I need your help with something. You see I've been through an awakening before and it lasted for a day only and because I didn't act on it I feel like I went back to sleep
I'm only almost 3 months into my waking up....I'm finding it amazing exciting wonderous, I have passing doubts also, maybe what I've been thru in life has pre-prepared me, I'm by no means making light of the suffering you have been thru, as I've mentioned I'm only a few months into this journey, I've managed to flip still images on bothe plains horizontal and vertical I alow my spirit/soul to take charge of my body in deep meditation it opens chakras and does its thing I've also contacted my guide I think its only one female she stroked my cheek I asked for confirmation and my throat chakra was flicked twice, I understand I have help from higher dimensions but your help is also very much appreciated...Thank you
Hi there my name is Anna I did experience Awakening I lost my only child I was praying so hard for God he will bring me my son back the room starts spinning I felt like I'm going to die for 4 days I stayed inside and I don't like the way I felt I was by myself I didn't have no one what do you think that's mean I will never try it again the only thing I want my son thank you
This was great, thanks, I have been researching "definition of religious awakening" for a while now, and I think this has helped. Have you heard people talk about - Hiyanna Spiritual Suppositious - (Have a quick look on google cant remember the place now ) ? Ive heard some amazing things about it and my colleague got excellent results with it.
"There has to be something MORE" I've had that mindset for at least 4 to 5 years. I'm 20 years old now and still have the same mindset. I feel lost most times. I get angry, sad, depressed of just the world. I feel like a robot programmed to just "play along" and I feel myself wanting to break free from whatever this is but I cant. There just HAS to be something deeper to this day to day life that I live, i just cant find it...Ugh, I dont know...
You know it's going to be okay.... Just be patient... Trust the universe.. And along with that you can also start meditating.. It'll really be helpful.... All the best
As someone who has felt the same way and is a few years older, you’re doing great. Just keep moving forward on your search, have faith that things will work out as they should for you. As soon as I opened myself up to opportunities (I’m a really anxious person with lots of irrational fears) within a year or so my life was completely changed for the better. There are still struggles, but keep pushing! So important you just know that there’s more especially at your age!!
I had a breakdown and couldn't go to work I was so depressed. I lost everyone and got in loads of debt, realised I had loads of addictions and now have a clear head. Still feeling lonely at times but I've changed and still finding my new feet
keep strong.god is love n his way of helping u is through putting u through hard times so u can cum out better .be grateful fr all u have.look at those in worser situations n itl make u feel mire frateful
Ben Dale I can relate. I am still working but it’s getting harder everyday to get up and go to work. I am at my wits trying to keep my wits about me. I am hoping this will pass!
Ben Dale. Was replying to you and pressed the wrong button. I can relate because in 2017 the love of my life died. Can you imagine "see you tomorrow" and you never see them again. But the thing is...I wasn't the love of HIS life. At his funeral I wasn't even mentioned. It's been over 2 years now and I'm nearly over it. Live now Ben. Live now.💝
Another thing I've found out about myself is, I'm never lonely. Seriously, the people I had in my life were jealous, two faced, couldn't be trusted. Now I have Miss Lopes and her wisdom plus I have me. Bye for now and take care.🙋♀️
I went to the ER and mental hospital multiple times during my awakening. It was such a horrible and scary time. I thought that I was dying. So much strange symptoms in my body. Intense pain in my spine, electric jolts going through my body, vision problems and much much more. Now 2,5 years later I am becoming my new me🙂
Mine was "crazy" as well, it was like the world was a different place that it had been my entire life prior to that. This was exciting and sleeping was hard to achieve while being so happy and in some "new magical place"... it lasted 3 months. Never had any mental issues before or after. Also people should be careful with who they share this new experience with and how they do so.
What did ER diagnose you with? I got "acute psychosis and likely on synthetic drugs like bath salts since we didnt detect any substances" 😆😆 so insulting
I'm coming out of my spiritual awakening. I feel like ice been going through it since I was 16 and I'll be 28 on Monday. In the last year, it all came to head and everything has just fallen in to place perfectly once I accepted in my head that my souls purpose is to heal. I'm in the process of healing my own physical ailments. Some were instantly healed. My energy is so high, my skin looks that of my 16 year old self again, my heart no longer hurts, my weight has been just shedding off. I can keep going. It's amazing. I thank my spirit guides, God and my higher self for this transition. It all makes sense now.
I really felt your words. I feel i am coming out of it myself and i am so interested to know more about your last stages and where you are now. I haven't seen anyone else say this personally.
In the moment of realization, does the awakening ever really stop/come to an ending? Why the need to confirm this over and over? This reflects so deeply.
@@CAS-2021 that's so true, you're absolutely right. Slipping back into old ego habits can distract you from the magic feeling of awakening. You have to work at it everyday once your eyes have first opened. The process doesnt really end, it just gets stronger with continued mindfulness.
You've just made me realise that I'm not alone in this darkness and I will pass through, but what i will say for now, I'm struggling with my inner self in relationship and financially its not easy at all, thank you for the inspiration. ❤
XIMENA MIRANDA, I JUST SENT A PRAYER 🙏 OUT TO YOU DEAR SWEET SISTER...YOU ARE NOT ALONE...I KINDA FEEL THE SAME WAY...WE NEED TO START SUPPORTING ONE ANOTHER AND REACHING OUT...THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE YOU FEEL ALONE PROBABLY DO NOT UNDERSTANDING WHAT YOUR GOING THOUGH BECAUSE THEY HAVEN’T YET BEEN THOUGH IT THEMSELVES...IF ITS ALLOWED , AND IF IT HELPS YOU CAN WRITE BACK TO ME IF YOU WANT ON THIS SITE...IM A GOOD LISTENER...YOU ARE NOT ALONE...NAMASTE 🙏.
Thank you so much for making these videos. Your insight is so valuable to so many. I just shared the story of my own waking up from religion on my Channel. The planet is ready to expand into enlightenment, more people are waking up from these damaging ideals, and I can't wait to join you and other lightworkers who are sharing this truth. Wish me luck, as I've just started posting videos that will startle people who are not ready, but hopefully open the door to freedom for those who are.
I lost my marriage after 20 years after we lost my mother in law to cancer and my grandparents. I found myself away from all I had thought my life was built around and ended up having a breakdown which triggered my awakening. It’s been so hard being alone through it but now I’m coming into a better place in myself I completely understand why it happened which has allowed me to heal, forgive and release. Your videos have been a Huge help Christina and I thank you with all my heart.💚💚💚💚💚
Whenever my awakening process gets hard, physically, emotionally and mentally, i always come back to this video. Thank you Christina, I appreciate you so much and I love you too ❤️❤️❤️
This video has brung me to tears . This was such a relief to know that I’m not alone . And I can breathe now because I have an understanding of why the things have happened the way that they have . And I’ve been asking God to show me signs and show me why those things happened . And he has brung me to that very place . Everything happens for a reason is what I kept telling myself, I can’t see it now but I will. Then started feeling like I was here to do something great with my life && now I understand my spiritual awakening and now I have peace in my heart . And I now understand that I am an empath was very confused on all the feelings and emotions but always knew I could feel people and read people beyond average . And it all makes sense, thank you. 🙏😊💛
This made feel so much better. I lost everything all at once, my husband, boys moved out and sold my house and moved into a place all by myself. Very lonely, all the people I’ve taken care of for years are all gone, I have no one. I know inside that this change is needed and I tell myself to be brave and that I can do this. I have never responded to any kind of messages before but needed to because it felt like you were reading my mail. Thank you❤️
When you said you felt like you were going insane, I have that feeling all the time. I keep thinking one thing and subconsciously tell myself that if I keep this up I’m going to have no choice but to go inpatient. It’s hard. The universe made sure I discovered you. Thank you so much I don’t feel so alone anymore.
I had my first spiritual encounter at the age of 15 when I had a huge existential breakdown and I kept thinking to myself this life is so sad and pointless that we simply cannot exist without purpose and I kept thinking consciously that there is more out there
i’m 14 & i’m pretty sure i’m in the process of the awakening it’s pretty harsh everyone’s leaving my life & i thought i was going crazy for a long period of time because of all the lies i was blind to
I have been through hell and I’m now coming through to the other side Watching your videos helps me understand what has been happening to me Thank you Christina I think you’re amazing God bless you and I send you my love and thanks xxx
I have been going through this all my life. It flared up when I was a teenager. In my twenties I had a different level of shocking experiences and after my son’s father died I felt Lille I had been tied to the front of a semi and driven into a brick wall. My face felt snacked for six years. I then went through more levels but never realized it was spiritual. It was only recently in my 50s after a partner cheating on me that I found myself going through a powerful awakening. I became very intuitive, my anxieties left me, I became confident, I no longer will accept bull shit from anyone nor myself. I refuse to accept less for myself. There is no reason to accept less than I want. I know that now. I am not greedy and what I want is to be able to help others as well as myself. I now find my mind believing I deserve to live a good life just the way I want to. I won’t accept less. Thank you for your guidance in your videos on awakening.
To everyone who's having a hard time during the spiritual awakening process, I feel you. We're in this together. I send light your way and I hold you in love. ❤️ You are strong enough to experience this. Allow the veil to be lifted.... We are close. I love you. You are safe. ✨ -Miyuki
I had my awakening on Nov 13.2018. I know for FACT that we don’t die. My life up till now makes complete sense. It took all that of a rough life to get me here now. Empathic Intuitive. I’m learning and info is coming fast. I helped a few spirts cross into God’s light. Amazing!! I still have so much to learn. Thank you!
I too went through mine last year and crossed loved ones over Thanks to the Indian ancestors who once lived here! They are and my spirit is at peace for the first time EVER!
@@AsktheSpirits I too have had a " Spiritual Awakening " starting from 08/09/2021 , i have seen the numbers 111 and 222 , espscially 111 , but i also have had unusable activities going on around my home since december 2020 till now , i've experienced that my bed feels like its "posssessed" or something as it keeps on vibrating when am trying to sleep and something keeps pulling on my pillow case and bed blankets , what could this mean ?? Please can you help , as i have been sleeping with my lights on since december 2020 till even now as i type this , what could all this mean ??
Two years ago, I watched this video with my then husband who tuned me in to your channel. It was at this point in the video (8:12) where he mentioned that he believes I am a healer, a teacher, and that's why my recent spiritual awakening was so difficult for me. I'll explain the surrounding variables: At that time this video came out, our marriage was deeply troubled and I personally had been experiencing a year and a half of "there has to be something more", prompting a mental breakdown which had me check myself into an outpatient wellness center for two months. Not long afterwards, my husband started to experience his own difficult awakening. Neither of us were able to support the other and our marriage fell apart. My husband and I are no longer together and I lost everything: my home, my job, my life, my routines, the state I lived in...and I am still within my awakening process. I have gained *so* much since I first saw this video, yet had to lose it all in order to make room for it. As I continue on the journey, and as the lessons and the hard continue to trickle down, I know the length and duration of my journey is due to my purpose...a teacher, a healer. My now ex husband was right and I wonder if he still agrees with my purpose, even after all of the heartache. I thank him for bringing you into my life.
My spiritual awakening happened after suffering years of depression when I got to the stage of where I didn't want to wake up i hated every day then strange things started to happen and fall into place that led me to realise about our real existence and I ended up here watching these channels.my life has now dramatically changed for the better.i now love life knowing there is more meaning. NAMASTE🍃💛💜🍃
I was so desperately looking for this comment. It all makes sense to me dear. I have struggled with depression for years. It worsened upto a level that I became very suicidal, just had no energy to live, but I was miraculously saved from death. After 7 months of that event and me doing a little better than before, all of a sudden something changed. I met this person ( I don't know whether it's just coincidence) and we talked about life and after that meeting my life has changed upside down. I can feel the energy in me. I look at things differently now. If I am to describe it in one sentence- I feel at peace with myself. My whole life makes sense to me! I am just so grateful to the universe !💝
OMG, I am crying! We r 10:45 mins into this video and I’m losing my effing mind! It’s like u r me! I’m not evolved as you but I am so effing resonating with all of this so strongly, that I had to write before vid ended!
Im 70 and have been going through alone. Family wanted at one time to commit me but Im still sharp in mind. I wanted a companion to go through this with me, but that never happened. I feel at this point in my life, Im on my journey back home. I know I have guides and have called out for help more than once. I sold my home and live on my daughters property. I feel Im going backwards not forward. This aging thiing is hard, its puts your spiritual at test. Theres not much talk about us older folks taking this journey, although Hospice is really as close as you can get. I can relate to alot you talk about. Your a beautiful soul. Im glad I was led to your page.
I went through a spiritual awakening that sounds exactly like yours and went to the doctor and they told me that I was battling with lupus and a hypothyroidism and I have no choice but to lay in the bed some days because it hurted to get up so I began to become closer to God I began to pray on my body and thank God for healing me although I was in pain I began to speak life into my body and I began to transition almost died at 40 of a heart attack but I am here now at 44 years old. and I am here from the auto immune disease that almost ended my life since I gotten better I work as a intuitive touch massage therapist assisting with healing and I feel rewarded for the job that I do because I understand their pain and my job is to assist them with the process.
I was wondering why I felt your energy. I’m a healer too. On Christmas of 2018 I was literally seconds from ending my life because I was so depressed, but the universe intervened and ever since I’ve felt nothing but happiness and bliss and I found out I’m a light worker. Loved your video.
Everything youre saying is deeply resonating with me. I want to cry but I can’t, I feel scared but I feel comforted. I feel quite lost, if I’m being honest. I’ve spiraled back into my mental illness and depression, I can’t handle the energy and emotions of others around me right now. I don’t have much energy to give right now but it’s important to me to make people feel safe, and I work in a service based job so i have nothing left for anyone, barely anything for myself. I’m trying, I could try harder at least I think I could, but Im struggling with a deep anxiety that has kept me away from existing right now. Things were going so good for a while, and now I just feel like I’m in a mental chaos, everything is loud everything is too much. Even though I’m so much more awake now than a year ago. I found this video for a reason, so thank you. I’ve never struggled with questioning my mental sanity as much as I have this year and I had myself convinced I was sick with something because it’s the only explanation for the mental and like you said PHYSICAL pain. I can feel pain everywhere in my body if I try hard enough but I’m not sick. I’m not sick, I’m not crazy. I’m an empath who is shedding her trauma, and until I can begin to heal from my shed I cannot be the energy and light that other people need right now. There’s not enough of me, and my energy is all I have. I’ll get through this, the universe has always been my guide. Thank you for reminding me 💕 sometimes I feel so alone with what I’ve been going through that i forget the truth and what I know in my soul. I’ve never been alone, and I never will be. I’m so thankful for that
Wow everything you said I’ve been going through for a long time. As much as I feel bliss, healing, and pure love in my lonely life, my world is upside down. Lonely but not alone. Two night ago I went to the beach and contemplated walking in the roaring waters and not looking back but I know I have a mission here. Praying for perseverance and strength. I appreciate you sharing your wisdom. Many blessings to you 🙏🏼
This is the story of my life. Thank you sister Christina for confirming it to me. When your about to commit suicide and then God show up to show you the right path. Removing you from toxic people is such a blessings🥰🙏
I’m having a hard time integrating back into my normal life.. I felt like I died.. scared me. My vision was bad off and I thought I was dying or going blind. Having tingles all over still and energy pulsing in my feet.. but I got my bills back in order.. come off most of my meds.. and even got my Christmas bought and wrapped early. Financially I was falling apart.. my health isn’t the best right now mostly due to anxiety from awakening.. but I know this too shall pass.
@@bretthopenwasser2267 My guess is because we have become so good at telling ourselves what we want without ever actually asking ourselves what we want.
@@bretthopenwasser2267 That's all well and good to believe in what you say, especially when you have good/great intentions. But to assume your experience will be the same as hers speaks volumes if I may be so blunt. No harm meant! Namaste friend.
My mum passed in December 2017. And I have felt very different since then. I asked myself that very question. There has to be more, and what is my purpose. I have started life coaching and float therapy. I have started a beautiful spiritual journey. And now I have a name for it..... So glad I found your channel. Thank you. I love watching your channel. You have a beautiful presence 😘
There has to be something more. I have suffered and struggled most of my life. Every abuse imaginable I've lived thru. Overcame a 20 yr coke addiction (Clean almost 2 years), praying for death..I resonate with EVERYTHING you've said. This year has been the hardest
Thank you christina. I think my higher soul is really guiding me thru your videos. I am currently experiencing a very low in my life. Having to think about how to pay the next bill and my partner of 5 years just left me. I am in a state of loss. I do have the same thoughts i.e. if my life can be taken away, or can i dont wake up tomorrow. But a voice in my head keep telling me to hang on. I now realize it is my higher soul. I have been meditating continuously the past 30 days. And this week, i increase to twice a day. Thank you you gave me strength
I'm very fragmented. Living a life incoeherent with soul. Feelings of going insane sometimes. I also have reached points of not wanting to be here anymore. I also feel like a zombie most of the time. Thank you so much for your own testimonial. God bless you.
Hello Ines, My advice is to take antidepressants to give you an immediate leg up. It won't hurt your spiritual growth, it will give you the strength to continue with it. Then eliminate negative people and situations from your life. That step is very important. Without bad influences weighing on you, you will have a much easier time becoming the authentic, happy, and fully engaged person you are meant to be. On a practical level, get plenty of sleep on a regular schedule, eat well, and go for a lot of walks outside when the sun is shining. Ask God and/or your spirit guides for their help. Trust the Universe, take it one day at a time, and it will all come together eventually. It's just a process. Sending you lots of light and love!!! Namaste'
@irishwristwatch Don't give up, Living Waters Missions Club (@livingwatersmc on Facebook), wants to be your friend and guide anyone who may be lost. I too have had an awakening and I'm looking for the lost ones to join me in my mission.
You discover that you are I am. Then you are granted "Truth" and so you see with a new eye. You discover what it is to be alive again. This power is to change the world in a new way it's unstoppable, it's the Divine Light mastifesting together once again thru us...the awakened ones/Divine beings sent to do God's work without fear. Thank you for the video😃.
Thank u spiritual sister for keep shining on us .... Your honesty speak millions words ... “We are all awaken in special way, there is none so blind then the one who doesn’t want to see....”
This is exactly what I needed to hear... My awakening started with the worst breakup I've ever had, 4.5 years ago. Then both of my parents were diagnosed with lung cancer within 3 months of each other. I became their main caregiver. I have lost friends and let go of toxic family members as well as losing both of my parents. In that time I had 2 kundalini activations. During the second one I became afraid and lost my mind. I broke my collarbone. Then I broke both feet within 2 years of each other and I now spend 99% of my time alone. Well, I have my dog, Bear. I have been feeling like I can't take this anymore. Especially, the part of feeling like I need to be doing something to heal and help others and I don't know what or how to do that. This has helped me realize that I truly am still in the initiation process of shedding the crap. I keep going back in and out of this. But this last time has been pretty long. I have said to myself, "I am dying". And I am! Those parts of me that no longer serve me are leaving me. There is some resistance on my part which causes the suffering. Thank you so much for this video. I truly feel your authenticity and I do resonate with you! Much love to you!
I had my spiritual awakening about 10 years ago and at times its been amazing. At times I've been happier than I've ever been. But at times its been really tough. I'm sure you're right about having a tougher time when you're on a healing mission. Thats something I only realised a few weeks ago. Thank you so much for the video, you've made me feel so much better
Just a couple weeks ago my husband and I were on a wonderful vacation which had me on the highest of highs. On one particular night I became overwhelmed with negative emotions and told him I felt suicidal while crying uncontrollably. I couldn't understand how I got from such a high to such a low. Finding your channel came right when I needed it. Namaste.
I am in tears not everything you have said but so much so. And am right in that area right now alone . Thank you so much I thought I was losing my mind.
I just happened upon this video. My soul needed it. Everything you said is me. This last year was the lowest point in my life. I begged God to just end me but I'm still here and I'm thankful for that. I'm learning to love and accept my bizarre self. Than you for this.
I can’t really pin point my awakening because somehow I’ve always been in touch with my soul even in elementary school. I’ve always thought there must be more and questioned why things are the way they are. Recently, a lot has happened: graduated college, found a job in the medical field, got married, reconnected with my estranged family and it feels like I’ve found my twin flame and it’s not my wife :/ I don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to because everyone I know is very much out of sync with their spirits. I don’t how to communicate any of this especially when I’m in the middle of this awakening and trying to figure this out. I don’t know if my wife will be able to understand but I could see myself happily getting a divorce after I understand this recent awakening a little more. Thank you so much for posting this videos!! I felt very alone before I saw this. Love & Positive Vibes to all
It's a personal rapture theirs no warning it just falls on your head and then you are' caught up ' in rapture state. And it's not a slow oh hmmm maybe spirits exist now..no its omfg why are all my deceased loved ones here right now and why can't I sleep and why am I having prophecy and then you pass the test and as soon as you do WHAT you wanted most all your life the one thing you could not have but you need it and seek it more than air. Just falls in your lap like a bird shit on your head except its your dream come true and you know you did this and this is your reward and totality is your promotion.
I have just watched this and I cried, with tears of relief! I related to everything you said and have had many challenges in my life to overcome. I've just recently come out of another low point where I'd just had enough, but I somehow managed to push through it and turn a corner. Then I found you. Thank you so much for being the beautiful soul you are and sharing your content. You have answered so many questions that my head was spinning with. Much love to you Christina ❤
Fragmented! That’s the word I’ve searched for most of my life. I always just said “I want to be well-balanced/well-rounded”. But that is the word I couldn’t formulate-because I didn’t really understand what the issue was with me. I am going through an awakening and unlike others, I’ve always known on some level “something’s got to give”. The weight of everything seemed so heavy and none of it seemed congruent with anything experienced in this lifetime. If you haven’t felt the depth of this, you won’t understand and it’s difficult when your family and friends just keep telling you “go out and meet people”, or “go find a hobby”. I definitely feel I am meant to be a teacher of sorts through my writing, so the difficulty of this awakening makes sense in that perspective. Believing I will come out of this and no longer be confused and actually be able to help others and do things with all of this pain is the only thing hat keeps me going. I just have a constant worry that I am doing this awakening “wrong”, that I am not learning, will never learn and will just spend my life as confused, and in as much pain as I am now. I sure hope that’s not the case. It seems as though I’ve been in this much pain most of my life.
Iam Spirit Thank you very much! I will definitely check that out. It’s funny because I started a blog when I was trying to jump into the “teacher” role. I just wanted others as confused and lost as me to feel not alone. But, I quickly realized that it was an error of me to do that because I can’t help people when I am just as confused. Yes, it’s nice to feel you aren’t alone and to maybe sometimes hear from those who don’t appear to “have it all figured out”, but I could do more harm than good in the states I’ve been in. That was a huge slice of humble pie. Also, it taught me that this really is a process and trying to rush things to feel like I am making progress will never pan out as I intend. Thank you for the website/resource.
@@goldsmeon5631 Exactly! You think it's going to be a completely linear path and no...curve, turn, knot, fork in the road, back to square one-kind of, but not really. Lol. I guess it is all about release or "surrender" as they call it in the spiritual community and letting it flow. It is a good thing, the drive to help others. I guess the trick is to not become cynical before you get to the point where you actually can.
Thank you beautiful soul! So happy you were part of the first wave to guide us ♡ your awakening sounds a lot like mine. I thought I had all of a sudden gone schizophrenic. I got on the meds and they didn't do anything. 2 months later source spoke to me and said "I need you pure" So I did everything I could think of to try and figure out what pure really meant. I got off the meds, got sober and stopped eating meat, started trying to meditate more often though it was a struggle at first. The visions source sends me are so vivid especially on days the schumann resonance its firing at high frequencies. I've been studying non stop since my awakening happened a year ago and finally stumbled across your videos. You enlightened me about the ego. I didn't realize that was holding me back from my shift. I've been trying to distract myself with projects on intense days. Coming into my abilities has not been easy. Being psychic is one of the hardest things that's ever happened to me. Most days are extremely uncomfortable. Focussing on my path to help the community really helps. Since my awakening my guides and source have been giving me downloads on what I must build to help the future of this planet. It's been quite inspiring. Anyways just wanted to thank you again!
Wow. This really nailed it. Over the past month or so I've been jarred into a spiritual awakening. It's nice to be reassured that I'm not crazy. 😅 All of this would have seemed like contrived nonsense to me before, but it's very real.
Dear Christina. This video literally brought me to tears. The way you described your path resembled so much of what I had gone through in the past decade. There were times when it was so hard, so hard, that I, just like you, had asked God to just take me, because the pain I was going through was too much to endure. And I too consider myself to be quite a resilient person. But at some point the struggle was just too much to bear. Looking back at it now I understand why all that had to happen. The way I see life now is so much different than how I once used to see it. The reason why I stumbled upon your video is because I was actually searching for some explanation for what I'm going through right now. I've been in bed for the past 5 days, having flu-like symptoms, feeling like I just want to disintegrate, except I know that I'm not sick. I've been boiling in my own skin due to fever, and my entire body aches. But I know that this is not illness. I feel that there's something much bigger going on "behind the scenes". The funny thing is that my "illness" happened just a couple of days after I had lost a job where I wasn't happy anyway. And after I've been experiencing some very intense meditations as well. Despite all this I am so much looking forward to the future and all great things life has in store for me. But I would not have been able to feel like this had it not been for all the challenges in the past that taught me how to have faith at all times. Thank you for sharing your story. And thank you for reminding me that all is well even if at first glance it doesn't seem so. :)
thank you beautiful lady. from an old soul in her 70s wondering how best to BE THE LIGHT. you give me hope.your energy will reach millions.keep going beautiful soul.i love you and you are just the person i needed to hear today .
I lost almost all relationships in my life, my family is not in proper speaking terms with me as they do not understand what is going on with me. I feel like I have been on this journey for way too long. Since 2016, I started feeling everything...I could feel all the bad things that were happening around me. My body has been extremely sensitive. I had reached so many points where I just wanted to give up. My profession requires me to think and be intellectually at a high peak, however, I struggle to formulate words sometimes. It's like I am a fraud... I woke up one day and couldn't recognize who I was in the mirror...
I have experienced so many of the same struggles you endured, especially in these past 6 months. My awakening began slowly 7.5 years ago and I feel as though it's all coming to a head now. Thank you for being willing to speak about the less glamorous aspects of awakenings.
I know it's unlikely you will see this post, but I wanted to say thank you for sharing your experience. I can really resonate with the struggles you described, and have been terrified that this is all I will have to look forward to. Relating to the downside so closely makes me hopeful that I can also look forward to experiencing the beauty and joy you reached as well. It helps to have people like you to guide us through this often difficult experience, and I just wanted you to know how deeply I appreciate you.
I woke up today asking myself why? Why am I here at this moment in my life if I never planned on this or asked for this, watching this video & being able to relate made me realize I may be going through a spiritual awakening. It's TRUE we're connected, that is why I woke up feeling this way & first thing I come across this morning is this video.
Can relate to you 🥺 Spirituality saved my life Mine started after my divorce, still in this process of awakening, sometimes too painful but the amount of inner peace I feel it's like I've been given a new life 😌, a new Me, I feel so blessed and protected like never before 🙏🏼😇
You’ve helped me feel so at peace with I’m going through with my awakening. I hit the subscribe button after one video. Thank you so much you kind soul.
I've been going through this for about 6 years when I decided to leave the US and move to Peru. I've been living abroad since, experiencing all of the things you've talked about. It's been really wonderful to learn all that I've been learning from other cultures, traveling, languages, being in nature, but just recently it's been very painful. Just recently, I've experienced yet again a very traumatic event that has brought about a purging of STUFF from my past and it's not pretty but this time I understand what's happening. I'm feeling so lonely and waves of gratitude mixed with depression. I know that is all necessary to fulfill this process I'm going through. I'm just really thankful to be alive, thankful for these videos that are giving me the knowledge I need to continue researching and learning how to manage or "just be" in the process. Following my life's purpose and excited to start living up to my full potential. I know that I am powerful. I just have to get through all this pain. Alone.
Oh my. I now see what I am. Today I asked my wife, what would I be best suited for doing. And she replied, teaching. It is the single most important activity in which you visibly explode of energy. I just didn’t understand the fullness of what it means to be a teacher. I now understand.
i thought my spiritual awakening only started when i realized my connection with source and i never thought it started way back in those dark time thank you for clearing that up 💙
Who am I "I'm a teacher that will teach from experience not theories" the most powerful words I have ever written. I humbly thank you for this amazing beautiful extraordinary light.
It’s nice to be able to put a name on it. I was really working on my “Hey, this might sound weird but my mind split open recently, which caused reality as I knew it to literally melt away in front of my eyes and now I’m very, very lost” speech. I’m still very, very lost. This is incredibly difficult for me to adjust to. Why did this have to happen after I got old? Life, man.
Thank you for this. It's been almost 2 years in the darkness. Everyday I've felt like I'm dying. Intense discomfort and feeling like I have to consciously breathe. Feeling every ache. I've gone to the doctor and I was just fine. I had a big breakdown earlier this year. I thought I was losing it... I've had religious interventions, therapy, mental health medicines, etc. My mind is resisting. I have this intense fear that I'm struggling to let go off. I cope with it but always in the background. I'm exhausted and frustrated with myself. I wanna be free... It's like I know what to do but my ego doesn't want to give up control. To surrender.
This resonates so much for me! I am thankful I found you- thank you for sharing your journey and helping to ease my mind and realize I am not going crazy and to not give up even those moments when I feel completely empty.
i can not express all that you Cristina have been doing for me...your videos gave me light... i am writing this crying because i feel more a life now..thanks for all you are angel!!
This spoke to my soul on every level as if it was made just for me. I couldn't help but cry and watch numerous times. It is so amazing to find a soul that feels as if you are speaking directly from my own heart and essence that is me during this period where it's been a struggle to find someone who can truly relate. I was divinely guided to this video, it was just what I needed to hear at this moment. I am a healer and in the dark knight of the soul stage of awakening. Thank you, beautiful, beautiful soul for shining your light and speaking your truth🌌
In my case, there was no sudden event. Being an atheist and suffering from chronic depression for more than twenty years, at some point (around 5 years ago) I started actively to search for some sort of spiritual guidance - because otherwise, there would have been no reason not to end my life. I am still living with depression every day. But at least I am still alive - well, more or less. However, I find myself on a journey, learning more and more about what is beyond of what my eyes can see ... But I consider myself still very much at the beginning of this journey.
My marriage fell apart 12 years ago. i had to go to a doctor to get medication so I could eat and sleep because I wasn't able to do either and so I could keep working. I separated from a man I knew since I was 4yrs old and he was 10yrs old. I had to kill another human being that was threatening to kill me to save myself(Self-Defense). Suffered from Clinical Depression for most of my Life. After 10-11 yrs on my own which I never had been before in my life I met my twin flame who then left me and I then "woke up". Like you now, I'm in such a blessed place now and shining my Light to help others.
Your channel came into my life just when I needed it. I've had a spiritual crisis for about 2 years now, and so far, this one has been the worst. I'm still having crazy bouts of anxiety and fear , but its coming in waves rather than constant. I'm hoping things get better and I come out stronger on the other side just as you have. Thank you for your videos. They help a lot.
I’d like to share that I had a very rough childhood. I was in a co dependent relationship with my narcissistic mother later realizing I was an empath. I’m gay but was robbed of naturally coming out because of my controlling father that told my family when I wasn’t ready and felt more concern of his status and security as a father, I being his first son. Looking back at my childhood, I never had the idea of true authenticity because I believed my decisions were absurdly wrong, Undoing these thought patterns has undone so much stress and anxiety and depression and desensitization that I’ve lived thinking I would never outgrow. Follow your soul, the true compass to your destiny and to live your dreams. I’m also going through a spiritual awakening and have been through. A. Rollercoaster of feelings and disconnection. AND BOY. This is a tough process. Thank you so much for uploading this, I’ve prayed for clarity and stumbled on this video the day after. YOU are an angel Christina
Thank you for your wisdom I'm currently living through my own spiritual awakening and it's immensely powerful. It truly came out of nowhere my mind, body, soul and life purpose seem to have simultaneously aligned and everything in my life has followed suit. I still have work to do but I'm unbelievably grateful and content. I would just like to offer a thought though I believe, for me atleast that the internal statement solidifying itself in my heart is that "There is something more than this and I desire to achieve it."
I cant even tell you how much this resonated with me . I lost everything!!! Because of following my intuition without even realising it moved to another continent. But 3 years later this is all making sense as I continue on my journey of awakening. I also wouldn't trade this for anything tho am yet to manifest my desires ...❤
I almost turned u off but when I listen to you are telling my story except for the woods everything else was the same in my life I'm proud of you for making this happen you are awesome God Bless 🙏 you many prayers 4 you💖💚💛💜💙🔥💫
Finally getting past the dark side of fear and thinking I'm crazy. It was just fear making me feel crazy. my safe zone and desires of ego had to be toned down to heal.
All of it! I’ll be 50 this year; successful in my objectives; however, I distanced myself from spirituality and have been struggling with anxiety, depression, and “what is my purpose” for the last few years. I have reached similar symptoms as you. I reconnected with my spirituality as of December 2019, and feel confused struggling with myself!
Thank you for your guidance. Also, thank you for bein’ honest and pure. I’m currently goin’ through a spiritual awakenin’. Have been for years now. It’s challengin’, but I know that it’s all for the betterment of not only myself, but for the world. Namaste 🙏
Christina ... I can so relate to everything you just spoke of and then some ,that you went through. I definitely still feel alone,crazy, beg to give up. Thank you so much for giving me the hope and strength to bot give up.
Now I understand what's going on with me. I knew something was different about me. The way you explained it, it's clear! I no longer wonder anymore about why I feel different. Thank you Namaste 🤗
I know exactly what you are saying and its still difficult sometime to find people that understand what has happened without receiving a look that is sometimes very upsetting. The guardian within me is very strong and patient as anyone can imagine but its still not all flowers and fire works. Seems that there is a price to pay for all wishes and every ones fees are different. You are a great help. Thank you for being you. Wishing nothing but good for you.
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Let me know what part of the video resonated most with you!
I so relate! To all of this!
I need your help with something. You see I've been through an awakening before and it lasted for a day only and because I didn't act on it I feel like I went back to sleep
I'm only almost 3 months into my waking up....I'm finding it amazing exciting wonderous, I have passing doubts also, maybe what I've been thru in life has pre-prepared me, I'm by no means making light of the suffering you have been thru, as I've mentioned I'm only a few months into this journey, I've managed to flip still images on bothe plains horizontal and vertical I alow my spirit/soul to take charge of my body in deep meditation it opens chakras and does its thing I've also contacted my guide I think its only one female she stroked my cheek I asked for confirmation and my throat chakra was flicked twice, I understand I have help from higher dimensions but your help is also very much appreciated...Thank you
Can the dark night of the soul come before the awakening?
Can these stages be "scrambled", meaning not come in the linear line you mention?
@@lioness6853 yes, I talk about that in another video too: the 6 life changing stages of spiritual awakening.
I don't how else to say this... but you just saved my life.
Hi there my name is Anna I did experience Awakening I lost my only child I was praying so hard for God he will bring me my son back the room starts spinning I felt like I'm going to die for 4 days I stayed inside and I don't like the way I felt I was by myself I didn't have no one what do you think that's mean I will never try it again the only thing I want my son thank you
This was great, thanks, I have been researching "definition of religious awakening" for a while now, and I think this has helped. Have you heard people talk about - Hiyanna Spiritual Suppositious - (Have a quick look on google cant remember the place now ) ? Ive heard some amazing things about it and my colleague got excellent results with it.
How are you doing now??
@@cyeeda44 Much better, but this is a continuous process. I'm just more aware of it now. Thank you for asking!
@@TheMimsicles yes..it is difficult on my end..even harder when you don't have anyone to turn to..All we have to do is keep going 🥰
"There has to be something MORE"
I've had that mindset for at least 4 to 5 years. I'm 20 years old now and still have the same mindset. I feel lost most times. I get angry, sad, depressed of just the world. I feel like a robot programmed to just "play along" and I feel myself wanting to break free from whatever this is but I cant. There just HAS to be something deeper to this day to day life that I live, i just cant find it...Ugh, I dont know...
You know it's going to be okay.... Just be patient... Trust the universe.. And along with that you can also start meditating.. It'll really be helpful.... All the best
i fully and completely relate!
You got to meditate
As someone who has felt the same way and is a few years older, you’re doing great. Just keep moving forward on your search, have faith that things will work out as they should for you. As soon as I opened myself up to opportunities (I’m a really anxious person with lots of irrational fears) within a year or so my life was completely changed for the better. There are still struggles, but keep pushing! So important you just know that there’s more especially at your age!!
God ❤️
I had a breakdown and couldn't go to work I was so depressed. I lost everyone and got in loads of debt, realised I had loads of addictions and now have a clear head. Still feeling lonely at times but I've changed and still finding my new feet
keep strong.god is love n his way of helping u is through putting u through hard times so u can cum out better .be grateful fr all u have.look at those in worser situations n itl make u feel mire frateful
Ben Dale I can relate. I am still working but it’s getting harder everyday to get up and go to work. I am at my wits trying to keep my wits about me. I am hoping this will pass!
Hello to Ben Dale. I really really get you .
Ben Dale. Was replying to you and pressed the wrong button. I can relate because in 2017 the love of my life died. Can you imagine "see you tomorrow" and you never see them again. But the thing is...I wasn't the love of HIS life. At his funeral I wasn't even mentioned. It's been over 2 years now and I'm nearly over it. Live now Ben. Live now.💝
Another thing I've found out about myself is, I'm never lonely. Seriously, the people I had in my life were jealous, two faced, couldn't be trusted. Now I have Miss Lopes and her wisdom plus I have me. Bye for now and take care.🙋♀️
I went to the ER and mental hospital multiple times during my awakening. It was such a horrible and scary time. I thought that I was dying.
So much strange symptoms in my body. Intense pain in my spine, electric jolts going through my body, vision problems and much much more.
Now 2,5 years later I am becoming my new me🙂
Mine was "crazy" as well, it was like the world was a different place that it had been my entire life prior to that. This was exciting and sleeping was hard to achieve while being so happy and in some "new magical place"... it lasted 3 months. Never had any mental issues before or after. Also people should be careful with who they share this new experience with and how they do so.
What did ER diagnose you with? I got "acute psychosis and likely on synthetic drugs like bath salts since we didnt detect any substances" 😆😆 so insulting
I'm coming out of my spiritual awakening. I feel like ice been going through it since I was 16 and I'll be 28 on Monday. In the last year, it all came to head and everything has just fallen in to place perfectly once I accepted in my head that my souls purpose is to heal. I'm in the process of healing my own physical ailments. Some were instantly healed. My energy is so high, my skin looks that of my 16 year old self again, my heart no longer hurts, my weight has been just shedding off. I can keep going. It's amazing. I thank my spirit guides, God and my higher self for this transition. It all makes sense now.
I really felt your words. I feel i am coming out of it myself and i am so interested to know more about your last stages and where you are now. I haven't seen anyone else say this personally.
Iam Spirit I feel your words and love
In the moment of realization, does the awakening ever really stop/come to an ending? Why the need to confirm this over and over? This reflects so deeply.
@@CAS-2021 that's so true, you're absolutely right. Slipping back into old ego habits can distract you from the magic feeling of awakening. You have to work at it everyday once your eyes have first opened. The process doesnt really end, it just gets stronger with continued mindfulness.
@@kristanicoleee yes and isn't it so frustrating but yet fasinating all at the same time? Thank you for your much needed support.
You've just made me realise that I'm not alone in this darkness and I will pass through, but what i will say for now, I'm struggling with my inner self in relationship and financially its not easy at all, thank you for the inspiration. ❤
Being surrounded by people but feeling so alone, I’ve decided that I rather be alone than surrounded by people who make feel alone.
You will find your people
XIMENA MIRANDA, I JUST SENT A PRAYER 🙏 OUT TO YOU DEAR SWEET SISTER...YOU ARE NOT ALONE...I KINDA FEEL THE SAME WAY...WE NEED TO START SUPPORTING ONE ANOTHER AND REACHING OUT...THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE YOU FEEL ALONE PROBABLY DO NOT UNDERSTANDING WHAT YOUR GOING THOUGH BECAUSE THEY HAVEN’T YET BEEN THOUGH IT THEMSELVES...IF ITS ALLOWED , AND IF IT HELPS YOU CAN WRITE BACK TO ME IF YOU WANT ON THIS SITE...IM A GOOD LISTENER...YOU ARE NOT ALONE...NAMASTE 🙏.
Thank you so much for making these videos. Your insight is so valuable to so many. I just shared the story of my own waking up from religion on my Channel. The planet is ready to expand into enlightenment, more people are waking up from these damaging ideals, and I can't wait to join you and other lightworkers who are sharing this truth. Wish me luck, as I've just started posting videos that will startle people who are not ready, but hopefully open the door to freedom for those who are.
I lost my marriage after 20 years after we lost my mother in law to cancer and my grandparents. I found myself away from all I had thought my life was built around and ended up having a breakdown which triggered my awakening. It’s been so hard being alone through it but now I’m coming into a better place in myself I completely understand why it happened which has allowed me to heal, forgive and release. Your videos have been a Huge help Christina and I thank you with all my heart.💚💚💚💚💚
Whenever my awakening process gets hard, physically, emotionally and mentally, i always come back to this video. Thank you Christina, I appreciate you so much and I love you too ❤️❤️❤️
This video has brung me to tears . This was such a relief to know that I’m not alone . And I can breathe now because I have an understanding of why the things have happened the way that they have . And I’ve been asking God to show me signs and show me why those things happened . And he has brung me to that very place . Everything happens for a reason is what I kept telling myself, I can’t see it now but I will. Then started feeling like I was here to do something great with my life && now I understand my spiritual awakening and now I have peace in my heart . And I now understand that I am an empath was very confused on all the feelings and emotions but always knew I could feel people and read people beyond average . And it all makes sense, thank you. 🙏😊💛
The word is Brought no such word as Brung but the feelings are great 👍
Just as you were meant to find this video, I was meant to find your comment. Thank you 😊
You are definitely not alone! May God always be with you and much peace and love on your spiritual journey!💓💕
Girl go to a doctor you’re having a psychosis
@@cosmopolita99 No, she's not. Do you even know what psychosis is or what it's brought on by?
This made feel so much better. I lost everything all at once, my husband, boys moved out and sold my house and moved into a place all by myself. Very lonely, all the people I’ve taken care of for years are all gone, I have no one. I know inside that this change is needed and I tell myself to be brave and that I can do this. I have never responded to any kind of messages before but needed to because it felt like you were reading my mail. Thank you❤️
When you said you felt like you were going insane, I have that feeling all the time. I keep thinking one thing and subconsciously tell myself that if I keep this up I’m going to have no choice but to go inpatient. It’s hard. The universe made sure I discovered you. Thank you so much I don’t feel so alone anymore.
I had my first spiritual encounter at the age of 15 when I had a huge existential breakdown and I kept thinking to myself this life is so sad and pointless that we simply cannot exist without purpose and I kept thinking consciously that there is more out there
i’m 14 & i’m pretty sure i’m in the process of the awakening it’s pretty harsh everyone’s leaving my life & i thought i was going crazy for a long period of time because of all the lies i was blind to
j o r d a n love you man, it gets better.
MetaPhysicallyMotivated thank you, i have faith it will :)
I have been through hell and I’m now coming through to the other side
Watching your videos helps me understand what has been happening to me
Thank you Christina I think you’re amazing
God bless you and I send you my love and thanks xxx
I have been going through this all my life. It flared up when I was a teenager. In my twenties I had a different level of shocking experiences and after my son’s father died I felt Lille I had been tied to the front of a semi and driven into a brick wall. My face felt snacked for six years. I then went through more levels but never realized it was spiritual. It was only recently in my 50s after a partner cheating on me that I found myself going through a powerful awakening. I became very intuitive, my anxieties left me, I became confident, I no longer will accept bull shit from anyone nor myself. I refuse to accept less for myself. There is no reason to accept less than I want. I know that now. I am not greedy and what I want is to be able to help others as well as myself. I now find my mind believing I deserve to live a good life just the way I want to. I won’t accept less. Thank you for your guidance in your videos on awakening.
I thought I was going insane too
Adina Mazzucco my god same here ! Didn’t help I do psychedelics really thought I signed by sanity away. Isn’t life so funny?
You are actually going sane
Same here.
Same ❤️☁️
same !
To everyone who's having a hard time during the spiritual awakening process, I feel you. We're in this together. I send light your way and I hold you in love. ❤️
You are strong enough to experience this. Allow the veil to be lifted.... We are close.
I love you. You are safe. ✨
-Miyuki
Thank you 🙏🏻
Thank You God bless you❤❤
Same 🙌🏼
I had my awakening on Nov 13.2018. I know for FACT that we don’t die. My life up till now makes complete sense. It took all that of a rough life to get me here now. Empathic Intuitive. I’m learning and info is coming fast. I helped a few spirts cross into God’s light. Amazing!! I still have so much to learn. Thank you!
I too went through mine last year and crossed loved ones over Thanks to the Indian ancestors who once lived here! They are and my spirit is at peace for the first time EVER!
How do u know for a fact that we don’t die? Can u please elaborate? I’m interested to know.
@@marcellamiller7808 bc I’m a ITC researcher with abilities. I speak to them (spirits) daily.
ITC researcher means I communicate to our dead thru electronics. Inter trans communication
@@AsktheSpirits I too have had a " Spiritual Awakening " starting from 08/09/2021 , i have seen the numbers 111 and 222 , espscially 111 , but i also have had unusable activities going on around my home since december 2020 till now , i've experienced that my bed feels like its "posssessed" or something as it keeps on vibrating when am trying to sleep and something keeps pulling on my pillow case and bed blankets , what could this mean ?? Please can you help , as i have been sleeping with my lights on since december 2020 till even now as i type this , what could all this mean ??
Two years ago, I watched this video with my then husband who tuned me in to your channel. It was at this point in the video (8:12) where he mentioned that he believes I am a healer, a teacher, and that's why my recent spiritual awakening was so difficult for me. I'll explain the surrounding variables: At that time this video came out, our marriage was deeply troubled and I personally had been experiencing a year and a half of "there has to be something more", prompting a mental breakdown which had me check myself into an outpatient wellness center for two months. Not long afterwards, my husband started to experience his own difficult awakening. Neither of us were able to support the other and our marriage fell apart.
My husband and I are no longer together and I lost everything: my home, my job, my life, my routines, the state I lived in...and I am still within my awakening process. I have gained *so* much since I first saw this video, yet had to lose it all in order to make room for it.
As I continue on the journey, and as the lessons and the hard continue to trickle down, I know the length and duration of my journey is due to my purpose...a teacher, a healer.
My now ex husband was right and I wonder if he still agrees with my purpose, even after all of the heartache. I thank him for bringing you into my life.
My spiritual awakening happened after suffering years of depression when I got to the stage of where I didn't want to wake up
i hated every day then strange things started to happen and fall into place that led me to realise about our real existence and I ended up here watching these channels.my life has now dramatically changed for the better.i now love life knowing there is more meaning.
NAMASTE🍃💛💜🍃
Susan. Hardwick. That is fantastic! It gives me hope! 🙏🏻💚
I was so desperately looking for this comment. It all makes sense to me dear. I have struggled with depression for years. It worsened upto a level that I became very suicidal, just had no energy to live, but I was miraculously saved from death. After 7 months of that event and me doing a little better than before, all of a sudden something changed. I met this person ( I don't know whether it's just coincidence) and we talked about life and after that meeting my life has changed upside down. I can feel the energy in me. I look at things differently now. If I am to describe it in one sentence- I feel at peace with myself. My whole life makes sense to me! I am just so grateful to the universe !💝
OMG, I am crying! We r 10:45 mins into this video and I’m losing my effing mind! It’s like u r me! I’m not evolved as you but I am so effing resonating with all of this so strongly, that I had to write before vid ended!
Thanks for all the love! I got tears of joy by the end of this video. Lots of love and power back to you! We are all in this together 🙏🏽🌹
Im 70 and have been going through alone. Family wanted at one time to commit me but Im still sharp in mind. I wanted a companion to go through this with me, but that never happened. I feel at this point in my life, Im on my journey back home. I know I have guides and have called out for help more than once. I sold my home and live on my daughters property. I feel Im going backwards not forward. This aging thiing is hard, its puts your spiritual at test. Theres not much talk about us older folks taking this journey, although Hospice is really as close as you can get. I can relate to alot you talk about. Your a beautiful soul. Im glad I was led to your page.
I went through a spiritual awakening that sounds exactly like yours and went to the doctor and they told me that I was battling with lupus and a hypothyroidism and I have no choice but to lay in the bed some days because it hurted to get up so I began to become closer to God I began to pray on my body and thank God for healing me although I was in pain I began to speak life into my body and I began to transition almost died at 40 of a heart attack but I am here now at 44 years old.
and I am here from the auto immune disease that almost ended my life since I gotten better I work as a intuitive touch massage therapist assisting with healing and I feel rewarded for the job that I do because I understand their pain and my job is to assist them with the process.
I am sooo glad I'm not going insane and I am not alone in this. I can't wait to get through far enough to look back on this. 🙏
I was wondering why I felt your energy. I’m a healer too. On Christmas of 2018 I was literally seconds from ending my life because I was so depressed, but the universe intervened and ever since I’ve felt nothing but happiness and bliss and I found out I’m a light worker. Loved your video.
Is deja vu or the feeling of repeating events that already happen a sign ?
@@Gothguitarist yes
@@moniquelageweg1111 a sign of what
@@Gothguitarist synchronicityts
@@moniquelageweg1111 whats that ? Does it mean im goimg to die
Everything youre saying is deeply resonating with me. I want to cry but I can’t, I feel scared but I feel comforted. I feel quite lost, if I’m being honest. I’ve spiraled back into my mental illness and depression, I can’t handle the energy and emotions of others around me right now. I don’t have much energy to give right now but it’s important to me to make people feel safe, and I work in a service based job so i have nothing left for anyone, barely anything for myself. I’m trying, I could try harder at least I think I could, but Im struggling with a deep anxiety that has kept me away from existing right now. Things were going so good for a while, and now I just feel like I’m in a mental chaos, everything is loud everything is too much. Even though I’m so much more awake now than a year ago. I found this video for a reason, so thank you. I’ve never struggled with questioning my mental sanity as much as I have this year and I had myself convinced I was sick with something because it’s the only explanation for the mental and like you said PHYSICAL pain. I can feel pain everywhere in my body if I try hard enough but I’m not sick. I’m not sick, I’m not crazy. I’m an empath who is shedding her trauma, and until I can begin to heal from my shed I cannot be the energy and light that other people need right now. There’s not enough of me, and my energy is all I have. I’ll get through this, the universe has always been my guide. Thank you for reminding me 💕 sometimes I feel so alone with what I’ve been going through that i forget the truth and what I know in my soul. I’ve never been alone, and I never will be. I’m so thankful for that
Hello beautiful ppl. I'm rooting for everyone& STAY BLESSED😉😆😁😂🤣
Wow everything you said I’ve been going through for a long time. As much as I feel bliss, healing, and pure love in my lonely life, my world is upside down. Lonely but not alone. Two night ago I went to the beach and contemplated walking in the roaring waters and not looking back but I know I have a mission here. Praying for perseverance and strength. I appreciate you sharing your wisdom. Many blessings to you 🙏🏼
This is one of the best truths I have ever heard. I am not playing! I actually lived a very large part of what she is saying. Blessings to you all!
That's how we know she is genuine!, Everything she is saying is excactly what we are feeling
This is the story of my life. Thank you sister Christina for confirming it to me. When your about to commit suicide and then God show up to show you the right path. Removing you from toxic people is such a blessings🥰🙏
I’m having a hard time integrating back into my normal life.. I felt like I died.. scared me. My vision was bad off and I thought I was dying or going blind. Having tingles all over still and energy pulsing in my feet.. but I got my bills back in order.. come off most of my meds.. and even got my Christmas bought and wrapped early. Financially I was falling apart.. my health isn’t the best right now mostly due to anxiety from awakening.. but I know this too shall pass.
@@bretthopenwasser2267 My guess is because we have become so good at telling ourselves what we want without ever actually asking ourselves what we want.
@@bretthopenwasser2267 That's all well and good to believe in what you say, especially when you have good/great intentions. But to assume your experience will be the same as hers speaks volumes if I may be so blunt. No harm meant! Namaste friend.
Hi went into the psych for this reason 3 times from October to December. I thoughts I was going blind too ! I'm on meds now aswell.
That's probably because normal life just isn't "normal".
Katelyn go within! Yoga 🧘♀️ meditation is the answer 👌 would recommend Rasa meditations! and enrol on yoga class 👌 Namaste 🙏
I had a dream last night where an old friend told me “spiritual enlightenment is the answer”. Just woke up, now im here.
" you will never go through things that you're not capable of going " thank you Christina 😢
My mum passed in December 2017. And I have felt very different since then. I asked myself that very question. There has to be more, and what is my purpose. I have started life coaching and float therapy. I have started a beautiful spiritual journey. And now I have a name for it..... So glad I found your channel. Thank you. I love watching your channel. You have a beautiful presence 😘
There has to be something more. I have suffered and struggled most of my life. Every abuse imaginable I've lived thru. Overcame a 20 yr coke addiction (Clean almost 2 years), praying for death..I resonate with EVERYTHING you've said. This year has been the hardest
Your awakening sounds so much like what I’ve been going through.
Thank you christina. I think my higher soul is really guiding me thru your videos. I am currently experiencing a very low in my life. Having to think about how to pay the next bill and my partner of 5 years just left me. I am in a state of loss. I do have the same thoughts i.e. if my life can be taken away, or can i dont wake up tomorrow. But a voice in my head keep telling me to hang on. I now realize it is my higher soul.
I have been meditating continuously the past 30 days. And this week, i increase to twice a day.
Thank you you gave me strength
I'm very fragmented. Living a life incoeherent with soul. Feelings of going insane sometimes. I also have reached points of not wanting to be here anymore. I also feel like a zombie most of the time. Thank you so much for your own testimonial. God bless you.
It will come together, same here. Study, understand, open your mind and unlearn the lies told.
@@tq744 💖 Thank you. Blessings.
Hello Ines, My advice is to take antidepressants to give you an immediate leg up. It won't hurt your spiritual growth, it will give you the strength to continue with it. Then eliminate negative people and situations from your life. That step is very important. Without bad influences weighing on you, you will have a much easier time becoming the authentic, happy, and fully engaged person you are meant to be. On a practical level, get plenty of sleep on a regular schedule, eat well, and go for a lot of walks outside when the sun is shining. Ask God and/or your spirit guides for their help. Trust the Universe, take it one day at a time, and it will all come together eventually. It's just a process. Sending you lots of light and love!!! Namaste'
Hi Inês Rodrigues, it will be ok soon, keep your faith and be strong. Deuteronomy 31:6
@irishwristwatch Don't give up, Living Waters Missions Club (@livingwatersmc on Facebook), wants to be your friend and guide anyone who may be lost. I too have had an awakening and I'm looking for the lost ones to join me in my mission.
You discover that you are I am. Then you are granted "Truth" and so you see with a new eye. You discover what it is to be alive again. This power is to change the world in a new way it's unstoppable, it's the Divine Light mastifesting together once again thru us...the awakened ones/Divine beings sent to do God's work without fear. Thank you for the video😃.
Thank u spiritual sister for keep shining on us ....
Your honesty speak millions words ...
“We are all awaken in special way,
there is none so blind then the one who doesn’t want to see....”
This is exactly what I needed to hear... My awakening started with the worst breakup I've ever had, 4.5 years ago. Then both of my parents were diagnosed with lung cancer within 3 months of each other. I became their main caregiver. I have lost friends and let go of toxic family members as well as losing both of my parents. In that time I had 2 kundalini activations. During the second one I became afraid and lost my mind. I broke my collarbone. Then I broke both feet within 2 years of each other and I now spend 99% of my time alone. Well, I have my dog, Bear. I have been feeling like I can't take this anymore. Especially, the part of feeling like I need to be doing something to heal and help others and I don't know what or how to do that. This has helped me realize that I truly am still in the initiation process of shedding the crap. I keep going back in and out of this. But this last time has been pretty long. I have said to myself, "I am dying". And I am! Those parts of me that no longer serve me are leaving me. There is some resistance on my part which causes the suffering. Thank you so much for this video. I truly feel your authenticity and I do resonate with you! Much love to you!
love you Jen now people care, i care for you
I had my spiritual awakening about 10 years ago and at times its been amazing. At times I've been happier than I've ever been. But at times its been really tough. I'm sure you're right about having a tougher time when you're on a healing mission. Thats something I only realised a few weeks ago. Thank you so much for the video, you've made me feel so much better
Just a couple weeks ago my husband and I were on a wonderful vacation which had me on the highest of highs.
On one particular night I became overwhelmed with negative emotions and told him I felt suicidal while crying uncontrollably. I couldn't understand how I got from such a high to such a low.
Finding your channel came right when I needed it. Namaste.
I am in tears not everything you have said but so much so. And am right in that area right now alone . Thank you so much I thought I was losing my mind.
Your content is the highest form of self care and self-love. Thank you for sharing your journey, growth, and gifts with all of us. 🙏🏽
This is my second spiritual awakening. My first was so difficult I kind of rejected it. This time it’s different. Love your video
I felt like I had more than one awakening! Can you explain to me why this is?
I just happened upon this video. My soul needed it. Everything you said is me. This last year was the lowest point in my life. I begged God to just end me but I'm still here and I'm thankful for that. I'm learning to love and accept my bizarre self. Than you for this.
I can’t really pin point my awakening because somehow I’ve always been in touch with my soul even in elementary school. I’ve always thought there must be more and questioned why things are the way they are. Recently, a lot has happened: graduated college, found a job in the medical field, got married, reconnected with my estranged family and it feels like I’ve found my twin flame and it’s not my wife :/ I don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to because everyone I know is very much out of sync with their spirits. I don’t how to communicate any of this especially when I’m in the middle of this awakening and trying to figure this out. I don’t know if my wife will be able to understand but I could see myself happily getting a divorce after I understand this recent awakening a little more.
Thank you so much for posting this videos!! I felt very alone before I saw this.
Love & Positive Vibes to all
It's a personal rapture theirs no warning it just falls on your head and then you are' caught up ' in rapture state. And it's not a slow oh hmmm maybe spirits exist now..no its omfg why are all my deceased loved ones here right now and why can't I sleep and why am I having prophecy and then you pass the test and as soon as you do WHAT you wanted most all your life the one thing you could not have but you need it and seek it more than air. Just falls in your lap like a bird shit on your head except its your dream come true and you know you did this and this is your reward and totality is your promotion.
Lauren B has it really happened !?!! This is amazing
I have just watched this and I cried, with tears of relief! I related to everything you said and have had many challenges in my life to overcome. I've just recently come out of another low point where I'd just had enough, but I somehow managed to push through it and turn a corner. Then I found you. Thank you so much for being the beautiful soul you are and sharing your content. You have answered so many questions that my head was spinning with. Much love to you Christina ❤
Fragmented! That’s the word I’ve searched for most of my life. I always just said “I want to be well-balanced/well-rounded”. But that is the word I couldn’t formulate-because I didn’t really understand what the issue was with me. I am going through an awakening and unlike others, I’ve always known on some level “something’s got to give”. The weight of everything seemed so heavy and none of it seemed congruent with anything experienced in this lifetime. If you haven’t felt the depth of this, you won’t understand and it’s difficult when your family and friends just keep telling you “go out and meet people”, or “go find a hobby”. I definitely feel I am meant to be a teacher of sorts through my writing, so the difficulty of this awakening makes sense in that perspective. Believing I will come out of this and no longer be confused and actually be able to help others and do things with all of this pain is the only thing hat keeps me going. I just have a constant worry that I am doing this awakening “wrong”, that I am not learning, will never learn and will just spend my life as confused, and in as much pain as I am now. I sure hope that’s not the case. It seems as though I’ve been in this much pain most of my life.
Iam Spirit Thank you very much! I will definitely check that out. It’s funny because I started a blog when I was trying to jump into the “teacher” role. I just wanted others as confused and lost as me to feel not alone. But, I quickly realized that it was an error of me to do that because I can’t help people when I am just as confused. Yes, it’s nice to feel you aren’t alone and to maybe sometimes hear from those who don’t appear to “have it all figured out”, but I could do more harm than good in the states I’ve been in. That was a huge slice of humble pie. Also, it taught me that this really is a process and trying to rush things to feel like I am making progress will never pan out as I intend. Thank you for the website/resource.
@@goldsmeon5631 Exactly! You think it's going to be a completely linear path and no...curve, turn, knot, fork in the road, back to square one-kind of, but not really. Lol. I guess it is all about release or "surrender" as they call it in the spiritual community and letting it flow. It is a good thing, the drive to help others. I guess the trick is to not become cynical before you get to the point where you actually can.
Hi W S, I can relate
Thank you beautiful soul! So happy you were part of the first wave to guide us ♡ your awakening sounds a lot like mine. I thought I had all of a sudden gone schizophrenic. I got on the meds and they didn't do anything. 2 months later source spoke to me and said "I need you pure" So I did everything I could think of to try and figure out what pure really meant. I got off the meds, got sober and stopped eating meat, started trying to meditate more often though it was a struggle at first. The visions source sends me are so vivid especially on days the schumann resonance its firing at high frequencies. I've been studying non stop since my awakening happened a year ago and finally stumbled across your videos. You enlightened me about the ego. I didn't realize that was holding me back from my shift. I've been trying to distract myself with projects on intense days. Coming into my abilities has not been easy. Being psychic is one of the hardest things that's ever happened to me. Most days are extremely uncomfortable. Focussing on my path to help the community really helps. Since my awakening my guides and source have been giving me downloads on what I must build to help the future of this planet. It's been quite inspiring. Anyways just wanted to thank you again!
Wow. This really nailed it. Over the past month or so I've been jarred into a spiritual awakening. It's nice to be reassured that I'm not crazy. 😅 All of this would have seemed like contrived nonsense to me before, but it's very real.
What a marvelous teacher you are. We are so blessed.
Dear Christina. This video literally brought me to tears. The way you described your path resembled so much of what I had gone through in the past decade. There were times when it was so hard, so hard, that I, just like you, had asked God to just take me, because the pain I was going through was too much to endure. And I too consider myself to be quite a resilient person. But at some point the struggle was just too much to bear. Looking back at it now I understand why all that had to happen. The way I see life now is so much different than how I once used to see it. The reason why I stumbled upon your video is because I was actually searching for some explanation for what I'm going through right now. I've been in bed for the past 5 days, having flu-like symptoms, feeling like I just want to disintegrate, except I know that I'm not sick. I've been boiling in my own skin due to fever, and my entire body aches. But I know that this is not illness. I feel that there's something much bigger going on "behind the scenes". The funny thing is that my "illness" happened just a couple of days after I had lost a job where I wasn't happy anyway. And after I've been experiencing some very intense meditations as well. Despite all this I am so much looking forward to the future and all great things life has in store for me. But I would not have been able to feel like this had it not been for all the challenges in the past that taught me how to have faith at all times. Thank you for sharing your story. And thank you for reminding me that all is well even if at first glance it doesn't seem so. :)
Maybe Christina talking about “kundalini awakening” might help you✨💜
thank you beautiful lady. from an old soul in her 70s wondering how best to BE THE LIGHT. you give me hope.your energy will reach millions.keep going beautiful soul.i love you and you are just the person i needed to hear today .
I lost almost all relationships in my life, my family is not in proper speaking terms with me as they do not understand what is going on with me. I feel like I have been on this journey for way too long. Since 2016, I started feeling everything...I could feel all the bad things that were happening around me. My body has been extremely sensitive. I had reached so many points where I just wanted to give up. My profession requires me to think and be intellectually at a high peak, however, I struggle to formulate words sometimes. It's like I am a fraud... I woke up one day and couldn't recognize who I was in the mirror...
How can I awake. Am feeling and going through evwry thing you did. Am confused about everything. Everytime I think am awken I get back in.
Your text is what i want to write
Same thing has happened to me. I hope you are doing better.
Your laugh is glorious! I adore you. Thank you for continuing to educate me.
🙏 "Change yourself, then change the world. Life will become miraculous".
Beautiful video Christina!!! I am going through my awakening and your advice and knowledge is priceless! Thank you !
I have experienced so many of the same struggles you endured, especially in these past 6 months. My awakening began slowly 7.5 years ago and I feel as though it's all coming to a head now. Thank you for being willing to speak about the less glamorous aspects of awakenings.
The most accurate description of spiritual awakening I have heard thus far. Wonderfully encouraging as well. Thank you.
I know it's unlikely you will see this post, but I wanted to say thank you for sharing your experience. I can really resonate with the struggles you described, and have been terrified that this is all I will have to look forward to. Relating to the downside so closely makes me hopeful that I can also look forward to experiencing the beauty and joy you reached as well. It helps to have people like you to guide us through this often difficult experience, and I just wanted you to know how deeply I appreciate you.
I woke up today asking myself why? Why am I here at this moment in my life if I never planned on this or asked for this, watching this video & being able to relate made me realize I may be going through a spiritual awakening. It's TRUE we're connected, that is why I woke up feeling this way & first thing I come across this morning is this video.
Meeting my soulmate trigerred this. I was just 19. I'm 21 now and I realize what I was really going through.
"At the end of the day, it's all worth it". Thank you for this reminder♥
I'm going through immense feelings of loneliness and hopelessness and I find your video very cathartic. Thank you so much!
keep up the spirits, you are wonderfull and lovable and perfect, you are magnificent i love you
Can relate to you 🥺
Spirituality saved my life
Mine started after my divorce, still in this process of awakening, sometimes too painful but the amount of inner peace I feel it's like I've been given a new life 😌, a new Me,
I feel so blessed and protected like never before 🙏🏼😇
You’ve helped me feel so at peace with I’m going through with my awakening. I hit the subscribe button after one video. Thank you so much you kind soul.
I've been going through this for about 6 years when I decided to leave the US and move to Peru. I've been living abroad since, experiencing all of the things you've talked about. It's been really wonderful to learn all that I've been learning from other cultures, traveling, languages, being in nature, but just recently it's been very painful. Just recently, I've experienced yet again a very traumatic event that has brought about a purging of STUFF from my past and it's not pretty but this time I understand what's happening. I'm feeling so lonely and waves of gratitude mixed with depression. I know that is all necessary to fulfill this process I'm going through. I'm just really thankful to be alive, thankful for these videos that are giving me the knowledge I need to continue researching and learning how to manage or "just be" in the process. Following my life's purpose and excited to start living up to my full potential. I know that I am powerful. I just have to get through all this pain. Alone.
You are not alone.
Danette Rodriguez wow relate ☁️❤️
“Waves of gratitude mixed with depression.” I felt that HARD. 😤👌
Oh my. I now see what I am. Today I asked my wife, what would I be best suited for doing. And she replied, teaching. It is the single most important activity in which you visibly explode of energy.
I just didn’t understand the fullness of what it means to be a teacher. I now understand.
i thought my spiritual awakening only started when i realized my connection with source and i never thought it started way back in those dark time thank you for clearing that up 💙
Who am I "I'm a teacher that will teach from experience not theories" the most powerful words I have ever written. I humbly thank you for this amazing beautiful extraordinary light.
It’s nice to be able to put a name on it. I was really working on my “Hey, this might sound weird but my mind split open recently, which caused reality as I knew it to literally melt away in front of my eyes and now I’m very, very lost” speech.
I’m still very, very lost. This is incredibly difficult for me to adjust to. Why did this have to happen after I got old? Life, man.
Thank you for this. It's been almost 2 years in the darkness. Everyday I've felt like I'm dying. Intense discomfort and feeling like I have to consciously breathe. Feeling every ache. I've gone to the doctor and I was just fine. I had a big breakdown earlier this year. I thought I was losing it... I've had religious interventions, therapy, mental health medicines, etc. My mind is resisting. I have this intense fear that I'm struggling to let go off. I cope with it but always in the background. I'm exhausted and frustrated with myself. I wanna be free... It's like I know what to do but my ego doesn't want to give up control. To surrender.
This resonates so much for me! I am thankful I found you- thank you for sharing your journey and helping to ease my mind and realize I am not going crazy and to not give up even those moments when I feel completely empty.
i can not express all that you Cristina have been doing for me...your videos gave me light... i am writing this crying because i feel more a life now..thanks for all you are angel!!
This spoke to my soul on every level as if it was made just for me. I couldn't help but cry and watch numerous times. It is so amazing to find a soul that feels as if you are speaking directly from my own heart and essence that is me during this period where it's been a struggle to find someone who can truly relate. I was divinely guided to this video, it was just what I needed to hear at this moment. I am a healer and in the dark knight of the soul stage of awakening. Thank you, beautiful, beautiful soul for shining your light and speaking your truth🌌
In my case, there was no sudden event. Being an atheist and suffering from chronic depression for more than twenty years, at some point (around 5 years ago) I started actively to search for some sort of spiritual guidance - because otherwise, there would have been no reason not to end my life.
I am still living with depression every day. But at least I am still alive - well, more or less. However, I find myself on a journey, learning more and more about what is beyond of what my eyes can see ... But I consider myself still very much at the beginning of this journey.
My marriage fell apart 12 years ago. i had to go to a doctor to get medication so I could eat and sleep because I wasn't able to do either and so I could keep working. I separated from a man I knew since I was 4yrs old and he was 10yrs old. I had to kill another human being that was threatening to kill me to save myself(Self-Defense). Suffered from Clinical Depression for most of my Life. After 10-11 yrs on my own which I never had been before in my life I met my twin flame who then left me and I then "woke up". Like you now, I'm in such a blessed place now and shining my Light to help others.
Your channel came into my life just when I needed it. I've had a spiritual crisis for about 2 years now, and so far, this one has been the worst. I'm still having crazy bouts of anxiety and fear , but its coming in waves rather than constant. I'm hoping things get better and I come out stronger on the other side just as you have.
Thank you for your videos. They help a lot.
i am in the hermit stage.. ready for the "alive" stage
I’d like to share that I had a very rough childhood. I was in a co dependent relationship with my narcissistic mother later realizing I was an empath. I’m gay but was robbed of naturally coming out because of my controlling father that told my family when I wasn’t ready and felt more concern of his status and security as a father, I being his first son.
Looking back at my childhood, I never had the idea of true authenticity because I believed my decisions were absurdly wrong,
Undoing these thought patterns has undone so much stress and anxiety and depression and desensitization that I’ve lived thinking I would never outgrow.
Follow your soul, the true compass to your destiny and to live your dreams.
I’m also going through a spiritual awakening and have been through. A. Rollercoaster of feelings and disconnection. AND BOY. This is a tough process.
Thank you so much for uploading this, I’ve prayed for clarity and stumbled on this video the day after.
YOU are an angel Christina
Thank you for your wisdom I'm currently living through my own spiritual awakening and it's immensely powerful. It truly came out of nowhere my mind, body, soul and life purpose seem to have simultaneously aligned and everything in my life has followed suit. I still have work to do but I'm unbelievably grateful and content. I would just like to offer a thought though I believe, for me atleast that the internal statement solidifying itself in my heart is that "There is something more than this and I desire to achieve it."
How can I get this to happen to me?
I cant even tell you how much this resonated with me . I lost everything!!! Because of following my intuition without even realising it moved to another continent. But 3 years later this is all making sense as I continue on my journey of awakening. I also wouldn't trade this for anything tho am yet to manifest my desires ...❤
I almost turned u off but when I listen to you are telling my story except for the woods everything else was the same in my life I'm proud of you for making this happen you are awesome God Bless 🙏 you many prayers 4 you💖💚💛💜💙🔥💫
I’m not sure you understand how helpful these videos are, this resonated on so many levels, THANK YOU
Thanks for your wonderful words. I had tears in my eyes while watching you.
Finally getting past the dark side of fear and thinking I'm crazy. It was just fear making me feel crazy. my safe zone and desires of ego had to be toned down to heal.
Your testimonial is and more what I am going trough now, I am overwhelm!!!!!
I love that you giggle out of true happiness love and Acceptance of your self and everything
Perfect perfect perfect . So true... Thank you so very much ..
All of it! I’ll be 50 this year; successful in my objectives; however, I distanced myself from spirituality and have been struggling with anxiety, depression, and “what is my purpose” for the last few years. I have reached similar symptoms as you. I reconnected with my spirituality as of December 2019, and feel confused struggling with myself!
Thank you for your guidance. Also, thank you for bein’ honest and pure. I’m currently goin’ through a spiritual awakenin’. Have been for years now. It’s challengin’, but I know that it’s all for the betterment of not only myself, but for the world. Namaste 🙏
I am thankful you are here as well!
I really needed to hear this. Helped me release some blocked emotions. Yes. Not an easy path at times but wouldn't change a thing ❤ thank you ❤
Christina ... I can so relate to everything you just spoke of and then some ,that you went through. I definitely still feel alone,crazy, beg to give up. Thank you so much for giving me the hope and strength to bot give up.
Now I understand what's going on with me. I knew something was different about me. The way you explained it, it's clear! I no longer wonder anymore about why I feel different. Thank you Namaste 🤗
I know exactly what you are saying and its still difficult sometime to find people that understand what has happened without receiving a look that is sometimes very upsetting. The guardian within me is very strong and patient as anyone can imagine but its still not all flowers and fire works. Seems that there is a price to pay for all wishes and every ones fees are different. You are a great help. Thank you for being you. Wishing nothing but good for you.