@@pepermintf I disagree. I cringed at myself all the time. It's why I am so quiet even now. I have ALWAYS been PAINFULLY shy for a couple of reasons, so anytime I heard the sound of my own voice in a room with ANYBODY I did not know, I cringed. I have Zero self-esteem, many really bad issues. Having a stupid bully for a Big Brother is one of the reasons for that but there are also other reasons. He embarrasses me EVERY chance he gets but ESPECIALLY in public, even as adults.
I think stuff like among us is actually helpful for avoiding toxic behaviors because it creates a healthy outlet where you can identify them and then avoid falling into the same behaviors in places where they're bad.
Hey, hafu, I did all the horrible things that you were talking about at the start of the video to my friends when I was about 24/25. I have no excuse. I know most of the comments on this vid are very pro being cringey when you're young, but I want to speak to the slightly older viewers and say it's never too late to realise you're not being the person you want to be, and it's not too late to change.
You should really show more crew mate games, especially when you big brain everyone and find out who the imposter is. I really enjoy watching those games on your livestreams!
@@mole215 basically the people who are alive "deafen" in discord, meaning they can't hear anybody in the call talking, so the dead people can talk and the alive people can't hear them.
She doesnt say deafen. She says Devin which is the name of a serial killer in the 30s, who, before killed people, played a social deduction game and killed them afterwards. Rumour has it that while playing a social deduction game like among us, to honour him, befor the lights go out...
it is hella annoying though, she says it every single game and almost after every single meeting. just feel like a gentle reminder which should be a once or twice thing suddenly becomes constant nagging
i love when Hafu gets personal cuz somehow she knows exactly what I need to hear. the relationship advice and now this life advice. i love you guys! i love you Hafuuuuu!!!
not me crying both in the stream and now at the beginning of this video. hafu your past doesnt define you and you have come so far beyond all that and im happy for you achieving all this, im so proud!
@@jolkcholk6763 Yea I was like "Wow so wise" until I read your comment and realized this is one of the stupidest things I've read in a while :D If you shot at everything your pointed a gun at innocent people would've been killed by police, bank robberies would always end in a massacre and many more bad things would've happened. So in conclusion: @ChAiNxBlAzE stoopid
Hafu has changed my 2020 and I have enjoyed twitch so much with her lobby, seeing girls playing video games and having a platform is amazing to me, thank you
We're the same age! I still go through that regret, looking back at my younger self and cringing, thinking of how crappy I was. But now I teach in a middle school and let me tell you how absolutely normal it is to be a crappy human being at that age. And I know I wasn't that great until around the age of 23, then I finally turned for the better. So, your talk at the beginning really resonated with me. And stop saying it was so long ago, lol! It feels like just yesterday! 😭
I can relate to the things you've said about being envious of others, I'm currently struggling with that right now with certain people. I have a distorted perception about myself and I struggle with letting go of past experiences and grudges. I'm trying to calm myself down but I see things that make me feel rage. Good thing you finally let go of it. Happy New Year, Hafu!
Hafu is a legit goddess as imposter! And that opening was so sincere, I can understand hating who you were and mad respect to you Hafu for improving yourself and gaining that self love
I related to that start bit a lot, it took me going to university and throwing myself into things to start liking myself. Though I do gotta say when you cringe at your past it just means you’ve moved on from negative behaviours and look back at them like “why was I like that?”
I relate alot to your story. I'm 33 now and I have trouble "keeping " friends. Part of me feels like it is my fault but I also feel like I shouldn't change who I am as a person. Idk but I applaud you for making an effort I don't know that I could.
I loved the talk at the start. I doubt there is a teenager who weren't insecure. Also honesty is the best policy, I love people who I know can be trusted even if they are blunt. Followed you for a long time, also in my thirties and games had a massive positive impact in my life. Thanks for awesome content over the years :)
Happy New Year Hafu! I’m so touched that you’re able to honest and vulnerable with us. I have a lot of issues with my self confidence and have finally recently come to terms to find myself. You’re one of my favorite streamers and so relatable! Deafen 2020 and to a better 2021!
I'm going through some troubles right now and it really helps to here your story. With this new year, I'm going to really try to better myself as well. All my friends think I'm an amazing person but my self-esteem is basically non-existent and I never tell anyone how I feel or what I'm going through. So here's hoping I can turn that around this year!
Ah, I've been waiting for this one! Hafu 1v7 Classic, and all thamks to 5up skipping. xD I am so glad that I found you, 5up, and all of the gang this year. You all have brought so many smiles and laughs to what has otherwise been a stressful and depressing year for me. I get so excited to watch your streams every morning, and I have such a fun time watching all of the drama and jokes and love. I hope we can all have a better year in 2021.
Everyone sucks as a kid, acknowledging that and growing from it is a sign of maturity. If you are the same person you were when you were twelve, that's far worse. Let's all keep growing!
i just wanna appreciate the fact hafu opened up like that because not only is it something a lot of us can relate to but it's also really heartfelt and genuine, thank you hafu for being the amazing person you are, you've grown up and learnt from the past to form you into the person you are today. happy new year everyone, im wishing you all the best && hopefully 2021 can make up for how shitty 2020 was
Hafu, you made me cry. like, i felt the sincere from you, i have been watching you for the past 2-3 months, and you give me so much inspiration to keep going everyday. You are such a sweet person and make me laugh every stream/video that I watch, thank you so much for that, and I will never stop supporting you!
hafu, i know you don't know me personally but i want to let you know that you being honest is the best thing for someone to do. when people don't say what is on their mind it's selfish. it's not enjoyable for any person in a situation that lacks honesty or lacks communication. thanks for being honest with us :), it makes the community a better place!
I can relate! So glad you shared that with us! It wasn’t easy when I shared with my friends and family that I was a compulsive liar. So I can’t imagine how you feel telling a bunch of strangers
You grew slowly than other people (personality), that's the idea, i feel you because I've been through bad years as a child and even in my teenage years too, so congratulations to you and to anyone who made it.
I went through a very similar thing. I had to talk myself up to everyone to make myself feel better than I thought I was. I’m happy we’re both in a better place now. I love your content! Happy New Year Hafu 🥰
We love you Hafu! So happy you are more happy with yourself, found a person that you love, and can enjoy your life with, because you are an amazing person and deserve to find happiness. - Sincerely someone from the Fort Worth Crew. Don't forget to order a hafu special from uber eats wendys :D
Im so happy for your acceptance hafu! I consider myself a terrible person for the reasons you shared with us in the intro. I wish I’ll one day have the courage to apologize to those I’ve hurt due to my being dumb and immature. That’s why I think it’s very commendable that you’ve taken initiative:)
Hafu! I enjoy your videos! Coming from a Chinese background as well and being a first generation chinese, I can relate to what you discussed on so many levels. And even though I'm also almost thirty, I'm still not happy with the person that I am in terms of career. Keep doing what you're doing! To 2021's next adventure.
Hafu, we love these intros :) thank you for being so open and honest, your words are helping so many people. Also as a new fan, it’s always exciting to learn more info about you! Hearing that you play/played WoW made me happy as I also enjoy that game a lot :)
Thanks for sharing that Hafu, many people like to look at someone doing good and assume that's just how they always were. It's good for people to realize we all grow.
honestly, one of the things i appreciate about hafu is her honesty and what she shares with us in her intros - thanks for being open with us, and cheers to a new year to both you and dogdog!! :')
I can relate a lot to that growing up and hating myself in a way. It’s a journey we go thru and it’s nice that we can look back and see how we progressed over the years. 💕💕💕 you’re the best Hafu
It’s really surprising to hear that from her because hafu comes across as very humble, smart and funny. The reason I watch her more than any other TH-cam is because she’s a genuinely interesting and nice person. And it feels kinda good (even if it must suck for her) that she wasn’t always this mature and cool. There’s hope for everyone
So what i understood from the intro bit is you were able to boil water because you were seeing it as an achivement.Good job Hafu you got it! Anyway jokes aside we love you for who you are.Great job on turning into such a beautiful personality after being who you were and remember even if we're not physically with you we'll be here for you. Note:I was also pretty much like you so i know how hard it is to get rid of that mindset and i know how hard it is to talk about all that because it takes a lot of courage and self control and that's very impressive how you made it out. Love you!
Awwwww Hafu 🥺, You’re amazing, and we love you. I’m sooo happy I started watching your content. I just wish, I had learned about you sooner. Anyways, keep it up, and we will always be here to support you. Through any game, or any venture, we are here for you. I hope you have a great 2021. Stay safe and happy :)🙏❤️
Thanks for sharing, Hafu. I think it is not uncommon for people to not like themselves when they're younger. I've been there myself; feeling envy for the gifts and abilities of others, wondering what makes you "special", and so on. If you moved past it and found ways to be happy with yourself, you've done what you should do, especially if that involved self-improvement. Some people don't grow out of it; they're typically some of the most conniving, insecure adults you'll meet. I've also gained and lost friends over World of Warcraft. It is something I had to consciously put down and not come back to. I don't think you're alone there either.
You were still developing, adjusting and finding your identity. I honestly think you're a great person, not based on your gaming persona. Just a nack for reading people after me failing to become a profiler. Still don't beat yourself up for who you were but appreciate how far you've come and your evolution. Keep your head up. Happy new year. Continue to grow.
Thank you hafu for bringing me entertainment and laughs this past year! Im so glad i found your channel and im excited for another yr of watching you game :)
Im really proud of you!! I have only watched for a little over a month and you’re one of my favorite streamers to watch for hours. You seem like a very interesting person and i admire you for speaking your mind! Happy new years!!
I resonate with your story about your self-image and ditching your friends. I ghosted my old friends and moved to another city, and it weighs down on me even though it happened 10 years ago. Those old friends were understanding, and now I have an amazing friend group, but it was a pretty cringe thing to do. From time-to-time I'll get this feeling to do it again when something bad happens but I know logically it would be a really dumb thing to do. I see the value in honest conflict over dishonest harmony. I am a lucky guy to have the people who are surrounding me today, and I hope Hafu does too. btw I subbed a month ago and have been enjoying your content, happy new year!
It’s ok hafu...I think we need to understand that growth is a large part of life. It’s ok to make mistakes, and it’s important to let go of them eventually as well. Social media has probably exacerbated your feelings because our parents’ generation could forget forever what happened. The internet changed that. Anyway, enjoy the new year.
Acknowledgment of your own flaws, unhealthy behaviors and issues, constant improvement and moving on is the key to get your mental in an ok place. Cheers to the person you are now and keep doing you.
Be careful using the work “fix” because it implies you were broken. You were never broken! 💚 You grew and changed and learned and you became who you are now which is an amazing person! Life is just a journey of self discovery that is never over. All you can do is try your best in every moment. Be thankful of the past, hope for the future, but LIVE in the present ☺️💚 no regrets!
Happy new year HAFU!! you are one of my top 3 favorite youtubers even though i found your channel almost 2 months ago but the great chill vibes i get while watching brings a smile to my face and i always look forward to watching your videos every night.
Hey just wanted to say Hafu, we all make a few mistakes and life is trial and error, it's ok if you pushed away people. But in the end today is the day that matters, you're honest and you stay true to who you want to be so that's all that matters. Thank you for the content legit the greatest.
Hafu, i know exactly what you mean. Growing up, i was one of the WORST people in the world. I still think about and fully physically fucking shudder/cringe at how awful i was. Through some therapy and a some friends i'd never live without, i found the confidence to attempt streaming myself! You're one of, if not my all time fave, streamer that i found thanks to this game and while im more a youtube follower cause my life (prior to covid) was too busy to watch streams much, i'm so happy you're finding comfort and confidence in yourself!
the beginning was very sweet! the personal bits are nice every now and then and we appreciate the advice. i hope you've forgiven yourself and know that you're loved ^^ wishing you well for the new year!
Thank you for making my mornings enjoyable Hafu. I watch your streams and then love reliving your successes on here. You're amazing and I hope you have a Happy New Year!
Glad you were able to find yourself and change that self you didn't like 💗 also those changes you made to those characteristics that you thought were negative into a positive is awesome!
Thanks for streaming and doing content for us everyday! You've made my days better with ths routine of watching your videos! They are always fun and I loved them!
I suffered through a yin yang of clinical depression and social anxiety. I had the constant need for things to make logical sense. Those are the years I am so happy to be rid of. It was more or less like a light switch where I got into deep meditation and became religious and turning from obsessing over logic to obsessing over sensing. Just like that, I felt like I have more than adequate capability to achieve nearly everything I make it a point to do. Including making comments to strangers.
2020: ends
Hafu: deafen
And that’s on PERIOD
More like 2021 starts
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA I LAUGHED SO LONG FOR THIS
@@nikhilprasad1568 ikr
I’d cry
if you didnt cringe at urself as a teenager, were u ever a teenager?
Truth!
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Nobody cringes when they r teenagers but do later when they look back, good times
@@pepermintf I disagree. I cringed at myself all the time. It's why I am so quiet even now. I have ALWAYS been PAINFULLY shy for a couple of reasons, so anytime I heard the sound of my own voice in a room with ANYBODY I did not know, I cringed.
I have Zero self-esteem, many really bad issues. Having a stupid bully for a Big Brother is one of the reasons for that but there are also other reasons. He embarrasses me EVERY chance he gets but ESPECIALLY in public, even as adults.
@@pepermintf i do i hate myself lmfao
"I hated what I was when I was younger."
Yeah, we've all been there : (
I was sad when I heard her talking like that, and then when I realized I can relate i almost cried...
@shrek yeah same...
Hated myself, but hated the world more. I think that helped
Hafu “it’s better to be honest” also hafu when playing among us *lies compulsively
@Berzerk Prime XD
I mean, that's what the game is about, maybe she got a lot of practice back then and that's why she's so good now.
Reminds me of Ryan saying "Oh sorry for lying in Among Us." 😂
I think stuff like among us is actually helpful for avoiding toxic behaviors because it creates a healthy outlet where you can identify them and then avoid falling into the same behaviors in places where they're bad.
I think hafu tells the truth as imposter way more than others. She'll put herself next to bodies all the time after killing
The younger version of you was just training to become the present-day version of you.
@John Dew You may have posted this on the wrong comment, just a heads up!
@@sunsetskye483 maybe he's just a youngster who isn't happy with his life rn. Just guessing
@@sunsetskye483 why wrong comment?
0:30
Hey, hafu, I did all the horrible things that you were talking about at the start of the video to my friends when I was about 24/25. I have no excuse. I know most of the comments on this vid are very pro being cringey when you're young, but I want to speak to the slightly older viewers and say it's never too late to realise you're not being the person you want to be, and it's not too late to change.
So true. You can always change the things you don’t like about yourself, you can always improve yourself.
I really needed this. Currently in your former situation and struggling with the “proper” and “right” way to make amends to friends
Awww so true and so sweet
unfortunately, the struggle of life is doing this constantly until you die
Thanks for that message
happy new year hafu! u accomplished so many things this year, even boiling water....
Beautifully savage
Naw, DogDog did that bro.
Lmao
@@josephcline3652 bold to assume he knew how to do that
it was dogdog
The talk at the beginning hit me man 🌈
Hafu: I'm not passive aggressive. I'm aggressive.
Me: Mood.
You should really show more crew mate games, especially when you big brain everyone and find out who the imposter is. I really enjoy watching those games on your livestreams!
i think the problem is that she almost always dies in the beginning lol
5up: I’m sus of Hafu
Hafu: pink man has chosen death
Hafu Self-Psychology 101
We need more of this.
Indeed
Agreed
Now, now- before you tell us to deafen, just wanted to let you know... WE ALL LOVE YOU 💕💕
d e a f e n .
@@mole215 basically the people who are alive "deafen" in discord, meaning they can't hear anybody in the call talking, so the dead people can talk and the alive people can't hear them.
She doesnt say deafen. She says Devin which is the name of a serial killer in the 30s, who, before killed people, played a social deduction game and killed them afterwards. Rumour has it that while playing a social deduction game like among us, to honour him, befor the lights go out...
it is hella annoying though, she says it every single game and almost after every single meeting. just feel like a gentle reminder which should be a once or twice thing suddenly becomes constant nagging
@@jinniestarcandy5261 it isn’t annoying :(
Hafu: I used to be a compulsive liar.
Everyone: So *that's* why she's an S tier imposter!
All that earlier training has paid off lol
The earliest I’ve ever been HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE EVERYONE
Big loves to you Hafu, and I can relate to that struggle during the intro too.
Happy New Year everybody!
She literally explained my childhood within those first 3 minutes. Finally someone I could relate to.
i love when Hafu gets personal cuz somehow she knows exactly what I need to hear. the relationship advice and now this life advice. i love you guys! i love you Hafuuuuu!!!
not me crying both in the stream and now at the beginning of this video. hafu your past doesnt define you and you have come so far beyond all that and im happy for you achieving all this, im so proud!
hafu: “thanks for being here in 2020”
2021 viewers: heh?
me watching this in 2024 August: 👁👄👁
Never point a gun without firing, Pink Man. If you’re sus of Hafu, VOTE!!!
This makes no sense.
@@jolkcholk6763 Yea I was like "Wow so wise" until I read your comment and realized this is one of the stupidest things I've read in a while :D If you shot at everything your pointed a gun at innocent people would've been killed by police, bank robberies would always end in a massacre and many more bad things would've happened. So in conclusion: @ChAiNxBlAzE stoopid
That’s not what the phrase is. This is one of those comments that sounds smart, and then you realize it’s actually just really fucking stupid.
Seeing a person grow is a heart warming feeling. We all go through cringing on our teenage. It only means we've grown more😀
Everyone: "happy new year!!"
Hafu: "Deafen"
Hafu has changed my 2020 and I have enjoyed twitch so much with her lobby, seeing girls playing video games and having a platform is amazing to me, thank you
“Im not passive aggressive anymore” after every round... Deafen
We're the same age! I still go through that regret, looking back at my younger self and cringing, thinking of how crappy I was. But now I teach in a middle school and let me tell you how absolutely normal it is to be a crappy human being at that age. And I know I wasn't that great until around the age of 23, then I finally turned for the better. So, your talk at the beginning really resonated with me. And stop saying it was so long ago, lol! It feels like just yesterday! 😭
I know it was a somewhat joke-y intro, but I really appreciate you sharing this vulnerable part of you with us, Hafu.
I can relate to the things you've said about being envious of others, I'm currently struggling with that right now with certain people. I have a distorted perception about myself and I struggle with letting go of past experiences and grudges. I'm trying to calm myself down but I see things that make me feel rage. Good thing you finally let go of it.
Happy New Year, Hafu!
Hafu is a legit goddess as imposter! And that opening was so sincere, I can understand hating who you were and mad respect to you Hafu for improving yourself and gaining that self love
I related to that start bit a lot, it took me going to university and throwing myself into things to start liking myself. Though I do gotta say when you cringe at your past it just means you’ve moved on from negative behaviours and look back at them like “why was I like that?”
Video games actually helped me get through a lot as well and I'm happy that you shared
Happy New Year's!
the intro was really nice to hear, thanks hafu :) i’m so glad to be hear and can’t wait to follow you into the new year
I relate alot to your story. I'm 33 now and I have trouble "keeping " friends. Part of me feels like it is my fault but I also feel like I shouldn't change who I am as a person. Idk but I applaud you for making an effort I don't know that I could.
I loved the talk at the start. I doubt there is a teenager who weren't insecure. Also honesty is the best policy, I love people who I know can be trusted even if they are blunt. Followed you for a long time, also in my thirties and games had a massive positive impact in my life. Thanks for awesome content over the years :)
Happy New Year Hafu! I’m so touched that you’re able to honest and vulnerable with us. I have a lot of issues with my self confidence and have finally recently come to terms to find myself. You’re one of my favorite streamers and so relatable! Deafen 2020 and to a better 2021!
I'm going through some troubles right now and it really helps to here your story. With this new year, I'm going to really try to better myself as well. All my friends think I'm an amazing person but my self-esteem is basically non-existent and I never tell anyone how I feel or what I'm going through. So here's hoping I can turn that around this year!
Ah, I've been waiting for this one! Hafu 1v7 Classic, and all thamks to 5up skipping. xD
I am so glad that I found you, 5up, and all of the gang this year. You all have brought so many smiles and laughs to what has otherwise been a stressful and depressing year for me. I get so excited to watch your streams every morning, and I have such a fun time watching all of the drama and jokes and love. I hope we can all have a better year in 2021.
Everyone sucks as a kid, acknowledging that and growing from it is a sign of maturity. If you are the same person you were when you were twelve, that's far worse. Let's all keep growing!
This -seemed- really genuine. We all know Hafu is a really good actor, but I don’t feel she has anything to gain by faking it. It feels very crew.
lmfao
Is there a line through seemed or...?
@@sweatyhole there isnt
@@yennik3439 ah ok
Best Way to end off the Year Deafen - Hafu. See You Guys at the Other Side
i copied a bit of your comment no offence
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Your intro was really beautiful. I’m glad you became who you wanted to be. Not a lot of people can do what you do, Overall, Thank You.
i just wanna appreciate the fact hafu opened up like that because not only is it something a lot of us can relate to but it's also really heartfelt and genuine, thank you hafu for being the amazing person you are, you've grown up and learnt from the past to form you into the person you are today.
happy new year everyone, im wishing you all the best && hopefully 2021 can make up for how shitty 2020 was
Hafu, you made me cry. like, i felt the sincere from you, i have been watching you for the past 2-3 months, and you give me so much inspiration to keep going everyday. You are such a sweet person and make me laugh every stream/video that I watch, thank you so much for that, and I will never stop supporting you!
hafu, i know you don't know me personally but i want to let you know that you being honest is the best thing for someone to do. when people don't say what is on their mind it's selfish. it's not enjoyable for any person in a situation that lacks honesty or lacks communication. thanks for being honest with us :), it makes the community a better place!
I can relate! So glad you shared that with us! It wasn’t easy when I shared with my friends and family that I was a compulsive liar. So I can’t imagine how you feel telling a bunch of strangers
thank you for bringing so much joy and love to 2020 hafu ❤️ you’re one of the most wholesome and inspiring streamers out there!!! we love u
The beginning was amazing!! Thx haft for all the happiness you’ve given me in 2020 :)
You grew slowly than other people (personality), that's the idea, i feel you because I've been through bad years as a child and even in my teenage years too, so congratulations to you and to anyone who made it.
I went through a very similar thing. I had to talk myself up to everyone to make myself feel better than I thought I was. I’m happy we’re both in a better place now. I love your content! Happy New Year Hafu 🥰
We love you Hafu! So happy you are more happy with yourself, found a person that you love, and can enjoy your life with, because you are an amazing person and deserve to find happiness. - Sincerely someone from the Fort Worth Crew. Don't forget to order a hafu special from uber eats wendys :D
Im so happy for your acceptance hafu! I consider myself a terrible person for the reasons you shared with us in the intro. I wish I’ll one day have the courage to apologize to those I’ve hurt due to my being dumb and immature. That’s why I think it’s very commendable that you’ve taken initiative:)
Hafu! I enjoy your videos!
Coming from a Chinese background as well and being a first generation chinese, I can relate to what you discussed on so many levels. And even though I'm also almost thirty, I'm still not happy with the person that I am in terms of career. Keep doing what you're doing! To 2021's next adventure.
"if i wad imposter i could have just won"
*Deafens*
"Shit i couldve just won"
Hafu, we love these intros :) thank you for being so open and honest, your words are helping so many people.
Also as a new fan, it’s always exciting to learn more info about you! Hearing that you play/played WoW made me happy as I also enjoy that game a lot :)
why do I feel like everytime hafu blinks her eyes, I think her eyelashes are about to fall.
The speech at the start of your video was really inspirational. I really needed that.
hah lol my brother posted this hes so cringyyyyyyyyyyyy
:O OLLY U CANT WATCH STUFF WITH SWEARING THATS BADD!
Hafu: "It's just better to be honest"
Also Hafu: a literal psychopath in among us
Man I thought she said “it wasn’t until the 1920’s” at the beginning.
Thanks for sharing that Hafu, many people like to look at someone doing good and assume that's just how they always were. It's good for people to realize we all grow.
honestly, one of the things i appreciate about hafu is her honesty and what she shares with us in her intros - thanks for being open with us, and cheers to a new year to both you and dogdog!! :')
I can relate a lot to that growing up and hating myself in a way. It’s a journey we go thru and it’s nice that we can look back and see how we progressed over the years. 💕💕💕 you’re the best Hafu
Thank you so much for these "morning" streams, since I live over in Europe they start at a perfect time for me to watch when I get home after work.
Hafu your a amazing person don't doubt yourself like that I'm glad I found you though 5up
It’s really surprising to hear that from her because hafu comes across as very humble, smart and funny. The reason I watch her more than any other TH-cam is because she’s a genuinely interesting and nice person. And it feels kinda good (even if it must suck for her) that she wasn’t always this mature and cool. There’s hope for everyone
So what i understood from the intro bit is you were able to boil water because you were seeing it as an achivement.Good job Hafu you got it! Anyway jokes aside we love you for who you are.Great job on turning into such a beautiful personality after being who you were and remember even if we're not physically with you we'll be here for you.
Note:I was also pretty much like you so i know how hard it is to get rid of that mindset and i know how hard it is to talk about all that because it takes a lot of courage and self control and that's very impressive how you made it out. Love you!
I love to see your channel grow so much recently
Awwwww Hafu 🥺, You’re amazing, and we love you. I’m sooo happy I started watching your content. I just wish, I had learned about you sooner. Anyways, keep it up, and we will always be here to support you. Through any game, or any venture, we are here for you. I hope you have a great 2021. Stay safe and happy :)🙏❤️
I home couldn’t of said this any better. Literally almost identical childhood/life. This warms my heart so much just to hear these words spoke.🥰
Thanks for sharing, Hafu. I think it is not uncommon for people to not like themselves when they're younger. I've been there myself; feeling envy for the gifts and abilities of others, wondering what makes you "special", and so on. If you moved past it and found ways to be happy with yourself, you've done what you should do, especially if that involved self-improvement. Some people don't grow out of it; they're typically some of the most conniving, insecure adults you'll meet.
I've also gained and lost friends over World of Warcraft. It is something I had to consciously put down and not come back to. I don't think you're alone there either.
You were still developing, adjusting and finding your identity. I honestly think you're a great person, not based on your gaming persona. Just a nack for reading people after me failing to become a profiler. Still don't beat yourself up for who you were but appreciate how far you've come and your evolution. Keep your head up. Happy new year. Continue to grow.
Hafuuuuuuu! You're a lovely person. Thank you for being a wonderful beacon of joy during 2020.
Thank you hafu for bringing me entertainment and laughs this past year! Im so glad i found your channel and im excited for another yr of watching you game :)
Im really proud of you!! I have only watched for a little over a month and you’re one of my favorite streamers to watch for hours. You seem like a very interesting person and i admire you for speaking your mind! Happy new years!!
I resonate with your story about your self-image and ditching your friends. I ghosted my old friends and moved to another city, and it weighs down on me even though it happened 10 years ago. Those old friends were understanding, and now I have an amazing friend group, but it was a pretty cringe thing to do. From time-to-time I'll get this feeling to do it again when something bad happens but I know logically it would be a really dumb thing to do. I see the value in honest conflict over dishonest harmony. I am a lucky guy to have the people who are surrounding me today, and I hope Hafu does too. btw I subbed a month ago and have been enjoying your content, happy new year!
If I would ever get in a game with Hafu, I would just run whenever I see her. She's evil AF!
Love it!!
happy new years Hafu! Congratulations on your personal accomplishments! 🎉✨🎆♥🌸🏵
Adversity defines us more than triumph. Looks like things turned out well for you Hafu. Keep up the top tier lobby.
It’s ok hafu...I think we need to understand that growth is a large part of life. It’s ok to make mistakes, and it’s important to let go of them eventually as well. Social media has probably exacerbated your feelings because our parents’ generation could forget forever what happened. The internet changed that. Anyway, enjoy the new year.
Acknowledgment of your own flaws, unhealthy behaviors and issues, constant improvement and moving on is the key to get your mental in an ok place.
Cheers to the person you are now and keep doing you.
I really related to the intro and I like that you’re starting to warm up to your followers
Thanks for sharing with us, it's relatable on so many levels and I'm glad you were able to get past it!
Thankful for you Hafu you helped me smile and make my year a little better than it was 😊❤️
Seriously underrated Among Us player :D you go girl!
"took me like 1920 to get some self confidence" Damn that was a while ago
anyways happy new year's guys
Happy New Year Hafu! Everyone has struggled through 2020, I’m glad you managed to reconnect with friends despite the hardships
Be careful using the work “fix” because it implies you were broken. You were never broken! 💚 You grew and changed and learned and you became who you are now which is an amazing person! Life is just a journey of self discovery that is never over. All you can do is try your best in every moment. Be thankful of the past, hope for the future, but LIVE in the present ☺️💚 no regrets!
Happy new year HAFU!! you are one of my top 3 favorite youtubers even though i found your channel almost 2 months ago but the great chill vibes i get while watching brings a smile to my face and i always look forward to watching your videos every night.
happy new year hafu, hope you have a great start😁. You’ve helped me a lot during this time in this pandemic so thank you so much!!
Hey just wanted to say Hafu, we all make a few mistakes and life is trial and error, it's ok if you pushed away people. But in the end today is the day that matters, you're honest and you stay true to who you want to be so that's all that matters. Thank you for the content legit the greatest.
Hafu, i know exactly what you mean. Growing up, i was one of the WORST people in the world. I still think about and fully physically fucking shudder/cringe at how awful i was. Through some therapy and a some friends i'd never live without, i found the confidence to attempt streaming myself!
You're one of, if not my all time fave, streamer that i found thanks to this game and while im more a youtube follower cause my life (prior to covid) was too busy to watch streams much, i'm so happy you're finding comfort and confidence in yourself!
the beginning was very sweet! the personal bits are nice every now and then and we appreciate the advice. i hope you've forgiven yourself and know that you're loved ^^ wishing you well for the new year!
Thank you for making my mornings enjoyable Hafu. I watch your streams and then love reliving your successes on here. You're amazing and I hope you have a Happy New Year!
Hafu, you’re amazing! thanks for telling us a more personal story. many people needs to hear that 🙌🏼 Happy new year! ✨🥂
Glad you were able to find yourself and change that self you didn't like 💗 also those changes you made to those characteristics that you thought were negative into a positive is awesome!
Hafu... We love you and your content 😭 Keep it up we will be here! 🙋
My year ended with happy hafu saying a sweet deafen-- love it!!!!
my year ended with a clogged toilet cuz I ate too much
QUEEN we stan this growth QQ Thank you for all the great content this year, Hafu!!
i love your wholesome intros hafu. You are truly an angel :D
Thanks for streaming and doing content for us everyday! You've made my days better with ths routine of watching your videos! They are always fun and I loved them!
I suffered through a yin yang of clinical depression and social anxiety. I had the constant need for things to make logical sense. Those are the years I am so happy to be rid of. It was more or less like a light switch where I got into deep meditation and became religious and turning from obsessing over logic to obsessing over sensing. Just like that, I felt like I have more than adequate capability to achieve nearly everything I make it a point to do. Including making comments to strangers.