@@toforos Non-dual philosophy states that reality is in fact a dream and we are all just one consciousness (or god) experiencing itself through different forms. Don't really believe it myself but its an interesting concept.
I felt that... I just wish she came back, and I'd hug her like I have never seen her in forever, and do that everyday cuz damn.... she is literally everything, she completed me
Sometimss I just sit in bed and think, “Where did all the time go, I was a kid having fun” and now i’m a highschooler and the stress is unreal. Yeah I have fun but it gets ruined the next day when I have to walk into class and see kids that I don’t like and that always annoy me. And the work is just piling up. Yeah I have a girlfriend but like, I only see her twice during the day and when I do, shes mostly with her friend and I don’t wanna bother her. I hugged her this morning and I didn’t wanna let go. But I had too.
dude, don't even stress about it, with everything going on, it's best to enjoy the moment rn and stop reminiscing on the past, it's gone, there's nothing we can do about it. i look back to my high school days and you're still in it, enjoy it while you can man honestly
"Hold me in your arms, And tell me that it's okay. Tell me that I'll get better, and that I'll be able to feel love again someday. Tell me I'm still human, and that I still have a heart, Because all of this emptiness inside is tearing me apart. This nothingness hurts more than any scratch or cut, I feel it when my eyes are open, and even worse when they're shut. I find it hard to sleep, thanks to my restless brain. It feels like I'm stuck out in the cold, harsh rain. Please, let me in, and let me out of this storm. Because my heart feels cold, and is desperate to feel warm. All I've ever wanted was to feel Love. That warmth. That light. That sense of being whole. Now it feels like there's just the painful darkness in my cold, and empty soul." Something that's been on my mind for a while now. It sounds stupid, and cheesy, I know. But those first few lines just kept repeating itself over & over again, and I just want to get it out of my head...
Daniel Sloss Jigsaw. Its on netflix. Don't let that happen again. Don't fall in love with an illusion. Fall in love with someone for who they are. Fall in love with 100% of them, the good and the bad. If you are not in love with everything that person is made of, you do not love them. That doesn't mean you should force yourself to love bad things. It means, if you truly love someone, nothing can get between you. Your love will be as easy as fucking breathing.
Hi! I’m Daniel my mom was a therapist for a long time and I’ve been through many hard relationships with women obviously that’s a little different but it is in the same book and whether you believe me or not it does get better and if he’s really a illusion to you then you don’t really love him and your better without him
I miss hanging out with her and just having fun but I know that it’ll never be the same again because in this world we now are nothing more than strangers with amazing memories 🌌
I want her to be happy, but at the same time I don't want to hear about it, because I can't be with her. Maybe I wanted too much. Maybe we'll meet again, years down the line, on a night flight to Osaka. Maybe then I'll be able to say I wanted u.
these comments hit , my girl left me for no reason. We got a place together and everything and all of sudden she leaves me the day after Christmas. So I lay here in the bed we used to share and think about the good memories we had . But nothing but strangers now.
@@joshuagaravito1676 this comment hurt me to read .. i’m so sorry. idk you at all obviously but (almost) nobody deserves to be abandoned like that, ik the pain myself. you made that comment 11 months ago so i’m hella late & don’t know how you’re holding up now but i truly hope you found solace within the situation & have since happily moved on to a better chapter within your life without her. sometimes the lowest points in our lives can end up being a blessing in disguise.
Exactly mistakes happen. I feel you I broke up with my girl and regretted it afterwards. We been on and off for a couple of years and I decided that everything was being forced so I cut the relationship. I felt hurt and that shit got to me looking back seeing everything could’ve been fixed and alright. But it’s too late. Pick your head up be strong and learn everything is gonna be fine. This a new chapter in your life so make the most of it now.
now she talks about him and the excitement in her voice when she speaks of him, the way her eyes lights up when she says his name or how she’d choose him over me in a heartbeat but I’ll always be her for you and I wouldn’t be selfish to let you ever feel an once of pain you’ve made me felt. I really with all my heart truly am happy you found someone for you I know because it use to be my name that makes ur face lights up and Ik never forget the smile on your face I’ll always be there for you, always.
Here I am Torn into a thousand shapes and folds Torn into a thousand ways, I know Fornicate inside your broken arms Before I throw a smile your way, no more I can't tell If all my answers correlate at all I'm telling you a thousand things I know I've been missing a long time To know I had to move I've been waiting my whole life To know I wanted you Are you feeling me slowly? You can take your time And I promise I won't lie We'll make it out alive I'm on trial I'm not so good at hiding lonesome truths You see it on my face when I turn blue So punish me, I'm hanging on your noose So pull me up so I can breathe with you I've been missing a long time To know I had to move I've been waiting my whole life To know I wanted you Are you feeling me slowly? You can take your time And I promise I won't lie We'll make it out alive
to know that you wanted someone, is so hard. and to know that they never really wanted you, hurts more. never in my life have i ever wanted someone as much as ive wanted you, d. you were a memory, a dream, i missed you, i hope you meet someone that you will love, and hope they love you back, but fuck man, i really wanted you.
I think it would be really really cool if that was the version in ballads 1 and he would’ve preform live with the “original” version. It just fit perfectly to me with the Joji persona.
The beginning sounds like a scene after a big fight with a close friend in a movie so bad you're each left bruised and bloody and are still thinking about how you betrayed eachother and if you should make up or not.
Every day is the fucking same. every day I disappoint my parents, get yelled at or grounded, drink or smoke the pain away into nothing, and sleep. there is no end to this cycle. it repeats itself every day and I want it to stop but it never does. I feel trapped and enclosed in a small box buried underground. The only variable is pain.
imagine this, same song playing, your driving at night by yourself pitch black outside, you go to the gas station, buy a drink, and drive in your car speeding on the highway only a few cars that you pass, until someone pulls up to you keeping the same speed. you guys race all night then you go separate ways as you stare at eachother and smile.. then you go home wishing you could see them again.
there is something about this song its so calming and i cant explain anything. i guess it gives off a numb feeling. also one to numb all the pain down.
Everyday just seems like an uphill climb nowadays. Every day, every problem, every encounter is like a single step in the stairway of life, stretching on and on for what feels like forever. It’s gotta get better soon though, it has too
see i dont really miss many people of my past but i miss the feeling, i was in eighth september- feb this man was my jam. i would take a hour bus ride from and to school and i didn't have much friends but my girlfriend (i've moved on from her and im so much more happier) but i miss that feeling of not having to worry about a thing. highschool is ass
Why wasnt i enough for her why couldn't i have helped her I just want her back in my life i was so happy with her and now I just feel empty and hopeless
graduating high school this year and it just feels surreal man. I finally feel like I'm free, but this freedom scares me. I don't know who the hell I am. I finally have to start taking responsibility for things and being an adult and I kind of just want to be back in 10th grade doing band and not giving a shit abt anything. back when I had time to just waste like that. it's just so uncertain and I'm gonna miss my few friends a lot
I'm afraid of my future, i'm afraid of not being what i really want to be it's really frustating, i've been holding it for months and i can finally write about it
This brings back deep nostalgia for me from the lockdown time in 2021. Waking up every morning for my video conferences and not participating in lessons. I was just listening to joji for hours while playing games with my teachers on lowered volume in the background… Every day felt like the same… The same lonely feeling and knowing that I’m all by myself, alone… At least I ripened in that time and found out what it means to appreciate the things you have because I did not have anyone or anything special… It has been a dark chapter of my life but I always get nostalgia when I hear any of my favourite joji songs from that time and slowed down wanted you just brings back that exact feeling… I hope to never return back to something like that in my lifetime but I am very positive that this won’t be the case especially because of my girl… Gosh I love her so much I really needed and wanted her and now she’s mine. I am so thankful to be able to be together with such an amazing person like you my Cindy. This girl has helped me with so much in my life and got everything straight. I am so happy with her and always want to be at her side… I really can’t explain how much I love her it really is magical… We have been brought together for a reason my love so I hope it stays that way forever… ThxCindy
i love this dude and i see so much potential in him hes kind and kind hes showed me things id probably wouldnt find by my self hes always there for me and i want to be there for him too but he doesnt open up easily ☹️ i love him with all my heart and i want him to know that like sometimes i ask my self am i even the one for him? or does he have eyes on someone else, whether he does or not i love him ❤️
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i don’t miss the old me. i miss the old feelings.
FR
i feel yA
everything just went downhill after 2018.
this
yeehaw on god 😔💯💯💯
The beginning sounds like me messing with fl studio
xD
so true tho
lmao
how do i add sounds lol, i cant even start a thing
@@nejishairfolicle1667 watch tutorials on yt :))
This makes me miss the old him... the one who used to actually loved me...
No one knows who you are lmao, frank hated everyone
Communist Conner not frank. i’m talking about someone else
damn
who?? jk
damm, that hit hard
Always preheat your cast iron pan before searing a steak
thank u
Thanks very much
Thank you for your kind words
Thanks, i always forget
Thank you
If only I could get a 10 hour version of this.
Right click on video, select loop. Voila!
@@addison4799 thanks man
everything feels like a dream.
@@toforos Non-dual philosophy states that reality is in fact a dream and we are all just one consciousness (or god) experiencing itself through different forms. Don't really believe it myself but its an interesting concept.
i miss him so much, what have i done.
You done fucked up
You done fucked up
You done fucked up
I felt that... I just wish she came back, and I'd hug her like I have never seen her in forever, and do that everyday cuz damn.... she is literally everything, she completed me
shut the fuck up
look at you. You’re so tired, but you’re not giving up. I’m so proud of you.
This really helped rn tysm I will love u forever
You don't even know me
ok
Thank you so much for this
Thanks random guy. I love you, too. I needed to hear this.
I don't know how I found Jojis music but I love it. The way its slowed down makes it sound good
filthy frank is joji thats how he got famous
I know how I found his music. It all started with a rat burrito.
Sometimss I just sit in bed and think, “Where did all the time go, I was a kid having fun” and now i’m a highschooler and the stress is unreal. Yeah I have fun but it gets ruined the next day when I have to walk into class and see kids that I don’t like and that always annoy me. And the work is just piling up. Yeah I have a girlfriend but like, I only see her twice during the day and when I do, shes mostly with her friend and I don’t wanna bother her. I hugged her this morning and I didn’t wanna let go. But I had too.
I miss being in elementary :(
This is why you get girls that like you and you didn’t pay you 10 year old sped
Boy o boy, I am curious how you're going to handle college if you already struggling with high school.
At least u dont have to worry about ur looks and shit like me
dude, don't even stress about it, with everything going on, it's best to enjoy the moment rn and stop reminiscing on the past, it's gone, there's nothing we can do about it. i look back to my high school days and you're still in it, enjoy it while you can man honestly
this makes me miss everyone i dont know
am i the only non "why did he leave" person here like
No, but for me it’s “why did she leave”
No he he
Nah I'm here too
It hurts when youll never have her no matter how hard you want it.
Stop ur making me cry😭
Amazon Box itll be ok. Maybe.
@@slur9256 nothing will ever be ok...
Amazon Box believe in it. I believe youll find someone one of these days.
@@slur9256 thx same goes to u🤘🏼😞
huh. i wish i was person i was before everyone made me change.
Ikr
This makes me sad about something that never happened 😭😭
David Guerrero it makes me sad about actual things in my life...
"Hold me in your arms,
And tell me that it's okay.
Tell me that I'll get better, and that I'll be able to feel love again someday.
Tell me I'm still human, and that I still have a heart,
Because all of this emptiness inside is tearing me apart.
This nothingness hurts more than any scratch or cut,
I feel it when my eyes are open, and even worse when they're shut.
I find it hard to sleep, thanks to my restless brain. It feels like I'm stuck out in the cold, harsh rain.
Please, let me in, and let me out of this storm.
Because my heart feels cold, and is desperate to feel warm.
All I've ever wanted was to feel Love. That warmth. That light. That sense of being whole.
Now it feels like there's just the painful darkness in my cold, and empty soul."
Something that's been on my mind for a while now. It sounds stupid, and cheesy, I know. But those first few lines just kept repeating itself over & over again, and I just want to get it out of my head...
I understand
That's beautiful. Hold on with the rest of us pal.
Holy shit dude
U ok?
Hey, please answer. Are you okay? Please be safe x
"Maybe I see everyone around me as perfect as I want to be..."
this makes me want something I have never needed
I miss the good old times of us, but now it’s different from what it was before...
I miss the illusion of him I’ve made
exactly how i feel.
Same man
t h i s
Daniel Sloss Jigsaw. Its on netflix. Don't let that happen again. Don't fall in love with an illusion. Fall in love with someone for who they are. Fall in love with 100% of them, the good and the bad. If you are not in love with everything that person is made of, you do not love them. That doesn't mean you should force yourself to love bad things. It means, if you truly love someone, nothing can get between you. Your love will be as easy as fucking breathing.
Hi! I’m Daniel my mom was a therapist for a long time and I’ve been through many hard relationships with women obviously that’s a little different but it is in the same book and whether you believe me or not it does get better and if he’s really a illusion to you then you don’t really love him and your better without him
why’s everyone sad
It’s life man
FR the whole comment section “why’d i break up with him” “i miss the old me” BRUH SHSNAJ
the song lmao the song
@@shaizlizzle because this song let us express our feelings already
Life is hard.... and unfair.
I miss him😢
My life feels empty and I feel unwanted by everyone. Everyone has better things to do than talk to me
Sup
yo
Dustin Stafford sup man
Workout and guitar
What's up man how you doing?
ok wow youtube, suggesting me actually good vids of things i like and letting me be early to the party?? bless this
nice pfp
I wonder how many people here know about papa franku..
A lot of people probably... I hope
🙏
I know I do I’ve known since the really old videos of him faking seizures and literally crossing every line possible man.😔
Personally I've been knowing papa since 6 years ago. I'm not an "og" as some ppl would say but I'm still proud i knew him back then.
Of course I do
thank you
this is a big mood
thank you so much for 1 like guys its so good to see you guys supporting me i am very thankful
Bruh that logo is racist tf get out
@@harleyjustice3167 stfu what’s racist about a Hindi god
i miss it when he didn’t push me away.
he might have done it for a reason
It's been 3 years, and i still love her
It’s been two for me, same thing… have things changed?
I miss hanging out with her and just having fun but I know that it’ll never be the same again because in this world we now are nothing more than strangers with amazing memories 🌌
I want her to be happy, but at the same time I don't want to hear about it, because I can't be with her. Maybe I wanted too much. Maybe we'll meet again, years down the line, on a night flight to Osaka. Maybe then I'll be able to say I wanted u.
these comments hit , my girl left me for no reason. We got a place together and everything and all of sudden she leaves me the day after Christmas. So I lay here in the bed we used to share and think about the good memories we had . But nothing but strangers now.
@@joshuagaravito1676 this comment hurt me to read .. i’m so sorry. idk you at all obviously but (almost) nobody deserves to be abandoned like that, ik the pain myself. you made that comment 11 months ago so i’m hella late & don’t know how you’re holding up now but i truly hope you found solace within the situation & have since happily moved on to a better chapter within your life without her. sometimes the lowest points in our lives can end up being a blessing in disguise.
So I waited an entire year for summer. To be with friends and family. To have fun. And yet I end up with this.
why did i break up with him
Exactly mistakes happen. I feel you I broke up with my girl and regretted it afterwards. We been on and off for a couple of years and I decided that everything was being forced so I cut the relationship. I felt hurt and that shit got to me looking back seeing everything could’ve been fixed and alright. But it’s too late. Pick your head up be strong and learn everything is gonna be fine. This a new chapter in your life so make the most of it now.
YUGEN幽玄ッ i did
Jose Pena sane got you man you got this ❤️
How am i supposed to know mary
Taro Welches LMAOO I-
*super mega ultimate giga **_depression_*
That beginning of changing to the guitar is crazy
i’ve been waiting my whole life
to know i wanted u.
now she talks about him and the excitement in her voice when she speaks of him, the way her eyes lights up when she says his name or how she’d choose him over me in a heartbeat but I’ll always be her for you and I wouldn’t be selfish to let you ever feel an once of pain you’ve made me felt. I really with all my heart truly am happy you found someone for you I know because it use to be my name that makes ur face lights up and Ik never forget the smile on your face I’ll always be there for you, always.
This makes me miss my old friends but things fall apart but i cant let them go just yet...
the comment section: *miss* something
I miss him so
ok i just got full upper body chills from this, but in a good way. The feels, man. still hurts to listen to though in a way, so i'm conflicted. idk
Here I am
Torn into a thousand shapes and folds
Torn into a thousand ways, I know
Fornicate inside your broken arms
Before I throw a smile your way, no more
I can't tell
If all my answers correlate at all
I'm telling you a thousand things I know
I've been missing a long time
To know I had to move
I've been waiting my whole life
To know I wanted you
Are you feeling me slowly?
You can take your time
And I promise I won't lie
We'll make it out alive
I'm on trial
I'm not so good at hiding lonesome truths
You see it on my face when I turn blue
So punish me, I'm hanging on your noose
So pull me up so I can breathe with you
I've been missing a long time
To know I had to move
I've been waiting my whole life
To know I wanted you
Are you feeling me slowly?
You can take your time
And I promise I won't lie
We'll make it out alive
Ur the best. Thank you for this
Glad you enjoy ^^
3am and vibing to this going thru old memories and feelings.nice.
I miss when there was no issues with him now it’s all messy 😔
For all you know there has always been issues and this is an outlet he found
Melissa Rivera it’ll get better :( trust me it will
@@ioio6983 tf
to know that you wanted someone, is so hard. and to know that they never really wanted you, hurts more. never in my life have i ever wanted someone as much as ive wanted you, d. you were a memory, a dream, i missed you, i hope you meet someone that you will love, and hope they love you back, but fuck man, i really wanted you.
i remember listening to this December 2019-April 2020. it just feels so nostalgic
like AMONG US. edit: that game is from the same time lol
0:08 just hits different like it’s sad but hot at the same time🖤
edit: imagine a loop for that part😍
The guitar riff it’s gut wrenching and I love it
I didn't love you, I loved the feeling of being loved by you.
I think it would be really really cool if that was the version in ballads 1 and he would’ve preform live with the “original” version. It just fit perfectly to me with the Joji persona.
im losing myself without her.
You know i want you
I’ve been waiting my whole life
It hits different
i didn't want to leave him cause i knew i'd miss the way he'd make me feel, but there was no fixing us.
this sounds so nice
ive been waiting my whole life to know i wanted u
i miss when i was happy, accepted. maybe i should go back to being fake.
story of my life
✨eargasm✨
why was i not enough for u? :(
the memories... never leave.
I want him to hold me forever.
I've been waiting
I learned how to deal with my pain on my own im okay with getting hurt but i am not okay with hurting others.
It’s been six months since I last saw you, I miss you
isn't it sad
when u realized
every beautiful thing
gets ruined
The beginning sounds like a scene after a big fight with a close friend in a movie so bad you're each left bruised and bloody and are still thinking about how you betrayed eachother and if you should make up or not.
Every day is the fucking same. every day I disappoint my parents, get yelled at or grounded, drink or smoke the pain away into nothing, and sleep. there is no end to this cycle. it repeats itself every day and I want it to stop but it never does. I feel trapped and enclosed in a small box buried underground. The only variable is pain.
i miss her bro
i miss how he was present in my life, now we are just two strangers who know too much about each other
this.
This is angelic
I didn't know I could still feel.
Thank you for this. ♡
This song is what loving her feels like
imagine this, same song playing, your driving at night by yourself pitch black outside, you go to the gas station, buy a drink, and drive in your car speeding on the highway only a few cars that you pass, until someone pulls up to you keeping the same speed. you guys race all night then you go separate ways as you stare at eachother and smile.. then you go home wishing you could see them again.
I’ve done that before went home crying because that was the best night I had in years 😕
*_SLOWED_* is perfection…
I miss him
.
same.
Man when u cant feel anything anymore... just an emptiness
i feel you man, not sad, not happy, just empty..
there is something about this song its so calming and i cant explain anything. i guess it gives off a numb feeling. also one to numb all the pain down.
I already got nostalgia from this song, jus remembering how different everything was literally 2 years ago
This almost blew up my subwoofer lol good shit
him. its just...him.
I don’t know who needs to hear this but you are valid and you are loved... you’ll get through this :’)
U too 🙌
thanks wee wee
this is soo good
here before 1 mil
Everyday just seems like an uphill climb nowadays. Every day, every problem, every encounter is like a single step in the stairway of life, stretching on and on for what feels like forever. It’s gotta get better soon though, it has too
i miss the old me ..
im genuinely so exhausted.
excellent than all musics
see i dont really miss many people of my past but i miss the feeling, i was in eighth september- feb this man was my jam. i would take a hour bus ride from and to school and i didn't have much friends but my girlfriend (i've moved on from her and im so much more happier) but i miss that feeling of not having to worry about a thing. highschool is ass
This is the best version
Why wasnt i enough for her why couldn't i have helped her I just want her back in my life i was so happy with her and now I just feel empty and hopeless
ngl wathing this high af in a basement with a speaker and one red light fucking smacks.
this just proves I'm stuck in my head, I'm overthinking it all 😔
>;(
I miss not being able to cry.
graduating high school this year and it just feels surreal man. I finally feel like I'm free, but this freedom scares me. I don't know who the hell I am. I finally have to start taking responsibility for things and being an adult and I kind of just want to be back in 10th grade doing band and not giving a shit abt anything. back when I had time to just waste like that. it's just so uncertain and I'm gonna miss my few friends a lot
what have i done man....
i listen and cry to this when i'm super stressed at everything and just wanna let things all out
I'm afraid of my future, i'm afraid of not being what i really want to be it's really frustating, i've been holding it for months and i can finally write about it
I feel u... I know we can through this
same dude. I’m afraid of failing in life and end up on the streets with no family.
I miss the old me man, I’ve been thru sm this year, I jus hope the pain goes away soon.
The pain never left 😹😹😹😹
This brings back deep nostalgia for me from the lockdown time in 2021. Waking up every morning for my video conferences and not participating in lessons. I was just listening to joji for hours while playing games with my teachers on lowered volume in the background…
Every day felt like the same… The same lonely feeling and knowing that I’m all by myself, alone… At least I ripened in that time and found out what it means to appreciate the things you have because I did not have anyone or anything special…
It has been a dark chapter of my life but I always get nostalgia when I hear any of my favourite joji songs from that time and slowed down wanted you just brings back that exact feeling…
I hope to never return back to something like that in my lifetime but I am very positive that this won’t be the case especially because of my girl…
Gosh I love her so much I really needed and wanted her and now she’s mine. I am so thankful to be able to be together with such an amazing person like you my Cindy.
This girl has helped me with so much in my life and got everything straight. I am so happy with her and always want to be at her side… I really can’t explain how much I love her it really is magical… We have been brought together for a reason my love so I hope it stays that way forever…
ThxCindy
i’m in love with a guy ik i can’t have 💀
same :,)
same
I miss him
i love this dude and i see so much potential in him hes kind and kind hes showed me things id probably wouldnt find by my self hes always there for me and i want to be there for him too but he doesnt open up easily ☹️ i love him with all my heart and i want him to know that like sometimes i ask my self am i even the one for him? or does he have eyes on someone else, whether he does or not i love him ❤️