Because it’s a fear that most of us who grew up in that situation feel wanting to reject being like the parent that caused the problem and fighting the traits we got thankfully we can break the cycle we just have to have the willpower to do it
I'm especially proud because she started from the bottom, created her platform on TH-cam (which is never really taken seriously by other outlets) and now she comes out with this album with music that's not your generic repetitive pop song. I can see her getting the same fame Troy Sivan has in the near future.
LiaMarieJohnson I just listened to this and although I don't know you at all I really felt like you told some of your story and I loved it so really looking forward to more of your work😁😁
You hear a lot of songs about being a victim and not so many about the fear of being the one victimizing. When I first heard this song I got shivers. Not only is her voice angelic but its so honest as well. I can truly relate to this song and the fear of turning out like my father. Thank you for writing this Lia, I love you 💕
Everyone is like ‘kids react’ and ‘collab’ and ‘can’t wait for her next song’ and I’m just like; Sitting in the dark, laying in bed, crying, wishing things would get better.
I've never really listened to any of Lias covers or original songs in the past because she can easily be mistaken as just jet another "teenage disney singer", but after listening to this song, i can tell this girl has real talent. I'm excited to hear more from her.
3:36 = 216 sec 893636 × 216 = 193025376 seconds 193025376 ÷ 60 = 3217089.6 minutes 3217089.6 ÷ 60 = 53618.16 Hours 53618.16 ÷ 24 = 2234.09 Days this song came out 6 days go , therefore u my friend just lied. shame on u...
LiaMarieJohnson good job i love this song omg literally dying I have been waiting ever sense i saw the thinning trailer good job and keep up the awesome work love you
@@smog-0634 she got into drugs, became an alcoholic and is very unstable. her behavior on her lives is scary and disturbing. she acts child-like and says abnormal things, sounds like a completely different person who needs extreme help. she was also caught on live with her manager (65 yr old man who has been working with her since she was 12) who was touching her and taking advantage of her while she was drunk DURING THE LIVE. he didnt know she was live until the end where he freaked out, told her no one can know about this and then forced her to turn it off. all happened in front of thousands of fans watching. theres multiple disturbing and concerning things that have happened to her publicly. her boyfriend committed suicide and she had a rough childhood living in an abusive, toxic household with alcoholic dad so I think all of this severely affected her.
Lia has stated multiple times that Lana is perhaps her most influential artist that she listens to, so it's not hard to see where the vibes come from!!
I watched her when she was on FineBros so happy that she has grown so good with this good voice and this amazing song...If she and the people that support and manage her promote her job well she will become a great singer!!!!
It's sad to know that a person that i love and look up to had gone through something tough in her life. I guess I was just blinded by thinking she was so perfect rather than thinking about something that could actually be true. Nothing is perfect,as cliché as it may sound, its true. I feel that her putting this song out had really opened up a window for me and possibly others to think about, and it might actually help us to know that things may not be as great as they seem, yet they still kind of are to us and may even seem kind of greater. Learning things like these about others does not change my look on her. I still she her as a beautiful human being, just as we all are, and still a person to look up to. I thank god for putting her here on earth, for helping me to realize things such as these. I know she'll live on to keep inspiring others and I'm proud of her .♡
After it ended it auto played all of her other covers, going back to when she was just a kid. You really have grown Lia, much love for you. My inspiration.
I will never let the disease come into me. I will never let my future children go through the things I go through. I will protect them, and protect my future. I'm never touching alcohol. I'm never letting myself become depressed again. I'll never think about killing myself ever again. I will control my anxiety. I'll never become abusive. My future is mine. Right now, I am claiming it as a path I walk with just myself and God. I choose anyone else who will be a part of it. I will listen to God. I will trust him. I will trust myself. Eventually, I will learn to trust other people. Eventually, I may have a girl or boy I want to share my life with. Until then, my life is God's and mine, and God's foremost, and I'm not going to listen to any other voice. This is my promise. This will save my future. This will become my truth.
Lia, this is the most heartfelt, real and beautiful song i have ever heard, the lyrics and so real and poetic. We all can tell that you have worked so hard on this song. You will go far, you deserve it more than anyone. Never give up Lia xx
When you said you dont just want the song to be pop music, you want people to feel something, I'm telling you I feel something. Idk what it is, but man that song takes me to a place (in a positive way). This song. The lyrics, the melodies, the instruments, and your voice. Ugh just everything about this song. I dont even know. You did good Lia. You did good👏🏾😌
Literally crying. This touched me on such a personal level, making me relive a lot of childhood memories. I know what it's like fighting back on being like people you share DNA with. Heartbreaking. Beautiful. Real.
I'm not sure and I don't want to make any assumptions, but from what I gather, this song is about a figure (with whom Lia shares DNA, which is why I assumed father), who is potentially an alcoholic? (six pack Coors Light). I don't want to deduce that this person is abusive, but she does mention 'I'm just so scared you're who I'll be when I erupt.' She then mentions 'past my bedtime, blue and red lights, come take you away,' which I assume means some sort of police intervention of kinds (maybe an arrest). Since this person's arrest, it appears that they have quite an intermittent and possibly undesirable presence in Lia's life (Twice a year, you come in crashing). The chorus seems to be defiant in that Lia does not want to share this person's DNA, but of course, DNA is an inherent part of you and can't be escaped. This is just what I think - I don't mean to insult Lia and make any false assumptions, it's just what I gathered. Any other thoughts guys?
When she says “When I erupt just like you do, they look at me like I look at you”... it reminds me of my relationship with my dad, and how hard it is to even have a daughter/father relationship with him.
I'm a dancer so I am going to dance song I hope people get the same feeling I get listening to this song and this song is ooo good lia I have bin subscribe to you for years and you have. In a big inspiration I know you had hard times but u are beautiful and a amazing singer and song writer can't wait what u come up with god bless you we all love you😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😘😘😘😘😘😘🤗🤗🤗🤗
I'm actually about to cry because I used to be so obsessed with lia and I remember when she was on kidsreact and that's where i found her and wowoowowowwowoow im so proud of her!!!!!!! I LOVE U SO MUCH LIA!!! NEVER STOP DOING U
How has this not gotten 1M Views !! This gives me the chills its sooo good. This song actually has a meaning and it has depth. Literally im crying right now its sooo good. I cant even put it in words how good this song actually is. Lia this is good. Really good. Well done.
Damn lia! Once again blowing my mind with your music! Honestly this reached me on so many levels. Please continue creating music for your viewers to love. ❤️
2 FREAKING YEARS AGO IVE LISTEND TO THIS! it just popped in my head so I decided to listen to it. Its so mooding. I meen sad. Yo did good on this lia. Love ya imma hear some or ur other songs now.
The feels in this song 😩😭I went thru depression not that long ago.. I'm in 6th grade💞This song makes me tear up. I've been watching you since you were with Jc . ~Madison
I'm crying because:
1. This is song is so beautiful!
2. This song is so sad!
3. I remember when she was a little girl on Kids React
Number 3, my god. That must me so sad....
Number 4. Because I’m listening to sad songs in quarantine even tho this comment was 4 years ago idc
Dude, I can't even explain why I love this song so much but I do.
Ikr I cant stop listening to it bc its sooo Good!
Freya Wenden
I don't even relate, it's just good.
same lol
Because it’s a fear that most of us who grew up in that situation feel wanting to reject being like the parent that caused the problem and fighting the traits we got thankfully we can break the cycle we just have to have the willpower to do it
Sun@@grace.youngblood
Who's else is absolutely obsessed with this song?!💜💜
got this on repeat since 8
ME!!
Selena Ida MEEEEE
Selena Ida MEEEEE 😅
meeee
"When I erupt just like you do. They look at me like I looked at you. " That part tears my soul up.
Same my soul definitely tears me up too.
Betting 100$ this song is gonna be on radio stations in 2-4weeks. Beautiful song.
I hope so too!
It should be c:
I don't see why not, it's so AMAZING
I'm especially proud because she started from the bottom, created her platform on TH-cam (which is never really taken seriously by other outlets) and now she comes out with this album with music that's not your generic repetitive pop song. I can see her getting the same fame Troy Sivan has in the near future.
Nani Patorikku ಠ_ಠ hell yeah
This just hits deep inside, am I the only one getting emotional??
Yea? Ok...
Her voice is beautiful, btw. ^-^
Areebah Jahin im emotional too 😭
same here
Areebah Jahin this song got me feeling some type of way too fam.
Areebah Jahin Ikr like I wana cry 😂😢
Areebah Jahin me to
I am so proud of what she has accomplished, u go girl! Chase ur dreams
Btw ily
I thank you love
it's amazing and I can really feel this song.
LiaMarieJohnson I just listened to this and although I don't know you at all I really felt like you told some of your story and I loved it so really looking forward to more of your work😁😁
Listening to this after her story came out... Really happy for Lia and hope that she can find permanent happiness.
I've been playing this on repeat, so emotional and beautiful. Really proud of Lia
yep.. :)
SAME
Joshifer Everlark Same here, this is my fav song atm
Joshifer Everlark IKR
You hear a lot of songs about being a victim and not so many about the fear of being the one victimizing. When I first heard this song I got shivers. Not only is her voice angelic but its so honest as well. I can truly relate to this song and the fear of turning out like my father. Thank you for writing this Lia, I love you 💕
Lia is such a beautiful girl, and her voice is so amazing. I can't wait for her to go far. She's gonna be huge.
@Just Lucyla um
Everyone is like ‘kids react’ and ‘collab’ and ‘can’t wait for her next song’ and I’m just like;
Sitting in the dark, laying in bed, crying, wishing things would get better.
I know this is 2 years ago but me too
That happened to me before :(
Yeah
Lia this is amazing it has me crying I'm still crying now so emotional I love it
This song has touched me
ill touch you
+Brendan Ewer .........oh.....ok...wow
😂
I've never really listened to any of Lias covers or original songs in the past because she can easily be mistaken as just jet another "teenage disney singer", but after listening to this song, i can tell this girl has real talent. I'm excited to hear more from her.
Listened to this 893636 times and I still get goosebumps every time 💖🙌🏼
30,765 views
3:36 = 216 sec
893636 × 216 = 193025376 seconds
193025376 ÷ 60 = 3217089.6 minutes
3217089.6 ÷ 60 = 53618.16 Hours
53618.16 ÷ 24 = 2234.09 Days
this song came out 6 days go , therefore u my friend just lied.
shame on u...
Dead😂😂^/^^
LMAOOO Alireza Fahimi you have wayyyyy to much time on your hands
+Alireza Fahimi HAHAHAHAHA
This song is giving me deja vu. Swear I've heard it before. Totally in love.
Heir To The Gummy Throne I know right. I feel like I've heard this before.
Heir To The Gummy Throne some parts kinda remind me of 'Everything is lost- Maggie Eckford'
it also sounds like we the kings - sad song
Heir To The Gummy Throne lol k just realized its in the trailer for the thinning and it was uplouded before i think
mandelaeffect
Can't stop listening! 😆
;-) so happy you are enjoying it, means a lot to me.
+LiaMarieJohnson This is amazing song Lia :)
LiaMarieJohnson good job i love this song omg literally dying I have been waiting ever sense i saw the thinning trailer good job and keep up the awesome work love you
im like so attached to this song
selena Cardona
Such a beautiful, talented girl... She is now wasting her life away with drugs.
This girl needs help, she is too precious.
I keep seeing this type of comment in her vids but I have zero clue what anyone's talking about.Can you explain?
@@smog-0634 she has (or had, I haven't been keeping up with the subject) a major drug problem.
@@catadan236 its more than that.. :(
@@smog-0634 she has also been diagnosed with schizophrenia (which she said herself) and also was drinking heavily most days for a good while
@@smog-0634 she got into drugs, became an alcoholic and is very unstable. her behavior on her lives is scary and disturbing. she acts child-like and says abnormal things, sounds like a completely different person who needs extreme help. she was also caught on live with her manager (65 yr old man who has been working with her since she was 12) who was touching her and taking advantage of her while she was drunk DURING THE LIVE. he didnt know she was live until the end where he freaked out, told her no one can know about this and then forced her to turn it off. all happened in front of thousands of fans watching. theres multiple disturbing and concerning things that have happened to her publicly. her boyfriend committed suicide and she had a rough childhood living in an abusive, toxic household with alcoholic dad so I think all of this severely affected her.
This is so beautiful, Lia. It spoke to me on so many emotions that I didn't think anyone understood. Thank you so much!
love it so much! I love the song and her voice.
To think this was the kids react girl.....
Cherry Miiverse EXACTLLYYYY SHE HAS GROWN UP SO MUCH SINCE THEN LIKE WTH
wow really? This video just happened to be in my recommended feed, really glad I clicked on this
Cherry Miiverse I still remember her from kids react...It's amazing how far she has come...
That's what I was thinking...
Cherry Miiverse ikr
DNA is fucking everything I needed . Lia said she wants people to feel things when they listen to her songs . Well I felt everything
Yep
The meaning behind the words and the back story of this song...they're beautiful.
Can't lie this song pulled some feels out of me, Lia'ing is gonna replace Draking soon
Siv 3001 haha so true
Lia Troye & Kian.
This needs to happen
yesssssss
why kian
Jocelyn Polanco because he can sing
Ariel Singh kian can sing?
i love you He can sing but he doesn't sing.
This song suits her so much, I'm so proud of her. She's come such a long way and it was worth it. 💙
this is givin' me such Lana Del Ray vibes!
Totally agree
Neeka Bogart Rey*
Lia has stated multiple times that Lana is perhaps her most influential artist that she listens to, so it's not hard to see where the vibes come from!!
Neeka Bogart I love Lana Del Rey especially off to the races
Kenji Lee Lian Jie I've had the same thought as you lmao
legit song bruh. will there be a music video?
+Ella Walter do you know when? 👀
nobody knows yet
we wish. the song is so good it should have a music video
In one week!
its coming out friday
I listen to this song when I feel depressed..
Vinyl Plastic ミーム lol
Same
Same...
I'm always depressed
This needs more views. I can't stop relating to this song.
I watched her when she was on FineBros so happy that she has grown so good with this good voice and this amazing song...If she and the people that support and manage her promote her job well she will become a great singer!!!!
Her voice sounds like an angel
It's sad to know that a person that i love and look up to had gone through something tough in her life. I guess I was just blinded by thinking she was so perfect rather than thinking about something that could actually be true. Nothing is perfect,as cliché as it may sound, its true. I feel that her putting this song out had really opened up a window for me and possibly others to think about, and it might actually help us to know that things may not be as great as they seem, yet they still kind of are to us and may even seem kind of greater. Learning things like these about others does not change my look on her. I still she her as a beautiful human being, just as we all are, and still a person to look up to. I thank god for putting her here on earth, for helping me to realize things such as these. I know she'll live on to keep inspiring others and I'm proud of her .♡
After it ended it auto played all of her other covers, going back to when she was just a kid. You really have grown Lia, much love for you. My inspiration.
This would totally fit in Shameless, in a Ian moment.
you're so right
YAAAAS
YeSS
True! It could fit all of them really that's the sad part.
GAMIETTE Cloe SO TRUE
damn girl can sing
no imagine a remix of this with g eazy
you know whats up
ya i know. the ceiling :)
keep replaying it over and over..ugh I love it😍😁
This is amazing
Yes ikr😍
ok honestly i like your sence in youtubr ive seen you everywhere
buterflyaj ty
***** IT WOULDNT BEH COMPLETEEEE
shut up
girlll this is amazing!! been waiting for this for 6 years💖💖 you've come so far, I can tell this song has an emotional connection with you. great job!
sidenote: ily lia
Grace! :) same!
I can hear the emotion bleeding out in this ... wow.
omg I love your voice😍💞❤ I can't stop listening to this song💞😍💕❤
her voice is so calming
Pointless Thinker when you are sing some times your voice has to de caming :3
I'm so obsessed w/ this song 😍 love you Lia
THE NOSTALGIA OMG 😭😭❤️❤️
i'm obsessed with this song. so much love to you, lia!
I will never let the disease come into me. I will never let my future children go through the things I go through. I will protect them, and protect my future. I'm never touching alcohol. I'm never letting myself become depressed again. I'll never think about killing myself ever again. I will control my anxiety. I'll never become abusive. My future is mine. Right now, I am claiming it as a path I walk with just myself and God. I choose anyone else who will be a part of it. I will listen to God. I will trust him. I will trust myself. Eventually, I will learn to trust other people. Eventually, I may have a girl or boy I want to share my life with. Until then, my life is God's and mine, and God's foremost, and I'm not going to listen to any other voice. This is my promise. This will save my future. This will become my truth.
Lia, this is the most heartfelt, real and beautiful song i have ever heard, the lyrics and so real and poetic. We all can tell that you have worked so hard on this song. You will go far, you deserve it more than anyone. Never give up Lia xx
BOTH ALBUM COVER AND MUSIC IS SOOOO GOOD WTF O_O!!
When you said you dont just want the song to be pop music, you want people to feel something, I'm telling you I feel something. Idk what it is, but man that song takes me to a place (in a positive way). This song. The lyrics, the melodies, the instruments, and your voice. Ugh just everything about this song. I dont even know. You did good Lia. You did good👏🏾😌
she's the most prettiest voice ever
This is so great! Super proud of you Lia!
this...is....amazing..i can't stop listening to this
im gonna be listening to this all night it's sooo good. so proud of you lia!💕
Literally crying. This touched me on such a personal level, making me relive a lot of childhood memories. I know what it's like fighting back on being like people you share DNA with. Heartbreaking. Beautiful. Real.
Great song lia it sounds like you put your heart and soul in to this song
is this about your dad? this song reminds me of my dad (he's a alcoholic)
This reminds me of my dad but he is not an alcoholic tho
yeah she said in an interview that it's about him
Becca Bx oh no I feel so bad for you,but it's okay cuase even tho I am just a girl behind a screen,I know deep inside your dad loves you
Rajkiran Narwan this song reminds me of my 16 yr old cusine :(:(:(😢
Becca Bx 💕
Great song and a beautiful voice
Man so emotional.... so beautiful.... I want the whole world to hear this song.....
Is this about your Dad? :( Such raw emotion
thats what I was thinking too
yes, i think that too
Anna Pietruszka what happened with her dad?
I'm not sure and I don't want to make any assumptions, but from what I gather, this song is about a figure (with whom Lia shares DNA, which is why I assumed father), who is potentially an alcoholic? (six pack Coors Light). I don't want to deduce that this person is abusive, but she does mention 'I'm just so scared you're who I'll be when I erupt.' She then mentions 'past my bedtime, blue and red lights, come take you away,' which I assume means some sort of police intervention of kinds (maybe an arrest). Since this person's arrest, it appears that they have quite an intermittent and possibly undesirable presence in Lia's life (Twice a year, you come in crashing). The chorus seems to be defiant in that Lia does not want to share this person's DNA, but of course, DNA is an inherent part of you and can't be escaped.
This is just what I think - I don't mean to insult Lia and make any false assumptions, it's just what I gathered. Any other thoughts guys?
oh and i should also say i love this song lol. It's so raw and mature, and is truly fantastic. hope it blows up!
When she says “When I erupt just like you do, they look at me like I look at you”... it reminds me of my relationship with my dad, and how hard it is to even have a daughter/father relationship with him.
I'm a dancer so I am going to dance song I hope people get the same feeling I get listening to this song and this song is ooo good lia I have bin subscribe to you for years and you have. In a big inspiration I know you had hard times but u are beautiful and a amazing singer and song writer can't wait what u come up with god bless you we all love you😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😘😘😘😘😘😘🤗🤗🤗🤗
I have heard this over a thousand times this week and I still haven't had enough
im in actual tears right now, this song is absolutely beautiful. You sound amazing
this is so touching and amazing my sister and I bounded after we heard this song thank you so much lia.
Troye Sivan +Lia Marie Johnson= LIFE💕💕💕💕
Hey gurl hey! Another Dolan Fam here
E-Tee-Wee-Tee Dolan hey!!! OMG I Love your name and you profile pic!!!!
GET ME A TISH!!!!!!!!!!! love yours too!
GET ME A TISH!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGG BROOMIEOMIE FAM😍😘😘❤❤❤❤❤ WE'RE EVERYWHERE BABEEE
E-Tee-Wee-Tee Dolan yaaaassss
I'm actually about to cry because I used to be so obsessed with lia and I remember when she was on kidsreact and that's where i found her and wowoowowowwowoow im so proud of her!!!!!!! I LOVE U SO MUCH LIA!!! NEVER STOP DOING U
this is so beautiful 🥺 I love you lia. you need help beautiful and we’ll support you through the journey
Omg she's just getting BETTER AND BETTER
I called it, this is so beautiful I can't explain it ❤️😭👏🏻
YAS. finally found a new song that doesn't have a beat drop🙌🙌🙌
Got me crying😭😭😭
This is probably the most deepest and truthful song ever💕😭
30 seconds into the song and I already knew I would love it😍 the lyrics are so beautiful 💎
This song has so much meaning, I wish people still did what Lia Marie does today. Thank you Lia
How has this not gotten 1M Views !! This gives me the chills its sooo good. This song actually has a meaning and it has depth. Literally im crying right now its sooo good. I cant even put it in words how good this song actually is. Lia this is good. Really good. Well done.
I LOVE THE MOVIE! CANT WAIT FOR PART 2
my fav part starts at 2:19, its just perfect 💕
I love it 😍
Senducee same it gives me chills
Thank you for perfectly expressing with words and beautiful music how I feel about my dad.
THIS IS AMAZING LIA IM SO PROUD OF U YES MY NEW JAM👏🏻👏🏻😭😭💜
I always loved her acting and music but she really suprised and amazed me with this!
is this based off her relationship with her father because if it is then same.
Fern Caro Yes I think so, most of the lyrics make that seem the case
Fern Caro watch the music video
Fern Caro yes
It’s talking about how her mom married a guy who would her, and how she did the same thing.
I cannot stop listening to this ly lia
that is actually really good i really see it blowing up and being a song for a movie wow
This song is so beautiful
who also crys while hearing this song??
me
Sasi Banegas me too
Me
totally me
this song is so beautiful I keep listening to this song over and over and over, I love this song!!!
Damn lia! Once again blowing my mind with your music! Honestly this reached me on so many levels. Please continue creating music for your viewers to love. ❤️
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Ughh this song has me crying, i love it way too much
Can't wait to here this in the radio
2 FREAKING YEARS AGO IVE LISTEND TO THIS! it just popped in my head so I decided to listen to it. Its so mooding. I meen sad. Yo did good on this lia. Love ya imma hear some or ur other songs now.
i am in love with this i really hope u get signed to capital records so we can hear more
this is heartbreaking
Bro, seriously I can't describe how much I love this song.
These lyrics are beautiful 💜 I can see a great future ahead of you. YOU GO GIRL
That was such a surprise, would never have imagined her voice to have such depth. ❤️❤️❤️
The feels in this song 😩😭I went thru depression not that long ago.. I'm in 6th grade💞This song makes me tear up. I've been watching you since you were with Jc . ~Madison
This song is beautifully written. Every piece, every word, every note every chord is breathtaking
Lia, I've always loved you since Kids React, and you've come so far. Keep doing what you're doing, cause your fans will always back you up! ❤️️✨
swoon. wow. just wow.
I never expected her to sing so amazingly.
I am now obsessed with this song 😍😍
This song is beautiful, and so are you.