit to God. That is essential:
James 4:7-8
7 Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. 8 Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded.
If you do what Jesus says, that will lead you to your deliverance. You must obey God.
Hebrews 5:9
And having been made perfect, He [Jesus] became the author of *eternal salvation to all those who obey Him [...].*
Luke 6:46
Why do you call me ‘Lord, Lord,’ and do not do the things I say?
Luke 9:23
And he [Jesus] said to all, "If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and 👉 follow me."
John 8:31-36
31 Then Jesus said to those Jews who believed Him, “If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples. 32 *And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”* 33 They answered Him, “We are Abraham’s descendants, and have never been in bondage to anyone. How can You say, ‘You will be made free’?” 34 Jesus answered them, “Most assuredly, I say to you, *whoever commits sin is a slave of sin.* 35 And a slave does not abide in the house forever, but a son abides forever. 36 Therefore *if the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed.*
WOW THIS IS INCREDIBLE!!!!!
Wow. Amazing testimony. Thank you and God bless.
Thank you for your testimony 😊🙏🏽✝️💯
I can relate to so many of these comments. I'm seeking deliverance for my addiction to meth, porn, masterbation and mental illness. I consider myself to be a Christian and try to live out my faith and walk in the spirit but I fall to temptations and cause myself to be separated from God once again. But then I confess and repent as soon as I can.
Seek Gods face through prayer, enter into his presence with thanks giving and His courts with praise, Just Ask Jesus to pray for you He can never fail ask forgiveness and do it when you really mean it! There is Grace but it’s not a cheap grace it costs Jesus his life , when we repent and continue to do the same things after , we don’t know him , if we say we know him we will walk in the light or do right, and we don’t we lie and do not tell the truth and are deceiving ourselves! Get angry if you want and do not sin , if you say you are a Christian the love you have for Jesus will make you stop doing wrong and then casually or seems that way shrugging you shoulders as if to say oh well! Stop doing wrong and learn to do right! Jesus loves us all but he demands obedience so make an honest effort and pray and ask for help and forgiveness and then really without excuse make up your mind, who will you serve king Jesus or satan there is no other choice, and if you continue in this behavior you have denied Christ by your disobedience , now in the name of the lord Jesus Christ recieve freedom and finally walk it out by your faith and let it be unto you !
Thanks for the encouragement I am a Christian I have been hooked on porn it cost me my marriage with my wife and my ex wife exposed me to our church they asked me to leave the church I need prayer so I can get off this disgusting sin that I am addicted to with God's help I will get victory, thanks
Thank you so much for sharing that with us for it was such a true edifying word and blessing!
Amazing that idolatry comes in forms we least expected such as binge watching things of the Lord instead of seeking his presence! Thank you Lord for using this woman of God to share this Hallelujah!!
Hallelujah! Thank You Lord. I'm Healed
Thank you for sharing your story, i can relate to your story so much. God is good! 🙏👏
The spiritual war is real - Pray - praise - read scriptures and keep yourself around believers. People,places and things had to change for me.
Imagine if we talked to our children like this. We explained our past experiences and why believe
Fighting my porn addiction still I started at 10 and it feels like I fucked my mind up and it just sucks I wish I never knew about porn😢
Keep it up sista! Brave woman right there!
So Powerful!
I feel like in my spirit I'm a suppose to share my testimony with you
I literally saw the woman and the horse too! I belive the devil had an assignment on a certain group of children from the start but God's plan is greater!!
I can relate. Thanks for sharing. ❤
You lame asl you porno watcher 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@@user-ub8uc8gq7r so you’ve never watched it?
this is powerful be blessed
Thank you, this was so helpful, God Bless you!
Amazing truth, THANK YOU REALLY THANK YOU.
The struggle is real. A lot of people suffer from sinful addictions , we are all sinful and the only difference between me and a non believer is that I know my sin separates me from God.
Knowing your sin separates you from God does not put you in a better place than an unbeliever who doesn't care to know that truth. You have to go further. You know the bad news. What have you done about it? What does God want you to do about it, and will you do it? That's the difference between staying in the reality of a bad news and actually experiencing what the Good News of salvation through Jesus is about. Jesus came into the world to save sinners from their sins (please read Matthew 1:21, Acts 3:26, John 8:34-36). If you sin remains with you or you remain in your sins, then they separate you from God.
Ultimately, you need to *abide in Jesus* and relate to what this scripture says:
1 John 3:6
Whoever abides in Him [Jesus] *does not sin.* Whoever sins has neither seen Him nor known Him.
Please make sure you approach God the way He expects you to with the right mindset.
You must submit to God. That is essential:
James 4:7-8
7 Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. 8 Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded.
If you do what Jesus says, that will lead you to your deliverance. You must obey God.
Hebrews 5:9
And having been made perfect, He [Jesus] became the author of *eternal salvation to all those who obey Him [...].*
Luke 6:46
Why do you call me ‘Lord, Lord,’ and do not do the things I say?
Luke 9:23
And he [Jesus] said to all, "If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and 👉 follow me."
John 8:31-36
31 Then Jesus said to those Jews who believed Him, “If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples. 32 *And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”* 33 They answered Him, “We are Abraham’s descendants, and have never been in bondage to anyone. How can You say, ‘You will be made free’?” 34 Jesus answered them, “Most assuredly, I say to you, *whoever commits sin is a slave of sin.* 35 And a slave does not abide in the house forever, but a son abides forever. 36 Therefore *if the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed.*
Awesome
Praise God only Jesus can delivery us
God bless u my sister ☺️ l am yr brother and love you ❤️praise our God and lord Jesus Christ 💞🙏🙏🙏🤲🏿😁
Awesome !!!
Thank God you found your way out of the wilderness.
Thank you Jesus Christ
I struggled with this same topic before I put my faith in Jesus
The inhabitants of God's divine cosmic zoo are in constant need of replacement as
there is a large daily exodus of residents. This is a euphemism not to scare people.
As a good zookeeper, God is of course trying lead these dwellers to make replacements.
So what's the obvious way to get this replacement? And for free? Right! Reproduction. This is why lust is an invention of God to stimulate reproduction. Anyone who does or says something against desire is acting against His divine invention.
Do you want to be responsible for that? One day the divine zoo will no longer have any human inhabitants . God created this divine zoo to bring some variety in his daily boring live. Maybe afterwards he'll come up with the stupid idea of sending out a new flood. Out of boredom. You are then responsible for it. Do you really want that?
Make some funny noises to calm him down!
Monty Python would say to all of this:
"Excuse me please. Is that from the madhouse? I´m lucky, I can leave the madhouse. But you, you have to stay."
Mm all praises to the most high
God Bless no more porn addiction🦋🌲🏜🏞🏠
First and foremost, I just know that The Lord is delighted in the fact that you, and other females in the comment section, can come forward, and confess their addiction to pornography in a world that declares only men have this issue. Secondly, I myself am delighted that you and other females share this confession! I, too struggled in this, and also drug addiction until my Savior Jesus Christ delivered me! Amen?! And He will deliver you too! If we set these things aside, in time The Good Lord will let you know and bless you abundantly! He has someone for EVERYBODY! LET'S NOT INDULGE! LET'S NOT GIVE THE ENEMY AN INCH! I LOVE YOU BROTHERS AND SISTERS! MORE IMPORTANTLY, GOD LOVES YOU! ❤️
POWERFUL THANK YOU
Wow, excellent commentary...
Witness: Someone who knows the truth or has gone through the truth and gives a testimony about it
We are called to be witnesses and not just audience who hear other witnesses
(After you watch this video put down your phone and pray. Dont binge watch testimonies)
Wow
Guilty even witnessing
What you just
Watched
Bless your heart
Much love to you ❤ from 🇮🇳
Praise thd Lord.
I love she has not dressed I'm premiscuess clothing just a black jumper! So humble! It's hard for men and women were everywhere you look people are dressed sexually explicit! Alcohol signs everywhere you look! Non healthy activities everywhere you look! I am at a stage were I don't want to leave home because filth is everywhere we look! Even on my iPad watching videos adds and bad influential videos are everywhere! I binge watch Christian videos too ! I n3ed to spend more time in bible! Thank you for this wonderful video and mostly lets all thank God our father and his son Jesus! Forever! AMEN and God bless you all 🙏❤
I can relate to how you feel. I'm sick of this perverse society
The greiving of things we knew for so long cutts deep. Especially being best friends with gay guys...till this day i cant seem to grieve that years and years part of my life... I pray jesus reveals the best solution for my life id like him to take over more even though he gives us free will....amen.
Scripture says how we know God is by keeping His Commandments (1 Jn. 2:3), which is referring to the Ten Commandments (TC). This is a huge issue with the church today, for many think we're no longer under the law, but under grace, which is true, but the law we are no longer under is the Mosaic Law (keeping of ordinances thru animal sacrifices), not His Law. The problem is that many think His Law (TC) is the same as the Mosaic Law, which is incorrect. The truth of the matter is that the Mosaic Law was God's grace for breaking the TC commandments, which is how He made atonement for their sins then.
Q: What was the purpose for God sending His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ? Many say, "To atone for sin." Okay, but what was the real purpose of His Cross? A: to move the sinner's heart to confess and repent of their sins (for breaking His Law), with godly sorrow, upon hearing and believing in Jesus' testimony (life, death, burial, resurrection, and ascension), which is what grace is...godly sorrow (for breaking His Law), to walk after and keep His Law, which we do by the power of the Holy Spirit, Whom one receives when they confess and repent of their sins, with godly sorrow: (Acts 15:8-9)
"And God, which knows the hearts, bare them witness, giving them the Holy Ghost, even as He did unto us; and put no difference between us and them, purifying their hearts by faith."
The grace that we live under today pertains to Jesus' testimony, which purpose is to move us to the keeping of His Law. But many have been taught we are no longer under His Law, but under grace, which leads many to think they are something they are not.
The truth of the matter is that legalism (religiosity) comes from not keeping His Law, which always leads to chaos, which is exactly what we see in today's world...lawlessness.
If you want to know what love really is, then keep His Law, for that is what love is (2 Jn. 1:6), which takes work/effort because there is an adversary, Satan, who comes not but for to steal, kill, and to destroy. He (Satan) wants to bring fear, doubt, and circumstances into your life; to bring you to question God. But how you confront attacks is by believing scripture, for "it is written."
Confess and repent of your sins, with godly sorrow, and then walk after and keep His Law, which we do by the help and power of the Holy Spirit.
The interesting thing is that she put the blame for father abusing her as an excuse, but she said earlier that she was very promiscuous. Other than that amazing story I hope it touch a lot of peoples lives.
Her father was either part of the problem or part of the solution. Which one do you think he was?
I didn't watch yet but I want to know anyone who had this addiction have you guys been able to completely stop and live a new life?
I can relate to this replace God with your career and sermons also being in dark place after giving up old way grieve those things this was touching testimony
So how about those unfortunate people? What Jesus didn't do?
this story is being told with a joy a disconnected joy strange
Wow!
Littering and, Littering and, Littering and.... Flickin' the bean!
God bless her
Maybe it wasn't a deity helping you through your predicament. But instead it was just you and willpower.
God gives strength where and when we are weak , that’s no joke, But truth is also some are stronger than others, unfortunately to their own destruction, The fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom. I pray You meet Jesus and He gives you peace and by you watching this testamonie , you are searching for something and His name is Jesus!!!!
@@jeffreyoneal2509 prayer doesn't do anything and I've not seen any compelling reason to believe in the supernatural. Thanks though.
@@rebeccadubois8270 how about just being alive and creation itself should be plenty it shows design and thought ! I believe God has his hands all over your life right now because the fact your here shows you are searching may The lord of heaven and earth open your eyes to truth, life is a miracle !! And right now you may not want to hear this but here it goes God does know you and He does love you, it really is that simple ! Good bye
When you get to the end of your reasoning , He will be waiting !!
There's something sort of contradictory about a person embracing the Church while fleeing pornography, just don't let your children be altarboys.
Im struggling with lust too, i relapsed today and I have no idea what to do, i feel so much shame
Never thought of women and porn addiction before. Fellas I've been practicing semen retention for over 90 days now, I feel younger and stronger. Less depressed.
no duh women also have sexual feelings. Yeah some women are addicted to porn
I don't What's wrong with me i keep praying for God to forgive me and yet go back to watching porn again and keep watching christian videos to feel a sense of repentance. It's almost as if i can't stop . God please help me
I’m 32 years old with 2 kids and I don’t know how to date either💯 i was intoxicated through all my passed relationships🤦♂️
Such a beautiful testimony 🥲❤️ what is her name? I couldn’t see it anywhere?
Eva
I went to high school with Eva! It is so BEAUTIFUL to hear her testimony! Congratulations to you Eva. The lord is going to use you mightily. -Ryan
That’s amazing. Do you know her full name? Its never mentioned in the video cause they only mention her first name. It’s also not written in the description.
@@ybebinchilin2421 why do you need her full name so you can stalk her hahahaha get outta here
No...within the first 2 minutes of the video they display her first and last name.
Lol
Nah fr lol. Like for what?
As a young follower of Christ, I found myself being addicted to Porn and Masturbation myself. When I was young I got sexually assaulted by my older brother, and that led on to me being stuck onto that sin for years. It got to the point where I didnt know where the sin was coming from, how i didn't control it and why i felt so dirty and shameful after doing it. it also got to the point where I started experimenting with girls, and even my cousins and that day foreward when I got sexually assaulted from my brother, it became a lifestyle. It chained onto my so bad that eventually my parents and sister knew. And that day on, it changed my whole perspective. I was touched, and glorified that day when I decided to get baptized. I then went through trials and tribulations, and now I have been clean for at least 3 months, I was called to do ministry, praying for people, preaching.. and now as a young follower I am now set free and the Devil doesn't have a hold on me no more. I am saved through Christ! Now no matter what we dealth with, just remember God will use our brokedness into something more beautiful which will Glorify HIS name! Amen...
Wow, thank you so much for sharing🙌🏽. But God!!! 🙏🏽🙏🏽
Good for you ❤️❤️🙏🏿🙏🏿🌹
Please pray for me! I'm struggling
@@-bitzy- I pray that you follow the prince of peace 🕊️ and He have everlasting love and mercy on you 💙
It’s literally like I could’ve written your comment myself.. almost identical.. sexually abused as a child by more than one family member… by 3 at least.. all men.. and I grew up not being able to say no- not feeling the strength to say no even when I wasn’t interested.. I had a porn addiction and pushed this onto my friends.. I would even mess around sexually with my friends- girls and guys.. would sleep with men 10+ years older than me for most of my life so far.. wasn’t attracted to younger guys.. found myself watching girl on girl porn and watching it a lot..
So many other things.. I questioned if I was gay for many years.. sometimes I still do which makes me feel so awful