Thank you for watching I appreciate you being here . 💖 Here is the Link to Amanda at Appalachia Hermits Tarots video th-cam.com/video/CPp-7dm8GtA/w-d-xo.htmlsi=5FDYGC81QI7ZBKb5
Good morning 🪆🐝 When you invited us to mention anything we’d like included in your intro, that this is a cauldron for things to be tossed into the pot. I started to visualize carrots being tossed into the pot 😂. Seriously. It was hilarious. Haha time and clocks. Yes! Ohhhh you mentioned Amanda ❤️ that is amazing. I did not realize that all three of us just talked about time and snakes last week in our videos! I love this intro so so much! The first 2 cards, responsibility and lament came to me like the responsibility to illuminate the darkness for the innocent (baby). The scene is similar if not the same in these 2 cards. I saw this about giving respect to our dark roots and shedding light on the way through. Through peace. While you were shuffling the clarifying cards, the light changed in the room and lit up the lament card. To the point that the image was blotted out by the light. It seemed like the environment was participating in this clarification. Oh wow, the vampire cards? I just mentioned in my comment yesterday on Touches wearing a wedding band like a garlic necklace to ward off vampires. When you were talking about that prince of skulls and said, “they are creating some sort of chasm” I saw that car on fire. Well now you are seeing that too! The daughter of scepters and the prince of skulls made me think of the 9 of cups. You didn’t mention specifically who was naked and who was clothed on that card but in my mind it was the female in the card naked. And these two cards felt like the figures on the 9 of cups. The prince is fully clothed holding a skull looking at the lament card also holding a skull. Meanwhile the daughter looks like she is a reflection of the responsibility card, or residing in the subconscious of that card. That hex card felt like it was confirming that power you were picking up on. And that responsibility to lead others out of that darkness I saw in the first two cards. The example you gave about how we used to raise babies felt like the point of this reading. The wounds in the collective from this type of upbringing. Which is very pervasive in life, shape the person to fit the environment. That is the root of the darkness I saw in this reading. All the ways of denying, rejecting and punishment to shape a soul into the collective body. Last night I was reading a book and something was written struck me that you just mentioned when looking at the daughter of scepter and the ace of cups, “you were working hard to appeal to the other.” It was such a strange insight when I read this last night that I hadn’t recognized repeated here. It’s true, I wasn’t aware how delicate I am with others. To not hurt feelings. Because people are very wounded. I need to ponder this deeper since this is the second time this message has struck me. I kept waiting to see a dragon? Did I miss it or is that a different reading. Because I had another dragon or Phoenix experience yesterday. But I’ll wait to share when I see that synchronicity ❤️
Hi 💕 oh wow the carrot this made me giggle . I mean the carrots are always tasty right but also they say that they help with our sight so I guess they are a perfect addition 😂 So many wonderful insights here the vampires yes of course , you mentioned the garlic! . It occurs to me that the vampires ( or vampyres as in this deck ) decided to come out despite any garlic necklaces. They look so dark but hold so much wisdom and they are so beautiful Also the glare on lament . I tried to eliminate it after the filming but it didn’t want to go … I love your interpretation . I’m so glad you mentioned the part about the baby . It felt so random . Like sure, there was a baby there but it felt like a bit of an odd thread where the reading went into the care and nurturing of a baby and actually made me think a little bit a of baby monkeys in the psychology experiments that you’d mentioned earlier. A new understanding of how we nurture , others , relationships and the self maybe . The dragons , ok so as you know I signed off recently on one of our chats with a dragon ‘ just because ‘ but then there was a card that has been haunting me from this deck and I’m not sure if it’s connected to this reading or not . Or if it wants to be explored seperately . Amanda also just mentioned the dragon on her comment and now you have something else about dragons popping up , I am looking forward to hearing too. This is prompting me to perhaps start the next reading with this card and see what Dragon wants to say . Another day more experiences to explore and Easter eggs to find. 🪺
@@nanascauldron I just commented on Amanda’s comment. This weaving is getting very intricate. And it’s so beautiful. I was tossing and turning about this reading, especially after reading Amanda’s experience. There was something in particular I was noticing and something I’ve noticed you’ve done in other readings. You comment about knowing there is something there you know you’re not seeing. Amanda does this as well. This is SOOO important. In the book I talk about the color pink. And we’ve talked about it on your channel when you had the pink basket experience. It’s knowing there’s something there but you can’t see it yet. I think it’s meaningful you call this out because it demonstrates the transparency of discovery. And that shows deep respect for us all here with you. That we are discovering this together. That we can feel and sense something unfolding, but many hands make for *light* work. I felt it too. Which was why I added my perspective to the cauldron. But then Amanda added hers and holy smokes did that really get the pot churning! What you’re doing is so freaking powerful. Thank you 💝🪆🐝
It’s after midnight here and I’m laying down ready for sleep but my mind keeps going over something ….The ‘in betweens ‘ in the book . The hidden messages . Over and over and over . I pick up my phone to get some music and see this comment just in .
Welcome and thank you for that feedback . I am always curious with intros, finding that line between sharing the before read messages and moving to cards . Lovely to have you here 💖🙏
Oh Nana. Wow. Firstly, thank you so much for the mention! 🥹🥹 I love the visual of everyone contributing to throwing things in the cauldron! From the title, I wasn’t expecting this reading to be for me, but it’s collective so I was prepared to receive whatever might come thru that might speak to me, since snakes and time are two things that have been coming up for me as well. And the way you channel is amazing. Even when the message isn’t specifically for me. 🤍 I love the visual of a snake wanting us to follow it, like a guide. Like how you mentioned the snake as a guardian in my reading on time. I was doing well until that Knight of Pentacles came out. Then I had to stop the reading and go have a little cry because after seeing the Knight, I felt I knew what the message was going to be. Then I came back when I was ready to receive the message you had to share. I’m going thru a tough time at the moment, another dark night, like we’ve talked about. Last night I prayed for clarity. Because I am finished with my memoir and have been second guessing everything and second guessing publishing it. I prayed for clarity because I have so much doubt. I wrote about the Knight of Pentacles in my story because there’s hardly a way to remove him from my story without turning the entire story into a fictional one. But my finger has been hovering over that backspace button, ready to remove the more vulnerable and pivotal parts of my story because he’s in those parts. Back then, I soaked our connection and him in metaphorical gasoline, tossing a match on him and running away like a coward to let him burn. (So crazy you mentioned the car going up in flames.) There’s been nothing but silence and a sense of anger brewing below the surface for 13 years now. But still, it feels like his ghost is everywhere. For 13 years, constant dreams and reminders everywhere. It feels like an energetic cord that won’t release me from him. Funny that hex should come out when I believed at one point maybe he had hexed me in his anger, and that’s why I couldn’t get free. I’ve tried cord cutting, tried moving on romantically, tried rituals to set me free from the guilt, because maybe it was just guilt? But nothing has worked yet. Anytime I try to pull cards about this connection, he comes out as the Knight of Pentacles. Energetically, it has felt like all these years he’s been waiting on the outskirts for something. I don’t know what because he won’t speak to me. But in all this, I have learned forgiveness. I’ve learned to forgive myself. I’ve learned that I have worth even though I made terrible choices in the past. I felt called to write my story. And I cannot write the Knight of Pentacles out of my story because I have tried. I have wondered and doubted whether I was supposed to write it at all, because even though I’ve changed his name in the story, to maintain anonymity. I feel at times like I have no right to speak of him after what I did. It feels like standing out in the open, completely naked and vulnerable in this form of expression. (So crazy again that one figure is naked and the other clothed.) But I am LAMENTING my RESPONSIBILITY to tell the truth and share what I feel called to share. Thank you so much for this reading, coming right after I prayed for clarity at this crossroads. When you said my name at the beginning of the reading, it felt almost as if Spirit was tapping me on the shoulder and whispering, “Listen.” I am removing my finger from the backspace. I will tell the whole story. And if the Knight of Pentacles decides to breathe fire on me, (he was born year of the Dragon) then I guess it is my turn to burn.
Hi dear Amanda, first off it’s my pleasure to be able to share your channel and yes the last reading you did really captured my attention with the time and snake links. I love how you talk about your experiences with the knight of pentacles in your life and I really appreciate you opening up and sharing this so so much….and a big hug to you as well , sometimes those tears are just waiting for release 🦋 When you say ‘lamenting your responsibility to tell the truth and share what you feel called to share ‘ ….what a wonderful insight. I feel like your memoir will offer a lot to those who read it just as your readings do. This feels like such an important part of the journey , how much do we share , how helpful is it and how should we be delivering it ? Is it important to others do they want to hear it ? . It’s so fascinating to me seeing how our experiences impact one another and that by opening up about them in ways that we feel guided , we create shifts and open to an energy of deeper understanding and love. The sharing of experiences can be so healing for us individually and as a collective. You’re so right that there are some things that can’t be deleted from our stories . They go into making us who we are . As we connect with people it’s very few who know all these threads and how we came to the place we are or the threads that comprise our inner fabric , just like we may not see all of theirs . In truth this reading almost didn’t make it to the channel and on a conscious level I thought it was because it felt I was talking about personal experiences that may not be of interest to others but after reading your reflections , was it really about my own personal knight of pentacles ( a knight of swords for me ) many years ago but still there part of my fabric . You see there was a sense of power in this reading , that came through from the start but also a sense that it felt a little overwhelming , hence it did seem like the reading had more to say …yet …. I felt tired or is the resistant perhaps , as you mention in your experience also . So yes , a big yes , to sharing your journey and pushing through that resistance as you feel called . DONT hit that backspace because I’d to read your memoir and I feel others would too .💕
@@AppalachiaHermitTarot Amanda! Omg! You finished your memoir! Wow. That is absolutely monumental. I am amazed the reading Nana B mentions you it is a reading that gets right into that dark night (knight) energy. As I read your comment, both here and everywhere I want more of your words. The depth of your existence is very moving to my soul. I am so in awe of your share here. And I’m so grateful you did not backspace any of you! ❤️
@@AppalachiaHermitTarot I tossed through the night with your comment. There is so much here. I saw a connection to your experience and a very painful and intense conversation I had with my brother and niece yesterday. You read a bit about their journey in the book. I was negotiating their journey together and watched her light up that car! This is on the heels of her visit here and who I see she is in my ecosystem. What i connected to you was the extension of grace. That your journey is layered. First, I sense generational trauma that you are shifting for all future generations. And that absolutely is conveyed in these cards. There is so much devotion in your mission. As expressed through all the things you’ve done to clear this connection. Dang, there’s just so much to say and my brain is flustered with how to say it. Which was why I was tossing all night. I kept asking the unseen, “how do I convey all this information in this platform?” And more dang information was coming in 😂. More tossing and turning. Finally I realized a song was playing the entire time in the background. Under loads of information that continued to flood in. The unseen was compressing to help convey the underlying message of all these details I received from reading your comment, Amanda. Here is the song: th-cam.com/video/NObbp2lDOnQ/w-d-xo.htmlsi=i6IzQ85BFGF1cL_v
@@nanascauldron It really does blow my mind how our experiences can be so different yet so connected. And you’re right. We never know what we are sharing when we feel called to share, might be impacting another. Just like how you felt your own experiences be reflected back to you in this reading (with your Knight of Swords) and so you felt the reading was off. But it was exactly what I needed to hear the most. ♥️♥️ You emphasized the power you felt from this reading but also the hesitancy. Maybe resistance. I think it has been both from me. I can see how this could translate to tired. It was so much! Thank you so much for your encouraging words! 🥹🥹♥️
@@quietname Kim, I am so blown away by how connected you are. 🤯 And I am so grateful for the connection we have formed. 🥹🥹 I hate that you lost sleep but wow I am so grateful for your insight here! I love that connection with grace to your brother and niece! When I finally opened up to grace, it began connecting me to everything all over the place, like flipping a breaker switch I never knew was off. I had to go listen to that song a few times and had another good cry before I could come back to respond. I got chills listening to it. It’s so beautiful and fitting. You mentioned you sensed generational trauma. And then the ending of the song says, “And if you don’t wake up, I’ll know you tried to…” that part just absolutely got me because my brother’s death ended up being the ending to so much darkness I had been carrying with me for so many years. And he helped set me free from the other side. You’ll see when I get this thing finally available to read. “And if you don’t wake up, I’ll know you tried to…” My brother accidentally OD’ed. He fell asleep in his bed and didn’t wake up. We didn’t get to work through that trauma together, not in the physical. He helped me finish the battle on the other side. Hence maybe why he shows up with a sword in the spirit realm. Wow. Just wow. I’m off to listen to this song again. Thank you Kim. ♥️♥️🙏
Again, so accurate! Grateful for these readings 💗 I also like the idea
I am grateful to have you here too Ana 🩷
Thank you for watching I appreciate you being here . 💖
Here is the Link to Amanda at Appalachia Hermits Tarots video th-cam.com/video/CPp-7dm8GtA/w-d-xo.htmlsi=5FDYGC81QI7ZBKb5
Good morning 🪆🐝
When you invited us to mention anything we’d like included in your intro, that this is a cauldron for things to be tossed into the pot. I started to visualize carrots being tossed into the pot 😂. Seriously. It was hilarious.
Haha time and clocks. Yes!
Ohhhh you mentioned Amanda ❤️ that is amazing. I did not realize that all three of us just talked about time and snakes last week in our videos!
I love this intro so so much!
The first 2 cards, responsibility and lament came to me like the responsibility to illuminate the darkness for the innocent (baby). The scene is similar if not the same in these 2 cards. I saw this about giving respect to our dark roots and shedding light on the way through. Through peace.
While you were shuffling the clarifying cards, the light changed in the room and lit up the lament card. To the point that the image was blotted out by the light. It seemed like the environment was participating in this clarification.
Oh wow, the vampire cards? I just mentioned in my comment yesterday on Touches wearing a wedding band like a garlic necklace to ward off vampires.
When you were talking about that prince of skulls and said, “they are creating some sort of chasm” I saw that car on fire. Well now you are seeing that too!
The daughter of scepters and the prince of skulls made me think of the 9 of cups. You didn’t mention specifically who was naked and who was clothed on that card but in my mind it was the female in the card naked. And these two cards felt like the figures on the 9 of cups. The prince is fully clothed holding a skull looking at the lament card also holding a skull. Meanwhile the daughter looks like she is a reflection of the responsibility card, or residing in the subconscious of that card.
That hex card felt like it was confirming that power you were picking up on. And that responsibility to lead others out of that darkness I saw in the first two cards.
The example you gave about how we used to raise babies felt like the point of this reading. The wounds in the collective from this type of upbringing. Which is very pervasive in life, shape the person to fit the environment. That is the root of the darkness I saw in this reading. All the ways of denying, rejecting and punishment to shape a soul into the collective body.
Last night I was reading a book and something was written struck me that you just mentioned when looking at the daughter of scepter and the ace of cups, “you were working hard to appeal to the other.” It was such a strange insight when I read this last night that I hadn’t recognized repeated here. It’s true, I wasn’t aware how delicate I am with others. To not hurt feelings. Because people are very wounded. I need to ponder this deeper since this is the second time this message has struck me.
I kept waiting to see a dragon? Did I miss it or is that a different reading. Because I had another dragon or Phoenix experience yesterday. But I’ll wait to share when I see that synchronicity ❤️
Oh wow, Kim! The dragons keep popping up. Hopefully you see your dragon wisp soon! I can’t wait to hear your latest experience! 🤍
@@AppalachiaHermitTarot me toooooo!!
Hi 💕 oh wow the carrot this made me giggle . I mean the carrots are always tasty right but also they say that they help with our sight so I guess they are a perfect addition 😂
So many wonderful insights here the vampires yes of course , you mentioned the garlic! . It occurs to me that the vampires ( or vampyres as in this deck ) decided to come out despite any garlic necklaces. They look so dark but hold so much wisdom and they are so beautiful
Also the glare on lament . I tried to eliminate it after the filming but it didn’t want to go … I love your interpretation .
I’m so glad you mentioned the part about the baby . It felt so random . Like sure, there was a baby there but it felt like a bit of an odd thread where the reading went into the care and nurturing of a baby and actually made me think a little bit a of baby monkeys in the psychology experiments that you’d mentioned earlier. A new understanding of how we nurture , others , relationships and the self maybe .
The dragons , ok so as you know I signed off recently on one of our chats with a dragon ‘ just because ‘ but then there was a card that has been haunting me from this deck and I’m not sure if it’s connected to this reading or not . Or if it wants to be explored seperately .
Amanda also just mentioned the dragon on her comment and now you have something else about dragons popping up , I am looking forward to hearing too.
This is prompting me to perhaps start the next reading with this card and see what Dragon wants to say .
Another day more experiences to explore and Easter eggs to find. 🪺
@@nanascauldron I just commented on Amanda’s comment. This weaving is getting very intricate. And it’s so beautiful.
I was tossing and turning about this reading, especially after reading Amanda’s experience.
There was something in particular I was noticing and something I’ve noticed you’ve done in other readings. You comment about knowing there is something there you know you’re not seeing. Amanda does this as well.
This is SOOO important.
In the book I talk about the color pink. And we’ve talked about it on your channel when you had the pink basket experience. It’s knowing there’s something there but you can’t see it yet.
I think it’s meaningful you call this out because it demonstrates the transparency of discovery. And that shows deep respect for us all here with you. That we are discovering this together. That we can feel and sense something unfolding, but many hands make for *light* work.
I felt it too. Which was why I added my perspective to the cauldron. But then Amanda added hers and holy smokes did that really get the pot churning!
What you’re doing is so freaking powerful.
Thank you 💝🪆🐝
It’s after midnight here and I’m laying down ready for sleep but my mind keeps going over something ….The ‘in betweens ‘ in the book . The hidden messages .
Over and over and over . I pick up my phone to get some music and see this comment just in .
Thank you 🎉
You’re welcome Lovely ❤️🐝
I really appreciate your readings, they almost always resonate with what’s going on for me - thank you so much!
And thank you for your support , much love 💖🌷
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Hey beautiful Mermaid 🩷💙🧜♀️ 🐝🌷💕
@@nanascauldron hey beautiful B🐝🥹💖💖💖
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Intro was 10 mins lol but wasn’t so bad
Welcome and thank you for that feedback . I am always curious with intros, finding that line between sharing the before read messages and moving to cards . Lovely to have you here 💖🙏
Oh Nana. Wow.
Firstly, thank you so much for the mention! 🥹🥹 I love the visual of everyone contributing to throwing things in the cauldron!
From the title, I wasn’t expecting this reading to be for me, but it’s collective so I was prepared to receive whatever might come thru that might speak to me, since snakes and time are two things that have been coming up for me as well. And the way you channel is amazing. Even when the message isn’t specifically for me. 🤍
I love the visual of a snake wanting us to follow it, like a guide. Like how you mentioned the snake as a guardian in my reading on time.
I was doing well until that Knight of Pentacles came out. Then I had to stop the reading and go have a little cry because after seeing the Knight, I felt I knew what the message was going to be. Then I came back when I was ready to receive the message you had to share.
I’m going thru a tough time at the moment, another dark night, like we’ve talked about. Last night I prayed for clarity. Because I am finished with my memoir and have been second guessing everything and second guessing publishing it. I prayed for clarity because I have so much doubt.
I wrote about the Knight of Pentacles in my story because there’s hardly a way to remove him from my story without turning the entire story into a fictional one. But my finger has been hovering over that backspace button, ready to remove the more vulnerable and pivotal parts of my story because he’s in those parts.
Back then, I soaked our connection and him in metaphorical gasoline, tossing a match on him and running away like a coward to let him burn. (So crazy you mentioned the car going up in flames.)
There’s been nothing but silence and a sense of anger brewing below the surface for 13 years now. But still, it feels like his ghost is everywhere. For 13 years, constant dreams and reminders everywhere. It feels like an energetic cord that won’t release me from him.
Funny that hex should come out when I believed at one point maybe he had hexed me in his anger, and that’s why I couldn’t get free. I’ve tried cord cutting, tried moving on romantically, tried rituals to set me free from the guilt, because maybe it was just guilt? But nothing has worked yet.
Anytime I try to pull cards about this connection, he comes out as the Knight of Pentacles. Energetically, it has felt like all these years he’s been waiting on the outskirts for something. I don’t know what because he won’t speak to me.
But in all this, I have learned forgiveness. I’ve learned to forgive myself. I’ve learned that I have worth even though I made terrible choices in the past.
I felt called to write my story. And I cannot write the Knight of Pentacles out of my story because I have tried. I have wondered and doubted whether I was supposed to write it at all, because even though I’ve changed his name in the story, to maintain anonymity. I feel at times like I have no right to speak of him after what I did. It feels like standing out in the open, completely naked and vulnerable in this form of expression. (So crazy again that one figure is naked and the other clothed.)
But I am LAMENTING my RESPONSIBILITY to tell the truth and share what I feel called to share.
Thank you so much for this reading, coming right after I prayed for clarity at this crossroads. When you said my name at the beginning of the reading, it felt almost as if Spirit was tapping me on the shoulder and whispering, “Listen.”
I am removing my finger from the backspace. I will tell the whole story.
And if the Knight of Pentacles decides to breathe fire on me, (he was born year of the Dragon) then I guess it is my turn to burn.
Hi dear Amanda, first off it’s my pleasure to be able to share your channel and yes the last reading you did really captured my attention with the time and snake links.
I love how you talk about your experiences with the knight of pentacles in your life and I really appreciate you opening up and sharing this so so much….and a big hug to you as well , sometimes those tears are just waiting for release 🦋
When you say ‘lamenting your responsibility to tell the truth and share what you feel called to share ‘ ….what a wonderful insight. I feel like your memoir will offer a lot to those who read it just as your readings do. This feels like such an important part of the journey , how much do we share , how helpful is it and how should we be delivering it ? Is it important to others do they want to hear it ? .
It’s so fascinating to me seeing how our experiences impact one another and that by opening up about them in ways that we feel guided , we create shifts and open to an energy of deeper understanding and love. The sharing of experiences can be so healing for us individually and as a collective.
You’re so right that there are some things that can’t be deleted from our stories . They go into making us who we are . As we connect with people it’s very few who know all these threads and how we came to the place we are or the threads that comprise our inner fabric , just like we may not see all of theirs .
In truth this reading almost didn’t make it to the channel and on a conscious level I thought it was because it felt I was talking about personal experiences that may not be of interest to others but after reading your reflections , was it really about my own personal knight of pentacles ( a knight of swords for me ) many years ago but still there part of my fabric .
You see there was a sense of power in this reading , that came through from the start but also a sense that it felt a little overwhelming , hence it did seem like the reading had more to say …yet …. I felt tired or is the resistant perhaps , as you mention in your experience also .
So yes , a big yes , to sharing your journey and pushing through that resistance as you feel called . DONT hit that backspace because I’d to read your memoir and I feel others would too .💕
@@AppalachiaHermitTarot Amanda! Omg! You finished your memoir! Wow. That is absolutely monumental. I am amazed the reading Nana B mentions you it is a reading that gets right into that dark night (knight) energy.
As I read your comment, both here and everywhere I want more of your words. The depth of your existence is very moving to my soul.
I am so in awe of your share here. And I’m so grateful you did not backspace any of you!
❤️
@@AppalachiaHermitTarot I tossed through the night with your comment. There is so much here.
I saw a connection to your experience and a very painful and intense conversation I had with my brother and niece yesterday. You read a bit about their journey in the book. I was negotiating their journey together and watched her light up that car! This is on the heels of her visit here and who I see she is in my ecosystem. What i connected to you was the extension of grace. That your journey is layered. First, I sense generational trauma that you are shifting for all future generations. And that absolutely is conveyed in these cards. There is so much devotion in your mission. As expressed through all the things you’ve done to clear this connection.
Dang, there’s just so much to say and my brain is flustered with how to say it. Which was why I was tossing all night. I kept asking the unseen, “how do I convey all this information in this platform?” And more dang information was coming in 😂.
More tossing and turning.
Finally I realized a song was playing the entire time in the background. Under loads of information that continued to flood in. The unseen was compressing to help convey the underlying message of all these details I received from reading your comment, Amanda. Here is the song:
th-cam.com/video/NObbp2lDOnQ/w-d-xo.htmlsi=i6IzQ85BFGF1cL_v
@@nanascauldron It really does blow my mind how our experiences can be so different yet so connected. And you’re right. We never know what we are sharing when we feel called to share, might be impacting another.
Just like how you felt your own experiences be reflected back to you in this reading (with your Knight of Swords) and so you felt the reading was off. But it was exactly what I needed to hear the most. ♥️♥️
You emphasized the power you felt from this reading but also the hesitancy. Maybe resistance. I think it has been both from me. I can see how this could translate to tired. It was so much!
Thank you so much for your encouraging words! 🥹🥹♥️
@@quietname Kim, I am so blown away by how connected you are. 🤯 And I am so grateful for the connection we have formed. 🥹🥹 I hate that you lost sleep but wow I am so grateful for your insight here!
I love that connection with grace to your brother and niece! When I finally opened up to grace, it began connecting me to everything all over the place, like flipping a breaker switch I never knew was off.
I had to go listen to that song a few times and had another good cry before I could come back to respond. I got chills listening to it. It’s so beautiful and fitting.
You mentioned you sensed generational trauma. And then the ending of the song says, “And if you don’t wake up, I’ll know you tried to…” that part just absolutely got me because my brother’s death ended up being the ending to so much darkness I had been carrying with me for so many years. And he helped set me free from the other side. You’ll see when I get this thing finally available to read.
“And if you don’t wake up, I’ll know you tried to…”
My brother accidentally OD’ed. He fell asleep in his bed and didn’t wake up. We didn’t get to work through that trauma together, not in the physical. He helped me finish the battle on the other side.
Hence maybe why he shows up with a sword in the spirit realm.
Wow. Just wow. I’m off to listen to this song again.
Thank you Kim. ♥️♥️🙏