Pile 3, girl I feel so seen. Thank you. I’m a Capricorn with Aqua stellium in the 8th. Saturn in the 10th. Anyone who knew me before a year ago knew me when I was in the darkest most intense purging shadow period of my life. It took a really hard karmic connection that brought me to my knees to find how to stand up straighter than I ever have
Pile 2 - I’m so shook right now, I know the exact scene in Doctor Who you’re speaking about. I could see the exact scene as soon as you said companion Rose. That scene tore me to pieces when I watched it and I can totally see the symbolism there. The love and the awareness of the connection is always there but you’re in two different worlds
Incredibly spot on pile 2! When you said it’s a continuation of pile 1 I smiled because I was drawn to pile 1 but pile 2 was very strong. Then when you made the Rose reference too I smiled. I have been healing & wish them all love & light❤️🩹❣️💖
Pile 1 spot on! I have lots of fire in my chart he’s a Sagittarius, I think he’s a karmic lesson that I finally let go of and blocked on everything a couple of days ago. Just after he tried to slowly make his way back into my life and disrespecting my boundaries. Thank you so much lexi you’re so incredible
Pile 4 As soon as you mentioned the lyrics "nothings gonna stop us now" by starship .I knew that it was spirit. It was confirmation that he is watching over me and it's really comforting that he is. Thank you Lexi 🦁
You always have something nice and helpful to say. I can only wish you joy and growth from afar because I’m grateful. Sending you love and blessings ❤️
Pile 4 Lexi, yes I’m moving away from my marriage as well. Like literally moving physically, to another city. It’s not like my empathy gates have closed ……. But the last week I found myself unravel another honest truth in my heart. That being ‘ I don’t know this person who lives around me, and has children with me. I don’t know who he is anymore. ‘ The analytical brain which dives deep mentally was well picked up by you. It’s the emotional body …… which probably unintentionally or intentionally ( I’m not so sure anymore) …. His emotionally body …. Is simply missing and that’s how it always has been. I understand why you were not being able to tap into their emotions. I understand why your spirits guides had to help you to ‘feel’ them. I understand. Thank you for all the messages from spirit. They were most needed in my current stage of ‘ allowing the wings to grow stronger’ . I know I have spirit with me constantly, but my own channel with spirit has been down for while. I understand there are many reasons for this direct shut down in communication with me. You are a trusted, valuable hand of faith and integrity in my life currently. Your pure heart and empathy brings me to my knees every time I watch a video put out by you. I love you and appreciate so much Lexi 🤗💚💙😘 You are such a healing light, you are the friend I have searched for as a child and never found. I feel heard and seen by you. You know what that means ….. to be SEEN and Heard ? That’s the hand I find reach out from you . 🙏🙏🙏 God bless your kind and beautiful heart. May it constantly be protected and guarded by spirit and the archangels . 🙏🙏🙏🙏 Love and Light 🤗💙💚😘
Pile 2 - THANKS SIS 💐 And I JUST bought Carnelian yesterday! Along with Indigo Gabbro crystal (Sagittarius 🔥). My ex from childhood has been showing up in my cards recently - seems he has regret and is working on himself. Spirit wanted me to know he got his karma and wants to apologize, but has NO idea how... And you gave me confirmation today. The song that popped up in my head was "Thank You, NEXT" by Ariana Grande... He taught me SOOOO many lessons about self love, having confidence, and setting boundaries... While being authentically me! After two years of healing, and officially starting my journey as a Spiritprenuer in Jan this year 💖, I was able to finally release him with so much love and compassion. 🙌🏾💖🙌🏾
I chose pile 3 and I knew exactly who it was…it was an ex friend of mine who at the time thought really cared about me and saw my worth, but actually was just a huge know it all and a narcissist who constantly made me doubt myself and feel like I was less than with all of her snide comments. The final straw for me was when she basically outed herself to me as a racist, and as a Black feminine I could no longer tolerate her or her energy, if nothing else because she proved herself to be unsafe for me. Sis needs to get a life and let this connection die like I did, there’s no coming back.
Pile 3, Leo Bestie coming through in this reading! 😄 Can think of a few people this sounds like, but one in particular stands out as the prominent energy; thanks for backing me up lol ✌🏻💚
Pile 4 resonating a lot, I know who you're talking about in my life. He has pretty much all his planets in earth signs and aquarius but lacks... being grounded, I guess, his energy is just all around very extreme or unbalanced. He is very much in this mode of trying to understand, but because he tries to understand everything rationally from his own experiences and doesn't really use his feelings in the process, as you say, he has a very black and white way of thinking where things either fit into his worldview or they are wrong. It's definitely not malicious, he tries to learn and understand, but sometimes he just doesn't. I can definitely see how you're reading him as lacking empathy in a sense, though personally I'd frame it more as him failing to understand perspectives that are not his own because he is on one hand very anxious about having to conform to his idea of being responsible, and on the other hand he is entirely out of touch with his own emotions. He has always... had some sort of opinions about me (but always very respecfully kept them to himself lol - and to be fair, I have had my judgemental moments towards him too and also never voiced my thoughts) but with me recently doing a lot of inner work I think he is seeing my newfound drive and discipline. And because of that I'm currently performing very well in all areas of my life, and I know he just doesn't get it because he probably still sees me as lacking focus and being irresponsible/unreliable for not being as rigid as he is. I imagine watching me shine and grow while he feels like he's stagnant is very frustrating for him because he has always seen himself as the responsible one between the two of us, and the way things are going right now just really doesn't fit that narrative anymore. In some ways he really helped me reflect on myself and reach the stage where I am at, because he triggered me in just the right ways. However, he has not been willing to grow with me to the extent that I need the people around me to. While I appreciate his contributions to my spiritual growth, and I respect that he has worked quite hard to improve himself too in a lot of ways (just not the ones that matter to me right now, sadly), I don't really see this person in my life going forward. And as you say, I'm very much aware that he knows at this point, and it is very frustrating to him.
I’m literally SHOOK. Every single thing you said in pile 1 & 2 was 100% spot on for me. That’s insane! Thank you Lex for this incredible reading. You’ve really helped bring the clarity I was looking for. So grateful for you! 💖
Pile 1 was spot on. I wanted more that he wasn't willing to give. Led on for a year and finally just gave up. No emotional fullfillment at all and it bothered me because I'm more than being sexual or funny. So much more.
Pile 3 I am Aquarius Sun with a CAPRICORN stellium 😍 this was me back then,,i been through so much..thank you for a beautiful reading shout out!! From South Africa 🇿🇦🇿🇦🇿🇦
Pile 2 here 🤍🧿 it was a rough break up :) we met exactly today 1 year ago and he was the best thing which has ever happened to me. Since 1-2 weeks I have felt this negative energy around him, he would care less and I had to put on so much effort I literally called him apathetic he apologised and I said it’s too late for it. I may never be able to love somebody like I loved him it will be a hard phase for me . For some reason this song got stuck in my head 😭 ( abcdefu ur sister and mom 💀 everything but your DOG) God i loved his dog we both had Black labras. This felt like a personal reading thankyou Lexi sending you tons and tons of positive vibes and energy 🤍🕊✨
NO WAY!!! Same thing happened to me except he showed up at my work and sat and ate looking at me the entire time, and to think okay maybe it was just a coincidence. Mans went twice in a week and sat in the same spot… and not to mention, it’s what made me lose my feelings for him
Pile 3- could think of quite a few people who fit the description. I've been through some pretty deep transformation in the past few years that people that knew me ages ago don't understand me anymore and they keep on expecting the old me there.
Pile 2 yes I am going throught something very strange. My psychic said it’s transformation and that I’m stepping into my power and my gifts whatever that means. I’m still healing from the winter phase. Idk if I should walk away I was told by all three psychics that hes a soulmate twin flame and possible divine counter part however us meeting wasn’t chance and we both had to learn some karmic lessons through the pain. And now that I’ve healed idk if I want to go back he’s scared of commitment I think this was his lesson. I just knew when I met him when I kissed him it was familiar I had to sit down I was shaking he even asked me what was wrong (I too am gifted like my grandmother, so this didn’t feel like something ordinary) it’s just idk if I am the same girl anymore and im looking for stability and I care about work and idk what to do - they all told me it is free will whatever you choose but you will struggle cause even though he feels the same he runs from his feelings and comes back when he wants too I see angel numbers everywhere and when I think of him one that appears the most or when I check my phone is always 1111 it’s becoming very scary cause it’s always the moment I’m thinking of a memory. I think it’s because rhe communication is not the same this time not as inncortn and flexible as before because I’m healing from him abandoning the relationship and I made him aware that it hurt me and most likely changed my life
#4 totally reasonated, When you said sing it out, mate hahaha that even reasonates more because he's with my in my singing classes. Yes we talked and I know him since he was 14 and I was 18 aprox. Such a sweetheart really. He doesn't have any bad or malicious intentions towards anybody (he still supports and protects me and my identity, cuz I'm a trans man, a man that was born a "woman" but identifies as the opposite, but I'm still not on hormonal treatment to have a deep voice etc.... ) such a pure heart but now that he's 18, almost 19 and I'm 22 he wanted to start something with me but I said that I needed time and just kept the relationship as friends, but he started to act kinda weird since that incident, I've noticed him looking at me more in that way, talking to me randomly, copying me in some ways, mocking me indirectly and even asking for a kiss on the cheek.... I told my best friend about it, because He's gay and I'm a transgender man, so I don't know that much people who looks at me as the man that I am FULLY (Cuz he's gay af like me) and also he's really, REALLY, cute.... But I came to realise it's a game, still I was confused because, he was never like this with me, always cute and sweet, and he still is, but this reading is now opening my eyes and realising even more things about this situation and him, because yes, he's going through something as hard as me or even more, so I will send him lots of love and light to open his heart and for him to start his healing. I also was thinking about going at him and ask him what was wrong? If I did something bad or apologize if something hurt him, but yeah... It's better to be careful instead and just focus on self. God bless you, your reading are really amazing and loving! I'm a cancer hahaha, High five for being sensitive! 💕✨ Blessings~
Pile one is spot on. I can feel the energy going on from their sacral chakra. I also was recently told by a friend that’s a medium that they are very attracted to me.
This helped me so much! Almost everyone is gone; left or I left. You channeled someone who I loved for years, left me without a word and I’ve never understood them either seriously confusing so thank you. I got a dnld my new person (hire) would be prevented from starting work last week & she was. 🤷🏻♀️ so I thought I’m meant to be alone longer and keep manifesting etc. You’ve confirmed it all. I’m finally receiving and it does feel really strange but I’m sticking with it. 🌷 Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful gifts with us. This felt like home, even the references to painting which I did all my life. I felt my Dad, too.
I came across your channel about 2-3 months ago and I have to say, you are just INCREDIBLE. I sometimes re-watch the videos and pick different stones/crystals (often don’t remember which one I picked first time I watched any given video) and today I picked pile 4 which is EXACTLY where I am and how I feel. I 100% feel protected by spirit, I feel like the person who is already in my past is trying to come back (he’s been occupying my mind for the last few days, but I could tell it was him trying to tap into my energy instead of me trying to tap into his) and I am indeed building myself up after years of losses and upheavals. First time I watched this video I picked a different crystal, because that was the message I needed at the time. Mind blowing! Spirituality is also something I’m trying to develop and you’re helping me a lot with your videos. And finally, I hope you know how much light, clarity and love you bring to all of us! THANK YOU, my little miss sunshine and lioness when things need no sugar coating! ❤️
Lexi, I’ve been binge watching your content and I keep getting readings of birds and butterflies. I asked for a dove and you pulled the card. But hadn’t seen a butterfly since I was in elementary… I was walking in nature with a lady friend and a butterfly lands at our feet!! I almost cried
Pile 3. Ohhhhh booyyyyy yeah I'm glad I'm where I am now bc I would have been SCARED of her wrath at any other point. She was someone who befriended hurt ppl to make herself feel good but really kept us in our hurt. I got away and she didn't like it.
I also just went public on socials after removing all of my followers when I got scared of connections after unfriending her. So I'm sure she knows I'm coming out of "hiding" now
Pile 3: that resonates so much! She is a colleague (I knew her for a few years). She invited herself into the company I work for and she thought she would rule there or something like that🙄 I love my job but I have to protect myself every day against her nasty vibes
gwoww! pile 2 was so on point, it brings me such peace and clarity. My dad recently cheated on his wife after 12 yrs, and how it all went down really shook me up in a way I couldn't have ever imagined. It instantly brought up a lot of past trauma of violent, manipulative, and narcissistic behavior which had manifested into anxiety and self-destructive beliefs that I would constantly put myself on the backburner. I've been tugging back and forth between wanting to help him as I am seeing this as a cry for help during this time since he has as well burned most of the bridges in the family, but also just wanting to cut him off periodically because it is so draining feeling the need to parent him and showing up for someone who is toxic. Thank you for helping me gain confirmation I have made the right decision, it was a hard pill to swallow. I'm now on my healing journey so I can learn to let my light shine to help and guide others to live in harmony. This sensitivity has brought me such depth that I have the ability to love greater than before. I'd love to connect and chat, sending you lots of love! Thanks babe 💚✨
Pile 2... I'm not even all the way through, but OMFG, Lexi I'm crying in recognition. Here I'm thinking when I picked this pile the guy I'm currently dating would come through, but here you connect with my TF's energy. Someone I haven't spoken to in over a year. Someone who's cheating on his live-in GF, Erin. Someone I've moved on from. As he wallows in his karma, may he pass every test. 🏆💫
Pile 4 - yes for sure ! This person is king of swords energy and I’m looking into starting my own business and they are trying to get all the years worth of information that I spent collecting through trial and error instead of doing it themselves . And I want to help cuz I know they don’t mean bad but it’s like they take my time which is my most valuable asset at this point and time but if it came down to me needing something from them they wouldn’t be able to deliver cuz they have a lot of other stuff going on . Nothing wrong with that but I can’t hold their hand to do something they need to do themselves .
Yes Lexi you are correct in the sense that that person it is hard to understand their mind, because while they seem to be connecting with you and emotional level that was a filling of some missing depth to it.
Dear Lexi, I was a pile 4 and you guys the nail on the head for sure. I have this 'New' neighbor that, let me say I don't necessarily mind... Yet can't do her energy right now. She tries to say things that make me feel like someone understands then in almost the same breath she steals my vibration almost away. I in fact have been trying everything to avoid her and there she was coming down my street as I was getting home yesterday. I tried to usher her to get her things she'd forgotten and go the other way but she would not allow it 🤦🏿♀️💆🤷 I had said so many of the things you said to her and it was like I said nothing in her eyes. She feels like an energy vampire to say the truth. I want to like her, but I also need my space and can't have all that in my vibration right now. My wings are still wet per say. Great job Girl🙏🙏🙏🕉️💖 I leave that with Light and Love
Pile #4 I just love that crystal... I do feel a big shift coming in my life. I can not focuse on the 3D and I feel so tired .. I do feel very protective and I trust the Universe and my angels 😇💕 Thank you, Lexi!
Mahalo beautiful sister for sharing your gift’s🙏🏽❣️❣️❣️🙏🏽 I was guided to 3 &4 , Spirit always guides me to the ones that have my messages , and you are right very in tune. A beautiful channel😍 message’s I’d been receiving were confirmed, and things I had been wondering about you answered. Now is the time to be with , heal, and invest. I know someone is coming, but I’m willing to make a friend first and foremost. I’ve felt this person will help me to put the finishing touches in my heal I.e. my sacral chakra , and again build trust for the first time. So again Mahalo for you Kokua sister from the island of Maui🌈🌺😇🙏🏽💖
Lexiiii 😭 without even watching the full reading yet, I specifically chose the sun stone because I’m currently working on my solar plexus, and my sun, moon, mars & Venus are all in my 5th house, all under Aquarius. Ase Spirit & all love to you darling! 🖤🖤
Pile 1 and pile 4: I was very drawn to both and thought they might be 2 different people. Pile 4 turned out to be a continued message regarding pile 1. This person is very ungrounded and has a tendency to be in their head a lot. They have come up in your previous readings before and once you even needed to reach for a grounding crystal to be able to finish the reading. You even decided to stay in the collective’s energy to avoid the disorientation. I’m so grateful for the heads up on his intentions. I’m not currently speaking to him but he does have easy access to me since we work together.
Pile three thank you so much when you said tower moments I had a lot but they have made me the character I am today I know exactly who you are talking about . I have not spoken to them in years and they have not been in my life in ten years have a beaut day your readings give me strength because I know what oath I have to go down now 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼
OH MY PUPPY GOD(ESS), I just closed Pinterest after looking at puppies, I feel so guided to bring a little angel into my life and it's the 1st thing you said, that's amazing! Ofcourse I'm pile 2. Just had to share this really quick, I'll be back!
I'm pile 4, I know EXACTLY who you're talking about and what the situation is. I also know how they think and have noticed the self-serving lack of empathy in them. They aren't malicious, but are extremely anxious and depressed while also being in a place where they wallow in it. I think it gets them certain things that they doubt they'd be able to attain if they were healthy--specifically attention, praise, care, compassion. And I think they're very afraid of not living up to responsibility, of not being able to complete the work necessary to sustain themselves or co-exist with others. They have no concept of how to explore alternate points of view and will project their point of view onto those around them, even drowning out what is said to re-write who others are and what motivates them in their own perspective. Right now they're very sensitive and struggling with the reality that some part of them wants to be mentally ill, not because it feels good or they enjoy the pain of it but because they get some benefit from the condition (attention/concern) and fear losing that in health. This is someone I tried to help for a long time, but especially because they benefit in certain ways from their state they have not just been resistant but answered efforts in destructive forms of drama and rejection. It was like any effort at guidance or support only fed their complex, and because they don't consider others so much outside of what they can gain from them it was natural that they answered efforts to heal by causing further pain because they thought that would make me put in more effort to help. They're like a sieve, they want endless effort and kindness but don't hold onto any of what is given and don't build off of anything or put effort in themself. And while intellectually they understand that it takes a toll on me to offer them support, that I need boundaries--if a boundary impedes what they want to take from me they have no qualms violating it. This has been going on for years, and recently had a case that was particularly egregious. They repaid an attempt to encourage and make them happy about something with essentially a slap in the face and personal accusations based on me saying I believed in them. I think this was the fear of work/responsibility and not living up to expectation. Within the past few days I told them I don't want any further one-on-one conversation and none of that conversation can relate to personal subjects or subjects they exploit this way. I also told them that this is my last stage in distancing short of cutting them out entirely, that I don't want an answer or apology or questions. It's gone on too long and I can't help them, only they can help themself and they have all the tools at their disposal if they choose to use them. I've said my peace on that subject. The tiny area I've allowed for them to communicate they are still approaching and trying to get attention in more positive means--I'm wary of it, but I think the barrier and my own conditions for contact are strict enough that so far it's okay. If they violate this last boundary of mine I'm going to remove them from all contact and I think they understand that, though they're not happy about it. I also have some HUGE personal changes going on in an unrelated part of my life that I do need to focus on, that came about shortly after this whole drama, so that part was accurate too. Job stuff, years in the making and a major life development. So it makes sense that I'd need them out--the person doesn't really have regard for giving in the name of building others up, only giving in order to attain something for themself. I hope that helps explain the mentality of this person a bit--if you're curious at all about other thought processes feel free to let me know. Again they're not malicious but extremely manipulative, and I've understood what they're doing/why for a long time.
@@EssieSpring You’re good, thank you for the reply! To be honest I do wonder a little about the person. I’m not a psych professional but have researched a lot. I think the person does sincerely look at themself in a negative light and is conscious of that. It’s more that they’re using others to try and create the positive sense of self they lack and are afraid to build in case they fail. Def think empathy is being stifled and the lack of understanding for other modes of thought has been super alien to deal with. Usually when I use the term narcissist myself I think of like, clinical narcissistic personality disorder. So while I’m not sure if they have that, something is definitely going on that’s led to that covert self-centeredness. I’m sorry to hear you went through similar, and hope things are going better now/that you’ve found people who truly see and care for you! ❤️
You shocked me so much, Pile 2 my doggie just passed and then when you said ed sheeran and Taylor swift everything has changed I was gobsmacked as that is mine and my ex song xxxx
Pile 1 - I agree I feel he won’t come back. And I’ve accepted it as the best for me. Bc he would be so energetically draining and tiring and No commitments.
Aw thank you Lexi!! ❤️ Pile 3, once again you have explained me to the T. Hahaha.. I sometimes call myself Harry Potter jokingly 😆 People have underestimated me my whole life.. I have tremendous power 💥 But I’m humble and I don’t brag. Yes I’ve been working in silence.. Look out for my music in the future 🎶 I wish you well ❤️❤️ Thanks again Lexi.. your one of my favorite readers 💚 Cheers 🙂
Pile 1 - you're hearing "you're not giving me enough, this is not enough" I literally told him that when I left. I was sobbing, absolute breakdown, I had left town impulsively for two days and came back to leave him behind. He didn't say anything besides "I'm here for you no matter what", just showing me he could never provide what I needed.
Pile 4. It's my mom. And trust me, I get it. I think you gave her a little too much credit. But this being a collective reading means some of us are going to hit above or below the mark, I think? I operate off of straight empathy. And I have learned a LOT about people. My mom, who likes to manipulate everyone around her, has been using me for "council." Except I finally figured out it was so that she could get the upper hand on situations. She is really, REALLY smart. But like you said, there are some thing things that just can't be learned without empathy. I don't get her. So it was interesting listening to you try to read her because it's how I feel trying to relate to her. Thank you very much for the read. I needed to hear your intro to this pile very, very much and I thank you for being so open about your journey, it has really helped me.
I was drawn to 1 and 2, which usually doesn't happen. By the time I got partway through my Pile 2, I was confused trying to figure out which was which and what was what. I was about to turn it off, and then you said Pile 2 seems like Pile 1 in the future. 😬
So many confirmations🥺 You always see things no one else can, and it’s so affirming and uplifting. I’ve been through so many tower moments, but I keep to myself/my doctors bc they’re personal and super heavy. And I know people look at me like I’m never gonna stand up straight. But I HAVE been alchemizing and turning things around, always. I’m at the point where big shifts are happening in my favor and I need to be more discerning than ever. This video came at the perfect time. Thank you for cheering us on, thank you for guiding me and lifting me up! I am so grateful for your readings! 💞💞
PILE 4, My bottom 3 Chakras ❤🧡💛 are "rebooting" as you put it, right now. Especially my solar 💛plexus. I kept reminding myself of the difference between strong confidence and arrogance, to make sure I wasn't becoming arrogant, I had my confidence trampled on so much by caregivers in childhood, im deeply incorporating the affirmations of the solar plexus...
3🧡 I have saturn in Aquarius in the 5 house 🏃🏾♀️🏃🏾♀️🏃🏾♀️🏃🏾♀️🏃🏾♀️ on my spring going into MY SUMMER you resume the reading there thank you so much 😊👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽🙏🏽
Omg!! I can’t believe this reading, it was like a personal reading! Honestly you are so gifted! I picked pile 4. I let him come back into my life because I’m so empathetic and he appealed to this part of my nature! I know I need to concentrate on myself and my personal growth. He and I were in a long relationship and he does try to sabotage and derail me. He’s confused because I’ve leveled up and no longer react to things that used to trigger me. I have given him the help he needs but made it clear it is temporary and he will need to move on within a month. I feel spirit protecting, guiding and nudging me. I am very gifted and intuitive and told my family on the 31/12/2019 that something terrible was coming in that year, the likes of which we had not seen.
Pile 2. I fought with my dad. He gets stressed and starts yelling/swearing/banging on tables and he thinks it's OK because "it's not directed at you" - it doesn't matter, if I feel stress from it that's a problem, and it IS aggressive. I basically told him today that I'm not going to deal with it and I'm just going to pull away. He's a grown man and can't be throwing aggressive tantrums - period.
Pile 2: Thank you so much for this reading, spot on as always Lexy! My ex got my dog in the divorce, she would put her little paw on me whenever I was sad 😢 I miss her everyday.
Pile 4.. 😮 Thank u for the reading. I have been avoiding pick a cards with love relations or how others see me n stuffs like that for a few months now. I saw this pick a card a few times b4 (edit: wtf u just posted this video 30mins ago.. Why did I feel like i saw this video b4. strange... really strange 😮) but today I was really drawn to it... N when I listened to it. It fit me really well. Actually, for now the only ones I care about is my spiritual team n me. 🥰 🥰 🥰 I don't want anyone from my past. I am not angry with them.. I just don't want to b entangled in the drama. I don't even want their apologies. I don't care about it anymore. 😁
U r a wonderful reader... U really amazed me with this reading.. While listening to u I was just scrolling through TH-cam n I was drawn to Ed shans video "I see fire" I was literally dazed n staring at the dragons eye on the video cover when u said.. "They see fire in you" I think i know who they are. N u r right. I also didn't understand him when I was with him. Usually I can easily see through people that's y either they get drawn towards me or avoid me depending on their intentions. It took me two months to finally realise that it was all a facade no wonder things didn't match up. Well that's just who he is. For the first month I was really fooled then on the second month I started seeing the mismatch. I know we are total opposites n he is not my type spirituality wise. 😅 Empath vs narcissist. May b I was quicker to realise it as this was the second time I was in that kinda relationship. But thanks to him, I have finally learnt not to give away my power freely to others. Some just use humans n love material items. He taught me to be selfish n I absolutely love the person I have become. I have really grown a lot mentally and spiritually after I left him. And I seriously hope I can finally break this cycle of attracting broken people towards me. Any more spiritual awakening than this n i will become the next buddha. 😜
This was such a crazy reading for me. I was pile 1 AND 4 and when you started reading for pile 4 …. You definitely tuned into the energy. You even said that you thought we might have another pile. Thank you
I just want to say a gigantic thank you for doing what you do. I’m extremely choosy when it comes to readers that I really spend time with & since the very beginning about 10 months ago when I first came across your channel you’ve always been so very precise and channel in such an admirable way. I thank you seriously so much. You are a gift 💝
Lexi from pile #4 I have a childhood friend that I have cut cords with , an this particular person is always in the survivor mode ,an she is not truly attached to her feelings because of the truma she had been through . I wish her well on he journey but She Is Someone I do other in my life anymore. Blessings
Pile #2 is insanely accurate every word and detail, I cried while listening, it’s been quite a rough time since we broke apart recently Edit: yup that’s it’s I’m subscribing, you truly have a gift
Pile three I have had loads of tower moments in my life I know who it is who is jealous of me I’m a very strong individual it’s my mother I have not spoken to her in four years and don’t intend to 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🌸🌸
I picked pile 2 and I think it is my old bff.I really loved her cared her and really try to be a good friend for her. I was struggling with mental issues 4 months ago I am also healing now. And we went to school camp together She never cared about me and I was really ill and didn't know other people at that camp I was lonely and she was really all about her life and when I told her I was struggling she told me 'mee too' but I really was and really needed to talk with a friend. I didn't tell her anything cuz I realise she is lack of empathy and I said that you are really busy and we started to see each other less and I interact with other people and have more confidence about myself and now I am much better place than her I learned a lot during my heartbreak and started to trust myself I still need to heal but I am a different person now and become better version thank you for your beautiful message I needed it Love you all💗💗💗
Chose number two and listening to number one. Both are resonating so far. I am no longer in contact with the person. Suspect that he is my TF but took on a karmic role in this lifetime. He was boot camp in learning to love myself.
saw plie 3 but couldn't resonate till the mid then decided to choose again and realized 4th one was it.....as soon as lexi started the reading i started to feel some sort of diff energies that i felt for the first time......is it okay to choose another after the first pile...im just a bit anxious now cuz second time i felt more drawn to pile 4 ? btw tons of love to u >>>>
Hey love! Totally normal, I do this sometimes too. It could be that the first one caught your eye and could resonate at a later date or be a past energy, but your energy aligned with the second one you chose and resonated because it’s your present. If that makes sense. Sending lots of love to you too! 💛💛💛
Pile 3, girl I feel so seen. Thank you. I’m a Capricorn with Aqua stellium in the 8th. Saturn in the 10th.
Anyone who knew me before a year ago knew me when I was in the darkest most intense purging shadow period of my life. It took a really hard karmic connection that brought me to my knees to find how to stand up straighter than I ever have
I felt this. So proud of you ❤️
Lol please god don’t let me have another karmic I already had one for 8 years hahah
Pile 2. Lmao at "who's the guy who is like Justin Bieber but is not Justin Bieber" cause that's how I describe every white male singer lol
Pile 2. My dog transitioned two days ago and I'm struggling with this loss. Thank you so much for this reading 💕
So sorry for your loss! So glad I was able to bring comfort!! 🫂💛💛
Oh bless you, that is so sad. So much love 🌟
I’ve been their and I know how hard it can be, Sending you love during this time 💖💖
Pile 2 - I’m so shook right now, I know the exact scene in Doctor Who you’re speaking about. I could see the exact scene as soon as you said companion Rose. That scene tore me to pieces when I watched it and I can totally see the symbolism there. The love and the awareness of the connection is always there but you’re in two different worlds
Pile 3. Whats sad is this could be at least 3 people. Amazing how people hate you for getting healthy
Im a medium/ reader now
Thanks lexi 🖤
I feel you there 🙏🏼 Keep shining 🌠 proud of you! 💛💛💛
Somebody needs to WORK ON THEMSELVES
But their jealousy won’t hurt me
Incredibly spot on pile 2! When you said it’s a continuation of pile 1 I smiled because I was drawn to pile 1 but pile 2 was very strong. Then when you made the Rose reference too I smiled. I have been healing & wish them all love & light❤️🩹❣️💖
Pile 1 spot on! I have lots of fire in my chart he’s a Sagittarius, I think he’s a karmic lesson that I finally let go of and blocked on everything a couple of days ago. Just after he tried to slowly make his way back into my life and disrespecting my boundaries. Thank you so much lexi you’re so incredible
Pile 4 As soon as you mentioned the lyrics "nothings gonna stop us now" by starship .I knew that it was spirit. It was confirmation that he is watching over me and it's really comforting that he is.
Thank you Lexi 🦁
Pile 4, "irreconcilable differences " . You have confirmed everything Michael and I worked through.
You always have something nice and helpful to say. I can only wish you joy and growth from afar because I’m grateful. Sending you love and blessings ❤️
Sending lots of love to you too beautiful soul! 💛💛💛
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I second this
Pile 4 Lexi, yes I’m moving away from my marriage as well. Like literally moving physically, to another city. It’s not like my empathy gates have closed ……. But the last week I found myself unravel another honest truth in my heart. That being ‘ I don’t know this person who lives around me, and has children with me. I don’t know who he is anymore. ‘
The analytical brain which dives deep mentally was well picked up by you. It’s the emotional body …… which probably unintentionally or intentionally ( I’m not so sure anymore) …. His emotionally body …. Is simply missing and that’s how it always has been.
I understand why you were not being able to tap into their emotions. I understand why your spirits guides had to help you to ‘feel’ them.
I understand.
Thank you for all the messages from spirit. They were most needed in my current stage of ‘ allowing the wings to grow stronger’ . I know I have spirit with me constantly, but my own channel with spirit has been down for while.
I understand there are many reasons for this direct shut down in communication with me.
You are a trusted, valuable hand of faith and integrity in my life currently. Your pure heart and empathy brings me to my knees every time I watch a video put out by you. I love you and appreciate so much Lexi 🤗💚💙😘
You are such a healing light, you are the friend I have searched for as a child and never found. I feel heard and seen by you.
You know what that means ….. to be SEEN and Heard ? That’s the hand I find reach out from you . 🙏🙏🙏
God bless your kind and beautiful heart. May it constantly be protected and guarded by spirit and the archangels . 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Love and Light 🤗💙💚😘
Pile 2 - THANKS SIS 💐 And I JUST bought Carnelian yesterday! Along with Indigo Gabbro crystal (Sagittarius 🔥). My ex from childhood has been showing up in my cards recently - seems he has regret and is working on himself. Spirit wanted me to know he got his karma and wants to apologize, but has NO idea how... And you gave me confirmation today. The song that popped up in my head was "Thank You, NEXT" by Ariana Grande... He taught me SOOOO many lessons about self love, having confidence, and setting boundaries... While being authentically me! After two years of healing, and officially starting my journey as a Spiritprenuer in Jan this year 💖, I was able to finally release him with so much love and compassion. 🙌🏾💖🙌🏾
Omg I love this!! And I love that song 💅🏽 So proud of you love 🌸💓
@@emiigarzon 🙌🏾💖🙌🏾
Spiritpreneur💖
I chose pile 3 and I knew exactly who it was…it was an ex friend of mine who at the time thought really cared about me and saw my worth, but actually was just a huge know it all and a narcissist who constantly made me doubt myself and feel like I was less than with all of her snide comments. The final straw for me was when she basically outed herself to me as a racist, and as a Black feminine I could no longer tolerate her or her energy, if nothing else because she proved herself to be unsafe for me. Sis needs to get a life and let this connection die like I did, there’s no coming back.
Pile 3, Leo Bestie coming through in this reading! 😄 Can think of a few people this sounds like, but one in particular stands out as the prominent energy; thanks for backing me up lol ✌🏻💚
Pile 4 resonating a lot, I know who you're talking about in my life. He has pretty much all his planets in earth signs and aquarius but lacks... being grounded, I guess, his energy is just all around very extreme or unbalanced. He is very much in this mode of trying to understand, but because he tries to understand everything rationally from his own experiences and doesn't really use his feelings in the process, as you say, he has a very black and white way of thinking where things either fit into his worldview or they are wrong. It's definitely not malicious, he tries to learn and understand, but sometimes he just doesn't. I can definitely see how you're reading him as lacking empathy in a sense, though personally I'd frame it more as him failing to understand perspectives that are not his own because he is on one hand very anxious about having to conform to his idea of being responsible, and on the other hand he is entirely out of touch with his own emotions.
He has always... had some sort of opinions about me (but always very respecfully kept them to himself lol - and to be fair, I have had my judgemental moments towards him too and also never voiced my thoughts) but with me recently doing a lot of inner work I think he is seeing my newfound drive and discipline. And because of that I'm currently performing very well in all areas of my life, and I know he just doesn't get it because he probably still sees me as lacking focus and being irresponsible/unreliable for not being as rigid as he is. I imagine watching me shine and grow while he feels like he's stagnant is very frustrating for him because he has always seen himself as the responsible one between the two of us, and the way things are going right now just really doesn't fit that narrative anymore.
In some ways he really helped me reflect on myself and reach the stage where I am at, because he triggered me in just the right ways. However, he has not been willing to grow with me to the extent that I need the people around me to. While I appreciate his contributions to my spiritual growth, and I respect that he has worked quite hard to improve himself too in a lot of ways (just not the ones that matter to me right now, sadly), I don't really see this person in my life going forward. And as you say, I'm very much aware that he knows at this point, and it is very frustrating to him.
Pile 2 is already making me cry! 1 and 2 were so on point 😭😭😭
Pile 3, WOW spot on haha Omg. This is everything I’ve felt, confirmed. Thank you Lexi❣️💜💜💜
I’m literally SHOOK. Every single thing you said in pile 1 & 2 was 100% spot on for me. That’s insane! Thank you Lex for this incredible reading. You’ve really helped bring the clarity I was looking for. So grateful for you! 💖
Pile 1 was spot on. I wanted more that he wasn't willing to give. Led on for a year and finally just gave up. No emotional fullfillment at all and it bothered me because I'm more than being sexual or funny. So much more.
Omg the way you said pile 2 is continuation of pile 1! I’m so shook!
Pile 3 I am Aquarius Sun with a CAPRICORN stellium 😍 this was me back then,,i been through so much..thank you for a beautiful reading shout out!! From South Africa 🇿🇦🇿🇦🇿🇦
Pile 2 here 🤍🧿 it was a rough break up :) we met exactly today 1 year ago and he was the best thing which has ever happened to me. Since 1-2 weeks I have felt this negative energy around him, he would care less and I had to put on so much effort I literally called him apathetic he apologised and I said it’s too late for it. I may never be able to love somebody like I loved him it will be a hard phase for me . For some reason this song got stuck in my head 😭 ( abcdefu ur sister and mom 💀 everything but your DOG) God i loved his dog we both had Black labras. This felt like a personal reading thankyou Lexi sending you tons and tons of positive vibes and energy 🤍🕊✨
Pile 4. My dad passed away last week and his celebration of life is tomorrow. This message was so comforting! Thank you!
I'm sorry for your loss. 💜
@@tracyhiggins8981 Thank you!
Sending you love and strength 💫
Pile 1. Deffinetly resonated, thank you for giving me clarity 🙏💖
Pile 1, I am continually blown away by your gifts - thank you!!
Saw my crush for the first time after 2 years 🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶 just after deciding to end my feelings of 7 years for him
Hope this brings you clarity love!! Sending lots of love!! 💛💛💛
Girl it was a test!!! Don’t fall for it mama, you are so strong, and beautiful. You will make it so much farther without them.
@@IsaBennett100 omg thank you so much 😭😭😭😭
@@charulata_1111 No problem. Have an amazing week. 🥰✨
NO WAY!!! Same thing happened to me except he showed up at my work and sat and ate looking at me the entire time, and to think okay maybe it was just a coincidence. Mans went twice in a week and sat in the same spot… and not to mention, it’s what made me lose my feelings for him
Pile 3 Girl you're so right on point with saturn placements and sign n house hats off 👏
Pile 3- could think of quite a few people who fit the description. I've been through some pretty deep transformation in the past few years that people that knew me ages ago don't understand me anymore and they keep on expecting the old me there.
Pile 2 yes I am going throught something very strange. My psychic said it’s transformation and that I’m stepping into my power and my gifts whatever that means. I’m still healing from the winter phase. Idk if I should walk away I was told by all three psychics that hes a soulmate twin flame and possible divine counter part however us meeting wasn’t chance and we both had to learn some karmic lessons through the pain. And now that I’ve healed idk if I want to go back he’s scared of commitment I think this was his lesson. I just knew when I met him when I kissed him it was familiar I had to sit down I was shaking he even asked me what was wrong (I too am gifted like my grandmother, so this didn’t feel like something ordinary) it’s just idk if I am the same girl anymore and im looking for stability and I care about work and idk what to do - they all told me it is free will whatever you choose but you will struggle cause even though he feels the same he runs from his feelings and comes back when he wants too
I see angel numbers everywhere and when I think of him one that appears the most or when I check my phone is always 1111 it’s becoming very scary cause it’s always the moment I’m thinking of a memory.
I think it’s because rhe communication is not the same this time not as inncortn and flexible as before because I’m healing from him abandoning the relationship and I made him aware that it hurt me and most likely changed my life
#4 totally reasonated, When you said sing it out, mate hahaha that even reasonates more because he's with my in my singing classes. Yes we talked and I know him since he was 14 and I was 18 aprox. Such a sweetheart really.
He doesn't have any bad or malicious intentions towards anybody (he still supports and protects me and my identity, cuz I'm a trans man, a man that was born a "woman" but identifies as the opposite, but I'm still not on hormonal treatment to have a deep voice etc.... ) such a pure heart but now that he's 18, almost 19 and I'm 22 he wanted to start something with me but I said that I needed time and just kept the relationship as friends, but he started to act kinda weird since that incident, I've noticed him looking at me more in that way, talking to me randomly, copying me in some ways, mocking me indirectly and even asking for a kiss on the cheek....
I told my best friend about it, because He's gay and I'm a transgender man, so I don't know that much people who looks at me as the man that I am FULLY (Cuz he's gay af like me) and also he's really, REALLY, cute.... But I came to realise it's a game, still I was confused because, he was never like this with me, always cute and sweet, and he still is, but this reading is now opening my eyes and realising even more things about this situation and him, because yes, he's going through something as hard as me or even more, so I will send him lots of love and light to open his heart and for him to start his healing.
I also was thinking about going at him and ask him what was wrong? If I did something bad or apologize if something hurt him, but yeah... It's better to be careful instead and just focus on self.
God bless you, your reading are really amazing and loving! I'm a cancer hahaha, High five for being sensitive! 💕✨
Blessings~
Pile one is spot on. I can feel the energy going on from their sacral chakra. I also was recently told by a friend that’s a medium that they are very attracted to me.
Pile 4 Resonated ❤ thank you
Lexi you are an earth angel. Thank you for your guidance. You are a gift.💗
Thank you so much 🙏🏼💛💛
Pile 3 yes! I've got a 5th house stellium and I'm a leo rising 🥰 and I have a Capricorn stellium 🤣
Lexi I even had a dream of tarantulas last night!
This helped me so much! Almost everyone is gone; left or I left. You channeled someone who I loved for years, left me without a word and I’ve never understood them either seriously confusing so thank you. I got a dnld my new person (hire) would be prevented from starting work last week & she was. 🤷🏻♀️ so I thought I’m meant to be alone longer and keep manifesting etc. You’ve confirmed it all. I’m finally receiving and it does feel really strange but I’m sticking with it. 🌷 Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful gifts with us. This felt like home, even the references to painting which I did all my life. I felt my Dad, too.
#2 I have literally just adopted a puppy! Wow ♥️🐶
Awh 🥹 I’m so excited for you! What breed? 😻💛
@@LexiTheLeo He’s a little blue and fawn French bulldog! I’m calling him De Niro because he has a Robert De Niro mole hahah ♥️
@@pixielust9385 Awh I love that sooo much!! 🥹💛💛
i have so much love for you, thank you for this message!! hope you're feeling recharged and grounded 🤍🕊✨
Thank you so much 🫂 your very welcome beautiful soul 🙏🏼💛
It is eerie how accurate this is. I chose 3.
Pile 3 here and literally watched SpongeBob two days ago and that song has been in my heart!
Pile 4- sooo on point as usual. And yes, this person is sooo confusing to me. They were my lifelong best friend
I came across your channel about 2-3 months ago and I have to say, you are just INCREDIBLE. I sometimes re-watch the videos and pick different stones/crystals (often don’t remember which one I picked first time I watched any given video) and today I picked pile 4 which is EXACTLY where I am and how I feel. I 100% feel protected by spirit, I feel like the person who is already in my past is trying to come back (he’s been occupying my mind for the last few days, but I could tell it was him trying to tap into my energy instead of me trying to tap into his) and I am indeed building myself up after years of losses and upheavals. First time I watched this video I picked a different crystal, because that was the message I needed at the time. Mind blowing! Spirituality is also something I’m trying to develop and you’re helping me a lot with your videos.
And finally, I hope you know how much light, clarity and love you bring to all of us! THANK YOU, my little miss sunshine and lioness when things need no sugar coating! ❤️
Pile 3🏵🔆 they want to see you doing good, just not better than them
Pile 1. HOLY GUACAMOLE. When I tell you that it was spot on. That’s a shame though, was really hoping he was doing the work to improve himself
Lexi, I’ve been binge watching your content and I keep getting readings of birds and butterflies. I asked for a dove and you pulled the card. But hadn’t seen a butterfly since I was in elementary… I was walking in nature with a lady friend and a butterfly lands at our feet!! I almost cried
Pile 3. Ohhhhh booyyyyy yeah I'm glad I'm where I am now bc I would have been SCARED of her wrath at any other point. She was someone who befriended hurt ppl to make herself feel good but really kept us in our hurt. I got away and she didn't like it.
I also just went public on socials after removing all of my followers when I got scared of connections after unfriending her. So I'm sure she knows I'm coming out of "hiding" now
Pile 3: that resonates so much! She is a colleague (I knew her for a few years). She invited herself into the company I work for and she thought she would rule there or something like that🙄 I love my job but I have to protect myself every day against her nasty vibes
gwoww! pile 2 was so on point, it brings me such peace and clarity. My dad recently cheated on his wife after 12 yrs, and how it all went down really shook me up in a way I couldn't have ever imagined. It instantly brought up a lot of past trauma of violent, manipulative, and narcissistic behavior which had manifested into anxiety and self-destructive beliefs that I would constantly put myself on the backburner. I've been tugging back and forth between wanting to help him as I am seeing this as a cry for help during this time since he has as well burned most of the bridges in the family, but also just wanting to cut him off periodically because it is so draining feeling the need to parent him and showing up for someone who is toxic. Thank you for helping me gain confirmation I have made the right decision, it was a hard pill to swallow. I'm now on my healing journey so I can learn to let my light shine to help and guide others to live in harmony. This sensitivity has brought me such depth that I have the ability to love greater than before. I'd love to connect and chat, sending you lots of love! Thanks babe 💚✨
Pile 2... I'm not even all the way through, but OMFG, Lexi I'm crying in recognition. Here I'm thinking when I picked this pile the guy I'm currently dating would come through, but here you connect with my TF's energy. Someone I haven't spoken to in over a year. Someone who's cheating on his live-in GF, Erin. Someone I've moved on from. As he wallows in his karma, may he pass every test. 🏆💫
Pile #2, thanks so much!
#4 thank you Lexi!!
Love and Blessings!! ❤️✨
Pile 4 - yes for sure ! This person is king of swords energy and I’m looking into starting my own business and they are trying to get all the years worth of information that I spent collecting through trial and error instead of doing it themselves . And I want to help cuz I know they don’t mean bad but it’s like they take my time which is my most valuable asset at this point and time but if it came down to me needing something from them they wouldn’t be able to deliver cuz they have a lot of other stuff going on . Nothing wrong with that but I can’t hold their hand to do something they need to do themselves .
I find it funny I was being pulled to pile1 and pile2, I felt it🙏🏻
Thankyou❤
Yes Lexi you are correct in the sense that that person it is hard to understand their mind, because while they seem to be connecting with you and emotional level that was a filling of some missing depth to it.
Pile 4 ❤️❤️ ngl...on point 🔥 claimed this beautiful reading 💌🍀🌈🦋☯️♾️💜🤞😚
Dear Lexi,
I was a pile 4 and you guys the nail on the head for sure.
I have this 'New' neighbor that, let me say I don't necessarily mind... Yet can't do her energy right now.
She tries to say things that make me feel like someone understands then in almost the same breath she steals my vibration almost away.
I in fact have been trying everything to avoid her and there she was coming down my street as I was getting home yesterday.
I tried to usher her to get her things she'd forgotten and go the other way but she would not allow it 🤦🏿♀️💆🤷
I had said so many of the things you said to her and it was like I said nothing in her eyes.
She feels like an energy vampire to say the truth. I want to like her, but I also need my space and can't have all that in my vibration right now. My wings are still wet per say.
Great job Girl🙏🙏🙏🕉️💖
I leave that with Light and Love
Pile #4 I just love that crystal... I do feel a big shift coming in my life. I can not focuse on the 3D and I feel so tired .. I do feel very protective and I trust the Universe and my angels 😇💕 Thank you, Lexi!
Mahalo beautiful sister for sharing your gift’s🙏🏽❣️❣️❣️🙏🏽 I was guided to 3 &4 , Spirit always guides me to the ones that have my messages , and you are right very in tune. A beautiful channel😍 message’s I’d been receiving were confirmed, and things I had been wondering about you answered.
Now is the time to be with , heal, and invest. I know someone is coming, but I’m willing to make a friend first and foremost. I’ve felt this person will help me to put the finishing touches in my heal I.e. my sacral chakra , and again build trust for the first time.
So again Mahalo for you Kokua sister from the island of Maui🌈🌺😇🙏🏽💖
Lexiiii 😭 without even watching the full reading yet, I specifically chose the sun stone because I’m currently working on my solar plexus, and my sun, moon, mars & Venus are all in my 5th house, all under Aquarius. Ase Spirit & all love to you darling! 🖤🖤
Mother Gaia just told me “we like her, keep watching her channel” I am VERY drawn to your channel ♥️♥️🧘🏾♀️🧘🏾♀️
Awh I love that so much! 🙏🏼 thank you 🫂💛💛
I was crazy about her after the first one. It's always spot on!
Pile 1 and pile 4: I was very drawn to both and thought they might be 2 different people. Pile 4 turned out to be a continued message regarding pile 1. This person is very ungrounded and has a tendency to be in their head a lot. They have come up in your previous readings before and once you even needed to reach for a grounding crystal to be able to finish the reading. You even decided to stay in the collective’s energy to avoid the disorientation. I’m so grateful for the heads up on his intentions. I’m not currently speaking to him but he does have easy access to me since we work together.
Pile three thank you so much when you said tower moments I had a lot but they have made me the character I am today I know exactly who you are talking about . I have not spoken to them in years and they have not been in my life in ten years have a beaut day your readings give me strength because I know what oath I have to go down now 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼
OH MY PUPPY GOD(ESS), I just closed Pinterest after looking at puppies, I feel so guided to bring a little angel into my life and it's the 1st thing you said, that's amazing! Ofcourse I'm pile 2. Just had to share this really quick, I'll be back!
Pile 1&2 super accurate thank you
I'm pile 4, I know EXACTLY who you're talking about and what the situation is. I also know how they think and have noticed the self-serving lack of empathy in them.
They aren't malicious, but are extremely anxious and depressed while also being in a place where they wallow in it. I think it gets them certain things that they doubt they'd be able to attain if they were healthy--specifically attention, praise, care, compassion. And I think they're very afraid of not living up to responsibility, of not being able to complete the work necessary to sustain themselves or co-exist with others. They have no concept of how to explore alternate points of view and will project their point of view onto those around them, even drowning out what is said to re-write who others are and what motivates them in their own perspective. Right now they're very sensitive and struggling with the reality that some part of them wants to be mentally ill, not because it feels good or they enjoy the pain of it but because they get some benefit from the condition (attention/concern) and fear losing that in health.
This is someone I tried to help for a long time, but especially because they benefit in certain ways from their state they have not just been resistant but answered efforts in destructive forms of drama and rejection. It was like any effort at guidance or support only fed their complex, and because they don't consider others so much outside of what they can gain from them it was natural that they answered efforts to heal by causing further pain because they thought that would make me put in more effort to help. They're like a sieve, they want endless effort and kindness but don't hold onto any of what is given and don't build off of anything or put effort in themself. And while intellectually they understand that it takes a toll on me to offer them support, that I need boundaries--if a boundary impedes what they want to take from me they have no qualms violating it. This has been going on for years, and recently had a case that was particularly egregious. They repaid an attempt to encourage and make them happy about something with essentially a slap in the face and personal accusations based on me saying I believed in them. I think this was the fear of work/responsibility and not living up to expectation.
Within the past few days I told them I don't want any further one-on-one conversation and none of that conversation can relate to personal subjects or subjects they exploit this way. I also told them that this is my last stage in distancing short of cutting them out entirely, that I don't want an answer or apology or questions. It's gone on too long and I can't help them, only they can help themself and they have all the tools at their disposal if they choose to use them. I've said my peace on that subject. The tiny area I've allowed for them to communicate they are still approaching and trying to get attention in more positive means--I'm wary of it, but I think the barrier and my own conditions for contact are strict enough that so far it's okay. If they violate this last boundary of mine I'm going to remove them from all contact and I think they understand that, though they're not happy about it.
I also have some HUGE personal changes going on in an unrelated part of my life that I do need to focus on, that came about shortly after this whole drama, so that part was accurate too. Job stuff, years in the making and a major life development. So it makes sense that I'd need them out--the person doesn't really have regard for giving in the name of building others up, only giving in order to attain something for themself.
I hope that helps explain the mentality of this person a bit--if you're curious at all about other thought processes feel free to let me know. Again they're not malicious but extremely manipulative, and I've understood what they're doing/why for a long time.
@@EssieSpring You’re good, thank you for the reply! To be honest I do wonder a little about the person. I’m not a psych professional but have researched a lot. I think the person does sincerely look at themself in a negative light and is conscious of that. It’s more that they’re using others to try and create the positive sense of self they lack and are afraid to build in case they fail. Def think empathy is being stifled and the lack of understanding for other modes of thought has been super alien to deal with. Usually when I use the term narcissist myself I think of like, clinical narcissistic personality disorder. So while I’m not sure if they have that, something is definitely going on that’s led to that covert self-centeredness.
I’m sorry to hear you went through similar, and hope things are going better now/that you’ve found people who truly see and care for you! ❤️
You shocked me so much, Pile 2 my doggie just passed and then when you said ed sheeran and Taylor swift everything has changed I was gobsmacked as that is mine and my ex song xxxx
Thankyou for this reading... Pile 2: It resonates with me very much... Thankyo universe for giving me clarity
Pile 1 - I agree I feel he won’t come back. And I’ve accepted it as the best for me. Bc he would be so energetically draining and tiring and No commitments.
Aw thank you Lexi!! ❤️ Pile 3, once again you have explained me to the T. Hahaha.. I sometimes call myself Harry Potter jokingly 😆 People have underestimated me my whole life.. I have tremendous power 💥 But I’m humble and I don’t brag. Yes I’ve been working in silence.. Look out for my music in the future 🎶 I wish you well ❤️❤️ Thanks again Lexi.. your one of my favorite readers 💚 Cheers 🙂
Very interesting reading P3 💖👌🏾Thank you very much for the reading 🧡🙏🏿
Your so welcome! 🙏🏼💛💛
LEXII WELCOME BACK I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU THANK YOU FOR THE READING🤗🤍🤍🤍
Awh thank you so much 🙏🏼💛💛
Girl. You are the tarot reader’s tarot reader, and I absolutely love it. Thank you :)
Pile 1 - you're hearing "you're not giving me enough, this is not enough" I literally told him that when I left. I was sobbing, absolute breakdown, I had left town impulsively for two days and came back to leave him behind. He didn't say anything besides "I'm here for you no matter what", just showing me he could never provide what I needed.
I straight up told him he wasn't enough, because he wasn't, and he knew he was quarter-assing our entire relationship/friendship.
Pile 4. It's my mom. And trust me, I get it. I think you gave her a little too much credit. But this being a collective reading means some of us are going to hit above or below the mark, I think? I operate off of straight empathy. And I have learned a LOT about people. My mom, who likes to manipulate everyone around her, has been using me for "council." Except I finally figured out it was so that she could get the upper hand on situations. She is really, REALLY smart. But like you said, there are some thing things that just can't be learned without empathy. I don't get her. So it was interesting listening to you try to read her because it's how I feel trying to relate to her. Thank you very much for the read. I needed to hear your intro to this pile very, very much and I thank you for being so open about your journey, it has really helped me.
Pile 4 ☆☆ Lovely thank you! *Aqua stellium & Taurus rising* ☆☆
Pile 2. love you Lexi. ❤️🦋💯👍 “The compassionate Leo”. My Cat 🐈 likes to put his paw on my hand. He acts like my protector. Love my little Gizmo.
I was drawn to 1 and 2, which usually doesn't happen. By the time I got partway through my Pile 2, I was confused trying to figure out which was which and what was what. I was about to turn it off, and then you said Pile 2 seems like Pile 1 in the future. 😬
Dear Lexi, Thank you very much for your reading, pile No 4🌷.
So many confirmations🥺 You always see things no one else can, and it’s so affirming and uplifting. I’ve been through so many tower moments, but I keep to myself/my doctors bc they’re personal and super heavy. And I know people look at me like I’m never gonna stand up straight. But I HAVE been alchemizing and turning things around, always. I’m at the point where big shifts are happening in my favor and I need to be more discerning than ever. This video came at the perfect time.
Thank you for cheering us on, thank you for guiding me and lifting me up! I am so grateful for your readings! 💞💞
PILE 4, My bottom 3 Chakras ❤🧡💛 are "rebooting" as you put it, right now. Especially my solar 💛plexus. I kept reminding myself of the difference between strong confidence and arrogance, to make sure I wasn't becoming arrogant, I had my confidence trampled on so much by caregivers in childhood, im deeply incorporating the affirmations of the solar plexus...
Thank you, pile 4 resonates 100% 🌻🙂
3🧡 I have saturn in Aquarius in the 5 house 🏃🏾♀️🏃🏾♀️🏃🏾♀️🏃🏾♀️🏃🏾♀️ on my spring going into MY SUMMER you resume the reading there thank you so much 😊👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽🙏🏽
Pile 1 and 4 - you now know my person and me as well 😂😂
Omg!! I can’t believe this reading, it was like a personal reading! Honestly you are so gifted! I picked pile 4. I let him come back into my life because I’m so empathetic and he appealed to this part of my nature! I know I need to concentrate on myself and my personal growth. He and I were in a long relationship and he does try to sabotage and derail me. He’s confused because I’ve leveled up and no longer react to things that used to trigger me. I have given him the help he needs but made it clear it is temporary and he will need to move on within a month. I feel spirit protecting, guiding and nudging me. I am very gifted and intuitive and told my family on the 31/12/2019 that something terrible was coming in that year, the likes of which we had not seen.
Pile 2. I fought with my dad. He gets stressed and starts yelling/swearing/banging on tables and he thinks it's OK because "it's not directed at you" - it doesn't matter, if I feel stress from it that's a problem, and it IS aggressive. I basically told him today that I'm not going to deal with it and I'm just going to pull away. He's a grown man and can't be throwing aggressive tantrums - period.
pile 1- thank you. yes, whoever this is, I can say without a doubt they owe me an apology. absolutely. I deserve it.
Pile 1! Always so accurate, always in the 🌊🌊🌊 pile ❤️❤️❤️
Pile 2: Thank you so much for this reading, spot on as always Lexy! My ex got my dog in the divorce, she would put her little paw on me whenever I was sad 😢 I miss her everyday.
Pile 4.. 😮 Thank u for the reading. I have been avoiding pick a cards with love relations or how others see me n stuffs like that for a few months now. I saw this pick a card a few times b4 (edit: wtf u just posted this video 30mins ago.. Why did I feel like i saw this video b4. strange... really strange 😮) but today I was really drawn to it... N when I listened to it. It fit me really well. Actually, for now the only ones I care about is my spiritual team n me. 🥰 🥰 🥰
I don't want anyone from my past. I am not angry with them.. I just don't want to b entangled in the drama. I don't even want their apologies. I don't care about it anymore. 😁
I feel you there! 🙏🏼 So glad this resonated for you, sending lots of love! 💛💛
U r a wonderful reader... U really amazed me with this reading.. While listening to u I was just scrolling through TH-cam n I was drawn to Ed shans video "I see fire" I was literally dazed n staring at the dragons eye on the video cover when u said.. "They see fire in you"
I think i know who they are. N u r right. I also didn't understand him when I was with him. Usually I can easily see through people that's y either they get drawn towards me or avoid me depending on their intentions. It took me two months to finally realise that it was all a facade no wonder things didn't match up. Well that's just who he is. For the first month I was really fooled then on the second month I started seeing the mismatch. I know we are total opposites n he is not my type spirituality wise. 😅 Empath vs narcissist. May b I was quicker to realise it as this was the second time I was in that kinda relationship.
But thanks to him, I have finally learnt not to give away my power freely to others. Some just use humans n love material items. He taught me to be selfish n I absolutely love the person I have become. I have really grown a lot mentally and spiritually after I left him.
And I seriously hope I can finally break this cycle of attracting broken people towards me. Any more spiritual awakening than this n i will become the next buddha. 😜
This was such a crazy reading for me. I was pile 1 AND 4 and when you started reading for pile 4 …. You definitely tuned into the energy. You even said that you thought we might have another pile. Thank you
I just want to say a gigantic thank you for doing what you do. I’m extremely choosy when it comes to readers that I really spend time with & since the very beginning about 10 months ago when I first came across your channel you’ve always been so very precise and channel in such an admirable way. I thank you seriously so much. You are a gift 💝
Lexi from pile #4 I have a childhood friend that I have cut cords with , an this particular person is always in the survivor mode ,an she is not truly attached to her feelings because of the truma she had been through . I wish her well on he journey but She Is Someone I do other in my life anymore. Blessings
Pile #2 is insanely accurate every word and detail, I cried while listening, it’s been quite a rough time since we broke apart recently
Edit: yup that’s it’s I’m subscribing, you truly have a gift
Pile 1 you were scary accurate! Thanks so much for your guidance!
Pile three I have had loads of tower moments in my life I know who it is who is jealous of me I’m a very strong individual it’s my mother I have not spoken to her in four years and don’t intend to 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🌸🌸
I picked pile 2 and I think it is my old bff.I really loved her cared her and really try to be a good friend for her. I was struggling with mental issues 4 months ago I am also healing now. And we went to school camp together She never cared about me and I was really ill and didn't know other people at that camp I was lonely and she was really all about her life and when I told her I was struggling she told me 'mee too' but I really was and really needed to talk with a friend. I didn't tell her anything cuz I realise she is lack of empathy and I said that you are really busy and we started to see each other less and I interact with other people and have more confidence about myself and now I am much better place than her I learned a lot during my heartbreak and started to trust myself I still need to heal but I am a different person now and become better version thank you for your beautiful message I needed it Love you all💗💗💗
Pile 4, thank you, Lexi, thank you so so much! 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
Your so welcome love!! 🙏🏼💛💛
Chose number two and listening to number one. Both are resonating so far. I am no longer in contact with the person. Suspect that he is my TF but took on a karmic role in this lifetime. He was boot camp in learning to love myself.
pile 1: chills girl…. You’re talking about my first crush and I dodged a bullet
1 and 2! Started from the bottom now we here!!! I’m early, queen!! 🤍🤍🤍
Hey Queen! Miss you, I’ll get back to your WhatsApp later! 💛💛💛
@@LexiTheLeo miss you!!! So many crazy signs from spirit lately! 🤍
saw plie 3 but couldn't resonate till the mid then decided to choose again and realized 4th one was it.....as soon as lexi started the reading i started to feel some sort of diff energies that i felt for the first time......is it okay to choose another after the first pile...im just a bit anxious now cuz second time i felt more drawn to pile 4 ?
btw tons of love to u >>>>
Hey love! Totally normal, I do this sometimes too. It could be that the first one caught your eye and could resonate at a later date or be a past energy, but your energy aligned with the second one you chose and resonated because it’s your present. If that makes sense. Sending lots of love to you too! 💛💛💛
@@LexiTheLeo this made me so freakin happyyyyyy >>>>>>>>