i walk home alone, its almost sunset after school. i go in, change my clothes and head to the living room. lay down and turn on the tv. both of my parents are at work, im alone. its quiet. i close my eyes and fall asleep listening to cartoon network playing.
Guys we all know why are we here... to dive into that depression, that abyss, I want you to know that i feel the same, I battle myself not to commit a suicade. But if it's about you guys please don't do this, stay hard, make your fathers proud and not to be broken(even if they're not in this world anymore). I and millions of people are with you, we will fight this trough, stay safe and never give up...
Well I was scrolling through songs and found this, forgot what it sounded like. Played it now I feel sad. But thanks dude, my mental health ain't so good rn. I'm struggling a lot.
If you still out here dont. I have nothing but my 2 parents. I am too scared to commit but even if i werent i would not because my parents have gone through a lot to raise me. I csnt thank them by ending myself and make them think they failed.
@@RambleZone1 Yo, I know this is a late reply but thank you dude. I'm doing way better than what I used to be. Although it's getting tough, I'm managing. ❤
I wrote a kinda personal poem for this song, I thought I'd share. Goodnight dad, I'm sorry I'm sorry for making you upset I didn't know You were trying to fix things And I ignored you Goodnight dad, Please rest well, Do not wish ill of family Or you'll surely go through hell Close your eyes tight, You'll make things right Things will go back to normal Someday it will be alright Dad, I love you I'm sorry I never said it before I was scared I know you've hurt me, But I still care I still hope you feel well I hope you sleep with all comfort I know you don't, most times Goodnight dad, I love you
That hit so deep, my dad passed back in February and we had a messy relationship. I look and act exactly like him, a teddy bear til you hurt somebody I love, always trying to be the hero for everybody else, but never myself, loving animals more than I ever could humans, wanting to run away deep into the night. Everything seems to remind me of him, I just got my first car and I'm learning so much about how to maintain it on my own. He was a master mechanic, and I wish I could take him for a spin in it and work on it together. Sorry for my rant
@@zakaryhudson Never apologize, friend. I'm glad I can help you feel understood. I'm just trying to be here to help, learn, and understand others. I wish you a pleasant day and or night. :)
the first time i ever listened to this song was about a year ago, and now it almost gives me ptsd. praying yall get thru whatever ur going through & stay strong 🙏
You are for what You tried to be, already trying your Best to be good for your dad surely Made him happy. You're dad loves You deep down inside, he is your everything. Please don't Beat yourself up for the Bad times with him.and if You tried to at least be a good son, that means a Lot that you put effort into making him proud. We love you man, including your dad 🤕❤️🩹
Same😭 but by all means You are not a failure, i'm sure there are Moments You Made your dad proud, be happy who You are, You are yourself and we appreciate You for that.
Never say that, you might not notice, but everyday you see people and they probably think about you or miss you when your gone or they might have a crush on you, who knows!, you are important to people, Never forget that,
literally crying over these comments. I love you all, so much. although you may have lost those you've loved, or even yourself, you have to keep going. you are not stupid. you are not ugly, worthless, disgusting, weak, a burden, a mistake, anything like that. you are allowed to cry, to be angry, to be happy. you are allowed to feel. there is still hope left for you, for all of us, for the world. even if you don't believe in it, or see it, or feel it, it's there. and it's yours to keep. hold on to that hope, even if it's just the tiniest of a sliver. hold onto it. I promise you, things will get better. you are going to be okay. I promise. I love you. no matter who you are, I love you, inside and out. you are beautiful. let the world see your shine. it's something worth seeing.
If any of you are depressed, listen to my words, if the sun can wake up every morning and make the day brighter, so can you, and if the love you give out in the world, will always come back to you,
My dog is dying and she knows it too. A infectious tumor spread from her foot to her whole leg. She can’t walk, run, and can barely stand. Only 2 days ago she was running and healthy i don’t know how it spread so fast today is my final goodbye before we have to put her down. This whole day feels like static just knowing my best friend is going to be dead in 24 hours.
she's in the heavens, no longer in pain. now, she's watching over you, and she's happy that you gave her a good life... and even stayed with her in her last moments. I'm so sorry for your loss. I promise, it's going to be okay. I know she's proud of you, and I'm proud of you too. you did good. may she rest in peace... 🕊💕 @@miacheljhon3453
Whenever things start going my way, I force myself to remember my father's death. I remind myself because there's a decision I make. Succumb to hopelessness or keep suffering. I choose suffering every time, and I will continue to choose it. I am nothing without my pain and suffering
For me it's both my parents... But more my mom IMO and I've always been a momma's boy more than a "daddy's boy" cause with my dad he is quite strict and harsh... at times, doesn't take my mental health seriously... lol, I know it's quite sad but I know he still obviously loves me just in his fashion that I may not understand... I feel tense and awkward around him... Uncomfortable if you will... But around my mom? Not at all! ❤
Just to let you guys know, we are all worth it in the end, we will all die in the same place, you are never alone, and you matter to someone even if you don't think so,
Burning Steps - Ashes To Ashes Fire To Dust As I Take Steps Those Feelings Reverberate Again And Again The Sensation Hurts As I Step And Push The Ashes Choke My Throat Because I Know What They're Made Of... "Dreams" Dreams Of Love And Happiness Dreams Of Being Wanted Dreams Of Being Loved Now All Burned And I Had To Sit And Watch As The Person Whom I Loved Burned Burned In Her Own Effigy's My Own Fire Lit And Set Ablaze After It Reducing Fragments...To Ashes And As I Walked On The Dust My Feet Burning With Every Step The Air Black As The Void Surrounding It And The Sand As Dull As The Smoke Choking Me I Can Only Feel Myself Take A Few Steps And Not Walk Away And Never Come Back. -KM
I'll never forgive you, but I miss you. I hate you for what you did to me. But I miss those good moments we did have, when you offered them. But I'll never love you like I used to. I'm finally free now.
“I hate you for what you did to me. But I miss those good moments we did have, when you offered them.” I feel this so much. I had a break up recently. I’d assume you’re referring to one also. You’re not alone. I hope things get better, or got better, it’s been 9 months since you left this comment lol. Good luck
Real ( i Act Like i don’t Care, but it hurts my feelings so much. I swear‘d on my life that I will never fall in love ever again but she catch me help please. )
I’m sorry for being a burden to everyone I know…… I’m sorry for being this way, a heavyweight, a nuisance, annoying, and lonely I’m sorry for how I am Hopefully you shouldn’t have to deal with me for much longer…..
I wake up alone, i eat alone, i play games alone, i workout alone, i walk alone, i don't get invited by anyone, i don't have any friends, i never had a girlfriend, i don't know what's like to be special to someone, i don't know what's like to someone's first choise, i fail at everything, i'm a terrible son, student, boy, person, human being. I want to disappear from this world
"I'm just so done man! I'm done with everything!" "...Listen I understand the pain you're going through-" "You don't understand shit man! You don't know what it's like to wake up everyday knowing you failed everyone you ever loved! You don't know what it's like, to wake up everyday wishing that your current reality was a fucking nightmare and nothing more! I lost... I lost everything the day I moved away, and ever since then I pay for it with my fucking mental health... If I were still that little boy, who had his friends in his school, I wouldn't be so broken and you know that! Just... Fucking leave me alone..." "Josh I-" "I said leave me the fuck alone!" Idfk I write stories when I am sad :)
i walk home alone, its almost sunset after school. i go in, change my clothes and head to the living room. lay down and turn on the tv. both of my parents are at work, im alone. its quiet. i close my eyes and fall asleep listening to cartoon network playing.
Life after 2020 man.
The world ended in 2020
This hits hard, reminds me of when I would hum and pretend I was hugging somebody because I had nobody to comfort me
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I still do...
@@Reputationegative I hope you’ll be doing ok, maybe not now, but one of these days
I watch 25 year-old shows from a time when my life was better, to help me sleep. Over and over again.
I run out of the house ready to go swimming in the pool laughing and playing with my mom. Im no longer six.
Everything was so much better than…
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I like this song
I miss being a kid. I remember being 6 in 2014. Oh how times goes by so quickly.
That hurt man..
Guys we all know why are we here... to dive into that depression, that abyss, I want you to know that i feel the same, I battle myself not to commit a suicade. But if it's about you guys please don't do this, stay hard, make your fathers proud and not to be broken(even if they're not in this world anymore). I and millions of people are with you, we will fight this trough, stay safe and never give up...
Well I was scrolling through songs and found this, forgot what it sounded like. Played it now I feel sad. But thanks dude, my mental health ain't so good rn. I'm struggling a lot.
If you still out here dont. I have nothing but my 2 parents. I am too scared to commit but even if i werent i would not because my parents have gone through a lot to raise me. I csnt thank them by ending myself and make them think they failed.
@@RambleZone1 Yo, I know this is a late reply but thank you dude. I'm doing way better than what I used to be. Although it's getting tough, I'm managing. ❤
I wrote a kinda personal poem for this song, I thought I'd share.
Goodnight dad,
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for making you upset
I didn't know
You were trying to fix things
And I ignored you
Goodnight dad,
Please rest well,
Do not wish ill of family
Or you'll surely go through hell
Close your eyes tight,
You'll make things right
Things will go back to normal
Someday it will be alright
Dad, I love you
I'm sorry I never said it before
I was scared
I know you've hurt me,
But I still care
I still hope you feel well
I hope you sleep with all comfort
I know you don't, most times
Goodnight dad, I love you
we are going to make it
That hit so deep, my dad passed back in February and we had a messy relationship. I look and act exactly like him, a teddy bear til you hurt somebody I love, always trying to be the hero for everybody else, but never myself, loving animals more than I ever could humans, wanting to run away deep into the night. Everything seems to remind me of him, I just got my first car and I'm learning so much about how to maintain it on my own. He was a master mechanic, and I wish I could take him for a spin in it and work on it together. Sorry for my rant
@@zakaryhudson Never apologize, friend. I'm glad I can help you feel understood. I'm just trying to be here to help, learn, and understand others. I wish you a pleasant day and or night. :)
That was beautiful
Real @@LillianGraceFullofficial
my poor old man, it pains me to think how much i hurt him
What did you do?
The kind of comment that doesn't need explanation
It just impacts you
Real 😂💔
same
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I am going to blow my head off 😂😂😊😊🙏🙏
imagine we can made it 😂
@@hejtwix we gon get it one day
I am going to set myself on fire🤣🤣🔥🔥
@@Hxllxw00 nah bro wha
oh word
the first time i ever listened to this song was about a year ago, and now it almost gives me ptsd. praying yall get thru whatever ur going through & stay strong 🙏
i’m the worst son to ever live
You are for what You tried to be, already trying your Best to be good for your dad surely Made him happy. You're dad loves You deep down inside, he is your everything. Please don't Beat yourself up for the Bad times with him.and if You tried to at least be a good son, that means a Lot that you put effort into making him proud. We love you man, including your dad 🤕❤️🩹
Same
Same
Let's not reproduce anymore... Life is hell.
same
I've always been a failure for you, sorry dad
I'm trying not to cry reading this
Same😭 but by all means You are not a failure, i'm sure there are Moments You Made your dad proud, be happy who You are, You are yourself and we appreciate You for that.
I stayed up all night to remember all of my past mistakes and wish I turn back in time to fix it…
I am so sorry for existing
You shouldn't be sorry❤️🩹🙏
Please don’t ❤
Why? Do you mean you feel guilt for simply existing or that you wish you didn’t?
Me when I'm fucking depressed as shit... Real.
Never say that, you might not notice, but everyday you see people and they probably think about you or miss you when your gone or they might have a crush on you, who knows!, you are important to people, Never forget that,
shi is beautiful
i just want to go back
You only live once... Thank god 🤣😂🤣🤣
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you live everyday. you only die once
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literally crying over these comments. I love you all, so much. although you may have lost those you've loved, or even yourself, you have to keep going.
you are not stupid. you are not ugly, worthless, disgusting, weak, a burden, a mistake, anything like that.
you are allowed to cry, to be angry, to be happy. you are allowed to feel.
there is still hope left for you, for all of us, for the world. even if you don't believe in it, or see it, or feel it,
it's there.
and it's yours to keep.
hold on to that hope, even if it's just the tiniest of a sliver. hold onto it.
I promise you, things will get better. you are going to be okay.
I promise.
I love you. no matter who you are, I love you, inside and out.
you are beautiful.
let the world see your shine.
it's something worth seeing.
If any of you are depressed, listen to my words, if the sun can wake up every morning and make the day brighter, so can you, and if the love you give out in the world, will always come back to you,
My dog is dying and she knows it too. A infectious tumor spread from her foot to her whole leg. She can’t walk, run, and can barely stand. Only 2 days ago she was running and healthy i don’t know how it spread so fast today is my final goodbye before we have to put her down. This whole day feels like static just knowing my best friend is going to be dead in 24 hours.
We Put her down today i looked into her eyes and saw nothing. At least she died being pet.
she's in the heavens, no longer in pain. now, she's watching over you, and she's happy that you gave her a good life... and even stayed with her in her last moments. I'm so sorry for your loss. I promise, it's going to be okay. I know she's proud of you, and I'm proud of you too. you did good. may she rest in peace... 🕊💕 @@miacheljhon3453
I'm so sorry man!
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. My dad wanted so much better for me.
Whenever things start going my way, I force myself to remember my father's death. I remind myself because there's a decision I make. Succumb to hopelessness or keep suffering. I choose suffering every time, and I will continue to choose it. I am nothing without my pain and suffering
I'm afraid to lose my father, he's the one that actually cared except for a few others.
For me it's both my parents... But more my mom IMO and I've always been a momma's boy more than a "daddy's boy" cause with my dad he is quite strict and harsh... at times, doesn't take my mental health seriously... lol, I know it's quite sad but I know he still obviously loves me just in his fashion that I may not understand... I feel tense and awkward around him... Uncomfortable if you will... But around my mom? Not at all! ❤
Just to let you guys know, we are all worth it in the end, we will all die in the same place, you are never alone, and you matter to someone even if you don't think so,
I love my parents so much that i would tell them my day and how was there's and spend time together but now their in a better place.
Their better place was with you.
never been happy since I was 6 or 7. Shit went downhill
I'm cooked, man.
...i feel empty...and i dont know why...
🫂
Being a flower never meant to bloom is hard
I was so happy what happened.
Real
when will it get better
Real
never will
Real
it got better for me, theres still hope for you guys
someday it will, i hope...
its 10 am wake up put on my clothes run out to the door, open it, see him, smile, run to hug him, cry
When did it go wrong, what did I possibly do to lose my innocense that early
Me finding out there was another guy all along and she left me for him 😂😂😂
Real.
nothing can compare to how much i hate myself 😂😂😂
FRRRR
I'm so sorry you have a daughter like me mom
Burning Steps -
Ashes To Ashes
Fire To Dust
As I Take Steps
Those Feelings Reverberate Again And Again
The Sensation Hurts As I Step And Push
The Ashes Choke My Throat
Because I Know What They're Made Of...
"Dreams"
Dreams Of Love And Happiness
Dreams Of Being Wanted Dreams Of Being Loved
Now All Burned
And I Had To Sit And Watch As The Person Whom I Loved Burned
Burned In Her Own Effigy's
My Own Fire Lit And Set Ablaze After It
Reducing Fragments...To Ashes
And As I Walked On The Dust
My Feet Burning With Every Step
The Air Black As The Void Surrounding It
And The Sand As Dull As The Smoke Choking Me
I Can Only Feel Myself Take A Few Steps
And Not Walk Away
And Never Come Back.
-KM
I'll never forgive you, but I miss you. I hate you for what you did to me. But I miss those good moments we did have, when you offered them. But I'll never love you like I used to. I'm finally free now.
“I hate you for what you did to me. But I miss those good moments we did have, when you offered them.”
I feel this so much. I had a break up recently. I’d assume you’re referring to one also. You’re not alone. I hope things get better, or got better, it’s been 9 months since you left this comment lol. Good luck
holy shit
so real
Real ( i Act Like i don’t Care, but it hurts my feelings so much. I swear‘d on my life that I will never fall in love ever again but she catch me help please. )
Real asf, I can’t handle love it seems because I’m too afraid of hurting her or myself….
I always get too attached and it ends horribly….
im tired
Idk how i would feel after my dad dying... probably that he ends up in heaven because i for sure won't.
Real☠☠💀💀👿👿
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I’m sorry for being a burden to everyone I know……
I’m sorry for being this way, a heavyweight, a nuisance, annoying, and lonely
I’m sorry for how I am
Hopefully you shouldn’t have to deal with me for much longer…..
This makes me over think a lot..my father is quite a Asshole but that's alright at least the song has something I never wanted.
Real
It's tiring how I'm still with you even though you both admitted I was a mistake.
I say im good at many things but my talent is self sabotage
Funny how it took me until now to realise that my only real friend in this life…was a dog
you are never alone jesus is always with you
he's gonna be gone soon
real
I wake up alone, i eat alone, i play games alone, i workout alone, i walk alone, i don't get invited by anyone, i don't have any friends, i never had a girlfriend, i don't know what's like to be special to someone, i don't know what's like to someone's first choise, i fail at everything, i'm a terrible son, student, boy, person, human being. I want to disappear from this world
"I'm just so done man! I'm done with everything!"
"...Listen I understand the pain you're going through-"
"You don't understand shit man! You don't know what it's like to wake up everyday knowing you failed everyone you ever loved! You don't know what it's like, to wake up everyday wishing that your current reality was a fucking nightmare and nothing more! I lost... I lost everything the day I moved away, and ever since then I pay for it with my fucking mental health... If I were still that little boy, who had his friends in his school, I wouldn't be so broken and you know that! Just... Fucking leave me alone..."
"Josh I-"
"I said leave me the fuck alone!"
Idfk I write stories when I am sad :)
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I’m sorry mom for hurting you, I will be gone.
The only real 40k people. I hate being here with you. Why did it have to be me?
I farted and my pants got heavy😔
XD
Sinistre
I love his eyes but his eyes go for another girl 😂😂
damn..
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