Hey Julia. Thank you for sharing your emotions, experiences and vulnerable moments with us. It’s heartwarming to witness your journey. I’m a Cambodian living away from home in a place where I feel like I don’t belong; your videos just give me a certain type of feeling I can’t explain. Thank you.
Holy crap! You met Scott! Great guy and really fun to talk with. I used to talk to him sometimes at a place called The Local which I hear is no longer around. You're really living the good life in Siem Reap. It's good to see someone being so open about their experiences. I miss Siem Reap dearly and decided to return next June. May it continue to be everything you need!
Impressive Khmer Julia! Your videos make me realise why I am coming back to Cambodia! I cannot wait on my own wellbeing! If you are in still in Siem Reap I will happily take one of your yoga classes😀 Happy New Year!
@@juliahaw Hey Julia, Yes I am now in PP. Tough to make it as a freelance musician but enjoying the time to improve my well being.... I can relate greatly to the living alone ,now I don't party anymore . Hope you are well :)
Woah!!! That's freakin' awesome!!! Thanks TD!!! A delicious cup of coffee over here!! This is how I order in Khmer: "Nyom jong ban Americano t'kaw ot skaw." I would like an iced Americano without sugar. xx :) It's so appreciated. THANK YOU.
@@juliahaw Respectfully witnessing your Artistic DNA , middle 30s , emancipation-search for identity. There will be plateaus to rest on but the journey is the lifetime. Im sharing from experience. Peace.
Hi Julia keep being strong no matter what happens you doing great work what I like about you The most that you are uploading videos since few years and you don't have much people watching your videos but you still uploading I have learned one thing from you that we should do what ever we love to do and move forward in life
I am currently watching this with my breakfast for I don't know maybe the third time 🙂 Thank you for creating a meditative form of sharing what you love doing. What I wish for you is the most phenomenal year ahead with moments and feelings never experienced before. ♥️
Hi Julia! Your Khmer is amazing! Keep learning and speaking. Happy Holidays and Merry Xmas! I heard the government of Cambodia has already set up the decorations for Siem Reap and getting it ready for Xmas and New Year Count Down. I really want to be there.
The town looks absolutely beautiful... the lights are all hung and the royal park looks gorgeous. It's a nice place to bring children or go with your loved ones and family!
Another superb insight into life in the kingdom of wonder , always insightful and enthralling . I’m sure I’m not the only one to feel grateful and honoured to hear your honest emotions and deep reflections as you share your thoughts on the path that has led you to where you are right now Julia . Not just geographically but physically , emotionally and spiritually ... it evokes SUCH a burning desire in ones own quest for that “ infinite happiness “ ... save me a place won’t you please
@@juliahaw it seems the ups out way the downs with more highs than lows. The life transition you’re experiencing is akin to that of a butterfly, the mourning or sense of loss manifests certain emotions but you seem to recognise they are actually a recognition and gratitude of what ‘was’ ...... I hope I’m not speaking out of turn....... Heart warming to see a continued bond with your previous partner , relationships and connections like that are few and far between and should be cherished . I’ll end my ramblings there Julia ..... keep on keeping on
@@milesrodziewicz6774 Thank you so much for these ramblings -- they are so on the nose. I think if each of us take others emotions and lives into consideration and make decisions without harmful intentions the world will be a better place. I didn't leave my partner out of a lack of respect and love. I did it for my own alignment, path and life. Grace is so important.... Cheers and have a beautiful lead-in into 2023!!!
@@juliahaw I like the vibe of the city and the surrounding country side and of course the temples. Hopefully next year have a chance to go there again. Thanks..!
Oh my!! I have a lot of family living in Ohio! Greetings! My mother grew up in lil' Elmore. I love that town still to this day. She attended Bowling Green.
I came across your video.. I feel connected with you.. I love how passionate you are about the country.. good luck in your journey and live life to the fullest beautiful!!!
Oh thank you so much!!! I've heard about the weather conditions in the entirety of the US right now and do not envy you! Although I do love a white Christmas. Cheers and greetings from sunny SR! Merry Christmas.
Thanks for sharing your video what a beautiful in Cambodia but it's a different from Toronto Canada 🇨🇦 and the northeast of the United States 🇺🇸 is a bitter cold 🥶 with the plowing snow and very windy very dangerous thanks again and have a merry Christmas and happy new year all the best for 2023 bye from milton Ontario Canada 🇨🇦
Hello to my dear Canadian! I know it is cold, but hang tight and drink some hot cocoa and stay warm by the fire or with the head on, with a snuggly blanket. Write poetry, take long walks in the cold and use it all to your internal advantage going into this radical new year! Cheers and thanks for watching!
We really enjoyed the Art exhibition Tamara and yourself are extremely talented. Plus nicely done Vlog, we have found we eat a lot less here, and have felt tired since returning. Plus it takes awhile for your stomach to adapt to the food here as well.
Yeah I hear you on the diet change... four months in and I'm still trying to figure out my new diet because I've noticed the tiredness myself. Get a big multivitamin and some fish oil.
Even though we know this life is only short and we all have to go one day, no one is guaranteed to see another day, but it's so sad to lose a loved one!
Congratulations on your 6th months sobriety ❤ I’m binge watching your videos! Great content! Quick question, someone told me you can only stay 30 days, how’d you stay so long?
I TOTALLY missed this question! I'm super sorry! I extended my Visa at the office. You can say you're "looking for work" and then get a 6 month Visa. After this 6 month period, I will obtain a yearlong Visa, but with a letter/form that acknowledges I work for myself. The Visa situation tends to change a lot so this advice is literally subject to change tomorrow. haha!!
No stretch to predict Your art will flourish there > can easily tell by your disposition life in SE Asia is inspiring You > looking forward to seeing what ends up on the canvas you brought back. Question > you happen to know of any sensory deprivation tanks aka float tanks in Your Region? Just 3 sessions in & for myself it's been absolutely 🤯 phenomenal! on several levels...both physically & mentally. Thanks for sharing as You do🙏 P.S. made my comment just a few mins into this upload ....looks amazing 👍✅ If any left by the time I make my move... I'm definitely down for at least 1. PPS > 1/2 way in now & lovin this vlog❣️
haha these comments are giving me life. thank you... I actually don't know of any deprivation tanks here -- I had an ex boyfriend that did them for a while and LOVED the quiet, so I understand how it can be extremely therepeutic. I do know Debbi at Alchemy Wellness and Movement studio is looking to setup an ice tank in the back... I can't wait to try that! Thanks for watching and for the awesome support! This video took DAYS and HOUUUUUURRS to make.
@@juliahaw > favorite vlog to date of Yours > now watching again > have always said your channel should do well & the hard work definitely beginning to pay off ✅ Could easily make a buncha geeky comments on this 1...I'll go easy & simply mention > I use my wok at least 3/week 🤪
@@juliahaw yeah same here, I need to go different places instead of going to the same country's lol been to Pakistan many times and been turkey 5 times, Dubai twice and Egypt once and Saudi twice
Julia , je suis tombé par un grand hasard sur tes vidéos , très personnels , tu nous dévoile toute une personne , tu maitrise l ' art de peindre , pourquoi ne fait tu pas des portraits de ces merveilleuses asiatiques si différentes de nous ! bon courage dans ton chemin si unique pour une femme ! Ici on vas dire ! " Avoir des couilles " ! Autre , pourquoi ne filme tu pas en 2160 p4k ?
Thank you love! I am on lesson 7 and we're working on numbers right now, but I'm SO proud of my Khmer speaking skills up to this point! I practice all the time with my Khmer friends and out and about in town. They tell me my pronunciation is good! I plan to be fluent over the course of the next year/two years.
I did! I've been painting from a very young age. It's my greatest passion. I have been a full-time artist for over a decade! I currently have a few works hanging at the FCC Gallery here in Siem Reap as well. About to go draw right now in fact! CHEERS and thank you so much for watching!!! x
Omg of course love! I have since moved house and I live in Svay Dangkum. I'll do a full video soon. I live in a building that is $350/month -- SUPER modern. It's 5 for water/month. And for the electricity about $20. That's without using AC. The most I've ever paid is around $50 in the HOTTEST of hot season. Balcony, weekly cleaning and linen change, 24/7 security, perfect landlords, Moto park area, elevator. What's not to love!!
I am so envy of you. I wish I can go live in Cambodia now, if I can get off this rat race life style now. I just want to relax, plan nothing, do nothing, worry of nothing.
There is no need to envy. You are able to make this move just as well as I have. If you are craving something else in your life, that is your intuition and inner voice telling you that you are NOT in alignment right now. There's no time to waste in your life. There is only this one opportunity. You can let go of worry now. Everything is in accordance.
You need to learn Khmer songs,dance the apsara dances,learn to paint,to carve,to sew,to knit,weave baskets,make pottery,compose poetries,perfect your Khmer language skills,there is no shortage of artist like yourself in Cambodia.I don't know how you could even be alone in Cambodia.Learn Khmer cuisine,learn to diffuse landmines or something.....😁
@@juliahaw yup I agree, when I said guys I meant everyone in the video, male and female lol and I know what you mean when you said "Alone", but you did the right thing 👍🏼
Like your stuff However as as subscriber prefer more frequent videos rather than just a big dump like this one. Then again a big dump like this exposes how complex and often confused that you are, which is interesting
I did not want that to end. This has been amazing, thank you so much for sharing your Cambodia journey and being so real and awesome. Loved this. 👏👏👏👏
Awww thank you so much!!!
Hey Julia. Thank you for sharing your emotions, experiences and vulnerable moments with us. It’s heartwarming to witness your journey. I’m a Cambodian living away from home in a place where I feel like I don’t belong; your videos just give me a certain type of feeling I can’t explain. Thank you.
Thank you SO much for this beautiful comment... it means a lot.
Thank you for your love for Cambodia ❤
Thanks for loving 🇰🇭🙏
Holy crap! You met Scott! Great guy and really fun to talk with. I used to talk to him sometimes at a place called The Local which I hear is no longer around. You're really living the good life in Siem Reap. It's good to see someone being so open about their experiences. I miss Siem Reap dearly and decided to return next June. May it continue to be everything you need!
hahaha that's so awesome you know Scott! I used to go to the Local all the time!!! Amazing!!! See you in June!
That's cool. U speak Cambodian now. I follow ur journey for awhile now. Good to see ur spirit is lifted. Love ur videos 💞🤙🏼🇰🇭
I've been learning Khmer for ten months now!! Thank you!!
Impressive Khmer Julia!
Your videos make me realise why I am coming back to Cambodia!
I cannot wait on my own wellbeing!
If you are in still in Siem Reap I will happily take one of your yoga classes😀
Happy New Year!
P.S
Turn some of your art into a NFT collection!
Thank you Nick! I'm just seeing this beautiful comment! Are you in Cambodia now?
@@juliahaw Hey Julia, Yes I am now in PP. Tough to make it as a freelance musician but enjoying the time to improve my well being....
I can relate greatly to the living alone ,now I don't party anymore . Hope you are well :)
Thanks!
Woah!!! That's freakin' awesome!!! Thanks TD!!! A delicious cup of coffee over here!! This is how I order in Khmer: "Nyom jong ban Americano t'kaw ot skaw." I would like an iced Americano without sugar. xx :) It's so appreciated. THANK YOU.
@@juliahaw Respectfully witnessing your Artistic DNA , middle 30s , emancipation-search for identity. There will be plateaus to rest on but the journey is the lifetime. Im sharing from experience. Peace.
Hi Julia keep being strong no matter what happens you doing great work what I like about you The most that you are uploading videos since few years and you don't have much people watching your videos but you still uploading I have learned one thing from you that we should do what ever we love to do and move forward in life
Amen!!!!
I am currently watching this with my breakfast for I don't know maybe the third time 🙂 Thank you for creating a meditative form of sharing what you love doing. What I wish for you is the most phenomenal year ahead with moments and feelings never experienced before. ♥️
What a kind comment... thank you!!!
Hi Julia! Your Khmer is amazing! Keep learning and speaking. Happy Holidays and Merry Xmas! I heard the government of Cambodia has already set up the decorations for Siem Reap and getting it ready for Xmas and New Year Count Down. I really want to be there.
The town looks absolutely beautiful... the lights are all hung and the royal park looks gorgeous. It's a nice place to bring children or go with your loved ones and family!
@@juliahaw ❤
Love!! Keep it up.. see you soon!
Another superb insight into life in the kingdom of wonder , always insightful and enthralling .
I’m sure I’m not the only one to feel grateful and honoured to hear your honest emotions and deep reflections as you share your thoughts on the path that has led you to where you are right now Julia . Not just geographically but physically , emotionally and spiritually ... it evokes SUCH a burning desire in ones own quest for that “ infinite happiness “ ... save me a place won’t you please
This is such a thoughtful reply. Thank you so much for saying this. I'm seeking true liberation.
@@juliahaw it seems the ups out way the downs with more highs than lows. The life transition you’re experiencing is akin to that of a butterfly, the mourning or sense of loss manifests certain emotions but you seem to recognise they are actually a recognition and gratitude of what ‘was’ ...... I hope I’m not speaking out of turn....... Heart warming to see a continued bond with your previous partner , relationships and connections like that are few and far between and should be cherished .
I’ll end my ramblings there Julia ..... keep on keeping on
@@milesrodziewicz6774 Thank you so much for these ramblings -- they are so on the nose. I think if each of us take others emotions and lives into consideration and make decisions without harmful intentions the world will be a better place. I didn't leave my partner out of a lack of respect and love. I did it for my own alignment, path and life. Grace is so important.... Cheers and have a beautiful lead-in into 2023!!!
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I just visited Siem Reap last month. I think it’s a cool town to reside in.
Fantastic! What was your favorite aspect of SR? Come visit again soon! x
@@juliahaw I like the vibe of the city and the surrounding country side and of course the temples.
Hopefully next year have a chance to go there again. Thanks..!
Beautiful video! Surprised to see so many friends in this video. I miss SR. Love your creations
awww thank you!
Planning on making the move soon! These videos get me very excited
Really enjoyed watching your videos keep up the great content ma'am ♥️🇰🇭
Very cool experience.
Thank you for all of your videos! They warm my heart and bring me to a land I love so much! Thank you from Ohio!
Oh my!! I have a lot of family living in Ohio! Greetings! My mother grew up in lil' Elmore. I love that town still to this day. She attended Bowling Green.
@@juliahaw love that! I attend OU! It’s my plan to move to Cambodia in the next 5 years! Your videos and art on Instagram is encouraging!
@@HeresTheSituation Absolutely awesome!! I wish you many blessings in your move out here!
Happy X-Mas Julia. Well done, you. 👌I wish you a lovely change of the year and happy days before. Let it all out. Kisses and hugs from West Cork. 😘🤗🙏
Thank you Det! Big hugs from Siem Reap! Thanks so much for watching!!!!!
Beautiful. Thanks.
Great video. You are a gifted artist. Stay happy, healthy, and enjoy the journey. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you for the beautiful words! My art-making is the biggest priority in my life.
Not sure if that was a movie but it was beautiful. Thank you for sharing your life experiences!
Awwww thank you!!
Beautiful work !! Thank you.
Thank YOU for watching!!!!
You seem happier now. I hope going forward, your life will be full of joy and wonderful adventures.
Thank you so much!
I came across your video.. I feel connected with you.. I love how passionate you are about the country.. good luck in your journey and live life to the fullest beautiful!!!
This comment is everything. Thank you for your beautiful wishes! x
Wow your artwork is absolutely AMAZING!! Natural born artist
Congrats! You’ve got one more subscriber from a cold and windy NE, 🇺🇸.
Oh thank you so much!!! I've heard about the weather conditions in the entirety of the US right now and do not envy you! Although I do love a white Christmas. Cheers and greetings from sunny SR! Merry Christmas.
Thanks for sharing your video what a beautiful in Cambodia but it's a different from Toronto Canada 🇨🇦 and the northeast of the United States 🇺🇸 is a bitter cold 🥶 with the plowing snow and very windy very dangerous thanks again and have a merry Christmas and happy new year all the best for 2023 bye from milton Ontario Canada 🇨🇦
Hello to my dear Canadian! I know it is cold, but hang tight and drink some hot cocoa and stay warm by the fire or with the head on, with a snuggly blanket. Write poetry, take long walks in the cold and use it all to your internal advantage going into this radical new year! Cheers and thanks for watching!
We really enjoyed the Art exhibition Tamara and yourself are extremely talented. Plus nicely done Vlog, we have found we eat a lot less here, and have felt tired since returning. Plus it takes awhile for your stomach to adapt to the food here as well.
Yeah I hear you on the diet change... four months in and I'm still trying to figure out my new diet because I've noticed the tiredness myself. Get a big multivitamin and some fish oil.
Great videos ❤❤
Your new subscribers , great content love it
Thanks for sharing
I like the diverse subject matter of your paintings. At a glance you'd think different artist did them.
Thank you so much for taking a look at my work! That's essentially my spirit.
Even though we know this life is only short and we all have to go one day, no one is guaranteed to see another day, but it's so sad to lose a loved one!
You are 100% accurate. Sending blessings!
Very important to learn language!!! Thank you for learning Khmer
Of course!! I love the language! I've been studying for 10 months now!!
I miss Cambodia 🇰🇭🇺🇸
Time to visit again!!
Love your videos!
Thank you!!!
Congratulations on your 6th months sobriety ❤ I’m binge watching your videos! Great content! Quick question, someone told me you can only stay 30 days, how’d you stay so long?
I TOTALLY missed this question! I'm super sorry! I extended my Visa at the office. You can say you're "looking for work" and then get a 6 month Visa. After this 6 month period, I will obtain a yearlong Visa, but with a letter/form that acknowledges I work for myself. The Visa situation tends to change a lot so this advice is literally subject to change tomorrow. haha!!
No stretch to predict Your art will flourish there > can easily tell by your disposition life in SE Asia is inspiring You > looking forward to seeing what ends up on the canvas you brought back.
Question > you happen to know of any sensory deprivation tanks aka float tanks in Your Region?
Just 3 sessions in & for myself it's been absolutely 🤯 phenomenal! on several levels...both physically & mentally.
Thanks for sharing as You do🙏
P.S. made my comment just a few mins into this upload ....looks amazing 👍✅
If any left by the time I make my move... I'm definitely down for at least 1.
PPS > 1/2 way in now & lovin this vlog❣️
haha these comments are giving me life. thank you... I actually don't know of any deprivation tanks here -- I had an ex boyfriend that did them for a while and LOVED the quiet, so I understand how it can be extremely therepeutic. I do know Debbi at Alchemy Wellness and Movement studio is looking to setup an ice tank in the back... I can't wait to try that! Thanks for watching and for the awesome support! This video took DAYS and HOUUUUUURRS to make.
@@juliahaw > favorite vlog to date of Yours > now watching again > have always said your channel should do well & the hard work definitely beginning to pay off ✅
Could easily make a buncha geeky comments on this 1...I'll go easy & simply mention > I use my wok at least 3/week 🤪
Your Art is amazing!!!
Thank you so much!!
You should try out Scotland for beautiful scenery and even north side of Pakistan 👍🏼
I absolutely 100% want to travel more and see ever more of this beautiful and vast world. It is my intention to do so....
@@juliahaw yeah same here, I need to go different places instead of going to the same country's lol been to Pakistan many times and been turkey 5 times, Dubai twice and Egypt once and Saudi twice
Julia , je suis tombé par un grand hasard sur tes vidéos , très personnels , tu nous dévoile toute une personne , tu maitrise l ' art de peindre , pourquoi ne fait tu pas des portraits de ces merveilleuses asiatiques si différentes de nous ! bon courage dans ton chemin si unique pour une femme ! Ici on vas dire ! " Avoir des couilles " !
Autre , pourquoi ne filme tu pas en 2160 p4k ?
You need to find Cambodia 🇰🇭 guy for a date……they are all nice people and out going
Hi julia, im from sri lanka 🇱🇰 , planning to come cambodia. I love to watch your videos. Let's meet after i arrive. Take care.
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Nice apartment.
Thank you! I love my digs! They're simple, quiet and safe. :)
Wow... I want the Bokotor twin Julia.
I've priced this painting at $22,000. ;) No joke. ;)
Ur Khmer language is so good🤛🇰🇭☺️
i see you testing your khmer listening skills. you are pretty good.
Thank you love! I am on lesson 7 and we're working on numbers right now, but I'm SO proud of my Khmer speaking skills up to this point! I practice all the time with my Khmer friends and out and about in town. They tell me my pronunciation is good! I plan to be fluent over the course of the next year/two years.
Is there a Bank of America there? Do they take visa/mastercard/americanexpress?
How much $ did u save up b4 u felt like it was enough to go 2 cambod?
You are living my dream and I’m very jealous
Wow, you really painted those?
I did! I've been painting from a very young age. It's my greatest passion. I have been a full-time artist for over a decade! I currently have a few works hanging at the FCC Gallery here in Siem Reap as well. About to go draw right now in fact! CHEERS and thank you so much for watching!!! x
Could you pretty please with a cherry on top how much u pay for ur apartment and what it does or doesn’t include. Thank u
Omg of course love! I have since moved house and I live in Svay Dangkum. I'll do a full video soon. I live in a building that is $350/month -- SUPER modern. It's 5 for water/month. And for the electricity about $20. That's without using AC. The most I've ever paid is around $50 in the HOTTEST of hot season. Balcony, weekly cleaning and linen change, 24/7 security, perfect landlords, Moto park area, elevator. What's not to love!!
Congrats on the 6 months alcohol-free. The possibilities open up to infinity (from a person 23 years free).
Hello Julia
Hello there! Thanks so much for watching!! x
If you live alone make sure you have good medical insurance in case you get sick.
Thank you so much for these wise words. x
Khmer cost of living is getting more expensive. But, where in the world is not expensive. I will retired in Cambodia.
I am so envy of you. I wish I can go live in Cambodia now, if I can get off this rat race life style now. I just want to relax, plan nothing, do nothing, worry of nothing.
There is no need to envy. You are able to make this move just as well as I have. If you are craving something else in your life, that is your intuition and inner voice telling you that you are NOT in alignment right now. There's no time to waste in your life. There is only this one opportunity. You can let go of worry now. Everything is in accordance.
@@juliahaw yes, I’m thinking about now.
Hi Julia. Heard about u from Its Reil. I’m a 71 female , ex pat from Mexico. Will be coming in 2025.
Fantastic!! So nice to meet you! We welcome you soon! :)
You need to learn Khmer songs,dance the apsara dances,learn to paint,to carve,to sew,to knit,weave baskets,make pottery,compose poetries,perfect your Khmer language skills,there is no shortage of artist like yourself in Cambodia.I don't know how you could even be alone in Cambodia.Learn Khmer cuisine,learn to diffuse landmines or something.....😁
haha I will say I'm learning a lot here!! xo
6 years left to live?
What?
Sorry …I thought I heard you say that.
I misheard glad to say
Why did you choose Cambodia as opposed to…….say Thailand/ Vietnam.
Like your vids
Thank you Mark! I just deeply connected with the people and the temples of Angkor Wat. :)
How much do u pay for your hair?😊
haha great question! I do it myself. There's a hair supply in town. Otherwise I pick up some supplies in Bangkok.
Looking extremely pretty.
Well goodness, thank you so much! :)
serious question kind of personal but relevant - are you getting any out there ?
ahahahahhahahahahahaha
You weren't alone though were you? You was chilling with all them guys in the video lol which part of the world is Cambodia anyway 🤔
There are always maps available! I also don't only hang out with women. That's a somewhat limited viewpoint, wouldn't you agree?
@@juliahaw yup I agree, when I said guys I meant everyone in the video, male and female lol and I know what you mean when you said "Alone", but you did the right thing 👍🏼
@@akhan6778 haha got it! thanks for clarifying! gotta weed out any trolls. I really appreciate you watching!
@@juliahaw nah I really Enjoyed watching the video, was emotional too at times but you're doing great Julia 👏🏼
@@akhan6778 Thank you!! :)
Like your stuff
However as as subscriber prefer more frequent videos rather than just a big dump like this one. Then again a big dump like this exposes how complex and often confused that you are, which is interesting
Well I must say, there's no confusion here. I'm exactly where I want and need to be. :) Thank you so much for watching!! x
I messaged you on Instagram xx
any updates?!
Hi sweetie! Absolutely! Video resuming coming VERY soon -- within a week or so! I've taken a hiatus and am back!