I had to leave Paris!

Hey everyone, I wanted to apologise because this video is very long and honestly if you managed to watch right to the end and you are reading this right now then thank you and also congratulations, I could barely watch this whole video myself.
However I think this long ramble was important for me to share for my family and friends to have a little more insight into the whole situation while I was over there, but also in the moment just being able to talk to my camera was a way for me to break down the whole situation and come to some conclusion. When I started talking to my camera I had not yet made a choice on wether I was going to leave or not but after talking for well over 40 minutes I cut down two thirds of the footage and this video is the outcome.
It was a hard choice but looking back now I think it was the right thing to do. Thank you all for watching luv u x
again i don’t own the music in this video, so i am linking all the artists and songs etc below!!
songs
title- Coming home
artist- nohidea
audio- • coming home
title- eugene
artist- nohidea
audio- • eugene
title- the wishing well
artist- Miguel Burney
audio- • The Wishing Well

[@izzymackenzie15]

Thank the lord that u came back home!! It was a hard decision but definitely the right one! 💗💗💗

[@hollyb2081]

Yeah I am soooo happy to be home and I keep thinking about it all and wondering what would have happened if I had decided to stay there cause I seriously almost did!?

[@EDLifestyleVlogs]

France sounds cool !

[@EDLifestyleVlogs]

Aww sorry it feels so difficult for you holly ☹️😢

[@hollyb2081]

Aw thank you, yeah it was hard at the time but I am very happy to be home again!

[@tkaym6527]

💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@hollyb2081]

love youuuuuuu