RIELL - I'd Rather Lose You Than My Mind [Lyric Video]

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    ➥ Lyrics
    [Verse]
    Six feet underground, for a while now
    And we’re still caving in
    Stole air from my lungs, came back for my blood
    Somethings can’t be fixed
    [Pre Chorus]
    You know I did my best
    I held out, now I’m black and blue
    I drove my fist through my mind trying to fight for you
    Cause I don’t quit but it’s you, you will always choose
    It’s you, you will always choose
    [Chorus]
    I’d rather lose you than my mind
    I’d rather leave than leave myself behind
    I’m not an option if you can’t decide
    I’d rather lose you then my mind
    When I touch you I give up ground
    When I’m loving you I cheat myself
    Looking for you until I can’t be found
    Why do I do this to myself?
    I’d rather lose you than my mind
    [Verse]
    Leaving worse for wear, don’t know if you care
    You seem to be just fine
    If I stayed I’d let you win, carry all your sins
    You would suck me dry
    [Pre Chorus]
    You know I did my best
    I held out, now I’m black and blue
    I drove my fist through my mind trying to fight for you
    Cause I don’t quit but it’s you, you will always choose
    It’s you, you will always choose
    [Chorus]
    I’d rather lose you than my mind
    I’d rather leave than leave myself behind
    I’m not an option if you can’t decide
    I’d rather lose you then my mind
    When I touch you I give up ground
    When I’m loving you I cheat myself
    Looking for you until I can’t be found
    Why do I do this to myself?
    I’d rather lose you than my mind
    #RIELL #IdRatherLoseYouThanMyMind #HymnsForTheBitter

ความคิดเห็น • 65

  • @ThatFont
    @ThatFont 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +49

    “I’m not an option if you can’t decide.”
    I needed this 💔

  • @RAINBOWS_ARTS
    @RAINBOWS_ARTS 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +41

    This is how I feel about the bullies and people who bully me every day. I can tell the emotion in this. The chorus is powerful to me because I do it a lot.

  • @godofsoup8627
    @godofsoup8627 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    I relate to this song very heavily, unfortunately. The tendency to fight for the hearts of those who couldn't care less about you, or worse, can only deprive one of their ability to spend energy on themselves. I wish I'd had this song earlier in life, but I'm sure it will help many on choosing themselves when it matters. Thank you for another masterpiece!

  • @JoeBrenn
    @JoeBrenn 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Such a beautiful melancholy. I wish this song lasted longer, so the memories had more time to coming fleeting forward to be sorted.

  • @rianiskz
    @rianiskz หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Oh my god i just discovered this song and its just resonates so well with me and my unfortunate string of finding comfort and being dependent in people who cared less about me after i gave them my all and ended all of those relationships to give the parts I lost redemption
    I love you and your narration within your songs RIELL, please continue making music, im rooting for you!

  • @tarique583
    @tarique583 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Been on repeat since it came out this morning! Such a beautiful song.

  • @wannabsinger3135
    @wannabsinger3135 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Your songs always hit a chord! Keep it up girl! I've learned that time is prescious, and we can't get it back. A relationship isn't worth being in, if it's not mutually beneficial, or mentally beneficial. Walking away, is much better than losing your mind.
    Stay strong! You're amazing!

  • @TheChillestEver
    @TheChillestEver 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    You always put so much emotion into your music and I love it so much. 🖤

  • @rodriguezalejot.741
    @rodriguezalejot.741 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    OMG THIS SOUNDS MAGICAL! I can feel the emotion the feeling in the voice. I LOVE IT, YOU ARE THE BEST RIELL 🙏🏻💖✨

  • @skyrasouth2967
    @skyrasouth2967 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Made me cry I love it ❤

  • @baracuda1412
    @baracuda1412 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Beautiful Song ❤ the lyrics remember me on my own life

  • @rinwatkins7181
    @rinwatkins7181 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This hit straight in my heart. Beautiful

  • @walidza4711
    @walidza4711 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Much Luv RIELL ❤❤

  • @angeloelford2214
    @angeloelford2214 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Riell strike again 🔥🔥🔥

  • @10054
    @10054 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    There was so much emotion that drove the power into the chorus.

  • @Thefatratfan-qs3ze
    @Thefatratfan-qs3ze 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I knew that the song will be a masterpiece

  • @nescafeblend43
    @nescafeblend43 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYA NEW SONG

  • @NikkiCol
    @NikkiCol 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This deserves way more attention. I love it so much!!!❤

  • @MotherBell
    @MotherBell 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    I have always tried for you, but as time went by all you would do, is hurt me and break me and take everything, you ruined my life and made me feel like a mistake! Don't ever try to say that you loved me, or that you cared for me! Don't try to make things right! When the damage is done and I am losing light inside! You left me here to fall! You never heard my calls! As I cried out in the night! Beneath the moon and stars! Rain during the silence! The strain was so violent! I gave you everything I was! You were never satisfied! I tried to be more stronger! I tried to do what's right! I tried to give all of me! But all of me was never enough! I was dying inside! Hoping that I would survive! Through all the pain and sorrow! I was trapped inside! I was so lost all the time! When I needed you the most! You were nothing but an emotionless ghost! You never even tried to support my dreams! All you ever wanted from me! Was money! Control! Then you left me in a hole! To think I loved you, to think that I still do, to think I forgive you, it's really nothing new, to think you would go so far, just to keep me falling, I hope as time goes by, it tears you apart inside, for killing my inner light, I'm sorry, but im not sorry, you never deserved me, you never even heard my hearts songs...
    🖤🌹 Lyric drop from me inspired by you and my experiences. RIELL you are truly amazing.

  • @lillyisle
    @lillyisle 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This is a lovely song RIELL thank you 🩷

  • @JulieKasprik
    @JulieKasprik 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    YESSSSSS 🖤🖤🖤 Omg this song is beautifullllll

  • @splendidhtf1000
    @splendidhtf1000 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Beautiful Song RIELL! 🩵💙💜🩷

  • @fabiandariobosio
    @fabiandariobosio 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Wonderful.

  • @Ameookami
    @Ameookami 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Thank you, youtube, for suggesting this to me! Perfectly sums up being with a narcissist and trying to escape that relationship. Needed this today. And yesterday. And 10 years ago. Glad I've found you Riell!

  • @Angel9879
    @Angel9879 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I honestly love the words and the lyric video soooo much

  • @snorlaxoverlord1383
    @snorlaxoverlord1383 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Man, I'm so glad I found your music

  • @SilverWolfChaos
    @SilverWolfChaos 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This song is my companion on my journey to unravel the abuse from my parental guardian.......all I know right now is that love meant obligation towards that person.
    I'll never hear a sorry from you mom but that's ok.....I know I "rather loose you than my mind"...... I'm in a safer healthier environment not only for me but for my lovely child. I harbor no ill will towards you and I rather be miles away.
    For all who are going thru stuff...I believe in you. I know your strong and brave. I know that once you get past all this crazy you will thrive...you will be a survivor and not a victim anymore. You are loved and you are amazing. Be kind to yourself and those around you ❤

    • @iamRIELL
      @iamRIELL  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      🫂

  • @deepika372
    @deepika372 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    She is underrated gem😭🫂💓

  • @Imbatmn57
    @Imbatmn57 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    This is how im feeling right now, cant trust someone to risk my mind because they care more about themselves.

  • @Theonly_z_Official
    @Theonly_z_Official 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    this song is a masterpiece ❤

  • @GingerSwan37
    @GingerSwan37 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I literally used the "I'm not an option if you can't decide" on my bf.. he didnt know if he wanted to stay with me so I decided for him. Thank you. This is an empowerment ballad for women ❤

  • @thierryfaride6558
    @thierryfaride6558 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Encore une superbe chanson de la talentueuse RIELL

  • @Viennah
    @Viennah 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Wow just wow Riell 😍🥹

  • @gillifish
    @gillifish 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    OH MY GOD. For the first time in years… I feel inspired to write again. I f*cking love you.

    • @iamRIELL
      @iamRIELL  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      i f*cking luv u

  • @10054
    @10054 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    can we have an extended version?

  • @AloneMaddoxKushard
    @AloneMaddoxKushard 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    WOOHOOOOO

  • @Yashir_11
    @Yashir_11 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    ❤‍🔥👏🏼🙌🏼

  • @justreyes_
    @justreyes_ 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I LOVR THIS

  • @j.fleury
    @j.fleury หลายเดือนก่อน

    Amazing voice and love the lyrics

  • @watchout5508
    @watchout5508 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This song helps alot, it puts into word perfectly how I felt in the process of losing who I thought was my best friend.
    I realized (rather late) that im jst another person to him and after standing my ground and asking for what i felt I deserve, he chose to make excuses and dropped me then and there. A year+ friendship gone in a single message.
    I still think abt it because ofc its a traumatic experience, but im never sorry I made that decision ❤
    Thank you RIELL❤❤

  • @stressedoutclikkie
    @stressedoutclikkie 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    OMG HI RIELL!! I love your voice so much! You are awesome! Much love

    • @iamRIELL
      @iamRIELL  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hi! ❤️

  • @brahmikhual5570
    @brahmikhual5570 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i love you❤

  • @Kesha-v6h
    @Kesha-v6h 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This reminds me of a really old gacha song back in my gacha phase as a kid, I love it

  • @kaylamcmillian7348
    @kaylamcmillian7348 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @keoniebalaszi2617
    @keoniebalaszi2617 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    🥰🥰🥰🔥🔥🔥

  • @10054
    @10054 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is going on my "try not to ascend challenge" playlist.

  • @skyfallprime7977
    @skyfallprime7977 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    More for the collection woohoo!

  • @a.dancing.dream.
    @a.dancing.dream. 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    💙🖤💙🖤

  • @medearene6822
    @medearene6822 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    "I'm not an option if you can't decide" me cutting off contact with my mother when she didn't bother calling me faced with "apologise and work on our relationship or leave me alone"

  • @ciecat6015
    @ciecat6015 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This makes me feel sad although I still don't have a boyfriend. Really nice song. Please keep making music that we can all relate. Thank you.

  • @lexingtonthelion5478
    @lexingtonthelion5478 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Beautiful song. I can hear the emotions behind the lyrics, which makes me enjoy the song more, but I'm so sorry about whatever happened to you that allowed you to sing the words like that. It sounds like someone abused your trust and more. That's horrible. 😢

  • @CloverworldAnime
    @CloverworldAnime 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Would you like to see a AMV of this

  • @sethledesma8106
    @sethledesma8106 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is Milly's singing voice right? Milly from the Music Freaks.

    • @iamRIELL
      @iamRIELL  2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      they played my song Redemption! nice catch!

  • @leo-um3pj
    @leo-um3pj 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    w

  • @aliwilson4130
    @aliwilson4130 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I wish this song had more raw vocals. Like the throat shredding sound of Emily Armstrong and Chester Bennington.

  • @Happy_Violence
    @Happy_Violence 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    S2

  • @natomiltary4573
    @natomiltary4573 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This makes me think of Commander Shepard.

  • @athfweber
    @athfweber 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    kitsch

  • @Sadie-iw7vc
    @Sadie-iw7vc 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    :D

  • @MissyRose94
    @MissyRose94 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song sounds like my whole relationship with my ex.

  • @deadgamer0971
    @deadgamer0971 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

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