Pile 2 . I had to walk away because he wasn’t giving me the connection I needed. Your right I have been selling things from him he is unwilling to give… this was the last straw. I love him but I love myself more. I have to choose me no matter how much it hurts
After I raised up to 325k trading with her I bought a new House and a car here in the states also paid for my son's surgery (Oscar). Glory to God.shalom.
Wow that's nice She makes you that much!! please is there a way to reach her services, I work 3 jobs and trying to pay off my debts for a while now!! Please help me.
Pile 3 🙏 Oh My Goodness ! I have no words. Captured the sitiation perfectly right down to some things that were said and symbols shown that were specific to the connection as if it were a nod from Spirit. Thank you 🩷 ☮️
Pile one, personally the Starfish energy for me represents regeneration. Some animals are known for their ability to regrow - or regenerate - body parts following dramatic injury. Starfish are among the most famous and dramatic examples, being able to grow an entire new body from just a single arm. Starfish also have the ability to regenerate neurons, something not seen in many animals. I can rebuild, regrow, repair any part of me that feels lost.
Pile 2: I'm person B, but I'M the Sagittarius. My person A is a Gemini. It's as you say. He betrayed my trust and love...I cut the connection off. He stole our book we were writing. That's the short version. We haven't spoken since March, and I have nothing to say until he apologizes, which may never happen. I never wanted this to happen; it destroyed the dream we shared. I do love him. But I'm not going to be his writing slave anymore: that's not what we agreed to.
Gemini and Sag are forever couples, soul mates in my opinion. Both as friends or romantically. My best friends are mostly Sagittarius ( I am Sun Gemini) I also listening this for a Sagittarius Moon crush. Unfortunately, being opposite signs is two-edged sword and a good friendship or companionship can turn into hostility and best friends can be enemies, there is a potential for that. A good example of that ia Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie.
@@Nalanrd I want to forgive him. I want him to forgive me. But... I'm so sick of holding on. I'm not going to reach out: I'm not the one who lied and stole! But I appreciate you sharing your insight. If you see him... let him know how I feel. 😜
@@DickinsonsDaughter As being Gemini Sun, I would say wait for a surprise from him. We sometimes give all our attention on different stuff that we forget about the people that are important for us. Since our mind is on thousands of different things, even though we don’t really have bad intentions we seem like we do and when we finally realize that we might have hurt somebody that is important for us we try to mend things with all our heart and pure intentions. I am not saying he is definately this way but could be ☺️
@@Nalanrd I absolutely hope so. I had to run...I can't tolerate that treatment anymore, so I will admit I did my best to burn it all down. He just walked away. No protest.
@@DickinsonsDaughter You did the right thing. If he really cares for you, he is the one who needs to come around and he is the one to apolgize. If someone makes us feel bettayed and heartbroken, we need to draw the line so they understand their mistakes and to be respectful to the people who care for them.
Spot ON! Girl, you had every detail, and how the timing fit in was literally, less than l/2 hr before I started listening in. BRAVO You took a weight lift off me as you continued in with the details. Thank you so very much.
As pile 2, I thought he was pretty cute when I first met him (He was with someone and would always talk about her) I could see how in love he was.... Then recently they broke up and he started getting flirty, vulnerable and intense with me. I think we are both trying to get to know each other but the minute one of us tries to be a bit forward, the other one starts pussyfooting. I know right now he's also trying to work on finding himself so I'm ok with him taking his time ^^
Pile 2, resonates entirely that was our dynamic and I've personally been working through the childhood issues you bring up. I'm not sure how I feel anymore and I'm not sure if I even want to manifest this connection back because there's so much baggage. I'm even in the Twilight 💩posting group on Facebook 🐀 lol. Fantastic, beautiful reading, thanks. Also, love your nails!!
Pile 2 / Person B resonated with me, too. Most of all, I needed the reminders you gave us at the end of Pile 2. No matter what is happening in our current realities, none of us can be replicated and we are all deserving of good things. May we all believe this and learn to anticipate the good things and not just the bad ones. Sending you love! Thank you for the message.
Pile 3: I am person A and he is person B. He loves to hear about my day and whenever I ask about his, I get nothing 🥲 I genuinely care about how his day is going or was going but I feel he’s afraid to open up to me but he did tell me that he’s not ready for a relationship and that he needs to work on some things which I respect
Pile 3 felt like a personal reading! And you got two air signs - he’s an aquarius and I’m a libra. Hoping we reconcile a relationship that’ll last for a lifetime soon 🙏🏻
Sending out my love to my person A in pile 2❤💖💝 you deserve good things. and if you take a step towards me, you'll know that I value freedom just as much as you do; this love that binds us will be a cord connecting us, but we are always free 😌
I came across your channel few days back. And whichever video I have watched so far, they were bang on. Even with this one, I could resonate with almost every single point (pile 1). Thank you so much!
Pile 1 ☁️. I can’t even get beyond words how accurate your reading is. I couldn’t find any card that didn’t resonate. You described the entire situation into a such detail that I got scared for a moment how powerful your reading is haha. Thank you for clarifying me the whole situation, I felt a call to watch a tarot reading and randomly stumbled upon this video and now I know it was divinely orchestrated. Thank you 🙏🏼🔮🃏
Pile 3 - I often referred to us as mirrors; sometimes it felt as if we were each other… So of course I resonated with a little bit of both person A and B, but mostly A. Thank you 🙏🏽
Pile 2. Nailed it. It’s funny I’m a Sag and I was actually pile b. I assumed at first opposite but quickly realized otherwise. Great reading, exactly what I was looking for, thank you!!! 🙏
Thank you 🙏🏼 for sharing your gifts to support us. This is one of the most accurate and on point readings I’ve ever watched. Blessings to you and all of us on this journey. ❤️
I am very grateful for this connection. It started my spiritual awakning and even though it took a while to realize that the pain was merely a wakeup call to the areas that needed healing I hope that peraon A also finds their peace and self love. Pile 3
I picked pile 3 and I can resonate with it… I was drawn to that pile and went straight ahead to the message and even tented to go go and listen pile 1, but I heard you said that it has a lot of resentment and I’m not a resentful person… even tho I thing you are right on point that it could be both but we still I’m b and he a but still feel both. Btw we’re both Geminis just a week apart on birthdays. But he done me wrong and I’m having a hard time trusting him, even tho I love him to death.
I've newly subscribed to your and channel and I must say you never miss!! I'm grateful to have come across your channel. I chose pile 2 today and right from the start it was clear I was b and my person was a. Each and every statement you made resonated so well. And it was so funny how you said " that we don't have to take your word and you're not a psychologist" and proceeded to speak nothing but facts (well, atleast to me). And I've also noticed that the videos you upload are very relative to what I'm going through at that moment. I'm just so grateful !!!
The weirdest shit is I 100% said out loud oh thats me. But I so very clearly am watching this after 😂 im assuming this will definitely resonate strong lol
hahaahah the audacity deck 😂 Honestly, everytime he returns with some bs excuse I always say “the audacity of this twerp,” and here we go got the audacity deck. 🤣🤣
Pile 1 Gemini is Aa, and Im Bb virgo. Sadley he walked away and closed off because someone accused me of being jealous of everyone he talked too. Im just consintraiting on my career. No matter how much i still love him he ghosted me so he has to make the first move. 💔❤️🩹
I was meant to see this and pick pile one. I’m not kidding when I say all of it is spot on. I resonated with person B, and dealing with a person A. I am a Capricorn and he is a Taurus so I was shocked and things were even more confirmed when those popped up in the charms. Thank you
i feel like i did so much for him but idk. im tired snd im exhausted this keeps going on loops in my mind and ive thought wayyy too much ab it. thought thinking and analyzing my way around it would fix my feelings but..all of them r still here. so rdy to get over it and feel grateful and happy about myself. i was stressed out ab how he didnt want to speak anymore and everything for so long but i want him to be free ,; i think the thing i get sad ab is not knwoing if our relationship/connection is/was real. i never felt so much romantic love for one person and idk what to do with all of it.. i dont believe in our relationship anymore.. too much time has passed for me to believe that he ever cared/or cares… a part of me doesnt understand how someone could be silent for so long and have loved u like u were their wife.. so.. just doesnt make sense and alot of shit i cant wrap my head around idk ive been patient and ive waited for him to reach out but he never has and im tired and exhausted as i said before im rdy to mvoe on and be someone new and meet tons of new people, and align with my dreams career wise. im ready for new. i guess i just miss him a lot some days and get angry towards him cus i dont understand what went wrong and why we couldnt just talk it out and at least come to a same page agreement, even if it met just friends or never speaking again.
I really feel you and have been going thru the same thing…i liked this person with such intensity and such authenticity and showed him so much love, sometimes i feel that i regret ever giving him a chance or even meeting him and other times i miss him so much because in my heart of hearts i know the connection is spiritual and mystical. Silence for 9 months, never responded to my messages to him ending things after he came back but kept hurting me over and over the more loving i was the worse it got and the more closed off and weird and even cruel he became at the very end…i just sometimes honestly feel like i am not sure if i want to live anymore not because of how he treated me or him but because he hit my abandonment wounds so severely that i am so afraid i will also be stuck in those thoughts and they really torment me. I have never been so disregarded, so rejected and so abandoned like this and i did absolutely nothing to deserve it but wanting to connect to this person…i cannot see out of the tunnel i try to stop watching tarot and cutting chords and redirecting my thoughts and then i relapse and thoughts of him invade my mind and then i begin feeling so much torment and hurt. Watching tarot has also really hurt me because some readers keep saying that he got into another connection to try to forget and it makes me even more sad hurt and mad because i cannot accept that someone can hurt someone else so badly for no reason that makes sense and keep on living normally and then get into other connections like i meant absolutely nothing and all the hurt and pain i have gone through is just me alone just because i wanted to connect to someone and showed this person tenderness and love…all what it would have took was a message to talk it over and it would have eased my pain
I am trying so hard to heal but the wounds his actions have touched within me really torment me and sometimes i have suicidal thoughts because i dont want to be alone, and i dont want to have to keep learning « lessons » just to be loved or simply just treated well and i don’t want to keep being inside these loop thoughts because they torment me so deeply and i just do not think i can open myself to someone again or be vulnerable again sometimes i just get in this energy and beat myself up for how much i keep thinking of this person and how much i keep watching tarot i almost resent myself for it
Pile 2 . I had to walk away because he wasn’t giving me the connection I needed. Your right I have been selling things from him he is unwilling to give… this was the last straw. I love him but I love myself more. I have to choose me no matter how much it hurts
"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb." "What a stupid lamb" "what a sick, masochistic lion"😭🐀
Doing the ‘person a, person b’ and aiming it this way for people who just listen is really thoughtful and kind.
After so much struggles I now own a new house and my family is happy once again everything is finally falling into place!!
Thanks to my co-worker (Alex) who suggested Ms Mary Elizabeth Webb .
She's a licensed broker in the states 🇺🇸
After I raised up to 325k trading with her I bought a new House and a car here in the states also paid for my son's surgery (Oscar). Glory to God.shalom.
Wow that's nice She makes you that much!! please is there a way to reach her services, I work 3 jobs and trying to pay off my debts for a while now!! Please help me.
Finding yourself a good broker is as same as finding a good wife, which you go less stress,you get just enough with so much little effort at things
Pile 3 🙏 Oh My Goodness ! I have no words. Captured the sitiation perfectly right down to some things that were said and symbols shown that were specific to the connection as if it were a nod from Spirit.
Thank you 🩷 ☮️
Pile one, personally the Starfish energy for me represents regeneration.
Some animals are known for their ability to regrow - or regenerate - body parts following dramatic injury. Starfish are among the most famous and dramatic examples, being able to grow an entire new body from just a single arm. Starfish also have the ability to regenerate neurons, something not seen in many animals.
I can rebuild, regrow, repair any part of me that feels lost.
Pile 2. I am person B and my parents were definitely emotionally unavailable. I've been working on myself the past 8 to 9 months now.
Yooooo, I'm so high I couldn't see the clear quartz for Pile 2 😂
Pile 2: I'm person B, but I'M the Sagittarius. My person A is a Gemini. It's as you say. He betrayed my trust and love...I cut the connection off. He stole our book we were writing. That's the short version. We haven't spoken since March, and I have nothing to say until he apologizes, which may never happen.
I never wanted this to happen; it destroyed the dream we shared. I do love him. But I'm not going to be his writing slave anymore: that's not what we agreed to.
Gemini and Sag are forever couples, soul mates in my opinion. Both as friends or romantically. My best friends are mostly Sagittarius ( I am Sun Gemini) I also listening this for a Sagittarius Moon crush. Unfortunately, being opposite signs is two-edged sword and a good friendship or companionship can turn into hostility and best friends can be enemies, there is a potential for that. A good example of that ia Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie.
@@Nalanrd I want to forgive him. I want him to forgive me. But... I'm so sick of holding on. I'm not going to reach out: I'm not the one who lied and stole! But I appreciate you sharing your insight. If you see him... let him know how I feel. 😜
@@DickinsonsDaughter As being Gemini Sun, I would say wait for a surprise from him. We sometimes give all our attention on different stuff that we forget about the people that are important for us. Since our mind is on thousands of different things, even though we don’t really have bad intentions we seem like we do and when we finally realize that we might have hurt somebody that is important for us we try to mend things with all our heart and pure intentions. I am not saying he is definately this way but could be ☺️
@@Nalanrd I absolutely hope so. I had to run...I can't tolerate that treatment anymore, so I will admit I did my best to burn it all down. He just walked away. No protest.
@@DickinsonsDaughter You did the right thing. If he really cares for you, he is the one who needs to come around and he is the one to apolgize. If someone makes us feel bettayed and heartbroken, we need to draw the line so they understand their mistakes and to be respectful to the people who care for them.
Spot ON! Girl, you had every detail, and how the timing fit in was literally, less than l/2 hr before I started listening in. BRAVO You took a weight lift off me as you continued in with the details. Thank you so very much.
Referencing Your 1st reading for the onyx ??
Pile 2. Accurate af. Thank you. Much love from India. God bless.
Group 3. I WAS THE ONE AHO SAID “ Oh thats me haha” were all one. I love the universe👑 💕
As pile 2, I thought he was pretty cute when I first met him (He was with someone and would always talk about her) I could see how in love he was.... Then recently they broke up and he started getting flirty, vulnerable and intense with me. I think we are both trying to get to know each other but the minute one of us tries to be a bit forward, the other one starts pussyfooting. I know right now he's also trying to work on finding himself so I'm ok with him taking his time ^^
Pile A: yah, it’s like being on a zipper ride at the carnival. Nauseating. Pleasure and Anger and turning away, too.
Pile 2, resonates entirely that was our dynamic and I've personally been working through the childhood issues you bring up. I'm not sure how I feel anymore and I'm not sure if I even want to manifest this connection back because there's so much baggage. I'm even in the Twilight 💩posting group on Facebook 🐀 lol. Fantastic, beautiful reading, thanks. Also, love your nails!!
pile 3, when you said you intuitively heard someone say "oh thats me" i said that 2 seconds beforehand 😅😅
Same! 😭😭
Pile 2 / Person B resonated with me, too. Most of all, I needed the reminders you gave us at the end of Pile 2. No matter what is happening in our current realities, none of us can be replicated and we are all deserving of good things. May we all believe this and learn to anticipate the good things and not just the bad ones. Sending you love! Thank you for the message.
Pile 3: I am person A and he is person B. He loves to hear about my day and whenever I ask about his, I get nothing 🥲 I genuinely care about how his day is going or was going but I feel he’s afraid to open up to me but he did tell me that he’s not ready for a relationship and that he needs to work on some things which I respect
Pile 3 felt like a personal reading! And you got two air signs - he’s an aquarius and I’m a libra. Hoping we reconcile a relationship that’ll last for a lifetime soon 🙏🏻
Sending out my love to my person A in pile 2❤💖💝 you deserve good things. and if you take a step towards me, you'll know that I value freedom just as much as you do; this love that binds us will be a cord connecting us, but we are always free 😌
Pile 3 ❤. Ready for the honest truth 😅
I came across your channel few days back. And whichever video I have watched so far, they were bang on. Even with this one, I could resonate with almost every single point (pile 1). Thank you so much!
I'm person A in #3 and I needed this so much. So much of what you said, the universe has also been showing me. Thank you, thank you, thank you
Pile 2, thank you Angel 🤍
Pile 1 ☁️. I can’t even get beyond words how accurate your reading is. I couldn’t find any card that didn’t resonate. You described the entire situation into a such detail that I got scared for a moment how powerful your reading is haha. Thank you for clarifying me the whole situation, I felt a call to watch a tarot reading and randomly stumbled upon this video and now I know it was divinely orchestrated. Thank you 🙏🏼🔮🃏
Pile 3, so painfully spot on
Pile 3 - I often referred to us as mirrors; sometimes it felt as if we were each other… So of course I resonated with a little bit of both person A and B, but mostly A. Thank you 🙏🏽
Pile 2. Nailed it. It’s funny I’m a Sag and I was actually pile b. I assumed at first opposite but quickly realized otherwise. Great reading, exactly what I was looking for, thank you!!! 🙏
Yes I’m cute and intense 😂 Huge insights from pile 2, so resonant, thank you 🙏🏼
Wowwww pile 1, exactly spot on! And so much wisdom in this reading. Thank you ♥️
Pile 1 resonated the most for me. Thank you!
Pile 1 - every word of this was so accurate!!! Thank you, friend!!!! This was just perfect ❤
Pile 2!! So resonates :) thank you
Pile 2 It’s so scary how this ile resonates with my current situation. Thank you so much for your readings. I enjoy listening to them a lot. 🥰
Pile 2: yes, Sag is big in both our charts.
2nd pile is exactly my story! Thank you for this. 🙏🏻🥰
Thank you 🙏🏼 for sharing your gifts to support us. This is one of the most accurate and on point readings I’ve ever watched. Blessings to you and all of us on this journey. ❤️
I am very grateful for this connection. It started my spiritual awakning and even though it took a while to realize that the pain was merely a wakeup call to the areas that needed healing I hope that peraon A also finds their peace and self love. Pile 3
Pile 1 this is an extremely accurate reading, thank you so much for this ❤
I picked pile 3 and I can resonate with it… I was drawn to that pile and went straight ahead to the message and even tented to go go and listen pile 1, but I heard you said that it has a lot of resentment and I’m not a resentful person… even tho I thing you are right on point that it could be both but we still I’m b and he a but still feel both. Btw we’re both Geminis just a week apart on birthdays. But he done me wrong and I’m having a hard time trusting him, even tho I love him to death.
I chose pile 1. Perfect resonation. Thank you. ❤️
Pile 3 ❤❤❤Thank you for the Reading🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 hope person A Will come back…😘😘😘
Pile 3 was so fucking scarying accurate
Pile 2, thank you and facts I am blessed
I wanted to choose pile 3 but I'm attracted to pile 1
I love what you did with pile two!! The perception that have and the reality that it turnt out is 🩵✨
You’re always on point!! I hope you can do a reading on new love or what our energy is attracting. I’m ready for new energyyy
Pile 3.
No freaking way!!!!! I said "oh thats me"!!!! Freaking crazy! Ahhahah i love when things like this happen during tarot.
I've newly subscribed to your and channel and I must say you never miss!! I'm grateful to have come across your channel. I chose pile 2 today and right from the start it was clear I was b and my person was a. Each and every statement you made resonated so well. And it was so funny how you said " that we don't have to take your word and you're not a psychologist" and proceeded to speak nothing but facts (well, atleast to me). And I've also noticed that the videos you upload are very relative to what I'm going through at that moment. I'm just so grateful !!!
Pile 1. Oh my goodness, sooooo good! Right on point. Thank you
I love her ever since I found her channel, I subscribed right away and watched her videos, the vibe and the realness is what I'm here for!🩷🩷🩷
The weirdest shit is I 100% said out loud oh thats me. But I so very clearly am watching this after 😂 im assuming this will definitely resonate strong lol
Pile 1: 🎯 Spot On!
Pile 1: Spot on and obvious I was person b and he was accurately person A❤
Pile 1 you are so spot on ❤
I really love your energy!!! You really are such a vibrant soul ❤
Mega! Thank you so much! It was Like listening to one of my best friends 😊
You Are great!
✨♥✨
pile 2 went hard for me. the person on my mind is sagittarius sun
Pile 1 and it just broke my heart.. because I know what I need to do now.. :(
YOUR NAILS ARE GIIIIIIVIIIINGGGG GURRRL❤❤🌻🌸✨✨
Pile one is so accurate thanks❤
I accidentally clicked on this video and pile 1 resonated so deeply.
Well, that was confusing. 😆
Pile 3: and everything is so spot on 🤯
Pile 1, resonate, Taurus here
I really resonated with pile 1, ty for posting this
Pile 3 person B here. Used to call them a picnic gnat bc they got on my nerves so bad! 😂 Very accurate. Thanks!
Pile 1 resonated with me. Person B
Thanks again sweet lady, your readings & guidance are always spot on & very helpful ❤
You come back so I live your readings
hahaahah the audacity deck 😂
Honestly, everytime he returns with some bs excuse I always say “the audacity of this twerp,” and here we go got the audacity deck. 🤣🤣
Pile 2 was perfectly spot on ❤
LOOOVE your nails!! And thank you so much for the reading! Definitely didn't miss.
Pile 1 Gemini is Aa, and Im Bb virgo. Sadley he walked away and closed off because someone accused me of being jealous of everyone he talked too. Im just consintraiting on my career. No matter how much i still love him he ghosted me so he has to make the first move. 💔❤️🩹
Pile 3, I’m person A. How about the wish I made, I was expecting a yes or no to my wish haha
Yes. I am stepping back. No contact for a month now. Church hindered us
Pile2 person B so resonated. Thank you.
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I AM TRULY PERSON A. OH YOU MENTIONED HALLELUJAH. I MET HIM IN THE CHURCH
Pile 1. Definitely resonated as person B for the most part
I was meant to see this and pick pile one. I’m not kidding when I say all of it is spot on. I resonated with person B, and dealing with a person A. I am a Capricorn and he is a Taurus so I was shocked and things were even more confirmed when those popped up in the charms. Thank you
That was me! #card3, I said that's me! Lmao.
Love your nails 🤍
Pile 3❤❤❤
Pile 3 so accurate omg
Pile 3 / I'm "B" ~ Pisces ♓️💫 🌕b💫♓️
The accuracy in this reading is scary lol❤
I was just thinking on how to make money through investing 😂 I do not invest but I think that’s a confirmation! Thank you!! So I get it! 💯 accurate!
pile 2, it’s true
pile 2- wow ❤
Pile 1❤
1.wow you r amazing girll
Ty Pile 2 😊
Thanks!
Pile 3 💜
Pile 1... I am person A. Self doubt
This was such a good reading really
1:43:46 pile 3
i feel like i did so much for him but idk. im tired snd im exhausted this keeps going on loops in my mind and ive thought wayyy too much ab it. thought thinking and analyzing my way around it would fix my feelings but..all of them r still here. so rdy to get over it and feel grateful and happy about myself. i was stressed out ab how he didnt want to speak anymore and everything for so long but i want him to be free ,; i think the thing i get sad ab is not knwoing if our relationship/connection is/was real. i never felt so much romantic love for one person and idk what to do with all of it.. i dont believe in our relationship anymore.. too much time has passed for me to believe that he ever cared/or cares… a part of me doesnt understand how someone could be silent for so long and have loved u like u were their wife.. so.. just doesnt make sense and alot of shit i cant wrap my head around idk ive been patient and ive waited for him to reach out but he never has and im tired and exhausted as i said before im rdy to mvoe on and be someone new and meet tons of new people, and align with my dreams career wise. im ready for new. i guess i just miss him a lot some days and get angry towards him cus i dont understand what went wrong and why we couldnt just talk it out and at least come to a same page agreement, even if it met just friends or never speaking again.
I really feel you and have been going thru the same thing…i liked this person with such intensity and such authenticity and showed him so much love, sometimes i feel that i regret ever giving him a chance or even meeting him and other times i miss him so much because in my heart of hearts i know the connection is spiritual and mystical. Silence for 9 months, never responded to my messages to him ending things after he came back but kept hurting me over and over the more loving i was the worse it got and the more closed off and weird and even cruel he became at the very end…i just sometimes honestly feel like i am not sure if i want to live anymore not because of how he treated me or him but because he hit my abandonment wounds so severely that i am so afraid i will also be stuck in those thoughts and they really torment me. I have never been so disregarded, so rejected and so abandoned like this and i did absolutely nothing to deserve it but wanting to connect to this person…i cannot see out of the tunnel i try to stop watching tarot and cutting chords and redirecting my thoughts and then i relapse and thoughts of him invade my mind and then i begin feeling so much torment and hurt. Watching tarot has also really hurt me because some readers keep saying that he got into another connection to try to forget and it makes me even more sad hurt and mad because i cannot accept that someone can hurt someone else so badly for no reason that makes sense and keep on living normally and then get into other connections like i meant absolutely nothing and all the hurt and pain i have gone through is just me alone just because i wanted to connect to someone and showed this person tenderness and love…all what it would have took was a message to talk it over and it would have eased my pain
I am trying so hard to heal but the wounds his actions have touched within me really torment me and sometimes i have suicidal thoughts because i dont want to be alone, and i dont want to have to keep learning « lessons » just to be loved or simply just treated well and i don’t want to keep being inside these loop thoughts because they torment me so deeply and i just do not think i can open myself to someone again or be vulnerable again sometimes i just get in this energy and beat myself up for how much i keep thinking of this person and how much i keep watching tarot i almost resent myself for it
Тhank you so much!!❤....great healing ❤❤🎉
Pile 2!!🦋