everything i wanted - billie eilish (slowed n reverb)

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  • ☾ i had a dream 
    i got everything i wanted ☽
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  • @vanilllamilk
    @vanilllamilk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15037

    2014: Nightcore
    2020: Yeah we'll do the opposite

    • @cindyhua3951
      @cindyhua3951 4 ปีที่แล้ว +426

      tis called daycore! :P

    • @LPTSBE
      @LPTSBE 4 ปีที่แล้ว +169

      Daycore, basically.

    • @themathdragon9806
      @themathdragon9806 4 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      Vaporwave you mean? This has been around since 2014 too bruv

    • @auroramcdaniel9092
      @auroramcdaniel9092 4 ปีที่แล้ว +248

      Because now we’re all depressed

    • @breyon1909
      @breyon1909 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      @@cindyhua3951 Im definitely about to start calling it daycore now

  • @RainbowDash-jg6pe
    @RainbowDash-jg6pe 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46489

    Can we talk about how slowing down a song gives it a mix of mystery, depression and calm vibe

    • @starclouds
      @starclouds  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1423

      Eilish’s Eilish im sorry ab that 😔 i can understand though because the meaning of the song reaches the surface better when its slowed down, as if its heavier and darker... so i get that too

    • @sl33py_vibesszzzzz9
      @sl33py_vibesszzzzz9 4 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      **mystery But ikr?

    • @user-vr5zk9ox8d
      @user-vr5zk9ox8d 4 ปีที่แล้ว +281

      belskr Yes! So perfectly and eloquently said :)
      That’s why I get so angry when people say “oh you’re just slowing down the track and reposting I don’t get why people listen to this...” yada yada.
      Keep doing what you’re doing! You’ve helped many and expanded the form and atmosphere of music for me! Pundits be damned, I love your channel so much 😊

    • @starclouds
      @starclouds  4 ปีที่แล้ว +247

      3 this is so cute and sweet thank u so much for your kind words!! 💖 im so glad im able to help/calm more people this way, that truly makes me happy!!

    • @denelalicia
      @denelalicia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Ikr

  • @ellagracexx322
    @ellagracexx322 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1198

    *“ Nobody even noticed . I saw them standing right there, kinda thought they might care”*
    Hits hard. I’ve related to this more times than I’d like to admit

    • @warandpeace8535
      @warandpeace8535 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me too. It's hard 🙂

    • @warandpeace8535
      @warandpeace8535 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Can I get your contact anyway. I would like to share these kinda emotions only if u don't mind. Or anyone come whoever see this comment. I really in a nub state right now ....

    • @user-vh7eh1sp4s
      @user-vh7eh1sp4s ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Reminds me of some deaths in some movies/shows.

    • @rhianna5627
      @rhianna5627 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@warandpeace8535 Yeah

    • @nevaehislikesocooluknow7093
      @nevaehislikesocooluknow7093 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Emotional words

  • @sarahhudock6869
    @sarahhudock6869 2 ปีที่แล้ว +300

    ”Suicidal people don’t wanna die, they just want their pain to end” -Anonymous

    • @Le_smuggler21
      @Le_smuggler21 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      But cause pain for somebody else 😔

    • @WildWillow8
      @WildWillow8 29 วันที่ผ่านมา

  • @rosselle1522
    @rosselle1522 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7886

    Me : *getting ready for a sad song*
    Ads : lEt’S mAkE maCarOni

    • @Candyzevbra
      @Candyzevbra 3 ปีที่แล้ว +103

      ikr

    • @Shireen_z_s
      @Shireen_z_s 3 ปีที่แล้ว +88

      LMAO :D

    • @gorephobia1
      @gorephobia1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      LMAO true

    • @Gamefinity101
      @Gamefinity101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      LOL I LAUGHED

    • @liaandorianne4219
      @liaandorianne4219 3 ปีที่แล้ว +97

      AHHAHAHAHAAH SAME I WAS SOOO IN THE MOOD FOR A SLOWED SONG AND I ALWAYS HAVE THE VOLUME LOUDEST (FOR THE SLOWED SONG CUZ IT HITS DIFFERENT) AND THEN STUPID MACARONI ADS COME LMAOOO

  • @okii7501
    @okii7501 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4301

    “They called me weak, like i’m not just somebody’s daughter” Damn billie stop making me cry

    • @thisplaceisdeath_
      @thisplaceisdeath_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Misfortune what did she mean by that?

    • @CripsinRed
      @CripsinRed 4 ปีที่แล้ว +191

      @@thisplaceisdeath_ often people will deem people who died of suicide as weak because they "took the easy way out". Usually insensitive people will say that without really knowing the actual situation

    • @Clementineohclem
      @Clementineohclem 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      I read this at the same time she said it lmao

    • @g_peyrico5606
      @g_peyrico5606 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Clementineohclem same

    • @user-ul4gu3wr2c
      @user-ul4gu3wr2c 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Clementineohclem me too lmao.

  • @solpport4276
    @solpport4276 2 ปีที่แล้ว +745

    I don't listen to Billie Eilish that much, but this song brings peace to my soul.

    • @crazybabuskaman3923
      @crazybabuskaman3923 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      I've gotten to love her songs amd music alot. She's got some serious masterpeices, it pisses me off people only know of her because of bad guy

    • @winter_chills
      @winter_chills ปีที่แล้ว

      same

    • @ShawnCoe3
      @ShawnCoe3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@crazybabuskaman3923 same it’s like I ask them if they listen to her and they just say “oh yeah I like bad guy” and I’m like really 😑

    • @mounirataousset1742
      @mounirataousset1742 ปีที่แล้ว

      😭

    • @turdimuratovbaxtiyar
      @turdimuratovbaxtiyar ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@ShawnCoe3 I think I need learn english for understand Billie's musics and I want to do it 🥺

  • @DAXxmm
    @DAXxmm 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +38

    who in 2024😊

    • @Anwarullahksa
      @Anwarullahksa 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

      uhhhh not me...
      OK yes I am...

    • @MaximeAbotchi
      @MaximeAbotchi 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Me 🌧️

    • @muhitceli
      @muhitceli 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      And me 💖

  • @kimsunhee9823
    @kimsunhee9823 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7175

    AS LONG AS I‘M HERE NO ONE CAN HURT YOU
    Well that hits different:(

    • @blackheartblue9815
      @blackheartblue9815 4 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      But what happens when they leave?

    • @carielysrodriguez682
      @carielysrodriguez682 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      The letters remind me of a football logo or something JAJAJ

    • @meriuss7197
      @meriuss7197 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      too bad there's no one here...

    • @pluto8086
      @pluto8086 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Kim Sunhee yeah my mama used to say it to me🥺✌️

    • @minakaukimato7167
      @minakaukimato7167 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I say that to myself because im the only one... Who can Save me... So i stay strong and if i need help i ask for it even if its hard... We All can do it :3

  • @Smile_j7p36
    @Smile_j7p36 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10798

    I’ve struggled with depression a lot, my best friend killed himself a week ago and everyone forgot about him already. This really hurt in a different way

    • @madamemianna
      @madamemianna 4 ปีที่แล้ว +548

      I hope your okay 💚

    • @keaganaltenor6550
      @keaganaltenor6550 4 ปีที่แล้ว +345

      Pixel Films sorry for your loss ❤️

    • @riverdaniels
      @riverdaniels 4 ปีที่แล้ว +299

      Sorry for all the dumb people who forget him

    • @averyholdeman6698
      @averyholdeman6698 4 ปีที่แล้ว +187

      Pixel Films i'm so sorry this happened. i'm here for you if you ever need anyone.

    • @angelaliu4400
      @angelaliu4400 4 ปีที่แล้ว +145

      I hope you are doing okay. Hang in there. 💝

  • @J1407b_b
    @J1407b_b 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    "The saddest beat in the world is a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore"
    - a nobody

  • @gamingbeast4619
    @gamingbeast4619 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +90

    "Hurting someone is like throwing a rock in the ocean..,but you never know how deep that rock goes.."

    • @Anwarullahksa
      @Anwarullahksa หลายเดือนก่อน

      Wtf💀

    • @WildWillow8
      @WildWillow8 29 วันที่ผ่านมา

      And you’ll never get it back…

  • @spedasmr6880
    @spedasmr6880 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3573

    I wanna give her a big hug🥺🖤

    • @Kashmuversau
      @Kashmuversau 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      R.I.G.H.T. O.M.Gawd🥺

    • @anonfm5569
      @anonfm5569 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Sped ASMR 600th like yas

    • @spedasmr6880
      @spedasmr6880 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      「 s t r a w b e r r i e ちゃん 」 I didn’t expect to get this much likes I’m scared

    • @darksky1933
      @darksky1933 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I wanna give a hug to everyone who relate to this song

    • @spedasmr6880
      @spedasmr6880 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Darksky ; gimme a hug bro🥺

  • @spit6619
    @spit6619 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3856

    let's admit it, when you're listening to this you don't really have any choice other than to:
    1) *cry*
    2) *stop crying for a second*
    3) *cry some more*

    • @Sophie-cw7qc
      @Sophie-cw7qc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      yup🥺

    • @greenhouse_ghosts
      @greenhouse_ghosts 4 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      You're wrong. Theres always the third choice of: staring at the ceiling while disassociating and thinking of how the world had gone to sh**

    • @spit6619
      @spit6619 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@greenhouse_ghosts omg yes literally

    • @shck_scheme9155
      @shck_scheme9155 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      There is also the 4th option. It’s listening to these songs in broad daylight and it not effecting you. Just me? Okay. 😂

    • @vandaerdos1521
      @vandaerdos1521 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I lost my ability to cry...

  • @teals9050
    @teals9050 2 ปีที่แล้ว +258

    this song always hits me so hard, there isn’t a time i haven’t cried listening to this.

    • @randomboy1918
      @randomboy1918 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Yeah i listened it only today,and i Can confirm that u r right

    • @Anwarullahksa
      @Anwarullahksa 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Damm your right and it's o k to cry❤

    • @dankcraft7386
      @dankcraft7386 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It’s not ok to cry if you’re a guy.

    • @Anwarullahksa
      @Anwarullahksa หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@dankcraft7386wdym

    • @Anwarullahksa
      @Anwarullahksa หลายเดือนก่อน

      It's fine we all have emotions

  • @roshithapa5698
    @roshithapa5698 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    Growing up when you realize that you don’t fit anywhere
    It’s hurtful when you look back and find yourself all alone 🙂🙂

    • @dankcraft7386
      @dankcraft7386 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That hit me deep like falling into water from a very high point.. that feeling..

    • @Anwarullahksa
      @Anwarullahksa หลายเดือนก่อน

      Oh im the star of school

  • @lqwertt
    @lqwertt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13522

    please take my phone from me. I've been listening to this song for the 100th time

    • @caeyo882
      @caeyo882 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      LPS Sunflower SAME

    • @moriamain
      @moriamain 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      same

    • @016frenky
      @016frenky 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Liza S same with me

    • @multiisedits4232
      @multiisedits4232 4 ปีที่แล้ว +73

      Only 8 ? I must’ve listened to it a hundred times 😂

    • @swag-pm8tr
      @swag-pm8tr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      _the only song i've been listening to is everything i wanted since it was released_

  • @racheleyler9502
    @racheleyler9502 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22709

    Sad fact: this song is about billie having a nightmare about jumping off the golden gate bridge which is a common place for people to take their lives, in her nightmare no one cared about what billie did to her self when she woke up she told finneas about what happened and that is why the song says "as long as I'm here no one can hurt you" that is finneas talking to billie after she told him about her nightmare
    Edit: The song is also about fame it has another meaning to I just wanting to share this part about her brother because I love the connection they have, but it does have more then one meaning.🙂
    Another edit: if you already know the meaning great you don't have to tell me if you think it's obvious or not

    • @seth9577
      @seth9577 4 ปีที่แล้ว +301

      Nice

    • @javierbennett5778
      @javierbennett5778 4 ปีที่แล้ว +221

      @@seth9577 no. not nice.

    • @seth9577
      @seth9577 4 ปีที่แล้ว +985

      @@javierbennett5778 no. Finneas was there for her, it's nice

    • @javierbennett5778
      @javierbennett5778 4 ปีที่แล้ว +187

      @@seth9577 oh yeah i forgot about that part lol

    • @nitaimatan2247
      @nitaimatan2247 4 ปีที่แล้ว +162

      @@javierbennett5778 no, not lol.

  • @danielastarrr
    @danielastarrr ปีที่แล้ว +42

    "I tried to scream, but my head was underwater" this part it's so good to hear 🥺

  • @jackisonline5364
    @jackisonline5364 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    To the person who read this,
    It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look.
    I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you.
    Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive.
    You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love?
    Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it?
    There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen.
    You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS.
    I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you.

    • @jackisonline5364
      @jackisonline5364 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams.
      Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence.
      You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up.
      That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now.
      If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone.
      You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this.
      If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
      If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
      And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
      I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
      You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
      “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
      In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
      I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
      Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
      If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
      have a good day and great years.
      I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- Vexin, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

    • @randomboy1918
      @randomboy1918 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Love you,no matter who u r ,i really wish the best to u,all this energy pulled inside this comment,i received it,and i'm greatful and want you as too be who are ,to be ur best version,to believe to all the words you pronouced as well,cuz everything you said indirectly must be praticed by you as well, anyway thanks again virtual HUG🦾💚

    • @e3shalmassaud
      @e3shalmassaud วันที่ผ่านมา

      omg idk how to thank u i really needed that, i needed someone to say this to me, each and every word of your has its importance in my heart, tysm, thank you.

  • @yellowbeanz1895
    @yellowbeanz1895 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1598

    “I kinda thought they might care”
    Wow... this hit hard

    • @zeydakidd1437
      @zeydakidd1437 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yellow Beanz periodt

    • @yim_e
      @yim_e 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      this part played when i saw this comment ahaa

    • @RelaxMusicForSleep_
      @RelaxMusicForSleep_ ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🙏 😘 💗

    • @Anwarullahksa
      @Anwarullahksa 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​​@@zeydakidd1437you what do you mean

    • @Anwarullahksa
      @Anwarullahksa 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @yellowbeanz1895

  • @lovelycookie5643
    @lovelycookie5643 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2292

    “If they knew what they said, would go straight to my head, what would they say instead?”

    • @amiraxbianca465
      @amiraxbianca465 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Cutiecookiemsi think that’s the best lyric I’ve ever heard that I relate to

    • @monet4143
      @monet4143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Relatable.. No one realises how much their words hurt, and think it's just a "joke", when to some people it means more.

    • @starseedlight8824
      @starseedlight8824 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      People don’t understand,they destroy lifes with their words

    • @marley3754
      @marley3754 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This part is so tru tho T-T

    • @shitface69420whores
      @shitface69420whores 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      especially family bro-- if they knew it would hurt that much would they change what they said? would they say the same thing?

  • @djeinaa
    @djeinaa ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Billie Eilish = 🩹💔= ❤️‍🩹

  • @user-yf9ro5lw5l
    @user-yf9ro5lw5l ปีที่แล้ว +57

    “If i knew it all then, would i do it again?” Was always my favorite line. It reminds of me of my mother and how i think if she knew about my father, she would have never had anything to do with him. She would have been able to prevent a lifetime of pain for me if only she knew

    • @angelomancuso4940
      @angelomancuso4940 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You are not alone,remember i love you forever

    • @AppleManiacYT
      @AppleManiacYT ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That line reminds me of my mom as well, in 2015 she went down a path of heroin addiction. The managed to beat it in 2019 and is now in detox for alcoholism…

    • @napurplelady5341
      @napurplelady5341 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I felt the same way for my mother and myself..it’s like both of us were never deserve to find true love 😢

    • @Anwarullahksa
      @Anwarullahksa หลายเดือนก่อน

      .

  • @siennaxbshshshw
    @siennaxbshshshw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2291

    I cry about this song after Billie explained what’s the song meant 😭

    • @lillys8916
      @lillys8916 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Tea has been spilt At this session where i needa see

    • @himotermother7154
      @himotermother7154 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      What does it mean

    • @miamayra._
      @miamayra._ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +309

      Camiforever100 Roblox Billie had a dream where she killed herself by jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge and no one cared. Not even her fans. The only one who cared was her brother because they’ve been close for their entire life. She always could count on him.

    • @maryrosieee
      @maryrosieee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@miamayra._ omg

    • @miamayra._
      @miamayra._ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Mary ! Yeah🤧

  • @avani496
    @avani496 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16533

    This hits different at 3 AM when your home alone in the dark..

  • @ashleyzwane2341
    @ashleyzwane2341 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    This hits deep when you have someone in your mind

    • @-unknown-375
      @-unknown-375 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      *Welp.. Time to yeet myself to dunkin donuts meme - Rengoku 2023 meme*

  • @animeshchandra4505
    @animeshchandra4505 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Bro you can beat depression and anxiety. Don’t worry it definitely gets better 😊

  • @mina-zw1zw
    @mina-zw1zw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9111

    my two moods be like:
    slowed billie songs
    slowed doja songs

  • @gamerxxxbalkan8995
    @gamerxxxbalkan8995 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1210

    the loudest scream for help is the most silent one

    • @ainsley4401
      @ainsley4401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Thick blood comes from a thin blade

    • @natashadam712
      @natashadam712 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      yep, I’ve literally had that voice in my head scream for help before

    • @rosaceae2205
      @rosaceae2205 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Because the louder you try to scream the more silent it is.
      By that i mean, when you try to scream as loud as you can, it comes out as silent.

    • @aarondelgadillo548
      @aarondelgadillo548 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      If i scream i get a headache, because im to tired of screaming each night. Silently..

    • @emersyn3783
      @emersyn3783 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      mhm

  • @rashmitapatnaik396
    @rashmitapatnaik396 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    The line "And it feel like yesterday was a year ago" suits me soo well

  • @yanaika3443
    @yanaika3443 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I feel like everybody from my old school doesn't remember me anymore, but I remember all of them :( Does anyone else feel like this?

    • @idk-du5rb
      @idk-du5rb ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes, I'm like you, but everyone has a way

  • @keribrown3693
    @keribrown3693 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3155

    who else has listened to this song too many times?
    oh wait,
    there is no such thing as listening to this song too many times.

    • @k4rissa.
      @k4rissa. 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yesh

    • @bugsmythicalbook
      @bugsmythicalbook 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      julia brown hehe

    • @n1etr056
      @n1etr056 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      The original was catchy as hell.
      Then this one came up to my recommendations-

    • @addisontaylor172
      @addisontaylor172 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      julia brown this is probably my 1000000000000th time listening to this song. Billie ellish is my strange addiction

    • @keribrown3693
      @keribrown3693 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@addisontaylor172 haha same

  • @moth5390
    @moth5390 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4412

    This hits different when you don't have anyone to say these words to you....

    • @raqueldain9223
      @raqueldain9223 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Rimas DXD if you need anyone, im here

    • @moon.2674
      @moon.2674 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      yep, it does.

    • @WoeisBriee
      @WoeisBriee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      If I could change the way that you see yourself, you wouldn’t why you hear, “they don’t deserve you.”

    • @aarondelgadillo548
      @aarondelgadillo548 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Hits deeper when you realize those who you call friends are there for only half the support so you have less to say it too

    • @mariambergamini
      @mariambergamini 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Wow. I feel this.

  • @gabrielleferrand5858
    @gabrielleferrand5858 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I wanna cry, I feel like crying but I can’t it’s just pain at this point.

  • @r.d.0
    @r.d.0 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    كل ماتحس بوحده تذكر أن في ناس تشتاق ل امهم وغير كذا أبوي مشغول عني دائم ومسوؤل عن اخواني انكسر متى ما ينكسرون أو يبكون الحياة احيانا تكون قاسيه بس مو يعني مافي أمل تتغير🖤.

    • @r.d.0
      @r.d.0 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@si.0. اكيد🖤

    • @idk-du5rb
      @idk-du5rb ปีที่แล้ว

      يجي يوم ويكون الالم مجرد ذكرى

    • @r.d.0
      @r.d.0 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@idk-du5rb أن شا الله

  • @sh0y412
    @sh0y412 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2951

    just imagine running down a empty street at 12 in the morning with friends vibing, and just laughing.

    • @stxriey
      @stxriey 4 ปีที่แล้ว +272

      imagine having friends

    • @n4zars
      @n4zars 4 ปีที่แล้ว +76

      First I got to find friends

    • @michellesandoval9031
      @michellesandoval9031 4 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      imagine having non-toxic friends that actually care and hang out with you. :(

    • @vibemade_j7806
      @vibemade_j7806 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@michellesandoval9031 I only have one

    • @ellak2570
      @ellak2570 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Wish i could do that

  • @corvo9100
    @corvo9100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6953

    “The worst feeling isn’t being lonely, it’s being forgotten by someone you would never forget”

    • @andreagallo1385
      @andreagallo1385 2 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      I had this feeling over a stupid boy before

    • @lovleyloner1487
      @lovleyloner1487 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      @@andreagallo1385 this is me rn

    • @sanjeev9581
      @sanjeev9581 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      not me rn

    • @VEN_US0
      @VEN_US0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@andreagallo1385 hmph same

    • @ciaociaociao273
      @ciaociaociao273 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      The fact that I feel these two feelings right now.

  • @user-su2rc2gg5q
    @user-su2rc2gg5q 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I hope Billie Eilish reads this, so when i come back it will clear my soul ❤

  • @user-kn2mi6lg4m
    @user-kn2mi6lg4m 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    "As long Im here no can hurt you " that’s making me my heart melt 😭

    • @Anwarullahksa
      @Anwarullahksa 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      💀Wuts that pfp💀

    • @user-kn2mi6lg4m
      @user-kn2mi6lg4m 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@Anwarullahksa some random aaa tiktoker 🙏🏽

  • @kyjelroblox8499
    @kyjelroblox8499 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5916

    "Nobody Cried"
    "Nobody Even Noticed"
    I FELT THAT
    EDIT: Wait a minute....I dont remember commenting this but thanks for the likes i gues-

    • @sakura-hp1vb
      @sakura-hp1vb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      as soon as i read that i heard that part of the song

    • @mia-on1tx
      @mia-on1tx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      audri Lewis same

    • @radioheadd_
      @radioheadd_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@sakura-hp1vb Dont we all?

    • @W1thor
      @W1thor 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@sakura-hp1vb sameee

    • @miriah_xoxo
      @miriah_xoxo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      MHM same tho

  • @stringlink
    @stringlink 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1012

    why does slowed down songs hit different everytime?

    • @d0llheart
      @d0llheart 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ikr

    • @stylechar622
      @stylechar622 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Right !!!!! Like it will be metal rock slowed down and it be hitting different

    • @brendanlal5174
      @brendanlal5174 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      our world moves so fast, slowing things down lets us feel again

    • @slayynab
      @slayynab 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m your 1000 like!!

    • @slayynab
      @slayynab 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @InFamousGigi lmao (^ω^)

  • @charlieprince8671
    @charlieprince8671 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    It's crazy how much better slowing it down raises the level of an already amazing song.

  • @makikazukey
    @makikazukey 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Crying because of my father and listening to this makes me feel better.

  • @oliviadominguez6348
    @oliviadominguez6348 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4230

    I just emotionally tired and physically. School is so stressful, I don’t have much friends, my family is broken and all I have is my self. I just want to take a plane and travel somewhere beautiful and see the world and not be stuck in my room all day

    • @amarakamble7671
      @amarakamble7671 3 ปีที่แล้ว +165

      why do i agree with this soo much i feel you we r in this together even though sometimes it doesnt feel like it its really hard especially now that im locked up and cant leave

    • @kqbfx2127
      @kqbfx2127 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      feel u dude

    • @raulkevinburi523
      @raulkevinburi523 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      Same problem:(

    • @padfoo0t40
      @padfoo0t40 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      I felt the school part

    • @nightmarestreetx1607
      @nightmarestreetx1607 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I can feel the pain thats so me:(((😔

  • @vennoraaaa
    @vennoraaaa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +873

    *my ears*
    *have been blessed..*

  • @Vigloup.
    @Vigloup. ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This song makes me cry :(

  • @jkvrq_
    @jkvrq_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    1:29 My favorite party💗

    • @catfreak4769
      @catfreak4769 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      part جزء party حفلة

  • @jnfbs
    @jnfbs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2052

    This hit hard 😔✌️

    • @ayyyitstyyy
      @ayyyitstyyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      blurry.avakin it’s more emotional 🥺

    • @starclouds
      @starclouds  4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      whatever u might be going thru love u and u got this!!! 💖

    • @ayyyitstyyy
      @ayyyitstyyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      belskr aww I thats so sweet ❤️

    • @holasoyfrancis2717
      @holasoyfrancis2717 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nothing can hurt me anymore

    • @ayyyitstyyy
      @ayyyitstyyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mia Wong bro why you being like that you don’t know them lol so how would you no?

  • @belsiebubs7596
    @belsiebubs7596 4 ปีที่แล้ว +584

    BRUH THIS IS EVEN SADDER I'M GONNA GET DEHYDRATED FROM ALL THESE TEARS

  • @baboshoka1591
    @baboshoka1591 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I wish i had a copy of me so l can hug her and tell her how strong she is , how she deserves better , how much she is pretty , how she didn’t deserve what happened to her ,to tell her that i will always believes in you no matter what people say and how they didn’t deserve you you were too good for them you were always there for them when they needed you but they weren’t even near you when you needed them so stop crying about them you deserve s better

  • @nicolejones3686
    @nicolejones3686 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This is my comfort song 🥰😭

  • @yellowbeanz1895
    @yellowbeanz1895 4 ปีที่แล้ว +298

    “Cuz everybody wants something from me now, and I don’t wanna let them down “
    Dude I just wanna give her a huge hug
    Like how can people hate on such a beautiful human being? How can people hate her music, when it talks about the real s**t that people go through and how no one talks about it. This song was about a dream of hers, as said, but to be honest I think it was a deeper meaning...

    • @lillys8916
      @lillys8916 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yellow Beanz me too i think shes tryna tell us somethin

    • @gracedickinson857
      @gracedickinson857 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      lilly & reese
      it’s literally about how she had a dream she killed her self by jumping off the golden bridge and that’s why the background to the audio video looked like the golden gate bridge. “so i stepped off the golden....i tried to scream but my head was underwater” in her dream no one cared she died. “nobody cried...nobody even noticed.” and in the dream she got “everything she wanted” implying she wants to die which is heartbreaking. she also talks ab how when she woke up from the nightmare her brother was there to comfort her. sibling goals. and people say this song isn’t sad :(

    • @jnuhsrswatton1761
      @jnuhsrswatton1761 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I love her music cause I have sucicidial thoughts and her music makes me think that I’m good enough so I agree with yo

  • @aira8614
    @aira8614 4 ปีที่แล้ว +218

    nobody cried, nobody even noticed. me acting dead in the pool-

  • @user-wn8lz1hp2m
    @user-wn8lz1hp2m ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I hope that the past returns to correct everything

    • @idk-du5rb
      @idk-du5rb ปีที่แล้ว

      won't come back

  • @pheelmacababe2861
    @pheelmacababe2861 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    i could listen to these slowed down billie songs for hours

  • @bluesclues.
    @bluesclues. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +579

    i didn’t realize this was *everything i wanted* until i heard it. really needed this thank you

    • @bluesclues.
      @bluesclues. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      i’m sorry for my puns i’ll go home

    • @starclouds
      @starclouds  4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      lmaoooo ur welcome 💖

    • @bluesclues.
      @bluesclues. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      sophiikiing - oh yes it is

    • @TYLER-yj7ju
      @TYLER-yj7ju 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      ooofly this song is very *lovely*
      i just wanted to join in i’m sorry. *goodbye*
      ha-

    • @bluesclues.
      @bluesclues. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      •mockingjay feathers• yes you’re always welcome to join in, but be careful you might get a *bellyache* in this minecraft server

  • @ellalau6698
    @ellalau6698 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2436

    you have no idea how happy it makes you when someone genuinely tells you they care about you

    • @kevinfromheaven1874
      @kevinfromheaven1874 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I feel the same way. I cry just because my sister is genuinely scared for me and cares about me

    • @xtrol4330
      @xtrol4330 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      You know how it feels to feel like this but then they stabbed you in back

    • @doroteazivanovic7029
      @doroteazivanovic7029 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yeah he cares about me

    • @irovanta8845
      @irovanta8845 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I want someone that will be able to say it me every day without feeling pressured and really mean it

    • @dohabel-abdia669
      @dohabel-abdia669 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Never heard it from someone

  • @andreagallegos4228
    @andreagallegos4228 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    this song is like paradise when you're happy, but is the hell, when you're sad =(

  • @watisoniwaqa5575
    @watisoniwaqa5575 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    That ✨intro✨ tho

  • @user-wk7pe4ge2u
    @user-wk7pe4ge2u 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2090

    Who else lays in their bed all day
    because they feel nothing they do matters?

    • @n4zars
      @n4zars 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Yes

    • @yazzi9731
      @yazzi9731 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Omg❕ me rn 😶😐

    • @LokeshGarg
      @LokeshGarg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      It's prob a chemical imbalance but I just tell myself that I'm being lazy and get off my ass, it's the best I can do. Kinda feels good once you get caught up in whatever you're doing.

    • @eithari
      @eithari 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      CIARA CASTIE i felt that :(

    • @gracestubblefield9815
      @gracestubblefield9815 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      me lol.

  • @mysunshine6940
    @mysunshine6940 4 ปีที่แล้ว +657

    Guess what,
    My little sister that's 4 years old just drifted to sleep with this song playing.

  • @hrmn2230
    @hrmn2230 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Fact : that we all want a brother like Billie have

  • @josephgonzales6210
    @josephgonzales6210 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This song is literally amazing, but the song slowed is literally a masterpiece

  • @maleenasanchez7206
    @maleenasanchez7206 4 ปีที่แล้ว +222

    every time she says "they dont deserve you" it makes me cry and feel that pain :(

  • @leslierodriguez7943
    @leslierodriguez7943 4 ปีที่แล้ว +216

    slowed music makes THE SONG BETTER THAN IT IS 😩

  • @jordanjacklin9956
    @jordanjacklin9956 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    2 years later and this song still hits different

  • @idk-du5rb
    @idk-du5rb ปีที่แล้ว +25

    To anyone tired of being a part of this world i hope we DIY today 🖤

    • @ventacc33
      @ventacc33 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I hope so too. I want to die so I can be away from this horrible life and got to heaven with my mom

    • @idk-du5rb
      @idk-du5rb ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ventacc33 Nice, don't say like this, I'm really sorry for my bad, one day we walk in the middle of the day proud, don't give up

  • @ONFRAUDS
    @ONFRAUDS 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1159

    this is meant to be slowed down.

    • @user-mu2hu6gc7m
      @user-mu2hu6gc7m 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Andrea M. it is.

    • @ghost-xm4xf
      @ghost-xm4xf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@user-mu2hu6gc7m its just low pitched it aint slowed

    • @isaac.2031
      @isaac.2031 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @@ghost-xm4xf it's 47 seconds longer than the original

    • @aaliya8322
      @aaliya8322 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      MicroNaught so?

    • @applesauce2542
      @applesauce2542 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @@aaliya8322 *so* it *IS* infact slowed down a tad bit.

  • @zoevarouxis4736
    @zoevarouxis4736 4 ปีที่แล้ว +718

    I love this song, it's so good!!
    A little message to everyone:
    I know there are some people that are going through many things right now. You may be cutting, not eating, hating yourself or many other things. Please stop.. I believe that you can stop.. You are strong. You are beautiful. I love you even if you are black, white, homosexual, male or female or any other differences. I'm here for you. You are worth everything 💕

    • @xctye27
      @xctye27 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Man... That was strong! Thank you very very very very much for that message!

    • @melaniemanson4379
      @melaniemanson4379 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Zoë Varouxis thank you😭💞

    • @koopakate8842
      @koopakate8842 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Zoë Varouxis thank you lovely 💕

    • @xplrlover8776
      @xplrlover8776 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      I cried while reading this....
      But thx...
      You made me feel better even if you said that through a screen....
      I love you,whoever you are that wrote this....
      You was probably just thinking about others and wrote to make them feel better...
      You are amazing and if you dont see it I hope you can one day...
      Again,tysm...

    • @babapood
      @babapood 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      i needed this so much

  • @glue6865
    @glue6865 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love to anyone struggling today ♥️

  • @Hala-ld6oc
    @Hala-ld6oc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    “Thought I could fly, so I steppt of the golden. Nobody cried, nobody even noticed.” -Billie Eillish

  • @electrickitten2505
    @electrickitten2505 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1203

    ~Lyrics~
    {Verse 1}
    I had a dream
    I got everything I wanted
    Not what you'd think
    And if I'm being honest, it might've been a nightmare
    To anyone who might care
    Thought I could fly (fly)
    So I stepped off the Golden, mm
    Nobody cried
    Nobody even noticed
    I saw them standing right there
    Kinda thought they might care
    {Pre-chorus}
    I had a dream
    I got everything I wanted
    But when I wake up I see
    You with me
    And you say
    {Chorus}
    As long as I'm here
    No one can hurt you
    Don't wanna lie here
    But you can learn to
    If I could change the way that you see yourself
    You wouldn't wonder why you hear "They don't deserve you"
    {Verse 2}
    I tried to scream
    But my head was underwater
    They called me weak
    Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
    Could've been a nightmare
    Buy it felt like they were right there
    And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
    But I don't wanna let anybody know
    'Cause everybody wants something from me now
    And I don't wanna let 'em down
    {Pre-chorus}
    I had a dream
    I got everything I wanted
    But when I wake up I see
    You with me
    And you say
    {Chorus}
    As long as I'm here
    No one can hurt you
    Don't wanna lie here
    But you can learn
    If I could change the way that you see yourself
    You wouldn't wonder why you hear "They don't deserve you"
    {Outro/bridge}
    If I knew it all then
    Would I do it again
    Would I do it again
    If they knew what they said
    Would go straight to my head
    What would they say instead
    If I knew it all then
    Would I do it again
    Would I do it again
    If they knew what they said
    Would go straight to my head
    What would they say instead
    ~Thank you~

    • @elenaivanovska1394
      @elenaivanovska1394 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      U were that bored 😑
      But ty! 😁

    • @ava_ventlingboi3533
      @ava_ventlingboi3533 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      THANK U

    • @electrickitten2505
      @electrickitten2505 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Kaiyo_creed I don't remember but I don't think I copied anything 😂 lol

    • @electrickitten2505
      @electrickitten2505 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Kaiyo_creed i'm normally lazy but yeah tbh i got bored XD

    • @katbatson
      @katbatson 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Could have* not of

  • @deenamarie1392
    @deenamarie1392 4 ปีที่แล้ว +633

    Billie: I h a d a. d r e -
    Me: *like*

  • @platniumfoxx4976
    @platniumfoxx4976 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    ....I miss him so damn much.

  • @aungmyin743
    @aungmyin743 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This will wake up your sleeping devil by her voice.

  • @theahughes703
    @theahughes703 4 ปีที่แล้ว +452

    *_TO ALL THE SAD CHIRREN IN THE COMMENTS:_*
    sadness is like a big glass window. if you just keep looking out from it, you'll see the happiness trapped behind it. you gotta keep punching at the glass until something cracks a light in the darkness. let what little light seeps through flood your life, give you strength to push forwards with new vigor. be strong. if it makes you feel any better, here's MY story:
    i cried almost every day in intermediate school. people told me that i deserved to die because i was so annoying and weird. i had no friends, i wasn't MENTALLY SANE because i felt so TERRIBLE about myself. school ruined my life. school made me a sociopath and insane and made me develop paranoid anxiety. yeah thanks for that Horace Mane. (

    • @averyholdeman6698
      @averyholdeman6698 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      FBI aka playlists n stuff i read this whole thing. thank you for sharing your story. i don't know how many people are willing to scroll this far down and find a truly remarkable story, but this...this is phenomenal. i mean, you're in seventh grade? wow. i'm in tenth now and i relate to some of this. although i won't share my entire story up to right now, i've been through hell and back, and if you have the strength and courage to (1) go through all that and be strong enough to write something like this and (2) share it with this world with vulnerability...you could really make it big, kid. keep inspiring your audience. i promise you have one.

    • @aramali79
      @aramali79 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Im crying even more now😭😭😭😭😭💔💔I hope you get better because thats what you and people deserve

    • @sage7296
      @sage7296 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      💙

    • @goodgollythetrolly8819
      @goodgollythetrolly8819 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m glad there are people on the internet like you who aren’t afraid to be open and share their experiences with other people, I honestly felt like crying when I read everything you said. Cause it’s very much like how my life went around 11 was when I was most mean and angry but now I can decide that these bad feelings aren’t true and that we’re all worthy of love.

    • @zulmycruz
      @zulmycruz 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ok sure as hell not finna be strong or not die

  • @mollypowell3365
    @mollypowell3365 4 ปีที่แล้ว +187

    "As long as im here no one can hurt you."
    but when you're here,
    you're the one,
    hurting me.

  • @addie4360
    @addie4360 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    it’s been 9 months since he’s been gone and it’s finally sinking in that he is gone forever. god i miss him
    edit: this month is the year mark of his death date, crazy how this is the 2nd halloween without him and how fast things change. please hang out with and hug the people you love, anything could happen at any time

    • @riley777
      @riley777 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm sorry

    • @clairvoyiiant
      @clairvoyiiant 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m sorry for your loss .

  • @user-vh7eh1sp4s
    @user-vh7eh1sp4s ปีที่แล้ว +16

    “As long as I’m here, no one can hurt you.” I want someone like that, who’d protect me and comfort me. 😭

  • @katie2264
    @katie2264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3326

    just imagine sitting on a rooftop watching the stars with your soalmate

    • @khulood7678
      @khulood7678 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      That would be very nice

    • @bringyourownknives6145
      @bringyourownknives6145 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      The only problem with that is that she's miles away from me

    • @iris_the.sweetheart9500
      @iris_the.sweetheart9500 3 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      Don't give me hope in finding my soulmate...please...

    • @nv4zq
      @nv4zq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      „imagine“

    • @talismanhassan
      @talismanhassan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      There is no soulmate just alone

  • @emma.makvandi
    @emma.makvandi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3190

    A song: * exists *
    TH-cam: leTs mAkE it MoRe SaD aNd EmO
    I love it don't get me wrong😂

    • @lei7417
      @lei7417 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Bangtan Atlantic it wasn’t TH-cam but yeah

    • @crumdelaedgar4854
      @crumdelaedgar4854 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      L&J_YT yes but it was people who use TH-cam and that’s what they mean

    • @madi8269
      @madi8269 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Bangtan Avocado B.H.C. Emos need music to

    • @LoveGillyHicks
      @LoveGillyHicks 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Namjoon for president hey army

    • @emma.makvandi
      @emma.makvandi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      SugaKookies hey💜

  • @littlebunny5750
    @littlebunny5750 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This song is everything.when ı hear this song ı am thinking my past.

  • @la._.gio.orgia_6692
    @la._.gio.orgia_6692 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    1:32 "as long as I'm here no one can hurt you"
    2:05 "they don't deserve you"

  • @bareera2178
    @bareera2178 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1916

    >If you're skinny society judges you
    >If you're fat society judges you
    >If you're average society judges you
    >If you're short society judges you
    >If you're tall society judges you
    >If you're single society judges you
    >If you're taken society judges you
    >If you're lonely society judges you
    >If you're popular society judges you
    >If you're anything else in the world society still judges you...
    what's the lesson?
    Don't give a damn about those beauty and society standards
    -You are perfect as you are
    -You are amazing as you are
    -You are beautiful as you are
    -You are handsome as you are
    -You are unique as you are
    SO DONT ever change yourself for anybody else/society standards :)
    You are you not somebody else :)
    Remember you don't have to be like everybody else, you are your own unique best ever person.
    If you don't think that...Well
    You're wrong :) Because I think that and you should learn to love yourself bc you deserve it, honestly yes :))
    ilysm stay strong

    • @joy7170
      @joy7170 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      i luv u

    • @bareera2178
      @bareera2178 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@joy7170 LUV U TOO

    • @annestevens1450
      @annestevens1450 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Listen to urself :)

    • @kacey7
      @kacey7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      this is so true. society is just never happy with anything, thank you for this comment ily

    • @messivasconcelos6854
      @messivasconcelos6854 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

  • @starrynights3433
    @starrynights3433 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7754

    𝚠𝚎'𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚕 𝚔𝚒𝚍𝚜 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚒𝚝...
    edit: it's so upsetting that over 5.7k people agree with me.. we'll get through this together okay? i'm here whenever anyone wants to talk

    • @gami_dami9364
      @gami_dami9364 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      True dat

    • @zazafairy
      @zazafairy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      :c

    • @isabella-qs1mo
      @isabella-qs1mo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +166

      Me having an android: 👁👄👁

    • @starrynights3433
      @starrynights3433 3 ปีที่แล้ว +130

      cristal star mochi easier said then done, as for myself my parents don’t believe there’s anything wrong, i’ve told them multiple times i’ve wanted to get help and they said no and don’t believe me and probably the same with other teens, so think before you write.

    • @flavioesposito8926
      @flavioesposito8926 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Life sucks that's how it is 😔

  • @gino-cz9zu
    @gino-cz9zu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    When i was 12 i got bullied till the point i was suicidle even the teachers didnt like me and i never understood why i was nice to everyone and they still used me blamed me spit on me i have autism teachers cared for me like i was a 3 year old thought i couldnt do sh*t i lockt myself up in the toilet stalls 5 times and 3 times they litterly had to take the door out in order to get to me otherwhise i would just sit there till school ended but u grow up and get to see other pple so i kept my problems for myself the 3 years after that where fun i didnt get bullied i got friends pple who exely cared for me i was 15 when my uncle died of cancer and ofcourse i had to have a fight with him the last day he was alive i never got to say im sorry.
    I got depressed friends didnt notice cause i put a mask on i laugh meanwhile im hurting inside
    1 year later my aunt also dies of cancer 1 year after that my grandpa dies of cancer i got sleeping problems fear problems trust iseus and meanwhile all my friends where talking how fun a girlfriend is my only company was my pillow and my phone same year my grandma dies lays 1 week dead in her house ill never forget the smell when we walked her coffin to the car
    At this point i cant laugh anymore dont go outside have no job nor love wich i dont expect to come anymore no one is gona like a man who cant laugh sleep or work i tried suicide before went to the highway to jump infront of a truck but bailed cause im a weakling doctors put me on meds and sent me on my way cause meds are the only thing i need no calming voice who can comfort me no they prefer meds im 20 right now and a couple of weeks ago a friend of mine jumpt infront of a train she died 22 years old 3 other friends are depressed and expect me to take care of them like im Jezus or something meanwhile no one asks how iam they just assume im there to help them and let me rot away just like the other 13 ( friends did ) u help them u ask them for help and suddenly they never have time or will to talk i think ive seen enough i never expected live to be a fairy tail its hard and it always will be but whats the point of breathing when u can do nothing else then cry

  • @alinagracia4459
    @alinagracia4459 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The lyrics remind me of the time when a teacher caught me in the bathroom having a mental break down in middle school

    • @idk-du5rb
      @idk-du5rb ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm really sorry for you Be strong and learn to stand up for yourself and not listen to the song

    • @alinagracia4459
      @alinagracia4459 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@idk-du5rb thx I appreciate it ^^

  • @ellexo8633
    @ellexo8633 4 ปีที่แล้ว +281

    this is that type of song that understands me...

  • @tenshiixxx
    @tenshiixxx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2669

    *_✨Lyrics✨_*
    I had a dream
    I got everything I wanted
    Not what you'd think
    And if I'm being honest
    It might've been a nightmare
    To anyone who might care
    Thought I could fly (fly)
    So I stepped off the Golden, mm
    Nobody cried (cried, cried, cried, cried)
    Nobody even noticed
    I saw them standing right there
    Kinda thought they might care (might care, might care)
    I had a dream
    I got everything I wanted
    But when I wake up, I see
    You with me
    And you say, "As long as I'm here
    No one can hurt you
    Don't wanna lie here
    But you can learn to
    If I could change
    The way that you see yourself
    You wouldn't wonder why you hear
    They don't deserve you"
    I tried to scream
    But my head was underwater
    They called me weak
    Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
    Coulda been a nightmare
    But it felt like they were right there
    And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
    But I don't wanna let anybody know
    'Cause everybody wants something from me now
    And I don't wanna let 'em down
    I had a dream
    I got everything I wanted
    But when I wake up, I see
    You with me
    And you say, "As long as I'm here
    No one can hurt you
    Don't wanna lie here
    But you can learn to
    If I could change
    The way that you see yourself
    You wouldn't wonder why you hear
    They don't deserve you"
    If I knew it all then would I do it again?
    Would I do it again?
    If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
    What would they say instead?
    If I knew it all then would I do it again?
    Would I do it again?
    If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
    What would they say instead?
    .

    • @umapessoaqualquer6448
      @umapessoaqualquer6448 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Thanks lyrics guy/girl, I was looking for you!

    • @Luna-im7gl
      @Luna-im7gl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Thanks ✨

    • @kqri4179
      @kqri4179 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Tysm

    • @dr.punkie
      @dr.punkie 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/7M6jjl68rrs/w-d-xo.html

    • @lemontinker
      @lemontinker 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      here before 1k likes :)

  • @teals9050
    @teals9050 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    “you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness”

  • @jazmintufuga394
    @jazmintufuga394 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Still slaps going into 2023

  • @oldcatti8363
    @oldcatti8363 3 ปีที่แล้ว +672

    i don’t show emotions anymore. I’m just existing at this point doing nothing at all.

    • @nicepanda9838
      @nicepanda9838 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same

    • @amanverma8897
      @amanverma8897 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      let's pretend we are numb - xxxtentacion

    • @Annie-vm9vn
      @Annie-vm9vn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I've been doing the same for over 2 decades and I'm just so tired

    • @billie3109
      @billie3109 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Deus está com você!:)❤se quiser desabafar cmg estou aqui:)

    • @oldcatti8363
      @oldcatti8363 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      10 months later and still the same

  • @as501
    @as501 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1248

    respect your pillow because it catches your tears when no one else did -Anonymous♡

    • @bobalover298
      @bobalover298 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      😭😭😭😭😭

    • @sadistfactory_
      @sadistfactory_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      AYEEE THANK YOU MR.PILLOW 😩😻

    • @as501
      @as501 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@sadistfactory_ LMAOO

    • @daljitkaur120
      @daljitkaur120 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I can't even cry no more😐

    • @kimberlyauzeta7437
      @kimberlyauzeta7437 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Now this

  • @casencalvin5232
    @casencalvin5232 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I'm not crying... I'm just cosplaying as a waterfall 🥲

  • @bless.ed_j0ub418
    @bless.ed_j0ub418 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    İ had dream.....
    İ got everything i wanted....🖤

  • @aarondelgadillo548
    @aarondelgadillo548 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2122

    When a kid stays in there room all day don't call them lazy. Because you should be morally concerd.

    • @spaghetticarbonzahra6761
      @spaghetticarbonzahra6761 3 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      take notes parents

    • @myerscoded
      @myerscoded 3 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      parents please notice this !!
      i tell them i’m unmotivated and i’m trying
      my mom - *laughs* you’re being lazy
      my dad - trying is lying. you’re almost 13. stop being lazy.
      not my fault my grandpa died 3 weeks ago and i don’t know how to feel anymore 😀

    • @spaghetticarbonzahra6761
      @spaghetticarbonzahra6761 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I feel ya, my grandma passed away a month ago and my parents sound exactly the same :(

    • @harshabalakrishnan2518
      @harshabalakrishnan2518 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@myerscoded I feel you and I'm sorry that your family don't seem to understand. My grandad passed away 5 months ago and it's still hard for me to pass. Just know that you aren't alone in your grief.

    • @azalynethompson6759
      @azalynethompson6759 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      My dad came and checked on me today I've been in my room for 3 days living on chips and water he told me that it's depressing in my room and that I need to get out more so I took a warm shower and he ordered me food then I went straight back to my room now he is concerned

  • @lycvx
    @lycvx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +817

    *Remember being a little kid without any worries. Just being happy and playing outside with your friends and smile all the time.*
    How did I get 200 Likes???

    • @b3he4ded87
      @b3he4ded87 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Too late, I was already thinking about that.

    • @lycvx
      @lycvx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@b3he4ded87 Where? xD I'm sorry, I haven' seen yours...

    • @sittnaingaung4345
      @sittnaingaung4345 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ikr.Good old days!Why did no one tell me that life would be that hard as we get older?😔

    • @zeynooo5847
      @zeynooo5847 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      miss those times

    • @jaylakassaby5277
      @jaylakassaby5277 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i wanna be a kid again

  • @juliatopacio1953
    @juliatopacio1953 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This song has the way I feel

  • @-JustDiana-
    @-JustDiana- 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    It’s okay. It’s alright.
    Someone you loved left you? It’s okay. They were there, gave you memories to keep forever, and walked away. It’s alright, it’s okay. People come and go. You’ll be alright without them. It’s okay.
    Upset about someone backstabbing you? It’s okay. It’s alright. It’s only made you stronger. Let it be, let it go.
    Someone you loved passed away? It’s okay. It’ll be alright, they’re in a better place now. It’s alright to cry, let it all out.