Dearest Kiera, you're one of those people that I've been following consistently for maybe 10 years now. You've always been that little spark of light on my feed, every topic you talk about has been interesting and lovely to listen to. I think we all care deeply about you, and even when you leave for a bit, because you have lots of life to handle and manage, it's always nice to see you again, when you pass by, to catch up. Like an old friend, that we don't get to see as often anymore, but still feels like home, whenever we do get to meet. Sending you lots of love, may life treat you kindly 🧡
I've followed you for years and absolutely love your editing style and the overall aesthetic of your videos. I totally connect with the gradually building your home to the way you like it. I'm so sorry you're struggling to feel safe at home. I think your photography is absolutely gorgeous! Thank you for sharing with us 💗
You make me feel so calm. It's so nice to see you upload and share yourself with us. This video was shot so beautifully ! Also - we need to catch up! xxx
Oh Kiera, I'm so sorry about your experience in a&e. I'm a nurse and i always advocate for complaining or explaining your experience. I really hope you're feeling okay. Don't feel guilty about complaining because it's necessary in order to make the health service better, it's shitty when you have a bad experience in hospital. Sending love xx
Oh I am BEYOND happy to see you back here! ❤️❤️❤️ Just crazy about your Instagram but also that feeling of freedom sounds absolutely divine. You are honestly superwoman juggling so much by yourself … and completely relate to what you said about how impossible it is for the words ‘mental health struggles’ to actually communicate to others the reality of a situation, a family member suffers terribly and nobody else could ever understand. You look absolutely BEAUTIFUL (I know you said you are conscious of the weight gain, I’ve almost gained 20lbs already by week 21 of pregnancy and a lot of it is extra fat from poor diet in the first trimester, it definitely makes me feel uncomfortable in my clothes too!). The editing of this vid was sublime. Love the new pendant, too 😍 Sending all my love to you guys and sooo sorry about the a&e experience with your gorgeous girl! 💔❤️❤️❤️
God, I've missed your videos. They are so unique, so "you". I'm so proud of you - as proud as one could be of a total stranger I guess - for pushing through these difficult times. It's honestly mind-blowing how strong you've been for your family and yourself. I'm glad you can also count on your family's support because we all need some help moving forward every now and then. I hope Alex feels better soon. I don't know you guys personally but I think it's safe to say from all these years (around 10 years I think) watching your videos that you are the loveliest people that deserve all the good that life can give. Be brave Kiera. Better times must be coming your way 🧡
saw this come up earlier and go down again so very relieved it is back and all is ok ❤️ love to you, alex and lana. remember to prioritise yourself sometimes whilst you're spinning all of those plates! xxx
I have serious mental health issues and am a mother of 5 doing lot on my own (my husband works a lot to make ends meet). Just want to say that your honesty and vulnerability are so reassuring to me and so many others facing day to day struggles. Sending love and prayers that life feels soft again very soon 💜
You’re such a light 💖 Everything about the way you go about things, how soft spoken you are and how you actively try to infuse some magic into your every day life is so inspiring. I really hope life is good to you and your little family in the future.
your vid is so encouraging to me, in that the nicest people can go through the most difficult times. it isn't because they deserve it, or did anything wrong. let your strength and beauty carry you through, those qualities will always radiate above it all 💖 love you kiera, been watching since 2014, thinking of you guys!
I’m so sorry to see your struggles. You seem like an amazing partner and mother though. Keep doing what you’re doing and I so hope for things to get easier for you and your little family soon 🥰
Absolutely love your editing style, it's very comforting. Sending you all lots of love and I hope that autumn brings you and your family some lighter times 🧡
It's scary how health workers are really unaware that they do need to have a different approach towards different people and they just expect if not demand patients to adjust to the health worker's style and i just find it very bizzare especially if they are a vulnerable person for whatever reason. I am sorry you've had to go through it with Lana and I hope this never happens again. ❤️🌿
I'm so hesitant to criticise them because I know they are dealing with a lot, but it can be a really life changing experience for the patient, for better or worse. I need to get better at asserting myself, I've always found it hard but especially now when I'm alone due to covid policies. xx
I love your photography style actually, it looks hella professional! Well done! And your videos are always so soothing to me, the nature, kiddo running around and the way you use music. When you had your little one, I decided it was time for us too. Leah is 6 months now :).
I've watched for videos for almost 6 years at this point and its so nice every time i see you! seeing you grow and growing with you was and is such a pleasure!! I wish you all the best for the future and hope things will be more peaceful going forward. Stay strong!
Feel like I'm in the same boat as you and relate to a lot of what you've said with what's happening and how you're feeling. Been having bad anxiety and panick attacks because of it. It's been really hard and makes me feel a bit better that it's not just me right now :( waiting and trying to catch a break
Thank you as always for being genuine and being you. I didn't realise how much I'd missed you until this popped up. Your honesty about mental health and anxiety is more relatable and comforting than you may realise. Watching this made me feel better today. And if that is true only for me, it's important, but I'm sure it's true for so many more.
You’re not “a bit crap”, you’re going through crap. You are a strong and beautiful person who lots of people admire. It’s ok to take a minute to feel that and let it be what it is and then get back to being the wonderful person that you are ✨👸🏻
You have so much talent is ridiculous, it's easy to say from the outside but it can't be denied: you have an eye for it, don't doubt it. Sending strength and peace your way 🤍
I watched this over breakfast (I live on the east coast of the US) and I feel like this was such a sweet and hopeful start to my day. Thank you for sharing what you were comfortable with and for the life update. It was lovely to hear from you and I look forward to your future videos if or when you're ready ❤️
I started watching you about six years ago. I’ve always found comfort and calmness in your videos. I’m so sorry to hear you struggling a bit but I think all the things that you have done are amazing, beautiful and inspiring. You should be proud of what you have created in all aspects. I wish you all the best in finding your path and I’m hoping things become easy again for you and your family. I really enjoyed this video catching up, and your editing style is so beautiful! Also your jewelry and photographs are stunning 😍 🫶🏼🫶🏼
Wow wasn't expecting to cry at this but I woke up this morning feeling really overwhelmed by everything and it's comforting to know that I'm not the only one going through a messy period of change and the reminder that this is all leading to better times just made me feel so much better✨🌿
This feels like I have finaly found a date to meet up with an old friend from the past. And the both of us had been through a lot, but we both feels secure about sharing, so that’s what we do. My heart dropped a few times, but I also feel so much at home with you. You have said a lot of things that has been on my mind too. The act of caring about just being, the act of just going, is so hard on the heart. But oh my I at least don’t feel as lonely now. I wish u and your little family the best. Thank you, for you.
I'm sorry you're having such a challenging time, Kiera ❤️ I feel the same, having a young child, having to go back to work, family illness and anxiety to boot - but I'm glad you have a haven to escape to xxx
Its lovely to see you on youtube again! I'm sorry to hear you've been having such a rough time of it but you are coping with it amazingly, your kid and Alex are blessed to have you.
Kiera, your videos have helped me so much in the darkest parts of my life. You will always have my support and I am so glad to see you back. I hope you find your way through these brambles soon 💕
Thank you for making this beautiful video. It’s so comforting to see you be honest about the highs & lows. Your content has always been so authentic & ethereal.
You got me so emotional!!! You are so strong and vulnerable!!! I will go and support you in IG and as soon as I can, I will support you on Patreon. 🤗🤗🤗
I’m sorry to hear you’re going through a tough time at the minute. I’ve watched your videos for years, and seeing you grow and change as a person and seeing your family grow has been amazing. I hope talking about it has been cathartic for you and that you have a good support system in your life, but mostly I’m wishing you softness, comfort and ease 🤍
So happy to see you Kiera, your videos are truly wonderful, as are your photographs! Please prioritise yourself and your family and give yourself what you need. I'm know this little community is always happy to see you, and we'll always be here. I'm sorry you're going through hell; your past and present traumas sound absolutely horrific, and it's amazing that you're keeping going through it all. There's a thousand things I wish I could say but don't know how to verbalise them, but thank you for sharing with us! Also, as someone who has also put on weight with trauma, I hope it's okay to say that your body is a vessel that carries you around; it knows what it needs, and I must say you look beautiful. Weight is an ever changing thing, and when we stress out and go through the harder stuff, our bodies tend to gravitate toward wanting nutrients to keep us going. Just like you, your body is doing what it needs to survive. Please look after yourself and take all the time you need
Your photography is amazing! I popped over to your instagram before watching that part of the video and was like "wow". Don't doubt yourself (easier said than done).
The ending made me weep. So well said. It's often so hard to convey the most difficult emotions while we are still trying to process them as well as understand the whys when we are still dealing with the hows. I do truly believe we are always where we are supposed to be to learn, grow and shift into stronger versions of ourselves even if it feels like the battle is ongoing or a wave is about to swallow us whole. Resilience and determination whilst holding the ability to appreciate the good while enduring the bad is the best thing that we can do for our own sanity as well as put together the bigger picture etc. I'll leave it there before I write a book haha Love you lots xxxxx
Girl... I've been watching you for almost 7 years!! That is so crazy to think about... you've grown up in front of my eyes as weird as that might sound and I am just so so proud of you. ❤️
Going through some stuff myself, how you're able to video document so calmly, beautifully is comforting to me. Your final note on choosing your mindset resonates and will be something I'll try to do as well. Love and kindness Kiera, thank you ❤
The excerpt from your blog post made me shed a tear, not because in in the same situation as you but because I feel like elements of my life are changing and while it's exciting, it's also closing the door on a phase of my life that I can't get back. I love your videos and feel the same as a lot of the other comments on here. Stay strong. Beautifully created video xx
Long time viewer here. This really helped me, as it is scarily relevant to what I'm also going through. There is this weird floaty, anxious, unsure feeling I'm experiencing in the face of some big, scary transitions happening in my life. It's just part of how things are. We can only move forward with love. 💚
I wanted to say how much I valued watching this video Kiera, so nice to see you. I am going through a challenging time myself (mental health/grief) and I am sorry that you are too... Thank you for sharing your perspective on how to process these times. You are a strong woman. Agree with the comment to feedback about the negative hospital experience if you feel able, sad to hear this had happened. Sending love xxx
I really feel for you. You’re so far from crap. Your best in this period of life might look different to your best at other times, but your best is always good enough. I’ve missed seeing your videos but, like so many others, will be here when you’re ready. I’m glad you’ve been managing better than expected and hope that you find the answers that you’re looking for.
Gorgeous video (and lady!) you are so resilient. I really hope you are proud of that and know that it's not a weakness to go through tough times and feel all the things that come with it. Thank you for sharing this with us, better times are coming ❤️
You are not bit crap. You're a super trooper! Thank you for your perspective - you've always been someone I can look up to in a weird internet sort of way :)
It's amazing that you can still provide such beautiful art and comfort for us while handling so much in your personal life. You're a hero! Take care of yourself
I loved what you wrote about difficult times encouraging you down the best path that you might not have taken otherwise. That perfectly put into words my own feelings. Keep paddling through the choppy waters, it will lead to calmer waters ans you will be able to catch your breath!
It's so good to see you again, as others have said, like catching up with an old friend. I'm sorry you are having problems with a neighbour, theres nothing worse than feeling unsafe in your own home. I can relate to the anxiety. I wish you resolution and peace from all this and please know that your photography and jewellery is absolutely beautiful and special and you are brilliant at it!
It been a tough year, the other 2 as well, but this year has been a nightmare. I hope everything gets better for your family. love the part about change that had me in tears.
So you're the primary breadwinner, primary parent and primary homekeeper? Honey what in the fresh hell is your husband doing? It is so sad to see women fall into this trap over and over again...
Her husband is battling depression. Sadly, loving someone who has depression does not "fix" them. It's a lifelong, cruel, ungrateful condition. I understand where you're coming from but please let's be tactful here, things are hardly as simple as they seem ❤
Kiera, it's great to see your lovely style of videos back. Although, please ensure you get more help with those spinning plates. You seem to be dealing with alot on your own. Mental health sucks (I'm a therapist) but regardless of how our mental state is, we still have responsibilities. We all lean on each other when needed, but there comes a time when only one person is left with it all. Its actually that person suffering the most. Look after yourself :) x
I love your editing style with your videos. I always have, and they've just become more and more calm for me, if that makes sense? If ever I'm feeling particularly anxious, I'll just go through and watch all your videos and it helps me SO much! Also, your photography is absolutely beautiful! I'm also sorry that you're struggling with things at home. I think feeling unsafe in one of the places your meant to feel safest can be incredibly difficult. I hope things are sorted soon, and you get that comfort back. x I'm sorry things have been so up and down lately, especially with Lana and the A&E :(. I wish I could give you the biggest hug in the world!
You are gorgeous and so talented at filming and editing and making beautiful things. As a working mum with a toddler I feel the struggle of feeling like we are always in survival mode. I hope things get easier for you all soon. Best wishes x
Thank you so much for these videos 💜 You’re so comforting and honest and vulnerable. These videos are almost like a meditation for me and I appreciate them more than you know 🦋 Thank you 🌸
We all change and grow as the years go by and we collect new experiences, I've loved getting to see the parts of your growth that you share with us! Thank you for the update & I hope things start to trend positive soon ❤️
My partner and I both have mental health (and physical health) struggles, but my partner's are much harder, and like Alex are a day to day fight for him. Hearing you talk about the pressure of keeping things spinning hit hard. My mental health is usually pretty well maintained, but the last year has been a lot, and I'm feeling like I'm barely keeping it together pretty often. I hope we both get to level ground soon 🖤
I’m so sorry to hear of your struggles. Personally, I think you should write a letter to the NHS, whilst it’s still fresh in your memory. I think maybe someone before me/you had a similar experience, maybe if they’d have spoken up then maybe it wouldn’t have happened to us. Another way I think in difficult situations is would I want anyone else to go through this sh*t? No, of course not and that’s my drive to do the “right” thing. Mental health is crippling me too. Literally. I’m severely losing my mobility and taking five steps leaves me in severe pain. I’m struggling hour by hour to not do the unthinkable but I’m tired. I’m oh so tired. I feel guilty because I have my son with Autism and special needs but since I was ten, I’ve struggled with poor mh (years of abuse did not help!) but I just want the pain and the million miles an hour anxiety and depression to stop. I want to get off this merry go round thing called “life” and just be at peace. I’m sorry to offload. There’s no one in my life that understands and if I’m told one more time “pick your big girl panties up” I’ll scream.
Dear Kiera, your videos always bring so much comfort to me and I am sure, many others. I hope things will be more peaceful in your life soon and wish you well xx
Been around since Scarlet Saint & the blue hair 🫶🏻 Will forever be a supporter of yours! I so admire how open and honest you are about every aspect of life, because so many others are quick to camouflage every struggle. As the mother of a two year old myself, with very difficult mental health issues, I’ve recently found myself feeling very stuck… This video gave me a new perspective. I have no idea where I’m going or how I’ll get there, but I know that I CAN. And that’s good enough for now. I’ll find my way. Sending so much love and positivity to you and your beautiful family 🤍
I've followed you for many years and you've come so far. You are so incredibly strong and you have got this but there's never any shame in getting the help you need. Thank you so much for posting such an emotional video as you will have helped more people than you know. Life really sucks sometimes but keep focusing on the shining lights in life and we'll get there. 💕
Your photography is wonderful and DEFINITELY professional quality. I know imposter syndrome is so hard (as a fellow artist) and we are always our harshest critic. I continue to love your jewelry and get so many compliments, so I always point them to your shop. I'm so so sorry things have been so challenging for you & your family lately and send you all the love as always. 💛
so happy to see your face again, beautiful soul. wishing you well in every endeavor you find yourself in. many blessings towards you and the wonderful family you've created. stay strong 🤍🕊
I've been following you since... 2015 i think around that year and you were such huge inspiration for me, make up, fashion and lot stuff and even after all these year i keep loving your content because you've always have been so natural and yourself. no matter what i always come back to your videos, greetings from México.
Sending you lots of love! I feel you of being in such a rough place, when everything is so overwhelming and health becomes and issue and you gotta be strong and hold it all together. It is so so hard. Sending you so much love.
Lana is your baby. She's your wee girl . Lavish on the love.Cuddles , and spikey engaging fun .. Try to keep a boundary up between you , her , and whatever shit is going down Keira .. I bless you . I pray for you ..I just love you . I love you . . .
Everything is absolutely beautiful in your video. I swear you just keep getting more beautiful throughout the years. I've been following you since you were scarlet Saint.
Life is always moving - sometimes it feels like a landslide (*cue Stevie singing now*) and sometimes it's just creeping along. I have followed your channel for a while, and I can't say how much I am proud of you. I know it's weird coming from someone you've never met or will ever meet or know, but honestly, Kiera, watching you grow and sculpt life is really enjoyable. You have a good heart, and it comes through your videos. Plus, the dreamy sort of landscapes you provide always sort of give me a breather. Just know - and I know it's hard when you're in the mix of it - but now, right now, isn't forever. I like your approach of learning from all things - the good and the not so easy. Hang in there, Kiera! All the hugs and love.
Welcome back! I'm so sorry what everything that happened to you... I can relate a lot to most of it. It helps me to think that it's just a bad moment and soon or late (hopefully soon) things will change; it doesn't solve the problem but you know, it helps 😁 I absolutely love you photography style and if I ever come to that side of the UK, I'd definitely book a shooting with you 💜
Such a beautiful and honest video . We had problems in a maisonette we lived in for a decade . But five years in ' the monsters ' moved in downstairs . Their vindictive , loud tormeting behaviour turned me into a warrior , and I discovered I had a legal brain . I had to fight them on all fronts , mental , spiritual, and even physical . Not that anyone came to blows. Five years of it . In the end we moved home . It wasn't worth the anger , the waiting for the next strike . The state of siege mindset . I wish you the best . Stay strong . Bless you , Alex and Lana . ♡ keep safe , and always stay one step ahead .🙏🙏🙏
Sending you so much love Kiera. You have a beautiful heart and I hope things ease for you soon. We met a long time ago (I photographed you in my flat in Norwich!) and your photography has always been amazing. I'm glad you are doing it again
@@KieraRose it was truly a lifetime ago now! If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. My husband had a full breakdown during the pandemic and I've been looking after him trying to get him better, I know how hard it can be.
Kiera I’ve been watching you for years and feel like you’re a long lost friend I’ve never met! Your videos were a companion for me in some very lonely times. I’m so sorry it’s been so difficult for your family, and I sincerely hope Alex’s mental health becomes more stable over time, but I am certain there are brighter days ahead for you all. As to the evolution of your interests and aesthetic, I absolutely love it and feel we are all growing with you. If I lived in England, I would book you in a heartbeat for a photo session - purely based on your talent! Sending you all the light, love, and magic you deserve. ✨
I'm sorry you're going through so much. You're an absolute warrior and a huge inspiration! Your art (all kinds of it) are simply beautiful and I hope that life gets better soon 🤍
I’m glad you’re being able to stay positive for the most part. I’m sorry you’re dealing with so much. Especially being a parent it’s very scary wondering if you’re doing things right. Sending love and prayers for your family. 🥰🥰🥰
I've missed your videos. I can relate to going through challenging times and growing everyday through intense situations. I feel like we will look back at this time and remember where we came from. Thank you for sharing and know we are all rooting for you! 💖
It's SO GOOD to see you Kiera!!! Been thinking of you. It's such a treat to see your beautiful edits within nature, working, and you being a mum etc. You have such a way of creating, and I really missed it! 🍄🌱You look radiant and gorgeous, and I'm so glad you are finding peace and blessings in your life despite the struggles. 💚🌿 Hope you get more time to play Sims and enjoy your own hobbies, and I really hope that things become less of a juggling act for you. You deserve all the good things! I've followed you since you were Scarlett Saint. It's been like having an online friend and growing with you along the way has helped me in many ways. Sending you lots of love and appreciation. 💚🌻
This video came at the perfect time for me, I’ve had a huge lapse in my mental health this year and felt completely alone despite having support and love in my life. Acknowledging every day with mental health struggles as a victory has probably been the most important part of making it as far as I have. It’s hard for me to even condense what I want to say but I just want you to know how much I appreciate this video. It feels like I was meant to see it on this day at this time, at this point in my journey. Thank you🤍
I’m so happy this video connected with you 🥲 wishing you strength and peace as you navigate what you have to right now, the waters will be calm once again eventually 🤍🤍🤍
Dearest Kiera, you're one of those people that I've been following consistently for maybe 10 years now. You've always been that little spark of light on my feed, every topic you talk about has been interesting and lovely to listen to. I think we all care deeply about you, and even when you leave for a bit, because you have lots of life to handle and manage, it's always nice to see you again, when you pass by, to catch up. Like an old friend, that we don't get to see as often anymore, but still feels like home, whenever we do get to meet. Sending you lots of love, may life treat you kindly 🧡
:’) thank you xxx
I've followed you for years and absolutely love your editing style and the overall aesthetic of your videos. I totally connect with the gradually building your home to the way you like it. I'm so sorry you're struggling to feel safe at home. I think your photography is absolutely gorgeous! Thank you for sharing with us 💗
Thank you 💕
You make me feel so calm. It's so nice to see you upload and share yourself with us. This video was shot so beautifully !
Also - we need to catch up! xxx
Oh Kiera, I'm so sorry about your experience in a&e. I'm a nurse and i always advocate for complaining or explaining your experience. I really hope you're feeling okay. Don't feel guilty about complaining because it's necessary in order to make the health service better, it's shitty when you have a bad experience in hospital. Sending love xx
Thank you 🤍 I needed to read this xxx
Please yes, never ever feel guilty for being an advocate for your child or yourself!!
Oh I am BEYOND happy to see you back here! ❤️❤️❤️ Just crazy about your Instagram but also that feeling of freedom sounds absolutely divine. You are honestly superwoman juggling so much by yourself … and completely relate to what you said about how impossible it is for the words ‘mental health struggles’ to actually communicate to others the reality of a situation, a family member suffers terribly and nobody else could ever understand. You look absolutely BEAUTIFUL (I know you said you are conscious of the weight gain, I’ve almost gained 20lbs already by week 21 of pregnancy and a lot of it is extra fat from poor diet in the first trimester, it definitely makes me feel uncomfortable in my clothes too!). The editing of this vid was sublime. Love the new pendant, too 😍 Sending all my love to you guys and sooo sorry about the a&e experience with your gorgeous girl! 💔❤️❤️❤️
My gosh. You’re the reason I dyed my hair pink when I was 16💗 So happy to see you again!
God, I've missed your videos. They are so unique, so "you". I'm so proud of you - as proud as one could be of a total stranger I guess - for pushing through these difficult times. It's honestly mind-blowing how strong you've been for your family and yourself. I'm glad you can also count on your family's support because we all need some help moving forward every now and then. I hope Alex feels better soon. I don't know you guys personally but I think it's safe to say from all these years (around 10 years I think) watching your videos that you are the loveliest people that deserve all the good that life can give. Be brave Kiera. Better times must be coming your way 🧡
Thank you so much 🤍
saw this come up earlier and go down again so very relieved it is back and all is ok ❤️ love to you, alex and lana. remember to prioritise yourself sometimes whilst you're spinning all of those plates! xxx
I have serious mental health issues and am a mother of 5 doing lot on my own (my husband works a lot to make ends meet). Just want to say that your honesty and vulnerability are so reassuring to me and so many others facing day to day struggles. Sending love and prayers that life feels soft again very soon 💜
You’re such a light 💖 Everything about the way you go about things, how soft spoken you are and how you actively try to infuse some magic into your every day life is so inspiring.
I really hope life is good to you and your little family in the future.
your vid is so encouraging to me, in that the nicest people can go through the most difficult times. it isn't because they deserve it, or did anything wrong. let your strength and beauty carry you through, those qualities will always radiate above it all 💖 love you kiera, been watching since 2014, thinking of you guys!
Your videos are such a joy and so comforting. Even when you are clearly dealing with a lot of heavy stuff. Keep your head up, you're doing amazing.
I’m so sorry to see your struggles. You seem like an amazing partner and mother though. Keep doing what you’re doing and I so hope for things to get easier for you and your little family soon 🥰
Absolutely love your editing style, it's very comforting. Sending you all lots of love and I hope that autumn brings you and your family some lighter times 🧡
It's scary how health workers are really unaware that they do need to have a different approach towards different people and they just expect if not demand patients to adjust to the health worker's style and i just find it very bizzare especially if they are a vulnerable person for whatever reason. I am sorry you've had to go through it with Lana and I hope this never happens again. ❤️🌿
I'm so hesitant to criticise them because I know they are dealing with a lot, but it can be a really life changing experience for the patient, for better or worse. I need to get better at asserting myself, I've always found it hard but especially now when I'm alone due to covid policies. xx
I love your photography style actually, it looks hella professional! Well done! And your videos are always so soothing to me, the nature, kiddo running around and the way you use music. When you had your little one, I decided it was time for us too. Leah is 6 months now :).
Aw wow, a belated congratulations 🥲💕
I’ve followed you since the Scarlet Saint days and our paths have been parallel so often. It’s lovely to see your face.
I've watched for videos for almost 6 years at this point and its so nice every time i see you! seeing you grow and growing with you was and is such a pleasure!! I wish you all the best for the future and hope things will be more peaceful going forward. Stay strong!
Feel like I'm in the same boat as you and relate to a lot of what you've said with what's happening and how you're feeling. Been having bad anxiety and panick attacks because of it. It's been really hard and makes me feel a bit better that it's not just me right now :( waiting and trying to catch a break
Thank you as always for being genuine and being you. I didn't realise how much I'd missed you until this popped up. Your honesty about mental health and anxiety is more relatable and comforting than you may realise. Watching this made me feel better today. And if that is true only for me, it's important, but I'm sure it's true for so many more.
You’re not “a bit crap”, you’re going through crap. You are a strong and beautiful person who lots of people admire. It’s ok to take a minute to feel that and let it be what it is and then get back to being the wonderful person that you are ✨👸🏻
You have so much talent is ridiculous, it's easy to say from the outside but it can't be denied: you have an eye for it, don't doubt it. Sending strength and peace your way 🤍
I watched this over breakfast (I live on the east coast of the US) and I feel like this was such a sweet and hopeful start to my day. Thank you for sharing what you were comfortable with and for the life update. It was lovely to hear from you and I look forward to your future videos if or when you're ready ❤️
I hope life is kinder to you in the future, fingers and toes crossed! ❤❤❤ Lots of love from Poland!
Hearing your voice feels like speaking to an old friend. I wish you and your family all the best 💖
I started watching you about six years ago. I’ve always found comfort and calmness in your videos. I’m so sorry to hear you struggling a bit but I think all the things that you have done are amazing, beautiful and inspiring. You should be proud of what you have created in all aspects. I wish you all the best in finding your path and I’m hoping things become easy again for you and your family.
I really enjoyed this video catching up, and your editing style is so beautiful! Also your jewelry and photographs are stunning 😍
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Wow wasn't expecting to cry at this but I woke up this morning feeling really overwhelmed by everything and it's comforting to know that I'm not the only one going through a messy period of change and the reminder that this is all leading to better times just made me feel so much better✨🌿
This feels like I have finaly found a date to meet up with an old friend from the past. And the both of us had been through a lot, but we both feels secure about sharing, so that’s what we do. My heart dropped a few times, but I also feel so much at home with you. You have said a lot of things that has been on my mind too. The act of caring about just being, the act of just going, is so hard on the heart. But oh my I at least don’t feel as lonely now. I wish u and your little family the best. Thank you, for you.
I'm sorry you're having such a challenging time, Kiera ❤️ I feel the same, having a young child, having to go back to work, family illness and anxiety to boot - but I'm glad you have a haven to escape to xxx
I have quietly followed you for years
Its lovely to see you on youtube again! I'm sorry to hear you've been having such a rough time of it but you are coping with it amazingly, your kid and Alex are blessed to have you.
Kiera, your videos have helped me so much in the darkest parts of my life. You will always have my support and I am so glad to see you back. I hope you find your way through these brambles soon 💕
Thank you for making this beautiful video. It’s so comforting to see you be honest about the highs & lows. Your content has always been so authentic & ethereal.
You got me so emotional!!! You are so strong and vulnerable!!! I will go and support you in IG and as soon as I can, I will support you on Patreon. 🤗🤗🤗
You are so beautiful, inside and out. I hope things are better now or at least soon. Also the place where this was filmed is lovely.
I’m sorry to hear you’re going through a tough time at the minute. I’ve watched your videos for years, and seeing you grow and change as a person and seeing your family grow has been amazing. I hope talking about it has been cathartic for you and that you have a good support system in your life, but mostly I’m wishing you softness, comfort and ease 🤍
So happy to see you Kiera, your videos are truly wonderful, as are your photographs! Please prioritise yourself and your family and give yourself what you need. I'm know this little community is always happy to see you, and we'll always be here. I'm sorry you're going through hell; your past and present traumas sound absolutely horrific, and it's amazing that you're keeping going through it all. There's a thousand things I wish I could say but don't know how to verbalise them, but thank you for sharing with us! Also, as someone who has also put on weight with trauma, I hope it's okay to say that your body is a vessel that carries you around; it knows what it needs, and I must say you look beautiful. Weight is an ever changing thing, and when we stress out and go through the harder stuff, our bodies tend to gravitate toward wanting nutrients to keep us going. Just like you, your body is doing what it needs to survive. Please look after yourself and take all the time you need
this felt like seeing an old friend... Lana has grown so much! all the best to you, Alex, Lana and Tucker
things will get better, you're doing a great job
Your photography is amazing! I popped over to your instagram before watching that part of the video and was like "wow". Don't doubt yourself (easier said than done).
I love how raw and honest this is ❤️ you’re doing amazing , you’re a really good mum ❤️ sending love your way xx
The ending made me weep. So well said. It's often so hard to convey the most difficult emotions while we are still trying to process them as well as understand the whys when we are still dealing with the hows. I do truly believe we are always where we are supposed to be to learn, grow and shift into stronger versions of ourselves even if it feels like the battle is ongoing or a wave is about to swallow us whole. Resilience and determination whilst holding the ability to appreciate the good while enduring the bad is the best thing that we can do for our own sanity as well as put together the bigger picture etc. I'll leave it there before I write a book haha Love you lots xxxxx
Love ya pal 🤍🤍🤍
The spinning plates metaphor. Damn I feel you there. I reallllllly feel you there xx
Girl... I've been watching you for almost 7 years!! That is so crazy to think about... you've grown up in front of my eyes as weird as that might sound and I am just so so proud of you. ❤️
Those fairy shoots are BEAUTIFUL, brings back alot of good and safe memories of my childhood, 30+ years ago! Wow you are fucking talented!
Miss your videos, I rewatch old ones quite a lot so this one popping up was super exciting!!:)xx
Hope everything goes well for you, you deserve it x
Going through some stuff myself, how you're able to video document so calmly, beautifully is comforting to me. Your final note on choosing your mindset resonates and will be something I'll try to do as well. Love and kindness Kiera, thank you ❤
Missed you girl. That bit at the end about rough patches in life open pathways to change and positivity really calmed my heart.
The excerpt from your blog post made me shed a tear, not because in in the same situation as you but because I feel like elements of my life are changing and while it's exciting, it's also closing the door on a phase of my life that I can't get back. I love your videos and feel the same as a lot of the other comments on here. Stay strong. Beautifully created video xx
So lovely to see you again x
Long time viewer here. This really helped me, as it is scarily relevant to what I'm also going through. There is this weird floaty, anxious, unsure feeling I'm experiencing in the face of some big, scary transitions happening in my life.
It's just part of how things are. We can only move forward with love. 💚
This was like a hug from and old friend, you’re spinning plates with grace x
I wanted to say how much I valued watching this video Kiera, so nice to see you. I am going through a challenging time myself (mental health/grief) and I am sorry that you are too... Thank you for sharing your perspective on how to process these times. You are a strong woman. Agree with the comment to feedback about the negative hospital experience if you feel able, sad to hear this had happened. Sending love xxx
I really feel for you. You’re so far from crap. Your best in this period of life might look different to your best at other times, but your best is always good enough. I’ve missed seeing your videos but, like so many others, will be here when you’re ready. I’m glad you’ve been managing better than expected and hope that you find the answers that you’re looking for.
Gorgeous video (and lady!) you are so resilient. I really hope you are proud of that and know that it's not a weakness to go through tough times and feel all the things that come with it. Thank you for sharing this with us, better times are coming ❤️
You are not bit crap. You're a super trooper! Thank you for your perspective - you've always been someone I can look up to in a weird internet sort of way :)
Goodness, it's so good to see you. Earlier i had mentioned to my little girl how you are one of my faves. May your family be healthy and well.
It's amazing that you can still provide such beautiful art and comfort for us while handling so much in your personal life. You're a hero! Take care of yourself
I loved what you wrote about difficult times encouraging you down the best path that you might not have taken otherwise. That perfectly put into words my own feelings. Keep paddling through the choppy waters, it will lead to calmer waters ans you will be able to catch your breath!
It's so good to see you again, as others have said, like catching up with an old friend. I'm sorry you are having problems with a neighbour, theres nothing worse than feeling unsafe in your own home. I can relate to the anxiety. I wish you resolution and peace from all this and please know that your photography and jewellery is absolutely beautiful and special and you are brilliant at it!
It’s so good to see you, sweet soul ❤️
It been a tough year, the other 2 as well, but this year has been a nightmare. I hope everything gets better for your family. love the part about change that had me in tears.
I missed you! Your editing has evolved so much, thank you for sharing your life with us
So you're the primary breadwinner, primary parent and primary homekeeper? Honey what in the fresh hell is your husband doing? It is so sad to see women fall into this trap over and over again...
Her husband is battling depression. Sadly, loving someone who has depression does not "fix" them. It's a lifelong, cruel, ungrateful condition. I understand where you're coming from but please let's be tactful here, things are hardly as simple as they seem ❤
This is the most gorgeous video. Hope to see another soon!
Kiera, it's great to see your lovely style of videos back. Although, please ensure you get more help with those spinning plates. You seem to be dealing with alot on your own. Mental health sucks (I'm a therapist) but regardless of how our mental state is, we still have responsibilities. We all lean on each other when needed, but there comes a time when only one person is left with it all. Its actually that person suffering the most.
Look after yourself :) x
I love your editing style with your videos. I always have, and they've just become more and more calm for me, if that makes sense? If ever I'm feeling particularly anxious, I'll just go through and watch all your videos and it helps me SO much! Also, your photography is absolutely beautiful! I'm also sorry that you're struggling with things at home. I think feeling unsafe in one of the places your meant to feel safest can be incredibly difficult. I hope things are sorted soon, and you get that comfort back. x I'm sorry things have been so up and down lately, especially with Lana and the A&E :(. I wish I could give you the biggest hug in the world!
You are gorgeous and so talented at filming and editing and making beautiful things. As a working mum with a toddler I feel the struggle of feeling like we are always in survival mode. I hope things get easier for you all soon. Best wishes x
Thank you so much for these videos 💜 You’re so comforting and honest and vulnerable. These videos are almost like a meditation for me and I appreciate them more than you know 🦋 Thank you 🌸
We all change and grow as the years go by and we collect new experiences, I've loved getting to see the parts of your growth that you share with us! Thank you for the update & I hope things start to trend positive soon ❤️
My partner and I both have mental health (and physical health) struggles, but my partner's are much harder, and like Alex are a day to day fight for him. Hearing you talk about the pressure of keeping things spinning hit hard. My mental health is usually pretty well maintained, but the last year has been a lot, and I'm feeling like I'm barely keeping it together pretty often. I hope we both get to level ground soon 🖤
I’m so sorry to hear of your struggles. Personally, I think you should write a letter to the NHS, whilst it’s still fresh in your memory. I think maybe someone before me/you had a similar experience, maybe if they’d have spoken up then maybe it wouldn’t have happened to us. Another way I think in difficult situations is would I want anyone else to go through this sh*t? No, of course not and that’s my drive to do the “right” thing. Mental health is crippling me too. Literally. I’m severely losing my mobility and taking five steps leaves me in severe pain. I’m struggling hour by hour to not do the unthinkable but I’m tired. I’m oh so tired. I feel guilty because I have my son with Autism and special needs but since I was ten, I’ve struggled with poor mh (years of abuse did not help!) but I just want the pain and the million miles an hour anxiety and depression to stop. I want to get off this merry go round thing called “life” and just be at peace. I’m sorry to offload. There’s no one in my life that understands and if I’m told one more time “pick your big girl panties up” I’ll scream.
Dear Kiera, your videos always bring so much comfort to me and I am sure, many others. I hope things will be more peaceful in your life soon and wish you well xx
Been around since Scarlet Saint & the blue hair 🫶🏻 Will forever be a supporter of yours!
I so admire how open and honest you are about every aspect of life, because so many others are quick to camouflage every struggle. As the mother of a two year old myself, with very difficult mental health issues, I’ve recently found myself feeling very stuck… This video gave me a new perspective. I have no idea where I’m going or how I’ll get there, but I know that I CAN. And that’s good enough for now. I’ll find my way.
Sending so much love and positivity to you and your beautiful family 🤍
Nice to see you Kiera, thanks for sharing with us ❤
I've followed you for many years and you've come so far.
You are so incredibly strong and you have got this but there's never any shame in getting the help you need.
Thank you so much for posting such an emotional video as you will have helped more people than you know.
Life really sucks sometimes but keep focusing on the shining lights in life and we'll get there. 💕
Your photography is wonderful and DEFINITELY professional quality. I know imposter syndrome is so hard (as a fellow artist) and we are always our harshest critic. I continue to love your jewelry and get so many compliments, so I always point them to your shop. I'm so so sorry things have been so challenging for you & your family lately and send you all the love as always. 💛
I've loved your videos for years. You inspire me in so many ways. I really hope things get better for you soon. Sending good vibes your way ✨️
Thank you Kiera. I love your honesty!
so happy to see your face again, beautiful soul. wishing you well in every endeavor you find yourself in. many blessings towards you and the wonderful family you've created. stay strong 🤍🕊
I've been following you since... 2015 i think around that year and you were such huge inspiration for me, make up, fashion and lot stuff and even after all these year i keep loving your content because you've always have been so natural and yourself.
no matter what i always come back to your videos, greetings from México.
Sending you lots of love! I feel you of being in such a rough place, when everything is so overwhelming and health becomes and issue and you gotta be strong and hold it all together. It is so so hard. Sending you so much love.
Lana is your baby. She's your wee girl . Lavish on the love.Cuddles , and spikey engaging fun .. Try to keep a boundary up between you , her , and whatever shit is going down Keira ..
I bless you . I pray for you ..I just love you . I love you .
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Everything is absolutely beautiful in your video. I swear you just keep getting more beautiful throughout the years. I've been following you since you were scarlet Saint.
Life is always moving - sometimes it feels like a landslide (*cue Stevie singing now*) and sometimes it's just creeping along. I have followed your channel for a while, and I can't say how much I am proud of you. I know it's weird coming from someone you've never met or will ever meet or know, but honestly, Kiera, watching you grow and sculpt life is really enjoyable. You have a good heart, and it comes through your videos. Plus, the dreamy sort of landscapes you provide always sort of give me a breather. Just know - and I know it's hard when you're in the mix of it - but now, right now, isn't forever. I like your approach of learning from all things - the good and the not so easy. Hang in there, Kiera! All the hugs and love.
Love you kiera!
Hey Lady, never think you are crap. Never. It's not true. Never give up. You are stronger than you think. Love from Scotland.
Beautiful filming. Sending all my best wishes and love to you and your family xxx
You seem like such a loving person, don't lose your flame even when winds are harsh. ❤
I’ve missed you but I’m so glad your tracking on the best you can xx I can’t believe how beautiful bby girl is!
Welcome back! I'm so sorry what everything that happened to you... I can relate a lot to most of it. It helps me to think that it's just a bad moment and soon or late (hopefully soon) things will change; it doesn't solve the problem but you know, it helps 😁 I absolutely love you photography style and if I ever come to that side of the UK, I'd definitely book a shooting with you 💜
Such a beautiful and honest video . We had problems in a maisonette we lived in for a decade . But five years in ' the monsters ' moved in downstairs . Their vindictive , loud tormeting behaviour turned me into a warrior , and I discovered I had a legal brain . I had to fight them on all fronts , mental , spiritual, and even physical . Not that anyone came to blows. Five years of it . In the end we moved home . It wasn't worth the anger , the waiting for the next strike . The state of siege mindset .
I wish you the best . Stay strong . Bless you , Alex and Lana . ♡ keep safe , and always stay one step ahead .🙏🙏🙏
Sending you so much love Kiera. You have a beautiful heart and I hope things ease for you soon. We met a long time ago (I photographed you in my flat in Norwich!) and your photography has always been amazing. I'm glad you are doing it again
Aw hey Kitty! I remember that shoot so well :’) you’re awesome!! 🙏🏼💕
@@KieraRose it was truly a lifetime ago now! If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. My husband had a full breakdown during the pandemic and I've been looking after him trying to get him better, I know how hard it can be.
Kiera I’ve been watching you for years and feel like you’re a long lost friend I’ve never met! Your videos were a companion for me in some very lonely times. I’m so sorry it’s been so difficult for your family, and I sincerely hope Alex’s mental health becomes more stable over time, but I am certain there are brighter days ahead for you all. As to the evolution of your interests and aesthetic, I absolutely love it and feel we are all growing with you. If I lived in England, I would book you in a heartbeat for a photo session - purely based on your talent! Sending you all the light, love, and magic you deserve. ✨
I'm sorry you're going through so much. You're an absolute warrior and a huge inspiration! Your art (all kinds of it) are simply beautiful and I hope that life gets better soon 🤍
I’m glad you’re being able to stay positive for the most part. I’m sorry you’re dealing with so much. Especially being a parent it’s very scary wondering if you’re doing things right. Sending love and prayers for your family. 🥰🥰🥰
I've missed your videos. I can relate to going through challenging times and growing everyday through intense situations. I feel like we will look back at this time and remember where we came from. Thank you for sharing and know we are all rooting for you! 💖
So glad to see you again. You are just so talented and creative! ❤
It's SO GOOD to see you Kiera!!! Been thinking of you. It's such a treat to see your beautiful edits within nature, working, and you being a mum etc. You have such a way of creating, and I really missed it! 🍄🌱You look radiant and gorgeous, and I'm so glad you are finding peace and blessings in your life despite the struggles. 💚🌿
Hope you get more time to play Sims and enjoy your own hobbies, and I really hope that things become less of a juggling act for you. You deserve all the good things! I've followed you since you were Scarlett Saint. It's been like having an online friend and growing with you along the way has helped me in many ways.
Sending you lots of love and appreciation. 💚🌻
This video came at the perfect time for me, I’ve had a huge lapse in my mental health this year and felt completely alone despite having support and love in my life. Acknowledging every day with mental health struggles as a victory has probably been the most important part of making it as far as I have. It’s hard for me to even condense what I want to say but I just want you to know how much I appreciate this video. It feels like I was meant to see it on this day at this time, at this point in my journey. Thank you🤍
I’m so happy this video connected with you 🥲 wishing you strength and peace as you navigate what you have to right now, the waters will be calm once again eventually 🤍🤍🤍