Tundra Beats hey so i’m really interested in buying this and your link to buy it, isn’t working for me, could you please email me? I’m very interested in owning this beat, i’m working on a song and it almost matches my lyrics perfectly, if you get this, and if I may purchase this beat, please contact me, we can talk about prices, I’ll give you a better offer then anyone, tell me your highest buyer and I’ll pay more 🙏🤘 HMU Dylanredlowe@gmail.com
0:30 i got problems i dont show lately ive been feelin low doesnt mean i cant b happy doesnt mean that i wont grow keepin feelings trapped inside even though it hurts to hide id jus rather thug it out then tell ppl what makes me cry first got robbed by 2 guys then watched my grandma die then got jumped for being nice and giving someone a ride cant trust nowadays all my days are bad days dont know if ill be okay
(0:46) I think I'm dying inside... I aint got nothing to hide... I think this world is cold... I'm tired of bearing my soul... To no one... Nowhere to go... I'm tired of sleeping alone... I guess I'll lie in this hole... And I'll just make it my home, with no one... (1:17) I used to dream about the future, and everything we'd have... How did we end up here with misery, and pictures of the past? I'm still taking care of sutures, it all happened way too fast... I guess that we'll go down in history, for what we never had... I almost wish it happened sooner, just to save me from the crash... We both know its not a mystery, that nothing ever lasts... But just look at what it did to me, my life is turned to ash... I guess that we'll go down in history, and we can't take it back...
Yeah I got problems I don't show, Don't wanna feel no less no more, I just want it to get out of my system it hits my core, I'm just trying to sufficate all this pain, Don't give it to much attention so it can go away, I don't know if I'm slowly dying idk if that's literal, I dont give my pain it's not give able, I don't show anything I'm a lonely sillable, People can't read through me I ain't readable, So I don't show, I don't want people to know, What my heart has to deal with it's so cold, I got nth to hold Yeah I got nth to hold, I try to feel better but I'm untold, People tell me fix yourself but I unfold, Idk what's wrong with me but Im the one that chose this road.
i got problems that i dont show, feelin crowded u just dont know, doesnt mean i cant be happy, but doesnt mean that i wont blow... my life will foreever be a movie, there not alot that can move me, dont know why i feel like this, nobody did nothing to me, theres so much that i dont talk about, these days i just dont wanna talk about, all the pain inside that eat away at me, from inside and out its slowly decaying me, i get way too much of the hype im depressed so im stayin in for the night so now dont act like u dont know that i got problem that u dont know and, i got problems that i dont show, feelin crowded u just dont know, doesnt mean i cant be happy, but doesnt mean that i wont blow... my life will foreever be a movie, there not alot that can move me, dont know why i feel like this, nobody did nothing to me, thanks for the extra likes guys this is the added piece
As the darkness covered the light blood on my hand, ready to die, no one understands me or my life, I once contemplated so many attempts of suicide, people think they know but they don’t, I wanna die someone hand me a rope, pull me close,until my throat gets sunken by blood and gasp of air as I choke, different personality and a certain aroma facing me is death around the corner, lift me high sing a lullaby, why do people care for me I’m a demon ready to go to hell tonight Chorus: Pull me close.. to home things aren’t the same when you’re gone, waiting for death so long, I’m on the edge holding on, waiting to come back home
I'm feeling so hurt I'm like a beat cow Feeling so lost ima freak out Lost in space never really knowing where I am or where I'm going But I try to rap and show it People say I'm worthless People say I'm not worth it But I see past the hate that they're sending Going at it alone can't see no ending But I persist People say I'm ignorant but ignorance is bliss I keep a steady flow and I never try to diss I know I'm the best but where do I sit People ask me where I find my rhymes Even if its a freestyle I'm making upy lines People say I'm fake and they always throw their heat at me They just don't know who I am They always want a piece of me
Dear Abby I could of been a better guy I couldn’t say goodbye so I keep you in my life So I keep you in my my life Trying to be that good friend So you got people to rely on So you got people for you to stay strong So In your mind that you knew that you belonged Instead of being me being here to die alone Also being to arrogant to help ask for help Being too stressed was my test and I failed It wasn’t on my mind to invest on the next But I really felt a thing but I guess I’m incorrect Thought we could connect but we only talked in text Now I’m panicking gotta light a cigarette Pain is vanishing gotta light up the next Life is damaging this is why I’m depressed But I’m blessed to have you I wrote this letter for you To explain to you That I’m thinking bout a bullet to my brain with pistol Thinking bout if I’m insane if I missed you .
Eu já pensei voltar atrás, Mas não sou capaz, Boy eu sempre fui assim, Antes de olhar pelos outros olho por mim, Todos dão um inicio onde muitos tiveram um fim, Nunca vou esquecer o lugar donde vim,
Songtext zu „Grau“] [Intro] "My aunts and other people could see how hurt I was And I didn't want anyone to see To be able to tell that I was hurt So I just tried to be the opposite Tried to, I didn't care about anything And it worked, people believed that I didn't care" Tundra Beats [Part 1] Ich hör' die Stimmen zu laut Habe Klingen im Bauch und meine Sinne sind taub, wey Sag mir, wann hört es auf? Habe Zigarettenrauch in der Lunge, denn der Schmerz frisst mich auf, wallah Hayat zor, kanka Para yok ama geceleri sokakda Hase ist Hollanda Aggressive Jungs, yani, amına da koyarlar Weiß, du bist nicht stolz, aber hole dir irgendwann die Million, Baba Hole dir dein Brot, Baba Ein großes Haus, in dem du wohnst, Baba Damit du sagst, „Ich bin stolz auf mein Sohn“, Baba Hab' so vieles falsch gemacht, nicht nachgedacht Wochenlang Nächte wach verbracht, Tag und Nacht In der Kälte draußen abgekackt Scheiß drauf, Alter, die Kacke hat Spaß gemacht [Pre-Hook] Ich komm' von starken Depressionen (Von starken Depressionen) Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen (Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen) Vom Genin hoch zum Jonin Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen (Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen) Ich komm' von starken Depressionen (Von starken Depressionen) Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen (Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen) Vom Genin hoch zum Jonin Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen [Hook] Lieber Gott, hörst du mich? Ich bitte dich, hol mich endlich von hier raus Die Schmerzen zerstören mich Ich halte diesen Zustand nicht mehr aus Ich will lieben und vergessen Doch ich kann nicht mehr vertrau'n Find' kein'n Frieden in den Ketten Dieses Leben ist so grau Lieber Gott, hörst du mich? Ich bitte dich, hol mich endlich von hier raus Die Schmerzen zerstören mich Ich halte diesen Zustand nicht mehr aus Ich will lieben und vergessen Doch ich kann nicht mehr vertrau'n Find' kein'n Frieden in den Ketten Dieses Leben ist so grau (Ah) [Part 2] Mitten in der Nacht Werde wach, diskutier' mit Dämon'n Mir fehlt wieder die Kraft, ich werd' wieder zu schwach Bet' zu Gott, denn sie kommen mich hol'n Ich hab' Angst, mich selbst zu verlier'n Bin verwirrt, bin gefang'n Und der Druck in der Brust wird zu groß Deshalb zünd' ich meine Kippe mit dem Schimmer meiner letzten Kippe an Lieber Gott, hol mich raus Ich will auch eine Frau, die mich braucht Aber kaum will ich einer vertrau'n, frisst es mich auf? Keine Schmetterlinge, aber dafür Schmerzen im Bauch „Ich verrat' dich nicht Egal, was ist, Bruder, glaub mir, ich bin da für dich“ Das sagen alle, aber schaufeln dann ein Grab für mich Ah, alle hier verraten mich [Pre-Hook] Ich komm' von starken Depressionen (Von starken Depressionen) Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen (Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen) Vom Genin hoch zum Jonin Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen (Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen) Ich komm' von starken Depressionen (Von starken Depressionen) Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen (Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen) Vom Genin hoch zum Jonin Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen (Tundra Beats) [Hook] Lieber Gott, hörst du mich? Ich bitte dich, hol mich endlich von hier raus Die Schmerzen zerstören mich Ich halte diesen Zustand nicht mehr aus Ich will lieben und vergessen Doch ich kann nicht mehr vertrau'n Find' kein'n Frieden in den Ketten Dieses Leben ist so grau Lieber Gott, hörst du mich? Ich bitte dich, hol mich endlich von hier raus Die Schmerzen zerstören mich Ich halte diesen Zustand nicht mehr aus Ich will lieben und vergessen Doch ich kann nicht mehr vertrau'n Find' kein'n Frieden in den Ketten Dieses Leben ist so grau [Outro] Lieber Gott, hörst du mich? Ich bitte dich, hol mich endlich von hier raus Die Schmerzen zerstören mich Ich halte diesen Zustand nicht mehr aus Ich will lieben und vergessen Doch ich kann nicht mehr vertrau'n Find' kein'n Frieden in den Ketten Dieses Leben ist so grau Produced By Tundra Beats Written By Melo68 Release Date December 4, 2020
Insomnia I can’t sleep at night The dreams in which I’m dreaming I’m not alive I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders As I’m laying in bed These voices in my head Telling me imma end up dead Another restless night I can’t close my eyes It hurts to think about the memories
Open windows I swear that I would jump But somewhere down the line I realized that the ends not even enough And I’m Lost without a map And there’s No way home from here Stuck Writing love letters to the ghost of you Haunting me I’m to scared to move Left chasing the moon
Long distance wishes Tears drippin I know the loves giving Into something Unforgiving Oh boi Keep that drink sippin Swerving into something Worth while Let you forget about her for a while Head spinning for different reasons Thinking is she also on this feeling Doubts Doubts Same reason It probably didn't workout Oh well Got to act strong But God damn This feeling really something Burning up
Trap inside this feeling Still looking for a healing Laying on my bed just staring at my ceiling Hopin something's changed It’s a never ending hurting Don’t look at what your not You gotta show em what u got I gotta wake up from this fantasy And look at my reality this aint what it’s supposed to be Blame the demons, inside of me I expected more, i got more to give But i guess it shows how deceiving This fucked up life that you live in So don’t lie to me, you can’t bullshit me I see your eyes and its full of lies I see deep inside and you’re terrified You’re constricted and you’re paralyzed
Ich fühl mich so alleine ,in der Welt in der ich leb, 7 Milliarden Menschen aber keiner der mich versteht, keiner der fragt wie es mir geht, keiner der weiß wie leb, alle reden von Loyalität doch sind die ersten wenn es um lügen geht,ich weiß nicht , was ich auf der Welt noch verloren hab, Nachts bin alleine und bleibe mit Dämonen wach, bin still keiner weiß was ich vor hab, schließ die Augen und denk über den Tod nach, find kein Frieden in mir selbst,nein ich leb mit Depressionen, ja ein bruder geht in haps und der shextan kommt mich holen, er nimmt mir alles was ich, alles was hatte wurd mir damals schon genommen, nein du hast kein Gesicht, lügen bringt nichts weil die Wahrheit kommt ans Licht, die welt sie ist dreckig und jeder lässt dich im Stich, merkt dir eins! Eine verletzte Person vergisst nichts
Pulled this pain out my chest. All the more blessed. It was for the best. And it’s yet to come. Karma marches to the beat of her own drum. But I can’t shake the feeling, that you’re still holding on. Why must I insist on going back, when you did me so wrong?? Resist the urge, You was played all along. Why do I try to fit in where I don’t belong?? I ain’t singing no sad songs. I know what I’m worth, and I’m glad you’re gone.
0:31 (Refren) Why you don't care? Why would I care? You act like we strangers again Why you don't care? Why would I care? I don't wanna lose you again Why you don't care? Why would I care? I still hope that maybe one day Why you don't care? Why still I care? That you will love me again someday - 1:03 (Verse 1) I can't forget , the things I have felt The moments we shared , the past that we had The nights when we slept , the nights that we drank Missin' all of those moments - 1:20 (Refren) Why you don't care? Why would I care? You act like we strangers again Why you don't care? Why would I care? I don't wanna lose you again Why you don't care? Why would I care? I still hope that maybe one day Why you don't care? Why still I care? That you will love me again someday - 1:52 (Verse 2) You still in my thoughts , everyday of the year No need to say , i'm in love with your name In love with your ways , your smile and your eyes Babygirl I just love you so much - Please don't leave , change your mind I can't live without you around How much I tried , how much I tried I just wanted you by my side - 3AM , I'm drunk again I'm in pain , i'm in pain I just hope , that you're happy now , cuz' Babygirl I just love you so much - 2:40 (Refren) Why you don't care? Why would I care? You act like we strangers again Why you don't care? Why would I care? I don't wanna lose you again Why you don't care? Why would I care? I still hope that maybe one day Why you don't care? Why still I care? That you will love me again someday - 3:12 (Outro) Love me again someday - 3:19 Love me again someday - 3:25 Give me your thoughts took me almost 2 hours even tho it's not the most complex lyrics made to a song ever , followed XX's path and style
1 cup a 2 cup a 3 cup I’m faded Red and blue pills off in the matrix Live it up now for the ones who ain’t make it Cause this is what we dying for This is what we dying for Tryna live forever
Don’t show Don’t show They don’t Have to know Don’t tell Don’t tell They don’t see You’re going through hell They don’t know what it’s like For you They don’t understand your life It’s true You wish somebody out there would help Help you On a downwards spiral you’ve fell Fell through Don’t show Don’t show They don’t Have to know Don’t tell Don’t tell They don’t see You’re going through hell They don’t see from your point Of view Smoke your pain away with a joint You do Everyone’s two faced like a coin Fool you The fucking world’s annoying To you
Dont show Bury it So they dont know I see them looking Yo Pease do not look in Cause I am afraid You might see all my pain And then look at me different Say it makes no difference But that is a lie Cause I gave you my heart And you left me to die Left me to cry and I dont do it often I swallowed my pride But your love is so haunting
Comme la lune tu me laisse chaque matin Pour revenir me hanter le soir je suis dans un grand palais d'Ivoire ou l'orgueil, la détresse sont rois J'ai beaucoup de problèmes que je ne dis pas Toutes les raisons ne se savent pas perché dans ta grande bâtisse Je pense qu' i n'y a que les consecance que tu vois sous un ciel bien obscure j'ai contemplé mes biens les plus obscurs Ces petites choses accrochées en moi qui me détruise pas à pas J'avance sur ce long chemin qu'y est la vie petit à petit je grandi je me rend qu'avec toi ça irait beaucoup plus vite ta décision fut de partir, ou plutôt me faire souffrir tu m'as laissé la pour un bon moment on se revoit au bord de l'étang
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I love your work ots amazing
Bin Stolz auf dich A. bleib dran und lebe deinen Traum
How do you make these beats cause I really wanna know?
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Tundra Beats hey so i’m really interested in buying this and your link to buy it, isn’t working for me, could you please email me? I’m very interested in owning this beat, i’m working on a song and it almost matches my lyrics perfectly, if you get this, and if I may purchase this beat, please contact me, we can talk about prices, I’ll give you a better offer then anyone, tell me your highest buyer and I’ll pay more 🙏🤘 HMU Dylanredlowe@gmail.com
I don't wish much for my birthday. But I do wish that whom ever reads this is Healthy,happy,loved,and to have a great & blessed life.
God bless you my man!
THX man 🙏
wtf this is the best beat i've ever listened to it hits me differently.
zonneP 🖤🖤
so emotional! This really hits deep especially if you goin' through stuff
like me im tryna win my girl back she broke my heart
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@@BulletRapMusic i got her back but now its game time
Same
Right it hurts
This is the Best type beat i've ever heard
So u son of a bich u are here huh
Love U Vro
U ain't heard any beats then
This is the gayest comment I've ever read
0:30 i got problems i dont show
lately ive been feelin low
doesnt mean i cant b happy
doesnt mean that i wont grow
keepin feelings trapped inside
even though it hurts to hide
id jus rather thug it out
then tell ppl what makes me cry
first got robbed by 2 guys
then watched my grandma die
then got jumped for being nice
and giving someone a ride
cant trust nowadays
all my days are bad days
dont know if ill be okay
I like that so much, keep up the hard work!
you'll be okay homeboy !
Buena letra vamos para el FT?
Purchased this beat,for emotional purpose to help depressed ppl I'm giving you my heart,thanks tundra
(0:46) I think I'm dying inside... I aint got nothing to hide... I think this world is cold... I'm tired of bearing my soul... To no one... Nowhere to go... I'm tired of sleeping alone... I guess I'll lie in this hole... And I'll just make it my home, with no one...
(1:17) I used to dream about the future, and everything we'd have... How did we end up here with misery, and pictures of the past? I'm still taking care of sutures, it all happened way too fast... I guess that we'll go down in history, for what we never had...
I almost wish it happened sooner, just to save me from the crash... We both know its not a mystery, that nothing ever lasts... But just look at what it did to me, my life is turned to ash... I guess that we'll go down in history, and we can't take it back...
Yo it feels so good when you recognize a sample
what sample bro
@@pureviolation4811 1959 real interviews
@@jnah5569 thank you
Yeah I got problems I don't show,
Don't wanna feel no less no more,
I just want it to get out of my system it hits my core,
I'm just trying to sufficate all this pain,
Don't give it to much attention so it can go away,
I don't know if I'm slowly dying idk if that's literal,
I dont give my pain it's not give able,
I don't show anything I'm a lonely sillable,
People can't read through me I ain't readable,
So I don't show,
I don't want people to know,
What my heart has to deal with it's so cold,
I got nth to hold
Yeah I got nth to hold,
I try to feel better but I'm untold,
People tell me fix yourself but I unfold,
Idk what's wrong with me but Im the one that chose this road.
Flaming Dragon bro u need to learn how to rhymes bro syllables and all dat ur shit dont even work
Don’t listen to him I just sang it and it works totally
Can I use your lyrics to make a track?
Felt a type a flow similar to that bro
Da shit was good man
YO THATS A MAKE THEM SUFFER SAMPLE HELL YEAH!!!!!! THE INTRO TO THEIR ALBUM LOST SOULS. PERF DAWG!!
Amazing 👏 ❤
@@ashkanmoradi6076 thank you ❤️
literally listened to this for 10 seconds and knew it was gonna be good. i'm using this.
I have played this about 50 times today no joke I connect to this beat
Ma w sobie coś wyjątkowego...
Dociera bardzo głęboko, smutny, wyjątkowo piękny, sam w sobie prawdziwy. 10/10
TUNDRA THANK YOU :((
Damn this is honestly a piece of art in it's own right!
Bro 1:20 is where this beat happens respect ✊🏼 oh snap that snare and shake bruh ✍🏻
One of the producers i look up to, amazing production Tundra, you've done it again!
i got problems that i dont show,
feelin crowded u just dont know,
doesnt mean i cant be happy,
but doesnt mean that i wont blow...
my life will foreever be a movie,
there not alot that can move me,
dont know why i feel like this,
nobody did nothing to me,
theres so much that i dont talk about,
these days i just dont wanna talk about,
all the pain inside that eat away at me,
from inside and out its slowly decaying me,
i get way too much of the hype
im depressed so im stayin in for the night
so now dont act like u dont know
that i got problem that u dont know and,
i got problems that i dont show,
feelin crowded u just dont know,
doesnt mean i cant be happy,
but doesnt mean that i wont blow...
my life will foreever be a movie,
there not alot that can move me,
dont know why i feel like this,
nobody did nothing to me,
thanks for the extra likes guys this is the added piece
yea I fucks with it ode ..
more pls
Blow what g ?
ADDED CHECK IT OUT NOW GUYS
Can i use it?
I’m in love with this beat honestly about time I feel connected to a beat 🚫🧢
The intro. I watched what it was sampled from. One of the saddest videos. Depression from the 60’s was real.
Do you know what the video/documentary was called? Pretty keen to watch it.
WoW. Thisa powerful beat dawg.keep it up🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
appreciate it!
drunk back from a party. Listening to this and thinking about life. Thats my Tundra boyyy
Tundra is my go to fasho.
As the darkness covered the light blood on my hand, ready to die, no one understands me or my life, I once contemplated so many attempts of suicide, people think they know but they don’t, I wanna die someone hand me a rope, pull me close,until my throat gets sunken by blood and gasp of air as I choke, different personality and a certain aroma facing me is death around the corner, lift me high sing a lullaby, why do people care for me I’m a demon ready to go to hell tonight
Chorus: Pull me close.. to home things aren’t the same when you’re gone, waiting for death so long, I’m on the edge holding on, waiting to come back home
it’s too good to be free 😂
usually free beats only have one looping pattern but this got everything god damn👌
I'm feeling so hurt I'm like a beat cow
Feeling so lost ima freak out
Lost in space never really knowing where I am or where I'm going
But I try to rap and show it
People say I'm worthless
People say I'm not worth it
But I see past the hate that they're sending
Going at it alone can't see no ending
But I persist
People say I'm ignorant but ignorance is bliss
I keep a steady flow and I never try to diss
I know I'm the best but where do I sit
People ask me where I find my rhymes
Even if its a freestyle I'm making upy lines
People say I'm fake and they always throw their heat at me
They just don't know who I am
They always want a piece of me
Tundra beats always comes with bangers
This had me in my feelings when I first heard this when I was younger and I still do 🥺this was a master peace 🖤🖤
Same. Had to come back to it.
@@birdsfly7199 What does it remind you of ?
@@abbyanderson524 Not sure yet. But it still sounds familiar. Maybe it’ll hit me later.
those harmonies hit you somewhere deep down inside 🌌 excellent work bro!!
thank you very much bro!!
You tell me you love me girl why don’t you show I’m just sitting here unnoticed
Your beats are so fire 🔥 Keep doing what you’re doing🙌🏽
The vibes on this are crazy 🔥🔥
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i know the backround voice it is a real interview.
What interview. I want to see it
@@animesamv915 talking to someone with depression. search that in youtube
@@K3NBeatz thx
Kenny BHT what one???
yes same, she is the girl with 3 personalities. i saw her vid, she had that split persona syndrome. it is a really old interview
Wavy ass beat bro 🌊 it’s one of those beats that make you feel like your from another planet / out of your own body. Have to hop on this one
This is perfect for a solo midnight drive just to contemplate on your life
Awesome work, tundra! 💪🏻🔥
Dear Abby
I could of been a better guy
I couldn’t say goodbye so I keep you in my life
So I keep you in my my life
Trying to be that good friend
So you got people to rely on
So you got people for you to stay strong
So In your mind that you knew that you belonged
Instead of being me being here to die alone
Also being to arrogant to help ask for help
Being too stressed was my test and I failed
It wasn’t on my mind to invest on the next
But I really felt a thing but I guess I’m incorrect
Thought we could connect but we only talked in text
Now I’m panicking gotta light a cigarette
Pain is vanishing gotta light up the next
Life is damaging this is why I’m depressed
But I’m blessed to have you
I wrote this letter for you
To explain to you
That I’m thinking bout a bullet to my brain with pistol
Thinking bout if I’m insane if I missed you .
You got bars
Joel Peart thanks...
I kinda sung this with the beat
@@jm-he7tl same
shit mahn u killed it🔥🔥👌👌💯💯👍👍
this one is next level
I love you tundra. Thanks for such beautiful beat. For that beautiful musical experience. I deeply love your beat
Reverb on the snare🔥
🙌🙌
This sample.. 🙏🏼
😭🔥🦄sad type beats
the intro fits perfectly
this amazing dude, love that intro
fyeeee🔥🔥🔥
Eu já pensei voltar atrás,
Mas não sou capaz,
Boy eu sempre fui assim,
Antes de olhar pelos outros olho por mim,
Todos dão um inicio onde muitos tiveram um fim,
Nunca vou esquecer o lugar donde vim,
Tu que fez mano? Ta fodaa
RIP XXXTENTACION I love you more than my life goodbye😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Dude I'm getting lost in this beat. It's super beautiful!
MEC MEGA AFFUSTE CE SON !! GG Continu! NICE BRO
Songtext zu „Grau“]
[Intro]
"My aunts and other people could see how hurt I was
And I didn't want anyone to see
To be able to tell that I was hurt
So I just tried to be the opposite
Tried to, I didn't care about anything
And it worked, people believed that I didn't care"
Tundra Beats
[Part 1]
Ich hör' die Stimmen zu laut
Habe Klingen im Bauch und meine Sinne sind taub, wey
Sag mir, wann hört es auf?
Habe Zigarettenrauch in der Lunge, denn der Schmerz frisst mich auf, wallah
Hayat zor, kanka
Para yok ama geceleri sokakda
Hase ist Hollanda
Aggressive Jungs, yani, amına da koyarlar
Weiß, du bist nicht stolz, aber hole dir irgendwann die Million, Baba
Hole dir dein Brot, Baba
Ein großes Haus, in dem du wohnst, Baba
Damit du sagst, „Ich bin stolz auf mein Sohn“, Baba
Hab' so vieles falsch gemacht, nicht nachgedacht
Wochenlang Nächte wach verbracht, Tag und Nacht
In der Kälte draußen abgekackt
Scheiß drauf, Alter, die Kacke hat Spaß gemacht
[Pre-Hook]
Ich komm' von starken Depressionen (Von starken Depressionen)
Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen (Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen)
Vom Genin hoch zum Jonin
Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen (Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen)
Ich komm' von starken Depressionen (Von starken Depressionen)
Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen (Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen)
Vom Genin hoch zum Jonin
Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen
[Hook]
Lieber Gott, hörst du mich?
Ich bitte dich, hol mich endlich von hier raus
Die Schmerzen zerstören mich
Ich halte diesen Zustand nicht mehr aus
Ich will lieben und vergessen
Doch ich kann nicht mehr vertrau'n
Find' kein'n Frieden in den Ketten
Dieses Leben ist so grau
Lieber Gott, hörst du mich?
Ich bitte dich, hol mich endlich von hier raus
Die Schmerzen zerstören mich
Ich halte diesen Zustand nicht mehr aus
Ich will lieben und vergessen
Doch ich kann nicht mehr vertrau'n
Find' kein'n Frieden in den Ketten
Dieses Leben ist so grau (Ah)
[Part 2]
Mitten in der Nacht
Werde wach, diskutier' mit Dämon'n
Mir fehlt wieder die Kraft, ich werd' wieder zu schwach
Bet' zu Gott, denn sie kommen mich hol'n
Ich hab' Angst, mich selbst zu verlier'n
Bin verwirrt, bin gefang'n
Und der Druck in der Brust wird zu groß
Deshalb zünd' ich meine Kippe mit dem Schimmer meiner letzten Kippe an
Lieber Gott, hol mich raus
Ich will auch eine Frau, die mich braucht
Aber kaum will ich einer vertrau'n, frisst es mich auf?
Keine Schmetterlinge, aber dafür Schmerzen im Bauch
„Ich verrat' dich nicht
Egal, was ist, Bruder, glaub mir, ich bin da für dich“
Das sagen alle, aber schaufeln dann ein Grab für mich
Ah, alle hier verraten mich
[Pre-Hook]
Ich komm' von starken Depressionen (Von starken Depressionen)
Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen (Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen)
Vom Genin hoch zum Jonin
Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen (Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen)
Ich komm' von starken Depressionen (Von starken Depressionen)
Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen (Doch wir jagen jetzt Millionen)
Vom Genin hoch zum Jonin
Ich mach' nie wieder Es mit Drogen (Tundra Beats)
[Hook]
Lieber Gott, hörst du mich?
Ich bitte dich, hol mich endlich von hier raus
Die Schmerzen zerstören mich
Ich halte diesen Zustand nicht mehr aus
Ich will lieben und vergessen
Doch ich kann nicht mehr vertrau'n
Find' kein'n Frieden in den Ketten
Dieses Leben ist so grau
Lieber Gott, hörst du mich?
Ich bitte dich, hol mich endlich von hier raus
Die Schmerzen zerstören mich
Ich halte diesen Zustand nicht mehr aus
Ich will lieben und vergessen
Doch ich kann nicht mehr vertrau'n
Find' kein'n Frieden in den Ketten
Dieses Leben ist so grau
[Outro]
Lieber Gott, hörst du mich?
Ich bitte dich, hol mich endlich von hier raus
Die Schmerzen zerstören mich
Ich halte diesen Zustand nicht mehr aus
Ich will lieben und vergessen
Doch ich kann nicht mehr vertrau'n
Find' kein'n Frieden in den Ketten
Dieses Leben ist so grau
Produced By
Tundra Beats
Written By
Melo68
Release Date
December 4, 2020
These sound really great man keep it up
one of the best
this beat is fire🔥🔥
so deep! amazing vibe
Insomnia
I can’t sleep at night
The dreams in which I’m dreaming
I’m not alive
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders
As I’m laying in bed
These voices in my head
Telling me imma end up dead
Another restless night
I can’t close my eyes
It hurts to think about the memories
Jasperø-insomnia
This is Masterpiece
One of your best beats I think
Bro this beat gave me goosebumps
I got em too, from head to foot and then back up to the head
The voice in the begginging is from that interview with that woman who had all those personalities.
can u share the link bruh ..i wanna see the interview
Great job recreating Make Them Suffer this is beautiful you have splendid ears
This is just murder on my mind
I haven’t listened yet but the people involved and considering how great this channel is. I’m expecting a lot 😂💛
hope it didn´t disapoint💛
Different Vibes On This One Bro, Shit Slaps Hard
Open windows
I swear that I would jump
But somewhere down the line
I realized that the ends not even enough
And I’m Lost without a map
And there’s No way home from here
Stuck Writing love letters to the ghost of you
Haunting me I’m to scared to move
Left chasing the moon
Long distance wishes
Tears drippin
I know the loves giving
Into something
Unforgiving
Oh boi
Keep that drink sippin
Swerving into something
Worth while
Let you forget about her for a while
Head spinning for different reasons
Thinking is she also on this feeling
Doubts
Doubts
Same reason
It probably didn't workout
Oh well
Got to act strong
But God damn
This feeling really something
Burning up
fire
@Saniyah Mozingo yeah use it!
Just give me credit
Salomonik dope
Can I use it plz
And I’ll give u credit
Such a wonderful beat 🙏
thank you 🙏
🔥🔥🔥
🙏🙏🙏 thanks for showing love homie
Trap inside this feeling
Still looking for a healing
Laying on my bed just staring at my ceiling
Hopin something's changed
It’s a never ending hurting
Don’t look at what your not
You gotta show em what u got
I gotta wake up from this fantasy
And look at my reality
this aint what it’s supposed to be
Blame the demons, inside of me
I expected more, i got more to give
But i guess it shows how deceiving
This fucked up life that you live in
So don’t lie to me, you can’t bullshit me
I see your eyes and its full of lies
I see deep inside and you’re terrified
You’re constricted and you’re paralyzed
Ich fühl mich so alleine ,in der Welt in der ich leb, 7 Milliarden Menschen aber keiner der mich versteht, keiner der fragt wie es mir geht, keiner der weiß wie leb, alle reden von Loyalität doch sind die ersten wenn es um lügen geht,ich weiß nicht , was ich auf der Welt noch verloren hab, Nachts bin alleine und bleibe mit Dämonen wach, bin still keiner weiß was ich vor hab, schließ die Augen und denk über den Tod nach, find kein Frieden in mir selbst,nein ich leb mit Depressionen, ja ein bruder geht in haps und der shextan kommt mich holen, er nimmt mir alles was ich, alles was hatte wurd mir damals schon genommen, nein du hast kein Gesicht, lügen bringt nichts weil die Wahrheit kommt ans Licht, die welt sie ist dreckig und jeder lässt dich im Stich, merkt dir eins! Eine verletzte Person vergisst nichts
My boy js imma steal this. Thats flow.
Pulled this pain out my chest. All the more blessed. It was for the best. And it’s yet to come. Karma marches to the beat of her own drum. But I can’t shake the feeling, that you’re still holding on. Why must I insist on going back, when you did me so wrong?? Resist the urge, You was played all along. Why do I try to fit in where I don’t belong?? I ain’t singing no sad songs. I know what I’m worth, and I’m glad you’re gone.
thanks for this amazing beat🔥🖤
idol
666th comment, gotta make use of it.
Fire beat bruh, why has nobody made a song offa this yet?
I used it in a song on my ep which drops august 18th
Yow you killed this fam🔥🔥🔥
appreciate it !
0:31
(Refren)
Why you don't care?
Why would I care?
You act like we strangers again
Why you don't care?
Why would I care?
I don't wanna lose you again
Why you don't care?
Why would I care?
I still hope that maybe one day
Why you don't care?
Why still I care?
That you will love me again someday - 1:03
(Verse 1)
I can't forget , the things I have felt
The moments we shared , the past that we had
The nights when we slept , the nights that we drank
Missin' all of those moments - 1:20
(Refren)
Why you don't care?
Why would I care?
You act like we strangers again
Why you don't care?
Why would I care?
I don't wanna lose you again
Why you don't care?
Why would I care?
I still hope that maybe one day
Why you don't care?
Why still I care?
That you will love me again someday - 1:52
(Verse 2)
You still in my thoughts , everyday of the year
No need to say , i'm in love with your name
In love with your ways , your smile and your eyes
Babygirl I just love you so much -
Please don't leave , change your mind
I can't live without you around
How much I tried , how much I tried
I just wanted you by my side -
3AM , I'm drunk again
I'm in pain , i'm in pain
I just hope , that you're happy now , cuz'
Babygirl I just love you so much - 2:40
(Refren)
Why you don't care?
Why would I care?
You act like we strangers again
Why you don't care?
Why would I care?
I don't wanna lose you again
Why you don't care?
Why would I care?
I still hope that maybe one day
Why you don't care?
Why still I care?
That you will love me again someday - 3:12
(Outro)
Love me again someday - 3:19
Love me again someday - 3:25
Give me your thoughts took me almost 2 hours even tho it's not the most complex lyrics made to a song ever , followed XX's path and style
The piano sounds exactly like "Foreward" by "Make Them Suffer"
How do you fall in love
when theres nothing to fall into?
When you call my name
Do you hear me call yours too?
that interview is brazy
1 cup a 2 cup a 3 cup I’m faded
Red and blue pills off in the matrix
Live it up now for the ones who ain’t make it
Cause this is what we dying for
This is what we dying for
Tryna live forever
This beat goes deep... 👌👏👍
Tove Lo - stay high would go over this song amazingly well
nice ear! fo real!
Dude it's puree gold
This beat is perfect Good work 🔥🔥❤
Don’t show
Don’t show
They don’t
Have to know
Don’t tell
Don’t tell
They don’t see
You’re going through hell
They don’t know what it’s like
For you
They don’t understand your life
It’s true
You wish somebody out there would help
Help you
On a downwards spiral you’ve fell
Fell through
Don’t show
Don’t show
They don’t
Have to know
Don’t tell
Don’t tell
They don’t see
You’re going through hell
They don’t see from your point
Of view
Smoke your pain away with a joint
You do
Everyone’s two faced like a coin
Fool you
The fucking world’s annoying
To you
hey email me delusionalbum@gmail.com
Yo can rap bro 💯
Need to record bro you can get big that s what music is about now a days sad and depressed
Aaron daman thanks man 🤜🤜🙏
Trash tbh
A M A Z I N G !
Dope! nice melody..🔥🔥🔥
dopeness bro🔥
🖤🖤🖤
Love it ! Great job 💯
thanks g 💯
sick beat might have to hop on it
Dont show
Bury it
So they dont know
I see them looking
Yo Pease do not look in
Cause I am afraid
You might see all my pain
And then look at me different
Say it makes no difference
But that is a lie
Cause I gave you my heart
And you left me to die
Left me to cry
and I dont do it often
I swallowed my pride
But your love is so haunting
im floating away/drowning myself in the hate/i don't wanna wake up just to live another day/the moment faith left i met pain,
Why does this song hurt me so much? And how does it still heal my pain?
💞best work 💞#Likeit
Tundra Beats
Bahtı dert aya aşık bir insan
Siempre voy a amar este beat!
It's dope broo 🔥
Comme la lune tu me laisse chaque matin
Pour revenir me hanter le soir
je suis dans un grand palais d'Ivoire
ou l'orgueil, la détresse sont rois
J'ai beaucoup de problèmes que je ne dis pas
Toutes les raisons ne se savent pas
perché dans ta grande bâtisse
Je pense qu' i n'y a que les consecance que tu vois
sous un ciel bien obscure j'ai contemplé mes biens les plus obscurs
Ces petites choses accrochées en moi
qui me détruise pas à pas
J'avance sur ce long chemin qu'y est la vie
petit à petit je grandi
je me rend qu'avec toi ça irait beaucoup plus vite
ta décision fut de partir, ou plutôt me faire souffrir
tu m'as laissé la pour un bon moment
on se revoit au bord de l'étang
Pouaa jm trop mder
I didn’t realize my father needed avenging until I listened to this mix.
lmao this is one of the best comments I've ever read
Bahut hard mere bhai
Great work, bro🚀🚀🚀🖒🔥