Great message. Thanks. The disconnection I feel from my homeland is so intense. It is getting worse. Everything here is so demiurgic. And I fear that I have become apart of that too. Only a divine supernatural event seems to be the correct motion at this point. I get excited every solstice for that possibility. All attempts to love here have turned into personal catastrophes. It reinforces that maybe I deserve this,. That I am somehow responsible for magic being lost. The shame is so thick and has gotten more intense this year. So I wish I could internalize your beautiful message fully But all I see in myself is desperation, shame, and intense loneliness and only going home can solve that.
Devin, all is loss to me!, I have already declared myself utterly defeated..I'm talking reality now...no place anywhere for me..no family, no kids, nothing, nada left of this broken place! "I'm not of this world, nor or this time"!... Heil the Maestro!
Mycket intressant , du fagra och visa.
God Jul ! I efterskott, ty glömde skriva det innan. Alltför glömsk tydligen. :)
Beautiful and Nostalgic as Always. Thank You for the "Weapons of A-Mor" You Selflessly give.
and thank you back, Jason!
It's a shame I've only just discovered your videos! I hope you feel inspired to make more some time
Great message. Thanks.
The disconnection I feel from my homeland is so intense. It is getting worse.
Everything here is so demiurgic. And I fear that I have become apart of that too.
Only a divine supernatural event seems to be the correct motion at this point.
I get excited every solstice for that possibility.
All attempts to love here have turned into personal catastrophes.
It reinforces that maybe I deserve this,.
That I am somehow responsible for magic being lost.
The shame is so thick and has gotten more intense this year.
So I wish I could internalize your beautiful message fully
But all I see in myself is desperation, shame, and intense loneliness
and only going home can solve that.
Devin, all is loss to me!, I have already declared myself utterly defeated..I'm talking reality now...no place anywhere for me..no family, no kids, nothing, nada left of this broken place! "I'm not of this world, nor or this time"!... Heil the Maestro!
@@nordinnansigrdrifa8060 What a great, courageous perspective. One I have yet to accept. I suppose we await resurrection. What a war this is.
@@nordinnansigrdrifa8060 Don't surrender this tyranny
Hail, sigrdrifa, hail. Vackert och underbart.
I've only just discovered your channel and I love it 💙
❤