its 3am and i still miss you
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I love the 3am version of people.. sad and vulnerable
3 am people are so sweet and just so emotionally vulnerable i want to love each of them
I'm always line that tho
@@haaskal1ntu
Same
Im a 3a.m person who love to be alone
Me too,😍
You know your sad when your sitting in the dark just starring in space then start to cry bc you have built up all your emotions for people..
Kmystery me currently
Exactly,i would like to know you,im in the same sht for the past 4 months and it seems it will never end
I really feel the same...
Your rigbt i listened to this and started thinking about being alone tbh
I feel you girl
*_will I ever stop missing you? You’ve probably forgotten me long ago_* ...
Versace 001 mood :/
same
I relate
fuck that hit me harder than i expected...
how u do italics?
“Nothing makes a room feel emptier than wanting someone in it.”
wilfredo Perez 😢
Feeling that right about now
That's like life 🕊🙏
Ow
Damn
i miss myself
i miss the feeling of how i loved myself
i was confident
and proud
seems so far nowadays
Omg what happened? Why are you feeling so down?
Flightless Bird ❤️
Same I was a senior 2 years ago and I had everything going for me and I messed everything up I had a wonderful girlfriend and I lied to her.
You’re young.
omg so sad... :(
There was this girl...
All throughout elementary school I had the biggest crush on this girl. She had poofy blonde hair, deep blue eyes, and was the sweetest person I had ever met. We never talked; she had her friends and I had mine, but I always managed to get caught gazing at her beauty at the wrong time. This girl was seriously gorgeous, but I never had the balls to talk to her.
A few years pass, and I continue to let my heart get broken from afar. She became on a pedestal for me, and every day I would think of her. One random day, we were working on sculpture pieces in school. I was struggling, and I was behind schedule and needed to put in some overtime to get it done. As the rest of the class packed up and went home, I remained with my things. I will never forget how she gently placed her hand on mine, and said "it looks great". She stayed with me after school and we talked about life. I had never felt such bliss in my life. The next day we were instantly friends, and I finally could talk to her about everything.
But I didn't. I had truly fallen head over heels for this girl, and to express my true feelings would interrupt our relationship. For two years I held my secret, and I didn't tell a single soul. Over time, we slowly began to fall in love. Everything was going right, or so I thought.
When I received the news that I was going to move to Colorado with my family, it threw my whole world upside down. I had to say goodbye to all my friends, favorite spots, and the girl I loved. I was completely devastated. When I told her, she didn't talk to me for a week. We still existed on this level of intimacy where we weren't officially dating, but we both desperately wanted it. But for the sake of avoiding broken hearts, we unspokenly decided not to pursue our desires.
I will never forget the dance that we went to together. We both are dancers, and we went to a swing club for a night. I will never forget how I held her close, and we swayed together to the music. I will never forget how she took my hand and put it on her heart, and said "my heart is beating out of my chest. I can't fake that ive fallen in love with you". I will never forget how she kissed me while I held her in my arms.
After we graduated we went to many grad parties together. We didn't speak of what happened at the dance, for fear that it would tear our hearts apart. At one party, we climbed a big oak tree and sat in the branches near the top. She held me in her arms and hugged me around my back. I will never forget how we both cried, as she kissed my neck and we embraced in looming branches. I will never forget how my heart felt at that moment. Love can manifest itself as physical feeling, and what I experienced was heartbreak.
I remember hugging all of my friends goodbye and everyone was crying. I got in the car and slowly drove off, and the entire party chased after me, screaming and waking up the entire neighborhood. I will never forget looking back, and seeing the girl with the poofy blond hair and deep blue eyes looking back at me. I cried the majority of the 24 hour drive, until I had no more tears to cry.
I still wonder how she is doing today. We obviously are commented on social media, but the pain of talking again was too much to bear and so we haven't spoke in years. It's been three years since I saw her beauty, and I still think I am in love with her. I've dated other girls, and have tried everything to end my heartache, but I truly believed that I had my one chance to fall in love and it was taken from me. One day... we will meet again, and maybe my world will change again for the better.
Message her bro, you won’t regret it
I felt this deep man.. I truly hope your paths cross again soon.
The universe works in mysterious ways, this much is true.
Dude text her bruh I’m crying like i feel so fucking bad you have to text her plzzz
Damn man 😢 this straight up sounds like something out of a movie. Hope you both reunite one day
Text her, get your happy ending
i want everyone here to remember that relationships end due to an imbalance of love - one loved too little, one loved too much.
an ex is a lesson. learn from it, and grow.
i love you guys and be super safe
xx
And I genuinely hope people people would also learn to differ people and emotions. Most of the time we end up missing the feeling, not the person.. But I swear from my own experience, you'll feel something better in the future.
My ex said she would never leave me and said she loved me more than I loved her, it was all a lie and she got with another guy 1 week after breaking up with me, keep in mind she kissed this guy before so that hurt me even more, fuck relationships 😔
thanks for that
Well said
I guess I love her too much. I feel so alone that I wanna hang with her every second of the day but she makes up excuses to not see each other. So i come here, full of emotions and not knowing what to do.
That moment when you spend endless hours helping her to fix herself, yet she will be the one who will break you apart.
KaNezia Absolutely felt this... then you’re the one who ends up feeling like a failure when they’re still depressed... you feel worthless, broken, and that same depression you tried to save them from becomes your own downfall. 😔
😖😖
Felt this bro. This was the exact reason why I'm looking for lofi videos like this.
Never pick up broken things they will only cut you.
@@775simplyme When you are in it, you can't see the full picture. Emotions...
i miss her, _oh god i miss her._
they say i miss the routine, the good-morning texts, the late night calls, afternoon talks, but no.
any other person could do that to me, but it won’t feel the same. because *i miss her,* not how she made me feel, not the routine, not the feeling. but her.
i miss her, and it’s idiotic since she was my first love. and i know there are a billion other people out there, more years of our lives to come, but she’ll always stay in my heart.
after all, we can’t forget our first loves. they were the ones who first taught us what it is, the feelings, what love itself. for some, it may not be love, but it is. whatever our perspective of love, _is love._
i miss her, _fuck do i miss her._
thats exactly how it is she taught me what love is what its like to care about another person than myself. but she also taught me how it is to lose this person. but what are the experiences when she isnt there anymore. i miss her more than anything and i cant get over it. i still love her more than anything more than myself. she hurt me in a way that is worse than cheating she just lost interest. its so fucked up my life would be perfect i got friends a good family but why does it still hurt so much?
REKTor bro same, she lost interest on me. what's worse was she left me on the time i was just starting to warm up in our relationship.
@@strtn7976 ye same here. i was already thinking bout all he things that could happen and ye she just left. said she lost interest. thats all. i couldnt do anything her feelings were just gone. but you already said it there are more than this one person in this world. if she lost interest at the beginning of the relationship, it wouldnt got anywhere anyway. its so hard to believe i know i still struggle about this part aswell but theres no other explanation. yes it still hurts and i feel you bro but theres always a way out. we just need to find it i guess. and then at some point at our lives the girl will come that one girl who loves you as much as you love her who gives you the feeling of not needing anybody else. this perspective keeps me going and i hope that helped you at least a little.
I want to tell you. It was the same thing with another boy, he taught me real love, and I had to leave him, why? Because he loves my “friend” instead, I’m supposed to hate him, but instead I miss him so fucking much
@@babylinaxx feel you. this feeling is porbably the worst. but one thing. dont hate this "friend" nor the boy. they dont deserve you. there is no point in running after them. focus on your own life find someone who really really loves you (and doesnt just leave you for another girl) and a friend who would give his life four you. and i know the feeling of missing him will be there for a time i know that so well, but remember. it will be over soon. and i swear you find someone who you deserve.
remember all the things we did..?
you were all i had, now its 3am and i still miss you
Read My mind..😭 I miss Him & He doesn't even think twice..
Nika Kuraica that hit hard dude .
Literally exactly my thoughts at this very moment. Stay strong 🙏🏽 sending hugs
@@protectedbyarealalphagod5061 ❤️❤️
It's been almost a year... Do you still miss?
11 months without you
you're probably okay without me, but god, it hurts not being able to talk to you
EDIT: a year since i last talked to them, and man, i've moved on. made new friends, and yeah, i've got a bit of a crush now too. i've seen all of your responses, and my heart hurts for you guys, but trust me. it's gonna be okay. it may take you months, even years, but you're gonna be so okay, and that person is gonna be in the back of your mind. best of luck
romy gill she left me and I still can’t stop loving her...
It just pains me that i still know hes somewhere with another girl like that night
Y'all literally killing my heart. I'm so so so sorry
Stay strong boys! I've been through it all before, dont think you're gunna never come to videos like this and reminisce. Cause shit I'm doing it now, but you ain't gunna be so cut up one day. You'll wonder why you were even so worried. Just hang on in there man.
Coming up on 6 months. This is the worst one I’ve experienced. This one cut me too deep..
"its funny how we are all listening to the same song but thinking about different people"
You Know what’s even funnier that maybe that same person you were thinking that night is maybe listening to this song and thinking about someone else
Oh yea I forgot it’s not funny but we have to stand strong as long as we can that the only way 😶
I hope so...
Mood
+1
*it's crazy how you did nothing for me, but still my everything*
of all the lies, "I love you" was my favorite...
That shit's relatable
I stay with "I'm fine".
"Its alright"...
damn :'/
"You mean I don't get a pass from cheating? But it was only one time" don't hit me with that bullshit
Hey wait, don’t leave
I still need your smile
Your laugh
And I still need that feeling
Whenever you told me I inspired you
I still need that
Please, be my friend again
You don’t have to love me
I’m just not ready to lose you yet
But I guess I should’ve known
I’d mess it up with the confession.
Miguel Macias Gonzalez Oh my god I didn’t intend that, woah
What do you mean read it backwards
Relatable
Miguel Macias Gonzalez dayum talk about perspective 🤭
•Starlight Productions• I feel this
“I love you” -words we all wish to hear
True
Those 3 words can cause so much pain and happiness at the same time it's insane
wish came true :')
YOU GUYS I FINALLY HAVE SOMEONE, there is someone out there for you, just be patient :')
i will preffer a hug with love than an empty words
i just want a shoulder to cry on and someone to hug. maybe i’m being too selfish asking for this but i really don’t feel strong enough by myself anymore.
feels like flying hey bro sorry i wasnt there for you but we all love you! Sometimes life can be very painful but hold on the great things. In times of sadness and loneliness its really important to Never give up ! I know your feelings very well trust me but always remember great things are coming your Way and you are ment to fly
mptheus@outlook.com
talk to me.
same to be hones people treat me like im ugly or like i have problems
Needing comfort and love isn't selfish whatsoever. We all need it at some point.
Dont we all? Even at the highest pinnacle of our lives we can still cry ourselves to sleep. We're all here for you. *I* *love* *you*
My chest gets tight when I listen to this, like I wanna cry but I can’t.
Taylor Jean same. I hate it, but I love it. I want to cry so bad but I just can’t. It’s so weird
maybe because we have no tears left to cry
I felt the same one time, it's weird. I really forced to cry, to get the pain out of me, but I didn't. I can't...
..😪
I feel u
Oh my God I love the way the people here are so human...it is heartwarming..
Hmmm, yes floor here is made out of floor.
Sorry I just had to comment it; It makes so much sense to me.
@@tabs5213 😂😂😂 forgot this comment, actually yours makes sense to me too. Probably I was a little bit high and by saying "people are human", in my mind I meant that people in this comment section are showing their vulnerability.
@@mariamurerean6279 you probably meant to say People are humane xD
@@srttp2 Ah. Didn't know this, thanks 😅😂
i hate the feeling when you can tell someone's getting disinterested in you :( their texts get shorter and dryer until they just stop replying n ur just like what did i do
I feel that, she told me never to text her again after that
Text someone new.. it'll help.
Can anyone help me out with this
@@passenger6619 sure, what kind of help do you need?
Yes the worst feeling
have you forgotten about me yet? about every smile, every laugh? about every happy movement and every time i held you while you cried? do *you* still remember? i do...
Hey, I saw your other comments. Just know that you'll find someone. You're an amazing human being who's in a dark place. You will get out of it, I know it.
Godspeed Anon
I listened to this as the day turned from the 4th to the 5th of November and I was crying so hard because it was at that moment I realised no one really cared about me. But I guess, I hope, there’s beauty in being alone as well
Anyways, happy birthday to me.
Lara a happy birthday and don’t worry there’s plenty of people out there who are going to care for you, you just haven’t met them yet
Happy belated birthday, Lara. Sincerely.
happy belated birthday, i hope you find happiness
Happy belated birthday, Hope you find someone good and worth your time... ily~Haileigh :3
Can relate to your comment so much, my bday was 5 days ago. I Opened an old acc of mine and read all the bday comments that I used to get a few years ago, didn't get any this year. Me and my ex bff have the same bday date, everyone bought her gifts and celebrated her bday while I was just watching her having fun lmao. Crazy how life backstabs you
12 months together.
You're okay without me. You're smiling and happy. I don't want to ruin that for you. So I'll leave you alone and deal with my issues alone.
But I miss you more than anything, you made me feel alright just by being here.
Now you're moving on to better things,while I'm crying over you still hoping one day we will be together again.
ホルトカイティー know how u feel
36 Months together :)
All iv ever wanted was happiness for her... I’m still gonna give it even if I’m not there by her I can never hate a soul
We all can relate in this twisted world..
I feel you.. :
I've been reading the comments and I've seen lots of sad things. For the person who is reading this, I hope you have a lot of luck in your life and that everything goes well. And if things are going wrong, be calm, bad vibes will eventually leave, you always have to try to raise your head and continue with life. Sometimes love is bullshit, be strong.
I feel the temperature falling...
I hear the sound of water dropping...
Drowning in mixed emotions...
My heart is aching...
Shooting stars light up the night...
Memories fill up my mind...
It's 3am...
But I can't seem to unbind...
It hurts when I breathe...
All I want is to feel relieved...
Other people seem to smile with ease...
Being happy seems like such a breeze...
But pretending is what I excel at...
My feelings are confused as to where I'm at...
They occupy my head but I don't wanna go out like that...
I can't believe someone would hurt me like that...
'its 3am and i still miss you"
Excellent, my version
Fake it till you make it
It’s 3 AM and I don’t miss you anymore, but I cherish the memories we made and the ideals you’ve taught me through our experiences together. Though I’m sad it had it to end the way it did, I’m still glad it happened, and wouldn’t have it any other way...I’ll always remember you.
"I'm sad/sorry it had to end the way it did" I have those words engraved in my head from her.
This hurts but you helped me speak out in a way I couldn’t understand myself I’m glad there are amazing people like you
If you pretend like this is a rap it goes well for sure
*Isn't crazy how we fall in love with the wrong people and end up broken in the end*
oooooorrr. you fall in love when you're not emotionally ready and receive the backlash
@@wisetroll7493 your name does you justice. That was some wise shit even if you are just trolling, bravo!
Totally
Hi there hows your day been hope your safe and well my dear peace be with you always ✌🕊🙏
I remember listening to this in 2018 when I was going through a breakup… crazy how time flies and how much one can grow in that time
I'm crying in my bed because I know you are gone.
Tears streaming down my face staining the sheets.
Its 3 am and I still miss you.
Me.
I still miss me.
Haha
What do you mean? 😥 is everything ok
HipsterPipsterArt it gets better boo I promise
this hits
the feels tho
Don't wanna be called edgy or emotional but... I really miss my old self. Where I'm laughing, being happy and full of joy... I'm a bag of mental breakdowns now.
Edit: y’all are so nice. This comment is a year ago, i’m feeling a bit better. Thank you for the support and kindness you guys had shown me! I really do wish the best for people who are suffering as well. I wish you guys for happiness and health, especially in times like this. Take care.
Chika Fujiwara omg I felt this
I will find you, at least someone similar
I know how you feel. I have ptsd and depression. I hate admiting it but it's true. All of this happened after i've lost the love of my life: my dad. Since then my life was never the same. Most of the time i'm sad beyond limit. I go to therapy but my heart is still aching and always will. So yes, i also miss the old me,when i laughed with all my heart,and everything was alright.
Corina M I felt this on I spiritual level. I lost my dad too. Not physically. But mentally but mainly emotionally ☹️💔
I miss when I didnt care. But now all I do is think and its slowly drowning me out.
*You left without saying goodbye...*
I had something similar happen to me.
You probably don't want to read this but whatever if someone sees this then okay
Well I had a friend when I was in middle school that helped me a lot. He was always nice to me and talked to me. That may not sound like a lot but I was really quiet. I still had friends but I felt like I would bother people if I talked to them. So one day he got up from his side of the lunch table where he sat with his friends and sat next to me. The words he said I will never forget, "You looked lonely." After he would sit with me more and we would talk more. But one day he just stopped coming to class. I found out from someone else that he was going to be home schooled. What hurt me is that he never said goodbye. He never said anything about him going.
I still have something to remember him by, a picture he drew for me. I hope one day I'll meet him again.
Kin If it’s your fate, then you two will see each other again. If you don’t then maybe he was a temporary happiness to remind you that people do care about you and don’t get annoyed by you. Somewhere in someone’s heart, you are the reason for their happiness
@@zahrajawid7005 Thank you, this helped. I hope you are happy where you are right now.
She did..
Kin I’m learning how to be happy where I am. I’m learning how to love myself
I love you all. It'll be okay, I promise
FaZe Teeqo aye man everyone goes through hard time just gotta stay hopeful
;)
I love this guy, stay humble ❤
Never thought a famous person would comment on a video like this :)
why is it so weird seeing you comment on something like this-
1. Grace
0:00
2. Truly
0:53
3. Snowcone
2:16
4. Hideko, Please Dont Leave
3:19
5. Happy
4:15
6. Before It's Too Late
6:33
7. Plant
7:33
8. I'm Missin You
8:44
9. When You Return
9:55
10. Soon 10:56
where can I find the one called happy? do u have any link?
@@ivanvibart1636 You mean the track called "happy"?
if it is the same, it's the number "5 - 4:15", or see this link from the complete album kasperlindmark.bandcamp.com/album/while-you-were-away
É sensacional ver brasileiros até nas partes mais tristes e afastadas do yt
e a primeira sabe onde tem completa?
@@felipeortega4975 esse é o link do álbum do cara completo kasperlindmark.bandcamp.com/album/while-you-were-away
Ou pesquisa no youtube "kasper lindmark - grace" você vai achar de primeira
you pushed me away for no reason without explanation. you’re still my best friend in my imagination.
🌻
Felt this one
i'm in the same position at the moment lol
i feel you
This comment hit me like a gun shot
I know this comment is 3 years ago but I feel you
@@sammyflipaclip awe hi
We didn’t even end on bad terms. We both just faded away from each other
hits deep for me
Same... I think that this is even worse that ending on bad terms cuz you dont even know why it happened like that and you cant really change it even if u want to
Feel strange that it hit me... But I still don feel anything than a deep gap..
This is sadder than if you would’ve ended on bad terms
Yes. I miss him but it’s for the better and I have to move on
It’s better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.
Felt
@challengerJB17 hope you’re better now man, I am…
It's sad time once again boys . . .
I know how hard it can be to come back from lost love; knowing that they don't feel the same way about you, and the sleepless nights that follow from it. I'm sorry that love doesn't treat you the way you deserve - and yet, it's not the end of everything. Love can come in all sorts of ways and means, and with time, you'll meet someone who gives you the care you deserve, and you to them. I won't say that everything will work out in the end, as life can be unpredictable like that - yet, I can say with certainty that one day, you won't be up at night, thinking about your lover - they'll be sleeping right next to you. Until that night comes, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
Nice one
😁❤️
Number one name
we love you chemo emo 😭💔
I don't know anyone on here and and no-one knows who i'am, all i wanna say to you, is thank you... I know it doesen't mean mutch but the text i read i had to respond, everybody.....take care....
I gotta say bootleg, you're helping me through some hard shit. Thanks man.
whatever you're going through, it'll be over soon befoe you know it. hang on in there.
Hope your doing better
Every night before i go to sleep i pray for you to be happy.
This is beautiful
wow, so feeling
me 2 ...
lost my best friend
and here i am at 3 am staring at the moon that we once stared at together
Everyone here is here at 3am, wherever they are. It feels OK because of that somehow.
Everyone stares at the same moon even apart
I lost my best friend too just keep strong
I attempted on the same night my best friend committed after just losing our other best friend to a car accident, Ive came here often over the past few months to feel something other than guilt/regret. I get shouted at for failing in school even though it’s because it’s not the same without them, I hope you are all doing better since the times you commented here, I hope you don’t feel empty anymore and have lived to see your next birthdays and I hope I will too, today was my friends birthday, I’m heartbroken he missed it
You are right, it's true omg...
They say "i love you" but they leave me alone
That happen on me too but you must do the best with it, properly he/she Is not the Perfect one.
Love is nothing
@@CaptainPugman fuck off
@@CaptainPugman Dude, why? Who hurt you?
@@CaptainPugman yea.. She left me for money
I love how this was uploaded at exactly 3:00 PM 💕
I'm not actually sad, but listening to this music and reading the comments are making me sad...
Me too
same 🙆
that's just show how nice you all as a person. you can feel what other people feel. that's just show how much empathy that you all have.
‘I love you’
*read*
‘Yeah I love you too 💓’
*read*
‘I love you’
*read*
‘Ily2’
*read*
‘I love you’
*read*
‘Same’
*read*
‘I love you’
*delivered*
It has to be like that sometimes 😞
😭... 😢... 😔...
I love you
*opened*
i love you
*this message couldn’t be delivered!*
why did this hit way too hard:/
I feels so alone in a room full of people i know.
Same lol
coffee cat i’ve never related to a comment more than this
coffee cat I want give you a little happiness, I know I’m just some random person on TH-cam and I don’t know what you are going trough,but we kinda share the same feeling so look up at the future! Someone is waiting for and just for you only.This person can be 100 000 km away from you but this person is waiting for the brief moment when you meet. It can be a second or you could literally live in the same neighbourhood! Look up! There you see a bright light wich leads you to this happiness,don’t give up,just look up! If there are stones on your way where the light leads you,friends will put them away with you,family gives you the warmth in the cold loneliness even tho you sometimes don’t feel it! Look up and follow this light! Don’t let those demons inside you get in the way of your happiness that you deserve!
I am up at three am thinking, thinking about you the way you loved me,
I am up at three am creating a false reality that will soon consume me,
I am up at three am believing, believing you still care about me ,
I am up at three am remembering the beautiful memories we shared,
I am up at three am alone, numb and motionless, with the taste of your kiss still on my lips
I am up at three am..
@Itzamemario 88 thanks lol something I wrote and three am
up at three am curious if i’m still running though your mind. or if i’m now just a distant memory in the back of your head.
Relatable ❤️
Anastasia Kukla little does she know, i’m up at 3 am while she’s sound asleep ❤️
this hits hard..
Everyone dies. but not everyone lives.
That comment. That username.
yeah, nicki minaj ft drake, moment for life
Hey.. come back!
Why are you ignoring me?
Did i do something wrong?
I'm sorry
I'll change for you
...why won't you stay?
We were so close to eachother
What happened?
Where did i go wrong?
Please don't leave me again
I have nobody
Please come back
I don't want to be the way i was before i met you
I love you
.... i guess you don't love me anymore
But it's okay!
I'm fine :)
How did you manage to describe my whole feelings just like that man
literally me rn these are my emotions and feelings 😞
This is me I can't believe u wrote the thing,
I don't want to be that guy again before I had connection with her
She changed me
Well if only I can tell her how much I want her . But getting back with her is toxic again . Going apart from her is even more toxic . Stuck in it from a long time . Ended up leaving her . I'm sorry but I really loved you . G
The late night talks
The late night jokes
The late night laughs
But you fall alsleep one night and never woke up
that hurt
He/she still wakes up with you every time you wake up, because he/she live in your memories! RIP
you could write a story with that
You probably forgot about me long ago but I’m still missing you.
Do you still miss him?
Go out with him
I miss you too😣😆
Feels
Same...
i wish it was 2016 again. I could fix everything
same here
same...since 2016 everything is bad for me
same :(
Same year too
Same, I was so stupid and unaware back then, I wish I could change that😕
Reading all these comments is really weird when your not in love, and it’s been a long while since you’ve been in love. Like you had all the same thoughts then but now you’ve blocked it all out to numb the pain, and you just don’t think about the past anymore. But the comments remind you of a past time you used to know.
Alkafelts for real 😔
100%.
I REPLACED YOUR NUTELLA WITH M LIQUID SHIT IT WASNT QUITE DIAHERRA BECAUSE IT WAS STILL LUMPY
sorry im so annoying hope you good :)
ZOE do I know you ?
You know when you're up late? Lying in bed, lights off, headphones in listening to lofi beats, thinking about weather you like your crush in that way or is just confusing friendship with love? or how everything, how my life would be if i never moved? would i be genuinely happy? maybe happier than i am right now, maybe not. thinking about my mom, is she actually happy? or faking it for the sake of my family? and is my dad in pain? all the physical and emotional abuse as a child. why do i act like I hate him? he's such an amazing father. I think i treat him like that cuz i think my mom hates him. but she doesn't say anything for my sake. Does my old best friend still think about me like how often i think about her? all the shit we've been through, the promise i made her, to stay, gone. why does every friend i meet always turn out to be fake? Will my crush eventually start talking about me behind my back like everyone else? why can't I sleep like a normal human being?
edit: holy fuck, it's been a year, and i'm doing so, so much better. i have loving friends who i love back, i try my best to always be kind with both my parents, it's so weird seeing how i was a year ago, i'm genuinely happy now. if you took the time to read this, or are in bed feeling sad, I know this is what everyone says but trust me, it. gets. better. you just gotta be there for it, just gotta be strong enough to make it to the light at the end of the tunnel. sending love
No cap.. my life is deadass the same way. Im unsure if my crush likes me. My parents hate each other. And i was forcibly moved to a far city.
Ayesha Mulla because if we were “normal” everyone would be boring and blank and empty. Normal is just a label we use to act like we know what we are saying and doing.
Trust me, I know it will be confusing. I’m not sure what to say to make you understand. Life goes up and down and a rate we can’t understand or control. When something bad happens, the first step is to understand that you won’t be able to understand why it happened right now. Sometimes it’s best to get your emotions out free. Get them out of the invisible cage they are locked in and free yourself to live. Focus on your daily goals, and everything else will follow. I swear on anything the world has done, everything happens for a reason. This damage is here to let you feel a stronger light later on. Eat healthy food, take gummies that give you your daily vitamins, and get some exercise every day. Start from there. Your body and you are 2 different things. Push through the pain. Make your body understand you won’t let it bring you down. Your body will complain and complain “Stop, I need a rest, eat that sugary food, take your anger out on them.” But you will live on and resist. Hoorah
This is so creepy these are my *exact* thoughts.
dont worry we're all together, my life is the same way.. all fucked up, and i bet one day it'll get better, the way things are going i think it'll only get worse.
Dear ex bestfriend,
*I hate seeing you with somebody else... I'm still in love with you and now you wont even look at me. It's fine though, I know youre happy because you have new friends who are probably better than me and the rest of your old friends. Maybe we grew apart, still... I miss you at 3 am everynight even though its a school night. I hate school because youre there and you ignore me but I also love school because I get to see you...*
Omg. Thats just sad and cute of you.
This feels like my ex best friend commented this
@@shakaprio who knows I might them 👀
U know what u deserve a real best friend who never leave u
anna Ortiz I going through the same thing but with my ex girlfriend
who's listening to this late at night? 💜
listen to part 2 here - th-cam.com/video/lcX7j9UonyQ/w-d-xo.html
i love ur beats and songs
the bootleg boy me. 💔
I love listing too ur music while I am trying to go to sleep.
Iwanmadielolxd
i do
I miss my old self. The days when i had nothing to worry about, the days when the only thing i did was playing minecraft with my buddies...
Now I realize what my mother told me when she warned me about growing up and dealing with life...
I wish I could go back time and fix everything I did wrong
Now I understand why my parents told me that aswell. Growing up is terrible. Everything changes. No one stays the same they change too, as you do. I could still vividly remember this memory of me making dresses for my Barbies to playing teacher with my brothers, having a blast and not worrying about anything. I miss it, I really do. But the only option is to accept it. And as like me and everyone else no one wants the harsh truth. People want to be happy not in pain.
People change
Yeah but on the plus side you don't have to go to bed against your will or obey someone else's rules. And when you're ready to pick someone new you'll make the effort needed to find someone.
I wish I could go back to 8th grade bro, literally my biggest worry was what time I was gonna show up to the dance
@@juliapigworthy You're right, I can do whatever I want, whenever I want, and eat candy for breakfast. Life is exactly how I envisioned it as a kid when I got bigger, except now I am aware of all the things I wasn't aware of as a kid. Those are the things that bring you down.
In this comment section, I feel at home.
Welcome home. Where no one can sleep at night, but we all read each other's comments and care. 💜
Elena A. Same, love seeing people who understand
This is who we are and we need to accept it, I've been friendzoned 3 times now all by the same girl and I can't get her out my head
We may be strangers but I can feel we're here for each other
thats the only real home we all ever had. Welcome home. The guys here really care. Not that fake "i care".its that intense "im always there for you". We care for everyone here
Y’all ever just lay down and remember all those times you had with the person you love, all those moments of laugh and smiles and love all over the air where everything was okay and you just felt amazing to be with that person :/ then you loose them and your heart Broken and feel so weird Because y’all had y’all regular routine, all those times y’all went out somewhere or snuck out to be with them and the love and amazing moments you had that just turnt into heart breaking memories. I miss you A, if you find this I love y’all all and let’s stay strong and hope we all get better. One day without the ones we loved
Nothing lasts forever, friendships can last long but there will be an end. Have you ever met an old best friend like a really close friend that you lost contact with? Its not the same feeling because you have missed out on his life and he on yours. It feels a bit akward when you meet your old best friends I dont know why.
its 3am and i still miss you..
*dad.*
Alexa Strider That is sad... stay strong
this hit me bro
I miss my older bro...he died at 16 in a hurricane in florda...he didnt make it out in time.....
@@gracieross1706 Sorry to hear..
I felt my heart literally crack as soon as I read the last part. 💔
"I love you so much,
But this is where I am now.
This is who I am now.
And I need you to let me go.
As much as I want to I can't live in your book anymore."
"Where are you going?"
"It would be hard to explain,
but if you ever get there, come find me.
Nothing would ever pull us apart."
wow💔
the ones who overthink also overlove
THIS COMMENT IS SO UNDERRATED.
u so goddamn right... :/, it's 3am again and I'm feeling like I never had thought much about everything... about all that shit what's happening right now... thank you for this, I hope u fine, I hope we all fine.
this is the most true sentence I've ever seen.
I read "the ones who overthink also overdose"
feel ya omfg
i was so scared of you leaving me so i pushed you away... so far away that you left. i’m sorry. i didn’t mean it... but i did. you were always too good for me, and i always knew that. that you deserved greater things. but now it’s 3am in the fucking morning and i miss you. and i guess i always will.
we usually turn to self pity when were sad but thats the worst thing you can do,maybe you can learn from your mistakes,build some confidence.
😢
its sad someone telling you that you are their world then they just out of the blue start ignoring you. oh well. there will be someone better. stay positive everyone.
0:00 - Grace
0:51 - Truly
2:15 - Snowcone
3:18 - Hideko, Please Dont Leave
4:14 - Happy
6:32 - Before It's Too Late
7:33 - Plant
8:44 - I'm Missin You
9:54 - When You Return
10:56 - Soon
next time do you mind having the time stamps in the description? thanks man
How i search this songs on youtube?please
just type the title in the search bar and it should show up
whats name beat of When u return?
Before its too late always hits me hard
Wich interpret?
I never should've let you walk away from me.
You said you were going home.
Why was I too naive and self absorbed to realize that you didn't mean 4612 Parkson Ave?
Why didn't I chase after you, grab your hand, and hold you until your heart healed?
Why did I let you walk away?
I watched your back as you trudged down the sidewalk.
You weren't turning your back on me.
You were turning it on the world, the night sky, the rain soaked streets, and everyone who slept or lay awake that night.
Why was I so blind?
I miss you.
I miss you so, so much.
Kitrina Adams ouch
nah how you baiting out his address LOOOOOOL
You are fucking DUNNNNNNNNNNNN OUT EREEEEEEEEEEEE why you baiting me out.
𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚
I hope youre ok.
im fine, it just hurts
I hope you're ok too
I found this comment
Im really not but i hope you are
Copyright Free Music - that's actually good not really man,my sadness hits like a lightning strike sometimes..the only thing that keeps me from thinking about my problems is playing games
It's a weird thing when you know someone so well that you could predict how their entire day would go, or how they would react to certain things. But that person becomes someone you don't talk to anymore, and you see them sometimes and know everything about them, and yet, you feel so far away.
In my feels.
That moment when you’ve been almost completely alone for 2 years except 4 family members, 1 you see all the time and the others every now and then. And you realize that your alone. But it isn’t bad, just.. lonely a lot.
Don't get too used to being alone or you might end up settling for that forever. Take a chance and pick someone new even if it means taking the time to actually look for someone and find ways to impress them.. you have nothing to lose and everything to gain by making the effort.
I want to walk the streets late ant night, just to clear my mind but I know it’s not safe.....
samee
For me it’s just too cold...hate the cold
aesthetic samm I do wishing something would happen but it’s just cars, cars driving alone fast quick in unison but alone to different destinations just like me but they have guide lines where I cross anywhere feeling lost but I’m at home
f e e i I n g n o s t a l g i c same I hate being out after 10
I want to try and do that because the neighborhood I live in is secure.
hey, honey.
i still remember everything, even if it lasted so short.
i remember every cute nickname, every compliment, hug, kiss, smile.
everything about you seemed so perfect to me. i thought i finally found happiness.
but it had to turn out the usual way.
i hope that you still think about me. even once a week.
we see each other every day, but you treat me like a stranger. it hurts.
i hope that you're well. i miss you, sunshine.
talk to me again someday.
A.
Reading it backwards sounds even more depressing
Fuck, this is so depressing
it’s depressing when someone who gave u the best memories becomes a memory themself
That is really well said. I know that feeling just never thought about losing someone like that
My dad woke me up at 1AM because he brought pizza and now I'm smoking and listening to it. Yeah life is good because of these simple moments
I may not miss someone I was in love with but I miss my best friend
She was my best friend and the only reason I looked forward to going to school. She was one of my only real friends. It was 5th grade and I knew almost no one, only a few from the years before. We had met the year before from a mutual friend.
We did almost anything together. We knew each others family's almost as much as our own. She was the first person's house I had ever spent the night with other than a cousin I no longer see as well. I may not miss them but I miss her. At the end of the school year, she seemed to become upset but kept a smile. When I found out she was moving it broke my heart. Yeah, she would only be moving a few more miles away to the edge of town but she was also moving schools.
I knew what this meant for us and it only tore me down more. Guess I was as emotional in fifth grade as everyone said. The last few weeks of school passed on as nothing happened. The choir teacher came into the class and asked who would want to join the next year. She raised her hand almost as soon as the words left her mouth. She also made me raise mine too because she didn't want to go alone. We both forgot about her leaving next year. That fact hit me at the last minute.
Summer came around and we saw each other almost every chance we got. My mom said that we would be lifelong friends, but I guess she was wrong. As the next few months went on as school started I noticed we were talking less. I brushed it off as she was busy like always. It had been months from the last time I had seen her and she convinced me to come over.
I walked into her room and smiled. Her bed had gone to one side of the room to the other. A few of her trophies were no longer in the closet. The Naruto poster I had given her was in a different spot, behind the door specifically. And there were countless drawings taped to her wall. She said that the drawings aren't hers and you told me who gave them to you. I laughed and said "you already have a fan club"
She said later that day "I have this friend that's just like you. She las the same hair has a bunch of food all the time, like the same bands, and plays the same games. But her eyes are Brown." Once again I laughed. I knew I was only being greedy to keep her to myself even though that was impossible. I had no other friends at the time that knew me as she did.
The last time I saw her was at the end if 6th grade. I know its only been about a year or two but it feels like I haven't seen her since the first time we met.
She still hasn't replied to my message I sent 3 months ago
I know she is okay. She updates her social media all the time with pictures of her and her friends. I guess I'll wait for her reply.
Damn dude this makes me cry so hard.. Im really sorry for what you have to through. I hope you find someone who will make you laugh the same way she did.
@@petia4925 thank you. Yeah, it's kinda hard but I have hope that I will meet new friends like that. Thank you again.
this is rlly well written and very relatable... hope the best for you
can we get 1000 subs with no vids hugs ❤️
life has a funny way of working. you're still young and the potential for you guys to re-connect still exists. don't forget them and check up on them every now and then. smile
Usually, when I cry myself to sleep my tears and hurt feelings dry up in my dreams, but this has got to be the first time I wake up with the same emotions and tears ripping me in half.
damn guys look around we are all the same, trapped in an unbreakable cycle.
I deadass thought up this on acid skateboarding at my local park an jus looking around provoked the thought
Its a fucking infinite loop
lets get outta and then after it
it feels nice. 2 not feel alone.
Got damn right and it freaking sucks. I hate reality
This week, I almost lost my queen to the coronavirus. She was panicking and alone in a hospital, and I was the only one there to text her... So I messaged her funny jokes to make her happy until she went to sleep... Now she is totally healthy and we are happy.
Im glad man
You ever wonder if the old friend you have such good memories with even remembers those memories ?
yes!!
I hope they remember all those good memories we had together
This is smooth af bruh. In my feelings for sure.
Thank you.
i love you, i probably always will, even if you never love me back.
That is sometimes life 🕊🙏🌷
🥀❤
havent felt this sad in a while. thought i was doing good. back on it i guess
head up , you deserve the world and people who love you with everything they have not just when they feel like it , never settle for less , love you and hope you're doing amazing
I know youll never see and read this and you probably already know but i still love you and i always will
So... It’s 2019 now, and I haven’t had much luck managing my sleep lately, but when this appeared in my home feed, I just popped on my headphones, and I think I might actually try to get better this year. Thank you for this video by the way. I’ll most certainly be revisiting this for some late-night/early-morning thinking...
*#InsomniaClub*
probably nobody is going to read this but anyway.So last month I was on a school trip ,and the same time one other school from my town was on a trip at the same city .The second day of that trip I met a girl from the other school , and immediately we started talking ,and we were talking for like 4 hours and the next day we met again and we had coffee together ,we were joking and laughing and finally after months I felt ready to fall in love again (my last relationship was toxic and awful) .On the third day I went to the her hotel .We laid on her bed and we were talking and talking .Suddenly she kissed me .And it was such a crazy filing .I returned back to my hotel and literally I was so happy that I was dancing all around the room .The next day it was our last one there.We had lunch together but then we both had to live .When we returned back to our hometown we were texting and calling each other for a week until suddenly she wasn't replying ,and was always busy and after some days I asked her if something happened and if she is in a relationship .And somehow like that I learned that she is in.a relationship with her ex but she doesn't want to lose me .I was heartbroken .Tomorrow I am going to meet her again and actually we are probably going to "break up" ,because as I can see she still has strong feelings for her ex .It's just crazy how all these,happened in one month .I felt like it was just a dream .I just hope,that she is going to be happy...
bih man that sucks...well at least it feels good to vent. Wish u all the best anyways 🙃
bih how did it go friend?
I felt like it was a dream with my ex too, she said she would never leave me and we talked about having kids and everything then she left me and got with another guy a few days later and this guy she had already kissed him before, this showed me that the perfect girl does not exist and I would have died for this girl and she doesn’t even give 1 fuck about me so never trust a bitch even if they seem perfect at first
what happened?
My goodness. I hope you feel better as the days pass by.
She ain't thinking about you, its 3AM go to sleep king.
😭😫
Probably true.
Probably man
😔
🙁
i fall in love with the most horrible people..idk who to blame anymore. maybe no one is ready for love yet.
I feel you 😔✊🏼
Aye man. Shit’s absolutely fucked sometimes. Last thanks giving I was thankful for the love of my life. A couple hours that was ripped from me. Our of nowhere. She was severely injured in a car accident. I rushed to the hospital. I was with her for her last breath. I cried with her parents. Told them it was going to be okay, and that they would see her again. Barely able to hide my paralyzingly pain and loss. It’s almost been a year from then. I visit her grave weekly and think of what could have been.
R.I.P Emily. 1995 - 2017
@@dr6wsy917 godamn.... bro. please stay strong.....
@@dr6wsy917 God bless you and I hope you're doing alright! May she rest in peace 😔💜🙏🏽
God bless you all thank you for the support
just why can't I get over it
she never cared
she never started the talk
and never been kind to me
but yet I still think of her
and I hope she talks to me someday .
honestly, i acted like that girl in my past relationship.
but i only did it because i was going through a lot of shit and lost interest in caring
ive never even been in love but i felt the heartbreak :/
p.s to the people who got their heartbroken,
"your one heartbreak closer to happy ever after"
I don't believe you.
I've been awake all night.
My head is pounding.
I Can't hear or see anything other than you.
The clock is ticking, and ticking.
Your smile, it's stuck in my head.
But I know you're not there.
I miss you so damn much. I want you to come back to me.
It's finally 3am, I've been thinking about you for hours...
Uh hi. So I don't usually comment on these mixes, although I should. And well, Over the past few days I've gone through ups and downs. I've lost people and gained new people. So have many others. from the bottom of my heart I miss them so much but I need to move on, and so do others. No matter how hard it may be. So with that I wish you a good morning, afternoon, evening or night where ever you may be. Till next time. 🌙❤
hopefully someday brother..
Did you write that first paragraph??
@@Jkcmd yeah, I usually write everything myself
It's so deep
@@ringsarebelling5833 ❤❤❤
Tears are words that need to be written :(
*I’m still here waiting..you probably forgotten about me, you probably never needed me anyway..I’m a bit hurt but that’s ok..anyway i love you and I hope you’re having a great time with them*
-your long lost lover
space. mom why is this literally my situation
thxdood11_ oop I hope things get better :/
Hope you find happiness ♡
chrypyx ❤️
Hugs
Every time we are apart, a star fades. Every time we are together a flower blossoms. I'm grateful for having you but the same time i don't. My will to live is powered by the vision of one day waking up next to you.
why can’t i just be happy like i was in elementary
when nothing really mattered other than who went down the slide first
why can’t life be that simple again
if only it can be that simple again 🤧
this hit me hard..... & now we’re strangers just like we started off :,(
Dear Sunshine,
You brightened up my day when I was hanging off a cliff to nothing. You pulled me up with your empathy and smile to make me hold on. That is all I see in this summer breeze, looking out into the slightly lit ocean. Feet buried in a fit of grass and sand as this spot was isolated from the rest of the world, I wonder if it was our bubble that never managed to pop. Time sits still as I look at myself in the sky, wondering that here yet somewhere else is where I broke your heart and left mine. It's been years- almost a decade and I still wonder if you even remember who I am. While you shine brighter and lift up higher everyday with every happy song you never look down at me, I promised I never would fall to the ground yet here I am. I look at your smile from miles and wonder if you hide the pain of the summer, the sand. The place where I left you, the place I regret leaving everything behind. Yet here I sit, its 3am and i still miss you.
Heartbroken yet sincerely,
Moonlight.
My girlfriend of 3 years just broke up with me out of random. I can't sleep and listening to this along with the comments makes me feel less alone. I hope she's happy with her decision. I pray the best for her 💔
You will come out of it, trust me...
I feel u :/
Try losing someone after 16 years together. It never gets easier.. always like this.
But these vids help somehow.. hope for a new start.
It's 6 AM and I love this mix so much ❤️
We used to say one day our house would just be chill with some lofi beats playing in the back ground. While we worked on whatever we had going on. And we'd be together loving each others company. You'd make us coffee and we'd be happy and together.
I hope you still find your person to do that with one day. Even if it's not me.
Strangers, friends, best friends, lovers, strangers
@Add tell me about it... I miss my ex so much.. sigh
I love everyone in this comment section. I just wanna hug you all and make you all feel loved. We all deserve it