10 Hour Schizophrenia Hallucination Simulation.
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 19 ก.ย. 2024
- This is what I hear most of the time. But again, this is one of many scenarios that I hear. Can you manage to listen to this all day? Even just in the background whilst trying to do your daily routine like I do? Give it a try. I recommend at least 10 mins. This is the closest I can make to the real thing, and my way of showing how difficult it can be to live your life as an Ill person.
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I go to sleep to this. These voices cancel the others.
That's really interesting. I'm glad it helps.
I’m not schizophrenic but have had hallucinations before. The worst part is how real they can seem. Some of the ones I’ve had are benign, but there were ones that were absolutely terrifying. I can’t imagine what it’s like dealing with the symptoms of schizophrenia on a daily basis, especially when they are really bad :(
Have u ever heard random voices in your head before ?
@@MaliyahJohnson-v5o I've heard conversations before that sounded like they were coming from people around me but when I tried to find the source of the noise I couldn't. (As in no one was talking or the people that I thought were talking weren't present)
also I should add that I couldn't trace the conversation to a specific place. Like distance/location didn't matter, the volume stayed the same. So I guess it must've been coming from my head? It doesn't seem logical but if I think about it I guess that's what happened
There are sometimes moments when i dont have this, a few days, or a week or two if i'm lucky, but it always comes back. It is massively painful. I can handle pain relatively well so if i say it is massively painful then it is really very extreme, it is really not exaggerated or sensible 😬 I have many memory gaps. Basically that is not any creepy monster sounds, it is a clear voice and a clear visible entity. It is not a bad entity at all. And it is so extreme to deal with all of this alone. It's like he is showing projections about future events. And people must be careful about a time in 1200 or 1400 years about a person. I think that other people are able to see that aswell.
I can relate. Especially with the memory gaps. Stay strong
@@frankenmoose I can remember better in things that were a longer time ago. Things from workplaces or something from my time as teenager, i can't remember so good at my schooltime. I have almost every day seizures. And i can't walk to any welfare due to ME/CFS, couldn't pay this health insurance anymore, so i can't even get to an MD anymore now. There are moments when i feel good enough to make a comment or to watch a youtube video. But i won't ask for a charity online, when people noticed that i need help they tried to sexually use me. So i don't mention it. Life is hard without any family. I mean i tried to get help for years and i also spent 25.000€ for MD's in private.
@@frankenmoose I mean i do have family, my mother sends a little bit money here and there now, my father a bit too, but it's not really paying anything, and they never come over. My mother is in a carehome since i couldn't take care of her anymore. It's complicated alone in life.
@@kathyhhb It's nice to have family. I understand. My mother was in a carehome before she died. I'd do anything to have her back.
@@frankenmoose It's not like that. It is now a bare minimum just, i eat only a slice of bread per day or sometimes a few spoons of soup. It's not much. I'm in a mini tent mostly outside, i have a little cooker to warm something. It barely needs fire due to how it's built, can use it with a cotton pad that i pulled through wax. A little solar power bank to charge my phone and it has a flashlight. Luckily i'm used to it cause it was in my teens the same.
These are just distraction to make you forget how powerful you are
I fully agree
Yeah like the #urbanfunk 70s campaign and kony 2012
I wake up in the morning, I go to work, I work until noon, I come home, I lie on the bed, I can't sleep, I go to work again in the evening, I finish work at night, I come home at night, eat sleep (if i can),
I wake up in the morning, I go to work, I work until noon, I come home, I lie on the bed, I can't sleep, I go to work again in the evening, I finish work at night, I come home at night, eat, sleep (if i can)
, I wake up in the morning, I go to work, I work until noon, I come home, I lie on the bed, I can't sleep, I go to work again in the evening, I finish work at night , I come home at night, eat, sleep (if i can)
, I wake up in the morning, I go to work, I work until noon, I come home, I lie on the bed, I can't sleep, I go to work again in the evening, I finish work at night, I come home at night, eat, sleep (if i can).
I am very powerful
You're stupid. It's EXISTENCE....and a complete lack there of....only suffering.
I thought I had super powers and was able to touch and bend the voices. Also I was able to direct some voices like a choir. They were very intrusive especially in the shower or before intercourse ( which made me just stop until this day). I was prescribed respiridone and sertraline and they faded away, but I still hear a little ringing. It also directed me spiritually and now I haven't taken meds for 8 months although I keep refilling my scripts just in case. I repented and ask for forgiveness to wipe my slate .
Thanks for making videos like these I often times try to do a decent amount of research into conditions characters I play as have and stuff like this helps when trying to get a sense for how they’re conditions affect how they perceive with the world around them especially since I can put this on with headphones and get a feel for what the auditory part of schizophrenia is like although I do understand that it’s a different experience for everyone and that I’ll most likely will never truly know the extent of how this effects people but it’s still a good way to help understand my characters but people who experience this too
Thanks for your comment. The goal of these video simulations is to educate. Its interesting to hear that it has helped someone research a role, that’s a new one for me. I’m glad that it has helped and yes, there are so many variants of what people hear, me included. If you want to learn more, I have more simulations and other videos about schizophrenia on my channel. If you have any questions, I’ll do my best to answer. Good luck with your character.
This is so painful not even Tilidin is helping
i got schizophrenia i have voices and sounds of beeping inside and outside of my head and although i do hear the eerie stretched sound its usually clear talking as if a real person was talking right next to me and i don’t really have much memory any more it comes and goes but most of the things i remember are all fear induced episodes that i made before and currently live in it’s extremely hard to get anything done at all when there’s multiple people in my head second guessing everything i do to confuse me and sometimes they portray people i’ve met before to make it even worse i can’t even zone then out anymore because my visual hallucinations are everywhere i look from tv static everywhere to faces and walls melting its quite stressful but i play my video games to disconnect from reality👍
I just got done watching a podcast episode about this and I want to recommend taking a listen. Maybe give another perspective of whats really goin on. I suggest with an open mind especially if you arent spiritual. Pod cast is The Confessionals and the guest is Jerry Marzinsky. Id love to hear your input after if you decide to take a listen.
@@benodryl5311 Sorry if it caused harder problems, i was thinking that might happen but i was hoping it wouldnt. In my personal opinion this isnt medical but spiritual, Science wants to pull us away from God. I think this could be demonic. Let me add that that doesnt mean you are evil or there is something wrong with you. I think that therapist said a lot of things that makes a lot of sense. Everyones experience could different. But with hearing the bible verse it should make you questions right? IM not sure what your beliefs are, Im not religious but lately i have been questioning a lot of things and realizing all the lies we are told. I do believe there is really a fight between good and evil for our souls. Its the only thing that make sense to me.
I cant even begin to imagin the literal hell you live in everyday. My heart breaks for you. It really does. You are NOT the voices and you are not worthless or stupid.
Im here trying to not push God down your throat cause i know how that can come off but i think if you have any sort of strength left and meds and doctors arent really helping seek out a higher power. Again im sorry if i triggered anything. My intentions were pure. If you ever need someone to talk to you Im willing to listen. Noone should ever feel alone. YOur worth more then you think.
I'm sorry you're going through this. Some of your experiences sound similar to mine, so I can sympathize. It's awful that some places don't have much support when needed. Hopefully you can get some help soon.
@@frankenmoose oh tell me about it i used to try and get help from facilities because i thought i was a danger to people and myself and they neglected me in there so i’m not exactly sure where to go now with my life it’s hard to talk in person to people like a normal person so i can’t even get a basic job and even if i did i fear my outbursts will get me in really really shitty situations so i avoid everything, and same goes for you
@@benodryl5311 The work place needs more resources to help support people with mental health problems.
Does meditation or music drown this out or make it bearable?
Is this more like a "head sound" and does it remain always in effect or occur in waves?
Finally, and if this question doesn't affect mental health, as i know acknowledging some mental diseases can cause them to become more pronounced: does it localize to physical spaces or people with a strong negative or positive emotional disposition?
Been only recently trying to study this phenomena, I've noticed strong overlap and potential correlation to endocrine disrupting chemicals that reduce magnesium, zinc, and increase copper levels in the brain. I'm an enthusiast, not a scientist (yet?) and the latter is the most interesting as i've wondered if heavy metals in the brain create noise or electric disruption by resonating with EMF frequency waves (which the brain then reconstructs into speech, and other auditory or visual hallucinations.)
I guess time to get back to my pains and my hallucination that will soon start. Its just so extreme. Epileptic seizures a bit too. That can knock you unconscious. It almost just knocked me unconscious.
Sorry to hear that. Sounds awful.
@@frankenmoose Yes. But i have a little mouse as pet now. I always sat outside in the evening and cried and gave her a plum or a bit bread or some noodles. And when i wasn't outside anymore for a longer time, she made a tunnel inside and a hole in the floor and was then suddenly sitting infront of my face when i had a seizure. The mouse was looking for me. People sadly not. But i'm already used to that. I guess i was grown up without care and i first realized that i was conditioned to do everything for everyone and nothing for me. I don't like to talk about my life.
@@frankenmoose If i can walk again i try to get an MRI or CT Scan. I have a higher damage to my brain. There happened a lot in my life 🥺
@@kathyhhb A scan seems important
@@kathyhhb This is why I like animals more than humans.
I am very sorry that you are faced with this disease, but now I want to ask a few questions regarding this topic (through a translator, I hope you understand)
1. do you listen to all of this with music in the background or just pure voices/whispers, etc?
2. do you hear it throughout the day without stopping, or intermittently?
3. How old were you when this disease started?
4. What caused your schizophrenia?
I just write articles (in Russia) and now I need to write an article about schizophrenia, I will be glad if you answer, I hope I didn’t offend you in any way.. get well soon! ❤️🩹
Hello.
No problem, I am happy to answer your questions. I have many scenarios of hallucinations, they don’t have music but some have a long droning noise like on this simulation (if that’s what you’re referring to.) It’s mainly voices and whispers, most of which I can’t understand. Although sometimes I can understand what they are saying and its always negative. Yes I hear this all day. I hear at least some form of voices or noises 24 hours a day, every day. It’s hard to say exactly when I developed schizophrenia as it came on in stages. I would say mid teens. It’s not known exactly what causes schizophrenia but from what I understand, It’s a chemical imbalance and something that a person will have regardless of external or environmental factors. You have not offended me in any way. I think its great for people to ask questions as it will help the stigma surround illnesses like this. If you would like to know more about my experiences, I have more videos and simulations here: th-cam.com/video/lljz4d2gNKE/w-d-xo.html
Good luck with your article. If I can help in any way, don’t hesitate to ask.
The overtones sound right, except mone are about two octaves higher and the voices sound normal but have a dementing or cruel quality to them. It cones and goes.😢
Sorry to hear that. Yeah this is one of many scenarios of what I hear. It's shit how its always cruel isn't it? It's never a positive experience.
This is accurate
I feel very sorry for you. I suffer from mental health too.
Hopefully you are getting some support.
i like this
♦️♦️Have you ever heard of Lewy Body Dementia and hearing these sounds?? It’s awful. Serquiol is NOT helping 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯😡😡
Yes. My Mum died from LBD 2 years ago. She said that she could sympathize with my hallucinations and understood.
This video makes me scared, bro😭
th-cam.com/video/VAH-ixdFWFs/w-d-xo.html
Here, take this.
Have a Listen to Jerry Marzinsky, Maybe it with enlighten you to what really causes this. Just have an open mind. The voices my not like what your listening to cause it will expose them but fight through it. I believe in you. I love to hear your input after.
The Channel The Confessionals is the one i watched and highly recommend
I like to see different perspectives and opinions but I am very science minded. I'll look up your suggestion.
Ok I've looked up this person. So he basically doubts science and chemical imbalances and thinks its caused by spirits and evil. This is not only dumb in my eyes, but also insulting to my intelligence. I appreciate the recommendation but I don't think its helpful or constructive to blame mystic and paranormal entities. Have fun listening though.
@@frankenmoose I wasn’t trying to be insulting, just because you don’t believe in it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist but you’re allowed to have your feelings. Just thought that it could be enlightening to hear another perspective which to be fair he isn’t the only one that thinks this way. There are many doctors and psychologists in the field that feel and think that some of this may be spiritual.
I’m not 100% sold on the thought of it since I try to be open minded in both science and spirituality, I think there is room for both. Which is why I wanted to hear your thoughts.
@@ashleynicole9036 I know you didn’t mean to offend and I’m not offended by your comment. I just feel that people blaming mental illness on anything spiritual, or anything with religious connotations sends us back thousands of years. Science is the definitive answer. You wouldn’t be able to connect or post comments on strangers videos without it. It cures and treats countless illnesses; explains things previously unknown, etc. We would be going backwards as a species if we start using spirituality as an answer. It’s dangerous. I have a very open mind but spirits is a very closed minded explanation. Listen, I don’t want to offend you and you can believe what you want, but I’m going to stick with thinking it’s a chemical imbalance until we have any stronger evidence. Thanks for your comment though.
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POV: you have never slept better in your whole life.
I don't understand...
@@frankenmoosei think they used this as background noise to fall asleep to
@@jayteeem2540 Ok fair enough. It's interesting that someone would use this to help them sleep.
tbh I been using this in the background of me gaming and its not bad, I actually would rather this than to hear nothing my head all. I can still keep up with everything while listening. Might even swap to this instead of music
You're so brave, big and strong. "its not bad" is easy to say when you don't experience it 24/7.
@@frankenmoose I never said it would be easy all the time, just said I kinda like hearing it over nothing. Either way I’ll take this over voices😭
@@rated_tox1c990 I'm sorry. I thought you were just a troll and doesn't hear voices. I find it hard to understand some people's comments in tone
Will this give you schizophrenia if you don't have it?
Yeah...
😂😅@@frankenmoose
😅😮🫨😶
Don't listen to voices, they're worthless chime ins 😏👉
You're doing great, do you know how awesome you are
Thanks. I'm far from awesome but I am stronger than I used to be.