I honestly wonder why I'm still here. I wonder why I still put myself through pain and why I still try to care. Why do I keep looking for that special person to help take some of the weight off of my shoulders when that person just doesn't exist?
Time doesn't heal wounds. It only takes you further away from the moment where you could have made a difference. Within three years, I managed to have three amazing women fall deeply in love with me only to then throw that love on the ground and step on it. I'm disgusted by myself. I can't stand myself.
i used to think it was annoying or a call for attention when people act so depressed because i hate that negative energy. i realize they can’t help. at a certain point they stop fighting the depression and let it take over them. they stop smiling when others look away. they cry behind closed doors. i feel bad bc i know people are struggling a lot worse than me and i only feel an ounce of their pain. i wish it were so simple but i really isn’t.
i have had really bad depression , anxiety and severe trust issues since i was young and even now , but idgaf shit anymore cause i am so tired and emotionally empty that i physically feel so damn tired , nobody in my family sees it cause they don't need to worry or have my problems on their shoulders or minds
Don't compare the pain. A person who drowns in 5 feet of water is the same as a person who drowns in 10 or 20 feet. You are not alone, there are so many people who understand you, including me. If you ever wanna talk I'm here for you.❤
one thing that helped me outta loneliness is to stop acting the way i felt, i acted happy , joked around , with time people needed me, it was a step further, people trusted me enough to rely on me, it's better, still not where i wanna be , but a step still counts.
The minute I say I'm alone so many people say they are there for me. Get angry I say how I'm alone. But here's the thing when I'm crying while my son sleeps in his crib who's there? No one. I sit ALONE in my bathtub covering my mouth and crying ALONE. I look around and I'm ALONE. I'm ALONE. I have NO ONE. But yes the second my son wakes up I dry my eyes and put a smile on my face because he doesn't need to know I'm not ok. He needs to think I'm ok. Because it isn't his responsibility to be my parent. He won't go through what I did.
Wow. You sound like an amazing person/parent. I’m so very sorry for all you have gone through. But I admire you for your determination to raise your son and to help him have a better life. I hope you’re doing okay and god bless you 🤍🤍
Your son can feel it all. Spend time with him viewing him as the love of your life things will get better. But not in a sexual manner that leads to destruction
It's so sad when u love someone sooooo much u would really do anything for them and to know that they don't fill the same ., but u know what some move on and some just disappear like me
Everyday looking at this vid wondering why i'm still here.. the only way that i can pour out my emotions and cry myself to sleep and survive another day because this make me feel like someone understands me...
Just coming back to this vid over and over again just to feel pain, sadness and loneliness. I make myself sad bcs deep inside me, I never felt anything else
I don’t want a way out or love. I want to be alone. It’s better for everyone. Hate anger I only feel these emotions because it’s the only way I know I can survive
I'm sad and lonely 53 yr old just wanted someone anyone to just love me I know how u feel lonely is the worst my ex just stopped loving me wanted me dead now I have nothing wasted17years I loved him no matter what all I wanted was for him to love me back so I know how u feel no one loves for love wish I just had one more chance with anyone to love me I'm not pretty I'm I'm fat not in the greatest health but I have unconditional love to give one last person the way love is supposed to be forever I know how u feel
I just hope and pray everyday that someday I have someone who would listen to me speak everyday, who would genuinely be interested in me at least a little bit, who would be a little happy for my existence...... I have been having fun all alone for so long, I am not alone anymore im just lonely and it is so painful.......
I want to move on and be happy but i just can’t, it’s like I have found comfort in my sadness to the point were if am happy It feels wrong…. …I don’t know if this shit makes sense
Im so broken and no one knows.. i put on a smile and act like im okay when im not, the only person who ever helps to make me feel okay is my best friend but she moved away and is living her best life and im still here in hell just trying to get through the day, i dont even remember a time when i felt like myself, i hate myself and i want it all to stop
5:09 surrounded by my own thoughts locked in the cage in my own house in my own mind it’s been getting more and more alone. This resonated with me so much 😭 felling very lost
I'm happy, there is nothing wrong in my life but for some reason I'm sad and I feel bad because I don't even have a reason to be sad, so why do I feel like crying. It doesn't make sense.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
@@supravietuitoriblog547 thank you so much, I spoke to a friend and have been feeling better these days. I appreciate your concern and offer to talk. I will reach out when I feel overwhelmed. May you be blessed in abundance for your kindness. ❤️❤️
Wish I could make these decisions with someone...been making so much wrong decisions because I am not in the right state of mind but yeah there's no one "I have had the worst week of my life"
It is sure that all those who watch this video, have the problem, and live it hard.. So he/she watch it out of interest, because he/she lives it, or because other than he/she has meet through life or internet or even virtual don't care about their feelings and she remains alone, and keeps ignoring her and he/she is always looking for someone to understand him/her and help him/her, someone who notices him/her and who will know how to listen to him/her, and unfortunately few are these people... Anyway, that's my case... And now, I feel like I'm a Lone Wolf with all these problems she has to fight, she fights alone, and still💔
It is over for me. That’s the only thing that gives me something to look forward to, the knowing that one day I’ll have the courage to end it all or one day soon enough t please God, it will all me over. I don’t two anything but a broken, empty heart. Nothing feels better. I’m really done.
I feel like ending my life because everyone around me hates me and im so deep in depression and i try so hard to make people around me happy but they aleays seem to find the faults in me i dont think i can live this life any more im tired of carrying a fake smile on my face everyday just so i dont disappoint the people around me
My biggest fear is growing up alone and slowly everyone has abandoned me and in so close to the edge tbh I just want to be sent to a mental hospital so I know I'm safe so I know I can't hurt me or anyone so I can get the help I need
I can't keep on living this life anymore... No one cares about me... They pretend to care but in reality they doesn't... I crave for love but I can't find it anywhere.... I'm so alone and lonely and I can't keep on pretending that I'm okay... I'm not okay.... And I don't think I will ever be.
it will be ok just hang in there there are people going threw what you're feeling I'm praying for you and your not alone because Jesus loves you so much I promise I need you to fold your hands and talk to him it always feels better doing that but I'll be praying for you 🙏❤
This is not good ...suffering frm all this is not good....every day something is eating up ...from inside..n killing...n can't say anyone...tht iam not okay....iam not okay...because no one will ...understand 😢😢😢😢😢
i’m so lonely. it’s like people are here but they’re not really here for me. i have no real friends. nobody to talk to. if i go to my parents they’ll say i’m being selfish or over exaggerating. my parents are going to get a divorce soon too so… yay life! i want to go.
I wonder why I was born in this world Worlds gone to shit Covid War In Ukraine 3 breakups Cost of living What's the point in living anymore 😕 2022 was shit and now 2023 feels the same as last year I give up, I've got no real close friends, family who do not care, I've lost jobs because of cutbacks there's no need for me to be Alive anymore there really isn't
In a way it seems like I am doomed like I can't get out of this shit I put my self in I can't feel shit and always here just to convince my self that all these feelings do exist, that's very say because that is not how it is supposed to be. But I will never stop I know it will all end one day while am still alive and I will be the greater me in the NAME OF THE FATHER AND OF THE SON AND THE HOLY SPIRIT AMEN ❤❤
My girlfriend fake relationship with me , with my best friend. They both ruined my life Now I'm suffering from insomia and i dont got anyone to speak to
I picked up that blade but fighting so hard to put it back down because its like I don't want to die but I don't want to live either its like I'm not sad but I'm not happy its like I'm not mad but I am I'm just numb and no one knows I told one person my best friend she laughed and said I was lying so why would I tell any one why would I just make it worse by having people laugh at me when I'm already laughing at myself when I'm already torn myself down to the point its starting to get hard to put on a face to laugh to smile to say I'm fine to be ok because I'm not I haven't been for years and I thought if I pretended it didn't exist maybe it'll go away and I was just being over dramatic and I need to get a grip because nothing is wrong butt there is and I need to see that but I cant I don't want to be this way I believe in God I trust in Him but rn it sucks and I know its not his fault so I'm not blaming Him I'm blaming me its my fault I feel this way and I'm going to keep living in it until everything stops and gets better and I'm not afraid not even a little and I know He wants what's best for me and ill keep trying and ima keep my mask until I don't need it I thank you God for everything I love you
Everything is a myth except death.... Rest all are fillers.... And no one actually cares... World is full of mean.... No matter how much u care... Love.... At the end u suffer..... And rest all will move on and u will stuck there.... Living dead...
The thing that fixed my loneliness was a purpose and that purpose was to find and serve Jesus Christ . In my isolation I learn the word and use it for a time to grow not to drag myself low.
Yeah show some Christmas ads that's what we want too see when we feel this way because it adds to our pain and suffering well it does to mine I don't know how it affects everyone else
I feel the same, my only escape is when I'm sleeping and I'm just hoping I can dream some beautiful scenario once in a while but it barely happens as most of the time when I try to sleep I'm experiencing sleep paralysis shit and it messes me up, I can't even fully escape on sleeping. Man I just want to end, just disappear for good
When you’re alone for so long. You want to be with someone. But deep down you’re scared that they will leave.
Not just leave, but run from you
Because they always do
They leaves
.. no matter how much you love themm .
And they leave.
So true
I honestly wonder why I'm still here. I wonder why I still put myself through pain and why I still try to care. Why do I keep looking for that special person to help take some of the weight off of my shoulders when that person just doesn't exist?
Hey.. I unterstand you. Maybe we can help each other. Hope you're still fighting!
Same family !!! Sending healing energy
Exactly!!!
Your not alone alot of us feel the same way it's hard life can be so hard sometimes
Sometimes it's better to let go of the weighted rope that is tearing you apart, if you need a chat then hit me up
Its the feeling of having so many people around u but yet u feel so alone
You know it’s getting bad when you start binge watching these again. This is amazing,thank you. 💕
Yeah I literally have a playlist full of these called "Again?"
“Again” yea……again. But we will come out on top in the end. We’ve got this! 😄❤️
No i just watch it to heal myself
TRUTH
Everyone said "time will heal you" but it's getting soo unbearable every moment.
Time doesn't heal anything you just learn to live with it
@@ilovethemall908 this.
Time doesn't heal wounds. It only takes you further away from the moment where you could have made a difference.
Within three years, I managed to have three amazing women fall deeply in love with me only to then throw that love on the ground and step on it.
I'm disgusted by myself. I can't stand myself.
No comments i you. death'😢
"I can't stop asking myself, Why do I hate myself so much?" that quote always resonates with me.
It’s the fact that I have to wake up tomorrow and act like am okay
😊
i used to think it was annoying or a call for attention when people act so depressed because i hate that negative energy. i realize they can’t help. at a certain point they stop fighting the depression and let it take over them. they stop smiling when others look away. they cry behind closed doors. i feel bad bc i know people are struggling a lot worse than me and i only feel an ounce of their pain. i wish it were so simple but i really isn’t.
i have had really bad depression , anxiety and severe trust issues since i was young and even now , but idgaf shit anymore cause i am so tired and emotionally empty that i physically feel so damn tired , nobody in my family sees it cause they don't need to worry or have my problems on their shoulders or minds
Don't compare the pain. A person who drowns in 5 feet of water is the same as a person who drowns in 10 or 20 feet. You are not alone, there are so many people who understand you, including me. If you ever wanna talk I'm here for you.❤
one thing that helped me outta loneliness is to stop acting the way i felt, i acted happy , joked around , with time people needed me, it was a step further, people trusted me enough to rely on me, it's better, still not where i wanna be , but a step still counts.
I like how we came here bc we are down and sad or worse but yet we want to help everyone in the comments
The minute I say I'm alone so many people say they are there for me. Get angry I say how I'm alone. But here's the thing when I'm crying while my son sleeps in his crib who's there? No one. I sit ALONE in my bathtub covering my mouth and crying ALONE. I look around and I'm ALONE. I'm ALONE. I have NO ONE. But yes the second my son wakes up I dry my eyes and put a smile on my face because he doesn't need to know I'm not ok. He needs to think I'm ok. Because it isn't his responsibility to be my parent. He won't go through what I did.
It will get better
Wow. You sound like an amazing person/parent. I’m so very sorry for all you have gone through. But I admire you for your determination to raise your son and to help him have a better life. I hope you’re doing okay and god bless you 🤍🤍
Your son can feel it all. Spend time with him viewing him as the love of your life things will get better. But not in a sexual manner that leads to destruction
😢😢😢😢
It's so sad when u love someone sooooo much u would really do anything for them and to know that they don't fill the same ., but u know what some move on and some just disappear like me
Your on your arse if your watching these with EarPods in and drinking like me! 😢😢i love these so much I’m hooked
I actually thought this deep depression would never come back again but yet, here I am
😢I just can't.😢 This is the best video it describes my whole life...
😔
Everyday looking at this vid wondering why i'm still here.. the only way that i can pour out my emotions and cry myself to sleep and survive another day because this make me feel like someone understands me...
Hey, you okay?🥺
It hurts when on one understands you but only you know how it feels
Praying for you 🙏❤
Just coming back to this vid over and over again just to feel pain, sadness and loneliness.
I make myself sad bcs deep inside me, I never felt anything else
everytime you suffer you make someone's live better remember that
What do you mean?
I just come here to feel safe 🤫
I don’t want a way out or love. I want to be alone. It’s better for everyone.
Hate anger I only feel these emotions because it’s the only way I know I can survive
Been in pain for so long I forgot how to cry this is some tough shit
I'm soo tired of being lonely single and sad,i am 50 this year just want to find a woman that accepts and loves me,i have a lot of love to give.
You are in 50 I am in 17 and no one with me only all the time
You’re just in the wrong place brotha
I'm sad and lonely 53 yr old just wanted someone anyone to just love me I know how u feel lonely is the worst my ex just stopped loving me wanted me dead now I have nothing wasted17years I loved him no matter what all I wanted was for him to love me back so I know how u feel no one loves for love wish I just had one more chance with anyone to love me I'm not pretty I'm I'm fat not in the greatest health but I have unconditional love to give one last person the way love is supposed to be forever I know how u feel
❤
I just hope and pray everyday that someday I have someone who would listen to me speak everyday, who would genuinely be interested in me at least a little bit, who would be a little happy for my existence...... I have been having fun all alone for so long, I am not alone anymore im just lonely and it is so painful.......
And this pain doesn't stop
I feel lonely and broken inside.
Nobody knows about what I feel
And I'm so scared to show someone the truth me.
I feel just pain 💔
I want to move on and be happy but i just can’t, it’s like I have found comfort in my sadness to the point were if am happy It feels wrong….
…I don’t know if this shit makes sense
really touchy you know 😥😓✊
Im so broken and no one knows.. i put on a smile and act like im okay when im not, the only person who ever helps to make me feel okay is my best friend but she moved away and is living her best life and im still here in hell just trying to get through the day, i dont even remember a time when i felt like myself, i hate myself and i want it all to stop
Need a friend?
@@meganrose5069 not a friend but someone who can actually kill me cause i can't do it myself😭...now how sad is that.
I have completely forgotten how to sleep, I know I want to cry but I can’t. Waking up seems more like a chore than a gift.
Very touching...
Life is unbearable…so unbearable..
Here again, im letting myself feel the pain and i can feel it in my whole body
Need a friend?
@@meganrose5069 Are you sure?
@@redpill9724 been feeling the same way for years so at least we can relate...you got instagram or somewhere we can chat on?
5:09 surrounded by my own thoughts locked in the cage in my own house in my own mind it’s been getting more and more alone.
This resonated with me so much 😭 felling very lost
all good things come to an end .........
I'm happy, there is nothing wrong in my life but for some reason I'm sad and I feel bad because I don't even have a reason to be sad, so why do I feel like crying. It doesn't make sense.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
@@supravietuitoriblog547 thank you so much, I spoke to a friend and have been feeling better these days. I appreciate your concern and offer to talk. I will reach out when I feel overwhelmed. May you be blessed in abundance for your kindness. ❤️❤️
@@siyasamnkelamnyembane9544 I'm happy for you! Take care! ❤
The sadness i've got insidie its too mutch to explain 🖤
How long do I have left?? All alone in misery... Can't handle much longer
I feel the same way
I hope things get better for you ❤️ 😍 💖 love you
You know sometimes the dreamers finally wake up.😢😢
Praying for you 🙏
Wish I could make these decisions with someone...been making so much wrong decisions because I am not in the right state of mind but yeah there's no one
"I have had the worst week of my life"
I feel you 🥹
Hey
I don’t feel anything anymore, I’m dead
It is sure that all those who watch this video, have the problem, and live it hard..
So he/she watch it out of interest, because he/she lives it, or because other than he/she has meet through life or internet or even virtual don't care about their feelings and she remains alone, and keeps ignoring her and he/she is always looking for someone to understand him/her and help him/her, someone who notices him/her and who will know how to listen to him/her, and unfortunately few are these people... Anyway, that's my case...
And now, I feel like I'm a Lone Wolf with all these problems she has to fight, she fights alone,
and still💔
15 years of marriage gone out the window and all i wantent was a little change
Beautiful ♥
It is over for me. That’s the only thing that gives me something to look forward to, the knowing that one day I’ll have the courage to end it all or one day soon enough t please God, it will all me over. I don’t two anything but a broken, empty heart. Nothing feels better. I’m really done.
I feel like ending my life because everyone around me hates me and im so deep in depression and i try so hard to make people around me happy but they aleays seem to find the faults in me i dont think i can live this life any more im tired of carrying a fake smile on my face everyday just so i dont disappoint the people around me
I am much pain everytime ask my self what i did deserves all this pain why i alone i deserved love
I am broken inside and the person i need most is never here for me but am praying and hoping God help me i still believe in you
Am alone all alone
My biggest fear is growing up alone and slowly everyone has abandoned me and in so close to the edge tbh I just want to be sent to a mental hospital so I know I'm safe so I know I can't hurt me or anyone so I can get the help I need
Hate the loneliness feel like I'm under I cant get to the surface 😢
Ur manip is sooo beautiful love it 💕💕
I can't keep on living this life anymore... No one cares about me... They pretend to care but in reality they doesn't... I crave for love but I can't find it anywhere.... I'm so alone and lonely and I can't keep on pretending that I'm okay... I'm not okay.... And I don't think I will ever be.
it will be ok just hang in there there are people going threw what you're feeling I'm praying for you and your not alone because Jesus loves you so much I promise I need you to fold your hands and talk to him it always feels better doing that but I'll be praying for you 🙏❤
I need love 😭😭
I'm drowning Tommy...
- Sam Cahill (Brothers 2009)
What show is the audio from 5:11 from about picking up the blade?
I am so much pain
Yeah, I'm back here again😭
I have used my last push
Is it normal to watch these because the only emotion you can feel is sad
Seems better than numbness
If even our super heroes and villains can't solve it who are we to solve it
This is not good ...suffering frm all this is not good....every day something is eating up ...from inside..n killing...n can't say anyone...tht iam not okay....iam not okay...because no one will ...understand 😢😢😢😢😢
I just want to be happy once
i’m so lonely. it’s like people are here but they’re not really here for me. i have no real friends. nobody to talk to. if i go to my parents they’ll say i’m being selfish or over exaggerating. my parents are going to get a divorce soon too so… yay life! i want to go.
tired of hearing keep your head up. or reasons why i'm alright.
it is what it is....
I feel so much pain i have no friends my girlfriend left me and my parents dont like me my sister have no time for me i live for nobody...
I wonder why I was born in this world
Worlds gone to shit
Covid
War In Ukraine
3 breakups
Cost of living
What's the point in living anymore 😕 2022 was shit and now 2023 feels the same as last year I give up, I've got no real close friends, family who do not care, I've lost jobs because of cutbacks there's no need for me to be Alive anymore there really isn't
In a way it seems like I am doomed like I can't get out of this shit I put my self in I can't feel shit and always here just to convince my self that all these feelings do exist, that's very say because that is not how it is supposed to be. But I will never stop I know it will all end one day while am still alive and I will be the greater me in the NAME OF THE FATHER AND OF THE SON AND THE HOLY SPIRIT AMEN ❤❤
My girlfriend fake relationship with me , with my best friend. They both ruined my life
Now I'm suffering from insomia and i dont got anyone to speak to
😥😥😓😓😢😰😰😩😩😭😰😭😫😫😫
So really sad ever it has reminding me life story have been throgh
Shit happen and we have to deal with them, well now my health is quite good I'm on medicine and yea it's helping
Damn yoh that sucks
Iam also Deppres that why no friend in my life i want happy i cant fell happy
One day my son said it takes 2 to break somebodys heart ❤️ 💙 💜 💖 💗 💘 ❤️ 💙 💜 💖 💗 i think it takes everything
I already decided im ready to end it all
Believe in you bro don’t give up
I picked up that blade but fighting so hard to put it back down because its like I don't want to die but I don't want to live either its like I'm not sad but I'm not happy its like I'm not mad but I am I'm just numb and no one knows I told one person my best friend she laughed and said I was lying so why would I tell any one why would I just make it worse by having people laugh at me when I'm already laughing at myself when I'm already torn myself down to the point its starting to get hard to put on a face to laugh to smile to say I'm fine to be ok because I'm not I haven't been for years and I thought if I pretended it didn't exist maybe it'll go away and I was just being over dramatic and I need to get a grip because nothing is wrong butt there is and I need to see that but I cant I don't want to be this way I believe in God I trust in Him but rn it sucks and I know its not his fault so I'm not blaming Him I'm blaming me its my fault I feel this way and I'm going to keep living in it until everything stops and gets better and I'm not afraid not even a little and I know He wants what's best for me and ill keep trying and ima keep my mask until I don't need it I thank you God for everything I love you
What show is 2:15, please?
What show is the audio from at 4:42?
13 reasons why
3:13 same man
I'll pray for you 🙏
Why continue ? This world never wanted me. I'm so done. So done. I tried everything and I always end up alone
Oh my God😥😥😥
Everything is a myth except death.... Rest all are fillers.... And no one actually cares... World is full of mean.... No matter how much u care... Love.... At the end u suffer..... And rest all will move on and u will stuck there.... Living dead...
To be Or not to be
The thing that fixed my loneliness was a purpose and that purpose was to find and serve Jesus Christ . In my isolation I learn the word and use it for a time to grow not to drag myself low.
1:40 show?
Re-upload?
Due to some copyright issues i had to reupload some of the videos
0:50 & 0:54shows?
The 100 and vampire diaries, I believe
Anyone please i am losin it i think maybe it can help just talkin with someone one
Hey, I'm here to listen.
Yeah show some Christmas ads that's what we want too see when we feel this way because it adds to our pain and suffering well it does to mine I don't know how it affects everyone else
💔😥😥
1st movie name
It's I liked.
🖤🖤🖤😊
Why do attractive people get a chance to live life while the ugly ones do not?! Why?!?!
What is at 1:40 ?
Twilight
🥺🥺🥺
#unvaim
:))
I have completely forgotten how to sleep, I know I want to cry but I can’t. Waking up seems more like a chore than a gift.
I feel the same, my only escape is when I'm sleeping and I'm just hoping I can dream some beautiful scenario once in a while but it barely happens as most of the time when I try to sleep I'm experiencing sleep paralysis shit and it messes me up, I can't even fully escape on sleeping. Man I just want to end, just disappear for good
I understand what you're going through I can't cry iv tryed but I can't do it
You know sometimes the dreamers finally wake up.😢😢
3:37 show?
Wanda vision
You know sometimes the dreamers finally wake up.😢😢