Jennette McCurdy - Not That Far Away

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  • Music video by Jennette McCurdy performing Not That Far Away. (P) (C) 2010 Capitol Records Nashville. All rights reserved. Unauthorized reproduction is a violation of applicable laws. Manufactured by Capitol Records Nashville, 3322 West End Avenue, 11th Floor, Nashville, TN 37203
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  • @purplecrayon64
    @purplecrayon64 ปีที่แล้ว +8649

    Anyone else here immediately after getting to this part of her book?

    • @mariahashley9243
      @mariahashley9243 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      YESSS I just got yo this part right now

    • @holl_palo
      @holl_palo ปีที่แล้ว +21

      me too😢

    • @NaomiCantora
      @NaomiCantora ปีที่แล้ว +8

      yessss

    • @kaittttt4
      @kaittttt4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I’m there now 👍🏼 so sad

    • @AmaraEagle
      @AmaraEagle ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Meeee. It’s really sad 😢

  • @justanordinarydemigay5243
    @justanordinarydemigay5243 ปีที่แล้ว +7119

    This song feels different knowing that Jenette wasn't really following her dream, but obeying her mom so the bills would be paid. I can't imagine what singing this was like for her

    • @stuartbarton2420
      @stuartbarton2420 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      Sad, isn't it?

    • @victoriashoupe3135
      @victoriashoupe3135 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      my fucking HEART

    • @lcjones3907
      @lcjones3907 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      Same thought. I'm here because of her story. Wow!!! What she endured. Yet, she's so talented. She didn't really need the mother she was dealt.

    • @PowerRangersFanAntiDinoFury
      @PowerRangersFanAntiDinoFury ปีที่แล้ว +41

      @@lcjones3907 I think deep down she still really loves her mama, she just wishes that her mother listened to her and now she has a book called "I'm glad my mom's dead" instead. I hope her and her mother reconciled before she died because that title is really sad to repeat.

    • @soperman2147
      @soperman2147 ปีที่แล้ว +158

      @@PowerRangersFanAntiDinoFury You should definitely give it a read or listen to it. What her mother put her through is truly disgusting and should definitely not be reconciled with or forgiven.

  • @Rainbowglitterbarf
    @Rainbowglitterbarf ปีที่แล้ว +2030

    She has such a beautiful voice. It’s sad she was forced to do all of this.

    • @leannasullender8482
      @leannasullender8482 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      I think she didn't mind singing but I know she didn't want to act it's sad we thought when they came out "oh her and her mom have such a good relationship" now we know her mom was an abusive self centered narcissist and that's putting it nicely

    • @Bjork4s
      @Bjork4s 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      It's sad, I used to think that she must be having a lot of fun time playing Sam because it really looks like she does. Then I realized that she was forced to do that

    • @Four4Hundred2Twenty0
      @Four4Hundred2Twenty0 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      This was her breaking free. Favorite part of mine "OPEN MIC NIGHT" and her face says, "why not?"

    • @brodiger
      @brodiger 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Everything she says in her book about what she went through. It makes total sense because you know her mom forced her to do acting, but I don’t think she minds doing the singing career part, because she does have a really good singing voice, even though she retired from acting and being in the entertainment industry, it’s great to see that she knows that we still like listening to her country music and watching her on Nickelodeon shows.

  • @DanielleDeshongAct
    @DanielleDeshongAct ปีที่แล้ว +3227

    This feels so dark to watch as her book "Im Glad My Mom Died" came out today. Talking to her mom in the song. It's so sad to know how bad everything was for her during this time.

    • @babitferreira
      @babitferreira ปีที่แล้ว +75

      Exactly!! It feels much sadder after knowing she was never far way since her mom controlled her every move

    • @Hunchbackswift
      @Hunchbackswift ปีที่แล้ว +34

      yes, in her two songs she talks about her mom, it seems like her mother told her to do it

    • @CNaeee13
      @CNaeee13 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@Hunchbackswift you should read her book. Jennette went through so much she never should have

    • @lcjones3907
      @lcjones3907 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Hunchbackswift Exactly. Yes.

    • @abkAgs
      @abkAgs ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So true!

  • @vanguard5721
    @vanguard5721 ปีที่แล้ว +2850

    The creepiest part is that I’d watch that 10+ years ago and think “wow, I’m so jealous of hers and her mom’s relationship.” When in reality, we were in fact living parallel lives.

    • @finduskrantz5515
      @finduskrantz5515 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      I know right! It made me think of that book by Britney Spears (ghostwritten but still) about her love for her mother... Creepy isn't it.

    • @bchristi82
      @bchristi82 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Faith Hill’s you can’t lose me broke my heart the first time I listened to it. My relationship with my mom was NOTHING like how that song paints how a mother daughter relationship should be.

    • @hoodys
      @hoodys 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@finduskrantz5515what book?

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

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    • @auriniu
      @auriniu 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      The woman in me​@@hoodys

  • @sia6027
    @sia6027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1718

    I never realized how amazing jenette voice is it’s like she hiding it almost

    • @cringyxxme2803
      @cringyxxme2803 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      IKR

    • @cringyxxme2803
      @cringyxxme2803 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      IKR

    • @wotaykamara9203
      @wotaykamara9203 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Toooooo true!! Idk how Miranda is recognized and she’s not! Her voice is awesome. I don’t listen to country music but her voice is sooo amazing

    • @treyasmr653
      @treyasmr653 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi

    • @treyasmr653
      @treyasmr653 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I love Jennette McCurdy

  • @bchristi82
    @bchristi82 ปีที่แล้ว +646

    As a survivor of family scapegoat abuse, hearing this song after the reading the book is chilling. All my support and empathy to Jennette

    • @yvonnegougelet1204
      @yvonnegougelet1204 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Holy crap I've never heard this tern before. Not sure if it's mentioned in the book, I'm halfway through. But this is exactly what I went through. Horrible. Thanks for sharing

    • @napalm_lipbalm86
      @napalm_lipbalm86 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      At age 21 I attempted unaliving myself and used the remaining little of my moms juice to wash down the Tylenol I took. My mom took me to hospital cause I was dry heaving and keeping her awake. On the way to hospital she kept reminding me I owed her $3 for the juice I didn't ask to drink.😮

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      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

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      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

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  • @chelseamhmm
    @chelseamhmm ปีที่แล้ว +479

    Here after reading her book. How haunting this is now

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  • @kaylieyu
    @kaylieyu ปีที่แล้ว +1811

    Excerpt from I'm Glad My Mom Died.
    "Not That Far Away,” a song written from “my” point of view (by a couple of songwriters I sat next to for a few hours) to my mother, about being on the road without her and how much I miss her, even though in reality I’ve never spent more than a few hours away from her in all my eighteen years
    I don’t know much about music, but I know as I listen to this song that I find the rhythm un-rhythmic, the melody one-note, and the production outdated. I express none of these thoughts because of how much Mom loves it. Tears are streaming down her cheeks. Granted, I don’t think they’re just tears of joy. There’s a weight to them too, a significance, and I think I know why. Life has imitated art, if you can call this song that. (You can’t.)

    • @PowerRangersFanAntiDinoFury
      @PowerRangersFanAntiDinoFury ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Woah

    • @PowerRangersFanAntiDinoFury
      @PowerRangersFanAntiDinoFury ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Heavy

    • @lyaadonara1386
      @lyaadonara1386 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      God! I need to read this book. Been looking for it here in Indonesia but couldn't find one yet..

    • @valtheone2154
      @valtheone2154 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@lyaadonara1386 look up the title and pdf and u can download it

    • @ferninthehouse
      @ferninthehouse ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@lyaadonara1386 I don’t know if amazon ships there but that’s where I ordered mine and you can also buy audio book on there if they don’t ship to you. Or someone said free pdf so if you can find that, it’s free

  • @Jim-mw8xw
    @Jim-mw8xw ปีที่แล้ว +107

    her talking about how she hated this song, how the production feels outdated and the melody flat… this is just sad, but i’m happy she made it through now and is able to live the life she herself wants

  • @wawakpru6866
    @wawakpru6866 2 ปีที่แล้ว +481

    Hits different when you find out the truth about her mom and what she went through 💔

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

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    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

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    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

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  • @l.m.ellicott7247
    @l.m.ellicott7247 ปีที่แล้ว +266

    I used to really love this song. But recently, after Jennette's book, and my deconstruction of the trauma from my own narcissistic mother, this hits home in a weird way.

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 ปีที่แล้ว +1

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      @jordanlaird4570 ปีที่แล้ว +1

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      @jordanlaird4570 ปีที่แล้ว +1

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    • @ensommeille5315
      @ensommeille5315 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      It's so weird, looking back. I used to watch this video and cry at it when I was a kid, and my home life was fraught enough that I was so jealous of the kids on shows like iCarly (which was my fave). Looking back as an adult having read her book is crazy, realising I knew absolutely nothing. I'm so glad she's gotten to the point she has now and got through everything she did :(

    • @Cloverthompson-1927
      @Cloverthompson-1927 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@jordanlaird4570get a life. She went through fucking hell and your going to say that? That’s fucking sickening

  • @cindybabii
    @cindybabii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +217

    I WAS OBSESSED WITH THIS BACK WHEN THIS DROPPEDDD

  • @roychen1756
    @roychen1756 3 ปีที่แล้ว +755

    Oh wow wasn’t expecting a country voice coming out of her

  • @bekkahboodles
    @bekkahboodles ปีที่แล้ว +679

    Watching after reading about her process writing this in I'm Glad My Mom Died. It's so sick how they had her portray this image of an independent young woman, when in reality her mom was encouraging her anorexia and showering her still. God bless Jennettee, I'm so happy that this song rings truer now for her life than it did then. She deserves independence.

    • @laurabonadies7974
      @laurabonadies7974 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      It is absurd to have her portraits, but even though she has done bad things to her, she loves her mother very much and can't help but thank her for making her what she is, even though her mother took a very questionable way in her upbringing.

    • @zoeyhailey7726
      @zoeyhailey7726 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ⁠@@laurabonadies7974tbh I see how strong she’s become now, and she’d never be able to spite Dan Schneider making double the money off her book than she did on Nickelodeon if not for her upbringing. People often say that her mom doesn’t deserve her forgiveness, which is true. Jennette has said that she doesn’t forgive her mom… but by what I believe about forgiveness, it isn’t something that is for this other person. It’s something for you to come to a sort of indifference to who hurt you, maybe a sadness that they brought themselves to be the way they were. Forgiveness is coming to peace with what you’ve encountered with said person. I think Jennette does forgive her mother in this sense, rather than what everyone wants us to believe about forgiveness… that it’s forgetting.

  • @evelynespinoza9250
    @evelynespinoza9250 ปีที่แล้ว +384

    Currently on chapter 38 and it brought me here. I’m amazed how beautiful her voice really is but scared to continue to read considering the comments. So far the book is great.

    • @amirahclark4989
      @amirahclark4989 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same , I couldn’t put it down

    • @magicwalmart
      @magicwalmart ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same I didn't even know she sang!

  • @lastkit
    @lastkit 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2248

    Who is listening in 2020? This guy is... 👦👂

  • @lilymeeragaming7646
    @lilymeeragaming7646 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1250

    Who else remembers coming home from school and getting so excited to watch icarly or Sam and cat 😅. I feel so old

    • @amongusbot2049
      @amongusbot2049 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      I was born at the wrong decade... I should have been early 2000s and not late 2000s

    • @Co_starry_night
      @Co_starry_night 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I can't watch icarly, can't find on Netflix and TH-cam gives the broken versions. Sam n cat was on Netflix for a while and got removed, TH-cam also give the broken ver. Sad... :( and I only know about those shows this year... I'm 14. My childhood is barney, Dora, and wonder pets.

    • @notinservice7112
      @notinservice7112 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I watched it during my highschool days. Good times.

    • @playingwithsissysandbrothe402
      @playingwithsissysandbrothe402 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I do

    • @kahlilaiman2969
      @kahlilaiman2969 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      me definetly

  • @stephenlangsl67
    @stephenlangsl67 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +140

    This is My first time hearing Jennette McCurdy sing and Her singing voice is amazing!! She could have a very good career as a Country singer.

    • @annagrace21
      @annagrace21 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Most definitely!! She's got a heck of a voice😊

    • @monicaperezmacias-ee7qk
      @monicaperezmacias-ee7qk 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Wow!! Que buena canción!! Y si voz es muy hermosa!! Felicidades!!

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

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      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

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  • @bobarlotte
    @bobarlotte ปีที่แล้ว +50

    from her memoir:
    "We're splitting a Nutrisystem frozen lasagna dinner (we ordered the monthlong program to keep each other on track since Nashville has 'so much more lard than LA,' as Mom says) while listening to the final mix of my first single 'Not That Far Away,' a song written from 'my' point of view (by a couple of songwriters I sat next to for a few hours) to my mother, about being on the road without her and how much I miss her, even though in reality I've never spent more than a few hours away from her in all my eighteen years.
    I don't know much about music, but I know as I listen to this song that I find the rhythm un rhythmic, the melody one-note, and the production outdated. I express none of these thoughts because of how much Mom loves it."

    • @mmichaelw7179
      @mmichaelw7179 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I didn't know she sang Country music till I read it in the book. A fan of hers for iCarly.
      A good song. I am up to after her mom's death in the book, now.
      As it's been said, you don't know what's behind the scenes." Wow.
      The cry on cue got me the most. Though the autobiography is so emotionally gripping.

  • @maxcraig4694
    @maxcraig4694 4 ปีที่แล้ว +312

    Why is she good as hell? Like I’m not sure what I was expecting but like wow.

    • @sunshine071483
      @sunshine071483 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Huh better than ariana grande

    • @cordeliamunnoch5099
      @cordeliamunnoch5099 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Suham Yamil yes.

    • @aidan6951
      @aidan6951 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Suham Yamil no

    • @gbld3136
      @gbld3136 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@sunshine071483 nah, it's good, but not better than Ariana.

    • @xmymyx2095
      @xmymyx2095 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ok firs same second there is orther religions hear

  • @joyitadarling5815
    @joyitadarling5815 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1536

    This song was underrated. This should have put her on the country genre map. Its so good

    • @alanpeterson6224
      @alanpeterson6224 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      We all agree.

    • @romaldomadrid8594
      @romaldomadrid8594 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      In a interview the country music wasnt her idea

    • @HeyManN1ceShot
      @HeyManN1ceShot 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@romaldomadrid8594 ahh that makes sense still a great tune

    • @joes8117
      @joes8117 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Snooze

    • @joes8117
      @joes8117 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      No Janis Joplin she

  • @Daniel-eh8cp
    @Daniel-eh8cp ปีที่แล้ว +87

    Memoir is the reason I’m here, as per many of you, it’s strange how all of her songs pertain to her mother in some way. My heart goes out to her and her recovery!

  • @Kony-2012
    @Kony-2012 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    Who’s here after reading about this song in her memoir 😔 such a painful but well written book

  • @aripuckett7461
    @aripuckett7461 3 ปีที่แล้ว +608

    Me crying watching this she deserves so much better I love this girl so much

  • @fromnowonangel6292
    @fromnowonangel6292 4 ปีที่แล้ว +252

    I miss her so much! She was a part of my childhood😢

  • @Feelkkari
    @Feelkkari ปีที่แล้ว +23

    She’s so talented but I give her so much props for putting her mental health first before money and her career.

  • @Bennystyles-bp5tf
    @Bennystyles-bp5tf 16 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Just finished listening to the Audio book...it was so raw and honest there was even a bit towards the end where you could hear Jeanette get choked up from tears
    I loved watching her as a kid and could never imagined all what she was going through while acting as Sam
    She is an amazing beautiful young woman and im so glad She's healed or Healing ...im so truly happy for her

  • @Mrsecurity2013
    @Mrsecurity2013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1515

    I’m listening in 2020. She has a great country voice.

  • @NostalgiaMan
    @NostalgiaMan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +629

    She is an amazing person and one of the coolest people I have ever seen.

    • @SpiderGuy-2068
      @SpiderGuy-2068 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Wow I watch this 2 times for og feelings

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      @superfanb5742 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

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    • @NostalgiaMan
      @NostalgiaMan 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@superfanb5742 thank you my friend

    • @railyndatta4219
      @railyndatta4219 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You comment on Sssniperwolfs Channel all the time. Why do l keep seeing you everywhere? 😀

    • @superfanb5742
      @superfanb5742 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@railyndatta4219 who me?

  • @crownedblush
    @crownedblush ปีที่แล้ว +39

    She actually has a really great voice and I never realized.

  • @dianasaavedra5698
    @dianasaavedra5698 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    Here after reading the book. Knowing everything she was going through at the time. May God forgive her mother for all she put her through and may she some day go back to singing or just what ever her heart desires.

    • @jennanichols2945
      @jennanichols2945 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Why should God forgive her mother?? Her mother put Jennette through hell. It's Jennette's forgiveness that her mother needs to absolve her sins, not God's, and God would know that all the same.

    • @Topempopest
      @Topempopest ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@jennanichols2945 Amen!

    • @kaefalcon5142
      @kaefalcon5142 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      We can just support Janette without involving forgiving her mother in the conversation. It’s Janette’s story and she’s the one who needs the respect and support.

  • @millenacristina8659
    @millenacristina8659 3 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    Lyrics: Not That Far Away
    They're playin' guitars with stars their eyes on Broadway
    They're just paying their dues
    And waitin' for news on a big break
    I wish you were here
    Cuz sometimes I get lonely
    Guess I'm not the only new girl in town
    Momma I promise I'll be alright
    I'll call to say I love you every night
    I'm just tryin' to write the story my life
    You know all about this dream I gotta chase
    I get a little closer everyday
    California is not that far away
    I'm not that far away
    There's so many new faces and beautiful places in this town
    I'm learnin' the ropes on this crazy road I'm goin' down
    I'm makin' my way
    No one said that it'd be easy
    Trust me believe me
    I'm where I belong
    Momma I promise I'll be alright
    I'll call to say I love you every night
    I'm just tryin' to write the story my life
    You know all about this dream I gotta chase
    I get a little closer everyday
    California is not that far away
    I'm not that far away
    We're miles apart
    But you're in my heart
    I keep you with me everywhere I go
    Momma I promise I'll be alright
    I'll call to say I love you every night
    I'm just tryin' to write the story my life
    You know all about this dream I gotta chase
    I get a little closer everyday
    California is not that far away
    I'm not that far away
    I'm not that far away
    I'm not that far away

    • @wadestock
      @wadestock 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you for the lyrics!

  • @spencerannus
    @spencerannus 5 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    I remember being OBSESSED with this song a few years ago

  • @dakine4238
    @dakine4238 28 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    This is sad. I wanted to hear her music after listening to the book. She's gone through a lot. I hope she enjoy her life now. She deserves it.

  • @rosebersuela143
    @rosebersuela143 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I'm here after I heard about your story as an child star. I'm glad you're now living your life. Praying for peaceful mind and a healthy living!

  • @echo5821
    @echo5821 5 ปีที่แล้ว +358

    I suddenly remembered this after at least 6 years of not listening to it and it's 2019 now wow

    • @aprilinaugust99
      @aprilinaugust99 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Dead ass.

    • @melodi2036
      @melodi2036 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same and I didn't even listen to it when it was new

    • @galacticunicorn4091
      @galacticunicorn4091 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ioanna mav ummm now it’s 2020

    • @sucuksucuk7837
      @sucuksucuk7837 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      And now it is 2022

    • @sucuksucuk7837
      @sucuksucuk7837 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@galacticunicorn4091 and now 2022

  • @larrysilsbee7827
    @larrysilsbee7827 3 ปีที่แล้ว +410

    I really wish she'd start singing again. She really is good.

  • @Kay----
    @Kay---- ปีที่แล้ว +15

    The way this always seemed like a sweet song, telling her mom she's off to chase her dreams, but now..... damn.

  • @heyyy7290
    @heyyy7290 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Wow, reading the book this song has a completely new meaning

  • @evambknl6546
    @evambknl6546 4 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    Omg it’s my birthday and I should be celebrating but I’m literally sat watching this, I can’t get enough of her voice !!!!!!

    • @teresahaney1400
      @teresahaney1400 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      im late but happy bday and i wish she sung more on icarly PLEASE BRING IT BACK

    • @monicalopez788
      @monicalopez788 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Si

    • @rainbowsubs2
      @rainbowsubs2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Happy late birthday drama lover🎂🎈🎉

    • @XXLittleSofyXX
      @XXLittleSofyXX 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      happy late birthday

  • @angelscinta4385
    @angelscinta4385 5 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    I didn't know "Sam" (Jeanette McCurdy) could sing I like it.

    • @cordeliamunnoch5099
      @cordeliamunnoch5099 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Angel Scinta it’s Jennette.

    • @ccosmiclights
      @ccosmiclights 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      charis chan exactly lol

    • @muhammadhafiz2956
      @muhammadhafiz2956 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I didn't know that she could sing as well until I saw the icarly episode iparty with Victorious

    • @creddieoctopus6195
      @creddieoctopus6195 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@muhammadhafiz2956 yesss

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hioetl STAYBIDGE 🏨🚿🛏️ you
      jordan🎽👁️👄👁️👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄
      jennette McCurdy👙👁️👄👁️👄👄👄👄👄👁️👄👁️👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄
      jordan💋💋🍾🍾🍾🍾
      jennette McCurdy💋💋
      jordan💋🏨🏋🏻🏋🏻🏋🏻🏋🏻🏋🏻🏋🏻🏋🏻🏋🏻
      jennette McCurdy💋💋

  • @kanopcy2341
    @kanopcy2341 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Hits different now that she came out with her book

  • @iSydney97
    @iSydney97 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I’m watching these videos with such different eyes now. Jennette McCurdy was a major role model of mine (and still is to this day), but after reading her new memoir, “I’m Glad My Mom Died,” for the second time and hearing sing about a dream that she didn’t even really wanna chase but did it for her family and to make her mom happy… I don’t know, it just opens such a brighter light now.. I love you Jennette and I hope you are loving the real life that you want to live now. I’ll always be your number one supporter. 💜

  • @NatureForce37
    @NatureForce37 4 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    Just started to wonder what was up with Ms. McCurdy, so I looked for her. I think I'm just now finding out that she sings & sounds GOOD! Watching in 2020 now. Jennette, I pray you are well. Sending thoughts, prayers, hugs, & positivity your way💜💫💋

    • @teresahaney1400
      @teresahaney1400 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      that was so sweet me too

    • @NatureForce37
      @NatureForce37 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@teresahaney1400 Hey thank you, Teresa!😊💕

    • @thxtgirlchlxe4260
      @thxtgirlchlxe4260 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      NatureForce37 SHES also an Actor x

    • @NatureForce37
      @NatureForce37 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@thxtgirlchlxe4260 Uhhm ... yeah, I know. That's why I said I was just now finding out that she sings and sounds good. Most *actresses* do not.

    • @leonardonelson9852
      @leonardonelson9852 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      NatureForce37 Stop being rude.

  • @garykalicharan6168
    @garykalicharan6168 3 ปีที่แล้ว +264

    She sings better than a lot of these modern country singers

    • @iamjanelle1990
      @iamjanelle1990 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yep , she is one of the best singers

  • @abbieprice3430
    @abbieprice3430 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I remember listening to this song of Jennette’s in high school! It feels so weird listening to it after finding out what her relationship with her mom was really like!

  • @BaileeThePrincessofHearts
    @BaileeThePrincessofHearts ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Wow didn’t even know she sang! Came here right after reading the book! Great voice I feel so bad for her! Glad she’s free now!

  • @MayModnar
    @MayModnar 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    I still listen to this song almost every day, it will possibly be the soundtrack of my entire life along with Generation Love.
    Jennette, I know you don't make music anymore but thank you for making these awesome songs.

  • @kimnamjoon6184
    @kimnamjoon6184 6 ปีที่แล้ว +279

    I love the country vibe in this song!

    • @AmericanMan961
      @AmericanMan961 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      its a country song....

    • @larrylarry7122
      @larrylarry7122 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎙🎙🎙🎙🎙☎️🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎻🎻🎻🎻😅😅😅😅😅😄😄😄😃😃😃🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😁😁😀😀😍😍

    • @helpme9766
      @helpme9766 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Emily ʕ⁎̯͡⁎ʔ༄ she's a country singer didn't you know that?

    • @landenjake3
      @landenjake3 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I love you're songs

    • @cookiefaye9914
      @cookiefaye9914 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me to

  • @alexistheismann8984
    @alexistheismann8984 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    I was so obsessed with this song when it came out. It hits different now that I’ve read her book.

  • @thepixelkitty
    @thepixelkitty ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Im on page 128 and now I see in her eyes the sorrow. Never even knew this existed. Sam was my favorite and I watched icarly and Loved it and collected everything because I caught an episode while I babysat my best friends 9 year old. I was 36 at the time. Spencer and Sam with the blow dart paint guns. When Sam stood in for Carly at the pageant and tap danced --- she was incredible and I was shocked and those people running that show knew I would be. And I told people. And they started watching it. And then Sam and Cat came on and I STILL loved Sam. I missed Spencer, and I couldnt stand Cat. But then Ariana came out later with 99 Problems and I think she is an incredible singer, Im so sorry Jennette. And I really feel I need to say Thank You because you gave me so much joy. And a lot of difficult times happened to me that you carried me through. You are actually a truly gifted actor for putting on a smile during all of this horror you personally endured. This book is only half read and Im bawling. So if i ever cross paths with you, I will be the one who respects your privacy. I will be the one you dont even know recognized you. i will be the one silently reading every book you ever write on any subject. Because your acting only brought me joy. But your writing has reached down my throat and grabbed my heart. Just : thank you thank you thank you.

  • @jeffrutan8521
    @jeffrutan8521 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1742

    holy crap Sam Puckett can sing

  • @alanpeterson6224
    @alanpeterson6224 7 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Wow! She can actually sing. Surprised we haven't heard more from Jennette.

    • @seasonsstarsstudios
      @seasonsstarsstudios 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Alan Peterson that’s because she’s actually talented.

    • @em-lq3ew
      @em-lq3ew 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@seasonsstarsstudiosthis comment is kinda heartbreaking with hindsight considering the reason we haven't heard from her has nothing to do with her talent

  • @eeveephonehome
    @eeveephonehome ปีที่แล้ว +9

    her story is really something. i’m so glad she released her book

  • @thaodoan7902
    @thaodoan7902 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This song hits different after reading her book. 💔

  • @makatusaumwe1663
    @makatusaumwe1663 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I love Jennette McCurdy so much ❤️ She is truly beautiful and a fantastic singer😍

  • @FaitHope1
    @FaitHope1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +452

    Seeing Jennette McCurdy be sweet is so weird to me; I'm so used to seeing her as Sam on iCarly

    • @jonathankysar8786
      @jonathankysar8786 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      same

    • @mysteryperson485
      @mysteryperson485 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      FaitHope this was on my birthday I'm so shocked

    • @mirandawyatt77
      @mirandawyatt77 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      FaitHope I didn't have cable so I didn't get to see iCarly (or Sam and Cat) when they were on. I only knew her as a singer back then. Because she had such a mature voice and her name was Jennette I assumed she was a lot older, too. Then I finally saw her on iCarly and it was just like whoa, huge difference! 😮

    • @analdelrey249
      @analdelrey249 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      FaitHope this is clearly why no Nick stars get other good roles in tv shows, sadly

    • @briannalee1998
      @briannalee1998 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      0 1 she has a show on Netflix now, so...

  • @spookyquill2026
    @spookyquill2026 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    After reading the book, these songs feel so different

  • @TheCerealluvr
    @TheCerealluvr ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Poor Jennette:( meanwhile, she’s soooo talented. In so many ways.

  • @joyajohnson2216
    @joyajohnson2216 9 ปีที่แล้ว +324

    Woah what. Her voice is stunning, and I don't even like country.

  • @camilarodriguez2710
    @camilarodriguez2710 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    OMG! I cried with this video, her mom dies in 2013. She dedicate this song to her.
    When I was a child, I listened this song a lot of times, and I thought: if she traveled away to reach her dreams, I can do that too. This song is very inspirational.

  • @TurnThePagePls
    @TurnThePagePls ปีที่แล้ว +10

    After reading her book, it makes me sad listening to this. I can’t imagine how she felt being forced to sing this.

  • @takeshikujo2909
    @takeshikujo2909 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This was one of my most favorite Jennette McCurdy songs, but now… wow… just wow.

  • @sunflowersrosieashle
    @sunflowersrosieashle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    My momma & papa passed away the beginning of the year. & this song brought me to tears. 🥺💛 Thank you.

  • @FloatingWaterTank
    @FloatingWaterTank 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I had no idea this existed until now, and I'm not gonna lie, this is better than almost every single song of the past decade.

  • @AlexDQ
    @AlexDQ 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    After reading this part in the book, I get goosebumps watching this video. When it came out, I was so happy for her. Just tells you, you never know what someone is going through

  • @cristinaszyszko2815
    @cristinaszyszko2815 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I have a knot in my throat listening to this, knowing what she had to put up with throughout her youth.

  • @kjfgg6114
    @kjfgg6114 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This kid has such a good voice. She needs to be given far more credit!! Thank you!!♥️♥️

  • @beachysmeachy_
    @beachysmeachy_ 8 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    It sounds like she has been doing this for decades, like an old sounding country singing. Very mature.

  • @reneevilla86
    @reneevilla86 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    First time seeing this. It’s sad to see now knowing how her mother treated her. She’s a really good singer. I’d like to hear her make a song of how she really feels now.

  • @brittneyann5530
    @brittneyann5530 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Coming here after listening to her memoir is haunting…

  • @JenTheHealthCoach
    @JenTheHealthCoach 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I never knew Jennette could sing this good. She has such a beautiful voice and she's really pretty too.

  • @mewrigreis
    @mewrigreis 5 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    2019 anyone? I love this song 💕

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      jordan💕
      jennette McCurdy💕

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      jordan💕
      jennette McCurdy💕

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      jordan💕
      jennette McCurdy💕

  • @Kierra-SpeechFall
    @Kierra-SpeechFall ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Just started reading chapter 37 and I ran straight here after the second page to hear this song for myself again

  • @citizenedgar
    @citizenedgar ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Se me apachurra el corazón al ver lo que Jennette realmente vivió y sufrió con su mamá, y leer la letra de esta canción que absolutamente cuenta una historia diferente.

  • @Shiva-cm4tg
    @Shiva-cm4tg 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1112

    who will watch it in 2019? 🤷🏽‍♀️🙋🏽‍♀️🤣

  • @AmitriBlight
    @AmitriBlight 8 ปีที่แล้ว +295

    It's so sad that this song has a new meaning now :(

    • @AmitriBlight
      @AmitriBlight 8 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Had to use an emoji, it's hella sad.

    • @777eira
      @777eira 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Chloe Price
      that's not an emoji lmao

    • @ravendangernavy3575
      @ravendangernavy3575 7 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      To Infinity and Beyond it's sad because her mom died

    • @JosephJoe1997
      @JosephJoe1997 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Chloe Price
      It means different things for different people in all kind of different reasons

    • @emzyboo2733
      @emzyboo2733 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Raven Danger navy omg really? 😔😭

  • @ramanslife
    @ramanslife ปีที่แล้ว +15

    wow watching this music video after reading her memoir gives me goosebumps

    • @t.s.s9726
      @t.s.s9726 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I cried after the book and on the song b4 the book I was like ehh it's a good song

    • @ramanslife
      @ramanslife ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@t.s.s9726 awhh ahah

    • @t.s.s9726
      @t.s.s9726 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ion get it was that supposed to b a 😂

    • @t.s.s9726
      @t.s.s9726 ปีที่แล้ว

      Really was that a laugh ion see Wats the joke 👀

  • @carahamelie
    @carahamelie ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I can't believe the lyrics of this song after reading her book. There is SO much to unpack here... 🥴

  • @freemanon2739
    @freemanon2739 4 ปีที่แล้ว +168

    Who is still listening to this song in 2019,2020??

  • @namelesscipriano5573
    @namelesscipriano5573 6 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    I cant even believe she sings so good after playing Sam on iCarly.

    • @sandx9113
      @sandx9113 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @caZ galAXy look at date it was before sam i cat

    • @sandx9113
      @sandx9113 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @caZ galAXy no wtf it was 2013 to 2014 search at googles

    • @sandx9113
      @sandx9113 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @caZ galAXy omg chill dude xD

  • @pippinkpatch
    @pippinkpatch ปีที่แล้ว +18

    It makes me so sad she was forced to do this because I absolutely loved this song when it came out. I was here for the country music career

  • @fabialvarez13
    @fabialvarez13 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This hits different after the book. I loved her music

  • @MayModnar
    @MayModnar 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This was my favorite song when it came out, can't believe its been almost 8 years already, time does fly.

  • @Karcherz
    @Karcherz 7 ปีที่แล้ว +114

    Can't believe this only has 2M views, This video deserves so much more it's amazing

    • @kristinf1770
      @kristinf1770 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      The church

    • @queennjeri7237
      @queennjeri7237 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Daniel Walter I'm watching this when there is 3.2 MILLION views.

    • @makatusaumwe7409
      @makatusaumwe7409 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i agree with you

    • @lizzy2572
      @lizzy2572 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      3.3 now!😂

    • @gullassad2211
      @gullassad2211 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      3.36 now

  • @sarahbird7398
    @sarahbird7398 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I still find this song beautiful for what it could mean to someone in real life, and I think Jenette sounds wonderful. But I’m glad I know the truth after reading her book. A lot of art is made for other people, for better or worse, and that’s as far as it goes.

  • @jramcool768
    @jramcool768 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I just finished reading this part of her book. The fact that she had just found out that her mother's cancer had returned and she didn't even want to go on the tour is haunting. I feel so sorry for her, but happy she now gets to do what she truly wants.

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      jordan💌💌💌💌💌
      jennette McCurdy 💌💌💌💌

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      jordan💌💌💌💌💌
      jennette McCurdy 💌💌💌💌

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      jordan💌💌💌💌💌
      jennette McCurdy💌💌💌💌

  • @alisonclarke1127
    @alisonclarke1127 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Haven’t listened to this song in a long time but flashback to ICarly definitely

  • @kingasienkiewicz5506
    @kingasienkiewicz5506 5 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    They're playin' guitars with stars their eyes on Broadway
    They're just paying their dues
    and waitin' for news on a big break
    I wish you were here
    Cuz sometimes I get lonely
    Guess I'm not the only new girl in town
    Momma I promise I'll be alright
    I'll call to say I love you every night
    I'm just tryin' to write the story my life
    You know all about this dream I gotta chase
    I get a little closer everyday
    California is not that far away
    I'm not that far away
    There's so many new faces and beautiful places in this town
    I'm learnin' the ropes on this crazy road I'm goin' down
    I'm makin' my way
    No one said that it'd be easy
    Trust me believe me
    I'm where I belong
    Momma I promise I'll be alright
    I'll call to say I love you every night
    I'm just tryin' to write the story my life
    You know all about this dream I gotta chase
    I get a little closer everyday
    California is not that far away
    I'm not that far away
    We're miles apart
    But you're in my heart
    I keep you with me everywhere I go
    Momma I promise I'll be alright
    I'll call to say I love you every night
    I'm just tryin' to write the story my life
    You know all about this dream I gotta chase
    I get a little closer everyday
    California is not that far away
    I'm not that far away
    I'm not that far away
    I'm not that far away

    • @teresahaney1400
      @teresahaney1400 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thank you

    • @marz8311
      @marz8311 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Why do I feel like this is about leaving Icarly

  • @alexangel4758
    @alexangel4758 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    The fact that she wrote her first song about her mom makes me so sad after reading about it in her book 💔

    • @gracep2910
      @gracep2910 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      as she says in the book, it was mostly songwriters that wrote it

    • @alexangel4758
      @alexangel4758 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@gracep2910 she’s still credited and was apart of the process

    • @official_smp2017
      @official_smp2017 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@alexangel4758 Pretty sure you didn’t understand the implications of that chapter..

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      jordan ❤️
      jennette McCurdy ❤️

    • @jordanlaird4570
      @jordanlaird4570 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ❤️ jordan ❤️
      jennette ❤️ McCurdy ❤️

  • @charlesbanks7045
    @charlesbanks7045 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    She has a really amazing voice and it's really sad that she didn't want any of this

  • @ennsfy
    @ennsfy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I was 4 years old when she posted this this song just gives me nostalgia I miss the good days

  • @mikeyslife3172
    @mikeyslife3172 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    I love Jeannette Mcurdy. I really love her acting on icarly and Sam and Cat. She is so Inspirational!

    • @ILOVENERDZHEHE
      @ILOVENERDZHEHE 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so proud of her cuz she acts so amazing on the shows!👏🏾

    • @gustavoenrique7911
      @gustavoenrique7911 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      me too, she is amazing!

    • @PandyChuWithYou
      @PandyChuWithYou 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Her Mom made her Do all of that Stuff

  • @eduardomerino8098
    @eduardomerino8098 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    So sad that she is singing about her mom in this song. When her actual mother was abusive and manipulative. 😥😥😥

  • @allisonhunsaker8481
    @allisonhunsaker8481 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I've never heard her sing before! She has a really pretty voice. 💜 but I also am reading her book and I feel so bad for her. 💜

  • @helloitsme701
    @helloitsme701 6 ปีที่แล้ว +598

    Watch in 2018?

  • @chloebarrett4520
    @chloebarrett4520 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This song made me cry 😭😭

  • @shyelynnblevins5191
    @shyelynnblevins5191 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    After getting to this part in her book, this song just has such a darker context. 😢

  • @astridjorgensen7971
    @astridjorgensen7971 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    ayo what the fuck this story just gets crazier and crazier. so dark