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- Take a walk down memory lane as Cheslie reacts to old photos! 😱
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When she talks about being so tired.....classic depression. It's such a shame that people (myself inclluded) feel like they have to put on "the mask" and hide their depression from others. Most of us are people pleasers to the end, not wanting to upset others. What a beautiful woman inside and out. Such a loss. Prayers for all of her loved ones.
Thyroid issues also make you tired, and depression is also part of it. I had developed depression and looked normal, but I had Hashimoto’s and was tired all the time, it was difficult.
I thought the same thing!! The fatigue
@@Shayne_T how did you find out it was Hashimoto's. Can you please share any symptoms
I do not hide I say when I am deeply sad it shows on me. No Fake here.
highlights the efficacy of Surah Al-Rehman as a remedy to reduce depression. The Holy Quran intones,
There were hints of her depression in this clip if you pay attention.
“I was a happy kid back then, had lots of energy, but now there is no energy, I’m always tired”
“I wish I didn’t get rid of my gap while trying to conform and look like everybody else”
“I wish I could have been okay being myself”
“I am an introvert, I didn’t have lots of friends…”
Rest in peace beautiful! I wish she was strong enough to beat it. So much talent, beauty and class, all gone.
U heard that 2? How can people b so blind 2 everything around them (friends/family)?
R.I.P. baby girl
This is normal growing up stuff. People is reading too much in this video. To me it just look like she just enjoying talking in this video. People with depression isn't always sad. We still have enjoyments. Something triggered her to get her to that point to do what she did. Only she would know that.
Hindsight is 20/20.
I still think there is more to this story.
@Zua Cole True. I'm an introvert and don't have many friends is something I could say and I don't suffer from depression, thank God. That's not to say that this is not something one who is depressed might say.
She just didn't realize how much of a superhero she truly was
So true So amazing I admire her ...
She probably did, that is why she was tired and mentally exhausted.
Life is short, the hereafter is real. Turn to almighty..
the saheeh hadeeth it says: “The greatest reward comes with the greatest trial. When Allaah loves a people He tests them. Whoever accepts that wins His pleasure but whoever is discontent with that earns His wrath.” Narrated by al-Tirmidhi (2396) and Ibn Maajah (4031).
@@sabihashirin7918 Jesus is LORD. :)
A real life Wonder Woman. 🌹🌹🌹
She looked and spoke as if she was in control of her mind. We will never know her struggles. May she rest in peace. We love you queen.
Rest In Peace. 🙏🏽 May God be with the family and friends.
Where was god when she felt the need to jump off of a fucking building?
@@twistedbliss58 Up in heaven. God won't stop you even though he will tell you it's wrong but He won't stop you if you really want to do something, you have a free will.
@@twistedbliss58 it's just like saying where was her family
Ameenn😭😭
@@twistedbliss58 making a sandwich
She was so adorable but insecure and worried about what others thought.
I heard that as well...
The pressure to be perfect.Over achiever and still so unhappy. Sad just sad.
27 was tough for me (now 65). I was so depressed because I had not accomplished much. I finished college and hated the career choice I made. By the time I turned 30yrs old life turned around for me. Wish she had not given up. R.I.P.
@Rhonda McKnight -- depression didn't allow Cheslie to see that things could turn around for her. I struggled with depression for years. I'm talking about the type of depression that makes it hard to get out of bed some days; so just imagine that level of emotional/mental darkness... it's heavy. If that's what she was feeling, it's completely understandable that she couldn't see that things would get better. It's a deeply heartbreaking story because if there had been one person she could have called, or one person on the 29th floor who noticed her, her perspective may have totally changed by the next day, or even later that same day.
@@Ava2969ny But she had someone to Call, Her Mother... 🤔 Her Mother has come out & said they were basically best friends, they texted, called All the time?? I don't get it... People take retreats, holidays, see Counselors, take Medication in order to get better.. What truly drives a person to such Desperation as to kill themselves??!
@@Clairsmith123 - I get what you're saying, but sometimes a person can have everything going for them, and it's just one thing that's not working. Sometimes a person can have a bad break up from a romantic relationship and the rejection is so painful that they make an impulsive decision. It's difficult to say exact why she didn't turn to her mother, but there are also chemical imbalances that can be fatal if they are not monitored and treated with meds
@@Clairsmith123 sometimes meds and therapy and support from loved ones isn’t enough.
She’s so hard on herself, yet she’s absolutely perfectly smart and beautiful. Depression is insidious, it can creep up on you and before you know it you have no energy for even doing the things you love. RIP C. K.
She perfected her mask.
Finally someone said it. So heartbreaking
@@simaturna9765 It's not always from the experience of trauma. Sometimes things change in us that we can't explain.
@@Unlike230 - or maybe in Cheslie's case, nothing made her truly happy as she expected it to. Read her article about turning 30. Turning 30 was a big deal to her...in her mind.
Truer words were never spoken sadly. Such a tragic loss to all who knew & loved or admired her from afar. Such a wonderful young woman.
She stated she had so much energy now I'm just tired..That was a sign people with depression battle getting out of bed just to do there daily living ..This is just heart Breaking
This is way deeper than psychology (man knowledge). This is spiritual.
absolutely!!
Finally someone that knows what's really going on!!
Can you explain please ? A death spirit ?
@@lagrandemarie8695 demonic possession.
Mental health is not a joke. We need to be kind to each other and don't judge anyone.
And ask if you're ok once in awhile! 🙂
Exactly and be kind always ...
Glad u said it..
Cheslie Kryst was born on April 28, 1991 and her life tragically ended today on January 30, 2022. This is a video of her looking back on her childhood in 2020… she was Miss USA 2019, an attorney, and an incredible inspiration to young girls. This video is so much more sad with the given context of what she was going through internally. She left everything to her mom in her suicide note 💔. I can see the inner depression in her smiling eyes throughout this video. She was trying her best to stay strong and positive… I so wish that someone could have helped her feel more comfortable with needing mental health help. To tell her it’s okay to be depressed, but she was still worth more than she knew… may she Rest In Power and may we all learn to take mental health seriously.
Thnx for ur info👍
She mentioned towards the end that she had no energy...
@@isaac80745 omg, you're right🤦♀️😭
I thought the same thing 😞😞
@@isaac80745 yes!! I got that part as well😪😪🙏🏽
At 5:03 Turning 30 was really scary to her. She looked like she wanted to start crying thinking about it. This is so sad.
That was our first glimpse into her depression.
Sounds like she was really close with her family 😕sending them all the love and light in this tragic, unfortunate situation..
Her Mom divorced her Polish father when she was in middle school. Mom later remarried and had 2 more sons that were much younger. She was super high achiever in every arena.
@@bluesky7288 thanks for that info, perhaps that might explain the inexplicable
5:00 that moment was telling. I wish I knew her and was able to talk to her. I know how that feels
That part
If it’s difficult for us (who don’t know her) to find any understanding of her death, imagine how hard it will be for her family. I’m very sorry to those who have lost a loved on like Cheslie, suddenly and unexpectedly.
Heartbreaking💔💔💔😢 I can't stop crying,really sadness.🙏😢
I completely agree. I don’t know her, but I find myself trying to understand how such a horrible tragedy like this has happened. I am so sorry for her loved ones…my prayers to their family and all families who’ve lost loved ones to suicide. 🙏🏽
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This may sound silly, I have a picture of my 5 year old self on my refrigerator and I talk to her a lot and tell her how much I love her, how smart and pretty she is, and I apologize to her for the stupid mistakes I've made where I might have put her in danger, or compromised her integrity. I have only been doing this a year and I'm 50 now. I hope this can help someone else. Rest In the arms of our father Cheslie, and may your family find a way to cope.
This is actually very interesting! A therapist of mine recommended doing this too!
@@Retroglamamour It really does help you to remember that you MATTER😥🙂
I am with you talking to my younger self too. She forgives me!
You know what this is gold.
Doesn't sound silly at all
She hid everything better than I could ever dream of doing, if I had been dealing with emotions as heavy as she. Cheslie was a very strong woman. Very determined and sure of her intentions. She was very focused and walked in the power of self determination. I still respect her. I refuse to look or “feel some kind of way” towards her because of her decision to exit the planet like she did. I celebrate her life and the fact that she is now at peace. She accomplished so much in this lifetime! Rest In Peace, the great Cheslie Kryst! ❤️✨
She may have had the most beautiful smile but deep down internally she was suffering and rather burden others she smiled her pain away .. the eyes our the windows to our soul and her eyes showed dimness, tiredness & sadness .. she didn’t have that twinkle spark you can see in her childhood pics.. I get the feeling she was bullied as a child, along with what she says she didn’t have many friends, was introverted, mommy was her best friend, she strived to be all she could be, pushed herself to achieve all her accomplishments for the validation of others and yet all the while her cup was not full … but yet she was so loved by so many.. something was missing .. she was truly a beautiful soul inside & out..she accomplished so much maybe she just couldn’t figure out her true purpose .. people need validation she wanted to be seen as the child she once was not for her beauty and all her accomplishments.. RIP Sweet Angel 🤍🕊🌬🌹😢 xoxo
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I am just learning about her and her death all in today. And the more videos I watch of her, the more I understand what happened here, This girl was a rare soul like myself. Some call it "chosen ones". She had a pure spirit...like she genuinely loves everyone and wants the best for everyone even her enemies. Almost like a child like innocence. For people like us, just life in general is tough to bare because we simply just cannot believe the way some people are with their hatred, jealousy, envy, etc.
I said the very same thing about her. She was definitely a chosen one.
Sheen speaks the truth! Stay strong beautiful.
Mmm I don’t know about all that. Sounds a little narcissistic. I’m sure it was more internal for her. She was trapped in her own thoughts. DFW said:
The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t do so out of quote ‘hopelessness’ or any abstract conviction that life’s assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window just checking out the view; i.e. the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire’s flames: when the flames get close enough, falling to death becomes the slightly less terrible of two terrors. It’s not desiring the fall; it’s terror of the flames. And yet nobody down on the sidewalk, looking up and yelling ‘Don’t!’ and ‘Hang on!’, can understand the jump. Not really. You’d have to have personally been trapped and felt flames to really understand a terror way beyond falling.
David Foster Wallace
@@chiccavaquita "sounds a little narcissistic" my sentiments exactly. We just don't understand you and it hurts. We truly have nothing but love in hearts and get great joy from making others feel like they are on top of the world. I really wish everyone in the world had these qualities...
"invisible agony" and "unendurable level" is hopelessness...it's a broken spirit that cannot be repaired. You will never understand because it appears you've been blessed enough in this life to have never felt such pain which is why you are quoting some random person. Be grateful. Many of us, unfortunately understand very well and do not need to quote others because we live it through it for now.
@@sheenspeaks I’m sorry but who’s we?
She's so lovely, adorable, smart, the daughter anyone would long for. This is unbelievably tragic. What she accomplished at her young age of 30 is amazing. I don't think she will ever be forgotten.
Disturbed mental health is invisible. So SO sad❤️💔💔💔💔
We can't allow her to be forgotten. Cheslie was and is the greatest. We just have to love her, much like how Glee described Cory Monteith's passing as it not mattering how he passed, but how he lived, the same applies to Cheslie!
@@JenniferBrigitteOpticalVortex I won't forget her...
@@JungleYT Neither will I
5:05 “I have no energy any more..every day I’m tired. “ 😢
Condolences towards her Parents and her siblings. She resembles my beautiful daughter. She tragically journeyed on at 33 in August, 2020. Days, before my 52nd Birthday. A Parent's worse nightmare on burying their children.🤦🏾♀🙏🏾🌹
especially jump off a roof in the freezin' winter after or during a snowstorm east Nor'Easter it is called, treacherous snowstorm,, i am sad, not any 1 who is middle age 40s, fifties, should be going to HEAVEN!!! or young ladies/men under 30s, or her age, just beginning 3rd decade of life, i am really extreme sad. I am sorry for ur loss too. I can't even type anymore. good night...#CHESLIEWeLoveYou_YourFans #MissyouCheslie
omg. so sorry, last days, ur daughter too? early thirties? sad. i am sorry. rip.
@@CassieDylan-xk6jk yes. and Last Days, I am very sorry for your child. May she rip.
Sorry you also know this pain, mama
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WHAT A GENUINE, BEAUTIFUL SOUL. Of many of the “ pagea participants” I’ve seen, Cheslie had a warmth and realness to her that made her relatable. Given what I have seen of her character I think she would want to leave behind a legacy of people not being afraid to ask for help and loving themselves more. (I say this because while she was struggling internally, she was clearly giving of herself and would not wish that pain on anyone else)I hope we can all honor her by her doing both of these things a little more in our daily lives. ❤️🙏🏼❤️I know why the cage bird sings.
5:00, that was glimpse into her heavy depression. I literally saw the emptiness in her eyes and voice. 😢😢😢😢
I am still numb. Cheslie was so special, intelligent, kind, a brilliant aura. I know her soul is in a far better place and is smiling and glowing and shining down upon the world. Shocking and sad.
To think of this Beautiful young women,who thought turning 30 is old ..Heart breaking....Such a gifted spirit of Love inside and out ..Prayers for her Family .We felt this 😪 ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
In agreement this is one of the indicators that her way of living drained her core ! It is good to surround yourself with individuals that will point you in the right direction. She probably could have just quit all that and make a life change instead of quitting life! Is there a woman’s advocacy to stop the next victim? Rest in Power🙏🏾
I agree, as an introvert it’s best to separate from people and recharge. I think she should have quit everything that made her feel tired..,
The part where she talks about being tired everyday and having no energy says a lot 😔
No it don't. i'm not going to be here saying that, because it's not for any of us here to judge or say that. i'm going to just say, RIP #RIPCheslie
@@evaharris6450 people who suffer from severe depression experience fatigue /low energy. It is just one of many symptoms associated with depression. No disrespect.
@@evaharris6450 also there is no judgement..was just an observation
@@melodyhenderson3995 STEVE and MELODY icam. and i am still surprised about this. 7:18 a.m. during snow, i hear nyc/nj tri-state metro area over there, got alot of snow? i am just so sad knowing she did it, even if it was not snowy out, just really sad imagine her doing that. "RIP g-night.
So true..if your working constantly.. physical exhaustion can wear your mind out.. you're tired..and it wears on a person.
Her mom is as gorgeous as her.
Beautiful genes ❤
She was absolutely perfectly beautiful. R.I.P
She made the comment the closer you get to 30 and talked a lot about having a lot of energy when she was younger and how she always felt tired...too bad she couldn't take a break and get mental help...RIP beautiful angel.
It makes me so sad to hear her reminisce about the time when she had “so much energy” and how she was just so tired. This was a year ago. What an amazing young woman and gift to earth, taken far too soon. ❤️
Es triste 😥 Eso es lo que da la vida demandando de esas personas que llegan a estar tan cansadas que no encuentran sentido de vivir 😥
@@rachelbrito7446 tal vez sufría de depresión y, de ser así, tal vez hubo algunas revelaciones recientes que parecen insoportables y terminales
Depression makes you less energetic
Depression will sap your energy. Also being an introvert can complicate a depressed mind.
I felt that deep in my soul...
OMG my heart is breaking for her family. What a loss of a lovely young woman. May she finally find peace.
Her lack of energy she refers too is a sign of depression. The poor lady was suffering
Yea and the way her eyes got low and half opened when she said that… she was over life. I’ve def felt that way many times
@@EtalviaC so sad. Hope you are ok now too. Don’t ever give up.
I said this. She LOOKS really sad/tired. When ur depressed...u kno.
R.I.P. beautiful 😢
Yes, and it could have also been hormonal, too. Many people develop depression from undiagnosed autoimmune issues, thyroid issues, etc.
Cheslie had a beautiful childhood and loving family.
I wished she would've known that life begins at 30!!!
There was another chapter, another journey waiting for her to explore.
My prayers and condolences to Cheslie's mother, family, friends and colleagues.
May Cheslie Rest In Peace. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤🕯🌹👑🕊
Yes, she was unhealthily fixated on aging. 30 is not old. She got that mentality from somewhere close to home, not just society.
Yeah, she thought 30 was old. Under society rules, 30 is old. Like you should have a husband and some kids by then, I guess. The number for being considered middle aged gets lower and lower. I think it's just a marketing ploy for the big elite capitalist billionaires to aim and sell their products and push their worthless goods onto the young. The world is obsessed with youth.
There's more to the story and I sure hope it does come out...
@@JungleYT she killed herself… stop with the conspiracy theories
@@Skyla_and_Adina24 No conspiracy theories... Very little PROOF she killed herself jumping has been offered, other than rumor of some note left behind in her condo... All she told her Mom is that by the time she received the message she would "no longer be alive", which means she could have had somebody assist her with it or possible foul play... I have no doubt that she was suffering from something, however, the narrative of her "jumping" just don't fit the physical evidence... And I hope and pray someday that the real truth will be revealed...
How can she be gone? What a pretty lady! She had such wisdom to share. May she rest in peace.
This is unreal! I’m reading every article I can. I’m still in disbelief.
I’ve been struggling myself with my mental health. I now have a renowned appreciation for life. My thoughts are with your loved ones. Thank you Cheslie. Rest in Paradise. I hope you’ve found peace.
Please see a therapist to help you through your struggle. My daughter is currently seeing one and has been much better because of it. We all should have a therapist long before a struggle begins. All the best to you. You have a powerful purpose in this world and I pray you will realize that.
@@ojsadventures8990 Thank you for your kind words. I will definitely consider your suggestion.
You are welcome!
@@ojsadventures8990 😊
She wanted to become a Superhero in a movie, now she is a Superhero in Heaven, RIP Cheslie Kryst😢🕊🙏❤
I think her mentioning turning 30. She had a fear of getting old…….. even though she wasnt old at all. A horrific story. Hope this beautiful woman. Is a peace now
This video speaks a lot about Cheslie and her inner struggles. I'm still shocked that she's no more with us 😢
Facts. When she started talking about turning 30, she almost started crying at 5:03. Getting older was terrifying to her, and lead to what she did in my opinion. So sad.
@@StephanLamar81 - turning 30 was highly significant to her. Read Cheslie's more recent article on her turning 30. She didn't understand her value and accept imperfections. So very sad. 😢
@@jaynethyson4817 the modeling industry messed her up mentally, and she gave in to trolls calling her old.
@@StephanLamar81 - Cheslie knew she had much more than modeling in her life (lawyer, TV interviewer, business owner, etc.). Depression/mental illness like hers is much more than a troll or 2 about modeling. I hate to see mental illness blamed on a relatively very few social media comments as that will only further weaken the weak-- there was much more to beautiful Cheslie than that. She struggled before she became famous. Listen to her interviews...
@@StephanLamar81 Her pageant career had certainly come to an end... Still, she had so many options. So much to look forward too...
All the news coverage footages I watched about her death and I didn’t she’d not one tear until I came to this video 🙏🏽😞 she reminds me of myself . I just turned 30 as well. This was like watching myself . I pray for her soul . I pray that she is in peace . I wonder what her last moment of thoughts were.
This definitely hits different now that you’re gone. First Regina Kings son now you.😢
My thoughts exactly. This is the 4th suicide I've been made aware of over the last couple weeks. Regina King's son, a 10 year old boy that was tired of being bullied (He tried to make friends with the bully and it didn't go well), A black mayor I think was in Maryland, and now this beautiful lady. This is too much😢
Just from looking at this video she seems PERFECT and gorgeous to me. She definitely was a breath of fresh air. She really had no idea of how many women on the planet would have loved to be her if they could. RIP beautiful soul.
She was beautiful, but I'm satisfied the way I look 🙂.
Yes she had no idea. The bar she set for herself was out of this world. I still believe a healthy intimate relationship would have change this horrific outcome. Rip Cheslie.❤️🙏🏾
So beautiful. What a waste!!! I wish she could have been saved.😰 Another thing, ppl please stop diminishing the gravity of this situation and saying her death was as a result of foul play. We all need to acknowledge that seemingly strong, beautiful and overall “having their shit together,” people have mental health struggles too. Yes, sometimes depression wins! The sooner we acknowledge this, the sooner we can reach out to people who might need help instead of glossing over the signs. It’s an insult to this young lady to deny the pain that might have driven her to take such drastic actions! May her family find comfort at this time.🥺
you hit the nail on the head. It's like people don't understand you can accomplish so much but still have emotional/internal/mental pain and struggles. Just because a person is beautiful, financially stable, has a close family, good job etc doesn't mean you can't be depressed/mentally ill
She was truly a stunning beauty and seemed so full of life it breaks my heart that her depression took her life. Mental health needs more attention there is still a stigma concerning mental health. My deepest condolences to her family and friends
How tragic and sad. I remember watching when she was crowned. How beautiful and happy she looked. I’ve been watching all of her tik toks and interviews for the past 24 hours and it just seems unbelievable what has happend. May God have her in his arms 🕊😞 🙏🏼
Her dad is so handsome...!!! 3:45
She was trying to hang on to the joyful memories of her youth.
Don’t most of us? We’re reminded all the time how special youth is from society.
She was absolute gorgeous. May she Rest In Peace! 🙏
She Was So Beautiful And Full Of Life! Smh Please Don’t EVER KILL YOURSELF THAT ISNT YOUR LAST RESORT PEOPLE! 🙏🏾May God Comfort Her Family During This Hard Time For Them🌷
she seemed very down to earth and relatable
rest easy beautiful 🕊🥀
I am a former Miss Universe Canada contestant, and the MUO is based on a sisterhood that transcends cultures, race, and class. We are forever changed of the loss of Cheslie Kryst Miss USA 2019. Our condolences to her family and friends. Rest peacefully Cheslie ❤
Completely heart breaking and as a society we must normalize mental health! She’s so beautiful, talented, accomplished, very charismatic, and throw is truly crushing. Sigh…my heart felt most sincere condolences and prayers goes out to her family, and friends 💔💔💔💔🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
To see her here, so bubbly just hurts my heart. RIP ...i pray that God will give you what you were missing here on earth.
Rest in Peace🦋🙏You will never be forgotten😥
Rest In Peace. So sad that she went through depression I would have never known she suffered from it.
The Happiest one's hide it well 😿
Sadly you learn how to smile and joke around with friends and loved ones yet you really feel like your acting.
She had so many gifts. Ugh! It makes me so sad for her and her family. If she only knew how much she was loved and how many people looked up to her.
I am still chocked.... She was full of energy and a real sunshine . she loved the life ...
Rest in peace Cheslie. You left this earth so young.
Rest In Peace beautiful 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Such a gem 💎 Rest in peace beautiful
I am at a loss of how she chose to end her life. She just had so much going for her and seemed like a genuine beautiful person...
It seems when people accomplish so much at a young age, they don't live long!! They either get overwhelmed or feel they have nothing more to look forward to!! I believe parents put alot of pressure on their children too! By the time they reach an adult, they don't know who they are
Her legacy will forever live on in peace and here in TH-cam. RIP Cheslie Kryst.
Cheslie Kryst Still in Shock...This North Carolina Gal. Prayers continued for the family 🙏.
i know she rep East Coast, yes NC, how awful then a few several states away in NYC during a real bad snow storm(Nor'Easter took her own life.)rip so sad, about this.
Shocked. Saddened. Praying for her family. Love those pictures. You were a strong soul that challenged societal ignorance to your age, your beauty, your brilliance. I only wished you had someone to reach out to and ride out the emotional storms. 💕
Such a beautiful soul:(…rest peacefully
So sad! Beautiful and smart praying for her family and friends! ❤️
It seems she strived to be 100 % perfect nonstop in her short life . That’s unattainable and a very tiring journey. Wish she knew how to take things easy. 30 is not the end it’s the start of adult life!😢. She has no idea how everybody wishes to be 30! Baby you didn’t need the awards or any accolades. You were perfect just the way you are. God made you fearfully and wonderfully. You didn’t need to achieve anything to be accepted and loved. Didn’t you know how much God loved you with out any preconditions! ❤️ Rest easy beloved sister.
Painfully sad to lose an Angel on this earth as she was
Rest In Peace Cheslie Kryst
Prayers and positive vibes for your family and friends
She's amazing and I, myself, have MDD (Major Depressive Disorder) so I can totally relate to her struggles. The main thing is my son, that is why I'm here and will always be here. Who knows if not..God bless her family in this trying time..⭐
I don't know you but I care ❤
I also suffer from depression and severe anxiety and migraines, it makes you tired and hopeless sometimes but you're not alone. Find purpose and love yourself
Her voice is shaking in a lot of the emotional reflections. She is so beautiful, but with the benefit of hindsight, she looks and sounds on the verge of tears. 😢 it’s like she knows she is amazing, but feels sorrow for the girl that journeyed to become who she is. She wants to love that version of herself but feels bad for her.
My sister has hair like her, long thick and curly. She had her hair cut like the Mohawk pic of Cheslie when she was in elementary school and was never the same. She was always sad. That is all they have in common because my sister has struggled with substance abuse and mental health issues. She is alive, thank God, but my heart bleeds for Cheslie. I relate to her on many levels as an achiever, but never an achiever at her level. Beautiful, and relishing the currency$ of my beauty, but not a beauty queen. Strong, but no six pack. I’m an introvert who turns it on and charms those around me, I hide my emotions. In the storing one, and the one others turn to. And I have ten years in her. I have struggled with mental health and I’ve gotten treatment and therapy. I’m thriving and I am compassionate with myself. I fear the loss of my beauty, but I’m solo as beautiful as I was ten years ago- maybe more so! I with Cheslie had given herself a chance to heal and to further mature. I am the youngest of four and still feel like I’m in my twenties. I’m immature in many ways, but after a lifetime of perfectionism, ocd, add, ptsd, anxiety, and perfectly hidden depression, I have immense compassion for myself. I look forward more than I look back. I find lessons in hardship and challenge myself to find my role in any conflict. I am what Cheslie could have become, but she would have made it to 40 having accomplished twice as much. I say that with no self depreciation. I’m very successful and very talented. But I’m ok with not being best and the most. I have not Alexis been ok with it- but I am not. I wish Cheslie had given herself the chance to evolve.
My daughter is her. Tall, muscular, waist length curls, brown, beautiful. She could be a beauty queen like Cheslie. In 2019, when Cheslie was crowned Miss USA, my little one was 7. She was crying and begging for me to cut her hair. She hated her beautiful hair because it was not like the girls at school. I showed her Cheslie and let her see a woman who looked like her was the beauty queen of our nation. It made my daughter beam. She learned to wash and detangle her own hair and wears it out like Cheslie and with pride!
Cheslie touched more people than she could have even imagined. I’m in disbelief, but I took this opportunity to offer my daughter my preemptive support if she ever feels despair. My daughters are very emotional and highly sensitive. And Cheslie, while an inspiration to us all, is also a cautionary tale. I send my love to Cheslie, and to anyone struggling. Please be kind to yourselves. You deserve it!
Please excuse the typos. Hope it makes sense.
Make sure Cheslie lives in as a loving adage for your daughters while also comforting them--- make sure they love themselves and are happy with what they do. Cheslie could never be satisfied with herself, but that's the cautionary tale.
This is really sad,my prayers and condolences to the love ones. RIP, beautiful🙏
Beautiful young lady. I can't imagine the pain her mother will now have for the rest of her life.
Wow. What a loss. Rest well sweet Angel. I really hope you found the peace you were desperately seeking 😢
0:58 Cheslie Kryst you did become a SUPERHERO too everyone who truly loved & admire you & for all that you stood for.
And for that we say THANK YOU 💐🕊
What a loss and such a special lady, Rest In Peace little one
Rest In Peace sweet soul.
Even here you can hear her pain of not really knowing who she is, always tired and regrets of not growing up with a sense of self.
I’m 47 and struggled all my life with depression and I can relate, what keeps me going is my kids and not wanting them to suffer from my absence.
My condolences to her family and friends 🙏🏾
@Leslie Lelaind - So sorry to read about your long term depression. I have experienced that as well; I often thought about suicide in my 20s and 30s, but I sought therapy and I currently practice self-care and remind myself of the pain the act of suicide leaves behind. I wish I had had kids, but I was too depressed in my 20s and 30s to feel like I would be a good mother. I was also too depressed to believe that I was worthy of a great partner....it's been an uphill battle, and sometimes I still battle negative thinking, but I also read inspiring books and I focus on the hobbies that bring me a measure of peace and joy. Sending you positive energy and strength.
I understand your post...
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Thank you for responding and thank you for your openness to share some of your struggles. We as sufferers can feel alone and often too embarrassed to say anything out loud. But like you through my years of therapy I’ve been able to speak up more. I’m sure you have lots of love to give any child that crosses your path and YOU ARE WORTHY OF LOVE. This disease takes all the positive from us leaving up feeling less than but it’s simply not true.
God bless you, you pray for me and I’ll pray for you🙏🏾
She was so beautiful. Condolences and prayers to the family.
You could read between the lines where there was some depression setting in. That
bubbly side made you forget the in between lines of a
sadness & loneliness. We have
to start paying attention to these seemingly non important signals. My heart is breaking for the loss of another beautiful & lonely soul who took this permanent
way of solving the hurt. Even
now I've been reading of children under the age of 10 using this as a form of helping the hurt not knowing it's a permanent act. 😢😪
Rest in peace you beautful angel! Prayers to the her family and friends. This truly saddens me,
May this this beautiful young lady's family find peace and comfort in this difficult time, and if someone actually caused her death and it wasnt a true suicide, may they be caught and brought to justice.
I watched extra because of her such a beautiful girl I loved her style the way walked so sophisticated Rest in Perfect Peace...
Hope you rest well my girl. You were beautiful.
Love cheslie ❤❤❤
RIP beautiful angel 😇 💔 😢
🕊So beautiful I'm shocked right now 🙏💔 condolences to the whole family • 🕊
*To Cheslie Kryst's family, we are wishing you hope in the mist of sorrow, comfort in the midst of pain. Beautiful Cheslie will always be a part of your family. I’m keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.*
Rest in piece Beautiful. My Condolences to her love ones.
RIP angel. You were so magnificent
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She had everything to live for. Why oh why?🙏🏿😢
She seem so sweet and looking at this video I got to know her a little more, these are some beautiful pictures. She remind me of myself trying to please people and work hard to achieve so many goals. I’m 39, I suffer with depression and I still try to please my mom and dad but I feel like I’m not doing what I want to do because family can be your worst critic and can ruin your dream goals.
Thanks for sharing your story. I’ve had those same thoughts. It wasn’t until I said to myself that I have to stop living my life for my parents and live it only for me. You only get one try at it so you might as well live it how YOU want sis! You have so much life to experience ❤️
So many people wish they could go back in time. SO sad. I feel so bad for her mum.
RiP 🙏 You always be our Miss USA fly high angel...Condolences to her family so sorry for you loose 😢 💔
rest in peace cheslie. thank you for being a good miss usa, miss universe contestant and an amazing friend and roommate to our Queen Zozi.
Rest In Peace Cheslie kryst. You will always be in our hearts.
Shes so gorgeous😍 RIP Angel
Rest In Peace Beautiful🙏🏽
Prayers lifted up for family.🙏🏽🙏🏽
Rest In Peace sweetheart 🙏🏻
She may be at peace but her family is hurting. I can't imagine the pain they are all feeling. Suicide hurts everyone who loves you.
I understand your comment. The only thing I can figure is that your despair clouds your judgment and you are incapable of considering the impact of your actions.
What a beautiful lady Inside and out. So sorry for all who love her 💔.
She was so full of joy. Such a beautiful human, inside and out. 🙏❤️The world will miss you.