Will he describes this moment in my life so well. I was with this girl for 9 months, we were so close. I have never fell for someone like i fell for her. I didn't believe in soul mates, but holy shit now I do. She moved and we both knew the distance wasn't working so we took a break. Less then a couple days later she got with the guy that lived right by me. And was making out in the movies. Suddenly the distance didn't matter and she was over there every weekend.That shit hurt so much, they dated for a few months. Then she had to go to the hospital and was in a really rough spot and he broke up with her on her way to the hospital, saying "I can't sit here and watch you hurt yourself" Less then a couple months later she committed suicide. She thought she needed him. She sent him paragraph after paragraph when she died, she thought she could not live without him. Let this be a lesson to you. There are so many other people that care about you and love you even if you think they don't or that there isn't anyone there. I love you, and so many other people, even if you don't know them. Do not waste your life on something stupid. "Pain is temporary, the decision you are about to make will hurt your family and friends forever." Never give up.
Lyrics : I got knots all up in my chest (up in my chest, up in my chest) Just know, I'm trying my best (I'm trying my best) 'Cause, when you look (when you look) When you laugh (when you laugh) When you smile (when you smile) I'll bring you back (bring you back) And now I'm sad (now I'm sad) And I'm a mess (and I'm a mess) And now we high (now we high) That's, why I left (why I left) That's, why I left Will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips? (my lips, my lips, my lips) Will your shadow remember the swing of my hips? (my hips, my hips, my hips) Will your lover caress you the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) Will you notice my charm, if he slips up one bit? (one bit) 'Cause I don't need to know I just wanna make sure you're okay (okay) I don't need to know I just wanna make sure you're all safe All safe, all safe Will he play you those songs, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) Will he play you so strong, just the way, that I did? (I did) Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Will he treat you like shit, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) 'Cause I don't blame ya 'Cause I don't need to know I just want to make sure you're okay (okay) I don't need to know I just want to make sure you're all safe
Okay so imma come back every month to see how far I've gone September: I'm feeling pretty down October:my dog had to be put down so life's pretty shitty atm November:hey sorry for not updating, its just school is stressing me out and my parents are giving me a hard time because of my grades December :Life is going surprisingly good despite covid, spending time with my family is fine i guess Goodbye
My dog of 14 year passed away this weekend. he passed peacefully in his sleep. i miss you so much Max and I hope to see you in heaven when i’m up there thanks for the love guys
i remember being really depressed over a girl and going out for walks hoping something magical to happen, but shit got so fucked that on night on my way back to home i was listening to this song and starting to cry as the snow of december was falling and i turned the corner an literally seeing her with another dude and at this point i was baiscally limping cuz it was so hard to carry on. It was hard and it still is. I love to listen to joji for his beatiful fkn music yet i can not deny its dangerous to listen to it. life is full of pain misery if you choose it to be and people can get addicted to being sad. I am at nowhere, confused, scared, sad and i dont know what to do. i was going to write that "whom-ever is reading ur not alone" but i can not. its the truth but its that kind of truth you wont do anything with. i can ramble endlessly and get nowhere so i will finish with this. Dear Joji, your music too beautiful for this world and i does not deserve you. Note: anyone notice that while jojis music is so beautiful, yet it actually does not describe the beauty in this world or the beauty inside people but the ugly ironic truth.
Dame thing happen to me but she liked annother guy but i was waiting for to like me back like a puppy waiting at the door for their owner to come back then i see her talking and laughing with my freind and they would cuddle and hug each other
i’m so proud of how far you’ve gotten, please continue to push through this. i promise u it is not the end. it gets so much better, i guarantee that. i love u, u can do it💜💜
Keep pushing mate, we all been there at some point the things will eventually get better, someone will really value and love the way you are, if they don't... Do it for yourself, i know the loneliness feeling may not be the best but sometimes is better than someone hurting you or making you feel lonely, stay strong
There are certain songs that my mind will always associate with periods of my life, and this song is associated with when I attempted to end my life... yet it always brings me so much peace... the spin on it gives it even more power. Love what you did with this song.
I love this person.. Im in love with them.. But after we broke up, they got into it with the other person while I stayed single, fell apart and just begged the universe to have that love again. The person I know that they are getting in to it with doesn’t like me at all. They tell me they aren’t seeing anyone. But, I don’t trust them, I think they just don’t want to tell me because they know Im fragile. But this thing is.. All I’m waiting for is for them to come forward and choose. I almost want to just text them and say choose them. Because if you really loved me I wouldn’t be an option.
Man I thought I wouldn't get back to this point but I'm back here again. Life hits with hard times when you least expect it. Hits harder when you do expect it.
I've genuinely never fell for someone the way I fell for him. He left me after 10 months because I was annoying then dated my friend he told me not to worry about 3 days later. I just miss him man I don't wanna feel like this anymore
I got knots all up in my chest (up in my chest, up in my chest) Just know, I'm trying my best (I'm trying my best) 'Cause, when you look (when you look) When you laugh (when you laugh) When you smile (when you smile) I'll bring you back (bring you back) And now I'm sad (now I'm sad) And I'm a mess (and I'm a mess) And now we high (now we high) That's, why I left (why I left) That's, why I left Will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips? (my lips, my lips, my lips) Will your shadow remember the swing of my hips? (my hips, my hips, my hips) Will your lover caress you the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) Will you notice my charm, if he slips up one bit? (one bit) 'Cause I don't need to know I just wanna make sure you're okay (okay) I don't need to know I just wanna make sure you're all safe All safe, all safe Will he play you those songs, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) Will he play you so strong, just the way, that I did? (I did) Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Will he treat you like shit, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) 'Cause I don't blame ya 'Cause I don't need to know I just want to make sure you're okay (okay) I don't need to know I just want to make sure you're all safe
This video takes me back to a day back in 2020 where I was so happy & excited because I was gonna see my crush & I was watching this specific video....now I'm just thinking about how better things were before & how badly I miss the past, her & how she used to make me feel :/
this single image... i dont know how or why but it reminds me of the times i was in the philippines... the bucket, the little cement bridge, the cobblestone layed road... it gived that sense that im there-
I remember this song a lot when I was walking alone at night seeing the engagement rings that I had bought 2 months before my 3-year-old girlfriend cheated on me and I wondered how someone you loved so much becomes your living hell. this was in January.
Keep your mind in hell and do not despair. This might hurt now, it may drive you paranoid or insane, but it is all temporary. Everyone come and go eventually, no one is special after some time. Death awaits us all...
Don’t listen to that other comment but It’s gonna be okay my guy you got this surround yourself with better people/ a group of people who don’t like being stagnant and who will push you to do better and don’t hate her for it appreciate the time you were with her everyone comes into our life rather to teach us or we(u) teach them something but now you know that she’s not the one so take some time to grow mentally and figure out what type of woman you want
Eu tô calmo, tranquilo. Dormi bem, oito horas de sono sem pesadelos. Eu estou preparado, pronto para cumprir minhas funções da melhor forma possível. Eu estou focado apenas no essencial, alheio a todo o resto. Só vou tomar decisões pragmáticas. Não vou me permitir distrações levianas. Não vou me permitir pensar em coisas não importantes. Eu não vou depender de ninguém e nem de nada. Não vou estar sujeito a erros.
Guys don’t be sad over a breakup too many sensitive people man there’s plenty of fish in the sea always work on yourself take that anger/sadness out at the gym go grind for money on your purpose. Crying over a boy or girl won’t get you anywhere get over it never overthink about it because you’re only hurting yourself… Words from your big brother
In this case I am not a male I’m a female.I had a crush on this one guy. I was the only girl he would talk to. He would tell me secrets,his life and feelings. He would always come up to me , for advice or just to talk to. He would also defend me and would always believe me bc he knew I wasn’t lying. After I told him how I felt about him. He said that he liked me back ,but nothing happened between us. We would just flirt with each other here and there. After a while I realized he seemed he never express himself the way he used too. So I kind of got over him. I was ofc best friends with him but at times things would feel awkward and I never knew why. So one day I told him that i didn’t like him anymore. Then he tells me he was just lied to me that he liked me. I was shocked and I ignored him for a couple of days. After I was calmed down I went to talk to him but he ignored me. After awhile he started to talk to me. Our friendship fell apart. Then the next school year came. And I went to go say hi to him. And he just ignored me. So I didn’t talk to him for the whole year. My Best friend (at the time) was secretly dating him. She didn’t tell me after they broke up. But, at times I would sense that he liked her. I would come sit with her and he would give her his lunch at times. And he would only pay attention to her. So after awhile whenever her would come I would leave. Then quarantine started. And me and him started talking again. We both would bring up many memories we had. Then I asked “be honest ,Did you rlly not like me when I said I did” he kind of dodged the question. But then he told me he liked me. And I was confused. So then I said “what about my bestfriend?” The he said something about them having a fall out. I didn’t like him ,but I wanted to give him the taste of his own medicine. So I lied and told him I liked him back. After awhile he got with best friend again. But he doesn’t look as happy or she doesn’t even know half of the things Ik. So if JAYDEN SCOTT GUSMAN IS READING THIS. TY FOR BREAKING MY HEART ,CAUSE NOW I AM HAPPIER THAN EVER. I DONT NEED YOU AND IDC IF YOU GET BACK WITH SHERLYN I DINT NEED YOU OR HER. GO GET MARRIED HAVE KIDS IDC CAUSE I WILL BE SO SUCCESSFUL YOU WATCH!
I constantly come to these songs to share all my hurt and I get nothing out of it except more hurt. I've been having it rough for the past year or two and a month ago was about to be the last straw. It's getting worse and better at the same time.. I'm alive and thankful God is keeping me here. I believe in God because I want a purpose in life and with all this hurt I want to be loved by someone even if I can't see them.. just like i want her-
The pain doesn't stop but you can overcome it. Just dont forget where you were to keep pushing forward. One day you'll look back and see how far you've come
i’ve never been through a break up before or have had a partner, but i did have a couple bsf breakups. one actually happed like last week. i’ve known her for only 5 months and we got in touch bc we both ran fan accounts for the same person. we got really close in those 5 months and i me and her swore that we were gonna move in together. she said on new years that she’s never had an online bsf that had lasted this long. well that’s all out the window now because not even a week later she just left like that. i should have seen the red flags tbh. she unfriended me bc i passed her crush on snap. she did this weekly. i get it. her crush is 100% more important than me. her happiness was way more important than mine. even though we barely knew each other for a while, i miss her so fucking much. i pray every night that she comes back to me. i miss her and i wanna work things out again and i wanna reach out to her to see if we could make it happen again but i’m too scared to do so. zoey if you’re reading this, i’m sorry. and i love you.
My cactus passed away this weekend. I kept over watering it. i miss you so much Max and I hope to see you in heaven when i’m up there. Let this be a lesson to you. If you love someone too much don't water it all the time or something.
TW:coming back each month saying what is controlling me atm. oct: anxiety, jealousy, attention. nov:anxiety, depression, sh. dec:anxiety. jan: may: hello, yes its been a long time since I had recorded for each month, but just know the months I didnt record for was the worst I've ever been. I am very grateful that I am doing MUCH better. I've stopped sh, I got my grades up, and I am much happier. please, stay, if I can do it, you can do it too. it gets better i promise.
The worst type of pain is loving someone who doesn't even exist, you can't confess to them, and you cant get rejected and move on, it's an endless cycle of tears.
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He specifically said "DONT RAIN ON ME"
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@@ItsHAYDN lmao would love that
@@ItsHAYDN XDD
I literally haven't gotten ads for 17 songs. I think TH-cam knows I'm sad.
the next thing you hear is THIS SENTENCE IS GRAMMATICALLY CORRECT BUT ITS WORDY AND HARD TO READ
@@simpiebaka1797 nyeeees
@@Ownlight11111 xD
@@harapecoryo4034 sussy baka
the mix of everything I love
^^
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
You love buckets that’s kinda weird
@@kyl3r6___29 listen, sometimes a bucket is all a man needs to feel himself again. Especially if it’s from KFC.
Yes, Joji, will he, rain, slowed and reverb holds all of my love
I think the worst part is not even knowing what your upset about anymore
This. Just so lost
There is a lot and you just are numb to it all
Frrrrr😣
I can't cry or afford my meds
literally me rn
I'm too young to feel like this.
That’s what my parents say
It does still hurts, i can't help it
that’s what I feel like...
life is shit.
Me siento igual
I can feel this beat in my heart and that makes it hurt more
ugh same
@@Lemarxn I’m iisdi
I remember that feeling
Will he describes this moment in my life so well. I was with this girl for 9 months, we were so close. I have never fell for someone like i fell for her. I didn't believe in soul mates, but holy shit now I do. She moved and we both knew the distance wasn't working so we took a break. Less then a couple days later she got with the guy that lived right by me. And was making out in the movies. Suddenly the distance didn't matter and she was over there every weekend.That shit hurt so much, they dated for a few months. Then she had to go to the hospital and was in a really rough spot and he broke up with her on her way to the hospital, saying "I can't sit here and watch you hurt yourself" Less then a couple months later she committed suicide.
She thought she needed him. She sent him paragraph after paragraph when she died, she thought she could not live without him.
Let this be a lesson to you. There are so many other people that care about you and love you even if you think they don't or that there isn't anyone there. I love you, and so many other people, even if you don't know them. Do not waste your life on something stupid. "Pain is temporary, the decision you are about to make will hurt your family and friends forever."
Never give up.
im sorry man. i love u.
God damn man I'm sorry
stay strong brother, its all a part of gods plan
@@alexa-lq6jw gods plan? thats a good one.
@@alexa-lq6jw some events in your life happen that will make you question the existence of a god.
Lyrics :
I got knots all up in my chest (up in my chest, up in my chest)
Just know, I'm trying my best (I'm trying my best)
'Cause, when you look (when you look)
When you laugh (when you laugh)
When you smile (when you smile)
I'll bring you back (bring you back)
And now I'm sad (now I'm sad)
And I'm a mess (and I'm a mess)
And now we high (now we high)
That's, why I left (why I left)
That's, why I left
Will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips? (my lips, my lips, my lips)
Will your shadow remember the swing of my hips? (my hips, my hips, my hips)
Will your lover caress you the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did)
Will you notice my charm, if he slips up one bit? (one bit)
'Cause I don't need to know
I just wanna make sure you're okay (okay)
I don't need to know
I just wanna make sure you're all safe
All safe, all safe
Will he play you those songs, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did)
Will he play you so strong, just the way, that I did? (I did)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Will he treat you like shit, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did)
'Cause I don't blame ya
'Cause I don't need to know
I just want to make sure you're okay (okay)
I don't need to know
I just want to make sure you're all safe
Okay so imma come back every month to see how far I've gone
September: I'm feeling pretty down
October:my dog had to be put down so life's pretty shitty atm
November:hey sorry for not updating, its just school is stressing me out and my parents are giving me a hard time because of my grades
December :Life is going surprisingly good despite covid, spending time with my family is fine i guess
Goodbye
It's okay buddy we are here for you, don't feel down for too long
We all feel down homie you’re not alone . stay strong
its october luv,how are you doing?
i hope youre feeling better🥺🥰
ayo come back u need to update
I have school in the morning but I’d rather stay up and listen to music
me every day be like
I do that all the time
me always
Now this guy gets it
it's been 2 years I think this video should be more popular than this it deserves more plays
it hits different at night
yeah 5 am here lol
Thank you
MK_ULTRA i Want to like but its on
69 likes tho..
Maria Mona you can now
Can u fix my brain mk_ultra
BananaCupkakes just listen to the music and everything is gonna be alright for at least 4 minutes
Yeah, kinda
My dog of 14 year passed away this weekend. he passed peacefully in his sleep. i miss you so much Max and I hope to see you in heaven when i’m up there
thanks for the love guys
Just don’t go to heaven too soon🖤
jesus that made me cry, i hope your doing okay, dont go to heaven just yet tho
Hiw you know your going to heaven??
Dude, so sorry for your loss. I feel you since i got a pet. It is like a human being but he will be good in heaven. He will rest in peace.
oh no
i remember being really depressed over a girl and going out for walks hoping something magical to happen, but shit got so fucked that on night on my way back to home i was listening to this song and starting to cry as the snow of december was falling and i turned the corner an literally seeing her with another dude and at this point i was baiscally limping cuz it was so hard to carry on. It was hard and it still is. I love to listen to joji for his beatiful fkn music yet i can not deny its dangerous to listen to it. life is full of pain misery if you choose it to be and people can get addicted to being sad.
I am at nowhere, confused, scared, sad and i dont know what to do.
i was going to write that "whom-ever is reading ur not alone" but i can not. its the truth but its that kind of truth you wont do anything with.
i can ramble endlessly and get nowhere so i will finish with this.
Dear Joji,
your music too beautiful for this world and i does not deserve you.
Note: anyone notice that while jojis music is so beautiful, yet it actually does not describe the beauty in this world or the beauty inside people but the ugly ironic truth.
u not alone.
Dame thing happen to me but she liked annother guy but i was waiting for to like me back like a puppy waiting at the door for their owner to come back then i see her talking and laughing with my freind and they would cuddle and hug each other
i’m so proud of how far you’ve gotten, please continue to push through this. i promise u it is not the end. it gets so much better, i guarantee that. i love u, u can do it💜💜
@@kawaiibutt1896 thankyou
Keep pushing mate, we all been there at some point the things will eventually get better, someone will really value and love the way you are, if they don't... Do it for yourself, i know the loneliness feeling may not be the best but sometimes is better than someone hurting you or making you feel lonely, stay strong
romanticizing death the way I used to romanticize you. I miss you.
damn this hit hard hope ur doing alr
Duck power it’d be a lie of me to say i felt different. still feeling this way. appreciate you tho
most underrated comment I've ever seen..hope you doing good man
Hope ur doing better bud.
@@bruhmesucc i wish i could say i was. i appreciate you, hope you’re doing well yourself.
I just want to feel my mothers love, I want a hug
Felt
joji + slowed +*RAINING* = fly in the heaven
And to my therapist's office :(
There are certain songs that my mind will always associate with periods of my life, and this song is associated with when I attempted to end my life... yet it always brings me so much peace... the spin on it gives it even more power. Love what you did with this song.
hope your alive and strong man
This version hit harder than the original >~
underrated
"same thing make us laugh make us cry"
-big smoke
Have you ever felt so lonely that you felt like you were losing your mind?
Because I do :(
sometimes people feeling this way nothing wrong with you babe xoxo
i’m screaming inside my own body , screaming on the top of my lungs but no one can hear me ...
I can relate...
Cozmics bettt
i understand sweetheart...youre not alone. i can hear you. and I love you.
screaming on you but S is silent
Screaming but S in silent
I love this person.. Im in love with them.. But after we broke up, they got into it with the other person while I stayed single, fell apart and just begged the universe to have that love again. The person I know that they are getting in to it with doesn’t like me at all. They tell me they aren’t seeing anyone. But, I don’t trust them, I think they just don’t want to tell me because they know Im fragile. But this thing is.. All I’m waiting for is for them to come forward and choose.
I almost want to just text them and say choose them. Because if you really loved me I wouldn’t be an option.
damn. felt this. you're not alone. :)
They?
Man I thought I wouldn't get back to this point but I'm back here again. Life hits with hard times when you least expect it. Hits harder when you do expect it.
I wish I could think of something to say. Something sympathetic, something human - Mark Renton
when your parents say
"you're 13, what do you have to be depressed about?"
legit everything but aight sis 💀
IKR
even if shit's "hormonal" or "a phase" that doesn't mean i should be invalidaated, my pain isnt fucking fake just because im 13
Yall should look back at this comment after 5-6 years bruuuuh
This song is the definition of “Sad in a way that feels good and doesn’t really hurt”
this is what i live for
not a single dislike. much deserved
not me, but now he get it
69 dislikes now though ayy
To much has been going on....I’ve needed this
This is what heaven sounds like.
Giving me very much nostalgia vibes. I love it.
I've genuinely never fell for someone the way I fell for him. He left me after 10 months because I was annoying then dated my friend he told me not to worry about 3 days later. I just miss him man I don't wanna feel like this anymore
“some days it takes a lot of work just to be okay.”
beautiful
Joji é magnífico.
Yo did I just hear thunder behind me this is already a masterpiece
you’re an angel for making this✨ thank you sm💜
Thank you for this
This is absolutely epic
I can play dis all night
I got knots all up in my chest (up in my chest, up in my chest)
Just know, I'm trying my best (I'm trying my best)
'Cause, when you look (when you look)
When you laugh (when you laugh)
When you smile (when you smile)
I'll bring you back (bring you back)
And now I'm sad (now I'm sad)
And I'm a mess (and I'm a mess)
And now we high (now we high)
That's, why I left (why I left)
That's, why I left
Will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips? (my lips, my lips, my lips)
Will your shadow remember the swing of my hips? (my hips, my hips, my hips)
Will your lover caress you the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did)
Will you notice my charm, if he slips up one bit? (one bit)
'Cause I don't need to know
I just wanna make sure you're okay (okay)
I don't need to know
I just wanna make sure you're all safe
All safe, all safe
Will he play you those songs, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did)
Will he play you so strong, just the way, that I did? (I did)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Will he treat you like shit, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did)
'Cause I don't blame ya
'Cause I don't need to know
I just want to make sure you're okay (okay)
I don't need to know
I just want to make sure you're all safe
This would be on my last playlist of my life 🥺🔥
the piano at the start of the song is very comforting to me
Will he love me?
Will he treat me right?
Will he hug me how I want to be?
Will he be there for me on my bad days?
Me- he will
Thoughts- yeah right
There are still good people out there I just know there are. There has to be. Hopefully atleast
SKSKFKFN ITS 12 am and THE THUNDER GAVE ME A PANIC ATTACK 😭🤣
This way is the only way I listen to this song and it just brings something out of me every time ✨
Love this fr homie
This video takes me back to a day back in 2020 where I was so happy & excited because I was gonna see my crush & I was watching this specific video....now I'm just thinking about how better things were before & how badly I miss the past, her & how she used to make me feel :/
Thank you, I would love a loop of this.
this single image... i dont know how or why but it reminds me of the times i was in the philippines... the bucket, the little cement bridge, the cobblestone layed road... it gived that sense that im there-
i love the prelude so much
It be the people that do you wrong need you the most..let that sink in.
I remember this song a lot when I was walking alone at night seeing the engagement rings that I had bought 2 months before my 3-year-old girlfriend cheated on me and I wondered how someone you loved so much becomes your living hell. this was in January.
Keep your mind in hell and do not despair.
This might hurt now, it may drive you paranoid or insane, but it is all temporary.
Everyone come and go eventually, no one is special after some time.
Death awaits us all...
Don’t listen to that other comment but It’s gonna be okay my guy you got this surround yourself with better people/ a group of people who don’t like being stagnant and who will push you to do better and don’t hate her for it appreciate the time you were with her everyone comes into our life rather to teach us or we(u) teach them something but now you know that she’s not the one so take some time to grow mentally and figure out what type of woman you want
shouldnt be dating a year 3 anyways, man.
this is f*cking perfection
The worst is when your friends don't even understand why you're still upset..
I needed this , thankyou
I'm in love
i’m teleporting this is so good
This is literally so amazing
Always come back to this song when feeling mellow
Eu tô calmo, tranquilo. Dormi bem, oito horas de sono sem pesadelos. Eu estou preparado, pronto para cumprir minhas funções da melhor forma possível. Eu estou focado apenas no essencial, alheio a todo o resto. Só vou tomar decisões pragmáticas. Não vou me permitir distrações levianas. Não vou me permitir pensar em coisas não importantes. Eu não vou depender de ninguém e nem de nada. Não vou estar sujeito a erros.
As soon as the song started I started getting mad goosebumps-
BRUH 0:09 I THOUGHT MY AC WAS BROKEN
i love joji
i love will he
i love slowed songs
and i love rain…AHHHH
this just sounds amazing with the rain
Guys don’t be sad over a breakup too many sensitive people man there’s plenty of fish in the sea always work on yourself take that anger/sadness out at the gym go grind for money on your purpose. Crying over a boy or girl won’t get you anywhere get over it never overthink about it because you’re only hurting yourself…
Words from your big brother
In this case I am not a male I’m a female.I had a crush on this one guy. I was the only girl he would talk to. He would tell me secrets,his life and feelings. He would always come up to me , for advice or just to talk to. He would also defend me and would always believe me bc he knew I wasn’t lying. After I told him how I felt about him. He said that he liked me back ,but nothing happened between us. We would just flirt with each other here and there. After a while I realized he seemed he never express himself the way he used too. So I kind of got over him. I was ofc best friends with him but at times things would feel awkward and I never knew why. So one day I told him that i didn’t like him anymore. Then he tells me he was just lied to me that he liked me. I was shocked and I ignored him for a couple of days. After I was calmed down I went to talk to him but he ignored me. After awhile he started to talk to me. Our friendship fell apart. Then the next school year came. And I went to go say hi to him. And he just ignored me. So I didn’t talk to him for the whole year. My Best friend (at the time) was secretly dating him. She didn’t tell me after they broke up. But, at times I would sense that he liked her. I would come sit with her and he would give her his lunch at times. And he would only pay attention to her. So after awhile whenever her would come I would leave. Then quarantine started. And me and him started talking again. We both would bring up many memories we had. Then I asked “be honest ,Did you rlly not like me when I said I did” he kind of dodged the question. But then he told me he liked me. And I was confused. So then I said “what about my bestfriend?” The he said something about them having a fall out. I didn’t like him ,but I wanted to give him the taste of his own medicine. So I lied and told him I liked him back. After awhile he got with best friend again. But he doesn’t look as happy or she doesn’t even know half of the things Ik. So if JAYDEN SCOTT GUSMAN IS READING THIS. TY FOR BREAKING MY HEART ,CAUSE NOW I AM HAPPIER THAN EVER. I DONT NEED YOU AND IDC IF YOU GET BACK WITH SHERLYN I DINT NEED YOU OR HER. GO GET MARRIED HAVE KIDS IDC CAUSE I WILL BE SO SUCCESSFUL YOU WATCH!
Nice, girl. Fuck them.
@@meucanal9582 YES
Keep your head up queen!
this song just makes me feel some type of way.
I constantly come to these songs to share all my hurt and I get nothing out of it except more hurt. I've been having it rough for the past year or two and a month ago was about to be the last straw. It's getting worse and better at the same time.. I'm alive and thankful God is keeping me here. I believe in God because I want a purpose in life and with all this hurt I want to be loved by someone even if I can't see them.. just like i want her-
Honestly just vocalized everything I’m going through
Thank you very much for this
it has been two years since i found this song and now I feel it the most
this deserves to get more views
Gostei de+! ❤
im not sad this is just smooth af
The thunder makes it sound SO real through a speaker 😳😳
It’s been 4 years but the pain still hasn’t gone away
The pain doesn't stop but you can overcome it. Just dont forget where you were to keep pushing forward. One day you'll look back and see how far you've come
@@yungdrizzle69 thank you I’m trying to get myself back a little more every day :)
That thunder scared the shit out of me haha
Just so much pain bro
That thunder after he says "make sure you're all safe" hit deep
i’ve never been through a break up before or have had a partner, but i did have a couple bsf breakups. one actually happed like last week. i’ve known her for only 5 months and we got in touch bc we both ran fan accounts for the same person. we got really close in those 5 months and i me and her swore that we were gonna move in together. she said on new years that she’s never had an online bsf that had lasted this long. well that’s all out the window now because not even a week later she just left like that. i should have seen the red flags tbh. she unfriended me bc i passed her crush on snap. she did this weekly. i get it. her crush is 100% more important than me. her happiness was way more important than mine. even though we barely knew each other for a while, i miss her so fucking much. i pray every night that she comes back to me. i miss her and i wanna work things out again and i wanna reach out to her to see if we could make it happen again but i’m too scared to do so. zoey if you’re reading this, i’m sorry. and i love you.
This is really good, i like it
This song hurts so bad
Damn! This shiii makes you reevaluate life...💔🖤
Hella underrated
Oh, I feel sad
i got a very heavy feeling in my chest as soon as this started 😻✨🔫
Great job bro !!
Thank you ! :)
My cactus passed away this weekend. I kept over watering it. i miss you so much Max and I hope to see you in heaven when i’m up there.
Let this be a lesson to you. If you love someone too much don't water it all the time or something.
damn bro sorry for your loss
Shit that actually made me sad ayo bro get yourself another cactus and take care of it
TW:coming back each month saying what is controlling me atm.
oct: anxiety, jealousy, attention.
nov:anxiety, depression, sh.
dec:anxiety.
jan:
may: hello, yes its been a long time since I had recorded for each month, but just know the months I didnt record for was the worst I've ever been. I am very grateful that I am doing MUCH better. I've stopped sh, I got my grades up, and I am much happier. please, stay, if I can do it, you can do it too. it gets better i promise.
AYO u coming back yet ?
@@nalaysiagalloway9345 omg ty for reminding me
@@chloec5807 np
Coming back again ?
happy new years
now that's a vibe
this is perfect
I need help theres a video with the same background but you're outside a party and its raining
I know what vid ur talking about did U find it
@@sight7012 no not yet sadly
Remington Martin Bro I think I found it th-cam.com/video/iuw5mxHYz5g/w-d-xo.html
@@sight7012 it was slow dancing in the dark
The gif is from only yesterday
creo que tengo un vicio con los temas slowed aaaa
tiene que haber sentido alguno pk lloro kuando escucho este tema:(
that thunder came at the perfect time
This could be the real release, it's so well mixed
i'll be here for a few hours, don't mind me
The worst type of pain is loving someone who doesn't even exist, you can't confess to them, and you cant get rejected and move on, it's an endless cycle of tears.