What I experienced through this jurney - 1. Have to go through Ego death several times. 2. Letting go of illusions about myself, other people, letting go of expectations, that the world will be in a particular way towards me. 3. Letting go of attachments - this is hard - you have to be ok with a feeling that you can be ok with loosing EVERYTHING. only then you can see yourself and your own strengths and weeknesses. 4. Psychology education has helped me a lot, knowledge how trauma works what is the processes. Therapy also has done a lot for me. Honestly I think noone can solve this trauma work without proper psychology knowledge and guidance. It is just not possible, your mind will trick you in all possible ways. Basics are - understanding your psyche parts - Inner Child - as this part contains all emotions and traumas and is hidden in Lymbic system, the uncounsiosness; Inner parent - your awarness and the grown up part, who has to be able to hear, listen, love and support the Inner Child; establish relationship between these two parts. This is essential, as this is your core, resources, without this connection you will not be able to fully understand and connect to your emotions and heal. 5. Constant awareness, self reflections, self compation and compation towards other people - this is a work with your Inner and Outer critic. 5. Read a lot of psychology books about PTSD, traumas, "Reparenting yourself" method. 6. Establish relationship with your Inner guides.
Only through the destruction was I able to heal myself! ❤️🔥 Thank you for your knowledge Jeremiah. I truly appreciate you, your Channel and your purpose!
Very clarity giving video. I'm so glad I now have better words and clearer concepts for some of the hells I've been through in this life. I was literally flittering in a dark field of death, telling myself that it was a butterfly field from ages 5 to 14 whilst being emotionally starved. I did that out of fear. I was stuck being around and interacting with people who were like the living dead hungry for flesh, who would smile in my face and act nice all for my flesh. I became a dead beat after a while of being aware of that. I physically couldn't study and perform as well as everyone else in school and in my life, I even became uncontrollably socially awkward with a lot of the people around me, because a higher part myself knew and felt those people weren't meant to be a part of my true life; I physically couldn't bring myself to connect with them. Things just fell away, and I forfeited trying to make myself likeable to everyone by giving up on being smart enough, talented enough and 'confident' enough. So many people to this day, pivot confidence and being a 'good person' on material gains alone. Most of the time, it's just audacity that has enabled someone to be a 'winner', not deeper inner work and acknowledgement of the shadows.
I feel it... I went through something similar, and it was literal Hell on Earth. Awkwardness is a huge part of my artificial persona built from abuse and neglect...
Big Qlippothick energy pattern in my life. I have been spiritually guided/intuitively drawn to these Truths, but only through your videos do I understand the terms and labels and how to learn, understand, hold, know, and then transmute and alchemize them for the Highest Good. Thank you for helping me understand the structure of the force I have carried for so long. Its like I can Frickin breathe for a second, knowing it’s possible.🙏🏼It’s like I exist as the dark primordial feminine and now can grasp at the concrete existence of The Mountain /Home/ Foundation that I Am. 🖤🙏🏼 The way you break it down into bites I can swallow is 🤌🏼✨ Qlippothic energy got me broke and isolated AF😂😭🤷🏼♀️🖤🔥 Once I reclaim the parts of me who believe She is worthy (AKA reclaim financial stability😘🔥🎀, I will definitely be subscribing to tier 3 and reach out for a chat/mentorship 🖤🙏🏼 I would absolutely love to work with you
It’s definitely right on time for this subject. I released an 11-part video last week, to share some experiences in the Qliphoth,in response to a request in the comments from another High Level Mage
I have struggled through eight years of spiritual darkness and trauma. my entire life was entangled with it but through that eight years it was a living hell. Now it has come to the point where there is no darkness outside that touch’s my life, Only from within does it come now but it feels like respite not completion. Thank you for your guidance.
Thank you so much! This came at the right time. I have been really struggling to let go of an attachment that is threatening to destroy my spiritual journey
Thankyou for your work and service Jeremiah, i've been dragged to hell n back more times than i care to count, will be nice to go there eyes open of my own free will
This is written directly to Mr. Schwartz; I recently left a very negative comment on two of your videos, basically insinuating that you were a snake oil salesman pushing out vague takes on complicated subjects for money, but I’ve been watching your videos for about a week now and I wanted to apologize. I think the first few videos I watched were very vague, and by themselves I felt you were misleading people, but your channel overall (especially this video) is extremely insightful and I’m now an admirer of your work. Thank you for shedding light on these taboo topics such as infernal work and exposing them for what they really are; which is healing. Again, my apologies for the negative comments and I’m now subscribed. 😊
Respectfully, You should go back and delete or clarify those comments. This is valuable information and your old negative comments could misguide and steer someone in the wrong direction. Let’s steer our fellow black brothers and sisters in the right way and support each other through this difficult initiation as well as this awesome channel ❤️🔥
I have not worked on the qlippoth but I have definitely been working on healing and diving deeper into my self to dig up my traumas to heal them. Your videos really helped me get to this point in my growth period.
I am currently dealing with these things. I am under the awareness of the fundamental reasonings behind these situations I do feel as if I am stuck at times however I keep pushing through although you mentioned that you can burnout so I am stepping back and allowing myself to be deeper within the situations within my life I have just begun this journey not to long ago maybe a couple of weeks but your video has opened my eyes to a better understanding
12:15 Just before you saw the spider I had one come boogieing down the porch rail toward me. As I’m asking it…’Hey, where are going so fast?’ I hear you say there is a spider.
Hello, I would like to thank you in advance for giving all of us your knowledge. I have been wanting to learn more about the occult and I have had a difficult time finding information. You have given a lot of information that I understand. Thank you in advance.
Your video certainly got my attention, though I have never heard of, nor seen you before, or heard of the "Qlipoff". But I haven't really delved too deeply into things of an Occult nature, because I would be lying to you if I said I wasn't leery of such things, though I DO have an intense curiosity of such things as well. I DO also have a vague awareness of the Kabala, and even have books on the subject that I have yet to read. I will have to watch a few more of your videos to get a better "feel" for you though. But I did watch this video in its entirety and found it interesting. I like to consider myself SOMEWHAT "receptive", but as far as getting COMPLETELY in touch with my "feminine side", I believe I am a LONG WAY away from wanting to undergo gender reassignment surgery!!
You don't need gender reassignment to be in touch with the feminine side :"D Feminine energy is the concept of all that 'femininity' has ever been associated with ever since mankind first learnt to tell tales of gods and goddesses, and recognised the 'magic' or rather 'power' in nature in this world; when people first saw their similarities with the natural world around them. So think cats, snakes, mother earth, spring, water, fertile fields of flowers and greenery; that's feminine energy. These forms of life and nature are all embodiments of what 'feminine energy' is, they all have their own sacred abilities and powers which are all 'receptive'.
Hi Jer, can you talk about intuition and gut feelings? because I struggle a lot with that, sometimes I would think to myself that I'm just being an asshole and judging ppl when I don't know the truth but I feel it in my gut that something is wrong and weird abt these ppl but I let it slide and I always ended up get fcked, I put myself in a situation I don't wanna be in because I feel guilty to feel some type of way abt ppl but soon I was proven why I shouldn't be around them, trust them or doing this thing in the first place. I consider myself as being tolerant, maybe there's an element of ignorance and stupidness in me that just being naive, too kind, and too humble that ppl would treat me however they want and not be able to express my emotions because they'll look at me like I'm crazy, too much, paranoid, and everything is wrong about me feeling the way I feel, say or be what I wanna be. this is long but I hope you understand, I'm young, and I live, learn, made mistakes, and grow from them, I'm curious what your opinions about this since you were older than me and you seem like have a bit if not more experience like this. how to trust yourself, your guts, and intuition, I guess that's what I'm tryna say, thank you very much, wish you a wonderful day!
Demons and angels or gods are an archetype to one’s inner world subconscious triggers and trauma they are a means to explore one’s inner world thank you ALL ❤️💚🧡♌️💎
I have a question for you I had an experience that I don’t have enough room to discuss right now but initiates of the flame book describes quite well do you have any information about what I experienced please and thank you
Ahh! Thanks for the anger! Cheers for the pain! How nice it is to finally feel again! I'll explain... We thought we were feeling clever We thought we were doing well And Snap! Back inside my personal living hell, Back to the poisoned chalice, Back to my polluted well, Back to the malice. Letting the ego dwell. Back to breathing fire, Feeling like the end of a bell, Body filled with rage. With no ability to quell. I am getting better. I am healing well. I'm not staying in this jail. My prison brain cell. I was out of my shell. Defeated my neurological cartel, I defeated my demons, Executed like military personnel. Crept up on them. One shot. Like Tom Clancy splinter cell. Maybe that's the problem, am I the infidel? Maybe I need to calm down, Take it down a decibel. Instead of execution, dialogue? Like Alexander, Graham Bell? For there is good inside the bad Inside the bad, there is good The good becomes the bad The bad becomes the good. The yin becomes the yang, The yang becomes the yin. If your trying to win the battle It's a battle you can't win. Befriend my demon mentors My dementors need a hug I wanna fucking hate them, Wanna Bury them under my rug... But they made me who I am And who i am I like.. If I listen to them patiently? Before the anger, before the spite? They're only protecting Tiny Tom, These facts have come to light, Very erudite, my minds a fucking bombsite Been treating it like marmite, ain't right, We know the day follows the night, That summer leads to winter Ignoring this is ignoring mental splinter So dementors come here I'm giving you a hug You ain't going nowhere I'll smother you with love We don't see eye to eye, My favourite bed bug So, thankyou for the anger Thankyou for the pain It is actually quite nice to finally feel again You need the whole palette, all the frequencies Love and pain are partners The biggest synergies
First off. Go to therapy it will help you and youll meet people your supposed too. But really on the spiritual side most of us ignore along with mental health. He's really not lying tho😂❤ But i just went thru this and triggered alot of others to go down thier paths and im just glad knowing everything thats been revealed im not alone at all and there is a community of people like this❤ but yes rock bottom and full surrender multiple times but everything is clear
The bird looks to me like a snake misjudged the size and had to regurgitate I know this because I had an issue with a snake that was killing my young chickens and guineas. It is quit common not sure if it is just not easy prey and the snake is hungry enough to see of they can eat it anyway. Or if they are b efore a shed and can not see to well . Or just angry like I deemed the snake that took out near a dozen of my chicks .
just read today plato thught original humans had 4 or more arms 2 or more heads and like 4 or more legs? inbetween dream and waking i was looking at myself and i felt a "sprital grief / joy crying thing" about how just EVIL those that stole and got 80 QUADRILLION dollars and just how much scum they are as was "crying" i saw a bright white glow enamate thughtout whole body (couldent move head to look as was inbetween sleep and wake) but i saw my right arm having 4 hands looking like a "4d" being. also i can see a faint glow (sometimes white sometimes grey sometimes black) when i look at my arms and sometimes legs thugh closed eyes. i tried to see if its just the eyelids are thin and tried blindfolding and could still see the "glow"
This makes so much sense. I’ve been conditioned to think feelings are scary, and that the world is dangerous and that others are to blame because of these negative feelings. So when this energy came up, I thought something was attacking me, even my family. Omg this is so good.
I was assured I am ready. BUT, on the level of having mental health issues during initiation: Let's say I keep finding myself in the psyche ward for depression or anger issues or my life is going down the drain or some gonad in swimming trunks gets a five-finger discount on my Mexican Coca-Cola, and I FULLY UNDERSTAND that this is par for the course and just roll with the frustration and all that, am I at least on the proper track? Tsk... 2:22 on my phone clock. I am terribly imbalanced. I suppose I'll be on the lookout for clues then. In summary though, Qlippothic initiation sounds a lot like a... concentrated shadow work course? Got a better simile for it? On the note of shadow work though, what are your thoughts on using psychoactive substances with the intent of introspection and communication with the inner self? I've used cannabinoids (spelling?) to let my hyper-masculine and controlling ego rest so I can ride out the mental state and address some inner things, also with the help of demons and music.
Hey Jeremiah it's me Benjamin right now we cannot do the reading because my a lot of bad things have been happening and my mom phone got stolen I realized that you were my friend not my enemy I know we have things in common with our childhood and stuff please do not text that number because it may be shut down by the phone company or something I hope my mom will get a new phone soon please do not let that money go to waste on someone who is a criminal the phone may not work or even if it did it would not me me please contact my dad and see how we can schedule for an appointment for reading thank you for being my friend for this very terrible time I'm dealing with right now I hope you'll see this
The way you have put this topic forward is on point and couldn't be put in a better way. I've done some work with the tree of life when i was younger and have done what most would call," shadow work." over the past few years. Astaroth's sigil came to me when i was doing a meditation with Lucifer. Started researching Astaroth and found that she was associated with the Qlippoth. Researched more etc and ended up here. Just when you think there's not much more to do................ life throws you a massive curve ball.
I swear you are the only one on youtube TELLING AND SPEAKING normaly and straight forward instead of al those YAPPING people
What I experienced through this jurney -
1. Have to go through Ego death several times.
2. Letting go of illusions about myself, other people, letting go of expectations, that the world will be in a particular way towards me.
3. Letting go of attachments - this is hard - you have to be ok with a feeling that you can be ok with loosing EVERYTHING. only then you can see yourself and your own strengths and weeknesses.
4. Psychology education has helped me a lot, knowledge how trauma works what is the processes. Therapy also has done a lot for me. Honestly I think noone can solve this trauma work without proper psychology knowledge and guidance. It is just not possible, your mind will trick you in all possible ways.
Basics are - understanding your psyche parts - Inner Child - as this part contains all emotions and traumas and is hidden in Lymbic system, the uncounsiosness; Inner parent - your awarness and the grown up part, who has to be able to hear, listen, love and support the Inner Child; establish relationship between these two parts. This is essential, as this is your core, resources, without this connection you will not be able to fully understand and connect to your emotions and heal.
5. Constant awareness, self reflections, self compation and compation towards other people - this is a work with your Inner and Outer critic.
5. Read a lot of psychology books about PTSD, traumas, "Reparenting yourself" method.
6. Establish relationship with your Inner guides.
Well said!
Thank u this comment is GOLD 🪙
Only through the destruction was I able to heal myself! ❤️🔥
Thank you for your knowledge Jeremiah. I truly appreciate you, your Channel and your purpose!
Very clarity giving video.
I'm so glad I now have better words and clearer concepts for some of the hells I've been through in this life. I was literally flittering in a dark field of death, telling myself that it was a butterfly field from ages 5 to 14 whilst being emotionally starved. I did that out of fear. I was stuck being around and interacting with people who were like the living dead hungry for flesh, who would smile in my face and act nice all for my flesh. I became a dead beat after a while of being aware of that. I physically couldn't study and perform as well as everyone else in school and in my life, I even became uncontrollably socially awkward with a lot of the people around me, because a higher part myself knew and felt those people weren't meant to be a part of my true life; I physically couldn't bring myself to connect with them. Things just fell away, and I forfeited trying to make myself likeable to everyone by giving up on being smart enough, talented enough and 'confident' enough.
So many people to this day, pivot confidence and being a 'good person' on material gains alone. Most of the time, it's just audacity that has enabled someone to be a 'winner', not deeper inner work and acknowledgement of the shadows.
I feel it... I went through something similar, and it was literal Hell on Earth. Awkwardness is a huge part of my artificial persona built from abuse and neglect...
Important content for the occultist. Very appreciative of the knowledge / wisdom.
Big Qlippothick energy pattern in my life. I have been spiritually guided/intuitively drawn to these Truths, but only through your videos do I understand the terms and labels and how to learn, understand, hold, know, and then transmute and alchemize them for the Highest Good.
Thank you for helping me understand the structure of the force I have carried for so long. Its like I can Frickin breathe for a second, knowing it’s possible.🙏🏼It’s like I exist as the dark primordial feminine and now can grasp at the concrete existence of The Mountain /Home/ Foundation that I Am. 🖤🙏🏼
The way you break it down into bites I can swallow is 🤌🏼✨
Qlippothic energy got me broke and isolated AF😂😭🤷🏼♀️🖤🔥
Once I reclaim the parts of me who believe She is worthy (AKA reclaim financial stability😘🔥🎀, I will definitely be subscribing to tier 3 and reach out for a chat/mentorship 🖤🙏🏼 I would absolutely love to work with you
Your eyes are glowing differently Jer.🦚
Thank you for this excellent break down. You are a gem!
It’s definitely right on time for this subject. I released an 11-part video last week, to share some experiences in the Qliphoth,in response to a request in the comments from another High Level Mage
yessssirrr glad to see you here
love the background, tuning in and listening
I have struggled through eight years of spiritual darkness and trauma.
my entire life was entangled with it but through that eight years it was a living hell. Now it has come to the point where there is no darkness outside that touch’s my life, Only from within does it come now but it feels like respite not completion. Thank you for your guidance.
You are an amazing speaker and have a great way of conveying meaning. This was a terrific explanation. 🙏
So happy to see this video the last 2.5 years I have been through this and it was hard but empowering but ive always been one comfy with the dark...
Thank you so much! This came at the right time. I have been really struggling to let go of an attachment that is threatening to destroy my spiritual journey
This is your best video so far, in my opinion.
The video we all been waiting for 🔮🖤⚡💥👁
I’ve been searching all over for a proper and easy to understand explanation of the Qliphoth and sir you done did it. Thank you for this 🫡🔥❤️🙏
I'm very thankful for your videos and personality that you glow to teach me deeper levels and others the depth of healing needed.
Thankyou for your work and service Jeremiah, i've been dragged to hell n back more times than i care to count, will be nice to go there eyes open of my own free will
This is written directly to Mr. Schwartz; I recently left a very negative comment on two of your videos, basically insinuating that you were a snake oil salesman pushing out vague takes on complicated subjects for money, but I’ve been watching your videos for about a week now and I wanted to apologize. I think the first few videos I watched were very vague, and by themselves I felt you were misleading people, but your channel overall (especially this video) is extremely insightful and I’m now an admirer of your work. Thank you for shedding light on these taboo topics such as infernal work and exposing them for what they really are; which is healing. Again, my apologies for the negative comments and I’m now subscribed. 😊
Respectfully, You should go back and delete or clarify those comments. This is valuable information and your old negative comments could misguide and steer someone in the wrong direction.
Let’s steer our fellow black brothers and sisters in the right way and support each other through this difficult initiation as well as this awesome channel ❤️🔥
@@DaemonGodess absolutely
to me quiting smoking was a trip though the qlipoth
Same brother.
I have not worked on the qlippoth but I have definitely been working on healing and diving deeper into my self to dig up my traumas to heal them. Your videos really helped me get to this point in my growth period.
I'm New Here, This is Such an Amazing and Important Video, Gave lots of Clarity. Thankyou.
Love this video, and like always your info and videos are great. Thanks brother 🤗
Thank you so much for bringing my attention to this aspect of Qabalah. Really needed to hear this today.
Thanks
I am currently dealing with these things. I am under the awareness of the fundamental reasonings behind these situations I do feel as if I am stuck at times however I keep pushing through although you mentioned that you can burnout so I am stepping back and allowing myself to be deeper within the situations within my life I have just begun this journey not to long ago maybe a couple of weeks but your video has opened my eyes to a better understanding
Thanks a lot,take a lot of doubts if and how I wanna initiate in The Qlippoth
Appreciate it
12:15 Just before you saw the spider I had one come boogieing down the porch rail toward me. As I’m asking it…’Hey, where are going so fast?’ I hear you say there is a spider.
I’m grateful for this video! ❤thank you so much!
All of this make sense, thanks man.
Hello, I would like to thank you in advance for giving all of us your knowledge. I have been wanting to learn more about the occult and I have had a difficult time finding information. You have given a lot of information that I understand. Thank you in advance.
What does it mean when you say you are studied in the 22 major arcana of the tarot? What does that entail?
Your video certainly got my attention, though I have never heard of, nor seen you before, or heard of the "Qlipoff". But I haven't really delved too deeply into things of an Occult nature, because I would be lying to you if I said I wasn't leery of such things, though I DO have an intense curiosity of such things as well. I DO also have a vague awareness of the Kabala, and even have books on the subject that I have yet to read. I will have to watch a few more of your videos to get a better "feel" for you though. But I did watch this video in its entirety and found it interesting. I like to consider myself SOMEWHAT "receptive", but as far as getting COMPLETELY in touch with my "feminine side", I believe I am a LONG WAY away from wanting to undergo gender reassignment surgery!!
You don't need gender reassignment to be in touch with the feminine side :"D Feminine energy is the concept of all that 'femininity' has ever been associated with ever since mankind first learnt to tell tales of gods and goddesses, and recognised the 'magic' or rather 'power' in nature in this world; when people first saw their similarities with the natural world around them.
So think cats, snakes, mother earth, spring, water, fertile fields of flowers and greenery; that's feminine energy. These forms of life and nature are all embodiments of what 'feminine energy' is, they all have their own sacred abilities and powers which are all 'receptive'.
Hi Jer, can you talk about intuition and gut feelings? because I struggle a lot with that, sometimes I would think to myself that I'm just being an asshole and judging ppl when I don't know the truth but I feel it in my gut that something is wrong and weird abt these ppl but I let it slide and I always ended up get fcked, I put myself in a situation I don't wanna be in because I feel guilty to feel some type of way abt ppl but soon I was proven why I shouldn't be around them, trust them or doing this thing in the first place. I consider myself as being tolerant, maybe there's an element of ignorance and stupidness in me that just being naive, too kind, and too humble that ppl would treat me however they want and not be able to express my emotions because they'll look at me like I'm crazy, too much, paranoid, and everything is wrong about me feeling the way I feel, say or be what I wanna be. this is long but I hope you understand, I'm young, and I live, learn, made mistakes, and grow from them, I'm curious what your opinions about this since you were older than me and you seem like have a bit if not more experience like this. how to trust yourself, your guts, and intuition, I guess that's what I'm tryna say, thank you very much, wish you a wonderful day!
Demons and angels or gods are an archetype to one’s inner world subconscious triggers and trauma they are a means to explore one’s inner world thank you ALL ❤️💚🧡♌️💎
deeply resonated, thank you
Your cat probably killed it haha!
Thank you for sharing
😂😂😂 just funny how you discover the animal world in this video… signs🤔😜
What was that video you told us about two years ago that describes the experience of living through each shell.
Interesting and well delivered.
Have you ever seen the Netflix show Russian doll? Kind of reminds me of this topic
Saludos desde chile 🇨🇱
Sam Vaknin talks about this from a psychiatric point of view
By the Emperor an unsanctioned Psyker? Tell me more.
Bought your course. (Still not getting bitten though, lol) Where do I get that cool inverted pentagram ring you’re sporting?
I have a question for you I had an experience that I don’t have enough room to discuss right now but initiates of the flame book describes quite well do you have any information about what I experienced please and thank you
HAIL SATAN. I AM SATAN.
Do you think one should go through kabbalah initiation before qliphoth initiation?
Ahh! Thanks for the anger!
Cheers for the pain!
How nice it is to finally feel again!
I'll explain...
We thought we were feeling clever
We thought we were doing well
And Snap!
Back inside my personal living hell,
Back to the poisoned chalice,
Back to my polluted well,
Back to the malice. Letting the ego dwell.
Back to breathing fire,
Feeling like the end of a bell,
Body filled with rage. With no ability to quell.
I am getting better. I am healing well.
I'm not staying in this jail.
My prison brain cell.
I was out of my shell.
Defeated my neurological cartel,
I defeated my demons,
Executed like military personnel.
Crept up on them. One shot.
Like Tom Clancy splinter cell.
Maybe that's the problem, am I the infidel?
Maybe I need to calm down,
Take it down a decibel.
Instead of execution, dialogue?
Like Alexander, Graham Bell?
For there is good inside the bad
Inside the bad, there is good
The good becomes the bad
The bad becomes the good.
The yin becomes the yang,
The yang becomes the yin.
If your trying to win the battle
It's a battle you can't win.
Befriend my demon mentors
My dementors need a hug
I wanna fucking hate them,
Wanna Bury them under my rug...
But they made me who I am
And who i am I like..
If I listen to them patiently?
Before the anger, before the spite?
They're only protecting Tiny Tom,
These facts have come to light,
Very erudite, my minds a fucking bombsite
Been treating it like marmite, ain't right,
We know the day follows the night,
That summer leads to winter
Ignoring this is ignoring mental splinter
So dementors come here
I'm giving you a hug
You ain't going nowhere
I'll smother you with love
We don't see eye to eye,
My favourite bed bug
So, thankyou for the anger
Thankyou for the pain
It is actually quite nice to finally feel again
You need the whole palette, all the frequencies
Love and pain are partners
The biggest synergies
First off. Go to therapy it will help you and youll meet people your supposed too. But really on the spiritual side most of us ignore along with mental health. He's really not lying tho😂❤ But i just went thru this and triggered alot of others to go down thier paths and im just glad knowing everything thats been revealed im not alone at all and there is a community of people like this❤ but yes rock bottom and full surrender multiple times but everything is clear
Do You have books?
The bird looks to me like a snake misjudged the size and had to regurgitate I know this because I had an issue with a snake that was killing my young chickens and guineas. It is quit common not sure if it is just not easy prey and the snake is hungry enough to see of they can eat it anyway. Or if they are b efore a shed and can not see to well . Or just angry like I deemed the snake that took out near a dozen of my chicks .
Do you pray and to who?
This questions tickle me😭😭
hail lucifer
🖤🖤🖤
Hi jer how do I start my own intuition
I was thinking about this today. WOW
just read today plato thught original humans had 4 or more arms 2 or more heads and like 4 or more legs? inbetween dream and waking i was looking at myself and i felt a "sprital grief / joy crying thing" about how just EVIL those that stole and got 80 QUADRILLION dollars and just how much scum they are as was "crying" i saw a bright white glow enamate thughtout whole body (couldent move head to look as was inbetween sleep and wake) but i saw my right arm having 4 hands looking like a "4d" being.
also i can see a faint glow (sometimes white sometimes grey sometimes black) when i look at my arms and sometimes legs thugh closed eyes. i tried to see if its just the eyelids are thin and tried blindfolding and could still see the "glow"
*
Oof this came at the right time
This makes so much sense. I’ve been conditioned to think feelings are scary, and that the world is dangerous and that others are to blame because of these negative feelings. So when this energy came up, I thought something was attacking me, even my family. Omg this is so good.
I was assured I am ready.
BUT, on the level of having mental health issues during initiation: Let's say I keep finding myself in the psyche ward for depression or anger issues or my life is going down the drain or some gonad in swimming trunks gets a five-finger discount on my Mexican Coca-Cola, and I FULLY UNDERSTAND that this is par for the course and just roll with the frustration and all that, am I at least on the proper track?
Tsk... 2:22 on my phone clock. I am terribly imbalanced. I suppose I'll be on the lookout for clues then.
In summary though, Qlippothic initiation sounds a lot like a... concentrated shadow work course? Got a better simile for it?
On the note of shadow work though, what are your thoughts on using psychoactive substances with the intent of introspection and communication with the inner self? I've used cannabinoids (spelling?) to let my hyper-masculine and controlling ego rest so I can ride out the mental state and address some inner things, also with the help of demons and music.
Hey Jeremiah it's me Benjamin right now we cannot do the reading because my a lot of bad things have been happening and my mom phone got stolen I realized that you were my friend not my enemy I know we have things in common with our childhood and stuff please do not text that number because it may be shut down by the phone company or something I hope my mom will get a new phone soon please do not let that money go to waste on someone who is a criminal the phone may not work or even if it did it would not me me please contact my dad and see how we can schedule for an appointment for reading thank you for being my friend for this very terrible time I'm dealing with right now I hope you'll see this
anyone know what movie that scene from @19:45 ?
Matrix 🙂
"Klipahh" its pronounced "klee-phote" "Qliphoth" how can you descend into it without knowing the name?
I love your teaching I want to sale my soul to the devil for wealth
The way you have put this topic forward is on point and couldn't be put in a better way.
I've done some work with the tree of life when i was younger and have done what most would call," shadow work." over the past few years.
Astaroth's sigil came to me when i was doing a meditation with Lucifer. Started researching Astaroth and found that she was associated with the Qlippoth. Researched more etc and ended up here.
Just when you think there's not much more to do................ life throws you a massive curve ball.
I wanted This is amazing ❤❤